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Just a brief note for the Brigadier, Generals, Majors, and soldiers of the Royal Scots Regiment. Your fine upstanding men and women of the community doing a necessary justifiable work and have a nice chest of medals to prove the courage dedication and fortitude necessary to be in a position of high importance. The depravity of man is a serious concept of understanding to the reformed Christian belief, and though you are what I say, “we,” are all the same under this depravity of the soul in sin. The only difference is to those who have the righteousness of Christ to atone and cover such a filthy garment. The key to the western Isles was a perfect analogy to express the real and important case of what has been described in my piece. To us we have our own keys of Heaven and Hell to which we serve, so we know something of the loyalty to serve royalty. Also, I hope no offence is taken in my last piece as an explanation of a private dealing which became very public and was reported but not upheld, that’s the nature of the law of the land, however, there is a law of heaven, a Royal Law mentioned I think in the first chapter or two of the book of James. Please accept my apologies if any short-term offence was caused but Christ kingdom is not a friend to sinners, until they are saved, such is common to all men and women. I have no personal connection to you all, though we as a family have four generations served the Armed forces, such, is the nature of inheritance. Bestiality quips not a clever idea for someone who has been through it in strenuous and difficult circumstances, remember that if nothing else. God speed.

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This is the real explanation of why for over seventeen years no one has spoken or befriended myself whilst I have been living my new life in Stornoway. A certain matter involving two men holding a secret only known between three people had been discussed, not only between the individuals discovering the secret but with the Police. The explanation of why this secret was disclosed should have followed this short statement and I wonder why the secret was never openly allowed to be aired, simply, between the three individuals the secret had been sealed to silence. This was until two individuals, who professed to know the secrets of men’s hearts, revealed it. Their revealing of the secret is, as far as I am personally aware, or the motivation for revelation, was spite and hatred. They both had connections with the Free Church of Scotland and also members of the Police and Sheriff’s Office. One was Mr. John MacLeod, the late Professor Donald MacLeod’s son, and the other, I identified as, Ms. Donna Smith known at the time of revelation. Their own testimony as to how they came to possess these secrets of information, only held by three persons unknown to them will become apparent. Also, these testimonies were to be held and used as a testimony of witness in a Crown Prosecution of a crime against the Crown involving, not only two of the three men who held the secret, but several others involved in the crime committed over twenty-five years ago. Personally, my life has been turned upside down, my reputation has been dirtied, my private dealings with not only family but also friends has been decimated and made filthy. As a severe reminder to the intrusion, interference, and disgusting behaviour of two individuals who only revealed this secret out of spite and hatred my life’s testimony of conversion to Christianity was ruined mocked rebutted and also distastefully questioned and denied publicly, so much so that I have been called and forcefully medicated due to it. I want to state if all this could have been avoided, I would most certainly have liked it to have been. However, men and woman in the authorities such as our former sheriff Mr. David Sutherland and most certainly several if not more Police men and woman including present and past Chief Inspectors had more reason to prosecute the crime, which was over a dead animal and never confessed. Not that I was guilty of it but that did not stop the Police abusing me sexually with an animal. Now it is, and may I just state my disdain, my utter disregard for any respect of anyone involved in my shaming, publicly, privately, psychologically, and also, physically of myself and even members of my near family. I have worked for the Police on a number of occasions throughout my younger life, even aiding and helping members of the British S.A.S. Never did I ever think two individuals who were so spitefully fuelled by revenge and also friends with prominent members of the law community could even dream of having such a disregard for not only my personal privacy but also my public standing. I have lost half of my family through dispute, lost contact with all my old friends, had my testimony openly questioned mocked and ridiculed, eaten shit, forcibly medicated, threaten, harassed, and victimised by the police, not to mention accusations and denial of a real abuse case which was dismissed all of which could have been avoided. May I just state If this is the way they want to treat someone for not revealing a confession that he knows nothing about to something only known to those named above for the sake of a pompous landowner and a Crown Prosecution service desperate to clear a matter of criminality all by illicit means, then I have no concern or sympathy with anyone serving in the Law authorities or even the Armed forces. To sum it up all I ever was was just a commodity to be used … and used they did. I never want to be abused by the authorities again. Especially the way you did when you traded my soul for an animal's lust not once but twice you liars.

Signed: Mr. George Lea Bingham.

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What is faith? Well, it is spiritual in its nature as are all the spirits that accompany the teaching of every religion of the world, this is why we are told to test the spirits. We have had a visit from the Royal Regiment of Scotland last week being acceptant of the key to the freedom of the Western Isles. Its quite a concept a royal body being acceptant of a key of freedom. Our King does a far superior Holy Sovereign exchange, he gives us the freedom to his kingdom, an exchange of freedom in which we have much more than a sin depraved battalion of soldiers carrying fixed bayonets and doing charitable works to make themselves proud. In fact, the key which we are given exercises the muscle of faith. Unlike our Royal Regiment exercising in the yard of the yard stick in this exercise of faith, the soldier of Christ, which is mocked by such men and women, is able to over come greater odds and battles of a far greater spiritual war fighting within us daily, such, is the nature of our kingdom to which we have been given the freedom of. In the Royal Regiment orders are given to be followed and woe betide you if you do not do all to protect their Sovereign, who is our countries monarch. The King to which our faith serves does not take the order of tyranny and authority over a condemned man, but with a body born of flesh he truly knows the depths our death in sin sinks having borne our sins in his crucifixion. This crucifixion was not on a mock board crossed before a sergeant to run messages but a real crucifixion of such pain and agony that a sinless Saviour silenced the whole of heaven to the triumph of Hell, that’s quite an exchange, I wonder what the Royal Regiment Brigadier would make of it with his quips about bestiality as an introduction of welcome to the Highlands and Scotland. Our Brigadier the Holy Spirit is a bit more forgiving to those who have crossed the boundaries of natural and unnatural dealings of sin in their own souls. Does he possess the key to freedom to liberate a man or woman from such a wrath and torment of a real crucifixion of sin in the soul or does he dress for his pride, country, and king alone. Our King lets his brigadier do the real saving of souls not by himself but by a threefold personage through the making willing of a soul bent in the destruction of hell. This is the idea and concept of the crucifixion the Royal Regiment Sargent, I dare say, likes to play a game with. However, when you personally discover the torment of hell in your own soul perhaps a king who is perfect in all his understanding, having great compassion, empathy and forgiveness would be more of a choice to serve for what he personally has done for you being there in the deepest darkest reserves of torment of Hell himself. Such is the key to faith to which our Royal Law commands, not one of imprisonment and torture for disobeying a man at the helm just because he has power over you. Satan, the strong man, has power over you but faith in Christ alone is a stronger man which can move mountains something the Royal Regiment can only climb and Satan himself cannot create. Welcome, to your key of freedom of the Western Isles Royal Regiment of Scotland and we will take our welcome of our key to freedom in our death of sin by the Masters hands, remember the arms of Christ are the arms of his people … faith being their muscle in the great exchange of man’s depravity for Christ’s righteousness. Here, the triumph of Heaven will always silence the torments of Hell.

This statement is witnessed by the inspiration of sinners from all walks of life and those to whom liberty presides with, “ … forgive us our debts as we forgive our debtors … forgive them, for they know not what they do.”

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I would like you all to think of an observation on my initial contact of conversation including the understanding I have of a reformed theology. What is the main difference of opinion, if we can call it that, though it is actually much deeper than just an opinion, it is a different observance of belief in a religious understanding of the same God. How then does it compare? Well, as a teaching the doctrine of original sin according to the Jehovah Witnesses compared to the reformed theology, of my understanding, is heretical. It is a false teaching. The reason for this is very important. The wording used in the description and understanding of the doctrine of original sin according to the Jehovah Witness Watch Tower Instruction, which to the reformed theological mind is a fundamental doctrine, meaning one of such importance that it cannot and should not be changed in its understanding, lest it lose its truth concerning The Lord Jesus Christ is so different it denies the reformed theological truth. If it were only a matter of opinion from let us say a young convert of true Christianity it would be a false understanding and need to be corrected, such as the young man was who understood the concept of belief as it stood in my first conversation with him. However, this is not the only false teaching according to a reformed theological mind compared to the understanding of the Jehovah Witness belief system and understanding. Two counts of this kind of heresy involving a fundamental doctrine would be allowed and then the teacher would be admonished and put out of the reformed church. This is how important true teaching is to the understanding of a correct faith in a correct understanding of concept in the study of God, in Christ Jesus. If we simply say this is a stubborn or myopic way to deal with another understanding remember truth only has one concept in its thrust the real problem would lie in the interpretation of documents used to deliver the text of instruction and here is where the difference of opinion develops into an historical battle of proof. Faith is a spiritual concept; text is a historical concept. Where the two meet is important. It is in their understanding of not only congruity but also consistency. What do the Historical facts say about the text and what do the spiritual understanding say about the text, faith is a matter of belief as is anything spiritual. What do you have your faith in? This would have been my next question for the young man and his assistant.

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Morals and the Law: What is the purpose of all this, you may ask yourself, and you would be wise to consider the understandings. Well, Christ had one purpose, and his only concept was love. In one word it is reconciliation. From paradise lost to paradise regained. Only in him are we fit for faith and his love whether in the keeping of the law or the condemning of the bastards. Here is a concept of morals which when you take the idea of attainment it seems like a contradiction, but it is actually an act of love, sex. Sex is for marriage; however, the understanding is this, if they, the Christians, are not to be married and cannot contain “… then it is better for them to burn … with their sex.” The idea is not new but instituted in the Old Testament also, here, it displeased the Lord for a man to have sex and spill his seed such was the importance on the preserving of the sperm for marriage or sex and procreation, childbearing. Immoral sexual encounters are still frowned upon but what are they, they are the unnatural sex acts committed to which there is no morals. Why is this all allowed but not taught, simply, because it is a paradox against the moral teachings to which many, if not all, Churches hold to some degree of attainment. The idea for allowing it was so if there was any true contradiction in the individual for their sexual conduct conviction would follow the act to correct and they could repent thus stopping the sexual intercourse until such a time as they would be married and correctly aligned with the understanding of the sexual relationship for them as an individual. In sin there is no law and is known as, “The law of disobedience.” That is the estimation of sin, no matter what its action may be in its nature it is disobedient. Disobedient to what? To righteousness, the ten commandments. You begin to see the importance of real Christian experience when you understand the teaching, “all things are lawful, but not all things are edifying.” It also teaches all things in moderation, this being all things edifying to you, as an individual, not a moral framework designed to attain a righteousness of false achievement, in other words self-righteousness. Such is any work of a man or woman’s hands to appease the law of the ten commandments by their own work, when, truly, Christ has and is the only one able and willing to appease, such is the use of the word reconciliation.

This statement is witnessed by the encounters of true love, “ … The beginning of wisdom is to fear the Lord. The fear of the Lord is to hate pride and eschew evil. “ … Perfect love casteth out all fear… ”

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JUSTIFICATION: is a declaration. So how can it be accessed and be applied in the true meaning of the Christian experience. Well, the answer is quite simple, by FAITH, and by faith alone. The fulfilment of the Law has already taken place in the recovery of Adam and Eve and the problematic original sin. However, in the early creation it was a blood sacrifice to which the atoning remedy was always applied. The fig leaves were their own making, not adequate for a cleansing purpose tantamount to annihilation of righteousness under the disobedience of one broken commandment. Sin is infinite in its degree of magnitude. The blood sacrifice was the precursor of the blood shed later by a righteous sinless God becoming a man to atone and seal and perfect the blood sacrifice of old garden. In the blood shedding was the concept of life-giving qualities being spilled to sacrifice and atone for the life stolen by original sin, the life of righteousness. In the righteousness of Christ is the perfect fulfilment and quality of acceptance needed to justify the ten commandments in their condemnation of original sin and the loss of righteousness. Here, in this equality of acceptance and attainment to the law is the Justification of sinless perfection, unattainable by any man or woman and only a preserved quality sustained and kept in the true nature of the God man The Lord Jesus Christ. So how is it made accessible or even able to validate us in our own condemnation under the law? Quite simply, we take the righteousness of Christ through belief, by faith, in him as a personal Saviour, whereby, we are then declared justified by his works, not our own. What is faith? “Faith is the substance of things hoped for the evidence of things not seen.” In this understanding even Adam and Eve were able to be justified by the blood of an animal because of what it represented under the atoning sacrifice guided by God. Faith is a spiritual concept and must convey the correct meaning to the correct understanding of what it is to believe, and only through faith, and by faith, is any qualities of a true Christian experience ever made possible in the heart and soul of a believing individual who calls themselves a Christian.

This statement is witnessed to by the following, “There is none good but one, and he is God.” Justification by Faith Alone through Christ Alone.

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What Was the Original Sin?
The Bible’s answer

Adam and Eve were the first humans to sin. When they disobeyed God by eating from “the tree of the knowledge of good and bad,” they committed what many call the original sin. A (Genesis 2:16, 17; 3:6; Romans 5:19) That tree was off-limits to Adam and Eve because it represented God’s authority, or right, to decide what is right and wrong for humans. By eating from the tree, Adam and Eve took matters into their own hands, choosing to decide for themselves what is right and wrong. In doing so, they rejected God’s moral authority.

Original sin is believed by the Jehovah Witnesses, however, the depth of the understanding into the doctrine of original sin may give an insight into why they are a religion based on works. “The tree of knowledge of good and bad” verses “The tree of knowledge of good and evil.” Pay close attention to these few short words, “In doing so, they rejected God’s moral authority.” It was not that they rejected Gods “MORAL” authority it was that they condemned their righteousness in its original condition into a depraved unholy sin riddled cess pool within their own souls. The original righteousness allowed their conscience, the place of residence for controlling the morals, to be pure before they partook of the fruit of the tree of knowledge. Sin in its understanding and consequences is more than just bad, it is evil. In its evil in its nature, substance, and actions, it is the power of Hell itself resident in the original creation of man and woman, through Adam and Eve. In the original sin every sin conceivable is present. We are partakers even in modern history of this original sin simply through the magnitude of loss of righteousness, albeit original in the case of Adam and Eve. Adam was the man who was cursed then the woman then the serpent then the creation. This is how original sin in its effect affected the whole of Gods creation. This was the extent of disobedient to one command, “Thou shalt not eat of the tree of knowledge of good and evil.” One command broken and I suppose the idea for a moral sustaining religion is simply to rectify the idea of disobedience, hence, adherence or attaining a moral standing before the creator God. However, the conscience is not capable of adhering to the assault of sin in its abhorrent evil of offence before God the creator simply because it has no righteousness, none, not even a seed. In its operation outside of original sin the conscience has a common grace simply to guide in an understanding of moral correctness not adherence. Adherence is an action no matter how the action attains the correct or desired conscience guided moral it is still affected by the disapproval before God of disobedience simply because the common grace is not effectual special or even righteous. The common grace is a grace of alignment not righteousness, being, perfection. From this correction of understanding you can see and begin to understand the desperate need to be morally correct. To be not morally correct leaves a perilous dilemma for anyone, how can they be accepted before their creator God. The dilemma is not just for the Jehovah Witnesses but for every man woman and child as we are all under God’s spell of original sin. The spell has been cast and the conjuring of its magic has produced a perfect adherence of the law of conscience by a sinless perfection to which only one individual possesses, The Lord Jesus Christ. In his perfection the beauty of sin being healed or more the lost righteousness being restored to a better more reliable substance of moral fruitfulness, that being, in a perfection of not being able to be lost ever again, has been already attained. It was there in the beginning with Adam and Eve in their recovery from original sin in the disobedience of a broken commandment, “not to eat of the fruit of the tree of knowledge of good and evil, for in so doing they will become like one of us.” Righteousness.

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I had a visit from my friends the Jehovah Witnesses yesterday, Saturday, very interesting. In theology the understanding of God can sound remarkably similar from different religions believing to be that of the true nature of our Lord and Saviour Jesus Christ. However, when you have a brief discussion as to what they actually believe it becomes very apparent the Jehovah Witness religion is a religion of works. The conversation led to the ten commandments and morals. This was the crux of the Jehovah Witness’s profession. True, he stated he believed in God, he believed in Christ, he believed God was a creator, but yet his parenthesis was work. It had none of the liberty residing in the freedom of Grace from a sin inherited from Adam, which being original sin, to which he also believed. The trap that is the snare for him and many like him, I suppose, if this, their teaching is one to which they can never be free from the law and in a brief description of what exactly he did believe it was all about attainment and morals. True, the ten commandments can do this but to the Jehovah Witness there is no completion of these moral standards, unless they themselves can somehow attain or even pursue a course of good living needed and prescribed by it into a religious understanding of adherence. The fault was diagnosed, and the cure prescribed in one word, JUSTIFICATION. Without it there is no Salvation, and any adherence or pursuit of attainment is pointless without the remedy of the Law and its complete fulfilment. Think about it this way the complexity of what they are dealing with is this they may attained some keeping of the law let’s say five commandments but what happens when one just one is broken it disannuls all the others kept and they have to start again in observing keeping and adhering. Nothing will satisfy the law but complete perfection of adherence and more living experience of keeping. In doing so you are then the pinnacle of the religious order of perfection you have become sinless. Now let’s say this can all be attained for just one day, what about the days before or even the days after where the perfection of sinlessness is not kept it is annulled and disregarded even rebuked and condemned. Here Justification in its declaration of attainment of pure perfect sinless obedience has the poor Jehovah Witness scurrying for redemption in his or her attainment of works. The law is never satisfied in the human condition such is the brutal onslaught and immense eternal evil nature of sin, it is infinite in its power and devastating in its cry of fulfilment against a soul lost from grace and God without Justification. What makes the Justification in its declaration liberty from this condemnation, well it is righteousness that being fulfilment of, guess what, the law, written on every heart, of every man, and every woman, ever born into this world. It would be true to say to be declared righteous you are Justified … but only in Christ.

In witness to this statement it was observed on the cross by one who crucified him " ... Truly this was a righteous man ... "

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Hi community team and friends and those held in high regard but of low repute. I want to explain to you all a little about what was written about my own personal disputes since arriving in Stornoway. With a lonesome mind and heart after a few years of enduring what shall we say nobody to acknowledge I started trying to reacquaint with some old friends. Now I know this is difficult for anyone when you have not communicated for over twenty years or so and people are more interested in friends that like to remember them especially on birthdays and Facebook chats given this enormous barrier I thought I would entrepedise into the unknown. Just remember I had not been in contact with these people since secondary school age and early drinking years about eighteen nineteen years old. I left Inverness at the age of thirty-four still never been in real contact with any of them truly. Anyhoo with Facebook as large as the twenty-eight fonts thirty-four figures in front of me I thought it may be a promising idea this was short lived to say the least. It started with WhatsApp connection with my old close drinking friends which lasted a few short months and from there everything else involved with friends relationships or even chatting about life disintegrated and I mean took a nosedive right up the darkest butt hole of any outer Galaxy. Due to a Facebook post concerning you guessed it abuse. Needless to say, rumours must have been rife and infiltration onto an unused Facebook page where anything could be posted seemed to be the winner of this hearts and minds campaign. I even notice false rape website addresses plastered all over it and that was just browsing after inactivity. The mental side of this saga was at this point immense with people like Mr. John MacLeod the late professors son Ms Donna Smith and other names not known to me pulling every fast psychological and dirty trick imaginable. This was due to only what I can call two quick quips on Johns dear Facebook page regarding a fishing trip with his late father at the time and a great old fashioned comedy anachronism called AIDS. This truly upset John being the immense tight governing enthusiastic vibrant and dashing professional he always is and from there things got worse. It had too it was his and his friends nature. Anyhoo more devastation came with a Police complaint about abuse where it was classed as a complaint and not upheld. So coupled with these three ingredients you can imagine the rumour mill Gary Lineker would be proud off. Anyhoo from there things just progressed further into lie hell not with me but everyone whoever took the time to discredit without true knowledge of personal issues and facts. Hence, rumours I can only suggest. Anyway, after several years and even hospitalisation with the majestic mysterious apparition of one Messer John Macleod appearing in my ward bedroom at a psychological assessment you can imagine the welcome to Hell you get. Once recovered from all this if I can use this term lightly and very lightly after being heavily medicated and almost losing my eyesight through it another gracious call from a great cousin redound for his Geordie accent gave a concerning call to me one night asking for my dear mother whilst she was battling with cancer and ending the call of care and charity with a great big accusation of child molestation pointed in my direction. Normally whenever I hear any accusation of anything especially sexual I like to get a fuller picture to even the odds a bit before even approaching, if necessary, anyone let alone anyone involved. The rumours after this phone call must have hit nuke level North Korea. At this point no one was even talking to me let alone spreading goodness knows what. Then after or before this John MacPhail and I had a family fall out over you guessed it hospitalisation and mental health issues. So, its rife I am a liar accusing the Police of rape no friends being accused of rape and on top of it I am causing trouble for believing Professor Donald MacLeod is a heretic. That is about the jist of it until one day I walk into my local butchers and get my shopping which by this time has been already tampered changed and a dog shit or even a human shit has been addressed in it to eat. Call me paranoid but this is not normal behaviour from anyone involved but when your being called mentally ill hey ho your paranoid and that’s the end of story. Anyway, that was about all my personal disputes since I came here almost nineteen years ago and thankfully, I am still alive, but the abnormal behaviour still continues and is still present. I guess some would say that is what you deserve for lying, but was it all lies? Anyway, with all this and no source of real income other than my benefits which seemed necessary by prying eyes to be inspected and reinspected there's not much you can really look forward to except the outdoors in my case at this point practically physically disabled by over medication with its side effects it was the garden. However, this did not seem to escape what shall we say the bad fortune of whatever I was known as let us just say mentally ill who makes wild accusations at people and plasters it on the web. Anyhoo with the war in Europe financial restraint was in trouble and no help not even a visit a phone call not even the odd hello so I endured and lo and behold here we are or should I say here I am. One thing to mention I have a clearer picture of what people may have been addressing as wild accusations at me and in light of it all it is a comfort knowing what I know now rather than then. All has been a process and like the cheese or ham you get pressed till your packaged and ready for sell or thereabouts. Just to mention as a quick endorsement of true friendship the community gang and friends in the know because you have never left or doubted, I am entirely and eternally grateful for that. There that is my appreciation for you all. God bless.

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The Dunblane memorial garden is a little concept of mine revolving around the idea of keeping the two different kinds of Dunblane roses, The Innocent Rose and the Gwen Mayor Rose. They are differentiated by the different use of pink pigment in the flowering, the Innocent has the pink on white on the inside, I think, and the Gwen Mayor has the pink on white on the outside if my memory serves me well. They are quite a combination specially adapted and cultivated for their memorial status. The idea was to renovate the garden anyhoo, but this concept added and extra dimension for me personally and as such the design is built around the pink of both the roses. The garden is a square waste ground which grandmother and grand pap the great genius used for vegetables, the modern-day supermarket. Grandmama carried it on for her potatoes in a plot in her later years and me in my early years though I ended up looking more like a vegetable than anything I tried to grow. The three-sided hedge surrounding the enclosure is a triumph of modern regeneration, almost ninety years old with its patronage from the castle grounds as grandpapa was a gardener there. Anyhoo, a walled enclosure round the boundaries of the property consisting of brick and harling top stone and metal railings and three metal gates to replace the wooden ones. Lawn preparation for the garden set in four quarters and hedging consisting of my old favourite the wild roses. These would be the boundaries and finishing with a rotating gazebo and pathway in the garden to catch the morning sun. Anyway, that’s the idea with a space in the corner for the two pink and white roses. The colour scheme is not elaborate but penetrating, distinct, and I think quite beautiful in my own mind, however, that is my choice, so there you go. That’s my idea for my own personal remembrance I thought it would bring some life back to the old place.

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Hi community team and friends, just to reiterate after all the nonsense that’s gone on, need I say any more, all I have is voices in my head. You all know my understanding of it all, that’s not what I want to explain. The point is, I don’t want to talk to these people like this, however, this is how they insist on communicating with me. I don’t even want to know them after all that has happened. If you come across them, just tell them to pat themselves on their backs give a smile and tell them to go for a pint or something. At the moment I’m just sitting here typing listening to some guy inside my head try to apologise or some sort of sympathetic bullshit, whoever it is, if you contact him or them or anyone who I don’t like just tell them to piss off. I got no time for them anymore, I don’t know about feeling guilty for sitting on the fence while someone was verbally, physically, and criminally, abused but like the s.a.s. lower case (my estimation of them) like to say F.U. upper case (capitals) This is what I put up with. It is extremely disturbing mentally and emotionally. They seem to enjoy the harassment and audible hallucinations dilemma to which for me are real people but to psychiatry, the infant science, it’s a completely different story. My question is, why can’t you all just mind your own business now were all separated and apart in all our understandings and dealings? Whoever it is, you have nothing to offer, not even friendship, its all a bit annoying and completely pointless. Any ways when I have something to say I’ll be typing just like the good old days … without the Police Military twisted shits, hopefully really free the mind and imagination good for the creativity.

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Big hi to the community team and friends young and old, I’m happy. What you have below you has been the end of an eighteen and a half year struggle with Police, Lawyers, Proculate Fiscals, army, medics, God only knows who or what else. Anyway, it all ended in the confession. They know, they’ve read, its signed, details, date of birth, and contact number, all they have to do is collect it at my front door like they should have done all those years ago. I’m going to start writing to you all again. If its any twisted police shit it will just be someone messing with my mind. Med’s every four weeks, another two weeks for the next reception of medicated depot injection. I’ve tried being polite in my emails, asked question, engaged, related and talked, nothing seemed to work … I was just ignored. The only time I was answered too was when I vent my anger and frustrations, abusive they called it, strange isn’t it. This is the world we are all living in unfortunately for those at the receiving end it is a bit sharper in its contradiction and contortion of truth. Anyway, the meds are reduced to halve the original dose which under this doctor was increased by 100mml. They have been since the start of the monthly reception of medicated depot injection. It is still mind-bending stuff, the meds, even at that low dose mainly because I don’t even need it. The mental illness is just a figment of an over-zealous, strange, curious, deluded mind. It just happened to be a psychiatrist at the time. It was always debatable the cause and effect, in other words diagnosis and recognition, however, without ears to hear, or eyes to see, who is going to make the blind see, the deaf hear, or even the dead to live. I just had to suffer it. Still, I suffer it. It is known on my calendar as my thorn in the flesh, more like a sharp needle pricking your ligament on the inside of your arse cheek, anyway, that’s enough about that. Just to let you all know the chimney problem has been professionally and perfectly amended and sorted in lay-man’s terms. Now we have a whole roof to fix, as it has been condemned to two years life expectancy. Anyway, whether I get the go ahead for this work will be next weeks choice. After that finish the interior decoration and maybe, if we can find the workers, we can renovate the little garden turning it into my Dunblane memorial garden, to which I can only thank the Lord, enough said. See Ya! …

P.S. still on a night-time routine.

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Have you ever really listened to the lyrics of Creedence Clear Water Revival’s song, Fortunate Son. It makes a most interesting observation on the reality of what it is like to serve as a member of the public chosen by a law authority and be successful, however, when you decide you have had enough this is where the truth of the reality of the song comes to life. They want more, more, more, is the line I am considering. The understanding is from a Police perspective where someone has worked, a loose term, to serve the force and community for a higher reason and been successful. Once chosen to quit and serve no more, it is interesting to observe what the Police choose to do. The reason could be several, desperation, pride, lack of resources, spite, hate, or even just boredom. The idea of service is a noble idea where one can choose by their own free will to devote time, energy, money, motivation, and experience to a cause of their choosing. However, in the words of our song the lyrics more, more, more, turns the noble ethos of servitude into a desperate despair of slavery, whereby, you are forced against all reason to serve a false notion disguised in greed. The idea of the Police using informants is not new. Spies have been used since the dawn of time. It is not the question of spying but the notion of forcibly adhering to something you no longer believe or serve. The question must be asked of those who are enslaving, what is the reason? The old Israelites were forced slaves for a large part of their own past. The greatest slavery being under the hard heart of Pharaoh. Time, and time again he was being commanded; let my people go, however, his reply was, no I will not let your people go. The question arose what was keeping him enslaving, the answer, his heart had been hardened against the people of God. So the reality of our song became true, he just wanted more, more, more. Like the authority chosen as our example, The Police, their hearts are already hardened against the general populous. They are of a mindset of treating everyone like a criminal. It opposes any truth until they have determined the truth of a situation. One case to remember in Aberdeen as a real example was a man robbed of his mind, memory, and life through illicit powerful drugs given to him by the police. This was simply because they did not want their truth revealed, here, the heart is hardened, proving all manner of evil. In the case of Pharaoh it took ten plagues, the number of judgement, to tell him no longer was imprisoning the people of God under his authority to be allowed. For those who are enslaving in Stornoway, what will it take to release the man you all hate so much for doing his God given right and call. Did you all just want more, more, more, … well we got a ten plague God waiting to release the man … if your heart truly has been hardened against him.

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Thought transference is an interesting subject, to discuss, given the race in Artificial Intelligence and thought controlled cars and vehicles. These theories are already developed and awaiting the missing link, "expansion," THOUGHT.

The psychiatric opinion in general is a dismissal of such an idea stating that it stems from a dysfunctional rationale. This is in dealing with the concept of thought within the mind. It is generally an old idea within the known delusions of the mind, normally given the explanation of a chemical imbalance in the brain always to be corrected by psychiatric medication.

In the experience of the third eye, or, spiritual realm of belief, it is suggested that thought transference is quite possible, even used to a degree. The idea is that the implanting, or, sharing of thoughts is possible without suggestive means. The furtherance of the mind science can only really delve into what we know, not necessarily what we believe.

In occult practices, some belief systems, and in certain quarters of science, it is believe to be true and possible. They testify to a real functioning reality and concept of rational consciousness whilst enduring. It is interesting how the difference between one sphere of research differs from another, some agree, some disagree. It is generally, if not always, denounced in the realm of western science, however, it will be interesting to see at the turn of the next century how development of the research currently in Saudi Arabia and others will become. They already have flying vehicles and this development into the realm of the unknown, truly, will return in its own verdict.

Eylon Musk, for what you may think of him, is already advancing the theory, idea, concept, and belief. It will be interesting to see just how his own research of microchip and neural functioning consisting of electrical currents adjust the view and furtherance of producing a thought just by transference without any administrative or suggested persuasion.

An interesting concept in this discussion is this, crux, are thoughts transmissible if not reading. The idea. The question, radio waves, where do they go, can they still be heard, and received, or, captured years later. One answer to this question is this, radio waves over time are technically left still floating around, however, they disintegrate and diminish even evaporate. Thought if it is transmissible out side the simple complexity of the mind cage or frame would act in the same way.

The example of the spiritual realm or belief system of religion is the spirit is used to conjure the thought and able to transfer or transmit. Not a new concept, the prophet's heart was said to go with his servant, meaning, he had full knowledge of where, what, and how, he was thinking. Another biblical example was of two men having their souls knit together.

The spirit of God knows the thoughts and intentions of the heart and is able to allow the knowledge to be known to another secretly and publicly. Science has already designed, manufactured, and administered, a form of drug to be consistent with the God feeling. The God Pill. It is a complete failure and delusion of science.