"Written with All My Heart"
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Comment from Saria/Shreyamsi
I am really sorry for your loss. I have personally been through this experience.. But always believe "Nothing is constant" Thus hard times shall pass.
reply by the author on 14-Jun-2020
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I am really sorry for your loss. I have personally been through this experience.. But always believe "Nothing is constant" Thus hard times shall pass.
Comment Written 14-Jun-2020
reply by the author on 14-Jun-2020
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Sometimes I just get in one of those moods and I have to write.
Thanks Shrey.
Ricky
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I feel you....
Comment from Mary Hollingsworth
I am so sorry for your loss. My son was shot 5 years ago 3 times and died 4 times, and the 4th time for 45 minutes. He was not believed to live yet he lives, regained all motor skills but developed PTSD along with other mental ailments and to this day his mind dictates that that I'm his enemy and responsible for his shooting and that I am trying to kill him. I saw him last Aril on his birthday and the look he gave me was one I shall never forget. It was a pure hate look. And to this day every now and then he send me very vulgar and distasteful text. I think that its as though he were dead because as close as were there is no familiarity from him to me. He doesn't even address me as Mom anymore. I didn't know what a Cunt was until he text me as one a couple year ago and I looked it up. I paid for him an apartment he lived in it 6 months and abandoned it to live in the woods and now I hear he lives homeless on the streets in a town 45 minutes away. I can't describe my pain to see a replica of him but no relationship at all.
reply by the author on 14-Jun-2020
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I am so sorry for your loss. My son was shot 5 years ago 3 times and died 4 times, and the 4th time for 45 minutes. He was not believed to live yet he lives, regained all motor skills but developed PTSD along with other mental ailments and to this day his mind dictates that that I'm his enemy and responsible for his shooting and that I am trying to kill him. I saw him last Aril on his birthday and the look he gave me was one I shall never forget. It was a pure hate look. And to this day every now and then he send me very vulgar and distasteful text. I think that its as though he were dead because as close as were there is no familiarity from him to me. He doesn't even address me as Mom anymore. I didn't know what a Cunt was until he text me as one a couple year ago and I looked it up. I paid for him an apartment he lived in it 6 months and abandoned it to live in the woods and now I hear he lives homeless on the streets in a town 45 minutes away. I can't describe my pain to see a replica of him but no relationship at all.
Comment Written 14-Jun-2020
reply by the author on 14-Jun-2020
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I think I remember you telling me this story quite a few years back Mary. You and I are on different parameters.
Here's my son Jason.
I had a beautiful relationship but it was ripped apart unexpectedly.
Now as for you and your son.
While your son had a horrible experience...
But he survived.
And, I can't imagine being blamed for that?
It sends chills to my soul.
And how you live with it everyday?
Mary, all I can tell you is you're the mom.
And, he's the son. When it comes to that relationship?
And, even though he don't recognize you as his mother. You always will be and you always will love him.
Just pray about it because miracles happen.
And, maybe since he became homeless.
And, a long enough period passes.
Perhaps he'll snap to and realize and write you a letter. And, one day when it arrives.
He will realise he messed up.
Hang in their.
I'm here for you.
Ricky
