"Six Thousand Three Hundred and Twenty-One Days" (A)
Written on July 21st, 2020
By Doctor Ricky 1025
Copyright © Fanstory 2030
'All Rights Reserved'

'Again, Dear Lord God above I have Awakened.'
'Awakened to what?'
'Love?'
...
'6,321 long ago days since... "The Day of Reckoning"
'And, since I forgot what it's like to breathe?'
'In and Out and then Out and In?'
Dear, Lord God,
'Perhaps this is no more less than the Sin?'
'Floating then sinking and waiting for my Life again to begin?'
'As for my Broken Old Heart?'
'Okay that's yes still barely beating!'
'Barely!'
...
'Again, Dear Lord God above.'
'Yes, I have awakened and on this Day of Reckoning?'
'As the many, many, before?'
'It still feels exactly the same?'
'Filled with more of the Heart Ache, Endless Grief, and Pain!'
'So, why do I go on and why do I remain?'
'Dear Lord God Above?'
'Why must I continue?'
'And, why must I sustain?'
...
'Again, Dear Lord God above...
'I hath passed, each AND EVERY of your many, many, tests!'
...
'And yes!:
'I have survived...
"Death by Consumption"
'Over a dozen times!'
'I've of course totaled a Sports car and a Lincoln MKX.'
'Along get two motorcycles and three bicycles at best!'
...
"Suicidal Intentions!"
'Too many words and too, too, powerful to mention."
'Because yes!'
'Way back on December 1st 2006?'
'I dug deep into my, "Bag of Tricks!"
'And, when Satan commanded?'
'And, demanded me to shove a Seven Inch Serated Steak knife...
'Yes, deep inside my Lousy and worthless Heart!'
'I figured perhaps my pain will part but now what's next?'
"Six Thousand Three Hundred and Twenty Two?"

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"Six Thousand Three Hundred and Twenty Six Days" (B)
Written on July 25th, 2020
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright © Fanstory 2020
'All Rights Reserved'

'Again, Dear Lord God above?'
'Yes, again on this day of July 'I have awakened to no Love?'
'6,326 Painless or Painful days have passed!'
'With nothing, more nothing less?'
'As I'm low on fuel and running out of gas!'
...
'Perhaps I've miscued my request?'
'So, I must now begin to try and release?'
'Or and be released from this Endless Sin!'
...
'Yes, Dear Lord God above.'
'I hath awakened again and grasped no love?'
'So, I write with my New Silver Cross pen.'
'Your words stream in again.'
Amen.
'Yes, the countless ABCs but what about me?'
...
'Why do I go on and why again do I remain?'
'It's just the same kind of old Cruel and Insidious game!'
'The Torturing of Continueality?'
'Represent my Ever restless Reality?'

Approximate Word Count:453.