"Creeping Within the Seeping
of My Broken Heart" (A)
VWritten on July 20, 2020
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright © Fanstory 2020
'All Rights Reserved'

'The Sprinklers are no longer sprinkling..
'And, the Rivers are silent but flowing...
'But no longer speaks?'
'Yes, and the flowers again are now growing.'
'This I do and knowing...
...
'No longer do the Rivers speak...
'Not the many Ponds and Creeks.'
'Yes silence is now the word as the flowers...
'Its true the many, many, flowers now speak to me and not to you?'
...
'And yes, the flowers again are now growing...
'And God, is now knowing...
But He will try again to breathe?'
'First in and then out...
'But in this very moment moment in time?'
'Only One Broken Heart beats?'
'I guess I'm lost again on "Lonely Street?"

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"Lost Again on Lonely
Street?" (B)
Written on July 20th, 2020
December 1st, 2006.
...
Warning Graphic!
'Dear Lord God?'
"And, if you know my job?' 'Please, oh please tell me so?'
'I feel the "Missing" as I go into the "Ever"
'I know I tried my best.'
'I know I'm smart and clever.'
'But even this is too much to take?'
'Broken Hearts that are so, so, Lost...
'And, crurl people so forsake.'
...
'Tell me Lord before I go today.'
'And,hold my hand and lead me in the proper way?'
'Is it now too late for me?'
'As I hold this seven inch serrated knife?'
'That's it motherfuker stick it in not once but twice!'
States Satan.
...
'My son, My Long, Lost, Son!'
'Do not listen to him!'
'He has not good intentions!'
'Too, too much evil mention.'
...
'But God this is not Satan.'
'This is a Beautiful woman.'
'And, her hair is curly Black.'
'And, I've forever fallen in love with her.'
'And, her large and most Beautiful and rack.'
...
'No, No, My son you're being deceived!'
'For this is a Demon from Hell and you now must believe!'
"But God...
'Oh no!'
'I've made Love to her and she tells me she loves me so!'
'And, to the "Marriage Altar"
'We shall go!'
...
Note: 'This is a rewrite of a poem presented here many, many, years ago Entitled, "Triple Suicide Dance"
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'Okay my love.'
I'll do as you say.'
'And, I have the knife and my pain is in the way!'
'For you don't love me anymore.'
'And, a little birdie told me so.'
'And, now it's my time...
'And, now to prove to you...
'I have to go...
'But I'll come back to you.'
....
Note: 'Suicide is not the way to go to Heaven.'
'By listening to the Lord, going to Church every Sunday, and doing as you're commanded.'
"One day when it's your time.'
'I'll take you and you won't go empty-handed.'
States the Lord.
...
'Suddenly, completely out of my mind!'
'With unimaginable pain!'
'Yes!'
'My marbles are Disturbed and I'm going insane!'
'And, it's too late.'
'I find as I plunge it in deep...
'Yes, ever so deep to the left in my chest!'
'As if I'm watching a movie of my very own death?'
'And, I watch the bloody red Gore...
'Move forward and our the slash in my chest.'
'Yes as if a "Crimson Mesh"
'Now covers me!'
...
'But I do not die so Twenty minutes later?'
'I try it again!'
'That's a Doctor Ricky now you're operating properly!'
States Satan who's still waiting.
...
'But this time I did severe damage, as I'm bleeding inside!'
'Abd, I hit the Heart Valve and soon I will no longer be alive!'
...
'Another Twenty minutes wait in my bed for my Fate?'
'Talkin again to my only Son Jason in Heaven above.'
'But, I'm not completely caught I'm Satan web of deception!'
'For I clot amazingly well!'
...
'Ricky you are not listening to me!'
'Now, pick up that Damn thing this time get it right!'
'Slash the right side of your neck and go for the Jugular you clown!'
'You're fooling around and you're pissing me off!'
...
"Within the silence of a Saddened Clown"
'Calm as a clam...
'With no balls to juggle...
'Still trying to resist...
'Still trying to struggle...
'But I'm not fooling around!'
'And, I do as requested!'
'And, not once or even twice but this time it's THRICE!!!
'And, reviewers I'll tell you this I lived it and it wasn't...
'Wasn't very nice!'
...
'To make a long story short.'
'People I tell this to?'
'And, I also downed the bottle of Depakote.'
'Yes and they tell me it wasn't your time.'
...
Note: 'If you know somebody who has
"Suicidal Intentions?"
'The pain is so, so, hungry!'
'And, your losses are too much to mention?'
'Then please have them contact 9-11.'
'As I did.'

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"Permanent Permanence of
Tombs Long Past" (C)
Written on July 18th, 2020
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright �© Fanstory 2020
'All Rights Reserved'
'As the waters dry from all sources...
'He tries as he can but His Heart no longer beats?'
'No longer beats within?'
'As if overpowered with Sin?'
...
'Suns Severity and the Endless Heat?'
''And, it's now near or never?'
'Into the *Other?'
'But try as he must?'
'The Deadly Silence of Ashes and Dust...
'Permeate Lord as it must?'
...
'His Presence is now unknown...
'The Missing Soldier all alone?'
'The Absence of Thought...
'Bought?'
'No longer any rooms?' 'Destiny met Fate that night of hate!'
Hate and **Doom!'
'And, with only Time the thought?'
'Lord God what have I brought?
"Permanent Permanance of Tomb.'
Approximate Word Count: 1017.