"Flowering Hopes" (A)
Written on January 5th, 2020
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright © Fanstory 2020
'All Rights Reserved'

When your World suddenly just turns...
Upside down.
And all hope gets Tangled around.
When all that is left is Eerie Darkness inside.
And all those things...
"That Go Bump in the Night?"
No longer hide?
...
When that World in which you made for yourself to live...
Hopefully they don't open that sad, sad, place where you can no longer give?
When you when you're at the end of your Rope?
"Flowering Hopes"
...
When your Light turns into a Horrid of Darkness and you no longer have...
"The Will to Live"
And, all your Love has no place left to go...
And, no one to share with or Give?
...
Just a few places left to run to and Hide?
As the Planets above are disrupted and Collide!
It's almost over and you're in for that Ride?
They now treat you as if your...
"Jekyll and Hyde!
Your laughed at and you became...
"The Local Joke"
Egg on you face, followed by Yoke...
"Flowering Hopes"
...
When nothing good is left and your suddenly surrounded by Death!
You try so hard and you give that last breath?
But your lungs are no longer filled?
With nothing but Pain as your Brain goes to mush!
Insanity rushes in and you feel...
"The F***** Rush!"
...
When it feels as if the damage is done and it's now time for the Devil to Vote?
You got to go back above and find your...
"Flowering Hopes!"
...
Yes, you feel as if there's nothing left and your now tortured by Demons that stalk and they Prey!
And, you feel as if they will never go away?
...
Finally, you feel as though your through and you can no longer Cope?
Are you able to find those...
"Flowering Hopes?"
...
'Yes God!'
'My time is now!'
'Jesus told me that I am your friend!'
'And, to forget all that Hate and all that Pain!'
'No more thoughts of Sadness to the End!'
...
'Yes, Feel Again My son inside and look!'
'There's no more Sadness for there's Love again and your finally Hooked!'
'Your Broken Heart hath sprung open...
'As if Beautiful Words written from a Special Book!'
'And yes, Elijah's back again at long last!
'And, My New Son...
You no longer curse the Christ and no longer the Depressions 'Last!'
...
'Yes My Son, it's better now.'
'For Religion is back and you've now taken a vow!'
'And, you now ffeel like the Pope!
And, your no longer hanging at the End of Some Stupid Rope!
Why?
Because you finally hath found your...
"Flowering Hopes!"

"When My Love, Will I See You?"
(Again?) (B)

"Time moves ever slowly now and I feel my life's just begun."
"The past is long gone and there is no longer any fun."
"Yes, there's a hole right in the center of my Heart and I shall try...
"To again start...
"And, Cry...
"But, I want so very, very, much God...
"To Simply Die."
...
"The Coffin's Lid is open and baby I'm coming home!"
"There will be no more Soured Sugar Plum Fairies dancing in my head!"
"I'm better off Dead!"
...
"It's all perfectly clear."
"And, I know now what and needs to be done."
"Lord God, I so wish and Lord God?"
"I know now what I want and need."
"I wish to be there to share for it's so quiet there."
"And, there is only Love above but Lord God?"
...
"So, I pray and I await my date with Fate and Destiny."
"And Lord God, on this day as I hope and I Pray...
"Yes, for that final and last day."
...
"So, I write these words to You."
"Now with a Sadness and a pen."
"When my Love, Will I See You?"
(Again?)