"Share in a Cup of My Loneliness?" (A)
Written on July 24th, 2003
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copywrite C. Fanstory 2019
'All Rights Reserved'

"And when it rains Tears for me?"
"It's unfortunate a deluge of Misery!"
"A fluid of flooded
Pain and Depression!"
"A River and Unending Nightmares!"
"Yes, laced with Hemlock F****** Tea!"
(A Gift from She to Me?)
...
I regress...
A Regression when I reach way back to 2003.
As I again choke on a day of Misery!
...
Yes, Misery and Fear!
As it always appears randomly?
Yes, whenever it's due...
Forever a part as if Frozen in Fear and Creepy Dew?
As I depart before I Die!
Yes, die another thousand times!

****

Dear Lord, when will this quit and end?
No More to pretend?
Yes Lord, when will this end the Infection inside of me?
"Un-Pleasurable Holiday, Horrible Override?
Lord, I tried to cleanse but it's never the end?
The End of me?
...
"So Reviewers of Fanstory?"
"Will out now follow me to the next piece of poetry?
Entitled...
"Share in a Cup My Victories?" (B)

"Share in a Cup of My Victories?" (B)
Written on July 24th, 2019
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copywrite C. Fanstory 2019
'All Rights Reserved'

The 'B' part is much worst as I rehearse with these Bloody Claws that seek my Gore!
Yes, already Gored...
And, yes as if ripped apart...
My already Gored and Ripped apart...
Worthless Heart!
Going way back in 2003...
...
Yes...
And much as I try to reschedule but resist?"
And then?"
(No Amen)
She again appears?
Lust!
Dreaded and Damned!
Understand?
Stark and F****** NAKED but Enwrapped like a Beautiful Butterfly?
All in Black!
And, Cloaked!

****

"Hello again Miss Misery?"
"How do you do?"
I ask.
"Well...
"Yes Ricky I remember you."
"As I allow and let you inhale!"
"Was it back...
"Way back in 2003?"
Yes.
"And Ricky Dear was it because of your only son Jason?"
"And or your only wife?"
"Never got Her name but her she was quite the 'Trickster?'
"Right to the tune of $100,000.00?"
Yes.
"And, her name is Carolyn."
...
"I can never see?"
"It's so sad if you blind and bind me?"
"And, yes Mistress are you again going to take my hand?"
"With your Filthy and Bloody Claws?"
"That are grasping...
"Twisting...
"Torturing?"
...
"Miss Misery?'
"Do you again want to gore my already been Gored apart...
"Sliced and diced...
"Shredded and Bleded?"
"Worthless Heart?"
Yes Ricky.
...
"Do you wish to Feast like the Beast that you are?"
"No Ricky that's quite simply not my intention!"
"Been there and done that to mention."
"You F****** and WORTHLESS LOSER!!!
Sorry.
...
"I require so much more?"
Yes Mistress?
"So much want...
"But you see my Dear Ricky...
"I'm not really allowed to mention."
"This intention."
...
"Okay Miss Misery!"
"Your getting on my last Nerve!"
"You said I'm "Worthless!"
...
"Yes, My Dear Ricky."
"And, I'm here today for something much, much, more.'
"So precious and so Pure!"
...
"Ricky I wait and I crave much more."
"And, with greed indeed, I need your Damned Soul!"
"The Soul of a Latter Day Saint Priest of the Church of Jesus Christ!"
...
Blackened Clouds gather and Lightning Bolts appear!
Thunder Claps and deludges of rain pours forth!
(The Holy Ghost is now angered!)
...
"But Miss Misery it's taking such a Horrid of Toll."
"Do you Miss Misery?'
"Do you want to finally...
"Crave and want it to save or Torture some more?
"No I need it so Ricky...
"So I can take it back to the Maker in Hell!"
...
Hmmm...
"Oh I see Miss Misery!"
"And, are you under his constant supervision?"
"He spills The Blood of Hate and Rape to the Earth and Heavens above."
..
"No my Dear Friend Ricky."
"Nobody controls me!"
"For I bring and control...
"The FUCKING MISERY!
Lightning Cracks!
...
"Miss Misery yes and I am!"
"And Mister Ricky you see...
"It's the Wolf in me!"
"Its continuously in need to feed!"
Thought so.
...
"So, let me try to understand."
"He's under your spell and command?
Yes.
...
"But you made one small mistake!"
"Your messing with me and My Soul!"
"And, it's a Gift from his past Hate of you!"
"Miss Misery!"
"So my love what will you now do?
...
Note:
Stay right here for part Number Two...
"The Fight for my Misery from Miss Misery?'
Later....
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Approximate Word Count:758.