"The Discovery of Me?"
Written on March 17th, 2019
By Jason Richard Smrkovsky
(A Dedication)
Copyright C. Fan Story 2019.
"All Rights Reserved"
Note:
Warning!
Graphic!

"I'm no longer here right now...
"But, I'm not far...
"And yes, I'm in a place...
"Close by not far...
"Like a Star...
....
"Now, you'll feel this place...
"If you just take a moment... "You'll see...
"And, and only then...
"Will you understand and know...
"Exactly where...
"I shall be...
...
"And, after getting Dad's Trophy winning and first Poem out of the way...
"Welcome to all who now read this and yes...
"It is being spoken from above!"
"Or, maybe below?"
"Or, if you really want to know?"
"Maybe from the grave?"
"Or perhaps below from a box...
"In my youngest sister Dana's house...
"Next to My moms...
"On a shelf...
"In Mystic Island, New Jersey?"
...
"The point is it doesn't matter what way you perceive it, what matters is the point and how you receive it?"
...
"I know most here will not Have a clue but what I am about to tell you?"
"Is True Life in the Most Graphic of Form."
"And, you may take it personal but after a little or long time?"
"Try and understand?"
"Okay?"
...
"The Discovery of Me?"
Written with All of My Donated Heart
March 17th, 2019
By Jay...

"Yes, I was involved in a horrible accident almost Sixteen...
"Terrible years, ago on this up and coming March 31st, 2003."
"The driver. Brian Cole."
(A past friend of Mine)
"Didn't want to live and had no clue!"
"That not his but My Time was due?"
"Expected, as Father told Me...
(Like Our Savior Christ)
"That I would die not for The Sins of Mankind but for their Future Existence!"
...
"And, as a result?"
"I'm the one who had to lose and he still walks this Earth today."
"Which is still key to me."
...
"And, I have no grudges...
"I have no hate...
"I have no miseries and I have no pains."
"And, after the incident I was in a very deep, coma for God was protecting me from the Brain Damage, following."
...
"Can you imagine how much there must have been?" "When even the head nurse in the X-ray department said to My family...
...
"It was the worst Mr. and Mrs. Smrkovsky that I had ever seen in my ten, year, career."
...
"And Yes, I looked like somebody from another planet."
"My head was swollen!"
"I was what is called 'Racooned.'
"Severely beaten from the results of this accident!"
"After all the Ford Mustang was locked in Third Gear. "
"A spokesman from 'Causeway Ford' said that it could possibly been doing 100MPH!"

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"Now reviewers, the point and most important thing to know is that I was severely Brain-Damaged and that was intentional."
"And, the intent from the very beginning?"
"To Donate Me and save Four."
...
"In the beginning, I did not know what had happened to me."
"And it took awhile for my Soul or Spirit to release."
"They say My Spirit was even seen three weeks later...
"Right at the. Very Scene of the ACCIDENT!"
"And, described in full of who I was...
"What I looked like...
"And, what I was wearing!"
...
"That got back to a party honoring Me at my friend Jonesey's House!"
...
"My younger sister, Dana Alyse Smrkovsky, was there and as a result?"
"Was so disturbed that she went home crying."
...
"I want you to know that there is a place...
"A Very Special Place!"
"A Place of Everlasting Peace."
"A Special Place where God awaits you, when your time too...
"Is due."
...
"Yes, there are Angels and yes, they do sing."
"Together constantly in Harmony!"
(Hope you like music!)
"And, it's comforting here."
...
"There's never any clouds... "There's never any rain... "There's never any coldness or Darkness...
"And, there is no need to sustain yourself in any way!"
...
"And, at exactly the same time of day...
"We awake...
...
"For we are from the beginning...
"Spirits in the 'Spirit World.'
"And, we await our chance again to join you!"
"And, pass through...
'The Veil of Forgetfulness.' "And, as you do?"
"That we had remembered?"
"Nothing or not!"
"We don't remember life anymore...
"Either up here or life that we had, had below previously?"
...
"You can call it...
'Blessed Resurrection.'
"And, my father below, will speak on that subject in the near future."
...
"And, I wish to thank you all...
"All the reviewers whom took the time...
"To read...
"My words from *Above...
Jason Richard Smrkovsky
November 5th, 1984-
March 31st, 2003.
Organs Donated on April 1st, 2003
(April Fool's Day)
Approximate Word Count: 806.