"Just a Breath Away?" (A)
Written on February 25th, 2018 (A Dedication to Jay)
By Doctor Ricky 1024
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"When I think of You...
"I tried to remember when...
"Everything was okay...
"My Little Buddy *Friend."
...
"And, when my eyes are teary...
"And, when my body's weary...
"Sad and Blue...
"I think of you and nothing...
"Nothing Jay but You...
...
"When I think of You my Love...
"I can feel You tremble in my Touch...
"That So Ever Horrid Day...
"The Hand of Fate...
"Took You away...
...
"And, I can't take much more...
"I'm on the Edge...
"Looking down...
"At that So, deep, crack...
"I can't go back...
"I can't go back...
...
"But suddenly You appear...
"As if in a Dream...
"I know Your here...
"And, I suddenly feel much better inside...
"All the Endless Tears...
"The tearing that collides...
"Go away...
"My Love, my Jay...

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"So sad these memories inside...
"And, when my World goes upside down and collides...
"I then think way back when...
"We did so many things together...
"My very, special, friend."
...
"Yes, I think of You my Son and remember...
"As the rainbows appear from up there ...
"For that's when nothing bothers me...
"I have not a problem or a care...
"When I think of you Jay."
...
"I remember that Special day when you hitched a ride upon my back."
"The thoughts of me...
"Holding You and the waves back...
"Still takes my breath away...
"I said...
"Hold on tight Son to the sand bar before we are done!"
"And, the waves just took us away...
"And, I remember...
"Remember that Special... "That very Special day...
...
"And, I remember when you didn't even shed a single tear when your basketball team lost every single game...
"That sad, sad, year...
"But then later in the following year, when your team won every game...
"You shot three...
'Three Pointers' and gave this Little Devilish Grin...
"That time You helped your team finally win...
"Each and every game...
"Those memories and many more...
"Will never Wane."
...
"When I think of You Jay and hurt so deeply inside...
"Those happy thoughts and sad memories etched within...
"Can never be taken away... "Just like that sad, sad, day Jay...
"You passed away...
...
"But, God wrapped His Gentle Arms around You and said...
...
"Come with Me...
"My Son...
"My Jay...
"Because Heaven is...
"Just A Breath **Away?"
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"Just Many, Many, Breaths Away?" (B)
"As my...
'Bulged Supply of Memories' manipulate their way Forth."
"I shall shovel and share again...
"This Sweet Gift to you!"
"My Fanstorian friends!"
...
"And, I shall write this for thee with all my Broken of Heart but as happy as a Bumblebee in Flight!"
"So, hold on very, very, tight!"
"For Jay's Death...
"Is just...
"Just Many, Many, Breaths Away?"

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"Cool and Clammy tis this Brian Cole as he grabbed the 'Death Wheel' ready to spread his Evil...
'Doom and Gloom!'
"His Suicidal Game!"
"That's his ***Aim?"
...
"Slowly very, very, slowly... "Blackened Clouds of Grief see or seek some form of relief?"
"As they watch from far above!"
...
"First, it started with a little Trickle...
"And then, a little Tickle down...
'Old Memory Lane.'
"Nothing gathered...
"Nothing gained...
"And, then soon...
"Suddenly, with a Great Deluge into my Sorried Brain!"
...
"Hitting a pole at close to 100 miles per hour will do that to you!"
"Even not in the car...
"I heard the jar...
"A block away!"
"That Sad, oh Sad...
"Not so glad of Day!"
"For this we now need to Pray...
...
"My Dear Lord and God,
"I know Your work above is hard!"
"And, I know that Your hard at Your job above...
"But please oh please don't take away My Love?"
"My only Son named Jay?"
...
"As 'Blackened Clouds' release...
"A Thunderclap Roar...
"Rain and lightning Pour...
"But then...
"A Gentle pair of arms appear?"
"They came down and caress my Jay?"
"And, then took Him away?"
...
"Oh Lord, Oh Dear!"
"Am I not a servant to You?"
"And, do I not do exactly what You needed me to do?"
...
"My son, my son!"
"Your Son's job below is almost now done!"
"For soon four people living in 'Doom and Gloom' will get a second chance!"
"Yes, a Second Chance at...
'The Great Dance!'
...
"The first is very, very, young girl from South Jersey!"
"And she will dance her way to Freedom!"
"No more dialysis for this little Miss!"
(I must insist!)
...
"Noe the second...
"Will get Eight more years of Bliss!"
"With just a little Kiss!"
"And, a new Liver which will suddenly appear!"
...
"The third named Bill will get Jay's right kidney today!"
"The right one from your Son!"
"So, there will be no more diabolical straining and draining for poor Bill!"
"No more dialysis anymore still!"
...
"But, yes!"
"The very, very, last whom almost ran out of gas!"
"I shall save...
"Yes, save for last!"
...
"For he...
(Chaz from Philly)
"Will make himself known to you!"
"Not once or twice!"
"But three times and live again!"
"My well worn froend!"
...
"And, there's more reason to this rhyme because of you dad and your Son Jay!"
...
"The Orgon donor is with me now and on His way... "And as He comes back to Heaven fresh and renewed today...
"Always remember this that your Son Jay is no longer...
"Just Many, Many, Breaths Away!"
Approximate Word Count:
937.