"Painting My Life Away?"
Written on January 29th, 2018
By Jason Richard Smrkovsky
{.}C. FanStory2018{.}
**March 3rd, 2003**
"How do you tell your story...
"Your story...
(Especially ftom the grave?)
"I will attempt to now... "From My Broken Mind...
"Through My...
"Very own Living Father...
...
"My name is Jason but some call me Jay."
"And, That's okay."
"Always did things...
(My own way)
"And, the best way"
...
"As a Peer Mediator, Musician, and Auto Mechanic...
"At the age, of only eighteen, I'd started My own *Band."
(If you know what I mean)
"But, before you know it, sometimes comes knocking at your door?"
"And he takes his palette, dabs on a little paint, starts on his mural, to create."
...
"You see, there's this thing called...
"Destiny and Fate."
...
"Now first on the mural and palette, there is a long road...
"An automobile...
Alot of Pain...
"Me in the passenger seat...
"Is this starting to get a little bit vain?"
"Hang on there!"
...
Let's just take that car...
"A Ford Mustang Convertable...
"Shift this car all the way into third gear....
"This car...
(Raced professionally once)
"At Atco New Jersey Raceway in Taco, New Jersey...
"And yes, into 3rd Gear... "Running straight into...
"A FUCKING TELEPHONE POLE AT 100MPH."
...
"Nw listen carefully for the first noise...
(You're here hitting the curb)
(Now the Pole)
"And up onto the pole...
(About Eight Feet)
"And then after it hits the ground...
"There won't even be a sound?"
...
"Many vehicles will appear as if it's some kind of Polish nightmare Joke."
(I hear)
"But, I can't hear a damn thing?"
"Not even a Church Bell from Heaven or Hell, that now rings?"
...
"So, he now paints a picture on the pallette or mural...
(Of what's left)
"What he can find... "What's left of Me...
"Up there...
...
"And, here I am and here I lie above This 'Earthly **Sky."
Approximate Word Count: 330.