"Writing with Your Mind, Heart, and Soul"
Written on November 15th, 2017.
By Doctor Ricky 1024.
<*>? C. FanStory 2017 ?<*>

"So, you want to be a writer and you haven't a clue?"
"So, you want to be a writer and you feel your time is due?"
"So, you want to be a writer and you haven't a clue, your time is due, and your need is so incredible...
"That your willing and able to share your views...
...
"Now then listen to me...
Doctor Ricky to learn how to use your abilities!"
"The abilities of the Human Brain?"
"Well, forst does yours stl work like mine, Boo's Deans, Barbs, Margaret Snowdon's and Suess?:
"Then Yes!"
"There's no excuse!"
"Spoctologically, Spoctological, Spocto, Logically, Logical!"
...
"You want to be a writer and it's driving me so damn insane!"
"Then friend, listen to me!"
"And, I have a recipe and it's simple as A. B. C.!"
...
"To be able to,write, right...
"With your Mind...
"Into through your Heart...
"And, into your Soul...
"You need more than a pencil or pen!"
...
"Pray and say an Amend!"
"Good as you should for mine is a "Gift ftom Above."
"Given from a loss...
"Of my *Past Loves."
...
"Do you do?:
"Will you marrie?"
"Your "Me?"
"Okay, then lets...
"Now...
"See!"
...
"See what you got!"
"For it's easy...
"So, Damned, easy...
"With all three!"
"You see?"
...
"It comes from above...
"From that loss of my loves."
"What do you mean by loss of your loves Ricky?"
"Well, Hell...
"I personally never used to write, let alone care about it."
"But, the damned thing about being a Poet of Laureate...
(Let alone Artist)
"Is that you have a "Gift" thay needs to be shared."
...
""So, grab a pencil write, then read what you wrote and afterwards...
"Proof Read it."

****
"I personally had never even written a thing, let alone a book."
"Or even read more then a couple of books in my whole life."
"Poetry was for sissies but then I had an epiphany?"
"I had a loss of my Only Son Jay...
"So, I had to reinvent myself?"
"I could not return to my career Job of 36 years helping to build a chain of supermarkets in South Jersey."
"So, I got on my Sons...
"Yes, my Dead Son's Dell Computer...
"Didn't know a damn thing...
"And, started to try to learn about Him on his website..
"allxaction 18" and did I learn!"
...
"But not about He...
"No it was erased by my son-in-law cuz there were mentions of a "Suicide Club."
"And, my Son Jay was killed in a violent, car, accident...
"With a car driven by somebody...
"Somebody whom was Mrntall-Ill!"
"Somebody who forgot to take his pills?"
"Effexor for Serious Depressions!"
"Whom was a member of that Fucking Club!!!
...
"The point is,this...
"And, by the way...
"Jason is still here today over fourteen, years, later...
"With the donation of His Organs!"
...
"So, after All that Shit...
"You can do it!"
"Just sit down behind a computer screen."
"And, if you don't have one?"
"Then write on a cellular like me!"
"Ricky!"
...
"You stil don't even have a clue?"
"Okay, if you know what I mean?"
"All of a sudden...
"Something...
"A message will pop up and if you pray...
"Each and every day...
"For two years to die like me...
"A message from God will appear!"
"Ans, let me make this perfectly clear!"
...
"When a chance to,win $5,000.00 Dollars is presented...
"At home over the Internet through...
"The International Society of Poetry."
"Okay...
"I'll give it a try!"
"What the Hell!"
""After what I have been through!"
"And, all I want to do right now to is die!:
...
"So for three hours and through...
"Three hours of Tears...
"I tried to get this to come through...
"And, again...
"Let me make everything quite clear...
...
"If I can do it...
"Then, do can You!"
"They invited me tp join and compete in Washington, DC.!"
"With my poem of poetry?"
"It was different, unique and beautiful...
"You see?"
"With a chance to be pn TV?"
"With these A. B. C.S?"
...
"So, maybe there was something at the very, very, beginning?"
"An epiphany?"
"A gift from above?"
"I don't know but I sure as Hell lost all my loves!:
...
" My Only Don Jay then my Only Wife Carolyn...
"Only eight months later...
"My wife committed suicide."
...
"The Rain was pouring...
"The Old Man was Snoring...
"But God was not Ignoring me!"
...
"So, now what the Hell do you do with all this?"
"You join and you go...
"To Washington DC where you going to compete on HBO of TV!"
"And, there will be thousands of real poets and writers all over the world!:
"The best of the best!:
"On their individual Quests!:
"But, they,ain't got thosr...
"A. B.C. S!"
...
"So, My Little Pony buddy...
"I grab the mic and stood up in a room...
"A room of sixty plus...
"Real poets with a $40,000.000 Writing Contract waiting...
...
"I could win a trophy, win that contrat, and be on TV?"
"Well,you decide?"
...
"Buddy Friend"
Written by Richard Edward Smrkovsky.
On April 14th 2003.
(Only two weeks after the donation of my Son Jason's Organs)
"To save four lives."

"I'm not here right now but I'm not far...
"I'm in a place close by...
"Not far...
"Like a Star...
...
"You'll feel this place...
"If you just take a moment...
"You'll see...
"And, then you'll know...
"Just where I'll be...
Jay...
"Jason Richard Smrkovsky:
November 5th, 1984~
March 31st, 2003.
Organs Donated on April First, 2003.

"And, to learn more about...
"Organ-Tissue Donations."
"Smply call my, dear, friend, Lara S. Moretti the L .S. W.
with...
"The Gift of Life."
"Philadelphia, Pennsylvania at..
"1-800-DONORS-1.:
"And, I wish to thank you from the bottom of mine...
"And, my only Son Jason's...
"Donated Heart."
Approximate Word Count 1010.