<><>!!!@@@###$$%%%*** "Inspirations from the Grave"{A}
***%%%$$$###@@@!!!????
By Ricky 1024.
Written on August 8, 2016 at 5:18 PM. EST.
"Painful thoughts filter forth as my coffin's lid emersify my shame....
"Icy and bony fingers reach out and choke me as I try to escape...
"Those painful thoughts fill my sorrowed head with spirits of ....
'The Walking Dead!"
"My Heart tries but my Mind doesn't realize...
"Perhaps, there is more then the Mind can see?"
"Lord God, what is happening to me?"
...
"Dad, dad, dad...
"Are you there?"
"Have you forgotten me?"
"Do you no longer care?"
...
"Confused, I look around my coffin but I see now...
"Just four walls and again....
"I hear this sound!"
"Meek at first...
...
"Dad, it's me?'
"Can't you hear...
"Can't you see?"
"I am right next to you!"
"And, He was right!"
"And He was still wearing the same, bloodied, shirt the day of the accident in 2003!"
"That shirt in Gray....
"The day He went away...
...
"Why Dad, why did this happen to *Me?'
"I now have problems remembering....
"Remembering even who I be?"
Replies Jason.
...
"I now realize exactly what is happening to me...
"After all these years...
"After all these thoughts and fears...
"All those countless tears...
"He is finally reaching out to me?"
...
"Jay, Jay, Jay I hear you know but I can't see you?"
"Are You okay?"
"I miss and still love You...
"Each and every, waking, day..
...
"Yes dad, I miss you too but I'm confused and don't know what to do?"
"I can go to this place that is far away but I'm lonely...
"Can't you see...
"See what as happening her to me?"
...
"I think and compose myself and realize...
"This is the reason why I never died...
"God knows that but I decided to go ahead...
"And get help and after all these years...of tears...
"And depression's fears...
"This strange peace is coming over me?"
...
"Yes, I reached out and called His name and finally...
"He...
"Came back to...
"Me..
"But...
"Now, each and every day there is no reply?'
...
"That was way back in 2006 the Day I almost died and went away...
"And, even though it has been over eight years...
"I still have Faith and what more can I say?"
"I so much need again...
'To Talk to my Jay...
"But Destiny and Fate are set as continuous as the Ocean's waves...
"But, you know what?
"Each and every night before I go to bed...
"Before I lay down...
"This old and hurting head...
...
"I ask God to take me away...
"All those memories trapped in my head...
"All trapped and locked under my bed...
"Forever to be saved as...
"Memories from the Grave...

*************************************************************************************** "Interpretive Thoughts and Memories from the Grave"{B}
By Ricky 1024 Written on August 8, 2016 at 6:09 PM. EST.
{Written from the Heart}
"A Dedication"

*****************************
"I reflect back to my life....
'When times were good...
"Family and a wife...
"But, now that She and He...
"Are gone....
'I replay the same old same old...
'Song...
...
"What Went Wrong Song?"
By Ricky 1024
Written on August 8, 2016 at 6:33PM. EST.
{A Dedication}
Chorus Number One-
"Just an old fashioned "What Went Wrong Song" playing on my radio...
"The sound is sweet and doesn't seem to last long....
"And when I think of You...
'Those sad, sad, memories past come through...

Melody {repeats in various rhyme}
"All those Christmas days....
'Seem to have gone away?'
"All those Birthdays that were so important to me...
'Are now just long, lost, melodies...
Chorus Number Two-
"Just an old fashioned "What Went Wrong Song" playing on my radio...
"Turn the dial to 101.3 and soon you will realize...
"And soon you will see...
"That He don't talk anymore...
"He don't talk anymore...
"It's so damned fuzzy!"
"What can I do?'
"He don't talk any more...
"He don't talk anymore...
"Nothing matters to me...
Melody {repeats in various rhyme}
"All those Holidays past...
"Thoughts of you that I can no longer grasp....
"God, just what should I do?'
'All now long, lost, memories set to 101.3...
Chorus Number Three-
"Just an old fashioned Love Song...
"PLAYING NOW ON MY RADIO!"
"The Thoughts of that are no longer hard to hear or see!"
'Nothing here went wrong...
"He now talks in my Song!"
'He now talks in my Song!"
"Thank you God and now...
"When I listen I hear...
"When I listen I hear...
'All is crystal clear!" my



"Willowed Thoughts and Interpretations" {C}
By Ricky 1024
Written on August 8, 2016 at 6:09 PM. EST.
"As I ponder the Beyond...
"I pray for my Jay....
"He was lost and just eighteen...
"If you know what I mean?'
....
"Is He happy now and fulfilled?"
"Is He able to achieve and is He capable to believe?"
"And is He able to do...
'In Heaven as it was on Earth?'
'Yes, but as it is in Heaven?"
...
'My Son...
'My Son...
'Your Son Jason is here with ME!"
"And that was where He was supposed to be!"
"Can YOU NOY SEE?'
...
"That voice was overpowering!"
"The sound was unnerving!"
"And, As I look around I see a visage...
"At first a brilliant, White, Light....
"And then as it dissapates...
"It Is Christ...
Jesus the Christ!"




























































To me?'
"