"A Father's Sleeping CURSE!"
By Ricky1024
Written on June 14th,2016 at 2:40AM.
EST.
"Lost God, what's wrong with me?"
"Lord God, what's wrong with me?"
"Am I just still lieing, no way out...
"CURSED to never stop crying?"
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"Trying so hard, feels like dieing!"
"For Lord, He was so young...
"So, Lord!"
...
"What's wrong with me?"
"What's wrong with me?"
"Lord what's wrong with me?"
"It never ever stops lying in wait?"
"Never stops trying to take!"
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"For, this is a father's worst fear!"
"Mystical thoughts do appear!"
"And Lord God, how can I make it any more clear?"
"All mixed up in me?"
"How long does this suffering have to be?"
"Oh Lord above!!!!
"He was brain damaged!"
"His Heart...
"His Heart...
"It was as if His Heart was shredded?"
"Leaves of cabbage...
"Carrying so much DAMAGE!"
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"Lke a river with no brook or a fish's Heart but can no longer beat...
"Caught on some 'SATANIC HOOK!'
"Loss of sight...
"No longer...
"No longer I can look...
"Blind man Without a came to sustain...
"Feeling as if I'm going insane!"
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"Like a fire without a flame or a candle which has no match...
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"This Life now for me...
"Barren and broken...
"As Worried soul that...
"Life hath taken it's toll...
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"As closed door with no latch!"
"Lord God, a door that can no longer....
"Closing but secrets that itcan...
"No longer hide...
"These icy fingers rip and tear my Heart and lost memories collide...
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" Like a Christmas...
"With no Clause...
"Cause...
"A Santa, lost and no longer knows...
"Lord, or that tree...
"Light bearing hurricane!"
"So, l remain...
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"No longer me?"
"Lip- cracked and broken... "A Flickering Lantern?"
"The child expecting those gifts that will never come!"
"Who, starts having a tantrum!"
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"Wintern winds blow...
"Lord God...
"I want you now...
"To know...
"This house of SUFFERING!"
"Lord...
"How can I make all this pain go away?"
"And how would and could you...
"Handle this each and every day?"
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"The Great Clock of Time!"
"Forever...
"Continues to wind!"
"It ticks off...
"One second...
"At a time!"
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:But,Lord Gpd...
"I must now move carefully ever forward in my quest!"
"But, I shall always remember...
"You Jay my only Son..
"At best...
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