Letters and Diary Poetry posted May 1, 2008 Chapters:  ...13 14 -15- 16... 


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A chapter in the book Dear Life

Dear Expectations

by PUPA


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Dear Expectations,

You have always played a big role in my life
Rarely caused happiness, but mostly strife


I know it depended where I put you in the first place

You were always unreachable, became a difficult case


Because almost no one could rise as high as you
Too often I was left disappointed, and feeling blue


I used the last step of the ladder, too high, so I fell

No dreams came true, I got hurt and angry like hell

 

I know it was my fault all those years, I do confess
Now I will try to protect myself from more distress 


Today I face an important decision and I am stressed

I am tired of unmet desires, I really need some rest


It is not giving up on you, now don't get me wrong
I just feel more sensitive, so fragile and not strong


So please don't get angry when I drag you down

Try to understand...oh no, I already see you frown


                                                    Sincerely yours,
                                                            Pupa




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I realized lately that usually my expectations are too high, so I thought maybe that was a mistake. My new theory (at the moment)is not to expect too much, so that I don't get disappointed and hurt, it is a kind of protective measurement! I hope it works.
Please note, I am not lowering my expectations for good! At the moment I just feel like I don't want to expect anything, so that I can maintain my peace.
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