And I think, “Is it really worth it?

The suffering and pain

of wishing you loved me first,

and devoting a life of shame?”

When will I ever stop dreaming 

and just go to sleep?

All of these emotions and feelings 

towards you, are forced to be buried deep.

Just a friend is the closest I will 

ever get to be with you.

Silently, empty, and unfulfilled-

deeply and secretly loving you.

Nothing on my face will ever show,

not a word from my mouth will blow,

your life, like the sea, will entirely flow-

and you will never know.