"Restoration of Resolution"(A)
Written on January 7th, 2023
By Doctor Ricky 1024
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Time is now like a growing and festering Sore.
The more I breathe, the more I'm no longer sure?
Sure that this is not a temporary problem.
Soon to be going away?
...
Now with these words I now feel.
Feel compelled to write.
According to this current and ever growing Plight
And, because of my current wheezing and sneezing.
Yes, it's hard to now say.
Say on this very Saturday and January day.
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I write that this known tyrant?
Now known as Grace Covid-19 Variant-2 Pandemic crisis.
Will not release her Evil hold upon me.
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I'm constantly losing weight at this very moment and trying to do the best I can.
Yes, but as for my health and current situation?
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My immune system doesn't seem to be responding.
No matter how hard I try.
It continues to Astound me!
Confound me!
Confuse, Abandon, and Astound me.
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I'm sure it soon will be the very End.
Yes, and my life will never again be the same until..

"The End Game" (B)
Written on January 7th, 2023
By Doctor Ricky 1024

"End of Game"
No longer will I let Grace Covid-19 control me and drive me insane!
My choices are bitter few but I know now what I need to do!
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Time has ravaged me with this
Miss Grace Covid-19.
Just an Alien Savage in me.
She is constantly and annoying Me!
And, she won't even give me a chance!
Yes, even to sleep!
I tried my best to count them but even my sheep can't sleep?
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Dear Lord God will you give me a clue?
I'm completely lost and no longer know what to do?
The help I am getting doesn't seem to mean a thing.
The medications are now long gone and it's still the same thing!
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Breathe in and listen to the song of my wheezing!
Breathe out and listen to the noise of my sneezing!
My eyes are so blurry I can hardly even write!
My memory is fading to the point I can't even remember what I did last night!
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But I still have Faith in God above.
Yes, and I know in my Struggling Heart that He still loves me.
Yes, as I love Him so.
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The most horrible thing each time I add another chapter.
I wonder if it's the last and final Ever after?
They say in Fairytales there has to be a conclusion.
But with all my writings it's blurred and confusion.
My mind is weary.
And, it's spinning.
God, perhaps I'm soon to be going insane?
"The End Game"
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