Spiritual Poetry posted July 12, 2021 | Chapters: | ...22 23 -24- 25... |
A Dedication to Carolyn Ann
A chapter in the book "Cup of Smiles"
18 years 3 months and 10 days
by Ricky1024
The author has placed a warning on this post for violence.
*Insane: adj.
/in.san/
1) in a state of mind which prevents normal perception, behavior or social interactions; socially, mentally ill.
"he had gone insane.
2) informal .us
shocking, outrageous.
"they were making outrageous amounts of money"
...
Note: I had no idea?
(Even though I was going through several forms of severe and chronic depression)
From the recent loss of my son Jason and wife Carolyn.
That my wife Carolyn had been mentally ill before we even married.
After about ten years of marriage.
And, no kiss goodbye at night to go to work?
I never realize something was seriously wrong.
Only many years later; did my youngest daughter Dana Alyse Smrkovsky.
Yes, would tell me that Carolyn would leave everybody behind at night.
And, then go gambling with her two friends in Atlantic City.
(Lenny and Beverly)
Only to return in the morning while the children were still sleeping.
This eventually wiped out my savings and left me close to $100,000 in debt.
...
Since November 23rd 2003?
18 years 3 months and 10 days...
219 months...
954 weeks...
6,676 Days...
160,216 hours ..
9,612,962 minutes ..
576,711, 772 seconds...
...
In loving memory of
Carolyn Ann Richmond Harbach Smrkovsky
December 6th,1952~
November 23rd, 2003.
Note: My wife had stopped her medications.
(Three months previous before her death purposely)
If you know anybody seriously ill contemplating suicide?
Then please call 9-11.
"Safely Home"
I am home in Heaven. dear ones:
Oh, so happy and so bright!
There is perfect Joy and Beauty in this Everlasting Light.
...
All the pain and grief is over,
Every restless tossing passed:
I am now at peace forever,
Safely home in Heaven at last.
...
Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ.
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'lynnkah'
And, her Incredible Picture Entitled,
"What a cool family"
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and 2 member cents. /in.san/
1) in a state of mind which prevents normal perception, behavior or social interactions; socially, mentally ill.
"he had gone insane.
2) informal .us
shocking, outrageous.
"they were making outrageous amounts of money"
...
Note: I had no idea?
(Even though I was going through several forms of severe and chronic depression)
From the recent loss of my son Jason and wife Carolyn.
That my wife Carolyn had been mentally ill before we even married.
After about ten years of marriage.
And, no kiss goodbye at night to go to work?
I never realize something was seriously wrong.
Only many years later; did my youngest daughter Dana Alyse Smrkovsky.
Yes, would tell me that Carolyn would leave everybody behind at night.
And, then go gambling with her two friends in Atlantic City.
(Lenny and Beverly)
Only to return in the morning while the children were still sleeping.
This eventually wiped out my savings and left me close to $100,000 in debt.
...
Since November 23rd 2003?
18 years 3 months and 10 days...
219 months...
954 weeks...
6,676 Days...
160,216 hours ..
9,612,962 minutes ..
576,711, 772 seconds...
...
In loving memory of
Carolyn Ann Richmond Harbach Smrkovsky
December 6th,1952~
November 23rd, 2003.
Note: My wife had stopped her medications.
(Three months previous before her death purposely)
If you know anybody seriously ill contemplating suicide?
Then please call 9-11.
"Safely Home"
I am home in Heaven. dear ones:
Oh, so happy and so bright!
There is perfect Joy and Beauty in this Everlasting Light.
...
All the pain and grief is over,
Every restless tossing passed:
I am now at peace forever,
Safely home in Heaven at last.
...
Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ.
Fanstory and Tom the Administrator.
Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist,
'lynnkah'
And, her Incredible Picture Entitled,
"What a cool family"
Artwork by lynnkah at FanArtReview.com
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