JasonLehman: I love you plus i need you i sustain you while i feed you insanely you tamed me unfamed me then blamed me all the while you grow wild from the top to shit pile all as i dialed but you didnt have the nerve to pick up i assume the worst cause your thirst is quenched out of a sick cup of poison i voice in but you dont hear me though i know sin but i dont tend to fear it so what you want is what you are going to get i wholeheartedly believe this and am willing to bet please pick me over everything else you have fealt i know what you been through the hand you were dealt you still have the capabilities to make my heart melt i dont know why i cant give up this fight my mind says go my heart does whats right i dont deserve this but you deserve nothing less than me my hope is to preserve this our love a precious entity dont roam baby come home baby you're my lady alone baby wishing you were here instead of shady easier not to care sleazier not to share fair that thing that comes once every year i love you that must be true all you put me through and vice versa this love is brewed from a curse yeah i said it and ill live to regret it my fear is life you have already shed it please be ok and stop this slow play come home baby im alone baby and maybe thats my fine ive paid in full and im tryin at least pain isnt all that i feel i havent lost sight on all that is real hoping in time that all these wounds heal i cant say im the only one for real goin crazy minute by minute sins is she maybe? definate cringe is it hades hell is sent fringe standing decisions while bent have i lost you?have you lost your life? at what cost is it that i lost my wife where are you now what story will you tell what clues will i gather just from your smell i know it doesnt always have to be hell its the fact that all that is left of you is a shell my emotions ache as my fragile heart breaks the things that you tell me the promises all fakes please try to come back for goodness sakes i know you are grown but i still worry i been in the car when you are in a hurry one mistake is all it takes and your life is a flurry i dont hate you but debate you just so you see my side of things my pain while you flee from me and your entire existance i saw the sickness just didnt know its persistance and for that im sorry and wish to be forgiven i judged and i nudged and had practically driven you away instead of you stay i pray there will come a day of peace at least for you for your sake im a giver from you i dont want to take ive already given you all of my power turned on and ran out like a drain in the shower if you didnt abuse it and could responsibly use it there is no reason between the two we could fuse it. poem by: Jason Lehman |
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