Amarauk4: Sometimes I feel so alone, So alone in so many ways. I've always prided myself of being an independent being, and attitude that no matter what life throws at me, I can handle it, handle it with a smile. But how I feel on the inside can't always be acknowledged from my outward appearance. I try not to let what weighs at my heart affect how I can touch other hearts. But in the background, my shadow on the wall is silently screaming for an escape. So I've learned to pave my roads without knowing where they lead, but knowing they lead me. Lead me to the unknown. Anywhere away from where I'm standing. Anywhere from this broken structure. If I want my soul to grow, I can't depend on only what I know. I must plant my own seeds, because nothing can grow if it has faithless foundation. I have a strange faith, As we all do. That no matter the struggle, I will get through, I will get through this too. And although I don't know where my motivation comes from, It sweeps through like a breeze, and tearing away all the strings that tie me down. I can't let the unfairness determine my outcome, I can't allow my searching soul to be guided by lost souls. It will surely leave me wondering why I spent my time following instead of finding. |
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