Comment from Dolly'sPoems

Excellent

Your son was very much loved Ricky and now he is missed everyday, our loss is sometimes hard to bear and your son will never be forgotten and always in your heart, love Dolly x

 Comment Written 10-Feb-2020

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reply by the author on 11-Feb-2020

Each night before I sleep, I speak...
I asked and I pray...
And again I wake up alone?
What's breaks my heart continuously....
Thanks,
Ricky

Comment from Fonda Little

Excellent

My favorite part was, "'Decide!'
'Yes a chance!'
'Yes, a decision!'
'To allow another moment to go on living?'" because I can relate because in active addiction I had suicidal thoughts every day but By The Grace of God I don't anymore!

 Comment Written 10-Feb-2020

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reply by the author on 11-Feb-2020

I went through that December 1st 2006.
first for the serrated 7 inch steak knife to the heart missing his hitting the valve. Then three times to the neck trying for the jugular.
Missing again.
Then a bottle of depakote?.
leaving internally I had no choice but to call 911 as I filled it a phone call from my ex girlfriend and she was coming over.
And she had heart problems that wouldn't have worked for me.
Thanks,
Doctor Ricky 1024

Comment from susand3022

Excellent

Hi Ricky, I like that it's nice that you always advocate for organ tissue donation. I didn't realize that the things that you posted were all things that you had written over the years. You should try something new. Live for today, not yesterday... :)

 Comment Written 10-Feb-2020

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reply by the author on 10-Feb-2020

I'm only going to, in the future month of March, bring some works forward that have been previously written and waiting.
All my work here is recent.
Just check the beginning of the poem that was just posted.
Thanks,
Doctor Ricky 1024

Comment from Gail Denham

Excellent

Glad you can write the powerful message of what it means to lose a son (or daughter) - two of my brothers were taken quite young. My mom, being a Finn, didn't talk of it much - but I know how it affected her - and some of my friends have lost a son. A terrible feeling inside.
Thanks for sharing your heart - and without God - how can people go on?

 Comment Written 10-Feb-2020

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reply by the author on 10-Feb-2020

Thanks Gail.
And you have previously mentioned this before.
Again, my condolences.
As Human beings when we are young?
We are not prepared for death.
Ricky

Comment from Bicpen

Excellent

Excellent ...

It is a much appreciative and intuitive write with the emphasis on save ... the coffins lid should be tightly closed so no one can get out or even in it is unashamed and bold with simplicity that even a child could read and understand it is heart felt and emotive with a great debate as its issue should we or should we not

Thanks Ricky.

 Comment Written 10-Feb-2020

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reply by the author on 10-Feb-2020

Thanks Bic.
And in my up-and-coming piece posts.
In the month of March.
There will be a warm conversation of the given organs.
To the receiving donors.
Both organs from my son's body as well as others.
Doctor Ricky 1024

reply by Bicpen on 10-Feb-2020

Excellent just remember with that coffin lid being open more bones may come out of it rather than the useful fleshy tissue we love to tickle and pickle ... The stories are endearing and speak volumes in and of themselves keep up the good work ...

reply by the author on 10-Feb-2020

I do believe in ghosts!
I do believe in ghosts!
I do believe in ghosts!
I do!
...
Less than a month after the accident of course, my youngest daughter Dana Alyse, when asked to get in the back seat of the death car?
By Brian Cole the driver.
Dana was told by Jason to ride with your sister Kyle.
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As a result, two young men passed by the scene of the accident, and return to the party that Dina was at.
...
Lena said they were scared white as a ghost!
The one boy said that when are passing exact location of Jason's accident they saw an image.
a guy with curly and crazy blonde hair glasses and a checkered shirt.
They had to drive around this image and when they turned around and looked back he was gone?
Did she describe the accident scene and Jason sowell Dana came home crying
I do believe in ghosts!
I do believe in ghosts!
I do believe in ghosts!
I do!
...
Like an echo from the past and about eight months later....
In the beginning of the Summer.
Jason's best friend "Jonesy."
Was having a party.
It was Jonesy's18th birthday.
...
This kid pulls up out in front of the house on Lighthouse.
he tells Jonesy that he left the keys in the car, so it goes back outside?
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But mysteriously enough the kids car is no longer parked on the side of the road in front of Jonesy's house?
...
it now was out in the middle of lighthouse with the engine running, the radio blaring, playing the tune by Michael Jackson.
"Beat It!"
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Jason's favorite artist with Bryan Adams.
And, his favorite song...
"The Summer of '69"
But when he was a kid, I got him a book about Michael Jackson.
Doctor Ricky 1024

reply by Bicpen on 10-Feb-2020

Thats spooky ... I once had a scare very similar when I was a child I was chased by a man under a white sheet ... the least I could say was when I was five i wet my pants and cried it took a lot of consoling I couldn't even face going to the comfort of my nice warm bed as the sheets were white this stigma or possibly stigmata which is another great movie stayed with me till my adult years and so traumatised me I could even wear white under pant ... spooky aint it.

Comment from Lil' Mormon Boy

Excellent

So sorry for your loss, Ricky. It's a beautiful tribute to your son and to those who have donated organs for others to live, see, or whatever the case may be. It is purely selfless.
Thanks for sharing.

 Comment Written 10-Feb-2020

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reply by the author on 10-Feb-2020

Thanks Lil' Mormon Boy.
Ricky