"With a Heavy Heart 2003"
{The Letters}
Written on July 11th, 2018
By Doctor Ricky 1024 and Jason
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Cast of Characters:
Myself {Richard} and My Wife Carolyn
My Family members
Nichole Megan and Kyle Erin Harbach
{Step-Daughters}
Corrine Alexis and Dana Alyse Smrkovsky
Lara S. Moretti the L.S.W. with...
"The Gift of Life"
Heavenly Father
The Grim Reaper
Dr. Williams
Nurse Maxwell
And Jason Richard Smrkovsky
"Within the Abundance of the Human Heart comes a Blessing"
{Theology 37.92}
"Doctor?"
Yes Nurse?
"It's Bad, Real Bad!!"
"Yes, I know...
"Can you please ask the family to leave the room, Maxwell."
"Of Course Doctor Williams.
...
Note:"Jason was having his skull tapped to relieve pressure."
"The procedure needed where they Tap the Skull of the person Suffering,
will not be effective in this case."
"Seventeen, hours, later...
...
"Got another one."
"Poor kid, kinda feel sorry for Him."
States The Grim Reaper of Death.
...
"THe Soul rises...
"Rises...
"Rises...
"Through 'Seven Layers of Brightly Colored Clouds."
"Through 'The Veil of Forgetfulness.
My Son?"
"My Son?"
"You have finally arrived back home here in Heaven."
"States Heavenly Father."
...
"Yes Lara?'
I Replied.
'We want to...
"We want to Dona...
"Donate, Lara.
"We decided to do the right thing."
"And, maybe some good can come out of this?"
"Dad?"
Yes Corey?
"Not Jason's Eyes.
Three, Weeks, Later...

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"Look Carolyn, we just received a later from "The Gift of Life" in Philadelphia."
"And, it's from a man there named 'Chaz.'
...
The Letter:
"Dear Donor Family,
"I just want to take a moment to write this and thanks you for, 'Life.'
"And, without this 'Gift and Blessing.'
"I probably would not be here."
"I can't imagine your sufferings as I too have a son and a daughter."
Sincerely,
Chaz."
About three Weeks later...
...
"Look Dear?"
"Another letter from 'The Gift of Life!'
"This time it is from a man named 'Bill."
The Letter:
"Hi, my name is Bill and i just want you to know that Jason's Gift is doing well in me and saved my life."
"I was so bad my wife started the procedure of divorce as not to watch me suffer anymore."
{Another Story}
"Thanks Richard and Carol for the beautiful Poem and picture of Jason and God bless You all."
Bill...
"Yes, we received that second letter from Bill out West and so thankful, like Chaz."
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"With a Heavy Heart"
Written on July 11th, 2018
"With a 'Heavy Heart,' I write these words now, to You."
"My life may be over but your memories of me will last a lifetime."
"I may not be with you right now but I'm not far....
"Not far as a Star...
...
"I think of you each and every day and wonder how you are?"
"I pray that someday we can again be together...
"We can be somehow, someday, and someway...
"I before i sleep, I remember when...
"We were all together...
"Way back *Then."
...
"And, 'With A Heavy Heart' I write these words for you."
"And, know this, that I am okay and in a better place now."
"My pain is over and i must move on."
"Dad?"
"Please don't cry for Me or try to hurt Yourself again, for you are only hurting Me."
"And yes, mom is with Me now even though she took her own life Eight months after my Death."
...
"Yes, Dad...
"Please don't cry for me anymore for the sadness only gets in the way."
"And, live your Lives as i would and always remember this...
...
"With a 'Heavy Heart and Silent Thoughts'
"And memories that will always and forever exist...
"I send You All My Love From Heaven...
"Sealed With a Kiss."
Jason...
Approximate Word Count: 579.
Written at S.O.C.H. Hackensack-Meridian Hospital."
"In 'The Beach Plum Restaurant.'
"In Manahawkin, New Jersey.
Approximate Word Count:649.