safely cradled
in the cavity created
by my arm and ribs
you finally fall
into an uneasy sleep
sucking fingers
twirling hair
~ your trademarks ~
give way to
raspy snores
ear tugging
twitching toes
 
suddenly
I am utterly transfixed
as your tiny hands
come together
under your chin
~ prayer mode ~
happenstance, perchance
yet
those little lips
begin muttering words
too softly
to be deciphered
 
an hour passes
snoring continues
as do soft mutterings
in your prayer pose
 
are you and God chatting
as you are resting?
is He telling you
all is well –
the ear infection, virus,
and whatever other germs
are attacking you
are under His control?
 
as your fever rises
you begin smiling
arms waving about
lips moving
but no sound emanates
from your sweet mouth
arms drop into your lap
hands firmly clasped
as if in preparation
for future prayer
 
you’re breathing peacefully now
I find myself torn –
wake you up
to administer meds
OR
see this journey through
to its natural finish
 
part of me
is frightened
what phenomena is
God allowing me to witness?
What will you remember
when you awaken?
 
you find my hand
making one last comment
before opening those hazel eyes
flashing a dazzling smile
and transmitting unconditional love
 
the unconditional love
of which I have no doubt
was shared with you from above
during your nap
 
jbh
6-22-2011