You tell me I have issues with locking my heart 

In reality I knew there was something bigger holding me 

I’m afraid of my future self 

I’m afraid of my past 

I’m afraid of the wind taking me away 

I’m afraid of my feelings 

They’ve grown too big and I can’t clip their wings 

There’s a higher being 

Telling me I can’t do this without you 

I know something’s wrong 

Feelings hiding in the bush they can’t express themselves 

Without a body they’re powerless 

They’ve got me and I can’t let go 

Too comfortably unsettling 

They take control over me

There’s something bigger holding me 

Like a puppet on strings 

My shadow surrounds me 

It doesn’t comfort 

Only blinds me

There’s something wrong 

Something bigger holding me