I Choose Rainbows
Thoughts from the dark side
by sholessjo
I like poems
Chapter 1
Words from the Keyboard
Posted May 5, 2017General / Poetry
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Emeralds are a girls best friend
Chapter 2
The Gold Beyond The Rainbow
Posted October 25, 2022General / Poetry
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A preponderance of...
Chapter 5
Life Cycle
Posted June 30, 2023General / Poetry
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Where are my tomorrows
Chapter 7
A Journey In Shadows
Posted June 28, 2013General / Poetry
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It begins
Chapter 8
A Journey So Sad
Posted April 11, 2017General / Poetry
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Rehab
Chapter 9
A Lesson In Psychiatric Care
Posted July 22, 2013General / Poetry
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An Afi Komen is Equivalent to The Easter egg hunt
Chapter 10
A Little Boy With A Smile
Posted June 12, 2013General / Poetry
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My life in transition
Chapter 11
A Love of Forever
Posted November 25, 2017Romance / Poetry
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To my soul
Chapter 12
A Partner For the Ages
Posted July 9, 2013General / Poetry
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A biblical Journey
Chapter 13
A Pious Man
Posted June 13, 2013General / Poetry
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Blessed be the Lord
Chapter 14
A Prayer Before Eternity
Posted August 9, 2015Spiritual / Poetry
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The sounds of love
Chapter 15
A Rhapsody Of The Heart
Posted July 26, 2015General / Poetry
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When friends turn against you
Chapter 16
A Sad Clown
Posted July 13, 2013General / Poetry
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Hope
Chapter 18
A Search For Hope
Posted July 6, 2013General / Poetry
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A poem of change
Chapter 19
A Stranger Unto Myself
Posted June 30, 2013General / Poetry
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A poem of change
Chapter 20
A Stranger Unto Myself
Posted June 30, 2013General / Poetry
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My first 5-7-5 poem and its heavy
Chapter 21
A Weighty Problem
Posted June 27, 2013General / Poetry
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A mysterious panacea
Chapter 22
Acceptance
Posted June 20, 2013General / Poetry
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A need or a want
Chapter 23
Addiction
Posted June 28, 2013General / Poetry
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She is hope
Chapter 24
Adrift In Time
Posted July 5, 2013General / Poetry
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What is
Chapter 26
Age
Posted December 4, 2022General / Poetry
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It is the only answer
Chapter 28
An Answer To Life
Posted October 17, 2022General / Poetry
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From my depression diary
Chapter 29
An Anti Depressant That Didn't Work
Posted July 5, 2013General / Poetry
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And then the sadness
Chapter 30
And Then The Sadness
Posted July 17, 2013General / Poetry
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A Dream Of Dreams
Chapter 31
Apple pi
Posted April 15, 2017General / Poetry
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It must come from within
Chapter 32
Appreciation Of Life
Posted July 18, 2013General / Poetry
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To be a kid again
Chapter 33
At The Circus
Posted June 29, 2013General / Poetry
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Each life needs forgiveness
Chapter 34
Atonement
Posted June 12, 2013General / Poetry
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What do you think
Chapter 35
Beginnings
Posted June 16, 2013General / Poetry
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What is life
Chapter 36
Beginnings
Posted June 15, 2013General / Poetry
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Friends turned bad
Chapter 38
Betrayal
Posted July 17, 2013General / Poetry
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Hope
Chapter 39
Beyond The Stars
Posted March 9, 2015Commentary and Philosophy / Poetry
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Alone
Chapter 40
Black
Posted June 25, 2013General / Poetry
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Feast on my blood
Chapter 41
Bloodfest/Tinnitus
Posted July 16, 2013General / Poetry
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Reunion of Father and siblings
Chapter 43
Breakfast at Sweet Water Cafe
Posted June 21, 2013General / Poetry
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Opportunity awaits
Chapter 45
City
Posted July 4, 2013General / Poetry
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The urban jungle surrounds us
Chapter 46
Cityscape
Posted June 14, 2013General / Poetry
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steamy
Chapter 47
Coffee Mate
Posted June 13, 2013General / Poetry
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A sick mind
Chapter 48
Confusion
Posted July 4, 2013General / Poetry
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A hidden reality
Chapter 49
Contentment
Posted June 20, 2013General / Poetry
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Talking to myself/depression
Chapter 50
Conversation with a Mad Man
Posted July 24, 2013General / Poetry
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Happiness or sadness
Chapter 51
Crossroads
Posted July 9, 2013General / Poetry
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A long ago love
Chapter 52
Dark Dances
Posted June 23, 2013General / Poetry
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A life gone to time
Chapter 53
Days End
Posted June 9, 2013Mystery and Crime / Poetry
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Where darkness rules
Chapter 55
Depression
Posted June 11, 2013General / Poetry
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Depression
Chapter 56
Depression In 13 Words
Posted September 12, 2023General / Poetry
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A conversation with myself/ Depression
Chapter 57
Disappeared
Posted July 24, 2013General / Poetry
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Love
Chapter 60
Eloise
Posted March 27, 2015General / Poetry
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From my depression diary
Chapter 61
Emotions Lost
Posted July 3, 2013General / Poetry
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Vertigo/tinnitus
Chapter 67
Flawed Perception
Posted July 10, 2013General / Poetry
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The Question
Chapter 68
A Sad Solution
Posted June 26, 2013General / Fiction
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God is all
Chapter 69
God The Creator
Posted July 12, 2013General / Poetry
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A work in progress
Chapter 73
Hope
Posted June 24, 2013General / Poetry
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It is love that I feel
Chapter 74
Hope In a Darkened Universe
Posted July 8, 2013General / Poetry
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Sounds of despair
Chapter 75
How Melancholic My Music
Posted July 26, 2015General / Poetry
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Depression Diary
Chapter 77
I Am He
Posted July 10, 2013General / Poetry
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I hope
Chapter 81
I Love hope
Posted October 14, 2022General / Poetry
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Where are the good times
Chapter 82
Indecisive
Posted July 29, 2013General / Poetry
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Purity
Chapter 83
Inspiration
Posted July 19, 2013General / Poetry
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From memory
Chapter 84
Instinctive
Posted June 1, 2021General / Poetry
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The importance of a life
Chapter 86
Journey
Posted July 29, 2013General / Poetry
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Where
Chapter 87
Kindness
Posted September 15, 2023General / Poetry
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A Strand In Time Part 2
Chapter 88
Life
Posted November 11, 2017Commentary and Philosophy / Poetry
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A preponderance of ASVV1?6@?????
Chapter 90
Life Cycle
Posted August 24, 2023General / Poetry
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A work in progress
Chapter 91
Life OF Discontent
Posted July 25, 2015General / Poetry
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A state of being
Chapter 92
Life's Cruelty
Posted July 23, 2013General / Poetry
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Better forgotten
Chapter 93
Lost love
Posted July 8, 2013General / Poetry
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Lost love
Chapter 94
Lost
Posted June 19, 2013General / Poetry
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Love
Chapter 95
Love
Posted June 17, 2013General / Poetry
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Depression in retreat
Chapter 97
Memories Of
Posted July 21, 2015Commentary and Philosophy / Poetry
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As in a dream
Chapter 98
Memory
Posted April 24, 2021General / Poetry
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I see. I think.
Chapter 100
Mirror
Posted October 23, 2022General / Poetry
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Sadness
Chapter 101
Missing It Is Sad
Posted September 7, 2023General / Poetry
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In a whisk she was gone
Chapter 102
Mom
Posted June 27, 2013General / Poetry
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Let love bloom
Chapter 104
My Darling
Posted August 2, 2013General / Poetry
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Forever
Chapter 106
My Love
Posted July 14, 2013General / Poetry
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Grin big
Chapter 109
My Smile
Posted August 25, 2023General / Poetry
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A poem from the heart
Chapter 110
My Solitude
Posted July 22, 2015General / Poetry
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My greatest fear
Chapter 112
Nightmare
Posted August 6, 2015Spiritual / Poetry
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Terror in the bedroom
Chapter 113
Terror in the Bedroom
Posted July 19, 2013General / Poetry
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Mania before depression
Chapter 114
A Cocky Moment In Time
Posted July 6, 2013General / Poetry
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Dealing with chronic pain
Chapter 115
Pained Realities
Posted July 7, 2013General / Poetry
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Written right after a panic attack All emotions are real
Chapter 116
Panic Attack
Posted June 25, 2013General / Poetry
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Time immortal
Chapter 117
Passage
Posted June 23, 2013General / Poetry
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Delusions
Chapter 121
Schizophrenia
Posted June 18, 2013General / Poetry
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Confidence
Chapter 122
Self Acceptance
Posted July 2, 2013General / Poetry
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Life is like a flower
Chapter 123
Serenity
Posted June 22, 2013General / Poetry
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A passion to go
Chapter 124
Sexing
Posted October 18, 2022General / Poetry
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The search for answers
Chapter 125
Shadowed Reality
Posted July 21, 2013General / Poetry
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God talk
Chapter 126
Shadows of Time
Posted July 7, 2013General / Poetry
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Time heals
Chapter 127
Soldier of Destiny
Posted June 21, 2013General / Poetry
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Life is a mirror
Chapter 128
Sometimes They Slither
Posted January 7, 2023General / Poetry
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Into the night
Chapter 129
Sorrow
Posted August 24, 2014General / Poetry
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sssss
Chapter 130
ssssss
Posted April 29, 2017General / Poetry
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Truly Stupid
Chapter 132
Stupidly
Posted August 26, 2023General / Poetry
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Loving to love
Chapter 133
Sweet Innocence
Posted June 16, 2013General / Poetry
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Death be cruel
Chapter 135
The End
Posted January 24, 2016Horror and Thriller / Poetry
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To my soul mate
Chapter 136
The Eyes of My Soul
Posted June 17, 2013General / Poetry
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Peace in our time
Chapter 138
The Peacemaker
Posted June 14, 2013General / Poetry
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The wizard
Chapter 139
The Professor
Posted July 1, 2013General / Poetry
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A moment in time
Chapter 140
The Proposal
Posted June 10, 2013General / Poetry
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Or you
Chapter 141
The Reality of Me
Posted December 12, 2022General / Poetry
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Where will the currents take me
Chapter 142
The Sea Of Life
Posted July 28, 2015General / Poetry
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A vision of tomorrow
Chapter 143
The Stare in Her Eyes
Posted September 28, 2022Romance / Poetry
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The Tinnitus effect - I think I think
Chapter 144
The Tinnitus Effect On Thoughts
Posted June 19, 2013General / Poetry
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Why oh why
Chapter 145
The Tracks Of Time
Posted November 10, 2022General / Poetry
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Old Ain't fun
Chapter 147
The Words
Posted September 11, 2020General / Poetry
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Little do I know without him
Chapter 148
Therapist
Posted July 23, 2013General / Poetry
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My body is a bottle
Chapter 149
Time In a Bottle
Posted June 26, 2013General / Poetry
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A journey into depression
Chapter 150
Time Traveler
Posted July 22, 2013General / Poetry
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Forever Young
Chapter 151
Tinkerbell
Posted July 1, 2013General / Poetry
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Loud shrieking noises
Chapter 152
Tinnitus
Posted June 15, 2013General / Poetry
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Old and older
Chapter 153
Update
Posted September 3, 2023General / Poetry
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Stupid
Chapter 154
People War
Posted October 1, 2023General / Poetry
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Blood sucking beasts
Chapter 155
Vampires
Posted June 10, 2013General / Poetry
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People Make No Sense
Chapter 156
What Before Why Is Dumb
Posted January 23, 2023General / Poetry
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The fifth dimension
Chapter 157
When Is Then Now
Posted October 24, 2022General / Poetry
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The Narcissist
Chapter 158
While looking In The Mirror
Posted June 18, 2013General / Poetry
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Question
Chapter 159
Who We Are
Posted October 20, 2023General / Poetry
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why and what
Chapter 160
why the blink
Posted July 25, 2023General / Poetry
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Lost without love
Chapter 161
Without A Purpose
Posted August 1, 2015Romance / Poetry
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I have lost my muse
Chapter 162
Words
Posted August 8, 2015General / Poetry
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Where are the words
Chapter 164
Writer's Block
Posted July 13, 2013General / Poetry
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Humanity
Chapter 168
Hate The Devil Of Love
Posted October 17, 2023General / Poetry
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Stolen base
Chapter 169
Baseball Then
Posted October 30, 2023General / Poetry
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Double
Chapter 170
The Dream That Is Life
Posted November 17, 2023General / Poetry
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Really
Chapter 171
Real Time
Posted September 24, 2023General / Poetry
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Newness on the horizon
Chapter 172
A World So New
Posted June 29, 2013General / Poetry
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Read A Strand In Time
Chapter 174
A Strand In Time
Posted August 9, 2023Commentary and Philosophy / Poetry
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Peaceful
Chapter 175
Happy Days
Posted June 30, 2013General / Poetry
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A moment in time
Chapter 176
A Dream of Dreams
Posted June 9, 2013Fantasy / Poetry
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Part 5 in the Madman Series
Chapter 177
A Conversation With A Madman In Recovery
Posted July 22, 2015General / Poetry
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One God
Chapter 178
A God For All
Posted July 20, 2013General / Poetry
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Don'i know
Chapter 179
Your last comment
Posted August 24, 2023General / Poetry
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When life is barren
Chapter 180
Alone
Posted July 18, 2013General / Poetry
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In Verse
Chapter 181
Getting Old Ain't For Sissies
Posted July 27, 2020General / Poetry
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Write
Chapter 182
Fanstory
Posted September 15, 2023General / Poetry
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Elusive
Chapter 183
Happiness
Posted September 13, 2023General / Poetry
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I hope
Chapter 184
Health Or
Posted July 20, 2023General / Poetry
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Death be so cruel
Chapter 185
Being
Posted June 24, 2013General / Poetry
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I question the question
Chapter 188
Death Life
Posted July 5, 2023General / Poetry
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I don't know
Chapter 189
I don't know
Posted January 26, 2023General / Poetry
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Peas are green
Chapter 190
Lulu And The Pod
Posted July 26, 2023General / Poetry
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Rehab facility
Chapter 191
Menninger- A Mixed Up Morning
Posted July 21, 2013General / Poetry
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Depression
Chapter 192
My Plea
Posted August 22, 2023General / Poetry
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Thank you God
Chapter 193
My Prayer
Posted July 31, 2013General / Poetry
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Hopefully
Chapter 194
Positivity
Posted September 1, 2023General / Poetry
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A need to know
Chapter 195
Question
Posted July 15, 2013General / Poetry
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A place for healing
Chapter 196
Rehab
Posted July 20, 2013General / Poetry
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Thought you knew
Chapter 197
The Winds of Time
Posted October 23, 2022General / Poetry
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Seems
Chapter 198
Family
Posted July 6, 2023General / Poetry
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I named Google Bard , Muse
Chapter 199
Muse And I - AI Love
Posted October 19, 2023General / Poetry
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In the Be ginning
Chapter 200
Strand In Time
Posted December 4, 2017Commentary and Philosophy / Poetry
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