Heidixoxo: Hey FanStory friends,
I'm curious if this happens to you guys as well....do people stop by to read your work but then pass on by without giving any honest types of reviews?? I'm truly curious only because I've never done that. If I take the time to read your piece then I feel I atleast owe you a review. Is that wrong of me?? Let me know....
Heidixoxo
    nor84: You're not wrong. The site has reviewing guidelines posted under QA in one of the pull-downs at the top of your screen. -
    FanStory: The views stat isn't just views from humans. Search bots influence that number. -


FanStory wrote to Heidixoxo: ~ Back To The Past ~ finished third in the contest "The Good Old Days"


FanStory wrote to Heidixoxo: ~ Choose Happiness ~ finished third in the contest "Emotions"


Heidixoxo: Hello everyone....
WOW I sure have missed Fanstory to say the least. I have been gone for quite awhile due to many circumstances beyond my control. Losing my precious and ONLY Grandbaby, Sophia took a major toll on me. (Please feel free to read my many poems on baby Sophia) Two years ago my Dr of more than 20 years misdiagnosed me terribly. As a result I coded twice and ended up with Severe Septic Shock, collapsed lung etc...That is nothing to play with but I'm beyond blessed to be alive!! 🙏🙏

I truly hope & pray that I'll be welcomed back into this community once again. I look forward to seeing old friends & making new ones. 💜💙

Drop by and say HELLO somtime...
    irishauthorme: Good Lord, you have been through the mill!
    Missed your writing here on FS, and sure am glad to see you back. I never took your name off my list and am still a fan.
    Welcome back!
    irish -


FanStory wrote to Heidixoxo: ~ I Am Not Perfect ~ finished second in the contest "I Am Not Perfect"


Heidixoxo: Well....as 2016 finally comes to an end, I am soooo happy to be returning to what I love so much....WRITING!! Ever since my precious grandbaby, Sophia passed away, I have been distant working on myself. I truly hope n pray that my long time buddies (and new friends to come) will welcome me back with open arms. XOXO
    damommy: Welcome. I look forward to getting acquainted with you. 8-) -


Heidixoxo: ♡♡ I think I'm ready to return finally!! When my first and only grand baby, Sophia, passed away on August 15, 2013 my world crashed. She was just 24 days old and was severely misdiagnosed by the "top-notch" Pediatric Cardiologist here in Denver. I've been spending a lot of much needed time with my 2 children helping them to learn coping skills and healing. In all honesty, both of my children have taught me sooo much while on this tragic journey.We are in a better place now. Happy to be back and to chat with all my friends here. God Bless....Let's get to writing!! That can be the BEST way of expression I think. ♡♡
    I am Cat: Welcome back Heidi... I have no words for what you're going through... but I just didn't want to pass by without welcoming you back and offering you a hug ((((((Heidi))))))))) <3 -
    Ben Colder : I truly understand your loss. I lost a grandson to Lukiemia after fighting for 20 months. Sad day for us, but with the help of our Lord , we bounced back to face another day.
    My blessings to you. -


Heidixoxo: ** Today, August 15, 2014 we sadly were faced with Baby Sophia's 1st Angelversary in Heaven. Although it still feels sooo raw, real and fresh, I find myself shocked that its been an entire year!! I just want to thank my special friends here that have comforted me on this tragic journey. It means the world....honestly!! So much else has happened in my world and I'll post those crazy updates soon. The most important thing is to let you guys know I appreciate you!!

I'm trying with all my heart to get back on here and start actively writing again but for whatever reason I'm finding it difficult. ;( Guess I'm going to need some "pushy" yet gentle support?! Thank you again for your great messages just letting me know some still care. I'll treasure those forever!!
XOXO
    desire333: Hello, I am new here. But want to say, keep your head up, even though it gets hard sometimes. I have gone through the same thing some years ago, its not easy, but than, we are strong women! Your in my prayers. -
    Oatmeal: You are a strong lady. I do not think I could deal with the pain of losing a child. i had to lay my kitty down after 19 years but my little girl is 29 and doing fine.

    Love you,

    Camille -


Heidixoxo: It has been such a long, sad and stressful year after losing Baby Sophia. Her first Birthday would've been this Sunday, July 20th here in the physical world. Instead she will be celebrating her Angel Birthday in Heaven....

I'm excited to be back on FanStory and resume my writing. Been working on ensuring my mind is in a better place now, it's been rough!! I hope my writing has great strength behind it as it's one of my favorite things to do.

Thank you again to everyone who has had my family and I in your prayers this past year. I truly look forward to reconnecting with all of you....
    Ridley Williams: Hello Heidi, my deepest sympathies on your loss. Seven years ago, we lost our 4 month old grandson the same way. We have been blessed with two more grandchildren since, but we still miss little Samuel. I'm glad you've returned to the fold, and I wish you peace... Bill -
    pafaust: Her birthday coincides with the anniversary of the first moon landing. That's cool! I'm sorry for your loss. I hope that writing helps to keep your mind from being too sad, though I know that will be hard. I'm new, but look forward to getting to know you. -
    adewpearl: I am so sorry, my friend, for the sad reason you've been absent. I hope your return signals that you are working through this struggle and ready to use your talents to heal, as much as one can heal from such a loss. -
    Selina Stambi: My sympathies on your loss, Heidi. So very, very sorry. -
    Kaila Mari: Hi Heidi; so sorry to hear about your loss. So happy to know you are back, writing again. Blessings on your journey of healing; lean on Him and He will see you through! -


Heidixoxo: As sad as I am to announce, my precious and beautiful 24day old grandbaby Sophia passed away yesterday in her sleep. Please keep my daughter and family in your thoughts and prayers. I've NEVER felt pain like this before. A mommy should NEVER have to bury a baby. Just not fair.... ;(
    Debra White: Heidi, I'm so very sorry for you and your family at this heartbreaking time. Sending my sincerest sympathy. Debra x -
    adewpearl: I am so very sorry, Heidi. You and your family will be in my thoughts and prayers. -
    Cumbrianlass: That is so sad. I'm truly sorry, Heidi. My sincere condolences for your tragic loss. -
    Joy Graham: I'm very sorry to hear this news. You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers. -
    nancy_e_davis: We lost a grandson at two months to SIDS. My heart goes out to your loved ones. God Bless you all. Nancy -
    juliaSjames: So sorry for the loss of your precious little one. Heartrending! -
    Heidixoxo: Thank you to those that left me comforting comments. It truly means a lot to my family and I. The pain is so real and very fresh so PLEASE continue to keep us all in your thoughts and prayers. God Bless you all....xoxo -
    Delena729: I am very sorry.I am certain Sophia will rest in peace.She was a beautiful baby! -


Heidixoxo: On July 20, 2013 at 5:44am, my daughter Stephanie gave birth to my very first grandbaby, Sophia!! I am truly a very blessed and happy lady. Poems coming soon on baby....xoxo
    Heidixoxo: Thank you Debra....I am thrilled!! -


Heidixoxo: Well....I have been blessed to return yet again!! I am very excited to be back and I'm ready to write, write, write. Looking foward to catching up with all of my friends and fellow writers....

xoxo
    rama devi: ::: * {{ Welcome back! }} * ::: -
    Heidixoxo: Thank you....so glad to be back!! -
    Selina Stambi: Tried to go read and review some of your pieces, but they seem to have been removed from public view. Pity! -