Long time no see by SLMorrical |
This is a story of an aspiring author (me) who disappeared for awhile. This disappearance was not by choice, but by circumstances. The circumstances caused me to disband my writing, and focus on finding a place to survive and not die. Without being able to write I slipped into a deep depression and decided to go off the grid. Every night as I tried to sleep the desire to write kept calling.
Is it a conscious desire or an unconscious desire to put pen to paper? It was an unconscious desire for me, it is therapy for the soul. It was the process of keeping emotions like anger and pain in check. The more I denied the desire the more my life force suffered. The pain and anger had no way to be released, and I felt my soul was in mortal danger. I was very close to giving up until a very loyal and beloved friend stepped in. This loyal and beloved friend rescued me. Several weeks turned into a couple of months. The love and support this loyal friend gave, helped me out of the depression. Giving me and my family a place to live. This helped with the pain, but not the anger because of the circumstance that had caused me to stop writing. The loyal friend talked with me and me see how important my writing was for peace. My loyal friend had me writing again, and I no longer wanted to disappear.
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