Exceptional My thoughts on two losses. I'm Safely Home (A) by Ricky1024 Share Your Story contest entry

Warning: The author has noted that this contains the highest level of language. "I'm Safely Home" (A) By Richard Edward Smrkovsky. (Ricky 1024) (A Dedication) "Father to Son.. "Mother to Daughter... "Life sometimes can be... "Like leading the pig, to the Slaughter... {Theology 24.03} "It was started so innocent enough... "Blue skies settling in... "Work?" "Well, work is work but when it's all over... ... March 31st, 2003 8:00 PM. Est. "Yes, home relaxing, playing a game of Chess... "Wife's out... "On her favorite chair.... "Kids are at a birthday party... "Peace and quiet there?" "But, nothing lasts forever... "Even in the most brightest of blue skies... "Please wipe the tears from my face and... "Get ready... "For a good cry... ... "Yes, 8:00 PM. and then I heard that 'Nasty Sound' again?" "This time, Carolyn awoke from a sound sleep... "Perhaps she was done counting sheep?" "The phone rang and it was my Number Two Daughter Kyle... ""It's that CREEP!" "Brian Cole and he destroyed that Ford Mustang... "And, Oh God... "It's Jason and it took a terrible Toll!" "The Race car hit a telephone pole!" ... "The Scene... "It was only a few blocks away... "The car first hit the curb and then the Pole... "I estimated that when it fell... {Because of the second sound} "To the FUC**** ground... "The punk kid was traveling at over Eighty miles per hour!" ... "So sweet then... "But now so sour... "As a S.O,C.H. Nurse... {Judy Kish} "Approached the scene in front of her house... "She said to me three, hours, later... "Jason didn't feel a thing... "God, wrapped His arms around Him... "And, took Him back home... ... "I'm Safely Home." "Father to Son... "Mother to Daughter... ... "As the Stars Stood Still... "As they waited for You to Breathe... "Breathe and Grieve... "Grieve not for Me... "Nor, speak of Me... "With Tears... ... "But laugh and talk of Me... "As though I was still Here... "For, I am beside You... "And, I loved you So... 'twas Heaven here with You... "And, I am now... "Safely Home... ... "Safely Home in Heaven... "Safely Home Oh, Dear Ones... "Oh, so Happy and so Bright!" ... "There is Perfect Joy... "Everlasting is the Light... "All My pains... "All my Grief... "Are Over... "Everlasting... "Ever Restless... "Now Crossing... ... "I am now at Peace... "Forever... "The *Suffering is now over and Gone... "Just beautiful Angels that Sing... "A Sweet, Sweet, Song... "Yes, Safely Home... "In Heaven at Last... "Life over... "Life passed... <><><><><><><><><><><><><>June 20th, 2017<><><><><><><><><><> "Safely Home, Together Again" {B} "Here I go... "Coming now... "Next to You... "Drifting... "Coming next to You... "To be... ... "My Son... "My Only poor Son... "Next to You... "The sky here is so Blue... "Like the waves floating in Port... "A brand new start... "No more broken Heart... "A Dream come true... "Now, next to You... ... "No more shall We be all alone... "I'm finally here for You Son... "Safely **Home... <><><><><><><><><><><><>May 2, 2006<><><><><><><><><><><><> Note- From the book "The Gift of Life" "Day by Day" {C} "Like the "Sands of An Hourglass." "These are the last days of my life... "First I dealt with the loss of a Son... "Now, the loss of a Wife.. "My existence, slowly passes through "The Great Portal of Life." ... "To much Grief and Depression... "To much Severe Pain... "How much more lord, must I sustain?' "Jason went in March of '03 and then Carolyn just eight months later?" ... "The seconds tick by... "One by One... "Minute by Minute... "Hour by Hour... "And, Day by Day... ... "My life is fading by the year as each hour... "Reminds me of a time so sweet but now so Sour... "No more Colour... "No more Glee... "No more little, garden, flower... "Just pain and Misery... ... 'All I can do, is think of the both of You... "Never a recent moment passes... "To much distance... "To much resistance... "To much Vastness... "What Lord shall I now do?" "Suffer forever as I think of them Two?" ... "My Dear Lord... "Why oh why me?" "I just grow old as all of my past memories... "Collide?" "No more smiling... "No more touching... "Just an emptiness deep inside... "Can't You see?" "Is this the way it's supposed to be?" "Is that all that's left after we create a family?" ... "So, so. many sleepless nights... "Filled with horrid nightmares and dreams!" "All alone, no one left inside this old and empty home... ... "It's still too soon... "Took my breath away... "It is still haunting me... "To this very day?" "I can't get it out of my head... "That, "Specter of Death." ... "Please Lord, send me an Angel to take me to a place... "Where You know... "They will be... "No more tears... "No more pains... "Or, loss of Breath... "No more "Specter of Death." "This Lord, I do pray... "Day by Day... Recognized Author Notes *Suffering: "Jason was seriously injured, 'Raccoon ed' {Looks like you had been severely beaten to the head} "Brain Damaged, and in a deep coma. "He had a Heart Attack on the way to the hospital in the helicopter... "They brought Him Back... **Home: "My wife passed only eight months after Jay by purposely stopping all Her meds... "She had a Heart Attack and collapsed in front of me... "I revived Her but they lost her twenty minutes later from a second attack at the hospital... Carolyn Ann Richmond Harbach Smrkovsky December 6, 1952~ November 23, 2003 Jason Richard Smrkovsky November 5, 1984~ March 31st, 2003 "Organs donated on April First 2003.' {April Fools Day} "To learn more about 'Organ -Tissue donations' "Simply call my dear friend, Lara S. Moretti the L.S.W. With... 'The Gift of life.' "Philadelphia, Pennsylvania at... 1-800-DONORS-1 and... "Thanks from the bottom of Jay's donated... 'Heart.' "Special thanks goes out first to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ, Fan Story and Tom the administrator, Fan Art Review, and this talented artist artist 'Ricky 1024' and his beautiful picture, "Family." Note: "In my Picture, Jason is to the far left... {Eleventh Grade High School Pic,18 years old} "My Beautiful and Handsome Grandson Alexander Valle {8 years old} "And lastly, one of four Daughters, Corrine Alexis Smrkovsky {34 years old today.} 469 Word Count

© Copyright 2024. Ricky1024 All rights reserved. Ricky1024 has granted FanStory.com, its affiliates and its syndicates non-exclusive rights to display this work.