Warning: The author has noted that this contains the highest level of violence.
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Follows with Another Amazing and Incredible Journey Entitled,
"End Call"
(Take the Last Dance with Me?)
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"Flowering Hope's"
Written on March 30th, 2023
By Doctor Ricky1024
Copyright �©Fanstory
'All Rights Reserved'
The date is December 1st, 2006.
God, Eye got "High Hopes"
Blinded and Bound by a Yoke.
At the End of my Rope.
Used up that last bar of Soap.
No more shall I continue to be treated as some uselesss Dope.
Too far gone even for the Holy Pope.
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God, can't You please listen to me?
I'm so blinded by my Tears.
I can no longer Sea?
Waves of Depression are washing over me.
Yes, I'm drowning in this Endless
"Sea of My Reality."
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God, can't You feel for me?
God, can't You now guide me?
I'm So, So, Lost in Humility.
Nothing more left but my Misery.
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Darkness Surrounds and now comforts.
Comforts me.
My Heart so Broken hath awaited this moment for an Eternity.
All those past feelings of Guilt and Shame.
Are slowly casting down the Pains drain.
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God, perhaps this is Your Message?
Yes, as Eye can finally see?
All those long ago moments.
March Madness, continued Bloodied Sadness.
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Yes God, Eye finally donit and put an End to me.
I'm bleeding now outside and internally.
And God, I no longer Feel.
And God, this is what's Real.
As, my Broken Heart cries out for relief.
Finally closure For this writing and Latter-day Saint *Priest.
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Author Notes
*Priest: noun
//prest//
1. An ordained Minister of three Catholic, Orthodox, or Anglican church having the authority to perform certain rites and administer certain sacraments.
"the priest celebrated mass at a small ater off the north transept"
Similar: clergyman, clergyman.
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Note: On December 1st, 2006.
And, only five days before my deceased Wife Carolyn Ann Richmond, Harbach Smrkovsky's fifty fourth birthday.
I made a serious attempt at suicide.
She committed Suicide only Eights months after the death of our only Don Jason Richard on November 23rd, 2003.
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Note: And if you know somebody severely depressed after the loss of a Loved One?
Loved one such as Carolyn and me?
Please call the National Suicide Hot Line at 988 or
9-11.
24.
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Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Only Son Jesus Christ.
Fanstory and Tom the Administrator.
Fan Art Review, this Amazing writer and Talented Artist,
'Doctor Ricky1024'
His Incredible Picture Entitled,
"Flowering Hope's"
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