I raise my white flag
Above the rubble and smoke filled air
The battle is over
I am defeated
You are right
I am wrong
Is this a victory?
I doubt there is a winner
How does the feeling of love
Live and die a slow death?
Betrayal
Betrayal ruins trust
Betrayal that gives no explanation
No remorse, no apology
Festers into an open wound
The pain that lingers from being deceived
Grows manifesting itself into
Insecurity, jealousy and resentment
No closure, no healing
In a fleeting moment of clarity
I realize I have a choice
To let go and live
or hold onto you and die
For love that has caused this much pain
Can not possibly be what love is meant to be
I choose my life
I surrender