We need
to talk
boo boo ...
for real,
yes,
we certainly
do ...

I feel bad
for not
telling you
what is
on my mind
however
I was afraid ...
that you
would leave me
because
of the actions
I displayed ...

Even though
you can
trust me
I feel
like I did
let you down ...
I never
meant
any harm,
but I know
that I will
make your smile
turn upside
down
into a frown ...

I wasn't aware
of this problem
I had,
no, not at all
until I was
a thug
playing
thug life ...
stupid it
was of me
to buy spins
over and over
again,
I never
ever meant
it to happen
and cause us
any strife ...

I never
really
paid attention
when I
pushed that
button that
says buy now ...
In my mind
I only did
it a couple
of times
But when
I saw
how much
was gone
each time
I would fall
from grace
In my mind
I'd say,
I wouldn't
let it happen
again,
this I did
truly vow ...

I would
NEVER, EVER
do anything
to cause you
any stress
or pain ...
I know
that you
are aware
of that
in your heart
and I pray you
will allow me
to fully explain ...

It got totally
away from me,
the purchasing
of those spins ...
it's no excuse
baby it's
just the truth,
as I've always
told you,
I stupidly
did it just
to give
myself many
thug life wins ...

I also
spent muchõ
on my
poetry page,
boosting
each poem
to get
more ribbons
and reviews ...
I'm sorry
that I allowed
that to happen,
I couldn't
seem to
help myself
because
I only did
it once
or twice,
in my mind,
but no
matter what,
that was
no damn
excuse ...

Of course,
I also
spent it on
things that I
needed
like groceries
and basic
hygiene needs ...
Please listen
to my heart
and please
please,
hear my plea!

Please
promise me,
Boo Bear
that you
won't ever
leave me ...
because
I can promise
you nothing
like this
will ever
happen again,
I've beaten
myself up day
after day
ever since
that took place
and I cannot
seem to
get ahead!
That promise
is a promise
that I can
certainly
guarantee ...

Will you
be able
to forgive me
for this ...
I'm so afraid
that you
will not
be able
to see
that I never
meant for this
to take place,
I'm going
to need
your
amazing hugs
and a kiss ...

Please
give me
a chance
don't hate
on me please
I heart you truly,
madly, deeply
and completely ...
there's nothing
my soul
wants more
than YOU
because
you are
my forever
sweetie ...