"Soul 2 Soul?"
Written on February 18th, 2018
By Richard and Jason Richard Smrkovsky
(A Dedication)
{�¿} C. FanStory 2018{�¿}

"Dad?"
Yes Son?
"Why Dad?"
"Why Dad did I have to DIE?"
...
"Well Son, as far as I can understand, it was your time."
"But, I was only 18 Dad."
...
"Now, time passes and the Years shall blend...
"Blend together...
"In a Slushin Blur of Loneliness...
"Understand...
"There will be missed Holidays...
"There will be missed Birthdays...
"Missed Graduations...
"And, it got so bad...
"I began to curse the Lord for Living!"
"Curse the Lord Jesus Christ for not Giving!"
"Giving me a second chance to Die...
"And God how I tried?"
"I tried to be with *He."
...
"I tried all that I knew!"
"I tried suicide not once but three times at once?"
"I purposefully crashed a couple of cars!"
"A couple of motorcycles!"
"And, I was even ran over while riding a bicycle three, damned, times?"
"But, when I tell this amazing story...
"It's always the same?"
...
"There's a reason free Ricky to be here...
"And, not there...
...
"Well, after almost 15 years of this crap...
"Waking up each and every day...
"Eating and sleeping again...
"Watching TV over and over again...
"Going to church for Relief...
"Mental Hospitals and programs...
"Family and friends houses...
"Nothing seems to work ...
"Work for me God?"
"That was when I began to realize that yes...
"We all have a reason...
"Yes!"
"A reason to be here!"
"And, no matter how painful it may seem...
"No matter how bad the depressions...
"No matter how bad the grief and pains...
"And, no matter how horrid...
"And, horrible the Toll... Soul 2 Soul?"
Approximate Word Count : 294.