"The Width of the Night is Within The Depths of My Grasp?"
Written on January 13th, 2018.
By Richard and Jason Richard Smrkovsky
<*> C.FanStory 2018<*> "Darkened Clouds appear...
"And, I lie and I wait...
"I wait and I lie?"
"What more can God?"
"I do, besides just cry?"
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"And, I wonder so...
"And, I wonder why?"
"What's happening to Me Lord God?"
"To Me God?"
"As all I do is Cry?"
...
"I look around and wonder why?"
"God, where is my family?"
"I now not why?"
"Why, what, or where?"
"Where I shall be?"
'Coffin's Lid Closed!'
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"Lord God, it's just all this Creepy Darkness surrounding Me?"
"As if I'm contained?"
"Contained and packed away?"
"God, like a little toy that some little boy forgot to play?"
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"Yes, here I lie...
"And, here I wait...
"Here I lie and here I wait...
"And, wonder why?"
"Lord God, perhaps I'm no longer alive?"
"But, dead inside?"
"Perhaps I just appear or have died?"
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"Two tears, I now feel, slowly roll down the left side of My cold face?"
"As, I lie now in wonder?"
"And, as I lie now in *Grace?"
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"Yes, I wonder why?"
"For Lord God, am I no more?"
"For Lord God, am I no more than Thee?"
"Coffin's Lid Opens?"
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"Slowly, ever do slowly...
"I feel My body...
"My cold and teary body rise...
"Rise above...
"As I look below and see...
"See now what I used to be?"
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"See what used to be me and I Rise...
"And, I Rise higher...
"And, higher...
"And, higher through...
"The Seven Layers of White and Puffy **Clouds."
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"No more 'Black and Horrid Clouds.'
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"They are gone and no longer appear...
"And Lord God, I'm going home now...
"Back this day...
"To the Love...
"So, long, long, ago...
Approximate Word Count: 315.