Biographical Poetry posted January 11, 2014 | Chapters: | ...72 73 -74- 75... |
Free Verse
A chapter in the book Family
Just Once
by Treischel
Just Once
(Free Verse) Sometimes I touch the inner pain within And then it comes again Deep From the unhealed wound in my soul A latent legacy from my childhood That yearning void A desire To be approved To be loved By my father A stern man Quick to anger Hard to please But mostly A need to feel Some worth I recall these things At unexpected moments Whenever I see a father And son interacting In a positive way It might be during a movie Or watching a TV show Or even out and about Where people are doing Their thing Then the tears That I don't want to Even acknowledge exist Stream from my eyes I try to hold them back I fight them back But they come anyway These unwanted feelings That I thought I buried Oh, To only hear those words Those words I tried And tried And tried To elicite But never came Just once But they never came Not once Would it have been too hard to hear? Or Maybe just feel? These words "I'm proud of you son" Alas Never And now you are gone. |
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Even though he died in 1986, the wounds are still there. This is his gravesite, with his second wife. The man who brutally beat me often with a belt. Who told me how stupid I am. Who said I was too dumb to go to college. Whose last words to me in the hospital before he died were "Will you shut up, your giving me a headache". Sorry. I just had to get it out.
BTW, I did graduate from college. I guess that was his method of motivation.
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