| Biographical Poetry posted March 1, 2008 |
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I Ran (Me in a nut~shell)
by LovnPeace
Me hard at work today and happy.
I Loved Jesus from aged five
in an orphanage I ran With decades of abuse and rejection the mental abuse being the worse the weight of it finally shattered my delicate foundation and I committed a Cardinal sin I ran Held captive for so long a savage screamed inside and outside of me literally insanity was winning my war wanting escape at any cost I ran I began bartering my only ass~set Never sold at least someone wanted me it was worse than nothing if possible begging God's forgiveness I ran Damnation and destruction trapped me in darkness and self~loathing repeating my degredation I proved my unworthiness I ran Gradually through His~Grace and hard work within myself I began to climb out of my hell feeling like it took an eternity to ease~up on my wretched soul I ran yes For many more years searching as I learned I applied what little I could grasp helpful people began to show it amazed me anyone cared I ran slower I have been given many miracles so many wonderful people have touched my life a Higher Power held me up till I could embrace my esteem Today I no longer need To run |
 Recognized |
A sweet lady found this in my portfolio and brought it back to me. Amazing, caring lady, named lyenocka. God Bless you.
Looking at the date this was written, it was on my youngest daughter's birthday. The same year she later died. She took my heart with her.
I wish there was a way to thank the many special people who have been instrumental in my finding myself and peace of mind.
After many long years of abuse by those I loved and trusted it wasn't easy to love and trust again.
The world I wanted so badly to leave at one time is beautiful and so many wonderful people in it are also. It is how God works in our lives, through each other. Thank you all where~ever you are. To the friends in FanStory also, who have touched me so dearly, inspired and encouraged me. I love you. And to the man who gave me the finale push and unconditional love to recognize my worth I will always love you and be grateful.
Pays
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and 2 member cents. Looking at the date this was written, it was on my youngest daughter's birthday. The same year she later died. She took my heart with her.
I wish there was a way to thank the many special people who have been instrumental in my finding myself and peace of mind.
After many long years of abuse by those I loved and trusted it wasn't easy to love and trust again.
The world I wanted so badly to leave at one time is beautiful and so many wonderful people in it are also. It is how God works in our lives, through each other. Thank you all where~ever you are. To the friends in FanStory also, who have touched me so dearly, inspired and encouraged me. I love you. And to the man who gave me the finale push and unconditional love to recognize my worth I will always love you and be grateful.
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