By Ricky1024
"The Prologue for Book #3 2023"
By Doctor Ricky 1024
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Taste of My Reality is a book of Pain and Misery.
Pain and Misery along the Avenues of my Life.
Since conception to my final and last direction.
...
Truly, these are Dark Times in which we live.
And we must be.
(along with our future generations)
Completely aware of the consequences.
...
Yes, consequences that can change your life for the better.
Yes, or even for the worse.
The worst in a Blink.
"Blink of a Broken Heart Beats Eye"
...
From fine poetry to short stories and Fairytales.
The book entitled, "Taste of My Reality"
Will surely, at the least, entertain you from the viewpoint of this Latter-day Saint Priest.
Amen.
****
"Taste of My Reality" (A)
(Chapter Number One)
From the very moment of my Concepcion.
Yes, I should have known I was perhaps heading in the wrong direction.
Born in Newport, Rhode Island.
October 24th, 1954 in a Naval Hospital.
My mother tells me I was such a big baby that they did not have time.
Time to perform an episiotomy until I ripped her and caused her three pints of blood!
...
A trouble child.
I found relief in my older brother David.
I would wait by the picture window all morning for him to come home from kindergarten.
And, then again the following year in first grade.
I could not understand why he stopped wanting to play with me before he'd found himself a friend.
...
At this point in my life around 1959, my father was home from his last hitch in the Navy in '58.
Yes, as a Naval Chief Petty Officer.
...
Note: Even though highly decorated, serving twenty-six years on four destroyers at sea, dad was not there for my three brothers and me.
Unfortunately, he died from cirrhosis in 1972.
I was only eighteen.
...
As I walk along these Avenues of my present Life.
I think about my losses of my only son Jason, followed only Eight months later with my only wife.
...
God, the pain is always present and sometimes seems to dissipate?
Yes, but on occasion.
Unfortunately, it will surface with past agony, guilt, and Constant regrets from Fate.
Approximate Word Count:499.
| Author Notes |
Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Only Son Jesus Christ.
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By Ricky1024
"Dollar Bill"
Written on February 1st, 2023
By Doctor Ricky 1024
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"In God's Trust"
This is my Vow
To achieve my Wishes?
Or recend my Vow?
With but my single...
"Saw Buck"
I shall never.
"Beg, Borrow, Steal or Pluck"
...
Yes, "In God We Must Trust"
But what about the rest of us?
No matter how Small this may be?
To Believe in Me?
Yes!
I can and will!
But why God?
Why do they call me...
"One Dollar Bill?"
...
And, as Time goes by?
Yes, I've had My hands full.
My fill of Pains.
My fill of Miseries.
They blend together as one in Me.
And, absorbed in every beat of My now, Broken of Heart
...
But God above?
Why does everybody seem to have run out on Love?
Same old, same old, Song.
...
I'm "One Dollar Bill"
And, I got no "Sense" to give you.
If you only could concentrate, conceive, and finally, "Just Believe?"
| Author Notes |
Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Only Son Jesus Christ.
Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist and Amazing Writer, 'Dt.Rivky 1024' His Incredible Picture Entitled, "United States Note" |
By Ricky1024
"Taste My Reality"(B)
Written on February 1st, 2024
By Doctor Ricky 1024
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Within my constant movements.
Movement of my Brain's Cells.
Imprisoned, skulled and boney cavern.
Chemicals mix vigorously.
Vigorously with Earth's Woes.
This we all need to know?
...
'The Sky is Falling!'
'The Sky is Falling!'
Cries out Chicken Little.
With no reply?
Then why did 3,000 human beings during 9-11 have to die?
...
God, why does the first snowfall feel so right?
Why does my kite string break and my kite was lost in the night?
Why can't I light up like a firefly in the moons lit night?
And why does the moon glow but the sun not in the night?
God, I want to know!
...
As my mind breathes in God why is there still sin, God?
Is it now supposed to be my job?
Aren't we all still your children when it all began?
And why can't I count every particle of beach sand?
...
Why did Humpty Dumpty have to fall off that wall?
Yes, and crack open with no King's men to mend?
Then what happened to the other eleven?
Did they crack open to?
I need to know, God?
Yes, that the World seems about to crack open too?
And, God what then will You do?
Approximate Word Count: 296
| Author Notes |
Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Only Son Jesus Christ.
Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist, 'jesuel' jesuel's Incredible Picture Entitled, "Madam Frankenstein" |
By Ricky1024
"Reality in a Glasstien Jar"
Written on February 4th, 2023
By Doctor Ricky 1024
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With this Very of Day, let us now together, all pray?
A Gift to You from me.
Let's take this most Amazing Journey together and see?
...
As, I could count.
Each and every particle of Sugared Sands.
Yes, from each and every beachfront.
In each and every Land if only?
...
I could then dive to The bottom of every Ocean and Sea.
Collecting each and every Most Beautiful Pearl from every Oyster that I Sea of only you?
...
Then as if again, I would walk across the Hot and Torrid Deserts of Sands.
From each and every Lands.
Without as much as a single, drop, of Water if ye would only?
...
And, finally?
Yes, on this Quest?
I would lasso each and every Falling Star.
Collect each and every one in a "Glasstein Jar"
To light your way.
On your most Darkest of day.
If, ye would only just Follow Me?
Jesus Christ.
| Author Notes |
Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Only Son Jesus Christ.
Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist, 'avmurry' And get Incredible Picture Entitled, "Old Glass" |
By Ricky1024
"I'm Coming Out"
Written on February 5th, 2024
By Doctor Ricky 1024
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Time hath now cometh and I'm walking that damn and dusty road.
I'm a Soul Man!
I'm a Soul Man!
I've been hung up High
There was no good reason why?
On a Rosewood Cross at Calvary.
...
Yes, at request
Done My best but been Crucified and hung up High to die!
But I got?
Yes, what I got?
And I've come a Long, Long, way.
To let you know that on this very day?
I'm a Soul Man!
I'm a Soul Man!
Understand?
...
Before they tortured Me.
Spat upon and cursedth me
Pulled my beard and hair without a thought or as much as a care!
I'm a Soul Man!
I'm a Soul Man!
King of Kings!
Lamb of God!
Shepard, Carpenter, Teacher!
(Never a taker)
Healer and Miracle Maker.
...
Adorned with a Crown of Thorns upon My Head!
Painted the ground below Crimson Red!
My momma once made my bed.
Little Lord Jesus laid down his Sweet head.
| Author Notes |
Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ.
Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist, 'Linda Blickston' Linda's Incredible Picture Entitled, "The Way" |
By Ricky1024
"Visions of Technicolor"
Written on February 16th, 2023
By Doctor Ricky 1024
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I Dream in Black and White it seems?
And always ending with my Screams!
Frightening Specters in the night.
Traveling in "Webs of Deception!"
These Black Widows of Fright!
...
Now they come in all shapes and all sizes.
Tiny and demure to Huge and Monstrous it seems!
Plaguing me while I try to Dream!
Fangs and Claws that dig deep into my billfold.
(This I'm told)
...
God, and sometimes when they come out to play.
They play the part to the hilt this day.
"The Poor Little Catholic Daddy's Girl"
In order to use it to Prey!
...
But God, I've learned the more sorrowful and pitiful that they may seem?
The more they try their very best.
Yes, their quest to possess me.
Possess me in my Nightmarish Dreams!
...
I Dream in Black and White it seems?
And always ending with my Screams!
Frightening Specters in the night.
Traveling in "Webs of Deception!"
These Black Widows of *Fright!
| Author Notes |
*Fright: adjective
/fright/ 1. sudden intense feeling of fear. Her fright was so intense she passed out!" Note: The idea for this poem is based on an incident about four years ago on a dating site called with a widowers. I met a woman named Rosemond Na, Na, Odey. It is very dead. I'm almost sure this was a man pretending to be a woman. Got me for over $1,500. ... Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Only Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist, 'Raoul D' Harmental' Raoul's Incredible Picture Entitled, "A Lady of Technicolor" |
By Ricky1024
"Reality Lost in a Cup of Mortality"
Written on February 17th, 2023
By Doctor Ricky 1024
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I see Dead people all around me.
They try to help me and love me.
Only me, You see?
...
My name is Miss Dee Dee.
Dee Dee Dumblebee and when I was born in 1968.
I came out between my Mommy's Two knees.
...
She screamed and it burned!
As it came out in a Cauldron of Bloody Chum and Churn.
She tried her best to return but you see?
As for me?
I would be Trouble on the Double!
...
I still see Dead people all around me.
They confound and are constantly all over me.
Yes they cling to me and try to drag me back down.
Then they laugh at me and I swear!
As my Brains come tumbling down!
...
Yes!
At best their request.
As they are all over me!
Waiting patiently for me to finally fall asleep.
In order that they can, again my friend.
Creep!
...
Don't you know that they'll eventually come dressed all in White.
Ready to take me away and encase me.
That's right!
Straight-Jacket, Yellow-Jacket with a Sting!
Ready to contain and restrain.
...
Yes, my name is Miss Dee Dee.
Dee Dee Dumblebee.
Won't you come play with me?
And, I still see Dead people climbing now out of me!
| Author Notes |
Note: In the middle of last October.
I helped an indigant woman who was all alone in an empty parking lot where there used to be a Kmart. Previously met her on a Thursday at Ken's Kitchen . ... Note: Ken's Kitchen is behind the Catholic church of the pines in Manahawkin New Jersey. It was set up by Father Ken with intentions of helping the community with a free lunch and other wonderful services . This is where I met Dawn. Deborah Reel and exchanged phone numbers. (One of worst mistakes of my life) ... And, it's now unfortunately escalated to this point. Yes, even after wasting over $1,000 clothing and feeding this woman. (Among other things) To a result of her getting a felonious restraining order against me. Sometimes it's best just to listen to a person's problems and not react. ... Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Only Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist and Amazing Writer 'cleo85' Cleo's Incredible Picture Entitled, "Butter Cup" |
By Ricky1024
"Realizing Cruelty"
Written on February 18th, 2023
By Doctor Ricky 1024
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That look that should have took?
That voice I had a choice.
I'm working this. And lack of tenderness.
To break down put away.
Lack of education, phony pray.
...
That look or truck at now seems to be?
That aching feeling.
As soon we shall see?
The Crooked smile.
The Walk.
The Talk.
The Cry.
Where are the tears in the Eye?
No tears to be Shed?
This Soul seems long Dead.
...
No children whom Care.
No monies to share.
Pictures left in the Dark.
No voices, no voice mail.
Yes, no tenderness to bare?
...
That compassion that I had shared.
Now, nothing but Emptiness.
Emptiness I swear.
Evil Presence.
"Total Loss of Humanity"
Bordering laughs of Insanity.
Mimicking prudent Reality.
"Realizing *Cruelty"
| Author Notes |
*Cruelty: noun
/cruelty/ 1. callous indifference to or pleasure in causing pain and suffering. " One is she has treated him with extreme cruelty" ... Note: This is based on a recent incident. Where I tried to help an indigent woman and it backfired on me. ... Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Only Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist, 'Artistsushma' And, Sushma's Incredible Picture Entitled, "Fire in my eyes" |
By Ricky1024
"Realizing Humanity"
Written on February 19th, 2023
Cold Blue Shelter in Toms River, NJ
By Doctor Ricky 1024
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"Treat and Respect All others , as All others shalleth Treat and Respect You"
Unknown Poet
"With each and every Kiss Upon Thy Priceless Soul"
"With each and every Smack dismissed '"With each and every Lie Perceived and used against Thee"
"Share More Love and Tenderness "
Unknown Poet
...
The World today could use a little more, "Love and Tenderness "
"Brotherhooded Man?"
Klu Klux Klan?
Understand?
...
If we continue to Hail Hitler, denounce the Jews for their past Sins.
Will racism survive Humanity?
Crystal Clear Calamity?
...
When will all those Phony Humans of Past and *Present?
Stop continuing playing "God?"
Disguise in Mortal Flesh!
Ready and willing to fight to our final Deaths?
Sucking up and living off our Very, Lasting, Breath?
Satan will finally win for this is what the Lord of Darkness does the Best!
...
Perhaps Mankind is on a quest?
But the question is exactly.
Exactly into what degree?
And if we are finally moving in the correct and right direction?
Is it too little and too late and have we lost our Mortality?
"Realizing Humanity?"
| Author Notes |
*Present: Note: This statement was written to bring forth our past and horrible judgments.
Allowing through our stupidity. By following people like Jim Jones and David Koresh of the Branch Dividians. ... Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Only Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist, 'seshadri-vasan' And, Seshadri's Incredible Picture Entitled, "Faith, Hope, & Love" |
By Ricky1024
"Explosion in Tears" (A)
Written on February 19tj, 2023
By Doctor Ricky 1024
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God, I'm taking a break from my Reality.
The Slivered fragments of Perpetuality.
I've had my share of Translucent Testings.
Did the family thing with all the nestings.
But now God can't you see?
What about me?
...
Taking a break from Life.
With all its Endless Meaning.
And continual strife.
Lost my only son then shortly afterwards?
Yes, lost the only wife.
God don't you want another slice?
Of my Broken Heart?
Counting my blessings and I must now start.
At zero.
Infinity that's the way to be !
But as for you and me?
...
So God, away I must now go.
Gently into the "Faceless Show"
Curtains calling and it's my last hurrah.
Too damn tired too remain.
God, so please tighten this noose around my brain?
...
And push me now.
Yes,God gently into the breeze.
As for all those wasted years?
"Expulsion in *Tears"
"When the Waves of Passion Come?"
Written on February 19th, 2023.
By Doctor Ricky 1024
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The Reality of my Mortality is for me?
Another day again to be.
Be alive and let it so be?
But life for me can sometimes.
Sometimes be bothersome.
Bothersome as can be?
...
Heart Beatings, Muscular interactions, Reactions Stretching Ligaments; Mind-Bending Interactions?
...
Life like a "Great Book of Reality"
Earthquakes arise and I realize.
Realize that Life for me?
Life for me can be?
Be quite difficult.
More Difficult to handle than Thee.
...
Perhaps you take it all for granted.
As if over a "Breakfast Notion"
Fried eggs on ham portion of potion?
Trapped in Waves of permanent Commotions?
Nine to Five Connection?
Umbilical time card protection?
Only on Sunday do you pray?
"When Waves of Passion Come **Crashing?"
| Author Notes |
*Tears: noun
/tears/ 1. saline solution from the eyes. 2. emotional liquids. ... **Crashing: verb /crashing/ 1 a: to break violently and noisily: SMASH b: to damage an airplane in landing. ... Note: Are we truly so lost that we are drowning in a bowl of Kellogg's Corn Flakes? ... Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Only Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist, 'avmurry' Their Incredible Picture Entitled, "Passion" |
By Ricky1024
"Religiously as Reality" (A)
Written on February 20th, 2023
By Doctor Ricky 1024
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Jehovah witnesses believe in a Kingdom of God.
They believe that Jehovah is bound and determined.
Bound and determined to destroy Satan's hold on Earth.
Hebrews: 2:14 (New World Translator)
The Place of all Humankind's birth.
...
But truly, if Evil exists in the Hearts of Man?
"The Evil One Controls the Whole World"
John: 5:19
...
"The Son of God came....
to Destroy the Devil's Work"
John: 3:8.
...
Are there logical explanations of the World's problems today?
And if so?
When will they go away?
Recently more shootings but now at Michigan State.
Tremendous Syrian-Turkey earthquakes that destroy and just take!
Is this Fate or something beyond our understanding?
'The Sky is Falling!'
'The Sky is Falling!'
Chicken Little.
.
"Reality Realized by Me?" (B)
Written on February 20th, 2023
By Chicken Little
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Come fly with me!
Tweety Bird!
Cuz we have places to go from what I've heard?
Wow Little Bird!
Look at all those big birds over there!
Wonders Chicken Little.
...
But Chicken Little!
What are they doing?
Asks Tweety.
The Sky is Falling!
The Sky is Falling!
The Twin Towers are crying!
They're burning!
People are trying!
Trying to be flying!
...
Look Chicken Little but they don't have wings like you and me!
They're going to go Kersplat!
Look there's one now.
Holy Cow!
What a mess!
States Tweety.
...
Tweety it's the same as Humpty Dumpty.
He sat on a wall but then he had a great fall!
Well maybe Chicken Little.
They can put them people back together again?
Sorry my friend, that would not work.
Replies chicken Little.
...
Now Chicken Little.
What is that thing that just went by?
Asked Tweety Bird.
Oh I think they call them nukes Tweety.
And, I can see there's a whole flock of them!
Replies Tweety.
...
Well, will they hurt me?
No way Tweety their just Chinese!
Nah, I think they're kind of like traveling all the way to another place.
And, not Fairytale Land.
I think they call it now the Americas?
Replies Chicken Little.
The End?
| Author Notes |
Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Only Son Jesus Christ.
Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist, 'avmurry' And, her Incredible Picture Entitled, "The Book of Faith" |
By Ricky1024
"The Disturbance of Mental-illness" (A)
Written on February 23rd, 2023
By Doctor Ricky 1024
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Violently now her brain chemicals are resisting.
Churning the burn and breakdown.
Her reality, Lost long ago in her mentality.
She says a prayer but doesn't anyone really care?
For this Catholic girl.
..
Raised on the depths of immortality; I see. Again, praise on those crippled souls.
Souls whose lives have taken such a terrible Toll.
...
Agreed is her "Lantern of Light"
As she casts her Evil spell from her Green Light.
No new victims in sight, as she's cautiously floating away.
This Blackened Cloud of destruction with little relief.
Hoping and praying on her next victim who suffering tremendously.
Tremendously from "Grief"
****
"Grief" (B)
Written on February 23rd, 2023
By Doctor Ricky 1024
God, as I now Grieve from my past and two losses.
God, as I can still feel the pain.
Pain pulsating within my Mortal body!
Yes, and in every vessel of vein.
As again my Broken Heart.
Cracked, pierced, searingly absolutely No good to me.
...
My Emotions run deeper than all of the Oceans and all of the Seas.
God can't you Sea?.
My Misery defines me.
Crippled Cobwebs enveloped and Entomb me.
Yes, in my Quest of "Pitiless Reality"
God, am I more dead than alive?
As I foolishly strive.
...
Combined circumstances of Poes "Nevermore's'
Still trying to guide me.
God, but inside me, God?
I don't know anymore whose job?
Whose job it is to carry the burden?
This burden with little Relief?
From this UnEnding and Eternal
*Grief"
| Author Notes |
*Grief: noun
/gref/ 1. deep sorrow, especially caused by someone's death. "He was overcome with grief" Similar: sorry, misery, sadness. This is a warning! People come in many forms. Some come in many disguises. Yes, with their only purpose and intent? To cause destruction and sorrow to their victims. ... Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Only Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist, 'Yogendra R. Modak' And, Yogendra's Incredible Picture Entitled, "Help Us" |
By Ricky1024
"Extinguish my Pain"
(A Conversation with God)
Written on February 25th, 2023
By Doctor Ricky 1024
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Candle flickering in the Darkness of your Soul.
Child of Mine?
Pain and Grief takes a piece and it's Toll?
Now, gather up child all that remains.
As you now suck up all the Heartache and Past Pains.
Yes, but my God?
Tis this now my only job?
...
Recalculate the Distance between Time and Life.
Realizing that there's more Grief and Strife.
Measure each and every Moment carefully, one step at a Time.
And, then My child you must realize.
...
That the Earth now Revolves on it's Axis, as Misery too Revolves one Spin at a Time.
Now child of Mine.
If you can then Recapture and Grasp who and what you Are?
Realizing that there's more to your Life than but a "Single Wish Upon a Single Star"
And, now Child on Mine
All that's now left and remains?
Then and only then can you, my child.
"Extinguish the *Pain"
Approximate Word Count: 259
| Author Notes |
*Pain: adjective
/pain/ 1.pain is a distressing feeling often caused by an intense and often outside, damaging, stimuli. "Jason was Brain-Dead due to blunt force to his head" ... Note: And, with this thought on mind? How can you move on and survive? After deep inside it is you and not He whom died? ... Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Only Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, Talented Artist, 'Raoul D'Harmental' Raoul's Incredible Picture Entitled, "You Will Hide No More" |
By Ricky1024
"It Takes Two"
Written on February 25th, 2023
By Doctor Ricky 1024
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The Cloudy Skies cry out with Blackened images.
Images with no apparent Relief?
But then there was firste then you.
...
The Very First years
Focused on worthy needs.
Food, education, health, and needs.
Structure, Religion, Skills.
Mechanical and musical dreams.
Honed in as Lifes calling you now back home?
God, but why?
...
Twenty years passed.
The Cloudy Skies with Blackened Images are finally slowly lifting.
Fractional as Brokened Hearts sifting in Soul wandering needs.
Time healing again feeling.
No more Images
Finally, apparent Relief.
For this writing and Latter-day Saint *Priest.
| Author Notes |
*Priest: noun
/priest/ 1.religious title given with the authority of restored religion. Keys renewed and given to the Saints. 2. An ordained minister of the Catholic, Orthodox, or Anglican church. Having the authority to perform certain rites and administer certain sacraments. ... Note: The hardest thing I've ever had to do with my authority, was to make a decision. What to do with an 18-year-old child. A child who is hopelessly Brain-Dead. Raccooned and in a coma. To learn more about the Miracle of 'Organ-Tissue Donations' Simply contact my dearest friend Lara S.Moretti the L.S.W. with "The Gift of Life!" Philadelphia, Pennsylvania at 1-800-DONORS,-1. 24. ... Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Only Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist and Amazing Writer 'cleo85' Cleo's Incredible Picture Entitled, "Driving into the Future" |
By Ricky1024
"Walking Along the Edge of Reality"
Written on February 27th, 2023
By Doctor Ricky 1024
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Time matters as my past gathers and scatters on Displaced moments of Hate.
Displaced, replaced Life?
Almost completely Erased.
...
Time matters in Tatters as my past seems to me to be Lost.
Feelings boil in a Vapor of Venomous flames.
Nothing now remains.
Trashed and stashed away.
No more "Sunny Day"
...
Time matters in Heart-Ache as Hate still firmly has a hold of me.
Only Revenge, as far as Eye, can see.
"Walking Along the Edge of *Reality"
| Author Notes |
*Reality: noun
/re.al.ity/ 1.the world or the state of things as they actually exist, as opposed to an idealistic or notional idea of them. "The Unfortunate Reality is he no longer has a place to live" ... Note: To suddenly lose your abode or residence is not only Horrible but Cruel. Especially when you first reached out to aid a homeless person. ... Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Only Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist and Amazing Writer 'cleo85' Cleo's Incredible Picture Entitled, "Poverty" |
By Ricky1024
"Fear!"
Written on February 28th, 2024
By Doctor Ricky 1024
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I come mostly in the Night.
Criminal Intentions?
Never Right?
Tares Deeply into the Heart.
Never Ends all these Parts?
It's Taloned claws Grasp and Bare!
Bloody Results!?
Always without Care?
...
Now look Damn it!
Intently at it into its Stare!
It always knows you're There.
Falling, Falling...
Yes, as Your Tears Appear!
Is God calling and Near?
Is this a Nightmare or Real?
As it seems to take a Bite!
Oh My!
Oh Dear!
...
For this is FEAR!!
A Haunting Reality!
Constantly Seeking!
Those with a Phobia.
Phobia and Malady!
Slowly now as Darkness?
Darkness settles in.
Are you ready Again?
A Scare for the *Sin?
...
"We can't be brave without fear"
Muhammad Ali.
| Author Notes |
Sin: noun.
/sin/ 1. an immortal act considered to be a transgression against divine law. "a sin in the eyes of God" Similar: immoral act, wrong, wrong doing. ... Note: What's you worst Fear and Sin? ... Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Only Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist, 'lynnkah' Lynnkah's Amazing and Incredible Picture Entitled, "Have We Angered the Gods?" |
By Ricky1024
"Fear"
Written on February 28th, 2024
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright © Fanstory
'All Rights Reserved'
I come mostly in the night.
Criminal intentions?
Never right?
Tears deeply into the heart.
Never ends all these starts.
It's taloned claws Grasp and tear.
Bloody results!?
Sometime with no care?
...
Now look intently at it and into its Stare!
It always knows you're there.
Falling, Falling, as tears Appear!
Is God calling and Near?
Is this a Nightmare or Real?
As it seems to take a Bite!
When it is Near!
...
This is FEAR!!
A Haunting Reality!
Constantly seeking those.
Those with a Phobia.
Phobia and Malady!
Slowly now as Darkness sets in.
Are you ready again for the Sin?
...
"We can't be brave without fear"
Muhammad Ali.
Phobos Is the ancient God of fear.
According to Greek mythology, Phobos is the son of Ares and Aphrodite.
And, also the brother of Deimos.
| Author Notes |
Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Only Son Jesus Christ.
Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist, 'lynnkah' Lynnkah's Amazing and Incredible Picture Entitled, "Have We Angered the Gods?" |
By Ricky1024
"March Madness or Sadness?"
Written on March 1st, 2024
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright �© Fanstory
'All Rights Reserved'
From the first of March to the 1st of April. Fool's Day.
Let the torturing Begin?
Let me again.
God live in my Sin?
Play the game to Win?
Or Die another Day?
...
There's not a lot I can Say.
There's not a lot I can but show You.
I have to go with this Endless Pain.
Which always Remains.
Which happens only to those Few.
And, do the best that I can Do?
...
The loss of Your child is Unfortunately an ongoing Misery.
It's a Parents Worse Nightmare and a Gift.
An Endless Gift.
A Present that's always present.
Yes that continues to keep Giving.
Giving as long as you are Living.
...
Note: As this month of March progresses.
You will notice and feel the Pain.
Pain of a man that always remains.
| Author Notes |
Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Only Son Jesus Christ.
Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist and Amazing Writer 'cleo85' Cleo's Incredible Picture Entitled, " Night Flowers" |
By Ricky1024
"The Storm Inside Me"
Written on March 2nd, 2023
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright �© Fanstory
'All Rights Reserved'
I can still taste this Waste of saltiness inside my Mouth!
It Bleeds with need,indeed.
I soothe this transpire of Molten Fire with a small cup of cold but Sweet Root Beer.
But God, am I really still here?
As I reflect why I am still here?
...
Cheap motels, shelters, to compted Casino Hotel rooms.
Homeless since January 13th 2023.
And, I feel this pain of Homelessness.
I feel and try to amend with $20 (twenty) after $20 (twenty)
But even that is not enough nor
"Good and Plenty"
...
Pretending that I'm okay but if I am God?
God, if I am?
God, and if it is so?
God, then why is there this Rage?
Rage, churning so deeply within me?
Rage!
Page, after Page, after Page!
...
I write it but Hate.
Hate that was created.
God, have I become some
"Babe in the Woods?"
Stalked by the Wolf?
...
God, an Easy Mark?
A Stooge, Duped to the point of all deposit but now, "No Return?"
God, am I but a Clay pigeon in some Evil Shooting Gallery?
Cupie doll?
...
Am I Just a Smudge of Realty?
A Small Portion of my former self?
A trusting Soul and Gullible person?
God, some Stupid Chump and Object of Ridicule?
A Petty Patsy?
Just some Sap and part of her"Vulturous Scheme??
So, Incredibly mean!
...
Yes God.
My Blood still Bleeds Red!
Yes, but am I out of my head with Hate?
As I do my best to renavigate.
Yes, I was set up as the "Fall Guy"
The Object of a Scam.
I am a Sucker, Jester and Clown.
My Smile?
Yes, I wear Upside down!
God, am I but some Worthless Goat?
Choked on a Rope being led Astray and to her Slaughter this Day?
...
Am I an Easy Target, Laughing Stock, a Turkey and Denison?
Oh God, I'm tired of being the Scapegoat the Schamial!
...
Now let's make this perfectly clear.
I Did Not.
Never would.
Ever want to touch or have sex with that woman!
No more will I be a Lamb Being Led to the Slaughter!
Just a Soured Grape on a vine?
God, no more not this time!
No more will ai be.
Be but a Sitting Duck and Fish on the *Line?
...
| Author Notes |
*Line: noun.
/line/ 1. A length of cord or cord-like material such as (A) a comparatively strong slender cord. (B) CLOSESLINE (C) a rope used on shipboard. "I Walk the Line" (1956) Johnny Cash. ... Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Only Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist, 'helvi2' helvi2's Incredible Picture Entitled, " Where Misty Rainbows Glow" |
By Ricky1024
"The Circumference"
Written on March 4th,, 2023
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright �© Fanstory
'All Rights Reserved'
She's kind of a little bit "Daffy" but definitely no Duck!
But tis she all that's cracked up to be?
Yes, a little bit "Daffy"
Perhaps stretches well like Turkish Taffy?
This so, so, Sweetener.
A byproduct of German /Austrian descent linked but unfortunately for my Beauty.
She's duty bound and currently crushed by Reality.
Recently lost her man in January.
...
Yes but other than that?
Her Twin Hemispheres appear okay. Just met this Miss Heather Sherlock not any Homes!
So all home in on this his almost 50-year-old who I met just the other day.
...
She's Grabby, a little Pushy like some "A Wild Tabby high on Friskies.
This Miss Heather.
Light is a feather.
Still had it together
With Killer legs.
That seemingly beg with a plea?
A side though of Sadness.
Yes, as ever could be.
...
A Fractured Soul.
Life's taken it's Toll .
But God that's your job to mend the "Broken-Hearted.
To restore the Unrestorable.
And, perhaps put to rest?
Yes this final test.
Yes this final request.
And as for me?
Perhaps I should just run and hide?
Or God, maybe go along for the *Ride??
| Author Notes |
*Ride: verb
/ride/ similar: Ridden, road, riding ... Intransitive verb 1 a: to sit and travel on the back of an animal that one directs. b: to travel in or on a conveyance. 2 a: to travel as if on a conveyance: be bourne. " road on a wave of popularity" b:: ... Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Only Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this talented artist and amazing writer 'cleo85' Cleo's Incredible Picture Entitled, "Arachne" |
By Ricky1024
"Brute Force!"
Written on March 4th, 2023
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright �© Fanstory
'All Rights Reserved'
Music starting slowly into the dance, Silver dance, shoes moves.
Motion feeling music ceiling.
The Heat dancing on my two feet.
...
Temperatures yearning skin's burning pores on fire!
Cooling down a button at a time. Exposure and desire?
White dress shirt getting wetter but musics quite divine.
One dance step at a time.
...
Security alert!
Low button dress shirt!
Three big Goons soon arrive.
But Dancing Machines still Alive!
But unfortunately for me?
...
Music starting slowly into the dance.
But in Atlanticare Hospital.
No chance for *Romance?
| Author Notes |
*Romance: noun
/romance/ 1. A feeling of excitement and mystery associated with love. " In search of romance" 2. A quality or feeling of mystery, excitement, and and remoteless from everyday life. "The beauty and romance of the night" ... Note: On March 3rd 2023. I was enjoying the dance floor at the Hard Rock Hotel Casino in Atlantic City, New Jersey. Just because I am unbuttoning my shirt three buttons down. (To cool down) I was immediately subdued and forcefully thrown off of the dance floor. Then banned from the casino. ... My injuries were from the brute force, the contusion of the inner upper right arm, which resulted in a very large bruise and minor other injuries. And, associated with the force of trying to restrain me. By pushing my arm behind my back and pulling up hard. ... Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Only Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist, 'Renate-Bertodi' And, Renate's Incredible and Amazing picture Entitled, "Secrets Above with the Brutes" |
By Ricky1024
"Threads of Reality"
Written on March 5th, 2023
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright �© Fanstory
'All Rights Reserved'
The year was March 7783.
Complicated advancement into Parella Universe?
Speed of Light slowing...
Speed of Sound now...
Slowing...
Slowing...
Slowing...
2,500 MPH.
Calculating landing on Surface
Encrusted, no Colour, no Atmosphere
No Light
Obviously A Dead Planet.
....
"The Dead Planet Zombie 666."
Universe possibly Unknown?
Distance from Home Planet Earth?
Now Unknown!
...
Loss of Communications
Fire on board Flight Deck Six
Possibly in the "Orion/Saturn/Pluto"
Milky Way Out Galaxy?
Otherwise, or possibly in the "Mutton/Oragon/Newton"
Galaxy Zelion?
...
Note: From all visual
And, "Psyco-Galaxix Monitoring"
Galactic Snowing...
Slowing...
No way to Land?
Land safely.
Fuel Regenerator MALFUNCTION!!!
****
'Captain Ork!'
'First Lieutenant Einstein here.'
'Einstein, what do I pay you for?'
'Well, Captain as far as I can figure by calculating our last location at Warp on my, "Zellon Optimeter 3000"
'We are Dead F*****!'
'Plus all the sustaining Life Supplies are virtually burned or melted by the fire on Deck 6.'
...
'Unfortunately, Einstein you are as far as Eye can go figure right before I peed,
"Spoctologically, Spoctological, Logically, Logical, F***** again my Kryton friend to the very end.'
Replied Captain Ork.
...
'Well, what then are our chances Einstein?'
'Well the way Eye see it Captain.'
'And, only if we can somehow tap the surface?'
...
'Hmm....
'The Zellon Optimeter is now with added info...
'Stating that there is a slight possibility there's some Alien form of both oxygen and water?'
'Breathable and Potable still calculating...
'Thsts F****** AMAZING Einstein!'
'Now, let's work out a plan, shall we?'
Three Long, Hours, Later....
...
Note: The crew of the Starship "Unenterprising"
Is now on the surface of "Dead Planet
Zombie 666."
Utilizing Lieutenant Einstein's invention
"The Manabanabananaculator!"
The device has the amazing capabilities to drill and expand.
And, rather quickly the crust.
..
'Captain Ork!'
'Yes, First Lieutenant Einstein?'
"We are about to lift the rather large section and slide it to the West.'
'And, st best?'
'Captain Ork if all goes well should soon be breathing on our own!'
'As well as, a nice drink of fresh water!'
States Einstein.
Dead Planet Zombie 666's oxygen had tested breathable and the water is now also deemed potable!'
Thirty minutes later...
...
'Hey Captain Jerk!'
'Oh, I mean Ork?'
'This "Zombified Water?"
'Maki g me a little woozy '
Complains First Lieutenant Einstein.
'Hey Captain Ork?'
'Check out the Rack on the Red-Headed Zombie chick?'
Asks Einstein.
...
'Captain Jerk!'.
'I think she wants me to pump New Life
between her thighs?'
'No big surprise Einstein.'
'I knew you always had it on you fella!'
'Well, be careful with that Einstein.
'And, remember your a genius!'
Warns Captain Ork
'Just,as Einstein about to start the "Horizontal Bob!"
...
'Richard Edward Einstein!'
'Whats that massive bulge I see under the covers?'
'Ahh...
'Were you reading that dirty smut comic book entitled, "Dirty Zombie Hot Bitches from Dead Zombie Planet 666?"
'Again Son?'
'Sorry mom.'
'And, look Richard!'
'Your all wet again!'
'Sorry mom I guess I had another Wet Dream?'
The End?
| Author Notes |
Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ.
Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist, 'ChuckWaxman' Chucks Incredible Picture Entitled, "Come in Capt.Kirk" |
By Ricky1024
"Restraintment in Force!"
Written on March 7th, 2024
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright ©� Fanstory
'All Rights Reserved'
It's a Hard Rock and a warm place?
"Restraintment of Force?"
Perhaps I need a divorce?
I want a Divorce from this "Unholy Grace?"
God, knows it's leaving a bitter taste!
Time tested. Never yet been, "Bested"
And, I'll do my best walking, walking "Along the Edge of Realty."
...
Crystal Clarity
Need no charity!
Going to go for the "Long Ride"
I'm tired of turning over each Hard Rock with no result!
Wallets yearning as there's more to yet be learning.
Yes, as I share.
...
Forcible Restraintment but not yet any Containment?
Multiple contusions and pain!
Restraintment in Force?
God, I'm still waiting for my divorce!
...
But sticks and stones may break my bones but there's no ET yet on the UFO cell phone.
ET no go home?
Still in this all alone!
All alone nobody seems to care?
Been there done that I swear!
...
But now when it comes to Hard Rock securities forceful ways!
Yes, sticks and stones will break bones.
But I'm protected under the Fourth Amendment you see?
I didn't do anything wrong for you to touch me!
I didn't do anything wrong so why did you touch me?
So was I now turn this page.
I'll be teaching Hard Rock a lesson.
A lesson in their Securities *Rage!
| Author Notes |
Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Only Son Jesus Christ.
*Rage: adjective /rage/ 1. Extreme anger. "Johnny took all his rage out on the cat!" Note: On March 4th, while I was in the Hard Rock Hotel Casino and enjoying the music dancing, I was physically abused by three security people from the casino because I had one button on my white shirt. Buttoned too far.down. What can I say I was hot! ... Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist, 'iphone7' Their Incredible Picture Entitled, "Soft Waves and Hard Rocks" |
By Ricky1024
"Broken Restraining Order!"
(The Deposition?)
Written on March 10th, 2023
By Doctor Ricky 1024
. Copyright © Fanstory
'All Rights Reserved'
Characters:
The Honorable Judge Judy
Portia Bethea
Doctor Ricky 1024
Miss Dawn Deborah Reel
Joesph Vigil
Dana Alyse Smrkovsky
"Broken Restraining Order!"
God, it's now time to take both of these "Water Pigs"
Out
To
Slaughter!
...
Armed with my Beautiful attorney Portia Bethea!
Yes, and my very, own, and Beautiful daughter.
Dana Alyse Smrkovsky
But unfortunately, there will be over Eight Hours of Testimonies.
Yes, too see who is the......
"True Christian"
And Man of God?
To see whom is the Mentally-ill Liar?
Now, let's get it on and Conspire!
...
Now, since Me and "It" or She.
Yes, each have separate......
"Restraining Orders"
We are both Plaintiffs and Defendants!
Making this a difficult case and decision indeed!
So, I need You Fanstorians to act as the Judge and Jury.
Yes, to see who exactly purgers or and lies?
...
Good morning and this is the Civil Case Docket 1478-666.
Reel vs Smrkovsky.
My name is Judge Judy and you all now must know me?
Plus it's my God Given Duty.
Duty to serve, protect, and come to a clear and reasonable decision.
Yes, in order to serve Justice!
...
Now Miss Reel are you present?
Yes, your Honor can't you see?
I'm a Water Pig and as dirty as can ever be!
...
Note: Miss Reel aka "Dee, Dee" is wearing some kind of Mechanical, Black, Plastic and Robotic sling!?
(More on that later)
...
Now since you filed the first fake.
Ahh...
I mean Restraining Order.
You now will go first as the Plaintiff Miss Reel.
While Mister Doctor Ricky will defend. Yes, but then he will have his chance too.
To be the Plaintiff.
Do you understand Water Pig?
Ahh...
Miss Reel?
...
Well you need to realize your Honor every time I tries to gets an attorney?
Since Mister Richard had gotten one first.
I wasn't allowed.
...
Well that's okay, Miss Reel.
We all in this Court room know your Deal.
Dealing Horse S***!
Ain't that it Reel real?
No Reply.
...
Now Dee, Dumblebee Dee.
I expect you to continue to fabricate and spin.
"Spin in order to Win"
Yes, your "Web of Disillusionment"
Now you say you were married twice over Miss Reel?
Yup Your Honers.
Dry both passed away.
You know?
...
I must have worked them to Death!
Takes a lot to feed me!
You see Judge?
Well first let me say my deepest condolences.
You do live in a "Grandiose World?"
Now don't you Miss Reel?
What's day Judge Judy?
That's the Honorable Judge Judy!
Bitch!
...
Sorry your Honor I'm diagnosed with a four grade education and on Childhood Protective Services
And, my daddy takes care of all that you see?
...
Well to tell you the truth Miss Reel.
You seem "Real Enough?"
Yes, to proceed.
Now let me try and understand?
What exactly is a "Water Pig?
...
Well your Honor Ricky says I'm first Fat and Ugly.
That I'm dirty because I bathe only weekly.
And, I do pee myself a lot you know but I can hardly help it you know?
Going through my "Man-Oh-Pause"
...
Okay now that explains the putrid odor coming from your side of my court room!
And, why your trying to trap the defendant into some form of "Hippopotamus African Shot Gun Wedding?Yes your Honor that why I brought my New and Little Man Puppet here to lie and testify for me!
Oh My God!
...
Security can you get the Tom's River Fire Company to spray down this Disgusting Water Pig!
Yes, so I can proceed?
We will take a short break.
Twenty minutes later...
....
Well Miss Reel now are you feeling refreshed at best?
Yes your Honorable Judge Judy.
I now I can again feel.
Feel like my Daddy's Little Cutie!
Oh God above?
Cut me a break!
I think I'm going to vomit!
...
End of Part Number One.
To Be Continued!!
Yes with the next Amazing part Entitled, "Water Pig to the Rescue?"
Estimated Total Word Count: 2000.
| Author Notes |
Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Only Son Jesus Christ.
Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist, 'supergold' supergold's Amazing and Incredible Journey Entitled to "I can swallow you!" |
By Ricky1024
"Substance of Reality" (A)
Written on March 10th, 2024
By Jason Richard Smrkovsky
Copyright © Fanstory
'All Rights Reserved'
Edge by Mortality Systematic Immobility.
Clearly now you see but now you won't?
Am I an optical illusion by a hypnotist?
Hypnotized Visions?
Clarity reduced by mirrored thoughts?
Time lost, purchased and bought with just this thought?
Can you Believe me?
But then can you, if you can't see me?
...
But can you try to feel?
Feel that I am Real?
Now if you can Feel that I am Real?
Then touch deeply?
Yes, ever so Deeply within me!
...
Grasp my Soul and release it!
Recapture my Broken Heart that no longer shall beat?
Once you have achieved?
Only then can you begin to Believe?
For the Crystal Clarity is now?
"Substance of Reality"
"Tempered Release" (B)
Written on March 10th, 2024
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Massive Heat.
Escalating pain.
Overbearing grief.
Remains.
The Day's filter in "Shades of Gray."
Praying for a Single, Sunny, Day?
But still come what may I must?!
No matter the Ashes to Ashes.
No matter the Dust to Dust.
Memories melt into granular Rust.
Why Dear Lord must it always be just?
...
Just if i had known?
Known before he was full grown?
Just if Eye had seen?
Seen and realized the Path to be?
Just if I had but a single Inkling of Clue?
Just if I could have took his place!
Damn!
But God his time and not mine was overdue.
So again and again and over and over again my friend.
With all the Overbearing Grief.
"Tempered *Release"
| Author Notes |
*Release: verb
/re.lease/ 1. allow or enable to escape from confinement; set free. "an official confirm the prisoners would be released immediately" Similar: free, set free, let go. Note: in order to release the soul, we first need to make a commitment. A commitment that the body will no longer be, but the soul will be released and set free! ... I made that decision on April 1st 2003. Yes for my Only Son Jason Richard. Seventeen hours later? Unfortunately, Jason was diagnosed, "Brain Dead" By the state of New Jersey. So, on March 31st, 2003. I decided to donate his organs. ... To Learn more about the Miracle of 'Organ-Tissue Donations?' Simply contact my dearest friend. Lara S. Moretti the L.S.W. with "The Gift of Life!" Philadelphia, Pennsylvania at 1-800-DONORS-1. Jason Richard Smrkovsky November 5th, 1984~ March 31st, 2003. Organ's Graciously donated to the Four on April 1st, 2003 (April Fool's Day.. ... Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Only Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist, 'seshadri-vasan' And Seshadri's Incredible as Amazing Picture Entitled, "Visible Substance Transformed" |
By Ricky1024
Warning: The author has noted that this contains the highest level of language.
"For All God's Worth"
Written on March 14th, 2023
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright ©� Fanstory
'All Rights Reserved'
"For All God's Worth"
What does it take?
( For goodness sake?)
Take to be a Man?
Take to be a Husband?
Take to be a Father?
Take to be a Son?
Take to be a Grandfather?
Take to be an Uncle?
Take and to be a Great-Grand Uncle?
...
Can a Real Man?
More than just diaper his child??
Can a Real Man?
Educate and Nourish his child??
Can a Real Man?
Nourish, Educate, Cherish and die.
Die for his child?
...
"For All God's Worth"
And, how could I not?
I took a vow.
"Till Death Do Us Part"
And yes a marriage of Twenty years was what I got.
But unfortunately, sometimes things go astray?
Sometimes things don't exactly go your way!
It's not like well.
What more can I say?
So let's explore more!
Yes, and find out about my daughter's birthday?
...
"For All God's Worth"
I would now create and watch.
Watch the birth of three children.
And, I would cut the cords each time.
Which is what a Real Man.
A Father is meant to do!
Now the first two would be quite easy you see.
But as for the last?
The Very, Very, last?
But perhaps God ran out of gas?
...
For All God's Worth?"
The Day was September 30th,1985. (Man Alive!)
And, I would learn a lot
A lot on that September.
(With all I now can remember?)
You see?
The way it was supposed and meant to be?
But why stop at only Number Three?
...
"For All God's Worth"
Two would be a breeze for me and my wife, Carolyn.
She always dilated the full ten centimeters.
Yes, within an hour after her water would break.
But today I guess things would be a little bit late?
For their must have been a possible or Impossible Undertaking?
You see?
Ashes to Ashes and Dust to Dust?
But as for she and me??
...
For All God's Worth"
Well, I was asked to write this as a challenge by one of our Fanstory writers.
Barbara Wilkey.
Barbara can you edit and review for me?
****
"For All God's Worth"
To Be or Not to Be?
Yes, with this Expected or Unexpected Number Three?
And, you must realize that I have had no training in the medical field, nor did I ever attend a Lamaze class!
You still think God ran out of gas?
...
For All God's Worth?"
I would do my job and monitor the baby's heartbeats.
Note: Normally the fetus in vitro has a Heartbeat between 140 to 160 beats per minute but for some odd reason?
...
For All God's Worth"
I begin to notice that fetus Heartbeat going in reverse!
God was this rehearsed?
...
So, I mentioned it to my wife Carolyn.
She stated.
'The baby was just turning nothing to be worried about.'
...
So, I continue to monitor and then I noticed it continuing to go further.
Further backwards to almost 100!
How could this possibly be?
What's happening to she?
...
"For All God's Worth"
My first thought was perhaps my future daughter Is it being a little too active?
God is future daughter Dana an Acrobat or maybe even a Trapeze Artist?
Maybe even she would be a Juggler?
...
For All God's Worth"
Perhaps the child's at rest but exercising ?
140 to 120 to 100 and is it started going a little bit lower?
I couldn't take it anymore!
Something in my gut just forced out these words!
F****** do something. My baby is dying!
...
"For All God's Worth?"
Now you must still be here and are still understanding?
Understanding with the possibly of a future birth?
So, the Head Nurse finally decided to do the right thing and put an internal monitor within my wife's womb.
"Womb of Doom?"
The Tomb of Gloom?
..
For All God's Worth"
This is when I came to realize that the baby was being strangled with every contraction!
For the Cord was wrapped around her neck twice!
My baby's in DISTRESS!
We need an EMERGENCY C-SECTION!
STAT!
...
"For All God's Worth!"
So I stripped down to my skivvies and could care less that my ass was visible outside the door.
My Dear God!
Yes, my baby needs me more!
...
"For All God's Worth "
And, thank God there had been a Filipino Doctor on call with small hands!
Yes, and she knew exactly what to do!
(Thank God!)
Yes, for the cord was wrapped twice around my Dana's neck!
(What the heck?)
...
Note: This September 30th, 2023.
My youngest of four daughters.
Dana Alyse Smrkovsky will be celebrating her 38th birthday.
"For All God's Worth!"
Approximate Word Count:937
| Author Notes |
Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Only Son Jesus Christ.
Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist and Amazing Writer, Dr. Ricky 1024' And, his Incredible Picture Entitled, "Alexander the Great Choo-Choo Commander!" |
By Ricky1024
"Captured and Fractured Reality"
Written on March 14th, 2023
(Borgota Hotel Casino)
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright �© Fanstory
'All Rights Reserved'
Time is less as Timeless tis Reality?.
No tick of the "Heart Clock."
It's all but Stopped!
Hands!
Stoppage.
Hands!
Poppage.
Hands?
No *Porridge for this Little Bear!
I Swear!
Porridge needs to be Re-mortgaged.
...
Mortal Waste.
Now can't you Fanstory reviewers Taste?
My Porridge of Morage?
"Taste My Immorality?"
No need for Charity.
Long gone past the point of Return.
My Outer Shell long ago?
Long ago had Burned but..
...
Can't I still, God?
God, not my Job?
I still God?
Am, I still Dead or now still Alive?
Alive but why?
How can a Dead man still Cry?
That just wants to Die!
Too, too, many years of washed?
Wasted and Washed?
Forever Grateful Tears?
...
My Tears.
My Tears of "Wicked Ticks."
Clock that always Licks!
Grasped and Gripped Forever.
Forever in Dread and Shame!
...
Same old, same old, Game.
Now stripped and Fogged.
Shadowed the Clarity.
"Captured and Fractured Reality"
Approximate Word Count: 254
| Author Notes |
*Porrage: noun
/por.rage/ 1. breakfast food or Oatmeal. Note: Portage represents my losses. Son, Wife, Career, House, me. ... Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Only Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist and Amazing Writer'cleo85' Cleo's Incredible Picture Entitled,. "The Creepy Touch" |
By Ricky1024
"A New Awakening"
Written on March 15th, 2023
By Doctor Ricky 1024
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Yellow-Orange Orb surrounds and confounds me.
Encompassed light overwhelms me.
I feel God's Presence with Enhanced rays.
And I know in this Broken Heart of me.
Yes this will be a most Blessed of day.
...
The Oceans Surface is cold in anticipation.
As each and every ripple of Aqua Blue Sea.
Now sees only me.
Calmly, I am absorbed by this moment of Destiny.
Aqua Blue feelings coat and sooth me.
...
For this is God's Gift for all to Sea!
I can smell the Saltine breeze as it coats my broken lungs.
And no more shall I cough.
Cough and choak.
"On the Froth of my Reality."
...
And, Only as I can taste God's Grace.
As my Well of past Tears.
Yes, will finally be Erased?
And, on this Mourning of my mornings high Above.
I offer to all these Beautiful words.
Beautiful words of my Love.
| Author Notes |
Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Only Son Jesus Christ.
Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist and Amazing Writer, 'Dr.Ricky 1024' And, his Incredible Picture Entitled, "A New Awakening" |
By Ricky1024
"March Comes in Like a Lamb?"
Written on March 16th, 2023
By Doctor Ricky 1024
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It so happened to Be or not to Be?
As well as had happened to he?
Or me, or she, and we?
Well, then you got to ask yourself?
Yourself why?
Why did she and he, along with me have to die?
Shall Eye ink it with but a cry?
Until it's completed with no less than a Single of Tear from my Lull-A-Bye?
Perhaps Life?
Their Loves didn't matter and they both needed a break?
No matters how many prayers.
Prayers, of God, for Goodness Sake?"
...
The Darkness gathers now at the Lake.
Yes, as unfortunately the "Four "
Now must await their Fate?
But cut me a break, God?
Perhaps together if we do pray?
Pray and a sacrifice of my only Jay?
...
You see?
My Jason was really never ever there?
True he was but a passenger and true perhaps in a Death Chair?
(Ford Mustang convertible)
Perhaps for but a moment in Time?
Perhaps there Truly is something so Precious.
Precious this Time?
...
Perhaps God, had a Plan?
A plan when He wrapped His Warm and protective arms.
Arms around my Little Man?
We need to try and Truly Understand?
Understand that yes, Death is Eternal and a welcoming Time to rest.
To be remembered for your merits as you pass His Final Test?
Remembered for his most Glorious Best?
Yes, and if you can understand as me?
Yes, that Fate and Destiny?
With but a Single touch?
Touch of God's Hand?
"March Comes in Like a *Lamb?"
| Author Notes |
*Lamb: noun
/lam/ 1. a young sheep. "Daniel gently carried ther Lamb to safety" ... Note: March 31st, 2003. Marks twenty years that my only son Jason Richard Smrkovsky. Whom was involved in a horrible car accident. Whom only Seventeen hours later. Was diagnosed Brain-Dead by the State of New Jersey. Seventeen hours later that my family and myself. Myself a decision to make? Yes, For Goodness sake! ... To learn more about the Miracle of 'Organ-Tissue Donations?' Simply contact my dearest friend Lara S.Moretti the L.S.W. with "The Gift of Life!" Philadelphia, Pennsylvania at 1-800-DONORS-1. ... Note: And on April 1st, 2023. Another Twenty years of New Life for three out of four recipients of Jason's Blessed Organs . ... Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and He Only Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist, 'lynnkah' and Lynnkah's Incredible and Amazing Picture Entitled, "Lion and the Lamb" |
By Ricky1024
"Eye Now Want To Express"
Written on March 16th, 2024
By Doctor Ricky 1024
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See?
Eye wish to share a moment of Care.
If Ye so Dare?
And, if you do so Care?
Care for this Earth?
And, if Ye shalleth So?
Then let's get on with the Show?
...
Russia and Ukraine?
Can you say Valdamire Putkin goes F****** Insane?
What a sickening Shame?
...
Covid-19 Variant-2 Pandemic Number-2 Crisis?
Can we also say Chinese on Isis?
Along with this new song?
Tremendous Earthquakes in Syria and Turkey!
Can we turn the Key?
7.9 on the Richter scale?
Now with me?
Currently as of March 3rd, 2023.
The Death Rate is 53,221.
Are we now having Fun?
Or have we just Begun?
...
Jesus the Christ tried his best but they weren't very nice.
And wars upon more wars and Deaths?
Is this God?
What we do the best?
...
Rape and Plunder?
Plunder and Reap?
Simply Murderous Rants?
By choice for Goodness Sake?
...
Tornado on the Winter Holiday?
What's happening in your Life today?
As for me?
Me you see?
Let's just Pray and express our very best!
| Author Notes |
Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Only Son Jesus Christ.
Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist, 'lynnkah' Lynnkah's Incredible and Amazing Picture Entitled, "Mother Nature" |
By Ricky1024
"I'm Staying Alive!"
Written on March 17th, 2023
By Doctor Ricky 1024
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I'm Staying Alive?
Doing it my way the best Eye Can?
You can tell by the way I Walk
You can tell by the way I Talk?
...
Now if you believe in things?
That you can no longer see?
That you no longer can understand?
God, if you lost it All?
And, Loss is all you understand?
Then now come with me and take my hand.
...
Come was back almost Seventeen years.
December 1st, 2006.
Now watch as he digs derp below?
Below into his Bag Of Evil Tricks!
December 1st, 2006.
Yes, when I lost my Mind!
Death was holding a knife in my left hand!
How are you? Beginning to understand?
...
Death took a Holiday and squeezes all the Christmas out of me!
Yes, the Grim Reaper became my new Keeper!
Keeping up or do you need?
Need to see?
See all what's happening to me?
...
Lock and Key.
The Keeper helped me.
Helped me stick this rather large Steak Knife.
Steak Knife in me but?
It wasn't dinner time?
Now follow closely to the rhyme!
...
God Above what's happening to me?
God what's happening in Me?
Gloom and Doom!
I'm helplessly Torturing.
Torturing Myself!
I'm helpless and Confined.
Confused and Infused.
He wants me now God, for The Deep Ride!
Yes God, but between You and Me?
"I'm Staying *Alive!"
| Author Notes |
*Alive: adjective
/alive/ 1. having life; living; existing: not dead or lifeless. living (used for emphasis) "The proudest man Alive" ... Note: And if you know somebody extremely depressed such as I was that December. Than please make the necessary call that I did December 1st, 2006. The National Suicide Hotline at 988 or 9-11 24. ... Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Only Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist, 'MoonWillow' Moon's Incredible Picture Entitled, "Last Traces" |
By Ricky1024
Warning: The author has noted that this contains the highest level of violence.
"My Realty of Love"
(A Dedication)
Written on 18th, 2023
By Jason Richard Smrkovsky
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My Reality of Love starts below then goes Above.
"On Earth as it is in Heaven."
With the most continuous.
"Peace and Happiness."
With Brotherhood of Man.
A complete and constant understanding of the protection and "Preservation of Man."
...
My Reality is Crystal as Clarity.
Express all your Charity and give a "Helping Hand."
Not just to one and no other.
But for all whom live and still give to each other.
...
My Reality of Love starts below on Earth.
And, then eventually again above!
For with each Breath we take...
For with each Beat of a Heart...
From the Moment of Conception.
And, the very first start.
...
We all now desperately need to believe.
Believe this tis my Plea.
My Plea and Hope for continued Humanity from above.
"My Realty of *Love"
| Author Notes |
*Love: noun
/love/ 1. Feeling of total emotion. Positive response and caring abilities. "John loved his family so much!" ... Note: On March 31st, 2003. After a Horrible accident on Nautilus Avenue in my town of Manahawkin, New Jersey. And, only Seventeen hours later on April Fool's Day 2003. My Only son was Jason Richard "Brain-Dead. So, as a result My family and I donated Jason's organs to help four people. ... To learn more about the Miracle of 'Organ-Tissue Donations?' Simply contact my dearest friend. Lara. S. Moretti the L.S.W. with "The Gift of Life!" Philadelphia, Pennsylvania at 1-800-DONORS-1. ... Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Only Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist and Amazing Writer, 'Dt.Ricky 1025 And, his Incredible Picture Entitled, "Downtown Toms River, New Jersey" |
By Ricky1024
"Sustational Appeal"
Written on March 19th, 2023
By Doctor Ricky 1024
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Feelings immersed and dispersed, as Testimony begins.
Sisterly feelings with Presence of thought.
Words cast and previously been taught.
Baptism Emerges.
Sins purged with New Spirits.
...
Cleansing Properties Blend with "Heavenly Delights."
Love for God and good times.
Past learning about LDS Principles.
Feelings that shall Forever last.
Connections and Conceptional thought as taught by profits that appeal.
Yes, as learning aids teaching and reaching.
Aura embodied as New Cleansing with Empathy and compassion.
...
Old time fashion as we repent daily casting away negativity.
Combined now cocooned in Silken Shroud.
"Sensational Appeal"
Sacramental Principles done Proud.
| Author Notes |
Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Only Son Jesus Christ.
Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist, 'Wolfdancer 13' And, their Incredible Picture Entitled, "Expressionary Visage" |
By Ricky1024
"Developed Feeling's" (A)
Written on March 19th, 2023
By Doctor Ricky 1024
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Immigration by Electional appeal?
Reality lost the Real?
Heartache shattered and nothing seems to now matter?
Cast in a cloak of Nightmarish Screams.
...
Nightmares replace Dreams, as no more "Wishing Upon."
Yes, as all the Stars now are?
Not but temptation kills Realty.
Clouded-Crystal UnClarity?
One more chance for those whom await?
...
Skimming the Surface.
Praying for a Saving?
Not much more Time.
Time left to Be.
To Be or Not to Be?
No Time left for Me?
...
Guilt tripped as the Stars were tricked?
Yes, and teasing, as pleasing, as feasting...
Yes, for attention.
God, but there was too much Tension!
Blood-Oxygen level dissipates.
God, no more attention ?
Yes, as tension Mounts.
Tears spout.
Times against me!
And, as for my Only Son Jay?
"Just a Matter of Time?.
****
"Partnership in Crime" (B)
Written on March 19th, 2023
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Tripping the light.
Fantastic.
Skipping the Rainbows Bridge?
Mounting the Summits Ridge.
Looking down through Multi-layered Clouds.
Attractions reactions moment to be Allowed?
...
Damn for crying out Loud!
Gates open.
Ready to appear?
Shattered Reality is there nothing here?
Heart- Cracked open wide!
A Moment of Silence.
And, now Deeper inside.
As Hollowed Cavern emits, little light?
Thank God's lantern!
...
Heart Chest Opened.
Ready, willing and able to succeed with an offering.
A Gift of Need?
A Gift of Life?
Indeed?
...
Now, slowly, closings rendered again. Crimson Red tis his oxygen.
Shall no longer Pretend.
Soon amen.
...
The process is Ending.
As the Multicolored Clouds gather at the Ridge of the Rainbow Bridge.
Happy smiles!
Gates now closing slowly.
My Only Son Jay is finally back home Back home where he belongs.
Mission revealed.
His tears Divine.
As for me?
"Partnership in Crime"
****
"A Matter of Time" (C)
Written on March 19th, 2023
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Trying to blame but the Tears?
God, those Endless Tears!
No.Amens?
I'm watching him slowly dying.
God but why?
Why my Little Guy?
...
No answer, No reply?
Just Never Endless teardrops.
Teardrops floating bye.
Hearts slowly beating and in rhyme.
Feelings restored.
Breaking through this now.
God, why?
"Punctured Realty".
...
God, why?
What time now for this is my blood!
He's me and me is He!
Take me not He!
...
Two ships in the fog are passing.
As for me?
Yes, and there will be no more Kissing.
(I'm insisting)
No more smiling.
(Or Valentining)
Nor music Everlasting.
(Because of his passing)
...
God Above!
Oh how Ruined!
Tis I!
Woe tis Me!
And, no more try?
Still God, my Jay hath to Doth Die?
And, as for those today, Still Alive?
Well, then as I end
End with an Amen.
That's just fine.
"A Matter of *Time"
| Author Notes |
*Time: noun
/time/ 1. Time is the continued sequence of existence and events that occurs in an apparently irreversible succession from the past, through the present. "Jason passed but over time lives on" ... Note: They say that "Death is the Final Frontier" I say, and in my situation. Yes, it's the beginning! Yes, a new beginning for those who were blessed with "The Gift of Life!" To learn more about the Miracle of 'Organ-Tissue Donations?' Simply contact my dearest friend. Lara. S. Moretti the L.S.W. with "The Gift of Life!" Philadelphia, Pennsylvania at 1-800-DONORS-1 "And, the Beat Goes On!" ... Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Only Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist, 'VMarguarite' VMarguarite's Amazing and Incredible Picture Entitled, "Spiritually Entered" |
By Ricky1024
"4 the Sake of Halle Berry?"
(Part Number One)
Written on March 22nd, 2023
(A True Life Story)
By Doctor Ricky 1024
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'All Rights Reserved'
Like two Lost Souls of slivered and removed Fonds passing in flight?
Blown away and coming together at the front of a pond?
This ugly duckling and this Beautiful White swan?
And yes!
She was a Platinum-Blonde, Beauty..
Sometimes womanly and sometimes just a cutie?
'God will just become my duty?'
No reply.
...
And with Saddened Brown Eyes.
Yes that quickly suck you in in her Sin?
And, you need to realize?
Realize that they seemed to hypnotize!
Please God Don't Make This Be Love!
...
She wire Many bracelets and earrings.
Diamond sandals.
Yes, and One Diamond pendant necklace.
With, long and fake Black-lashes.
Red-lipstick smile.
The kind of woman you follow for more than a mile?
...
But you see for me?
That unfortunately there was something quite wrong.
Wrong you see?
Wrong with this Miss Halle Berry.
Yes, as she started to tell me her story.
...
I was at my Ocean Club Hotel Casino.
(Atlantic City, New Jersey)
Sucking up two nights of comp room (Go Green)
Yes, and at only $56.
Not bad for the homeless person would you not say?
...
And, as I going into the pool area; there she was.
So, I held the door so she could leave but suddenly.
She then started to turn around too?
As I thought.
'Dear God, not again?'
But of course there's no reply!
As she was back again!
Foe or friend?
...
I thought maybe she forgot something?
As she immediately started the conversation.
So, we both registered, got our green wristbands, and now at the time.
I didn't realize perhaps this was another Lost Soul?
...
Yes perhaps there was something going on that most people would not understand.
Understand, something to a depth level that was very Eerie and also Creepy!
And, you need to understand?
Exactly where this eventually is going!
...
To me she was every part Marilyn Monroe and a little childish too; but then she had this eerie laugh!
With so many stories she would construct and constantly construe.
Yes, and then I knew there would never be a relationship.
As time progressed?
Yes, and in my Broken Man Heart.
I knew it would soon be through.
...
I was on the way to the hot tub and not that "Hot Tub Time Machine!"
(If you know what I mean?)
And, of course to relax my weary bones but she has back issues!
...
Note: Reviewers don't forget as you continue this review.
To have a box of Kleenex tissues too.
Yes, because we haven't gotten even yet to the part.
Halle Berry into the circus of fear!
Yes, where there's plenty of Sour cotton candy!
...
And yes, she had claimed that she had spinal surgery.
Surgery?
God get me a knife and put me out of my Misery?
So, and of courses opened the door to the outside hot tub area.
And, the cold air blew in!
Note: Because I had invited her into the hot tub area.
(That she didn't even know existed)
And this was one of the many red flags that would appear.
I don't think she even had a room here.
So, she said no way.
And there would be no hot tub that day.
So we sat poolside and had an interesting conversation.
That she had been married, she also stated that she had.
(That I can remember)
Two children and that she had just turned 51 years old.
...
She obviously was having some problems in her life.
Yes, being that she was all alone.
A pretty Platinum blonde without her husband and children?
All alone no ET to call home?
...
So, when I started telling her my problems.
She too!
So, I told her that especially love to write and that I was working on a book called, "Homelessness."
And, she said she was homeless too.
And that she also used to write but stopped.
Suddenly we were almost cash from the same pew?
And, she of course is very religious too!?!?
...
Now, you need to realize that there are people.
Yes, people who float!
And, these "Floating People."
And, on a second will take advantage of you!
Yes, especially if you are older, alone, single or widowed too.
...
End of Part Number One.
And, as I continue gathering my thoughts.
This will be finished this evening.
Yes, will the Second Part Entitled,
"Her Circus of Fear!"
24.
...
Note: Halle Marie Berry is an American actress.
She began her career as a model and entered several beauty contests, finishing as the first runner-up in the Miss USA pageant.
And, later coming in sixth in the Miss World Pageant in 1986.
She is 56 years old.
| Author Notes |
Special thanks goes out first, to Heavenly Father and His Only Son Jesus Christ.
Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist, 'Raoul D' Harmental' Raoul's Incredible Picture Entitled, "My Blonde Cornrows" |
By Ricky1024
"Living Off Adrenaline!
Written March on 25th, 2023
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright ©� Fanstory
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God, help me Lord?
Reach out with your, "Tailored Swift Sword!"
I want and won't stop until Justice is served.
Come Hell or High Waters!
For myself, my son, grandchildren and four daughters.
God, I now need my day at the slaughter!
This water pig will not get the best of me!
...
God, I'm breathing in Pain and releasing Fire!
I now live for only but one desire?
Justice for all the putrid lies and circumstances.
Revenge as I prepare this poem quickly without a pen.
There will be no forgiveness nor second chances.
...
She claims in court I'm her fiance to be?
Well, believe it or not?
What will be will be!
Her future is in the hands of my Reality!
And God, there were romances?
...
Well come with me.
Yes I will put her away.
Put her away for Life!
She wants to be my second wife!
Twenty years will suffice!
She'll be seventy five and lost the best years of her Life!
You see between you and me?
It's all quite crystal clarity!
Why?
Well because this is finally to be my,
"Lost Wings of Reality"
| Author Notes |
*Adrenaline: noun
/a.dren.al.line/ 1. a hormone secreted by the adrenal glands, especially in conditions of stress: increasing rates of blood circulation, breathing, and carbohydrate metabolism, and preparing muscles for exertion. "performing life really gets your adrenal going" Trademark: the hormone epinephrine extracted from animals or prepared synthetically for medicinal purposes. ... Note: I just contacted one of my attorneys Elaine Diamantides. Wanted the top Ocean County warriors in New Jersey. She won't take my case. She 's too involved in a major one in Monmouth County. When I reached out she had court. She said we would talk later around 5:00.pm. She didn't answer my phone call yesterday but she did text me this morning. Yes when I wanted to know what was going on? ... So, I will be reaching out to attain a new attorney. I will be filing paper work Monday at Superior Court in Toms River, New Jersey . Yes, and for illegal lockout death by deception, and possibly destruction of private property. Including a book that I was working on entitled, "Think Pink" There is a picture copy of this as the prologue art work here at Fanstory as proof. For those who have been following this while my personal belongings have been stolen and either thrown away or secretly hidden. The worst is my family pictures. Especially my son Jason who's a "Gift of Life Donor. ... Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Only Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist, 'lynnkah' And, Lynnkah's Incredible Picture Entitled, "Drauge" |
By Ricky1024
"Breakfront Force"
Written on 23rd, 2023
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright �© Fanstory
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The cross is ready Master, and I see our "Newest Victim!"
Yes, my Henchman Imar.
Yes, a Timely specimen and example of Man.
He replied.
Yes Master, but he's so hairy!
Well you need to realize Imar.
Realize they all stink to God!
They're just disgusting "Man Beasts!"
(To say the least!)
He adds.
...
Yes, I know Master.
But Why doesn't he struggle?
I nailed him high enough up on the
Rosewood cross?
I tortured him and beat him!
I whipped him to a bloody pulp!
I've been spat in his face. Pulled his beard and slimy hair!
Now didn't Eye?
Well my blind and Noble servant.
Yes, you did the best you could, if you would, and now that you should?
...
Master, He's kind of semi -conscious?
Yes Imar.
He'll be coming and be ready for me soon.
You'll soon see.
Nine hours later...
...
Yes, he's a goner now Master!
Yes, I know Imar.
And, he's so pathetic!
Omar states.
The very, next, day...
...
Master, you want me to take the corpse down and burn it now?
Master, or just let it Rot and bury it like a dog?
Imar wonders.
Well, let's do both Imar.
Go to the secret layer where we secretly him and retrieve his body.
Yes, Master.
...
Nore: On the third day.
*Jesus Christ had Risen!
Arise!
Arise!
Arise!
| Author Notes |
*Jesus Christ: noun
/Jesus Christ/ 1. As we approach Easter, many people now start to wonder about some of the lesser considered facts of the life of Jesus. We wonder what he look like, what clothes he wore, how tall he was and what food he ate. There are natural. These are all natural questions that we can have as we consider the humanity of Christ, especially as we approach the day of his death. ... One question arises very often because we want to know it's value compared to his own life. How old was Jesus when he died? Was he young? Was he old? Was he in the prime of his life? Was he weakened by age and the cares of long life? ... It helps us to be able to identify in some way with Jesus at this moment His humanity cries out to us from death's door as we consider our own mortality. ... Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Only Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist, 'Sgoolsby' And, Sgoolsby's Incredible Picture Entitled, "He has risen!" |
By Ricky1024
"Boiling Bubbles"
Written on March 27th, 2023
By Doctor Ricky 1024
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Bubble, Bubble Toil and Trouble!
Now look!
See!
Here they come on the double!
...
First was Nancy as Fancy as Pantsy Should or could ever be!
And, as for Arlene?
Arlene Fortune!
Well she was such a sweet cookie!
Yes!
And, so much more pretty than Jersey Shore's "Snooki!"
...
Bubble, Bubble twas in trouble.
My two most Beautiful witches!
I'm still under their spell as well you should know!
Well from Hell to High Heaven!
They both broke me and left me penniless now too!
Dear Lord God, what am I to do?
...
Bubble, Bubble as Eye am blind and can no longer see?
God, can't You at least see?
I'm awaiting in a bubbling froth of their Reality.
And, it's all now. Crystal clarity.
...
Bubble, Bubbles!
Yes, all my Beloved and passed troubles.
Do you still miss me?
Nancy and how about you too?
Arlene?
Are you both still dissing me?
Deep inside instead of Kissing me?
Dismissing me?
I still need and Love you!
Don't you Both Know?
...
Bubble, Bubbles, Toil in Trouble!
Yes, you two Doubles of Trouble!
So, my Bubbles whom bubble.
Twirl, and cause Trouble!
I'm awaiting your Love and floating away!
Yes, in this Very Hot, Tub of Your Sin.
On this Very *Day.
| Author Notes |
*Day:noun
/day/ 1. (A) The time of light between one night and the next. "the shortest day of the year" (B) Daylight: Sense 1. "woke up at the break of day" (C) Daytime. ... Note: This was actually written in the hot tub at the Ocean Hotel Club Casino in Atlantic City, New Jersey. Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Only Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist, 'helvi2' Helvi's Incredible Picture Entitled, "Where Misty Rainbows Glow"" |
By Ricky1024
"Contemplating My Completion"
Written up March 30th, 2024
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright © Fanstory
'All Rights Reserved'
Completion is approaching and Peace Everlasting.
Hopefully and soon I shall be basking and not continuous Tasking?
The Time now hath come and there's only three days of work to be done.
Yes, for the next Eleven months.
I can again relax and no more shall I blame, myself.
...
No more shall I subject myself to a Heart continuously Forsaken.
No more shall I hold my breath til my Lungs are Breaking.
...
Life is for those whom are still Living.
I'm still drowning in waves.
Waves filling hollowed caves.
Waves of my Pain and Misery.
No more shall I be a slave to the bidder.
Enslaved and depraved.
God, I crave but a moment of silence at best and Rest?
...
Yes, for this is my Quest.
My Time will soon be.
Yes, and God will soon set me free. Free to again.
Again Be.
Be myself again before 2003.
...
I shall exit and Shed the Skins of Sins past.
There will not be any more Deletions of me.
God knows for this is now you see?
"Complimenting My Completion"
| Author Notes |
Note: April 1st, 2023 marks Twenty years.
Twenty years of missing. Twenty years of Grieving. Twenty years of Journaling. Twenty Years of Three out of Four. Human Beings whom are Still Alive and well. ... To learn more about the Miracle of 'Organ-Tissue Donations?' Simply contact my dearest friend. Lara. S. Moretti the L.S.W. with "The Gift of Life!" Philadelphia, Pennsylvania at 1-800- DONORS-1. ... Jason Richard Smrkovsky November 5th, 1984~ March 31st, 2003. Organ's Graciously donated to the Four on April 1st, 2003. (April Fool's Day) "And, the Beat Goes On!" Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Only Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist, 'seshadri-vasan' And, Seshadri's Incredible Picture Entitled, "The Shape of Water" |
By Ricky1024
Warning: The author has noted that this contains the highest level of violence.
"Flowering Hope's"
Written on March 30th, 2023
By Doctor Ricky1024
Copyright �©Fanstory
'All Rights Reserved'
The date is December 1st, 2006.
God, Eye got "High Hopes"
Blinded and Bound by a Yoke.
At the End of my Rope.
Used up that last bar of Soap.
No more shall I continue to be treated as some uselesss Dope.
Too far gone even for the Holy Pope.
...
God, can't You please listen to me?
I'm so blinded by my Tears.
I can no longer Sea?
Waves of Depression are washing over me.
Yes, I'm drowning in this Endless
"Sea of My Reality."
...
God, can't You feel for me?
God, can't You now guide me?
I'm So, So, Lost in Humility.
Nothing more left but my Misery.
...
Darkness Surrounds and now comforts.
Comforts me.
My Heart so Broken hath awaited this moment for an Eternity.
All those past feelings of Guilt and Shame.
Are slowly casting down the Pains drain.
...
God, perhaps this is Your Message?
Yes, as Eye can finally see?
All those long ago moments.
March Madness, continued Bloodied Sadness.
...
Yes God, Eye finally donit and put an End to me.
I'm bleeding now outside and internally.
And God, I no longer Feel.
And God, this is what's Real.
As, my Broken Heart cries out for relief.
Finally closure For this writing and Latter-day Saint *Priest.
...
| Author Notes |
*Priest: noun
//prest// 1. An ordained Minister of three Catholic, Orthodox, or Anglican church having the authority to perform certain rites and administer certain sacraments. "the priest celebrated mass at a small ater off the north transept" Similar: clergyman, clergyman. .... Note: On December 1st, 2006. And, only five days before my deceased Wife Carolyn Ann Richmond, Harbach Smrkovsky's fifty fourth birthday. I made a serious attempt at suicide. She committed Suicide only Eights months after the death of our only Don Jason Richard on November 23rd, 2003. ... Note: And if you know somebody severely depressed after the loss of a Loved One? Loved one such as Carolyn and me? Please call the National Suicide Hot Line at 988 or 9-11. 24. ... Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Only Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Amazing writer and Talented Artist, 'Doctor Ricky1024' His Incredible Picture Entitled, "Flowering Hope's" |
By Ricky1024
Warning: The author has noted that this contains the highest level of violence.
"Accidentally Yours"
Transmission from Above with Love
Written on March 31st, 2003
By Jason Richard Smrkovsky
Copyright © Fanstory
'All Rights Reserved'
I still so remember my first meeting with Brian Cole.
I was in 4th grade 1994.
My teacher at the time.
(Miss Henderson)
Took a picture of the two of us.
We had our arms around each other and we were friends.
...
My dad would take me over there after school.
Three times he would take me.
And three times Brian would meet my dad at the door.
And together when you walk upstairs to play in Brian's room.
...
My dad felt funny about that.
There was never an old adult to answer the door?
So, my mother put an end to this and eventually.
Eleven years would pass.
...
It's funny when you're young.
Yes, how quickly time will pass.
As if you don't even have a clue?
How to live your life in what to do?
And two years later.
...
My dad would buy and surprise me!
Yes, with a "Pearl Drum Set"
All Marron as a gift for graduating Sixth grade.
...
I quickly took to this and enjoyed it immensely.
Again friend, as time would pass.
I would add to the set.
Yes, working with dad.
...
I enjoyed many concerts at the local High School.
(Southern Regional)
And, I also started my own band!
Understand?
...
At this point I was becoming a man.
Dad bought the electric guitar and I gave it to my friend Joey.
I even started cutting my own music!
(Jason's Hot Shit!)
$1.00 a CD.
Yea, I was becoming "Da Bomb."
Also, I started playing the keyboards.
And now Dad's Fanstorians friends.
We have to get to the main reason.
The main reason this is being posted.
...
March 31st, 2003.
This was the day my family would celebrate my oldest sister Nikki's birthday.
Nikki would be turning twenty-Seven. And, of course there would be a Wrestling WWF pay for view!
Even though Nikki's birthday is on the 27th of March.
That was the day for the Pay for View.
...
Since this is that Nikki's father's house and she is my step sister.
Mom and dad stayed home.
My natural and older sister Corinne Alexis.
Whom had just started Douglas college at Rutgers, New Jersey.
Would be rushed to this hospital by my parents friends.
Beverly and John Morey.
...
You have to realize this was the year that the movie Entitled,
"Fast and Furious" came out.
You also have to realize that Brian Cole. Yes was not the same Brian I knew over a decade ago.
..
Nobody wanted to be around.
Brian and his mother and father gave all the attention to the younger brother.
As such causing Brian a lot of grief and pain.
...
As a result, of course, the mother would buy him his gifts.
Yes, and on his birthday when he turned seventeen, he got the Ford Mustang convertible.
The Ford Mustang convertible that was previously raced professionally.
The Ford Mustang convertible raced at Atco raceway in Atco, New Jersey.
Now it would be turned into a weapon.
A missile of Vast Destruction.
Yes, within the grasp of a mentally ill 17-year-old.
****
Of course and unfortunately, the car would be purposely crashed into a telephone pole at over 100 mph.
With the main idea of total death for both of us.
But what you have to realize is that God works in very strange and mysterious ways.
...
After they extracted. Brian with the "Jaws of Life."
And then two firemen pulled me out the passenger window after smashing it. We were both loaded into an awaiting helicopter.
To be air lifted to the Atlantic City Trauma hospital in Atlantic City, New Jersey.
Along the way.
I would have a Heart-Attack.
But God would bring me back!
Seventeen long, hours later....
...
I can only tell you what my dad would tell you.
Because I was in the deep coma, *Raccooned, with umbilical fluid draining from my ears.
Now keep focused and please don't cry.
Just because Brian was out of his head.
I was not dead. I'm looking for
God knows I needed to not die.
Yes, and on my way to being permanently "Brain Dead."
...
Note: They say that sometimes people in comas.
Yes, can still make out shadows and hear partial noises.
Now if you're still with?
After they pulled me out of that death car.
My dad got scared and screamed my name Jason.
I did not answer him but I heard him.
...
And yes, Seventeen hours later?
A decision would have to be made what to do with me?
What to do about somebody?
Somebody who was getting ready?
Somebody was getting ready to start his career?
Somebody was getting ready to start his career as an auto mechanic.
And, going to Brookdale Vocational school in Bricktown, New Jersey.
...
God, what to do about somebody who had started his band?
Yes, and was looking forward to continuing it?
God, what to do with somebody who was only a junior?
And, never would even have a chance to graduate High school?
...
Yes, let alone go to Vocational School and maybe even college?
Yes, like my two sisters Nikki and Corrine?
Now please realize and listen?
Now, exactly at this moment in time?
God, what about my future?
What to do with somebody who would never have a chance to marry nor have a child?
...
Ohh?
You wanted to know the name of my band?
Yes, I did cut my own CDs about a dozen.
Remember?
(Jason's Hot Shit!)
And, the title of my band?
And, the picture that I had drawn on August 2002?
"Three Ways to Save"
...
Note: On this day of April 1st 2023 .
Twenty years has passed since I donated my son Jason's Heart and Lungs.
His Liver and his set of kidneys.
In order to save four human beings.
Yes, Twenty years has passed!
Yes, and three out of four still are living!
Living to this very moment in time!
...
To learn more about the Miracle of 'Organ-Tissue Donations?'
Simply contact my dad's best friend.
Lara S. Moretti the L.S.W. with
"The Gift of Life!"
Philadelphia, Pennsylvania at
1- 800- DONORS-1.
"And, the Beat Goes On!"
...
Jason Richard Smrkovsky
November 5th, 1984~
March 31st, 2003.
Organ's Graciously donated to the Four on April 1st, 2003.
(April Fool's Day)
| Author Notes |
*Raccooned: noun
/rac.coon.ned/ A condition in which the person with severe brain injuries. Yes, to the head which is swollen. Eyes which also are swollen, closed, black and blue. Similar to being severely beaten up in a Prize fight. ... Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Only Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist and Amazing Writer, Dr. Ricky 1024 And, his Incredible Picture Entitled, "Just Jay" |
By Ricky1024
"April Fool's Day?" (A)
Written on April 1st, 2023
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright © Fanstory
'All Rights Reserved'
God, how many more times does this have to be?
Another lousy April Fool's Day for me?
I know that they say...
"The Jokes on Me?"
But it's some kind of cruel game for me.
Why God?
I'm choking and moping on my Misery.
...
God, how many more?
Does it have to be?
Never seems to End?
Yes, just continue for me?
Over and Over and Over again?
Why do Eye hath to manage this day?
With written words?
Writing with this Cheap, Green, T.D. bank pen!
...
April 1st again to start this day?
Surely God, April showers?
Showers of Endless tears this day?
I'm crying out loud!
God, to you!
Won't You Please make them End this Day?
What's a Broken-Hearted father now to do??
...
God, it's Twenty years now playing this Joking game!
The memories just never seem?
Seem for me to go away?
God, I know that for most, it seems to be just another day?
God, but for me?
I'll try my best again to pray.
****
Dear Lord God above.
Please shower my Pains with "Disappearing Tears?"
Waste away all my twenty past Endless and miserable years?
Years I have faced.
Years of waste.
God, bitter again tIs this taste.
Faced and tried to deal with this all alone?
Even finally ET had a chance to go home!
...
Losing my Only son, Jay.
Twenty years ago on this very day!
Shortly later my sad and upset wife!
God, she was suffering!
Christ!
...
Why did she too need to be taken away??
God, tis these words too?
Too much to pray?
I still try to take and make an effort to do my very best.
And make this very April Fool's Day.
Bloom Glorious flowers.
Beautiful Flowers of Life Everlasting.
Turning Page, after Page, after Page of words that I'm now casting.
...
And God, Above?
I've been taking it on the chin but when does my music begin?
When until my time?
My time of rest?
Finally to come?
My time of rest?
No more shall I be begun?...
God, help me to achieve?
Achieve Your final request?
Yes, I'm only human in your image at best.
Perhaps just a Fool and still in Love with my past?
...
Life though is for the Living.
They say.
You got to make your own kind of music.
And that's what I'm doing as I pray!
...
Make your own Special kind and blend those words just right!
Even if nobody seems to understand.
You got to make your own kind of music in your own Special song.
Even if nobody wants to sing along.
...
God, so until.
I'll continue.
I'll continue on this very April Day.
.Yes, to create on paper.
Paper Machete.
Paper Machete images.
Yes, in order for those to understand and see.
For even this blind man with words that are unique.
And for just a split second, open his eyes and take a peek!
And God, You've given a Gift.
Why only to me?
On this very day.
Arranged in my own Unique, Special, Style, and Way.
Whether night or weather day.
God, this I do now pray in this Testimony today.
*Amen.
****
"No Fooling April Fool's Day!" (B)
Written on April 1st, 2023
By Doctor Ricky 1024
There's no Fooling April Fool's Day!
Can't just make it go away!
No matter how hard.
I had just prayed!
There 's absolutely no a fooling.
"April Fool's Day!"
...
Ain't no sun, even shining my way?
God, I'm continuing my pining though this day.
Did that Nasty Joker even play a joke on me?
Yes, and even take away.
Away my Son Jay from me?
Yes, to make me feel??
The jokes on me and it's so real!
...
Yes, it's raining down on my parade!
Yes, as Darkened Clouds mow appear?
I understand yesterday out **West.
A large and massive tornado appeared!
The Joker's doing his Very, Very, Best!
Even playing it's Evil jokes on all the Rest!
Is this truly just a Test?
God, perhaps this is his Job?
God, perhaps this is his very Quest?
...
To take from all and and leave no Rest?
God knows this day.
Yes, I had to give away.
My only Son.
My only Jay!
Approximate Word Count: 887
| Author Notes |
*Amen: interjection
/amen/ 1. Used to express solemn ratification (as of an expression of faith) or hardly approval (As of an asertation) "God I pray to you this day to make it go away?" ... **West: Adjective /west/ 1. direction Note: 12 tornadoes reported over the past 48 hours. (A) Friday 03:58 PM. CDT 2 S.S.W. MALCOM. (A) Friday 03:57 PM. CDT. 2 SSE. LANCASTER (A) Friday 3:45 PM. CDT. SSE. Baseball size hail 70 mph winds St. Louis. Mountain Home Arkansas: Woman experiences devastating tornado winds. ... NWS: Friday preliminary confirms EF-2 tornado strikes in Mullica Hill, New Jersey. Note: This is my state. So God, what's next Oz again? ... Note: This marks two decades of April Fool's Day for me and my family. Yes, 20 years the three out of four human beings are still alive! Completely off anti-rejection medications! Sharing my Only Son Jason's Heart and lungs! And sharing my Son Jason's Kidneys! ... To learn more about the Miracle of 'Organ-Tissue Donations?' Simply contact my dearest friend. Lara S. Moretti the L.S.W. with "The Gift of Life!' Philadelphia, Pennsylvania at 1-800-DONORS-1. ... Carolyn Ann Richmond Harbach Smrkovsky December 6th, 1952~ November 23rd, 2003. Jason Richard Smrkovsky November 5th, 1984~ March 31st, 2003. "Together Forever and the Beat Goes On!" ... Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Only Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist and Amazing Writer, 'Dr. Ricky 1024' His Incredible Picture Entitled, "Caution Wet Floor" |
By Ricky1024
"Tangled Crucifix"
Written on April 10th, 2023
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright © Fanstory
'All Rights Reserved'
The Trap's set, numbers exchanged.
Dear Lord God above.
Why did I give it my name?
Tragic circumstances follows with this "Evil Game."
Now all alone, homeless and treated like some "Chump Change."
...
God I refuse to give up!
I Refuse to play!
It's Evil Game!
And, I'm standing strong and calling out Your name!
...
God, it's going to be now a "New Game."
Yes, as I'm slowly taking the Power.
The Power away!
Yes, by refusing to sulk or hide.
Because I got you inside!
...
Yes, as I'm now ordering this insanity.
To Cease and Desist!
The two that did this to me?
Because what they don't realize?
That this isn't the first time.
Yes, that something like this has happened to me!
...
And Lord God, whom I always Loved.
I have Faith and determination.
I have my own secret extermination and "Special Bag of Tricks!"
To break this Evil and Unnecessarily
"Tangled *Crucifix!"
| Author Notes |
*Crucifix: noun
/cru.ci.fix/ 1. The crucifix represents Jesus death and sacrifice, crucification on the cross. Which Christians believe brought about the redemption of humankind. ... Note: This is based on true events recently in my life. Yes, where I was helping an indigent woman. Yes, who was homeless temporarily and had not bathed or eaten in a week. It turned drastically the other way around, as she realized by lying and getting a restraining order. She could make me leave and take over the household where I lived since June 3rd, 2022 with my friend Joseph. ... Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Only Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist, 'Renate-Bertodi' Renate's Incredible Picture Entitled, " The crucifix everywhere" |
By Ricky1024
"Nature's Request"
Written on April 11th, 2023
By Doctor Ricky 1024 and?
Copyright �© Fanstory
'All Rights Reserved'
The Wonders of Nature's Best.
To view it all at My Request?
Magnificent site to Behold.
Tried and tested but never til now Told?
...
I can picture the many long blades of Green Grass.
Silently blowing in the Savannah.
I can smell the Oceans satine seas while Eye watch the waves tumble and stir for only Me!
But who am I?
...
I can feel the heat penetrating.
Penetrating My many pores!
As I walk the sands of the Sahara.
While I touch now, the sky high over Mount Kilimanjaro!
Want more **Mara?
Sure!
...
And I can see below to the very depth and bottom of the oceans floor.
Where light penetrates now.
*Nevermore.
For who am I?
Am I more?
Jesus Christ.
| Author Notes |
*Nevermore: adjective
/never.more 1. The quoted word by Edgar Allan Poe. Yes, as we realize his tormented mind and can feel his pain in his poem entitled, "The Raven" **Mara- noun /mara/ ... Note: According to the Buddhism beliefs, through Cosmology, Mara represents Death, Rebirth, and Desire. ... Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Only Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist and Amazing Writer, Dr. Ricky 1024' And, his Incredible Picture Entitled, "Pictured Flower" |
By Ricky1024
"Sustaining Grace"
Written on April 15th, 2023
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright ©� Fanstory
'All Rights Reserved'
Gracefully he now goes following and chasing Beautiful Rainbows.
From here first, then to over there.
Doesn't seem to have a care?
...
Now understand?
He's traveling his own way, each and every day.
Yes, doesn't seem to matter much to he?
He's out and about just looking to see!
See all that God hath presented to be.
...
Now, he has no name and can barely hear not.
His only interests have been got!
For hes a By-product of my Reality.
Chasing his Beautiful Rainbows in the morning Sun.
And, only then when the Sun doth fades.
Does he realize his day is almost done.
And yes!
...
He finally shall cometh to rest.
Rest in the Crest of his own Very, Very, Special, Place.
Among God's many flowers the nectar he shalleth taste!
"Sustaining *Grace"
| Author Notes |
Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Only Son Jesus Christ.
Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist, 'eileen0204' Eileen's Incredible Picture Entitled, "Early Halloween" |
By Ricky1024
"Cancerous Predators!"
Written on April 19th, 2023
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright �©ï¸? Fanstory.
'All Rights Reserved'
Camp Lejeune disease.
They're well did you drink from the water of their well?
Now because of the cancer does your brain swell?
Firefighters firefighting foam?
Note: Caution causes many cancers! (didn't you know?
Do you have a fire?
Then have your local fireman put it out because if you don't?
Cough, Cough, Cough all the way to the coffin!
...
Hernia mesh infections like me? Infected inner stitches causing you pain and misery?
And then get your wagon and hitch!
Now cowboy do you have a lot of pus?
Like me and a red swelling?
Perhaps there's something evil dwelling?
Well, if you insist and if you must from the two years of pus?
Well then how about a squeeze of My Reality?
...
Married to Leggett Myers, RJR Reynolds, and Mr Philip Morris?
Of course, but please get a divorce!
Hey they want you to buy their tobacco products!
Which grows not in a forest but in the state of Virginia!
Don't you know that Virginia Beach is for Lovers!
...
Cough, Cough, Choked and eventually Cloaked in a Should.
Now are the Three big boys upset or proud?
And, you victims are you now kinda feeling raspy and awaiting death?
Fighting now unfortunately for your very last breath?
...
Covid -19 Pandemic Variant Number 2. And, like me?
Did you once have this as I did and do?
Death by Self -Consumption!
Now that's a thought and what a way to go?
...
Are you feeling kind of blue?
And, don't know quite yet what to do?
Lawyers and doctors?
Well, they definitely are not coughing but choking!
Yes, but Choking on all the money all the way to your bank!
Now what a pathetic and Sorried World of Sin we live in?
| Author Notes |
Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Only Son Jesus Christ.
Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist, 'lynnkah' Lynnkah's Incredible Picture Entitled, "Are They Out There?" |
By Ricky1024
"The River of Love"
Written on April 20th, 2023
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright © Fanstory
'All Rights Reserved'
There's a River that flows.
Dark and mysterious.
This you need to know.
And, it flows was so much Love.
And when you take but a single drink?
...
The River of Love is available to both me and to you.
Just grasp and absorb, as you drink deeply from this Wonderful Brew!
Drink in deeply and refill your Broken Heart..
Because once you lose it and your Love hath part?
...
Yes, grasp and enjoy it.
For. it's available to all.
To all little girls and all little boys.
To all women and to all men.
Truly needed and constantly in demand.
...
But when the River of Love no longer shall Flow?
When you've lost that Love and don't know which way to Go?
And, you suddenly have realized that you can no longer drink anymore?
And, your Love hath flowed away?
Well, then that's the moment in time.
That unfortunately will haunt you each and every *Day.
| Author Notes |
*Day: noun
/day/ 1. The time of light from one night to the next. "the shortest day of the year" 2. DAYLIGHT: Sense 1. "woke up at the break of day" 3.DAYTIME "Sleeps during the day and works at night" ... Note: The loss of a child, no matter the age, is a parent's worst nightmare. And it's a gift that will continue to give as long as you continue to live. ... Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Only Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist and Amazing Writer 'cleo85' Cleo's Incredible Picture Entitled, "Dark and Mysterious" |
By Ricky1024
"Invader!"
(4.4.4 AM.)
Written on April 23rd, 2023
By Doctor Ricky1024
Copyright © Fanstory
'All Rights Reserved'
It Came in the Morning and not in the Night.
Armed with some "Pitiful Story"
Yes, of supposed abuse.
It sunk its fangs in and Crimson Red Blood appeared.
Now my Heart hath been broken and marred.
Marked by the Beast!
To this Latter-day Saint Priest!
(To say the least)
...
No excuse for stupidity.
Compassion was necessary but God?
God, now how about me?
I've been subjected to "Eternal Misery."
...
No more home and completely alone.
Yes, like a dog on a leash without even a bone?
No ET to call home?
...
God, but I will survive.
And, I always will.
I'm going along on this Horrid of ride.
My Faith is strong and my Hope goes On!
...
Note: I've been homeless since January 13th, 2023
(Friday the 13th)
I made a mistake and helped an indigent woman named, "Dee Dee"
She turned on me, stole all my personal belongings, and took over my residence where I stayed with my Ex friend Joe Vigil.
| Author Notes |
Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Only Son Jesus Christ.
Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, and Talented Artist, USWA6346' And, their Incredible Picture Entitled, "Psychedelic Weed" " |
By Ricky1024
"Seamore"
Written on April 24th, 2023
By Johnathan Livingston Seagull
Copyright ©� Fanstory
'All Rights Reserved'
"All God's Creatures Big and Small"
Abandoning a temporary way.
On this very April day.
Do to an unexpected issue with my "Transportational Needs"
I had an hour to kill.
...
Now, the 7-11 coffee from an hour ago, kicked in hard!
And, I could hardly resist the
"Sweet Bliss of a Damn Good Piss!"
...
Now, as I was investigating an outside.private privy.
I spied with my Azure Eye a rather large Seagul.
And, a black plastic Bag virtually concealed the goodies!
He flew away when he noticed me but that's okay.
(He didn't go far)
...
Now do as I must or do as I should?
If only I could but you see?
For me?
The pee comes first and Seamore!
I must insist!
So, after my pee I went back to take a?
No it just smelled like that!
...
The odor was atrocious enticing and inviting to he but not me!
Cautiously with a little rip he would be ready to feed and dip!
Dinner time indeed fulfilling a need!
"All God's Creatures Big and Small"
| Author Notes |
Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Only Son Jesus Christ.
Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist, 'Anita B' Anita's Incredible Picture Entitled, "Seagull" |
By Ricky1024
"Stupid Human Beings?"
Written on April 26th, 2023
By Doctor Ricky1024
Copyright © Fanstory
'All Rights Reserved'
One fine day deep in the Jungle...
"Hey Bonzo!"
"What now Clarence?"
He wonders.
"Don't you see it below?"
States Clarence.
"Two stupid Human beings watching us way up here in the banana tree.
"Yes, Clarence but what about them?
Wonders Bonzo.
...
Note: Bonzo is cleaning the T-Zee red ants and other nasty insects from his fur.
...
Clarence can you see the T-Zees biting the small fat one?"
States Bonzo.
"You mean the small one with the full belly?"
Replies Clarence.
"Ha, ha, ha!"
"Dirty Humans!"
"Yes, Clarence but the other one is opening the banana the Wrong Way!"
...
"Oh, I see Bonzo."
"Doesn't it know to open the small end?"
Wonders Clarence.
"Guess not brother."
"Momma always said the other end is the handle."
"Yes, and always hold it firmly."
Replies Bonzo.
...
"Yea, and look at them stuffing Dem, Der, Bananas in their gullets!:
"You'd think they never been in the jungle before and where's their rifles?"
Wonders Bonzo.
...
"Yes, there's dangerous animals below!"
States Clarence.
"Brother see there's one now!"
"A Big, Black Panther and he looks a hungry!"
Warns Bonzo.
"Stupid Humans!"
"Don't they know that Black Panthers eat Bananas for desert!"
The End.
| Author Notes |
Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Only Son Jesus Christ.
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By Ricky1024
"The Touch Maker"
Written on April 29th, 2024
By Jason Richard Smrkovsky
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Touch me in the morning.
And, then just walk away?
Touch me in the morning?
Yes, but I still have yesterday!
...
My Broken Heart is bleeding.
Yes, as it is now pleading.
That I need you so much!
Won't you please share with me?
Bring me back to the way I used to be?
I'll try the best I can, Chaz.
...
Touch me in the morning please?
And then don't walk away.
Touch me in the morning and the evening.
I still have yesterday.
I'll do the best I can Amanda.
....
Touch me please for I need you so.
Please just touch me and never let me then go?
For without you there would not be me.
Talk to me please and give me back to the way I used to be?
...
Touch me Always Forever?
For I lost my only teenage child.
Albie was my only daughter.
And the loss of her has made my *Mind?
| Author Notes |
*Mind: noun
/mind/ 1. the element of a person that enables them to become aware of the world and their experiences, to think, and to feel; the facility of consciousness; and thought. "a mind is a terrible thing to waste" Similar: brain, intelligence, intellect. ... Note: Chaz is a 63-year-old man from Philadelphia who received my son Jason's heart and lungs. ... Amanda is a woman who works for direct Express who I was in touch with today. We shared a little bit and she told me. Richard it will be four years. Four long, years, since she lost her four year old daughter. Yes, and wished she could have donated her organs. ... To learn more about the Amazing and Incredible procedure of 'Organ-Tissue Donations?' Simply contact my dearest friend. Lara S. Moretti the L.S.W. with "The Gift of Life!" Philadelphia, Pennsylvania at 1-800-DONORS-1. ... Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Only Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist, 'avmurry' Her Incredible Journey Entitled, "Mr.Singer" |
By Ricky1024
"Sleeping on Scattered Memories'
Written on April 30th, 2023
By Doctor Ricky 1024
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Scattered Moments of Interrupted, tis this sleep of me.
Woefully, I'm wandering in thoughts that will be will be.
Just drifting Endlessly in clouds of fogged moments of rhyme.
Happening continuously each and every time.
...
Rarely a Nightmare, mostly just strange Dreams.
Yes, but when that will happen?
I wake up in "Nightmarish Screams!"
Trying and trying the best that I can.
But it always grasps and reaches out with its Clawed and Bony hand.
Doing the best that I then can but if this happens again?
I will reach out for my son, Jason's hand.
| Author Notes |
Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Only Son Jesus Christ.
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By Ricky1024
"Give & Take, Take & Give?"
Written on May 1st, 2023
By Doctor Ricky 1024
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'All Rights Reserved'
I give and gave to it and it took and taken some more.
I showed compassion and sympathy and she returned with anger and apathy..
I sheltered and protected.
She lied and conjected.
I tried in court and she lied in court.
I knew her for a very short period of time.
And, on that Day.
She lied that Day.
Telling a Superior court judge.
I was her fiance.
...
She destroyed my personal property and blamed it on her father.
I did my very best to help her but now God why did I bother?
...
She claims she's under child protective services.
Diagonals?
"Fourth grade education."
But when she drives me in her csr sober.
And, after a heated argument.
She goes and tosses my belongings out into the gutter!
Without as much as a whimper or mutter.
Yes, during a Rainstorm .
And, then continues on her way .
She then blames it on he father that day.
And, tells her relations?
This is your new daddy soon to be and he's here to stay.
...
Note: Sometimes in life we try to do the right thing for the right reasons. But unfortunately for me.
Yes, backfires in our face.
Note: This is a continuation of me being homeless since January 13th, 2024.
And, involving my ex friend Joseph Vigil.
And now.
(according to her his new niece)
Dawn Deborah Reel.
...
The only thing real about this woman is that she's an Ex-alcoholic.
Yes, with six priors in traffic court. Myrtle Beach, South Carolina.
She's wickedly Evil and schemingly intelligent.
And that's the real deal on Miss Reel.
...
| Author Notes |
Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly and His Only Son Jesus Christ.
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By Ricky1024
"Luna the Moon Goddess"
Written on May 3rd, 2023
By Doctor Ricky 1024
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She was all that was meant to be for me.
Her Glow was so fantastic completely, *Exaspic.
Her hair so fare as the Sun.
And, with each and every smile?
...
Dear Lord God above.
How do Eye begin, again?
But God, I was blinded by her Beautiful eyes.
Her eyes were the only ones!
But I had to go
And, how I Loved her so...
...
I met her on a whim and a dare.
I was told nobody exists up there?
But I knew in my Broken Heart
Yes, from the very start.
That she was meant to be.
Yes, and only for me!
...
We took a walk along the edge of "The Sea of Tranquility"
Where in the moonlight we could dine.
On each other's Souls, so Divine.
I'll tell you each and every time.
And, with that first kiss.
I must now insist.
No Man could resist.
Resist that moment in time.
And, this was my Reality.
Complete Crystal Clarity.
The first time that I touched her lips.
I knew in this Broken Heart.
That True Love really does Exist!
| Author Notes |
*Exaspic: adj.
/ex.asp.ic 1. This word that I made up is meant to describe my feelings for what the moon goddess looks like. ... Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Only Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist and Amazing Writer, Dr. Ricky 1024' And, his Incredible Picture Entitled, "Midnight Moon" |
By Ricky1024
"Written Within My Broken Heart"
By Doctor Ricky 1024
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"Life's Little Lessons"
Just one more game please Jason I know Dad but we lost each and every one this year.
Which states with a tear in his eye.
Sun it's okay the cry but what's important is that you participated and did the very best of your abilities.
...
Life's Lttle Lesson Number Two"
I know I got a little angry but Dad some nasty kid in music class clock me today with a cowbell.
Please I can't look it hurts so bad I have a lump.
You go to the school nurse Jason?
She iced it and said it's okay.
Son you are much larger than almost every kid always remember that and when something like this happens again show some apathy because that kid is probably suffering more than you could ever believe.
...
"Life Little Lesson Number Three"
Jason you attain the honor of being the peer mediator for the entire 6th grade class!
Always remember that you have a gift son.
And,and you've been chosen to use that gift and always give your very best
The Best that you could ever, *Give?
| Author Notes |
*Give: verb
/giv/ verb:1. freely transfer the possession of (something to (someone); hand over to. "Before Jason was cremated we have to give his organs to see four lives" Similac: donate, hand over, gift. verb:2. cause or allow(someone or something) to have (something especially something abstract; provide or supply with "Jason's heart still beats in another person's chest because of the gift we had to give" ... Note: To learn more about the amazing gift of Life. And, 'Organ-Tissue Donations?' Simply contact my dearest friend. Lara S. Moretti the L.S.W. with "The Gift of Life!" Philadelphia, Pennsylvania at 1-800-DONORS-1. ... Special thanks hoes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Only Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist, 'helvi2' Hevvi'd Incredible Picture Entitled, "Love Blossoms" |
By Ricky1024
"Heartly Worth the Heart"
Written on April 2nd, 2023
By Doctor Ricky 1024
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As these words are forming, my Broken Heart is mourning for you.
You broke this Heart and now it's bursting apart.
Tears of humility
...
As these words are forming, I'm cocooned in shrouded memories
for you.
Tears of lost years.
...
As these words are forming, forming a story.
A Sad story of a time so long ago.
I wonder just where you are?
Tears appear in a Glasstein Jar.
...
And, as these words of pain and Blame, again appear.
Capturing Reality's best
Honoring, my Only son Jay.
Tears, years, humility, appear and will never *Disappear.
| Author Notes |
* verb
/dis.ap.pear/ 1: ceases to be visible. "Jason disappeared for my life in the blink of an eye" Similar: vanish, pass from sight .cease to exist or appear in use "the tension had completely disappeared" Similar: die, disappeared, lost "Disappear in the blink of an eye" ... Note: What if you have lost something precious but you can bring it back to Life? And, that very precious thing is your Loved one? To learn more about the amazing gift of Life and 'Organ-Tissue Donations?' Simply contact my dearest friend. Lara S. Moretti the L.S.W. with "The Gift of Life!" Philadelphia, Pennsylvania at 1-800-DONORS-1. ... Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Only Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist. 'lynnkah' Lynnkah's Amazing, as well as Incredible Picture Entitled, "hearts and roses under glass" |
By Ricky1024
"The Goodness of God?"
Written on May 21st, 2023
By Doctor Ricky 1024
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Struggles and Sin.
Sin and Struggles.
Dear Lord God, how do Eye begin?
How doth One begin?
Begin to extinguish this Sin?
...
Movements subjected, lost and never Protected?
The Stained Teardrops of my Sin.
Again Lord, how do Eye Begin?
When I am blinded and bound?
Shrouded and Cloaked?
Cloaked in Darkness.
Mummified and Cocooned!
...
Dear God?
Tis there ever going to be?
Be room in my Tomb?
Coffins Lid always closed?
Darkened Clouds surround and confound me.
But I'm lost and never Found?
...
Crimson Red, tis me eyes.
Me Eyes!
My God!
Tears of my past.
As my lies are pouring.
Pouring out from inside!
How can Eye change when I am Blinded?
Bonded?
Wrapped?
****
Struggles and Sin.
Sin and Struggles.
I've struggled and Died!
Yes!
Died now fourteen times!
...
Lord God above, even Suicide.
Suicide three times!
My suicide could not Be?
To Be or Not to Be?
Ashes to Ashes.
Dust to Dust?
God, what's wrong with me?
Where do I belong?
Help me, God?
Tis this Your or my Job?
This is "The Goodness of God?"
| Author Notes |
Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly and His Only Son Jesus Christ.
Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist, 'Linda Bickston' Linda's Incredible Picture Entitled, "Behind Your Son" |
By Ricky1024
"The Better Weapon?"
Written on May 24th, 2024
By Captain Bang, Bang Ricky 1024
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We all must be aware, capable, and able to share.
The road is long and treacherous indeed.
Treacherous as you will soon see.
...
We must become armed and also alarmed for the enemy is everything that we expect?
From Covid-19 to Variant Number- 2.
They are all awaiting me and you!
...
Yes, I understand it's your birthday and you are you having a Bubonic plague time?
Yes, like they did in Europe way back in 1347 to the 1500s?
Are you armed with your party hats?
Don't eat too much cake there may be bubonic icing?
..
You can bet your Life!
Yes, that there will be new strains to subject us to their Pain!
Yes, you can bet your Life!
That we will be subjected to Misery!
Misery, Pain, Grief, and Anguish!
...
Do you have the tools in your belt to eliminate?
Now if the answer is no?
Well then soon you won't exist.
Yes, I must insist!
You will be lost in the Land of less than Bliss!
...
This is your captain speaking and I must again Insist!
And, without your equipment belt.
Forget about the tears in your eye!
You may eventually die?
...
Attention on Walmart shoppers!
Now go immediately to the pharmacy and get your shots!
...
There will be no more reasons to worry and suffer and cry!
There will be no more.
Oh me, oh mys!
Yes, because your new quest?
Tis just Ashes to Ashes!
Yes, and Dust to Dust!
...
I insist as we all must stay alert!
Attention!
All Kmart shoppers this is a Blue-Light alert!
Go directly to aisle Number Seven!
And, eat the bubonic cake!
Yes, and you'll not go to Heaven!
...
Yes, this is Captain Bang Bang Ricky!
Please listen to me?
Be aware and able?
Capable to deal with the enemy.
Again, Fanstory friends.
If today is your birthday?
Then you must be armed.
Yes, so you're not alarmed and be able to fight Satan!
...
And yes, he's always waiting.
So, be prepared and realize.
Do not take a taste of his Reality!
Prepare and be aware?
Satan and his millions of demons.
They are still watching.
Remember 9-11?
Well, that wasn't very much fun!
...
Yes, they are still watching and working.
Diligently.
And, they only want you for the specific reason of Death!
...
No more will you take another breath!
Gasp and Choak?
Then soon you will be shrouded and cloaked!
Mummified and iEntombed!
You better believe there's plenty of room!
..
Yes, this is your captain speaking and
stay aware!
Aware, Alert, Care and Shared
My message is clear and Death is your Date.
And, he's never going to be late!
| Author Notes |
Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Only Son Jesus Christ.
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By Ricky1024
"Resolute Resistance" (A)
Written on May 24th, 2023
By Doctor Ricky 1024
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Movement ever Forward.
Step to step, motion Sensed!
Presence monitored as Evil must!
Ashes to ashes and Dust to Dust?
Do as I may?
But do as I must!
...
Attention all Kmart and Walmart shoppers!
Motion detected!
Drop all your potential purchases and leave immediately from all the buildings!
Yes!
Run and don't walk!
Yes, as fast, as fast, as fast, can Be!
...
Once liquefied now in solid form?
Perforations on the outside blowing out its evil song!
Move along now and don't look back!
If you get a glimpse?
Yes, you'll have a heart attack!
...
Warning!
Beware!
Away from it will absorb all of you and it doesn't care!
...
Look there he is now!
Holy Cow!
Straight from Nickelodeon?
Surfaced from under the Sea?
How you doing SpongeBob?
Where's Patrick?
I don't see?
...
"Resistance at Best?" (B)
Written on May 25th, 2023
By Doctor Ricky 1024
As, I further investigate this Evil and Hate!
I know for me my Life is not been that Great.
But Dear Lord God.
I thought I was doing your job?
Why must I continue to suffer?
Suffer so?
...
At least my lousy Life of Sin is not been wasted or slowed?
Yes, I'm always constant and always on the go!
In five months I'll be 70 years old!
I hope I have a birthday party?
And, if I do God?
Yes, I want to invite all my family and new friends!
...
So, just the other day.
I went to plan it all in a local bar.
"The "Button"
The bar was so dark inside.
That I actually was a little frightened!
That's where I met two, new, friends!
Attila the Hun and Genghis Khan!
We slaughtered quite a few beers!
Then as I was trying to leave?
Bin Laden and Adolf Hitler appeared?
...
Yes, he was pushing a wheelchair with Adolf Hitler in there!
I said to Adolf.
"Heil Hitler!"
Unfortunately, Adolf didn't respond you say?
"Yes, Doctor Ricky."
...
Bin Laden stated.
"I had him subdued and gagged!"
"I had to Doctor Ricky!"
"Yes, so much Misery and Pain!"
"My Heart and Ass was running out of gas!"
"Airline fuel is expensive!'
"As, you well know.'
As, he let out another fart from his Ass!
"He was torturing me with the Holocaust!"
...
So, I sat back down and had a new conversation with the Sea Hag!
(The Sea Witch!)
We talked about her new movie entitled, "The Little Mermaid."
She replied.
"I'm never going to appear!"
...
I wondered why?
As, I slugged down my fifth beer.
And, I looked deep into her red eyes. And, there was pain in there?
She started to cry and said...
"Oh me, oh my."
"You see Doctor Ricky."
"Disney and Pixar doesn't want me."
...
So, me and my friends all got together and we decided to give her a present!"
Now on June 4th, 2024.
The new movie will be released.
Yes, by the new and famous production company Entitled,
"Evil Intentions LLC.
"The Sea Witch Versus Little Mermaid."
...
Starring:
The Sea Witch
Bin Laden
Adolf Hitler
Genghis Khan
Attila the Hun
Little Nemo
Johnny Depp
Satan
God
King Neptune
The Little Mermaid.
And,
Me!
| Author Notes |
*The Button: noun
Note: This is a beer bar in Fort Lauderdale, Florida on A1A. ... Special thanks goes out first, as always to Heavenly Father and His Only Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist. 'lynnkah' Lynn's Incredible Picture Entitled, "What Do You See in the Dark?" |
By Ricky1024
"Tipping the Scales"
Written on June 21st, 2023
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright �© Fanstory
'All Rights Reserved'
Caught at the Edge of the precipice.
I am contemplating my suicide.
Life you see for me?
Tis trapped, scrapped,
I just want to take that last ride on the Good Ship Lollipop.
Understand?
...
You get just one last shot.
To make your mark and show your worth.
Crippled tis Eye.
As, I go on with this continuous Masquerade.
And yes, I am Blinded.
And yes, I am Binded.
...
God above can you not find me?
Do you not know?
Yes, that I'm surrounded and confounded!
Within my sufferings?
I'm gravely ill subjected to the sickening "Pill of Life"
First lost the only Son.
Followed shortly with the only Wife.
...
Dear Lord God?
Wherefore art thou are?
I'm caught in this tangled web of deception.
Constantly heading in the wrong direction.
There's a Darkness.
And God, can you not see?
See exactly what's wrong and happening inside me?
| Author Notes |
Note: On December 1st, 2006.
Now well over seventeen years. I lost my mind and decided to destroy myself. ... Note: And, if you know somebody who's contemplating suicide. And, is severely depressed. Depressed, such as I was. Then please call the National Suicide Hotline at 988. Or simply dial 9-11. Thank you. 24. ... Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Only Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist, 'eileen 0204' And, Eileen's Incredible Journey Entitled, "Torn & Reborn" |
By Ricky1024
"Joined at the Hip"
Written on June 23rd, 2024
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright �© Fanstory
'. 'All Rights Reserved'
From the Beginning of Time.
Human Man hath needs.
From fulfilling his aggravations to contemplation of relations.
Controlling factors scrape.
"The Edge of Man's Reality."
...
From the first Moment of Conception, man has tried his best to contemplate his direction.
Day to Night Darkness to Light.
Fire, Wind, Water, Earth.
To eventual birth.
Compliance in need to succeed.
Succeed to breed.
...
From the Beginning to the End.
As I write and cast these words on this page with this cheap pen.
Religion to amen.
Existence to science.
Understand?
...
Man is incomplete.
Man is nothing but nil.
And, until he can find and finally be able to understand?
Understand and believe.
Believe that if there is no more.
No more He.
...
From the Beginning of Time.
From the creation of Adam and Eve.
From God's first words to you and me.
Cast from His lip.
'Man and woman are.'
"Joined at the Hip".
| Author Notes |
Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Only Son Jesus Christ.
Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist and Amazing Writer, 'Dr.Ricky 1024' His Incredible Picture Entitled, "Combined" |
By Ricky1024
"Dead Below"
Written on June 30th, 2023
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright © Fanstory
'All Rights Reserved'
I'm Dead Below.
Now, don't you know?
I feel the fingers trembling so.
The icy appearance.
Yes, there's no Time?
And, there's no clearance.
...
I'm Dead Below.
Below don't you know?
Coffin lids up.
And the ceremony shall begin?
Perhaps my past Life.
Yes, has been nothing but Sin?
...
Yes, I'm now really and truly?
Dead Below.
Don't you know?
Coffin's lid is closed and there is nothing more or less?
There shall be no more Grief, Pain, and stress.
I've tried my Very, Very, best.
Too late now for this was my Quest!
But don't you know?
"Dead *Below"
| Author Notes |
*Below: noun
/be.low 1.under, underneath. "He always felt below her" ... Note: Tis Death truly the Final Chapter? Yes, or is there another chapter to be written? ... Note: The Science World will say the answer to this question is yes. And, then they'll be decomposition of the corpse. And, that will be the Eventual End. Now in a Religious sense of view. There is another place? And, Death is not the end perhaps just the beginning? Reviewers you decide! ... Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Only Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist, 'appy snappy' Appy's Incredible Picture Entitled, "New Life" |
By Ricky1024
"3:57"
Written on July 5th, 2023
By Doctor Ricky 1024
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It's 3:57 and a ,New Day?"
Yes God, as I wonder what's going to happen today?
I'm barely awake, sleepless and God Forsake.
My Broken Heart stopped and took a break.
No More counting of cheap and stupid Sheep.
Bah humbug!
...
It's a "New Day?"
Yes, and probably the Gloom will stay.
Yes, but it will soon be.
Be as always sunny and shining.
Yes God, while I'm pining.
...
Yes, it's again going to be or not to be?
Be for me
Another s***** day.
Yes, it's another f****** brand new day!
And, it seems to me.
and it only seems to me to be asAlways another s***** day?
...
Now God, should I now pray?
Be the prey?
"The New and Unexpected *Day?"
| Author Notes |
*Day: noun
/day/ 1. A days ago 2. time of light between one night and the next. 3. the shortest of the Year. 4. daylight. sense: "I woke up at the break of daytime" Note: The term day came from the old English term "d a e g" (which means of the week) Note: The term day, though was also, derived from Roman deities with Saturday as the first day. of the week. When the pagan Romans started worshiping the Sun more, the first day of the week became Sunday. ... Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Only Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist and Amazing Writer 'cleo85' Cleo's Incredible Picture Entitled, "Forces of Nature" |
By Ricky1024
"Resounding Resistance" (A)
Written on July 7th, 2023
By Doctor Ricky 1024
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'All Rights Reserved'
Mountains are moved as earthquakes do shake!
Rattle and roll!
Look out here comes the Troll!
...
Voice change as my heart of hearts?
BrakesRe- and are Re-Arranged!
This is hard and it's so F****** INSANE!
Yes, as she now calls out my NAME?
...
'Where are you?
'Can't you hear me?
'Are you Deaf, DUMB, and BLIND to?
'But honaey?'.
'What's a abused husband to do?'
...
To do but cry and want to die?
To dibzo longer understand why?
'Do you but to put your trust in God we all trust?
****
"Resounding Re-Emergence" (B)
Written on July 7th, 2023
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Zip, Zap, She's falling back through the cracks!
But now?
Yes, She seems.
Seems to Me?
Seems to Me to Be?
To Be or Not to Be?
More to me just to be a puppet?
That is the question as this romance is hitting in it opposite direction
...
Resounding Resistance with no more Persistence?
Resounding Re-emergence and she's now?
Now trying to Be?
More than just She!
Butterfly Kisses.
Eyes so Crystal Blue.
Total Love now.
And, I don't know what to do?
.
.
She's so beautiful throwing me those butterfly kisses no more pain.
No more Mercy?
Dismissing...
No more misery to she!
Methylene Trinity Oration.
No more Pain, nor Misery.
Misery for she.
Because she completes Me!
| Author Notes |
Special thanks, goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Only Son Jesus Christ.
Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist, 'avmurry' Avmurry's Incredible Picture Entitled, "Today we celebrate our freedom" |
By Ricky1024
"Signature in Signs"
Written on July 9th, 2023
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright © Fanstory
'All Rights Reserved'
Skipped and forgotten Heart Beats.
Second Chance, still no Romance?
Effective me, punctured continuously with Reality.
Chocolate cake, candles still Burning, Heart still yearning, no Time?
Dear Lord God, tis this Devine?
...
Nightmarishly screamed of Love.
Birthday Bash.
No more Cash?
Career Smashed!
Still no more Cash?
...
Now God, no more Son.
Now God, no more Wife?
Last minute, almost took my Life?
Common motions tried and Bled.
Replaced by loneliness, Instead?
Waves of Regression on floating scales of my Endless Depressions.
"Signature of Signs"
God, way to Much?
Too much this *Time?
| Author Notes |
*Time: noun
/time/ 1. the system of sequential relations that any event has to any other, as past, present, or future; indefinite and continuous relation regarded as that in which events succeed each other. "Jason was in a horrible accident this time" Note On March 31st, 2003. I was left with a Brain- Dead Eighteen year old son. ... Note: The loss of your child is a parent's worst Nightmare. To learn more about the amazing process of 'Organ-Tissue Donations?' Simply contact my dearest friend Lara S Moretti the L.S.W. with "The Gift of Life!" Philadelphia, Pennsylvania at 1-800-DONORS-1. ... Jason Richard Smrkovsky November 5th, 1984~ March 31st, 2003. Note: Organs graciously offered to the "Four" on April 1st, 2003. (April Fool's Day) "And, the Beat Goes On" ... Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Only Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist, 'helvi2' Helvi2's Incredible Picture Entitled, "Fantasy Butterfly" |
By Ricky1024
"When Worlds Collide?"
Written on July 12th, 2024
By Doctor Ricky 1024
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One year has now passed.
Yes, as time reflexes.
Yes, as reflection checks time.
One horrid memory at a time
Planets are created molded in the hands of the Mighty Creator.
Earth!!!
And, on the 7th?
And, after 7 days of rest.
And, as well as 7 nights before the fright?
Now get it good children and get it right!
Rotation, rotation, rotation.
...
Satan to Christ
Christ to Satan
Hell to Earth
Earth to Hell
...
Humankind beings are under some kind of Unholy spell.
Good to Evil?
Evil to Good?
And, from once began.
And, to now as it should?
...
'Earthlings, Earthlings!
'Are you listening to Me?
'I'm your Heavenly mother and I created Thee!'
'Can you not see?'
...
Suddenly, after 365 days.
I know not?
Yes, an asteroid streaks across the night sky.
Across the night sky and into the Moon!
...
Yes, as it must?
Ricochets off into the Earth as it now must!
And, right into the Sun !
Yes, the damage...
Yes, was long ago....
As so...
Begun.
Earth thrown off its axis!
Ashes to Ashes...
Dust to Dust?
..
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Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly and His Only Son Jesus Christ.
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By Ricky1024
"Dying While Trying"
Written on July 12th, 2023
By Doctor Ricky 1024
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Corpisoulus Dierecti.
How I want to die!
Dying while trying?
Pink flesh to Blackness.
Piss- point human reflection .
Just when God can't you take me?
Take me to that place of lost direction?"
...
Corponius Messtimietonous.
If I persist, perhaps with but...
But-One-Last-Kiss?
No more crying with Red eye of surprising?
Captive tis eye.
Don't want my departure?
Make me cry?
..
Yes, I'm finally getting my way!
My very last resting place.
Place of misery and pain.
No more shall I remain.
Remain in pain.
Remain like a puppet on the string.
Entangled and dangling.
Dangling along strangling rope.
Knot tied right.
Yearning, Heart broken and burning. I'm ready God please oh please?
Now do Your *Job?
| Author Notes |
*Job: noun
/job/ 1. Occupation, trade. "John's job was to work for the industry" Note: If you know anybody who's really suffering from depression and possibly suicidal, then please call the national suicide hotline at 988. 24 ... Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Only Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist, 'Raoul D' Harmental' And, his Incredible Picture Entitled, "Harley Quinn" |
By Ricky1024
"Modern Reality"
Written on August 1st, 2023
By Doctor Ricky Emma and Cadence
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Love and family.
Family and Love.
The important is essentially me. Educate me but don't judge me or hate me.
...
Judge me by my young age.
Then you need to turn the page.
"Page of Life"
Technologically speaking, I'm so very, very, young but I hate feelings.
I have feelings, feelings, can't you see?Blinded and binded?
Then let me make you free.
...
Modern Reality in a cup of tea.
Instead, take a second to test me. That's a number.
Never ,never best me!
Yes, because I am me!
And, me I will be.
| Author Notes |
Special thanks goes out first to Heavenly Father and His Only Son Jesus Christ.
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By Ricky1024
"Sipping My Cup of Tea"
Written on August 2nd, 2023
By Doctor Ricky 1024
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Taste the Unholy Presence and immerse yourself.
Yes, as you disperse yourself into Reality.
Now and again my friend.
Touch the Unholy Matrimony of Earth's Pain.
Feel it's ever present.Shame.
...
Movements Crippled, partnered crime slothing around in Satan's grime. Skeletons crackled and in shackles teeth still chatter wondering why?
...
Now, take another deep and better swig.
As you beg and begin to realize.
Realize my movements are constant and ever.
(Is this not or clever?)
...
The Grim Reaper now is coming for me.
It's my vacation.
Can't you see?
Can't wait to tempt Fate and Agony again.
For the knife's sweet as it cuts ever deeply.
Deeply like my pen.
...
God take me to church.
Can You see?
See that I'm slipping away.
Away from a cup of *Hemlock Tea??
| Author Notes |
*Hemlock Tea: noun
/Hemlock/ Note: All parts of the Hemlock plant are highly toxic. ... Note: If you know somebody contemplating Suicide. Then please call the "National Suicide Hotline" at 988. ... Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Only Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist, 'simonka' Simonka's Incredible Picture Entitled, "Porteau Sunrise" |
By Ricky1024
"The Knife Cuts Deep!"
Written on August 26th, 2024
By Doctor Ricky 1024
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On this Very Day.
On this Very Day.
Day as Eye now.
Now must Pray.
Pray to You God
God, to End this Day!
...
No more shalleth Eye Be blinded.
Blinded and blnded
Bond and not found.
Found and Lost.
Lost at All Costs
...
On this Most Blessed of Day.
Blessed of Day.
Let the Dark Shroud that surrounds.
Surrounds me.to cloak and Poke,
Poke at me.
...
On this most Horrid.
Horrid of Day as I now must Pray.
Pray.
Pray
For
The
Very
Last
Time.
...
Pray as the Grim and Crimson.
Crimson Red Blood.
Blood that flows.
Flows forth.
Forth from the multiple wounds.
Wounds Upon my Breast.
"The Knife Cuts Deep!"
God, knows Eye did.
Did the Best.
*Best
That
Eye
Can.
| Author Notes |
*Best: Adjective
/best/ 1. Of the most excellent, effective, or desirable type or quality. "I did my best to try to die" ... Note:On December 1st, 2006. I made an unsuccessful. Attempt to end my very life. With a 7-in serrated steak night directly into my chest twice, hitting the heart valve and bleeding internally. To the right side of my neck three times. Praying to God I would slice open the juggler and die out. ... Note: And, if you know somebody whom is feeling severely depressed and possibly suicidal, please call the national suicide hotline at 988 or simply dial 9-11. Thank You. 24 ... Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His only Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist, 'helvi2' Helvi2's Incredible Picture Entitled, " For Our Dins" |
By Ricky1024
"Eliminating Evil!"
Written on August 31st, 2023
By Doctor Ricky 1024
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Destruction to the F****** Corruption .
Heed my WARNING!.
Take no CARE!
Yes, because Hells coming for you down there!
Tragedy, Pain, Misery and FEAR!
This recipe is being especially created by F****** ME!
Just take a quick swig and taste my WASTE!
Now, no mere morsel of ,ME!.
That will never do now for all of you!
...
Eliminating the EVIL!
This is just so easy to do!
First, I play hide and seek!
You hide.
I seek.
And, then Eye find you!
And, then when I do.
Yes, you'll never forget who?
Lord Satan
| Author Notes |
Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His only Son Jesus Christ.
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By Ricky1024
"Bed of Tears"
Written on September 4th, 2023
By Doctor Ricky 1024
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After all the wasted years.
After all the lost birthdays with no presence?
After the past holidays never to last.
After all the sadness, pain, and misery disappears.
"Bed of Tears"
...
After all the shame remains and you're sorried life it is never again. Never again the same.
After the continuation of playing the game.
"Bed of Tears"
...
After the Heart's ache, the blood dries and cakes.
After the lack of sleep and the constant forsakes.
So, so, many missing and lost years.
"Bed of Tears"
| Author Notes |
Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Only Son Jesus Christ.
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By Ricky1024
"Decorate You with My Misery!'
Written on September 12th, 2023
By Doctor Ricky 1024
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Decorate you with my misery!
Now feel my pain right now must always remain like the shot of heroin directly into your vein!
...
Decorate you now again with my misery!
Take a taste of my hemlock tea and swallow it deeply!
Now you're drowning in my fear as you will slowly dissipate and disappear forever!
...
Decorate you now and again and again over again with my misery!
Constant now can't you see??
Are you blinded now by my pain??
My misery that remains!
1 minute
| Author Notes |
Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His only Son Jesus Christ.
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