By Ricky1024
"The Prologue"
Written on December 28th, 2022
By Doctor Ricky1024
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Note :This Author has had RSV and was tested negative yesterday at Hackensack-Meridian Hospital in Manahawkin, New Jersey.
Also, this Author on that same day.
Tested positive gor the COVID-19 Variant Two Pandemic Virus.
I'm currently on a regiment of PAXLOVID
(nirmatreivirtablets; ritonavir tablets)
Co-packaged for oral use.
Three tablets twice a day.
I still have partial bronchitis from the RSV and my blood pressure was 200/75 yesterday in the morning.
...
"Infectionous Poetry"
This project I will attempt to complete in ten days.
(The time period established to rid myself of this Infectionous disease.
I figure, along the way, let's have a little fun with this.
Let's be a little naughty.
Let's learn a lot more.
And, see the effects currently through the eyes of the beholder.
****
"Covid Claws is Coming"
Written on December 27th, 2022
By Doctor Ricky1024
Hackensack-Meridian Hospital
Manahawkin, New Jersey
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You better watch out!
You better well cry!
You better watch out and I'm telling you why!
Santa Claws is coming to town!
...
He sees you when he's preying.
He knows when you're awake!
He also knows which boys and girls are naughty, not good.
So you better be good for goodness sake?
...
You better watch out!
Don't hide or scream or Shout!
Bad boys and girls that's what he's all about!
Santa Claws is Coming to Town!
Santa Claws is not fooling around!
Santa Claws is coming your town!
...
In the middle of the night.
Suddenly your not feeling just right?
And, when you wake up and fight.
Your suddenly coughing and you choke!
And, with each bloody sneeze?
This deadly disease with his bony fingers.
That he's now shoving them deep within your throat?
Your coughing up blood and can no longer Breathe?
And, you realize its all part of this Pandemic Covid-19 deadly disease! Santa Claws is Coming to Town!
Santa Claws is Coming to town!
Santa Claws is Coming to your Damned Town!
...
Note: In my State of New Jersey. There has been 2.92 million infected total cases of Covid-19 with 35,457 total deaths.
...
Note: In severe cases where people have survived.
While being in the hospital for months on oxygen.
They have stated that it feels like with each and every breath.
That you're desperately needing.
With each breath your breathing within your lungs.
It feels as if glass crystals or within you.
Approximate Word Count: 621
| Author Notes |
Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ.
Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this talented Artist, 'Cindy Sue Truman' And, Cindy's Incredible Picture Entitled, "I hear you in my head" |
By Ricky1024
"Sickness"
Written on December 27th, 2022
By Doctor Ricky 1024
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Sickness now comes to visit.
Visit within me.
RSV germs are overtaking me. Bronchial bronchitis infection coats my lungs with phlegm.
Yes, as if a film within a picture of sin.
Well God, will I never breathe .
Breathe normally again?
And, will I ever write anything again?
Again with this pen ?
...
It's all over now as the
Pneumatic Pneumonia Pneumococcal is settling deep within.
Within my house of Sin.
...
The Grim Reaper wishes to reap and keep.
But Dear Lord God?
And, why this sickness?
I don't fully understand?
...
'Now come with Me Doctor Ricky .
Yes, and come as you are.
Are you ready to take my bony hand!'
...
Note: This was written entirely at
Hackensack-Meridian hospital.
(As I was awaiting the test)
Which I thought was going to be on my RSV.
They first did a swab test for Covid-19.
Strange I thought?
Last time two nurses came in each extracting large vials of blood from each arm.
About two hours later.
The nurse asked if anybody had talked to me yet?
And I said no, as I waited to be released.
Finally they came with my paperwork.
Yes, and that person told me that I tested negative for RSV but positive for the COVID-19 Variant Two virus.
Note: A Slice of me!
SARS-COV-2 (COVID-19 -INFLUENZA A/B, RSV BY PCR, GENEXPERT.
Blood pressure 167/91
Temperature 97.7.F
Pulse 73
Respiration 15
Oxygen Saturation 98%
Better off Alive or Dead?
| Author Notes |
Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Only Son Jesus Christ.
Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist, 'Sidney Birk" And, Sidney's Tremendous Picture Entitled, "Jaded" |
By Ricky1024
"Feeling the Bad"
Written on December 29th, 2022
By Doctor Ricky 1024
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Feeling the bad.
Can't let this make me sad.
Waves of sustaining thoughts drift in along my shoreline.
Running out of time.
Lungs now coated with slime.
One gasp as I again try to grasp.
God is this the way it's supposed to be?
Dizzy with brain fog, my joints are aching and can hardly Sea!
What ever is happening to me?
...
Waves are trying to wash over me.
Drowning with so bring?
The COVID Sirens now sing!
And, they can now see me approaching.
Apparently singing...
Yes, singing the Sweet notes of Serenity.
...
Cough!
Weeze!
Cough and Weeze some more!
Shortly i'm at Deaths Door for sure?
Knot my time now and what the Heck?
With her Beauty, she's slowly tightening her noose around my neck!
...
The Oldest and most Boldest and Beautiful.
(Delta COVID)
Yes, she's trying me and vying for a better grasp of me!
How long curled blonde hair Sea-fiiled with *Jell and shell!
...
She's only Nineteen but wants and kneeds me with her soothing voice.
Yes, I can feel her "Liquid Love."
Now washing over and into me.
Coating my lungs to the point.
God, I can hardly breathe.
...
But this is this COVID Sirens need!
In and out, out and in gasping me!
Enclasping in her "Internal Sin."
Oh, My God!
This is the cruelty that I must now share?
God, do You still care?
As if I'm crashing into the jagged rocks over there?
...
Note: COVID-19 and all variants are and can be life threatening for those over age 85.
Those with diabetic diabetes and Heart issues.
Those on dyalisis with Total Renal
Failure.
...
Note: Some words are purposely misspelled or created for effect.
* Jell: This is a green algae and seaweed like slime.
...
Note: Sirens are Beautiful creatures who sing with beautiful musical tones.
Yes, and their voices are used to purposely attract the sea men.
So, that they pilot their vessels into the cragged rocks to their deaths.
...
According to Greek mythology sirens are humanlike Beings with alluring voices; they appear in the "Odyssey."
In which Odysseus saves his crews lives.
...
My father Edward Smrkovsky was a Chief Petty Naval Officer on Four Destroyers.
Duting his 26 year Naval Career.
My dad was in both The Korean
(Cold War)
And, World War Ii during the Japanese Invasion of Pearl Harbor and the Pacific.
He still has friends today at the bottom of the the Ocean.
Approximate Word Count: 503.
| Author Notes |
Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Only Son Jesus Christ.
Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist, 'jesuel' And, Jesuel's Incredible Picture Entitled, "Sirens 2" |
By Ricky1024
"Pray for this Day" (A)
Written on December 30th, 2022
By Doctor Ricky1024
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God I Prayed for this very day.
Yes when my disease finally goes away.
Away in the manger no crib but now replaced with danger?
And my God, without any needs and concerns.
Needs or concerns as the mucus now within my lungs?
F****** just Burns?
...
Yes, as now yearn.
Yearn to again breathe.
And, I'm trying my very best to refill.
This request but God's it's now more than just a medication or pill.
Yes, for that's the way it's now got to be?
Be for me?
...
To Be or Not to Be?
God, that's never been the question. Yes, as my body now craves.
Depraved and more defined.
God, mercy me as a new and more mercible redirection.
...
And as for me?
God now I'm finally again smiling.
Yes, smiling into the Darkness.
With anticipation!
Yes, anticipating this demon with the Gleaming, Yellowed, Death-Like eyes!
...
God, it's no surprise.
Its UnEnding and Dark saucers.
With what was is now just a
"Grim Grin."
Yes, a Brother's Grim Fairytale that's as Unsecured as Sin.
...
God, how should i begin?
Yes, ever Fearless.
God, and can...
Can this finally?
Finally now be?
Be with this very lasting breath.
"Welcoming Death"
****
"Welcoming My Death" (B)
Written on December 30th, 2022
By Doctor Ricky1024
I see Skies of Blue.
Clouds so shining White.
Yes, with these words that I am now forced and must write.
As now my Soul's release into this Evenings night.
...
Yes Gods, "Welcoming Light."
As it's been way too long.
Way to long living where I no longer belong.
Tried my very best to be strong.
Struggling first and living with the RSV Virus.
Yes, to now the COVID-19's.
Variant-2 Panemdemic Virus.
...
Weezing and Coughing all over again.
Spittle fragments of blood.
Blood-Red that I'm trying not to spread.
...
Better off now Dead.
RSV, sadly then that merciless Gem?
And Germ again my friend.
Yes God, as COVID-19's was gone but now suddenly back Again!
...
And, God my lungs have been severely seared by this Unwelcoming Savage!
Ravaged as I scream out but my mind?
My mind is now just a head!
Yes, a mere head of Dead cabbage?
...
Brain fog has kicked in as my knees are buckling!
And my Heart is discreet listening to COVID-19's beat?
...
And God, my needs are now pending?
Lungs that are never mending but constantly pretending!
Breathing like a Weezer?
Asthmatic Lungs teaser?
Pretending to teach but enscapable this Covid-19's reach!
...
So, Dear God, Death meets and greets me.
Yes, with Vermiculous pain!
Detaining and sustainability of Unending and Universal Pain!
Pain ravaging me as if dragging me down?
Down the dome and along the edge of an Unearthly drain?
...
My body has lost weight!
Great and there is no more Hope
Nor Faith!
My eyes are vacant flying saucers that stare out!
Voiceless God, as I try but scream out?
...
Yes, for I am no longer there.
Never now a thought or care.
Blurred visionary as I now must navigate.
Navigate with my very, lasting, breath.
"Welcoming My Death"
Note: This was written eith thoughts of this Never and Seeming never Ending Disease and Virus.
Thoughts ftom those I know now long Dead.
Reviewers here that have too shared.
Baring their Souls as if their bodies were out of control.
Approximate Word and Virus Count:715.
| Author Notes |
Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ
Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this talented Artist, 'seshadri_screenivasan' Seshadri's Incredible Picture Entitled, "Schools-Birth of Fear!" |
By Ricky1024
"Vacuumed and Consumed" (A)
Written on December 30th, 2022
By Doctor Ricky 1024
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Vacuum and Consumed.
Now wrapped tightly in my cocoon!
No more time left in my Doom.
Neither alive nor dead!
Vacuumed fed.
...
Diseased to my lungs among my constant fears.
Nettles scratching and Re-Hatching with each breath in.
...
Time God to "Climb the Golden Stairs"
Kite Strings ripped and I'm now Blown
Away?
Lost the Nights and Sunny Days!
"The Winds of Sin."
Now must begin to satisfy this ever Deadly Disease.Old Life, New Life to Begin?
****
"COVID-19 Eyes"
Written on December 30th, 2022
By Doctor Ricky 1024
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She's got those eyes, yes those now
"Covid-19 Eyes."
Seeping and itching, Red and fed!
Better be careful for she wants you Dead!
...
She's got those eyes, yes those now
"COVID-19 Eyes!"
No big surprise!
Flurry and blurry Never Blue but
Tear-drop Red!"
Don't stay get away in a hurry!
Don't stay there instead!
...
She's got those eyes, yes those
"COVID-19 Eyes!"
Don't cry but why?
Oh why, God why?
...
She's got those eyes, yes those
"COVID-19 Eyes."
Eyes that can hypnotize!
Eyes under constant search for her man!
And, we all need to understand!
...
Understand not be the victims and understand...
She's a diseased Entity to please?
Yes, melting mucus disease!
Lost the ability to Breathe!
Still trying the best she can.
Yes, she's got COVID-19 eyes!
And, I must now realize.
She's in need of fetching this Witch that's disgusting and Wretching!
Realize it's coming to you and catching!
Note: COVID-19 Veriant -Two is highly contagious and air born.
The vapor can last up to two to three hours when a person contagious sneezes and coughs.
The microns are 0.1.
You can also catch it when it settles on certain surfaces.
We need to learn which surfaces and how long it will survive and how we can catch it from the counters and surfaces.
I believe it can be transmitted that way if we touch it and then touch our eye or we touch it and we have an open wound.
Note: we're still learning a lot about this through organizations such as the
CDC (Centers for Disease Control and Prevention) and WHO (World Health Organization)
Approximate Word Count: 541
| Author Notes |
Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Only Son Jesus Christ.
Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist, 'iphone7' Their Incredible Picture Entitled, "Death Under An Angry Sky" |
By Ricky1024
"Post Apocalyptic"
Written on December 31st, 2022
By Doctor Ricky 1024
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It's November 1st and Christmas is coming.
And fortunately, I'm feeling a little better.
Yes, this RSV has trying to get the best of me.
Take the last breath of me with bronchitis.
...
So, now I got to finish these meds and get this out of my damn head!
That from all the hard breathing.
I'm better off dead!
...
Yes so, I'm writing and writing my breath Away!
And, praying to God for a much better now December day.
...
So, I decided to go back for another and second test.
Yes to make sure that our SV is finally at rest!
Yes, and Hoping and Praying that I'm finally going to best...
...
Note: The RSV yes!
I tested negatively but on the same day.
Yes in the month of December and not November.
I tested positively for Covid-19 Variant-2.
...
Miss Covid-19 Variant-2 is kind of mean!
Yes, and it's taking Miss RSV's place! Such a waste?
| Author Notes |
Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ.
Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art, Review. This Talented Artist and Incredible Writer, 'alaskapat' Pat's Incredible Picture Entitled, "Ready for Christmas" |
By Ricky1024
"One Last Kiss" {A}
Written on January 1st, 2023
By Doctor Ricky 1024
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A Quick Whitney Houston like song.
'I want to run to you.
'Oh, oh..
'My Love.'
'Oh, oh...
'I want to give to you.
'Oh, oh..
All my loved Charms!'
...
'Oh babe, won't you lock me in your Arms?'
'With all costs and all harms?'
'I want you to feel as I do?'
'Oh, oh.'
'Make you cough and weeze.'
'As I do.'
'Weeze more now with me too!'
'Come share my deadly disease...
Wait a damned minute!!!
...
This may well be my very, very, last words.
Words that I now must...
I feel as if a Slave.
Yes, and she's within me.
A Saddened Sin within the wind.
I am deprived and depraved!
God, let this now End?
Amen.
...
Written with this very, very, last breath.
She's anxious but been patiently awaiting my death.
Written with this very, lasting, breath.
Drops of Blood-Red I exhumed into my "Mask of Doom"
Everybody runs away from my room!
...
God, no more room at the "Inn of Sin?"
No more "Amens and Pretends?"
THIS IS MY VERY END?
Yes, her Endless caress.
Her Sweet, Sweet Kiss of Death.
...
Yes, my respirator tries it's best but...
My Lungs, God!
MY DAMNED LUNGS!
Can no longer...
Not willing...
Don't want to...
...
'Congratulations Ricky!'
'Who is this my Concious?'
'My many congratulations and condolences on your writing career.'
'Go away Miss COVID-19 and leave me to die in peace!'
...
Note: The respirator does very little now.
Yes, very little now as the many, tiny, tiny, glass fragments are continuously scratching within my lungs.
Yes, with each breath I take!
Yes, in and out ever deeper!
Yes, as I wait this Tomb and Glove.
This now "Glove Within of Her Love"
God, am I just her slave to my Grave?Well, perhaps if I just pray?
The prey will go away?
...
Note: This was partially written.
As I visited my dear friend in Hackensack-Merdian Hospital Manahawkin, New Jersey.
And, Today it's been one full year since my good friend Donnie Cranmer was taken by COVID-19.
"Persistence of Pain"{B}
(With That Last Kiss?)
Written on January 1st, 2024
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Pain remains coursing through my ever shrinking veins.
As if hollowing out.
I scream and shout!
God, I'd this what Life's all about?
...
She's coming for me God!
Dressed like in a Covid and Dark Cloak.
With her Colt19 at her side
Will this finally be the end of me?
A shot into my Aching Heart?
...
God, it comes and it goes in the dark!
Yes, shocking me awakening me and shaking of me!
As Miss Covid-19.
Miss Gloom appears!
My tears God!
My God these tears!
Ever blooming and consuming tears.
Wasting away all those Wonderful, Gloriest, and painful years?
...
But instead why?
Yes, why God can't I now peacefully Die?
Why can't I seem to rest?
Rest as these Icy crystals?
Crystals of fragmented Glass!
...
And, God each time I breathe.
Will this Breath of Death be my very last?
...
'Cough and choke now Doctor Ricky!'
As she laughs in her Dark Cloak.
I'm shaking in horror God!
And, is this now just finally the Way?
The Way to my better place?
A place of "Marital Bliss?"
Calmness as Eye insist?
But God I see!
Yes, she's approaching me Now!
And, "With that Last Kiss?"
Approximate Word Count: 721.
| Author Notes |
Special thanks Goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ.
Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist, 'pfemd' And, their Incredible Picture Entitled, "Shore Leave" ... Note: This writer will be going to the hospital today to be retested after 5 days of medications. |
By Ricky1024
"My Pain is On Fire"
Written on January 2nd, 2024
By Doctor Ricky 1024
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Oh my pain is on fire!
Oh I'm trying to inspire but it's still seems.
Seems like Nightmarish screams!
...
Trying...
Trying to inspire.
Oh this heat does conspire!
COVID-19 Raging forest fire!
God can't seem to run away?
Yes, it follows me each and every day!
...
Her smoke is choking and threatening.
The Grim Reapers cards are dealt.
And, he's a betting.
Death I'm regretting.
Oh Lord God, she's trying to extinguish my desire!
...
Shattered in tetters, memories past.
No longer can grasp?
Moments as I'm tripping on my pain!
Dear Lord God will this always remain?
Is this your desire?
"My Pain is on Fire"
...
Note: By this time tomorrow.
I will know whether or not the COVID-19 Veriant-2 has been eradicated by my Medications.
There's five more days to complete this book.
If I don't get it done by Friday?
COVID-19 Variant -3 take me away!
To Be Continued in my Coffin?
24.
| Author Notes |
Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Only Son Jesus Christ.
Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist, 'MoonWillow' Moon's Incredible Picture Entitled, "Fire in the Sky" |
By Ricky1024
"1:Am."
(I Now Confess)
Written on January 2nd, 2022
By Doctor Ricky 1024
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I Am as I Am.
Yes, at this 1:00 A.M.
And, God I'm compelled again.
Amen.
To share these thoughts with You.
...
I can hardly breathe with each and every breath.
God forsake is this my possible and impending Death?
..
Well, I've gotten though kinda used to Miss Connie Covid-19 Variant-2.
Yes, gotten used to this as she grasps my hand.
And I try to understand?
...
This Pretty Miss Covid-19 all dressed in White.
God is this going to be another evening of no sleep?
Yes, and with my New Angel or Demon tonight?
...
And, God it's kinda of funny?
Yes, as I still can write!
About my disease.
God, as if you know what and I beg you please?
Amen?
...
I feel as if wedded again.
This New friend with that sparkling but Blackened Diamond ring.
Yes God but no Church Bells will Sing?
And, my time is getting closer.
Up and down on this Insidious Monsterous Roller Coaster!
Amen.
...
And, God yes I'm praying.
And she's preying too!
Don't know what to do as I'm grasping for a few moments of Peace.
(To say the least)
With each cough of distress.
(I Now Confess)
This actually took me less than two minutes to write but as I added to it.
And, edited it.
it took another 10 coughs, one sneeze, and no Wheeze?
| Author Notes |
Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ.
Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist and Incredible Write me! 'Doctor Ricky 1024' And, my Incredible Picture Entitled, "Glittering Skull" |
By Ricky1024
"Wishing Well"
Written on January 3rd, 2023
By Doctor Ricky 1024
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January 3rd, 2023
Dear Miss COVID-19 Grace,
I most definitely don't mean any disgrace but with this letter.
This letter I'm compelled to write.
With all my leftover and Ever not lasting
Love for you this night.
Today Grace COVID-19 I'm going to Wish You Away!
...
Sorry I don't need anymore of your tender kisses.
Nor to her your sweet, sweet, voice coughing.
Coughing and weezing within this All and Mighty Sin I'm now in!
...
No more Shall I cough and Gasp!
As you watch me and laugh?
Yes, I've had my fill and enough can I take!
Don't not call me when I'm sleeping peacefully or even awake.
...
Yes, I've had about enough with each and every breath.
Breath you wish I would forsake.
Stop counting the days, my life to take!
...
So, I bid you and your sister too Miss RSV!
I've had about enough and no longer do I wish again to see!
No reason to get upset Dear or even to cry
Anyway, I've gotten tired of waking up in the morning
Looking in the mirror at your Red eyes!
...
Perhaps Miss Grace COVID-19.
There are other less healthy then me?
Then me to infect with your deadly coughs and sneeze?
...
So, wipe those tears from your reddened COVID Eyes
This ain't no big surprise!
Told you in January that Eye wanted a divorce!
You've done your best and run your course!
Yes, so wipe those tears from your Reddened COVID Eyes
I've wished you away!
Ain't no big *Surprise?
Approximate Word Count: 357.
| Author Notes |
*Surprise:noun
/sur.prise/ 1 : an unexpected or astonishing effect, fact, or thing. "The announcement was a complete surprise" Note: Today marks my my 8th day since I was tested positive with COVID-19 Veriant Two Virus and negative with RSV. In about 8 hours I will go to the hospital to check on my results from 2 days ago when I was retested. Weather I'm positive again or tested negative. I am still going to continue on this book of "Infectionist Poetry" Yes, until my very end! 24. ... Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Only Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist, 'Renate-Bertodi' And, Renate's Incredible Journey Entitled, "irradiated as well" |
By Ricky1024
"Disease Free"
Written on January 3rd, 2023
By Doctor Ricky1024
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God, I so much dream to be disease-free.
Yes, no more cough or sneeze from me?
No more running nose or red eyes?
No more expelling phlegm upon my clothes?
Yes, because then everybody knows!
...
God, they make me wear these nasty masks of protection.
Bad enough it's already hard enough to breath with this damned and "Deadly Disease"
...
God, am I still heading in the wrong direction?
Yes God, this Asthmatic Weezing persistent.
And, a "Resistant-Persistent"
Reminder I'm still going in the wrong direction@
...
God, it's an Endless chill that instills "The Breath of Death"
A constant reminder that in my very, two, Lungs?
I'm losing this battle.
This Battle of Breath!
Yes that's where you will find Her.
Lingering longer, getting stronger.
...
She even seems to be playing with me?
One day I'm much better then the next day?
I had better pray!
Covid Grace wants me again today?
Why God?
Because this "Insidious Intruder"
Won't go away?
This "Unholy Monster?"
Yes created in Hulan, China.
****
'Ricky won't you come out to play?"
'I'm so, so, lonely and nobody gives a Damn.'
'Grace can't you go away?'
"I know Ricky1024 but I'm do lonely today.'
'They all seem to now know what I am?"
...
'Grace your just this Covid-19 Variant Number-2 Chinese excuse for a friend!'
I replied.
...
'Your only here Inside of me until "My Bitter End and the Day I Die!'
'Why don't you Grace Covid-19 go and infect another Lover?"
'Somebody a lot more handsome as younger?"
I just turned 68 and I want to see 69!'
...
So, I write these words to you in anticipation.
Patienty awaiting my results from another recent Covid-19 testing.
Perhaps She's finally gone into another poor Soul to Prey on and pretend?
As these words are now part of my past Sabbath Sunday Testimony.
That I unfortunately, could not attend!
Amen.
Approximate Word Count: 409.
| Author Notes |
Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ.
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By Ricky1024
"Disease Free Me?" (A)
Written on January 4th, 2023
By Doctor Ricky1024
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God Disease-Free Me?
Help me again to be healthy?
Allow me the privilege to breathe normally again?
First in and out then out and in all over again?
...
God Disease-Free Me?
And, please tell Grace Covid-19 to let me be?
Yes, with her Yellowed-Grinning smile and reddened eyes!
...
God, won't You help make me finally realize?
She forsakes me teases but suddenly again takes me.
And, then I Cry God.
I reach out in Utter Fear and would be better off if I just die?
But she's now responding again!
And, its always the same!!
...
'I hear but don't worry Ricky1024.'
'I'm here always and forever Inside.'
'So very clear.'
'Come again and take me?"
'Yes, Miss Grace Covid-19 for that Roller-Covid-Coaster ride?'
'It's so much fun inside?'
...
Yes, as she Whispers these diseased words.
Her sweet wheeze of her disease into my now bursting lungs!
...
'Doctor Ricky come linger longer?'
'The fun has just begun!'
'Yes, and perhaps you should ask your God?"
'God, it's just better to take a noose?'
'There's no longer anymore choice or excuse!'
...
Yes, God just give me the courage to get the job done?
The Noose is waiting and it's time to be *Hung?
****
"Blessed Be this Plague in Me!" (B)
Written on January 4th, 2024
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Blessed Be this Plague in Me"
And, as it religiously wants to consume me!
No Amens from this clever New friend.
As She, take out my insides!
Starting with my lungs continuing through to my gut!
God help me throw it all up?
...
"Blessed Be this Plague in Me"
And it's going on now way too long!
I've lost my abilities to enjoy myself.
No more will I be dancing to the Sweet Song or myself.
God can't you pick me up and gently place me back on Your Shelf?
Yes and help me again find where I belong?
...
"Blessed Be this Plague in Me"
I'm not even ever going to be debt free?
For my hospital bills are climbing and be.
My Medical medications are unwinding!
Slicing my wallet now open!
And now as empty as wooden Token!
...
"Blessed Be this Plague in Me"
Squeezing and choking!
I'm suffering tremendously!
God, is it just playing with me?
| Author Notes |
*Hung: Adverb
/hung/ 1 a: the act of suspending and ending a life with a noose hung up high ftom a tree. 2 b: to feel free to hang an object. "Terry had just hung all the Christmas decorations" ... Note: The Act of Suicide is considered a Sin by the Catholic church. And, if know somebody severely depressed and suicidal? Then please either immediately dial 9-11 or contact "The "National Suicide Hotline" At 9-88 before you too become a victim as me. ... Carolyn Ann Richmond Harbach Smrkovsky December 6th, 1952~ November 23rd, 2003. Suicide victim/Self Suicide by purposely abstaining her need and necessary medications. ... Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this talented Artist, 'jeseul' Jeseul's Incredible and Amazing Picture Entitled, "Abbott and Costello&Monsters" |
By Ricky1024
"Time is On My Side?"
Written on January 4th, 2023
By Doctor Ricky1024
Copyright © Fanstory
'All Rights Reserved'
Time now On My Side and inside?
Yes, She's waiting.
Awaiting our date with Hate.
Miss Grace Covid-19 my best and New friend.
(My Beastie with the leastie)
...
Now, She Loves me Unconditionally to my very End.
She's now quietly, carelessly,
re-arranging and setting up our New house?
Yes, like a little Church Mouse. Cleaning by sneezing and coughing up Her Phlegm.
...
Yes, she's so busy on her knees this Covid-19 Variant Number-2 disease.
As, She now insists on that
"Beautiful One Last Kiss"
My Beautiful Beastie I can no longer resist?
...
She sings me to sleep.
Yes, by coughing, up Her bile all over me and counting diseased sheep.
One, Two, my Loved Ricky.
Diseased sheep for You!
God, what should I do?
...
Yes, with Her diseases, weezing and always sneezing!
All over our new place!
My Miss Covid-19 Grace!
..
And, when it's time again tonight for our Romance?
As, She then fills my Lungs?
Yes, as she shoves her breath down.
And, plunges like a Plummer.
Right down my throat with her Black and Snarled tongues!
...
God, is this the way its supposed to be?
Each and every Night nothing seems quite right with her and me?
Yes, she's constantly ready, strong and steady.
Yes, and now My Grace?
...
Let's let the Good Lord's light shine doen on you and me?
My Grace, out of place.
As busy as a bee.
Believe it or not?
Continously ball of Snot I now got!
...
So, my Grace Covid-19 working and "Sneezing Machine"
(Do you realize what Eye mean?)
Can hardly see my eyes are now so, so, infected from her disease!
Yes, Redding and swollen, almost closed!
...
Well, at least our Apartment is so clean and bright.
She's dusting with phlegm again.
God, when will this ever end?.
The germs are now everywhere.
Even in my Underware?
Besides the one blast now settling down at my desk and writing chair!
...
But Fanstorian Friends do you even still care?
What me to bring Covid-19 Grace to your place?
And, what should I do about tonight?
She's hissing and insisting on another Black Tongue kissing but all night?
Approximate Word Count: 446.
| Author Notes |
Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ.
Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this talented Artist, 'avmurray ' Her Incredible Picture of Princess Diana Entitled, Like a Candle in the Wind"" |
By Ricky1024
"Obnoxious My Hell"
(The Very Beginning)
Written on January 6th, 2022
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright �©ï¸? Fanstory
'All Rights Reserved'
"Obnoxious My Hell!"
Let no Church Bells ring but yell!
MISS GRACE COVID-19 Tis my name and disease is my GAME!
....
Now just listen to my wind?
And absorb all the HEAT and HELL you are now in!
Shrill the Kill for all that glitters now here below?
Tis just a Beautiful Blanket of Pure Snow?
...
Yes, all that glitters for both you and me tis not Gold?
Well but Hell!
Yes, and yell if you would just Trust?
Yes, trust only ME?
...
I've been around a Hell of a lot of TIME!
Drinking within Sin this Hell you've just been brought in!
Too because between Me and You?
You're just a Studip, Putrid, Puppet on My STRING!
Strung and hung upside down!
And, backwards!
...
And, you will swing on My string with each and every deadly COUGH!
That I brought that you bought!
And, now sneeze!
Ricky and cought Ricky!
As You will help Me.
MISS GRACE COVID-19.
Variant Number-2 Pandemic Crisis to spread My disease!
...
I was here before there was!
Yes, and I'm External and now Internally and ever?
Always quite clever!
I'm not a Prince and or King.
And, I offer no kind of Engagement in Diamond ring but ..
I'm now your Lord and KING!
Carrying my Black Heart on a Sword!
...
I'm here and I'm there and I'm everywhere!
Just taste my waste and not in haste!
Slowly, steady
I'm right, tight, and always and Forever Ready?
Ready and Willing to suck you in.
Into your Lungs with this Constant Sin!
****
Savor no Savior nor, "All Mighty God!"
That's just a Web, just a bunch of Lies!
Yes, designed to Hypnotize with hyperbole and hypnotic cries!
Again my friend I welcome you now to come taste my waste.
MISS GRACE COVID-19 Variant Number-2 Pandemic Agony and DISEASE!
Now My Bitch Rich.
Take my Boney hand!
...
And, then you will finally understand.
Understand, that My meaning is real, your Life tis now Forever!
Congealed and Yanked.
All the way to My Bank!
With just a single sneeze from now.
Our Disease!
...
Ricky realize that my way is not the good way but the should and only Way!
Yes and today, Please do these things that I now tell you to do?
...
Hate!
Curse!
Steal!
Infect!
Kill!
Lie!
Yes, with every coughing word that you give!
And, sacrifice nothing!
Nothing Deep inside!
Me GRACE COVID-19.
...
Grasp and grab everyone that Eye see!
With each and every Task indeed!
Just breath in out with Me?
Huff and Puff!
Ashes to Ashes.
Dust to Dust!
Yes, as you must!
Yes, breath in and out My Newest WHORE!
While you break down each and every front door!
...
Now, do this as much as you can and write it all down with a pen!
Then you will finally have and can believed
Finally have chosen and learned to believe.
I'm concise and perfect in each and every MY WAY!
...
Because I am as I am.
Not the Prince of Darkness!
That's pretend!
I am though your Lord of the Realm Below!
Feel my Fear as you breathe in my Sin!
For there is so much work to now do!
And, it's now just Beyond to BEGIN!
...
Yes, and when you and Me finally?.
Finally do get to meet?
Be discreate but right and ready.
Ready to stay.
Stay a Hell of a Long Time.
UNDER My GRACE COVID-19.
Pandemic Variant Number-2 Spell.
"Obnoxious My Hell!"
Approximate Word Count: 723.
| Author Notes |
Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ.
Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist, 'rachelleg' Rachel's Incredible Picture Entitled, "discovering" |
By Ricky1024
"Restoration of Resolution"(A)
Written on January 7th, 2023
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright © Fanstory
'All Rights Reserved'
Time is now like a growing and festering Sore.
The more I breathe, the more I'm no longer sure?
Sure that this is not a temporary problem.
Soon to be going away?
...
Now with these words I now feel.
Feel compelled to write.
According to this current and ever growing Plight
And, because of my current wheezing and sneezing.
Yes, it's hard to now say.
Say on this very Saturday and January day.
...
I write that this known tyrant?
Now known as Grace Covid-19 Variant-2 Pandemic crisis.
Will not release her Evil hold upon me.
...
I'm constantly losing weight at this very moment and trying to do the best I can.
Yes, but as for my health and current situation?
...
My immune system doesn't seem to be responding.
No matter how hard I try.
It continues to Astound me!
Confound me!
Confuse, Abandon, and Astound me.
...
I'm sure it soon will be the very End.
Yes, and my life will never again be the same until..
"The End Game" (B)
Written on January 7th, 2023
By Doctor Ricky 1024
"End of Game"
No longer will I let Grace Covid-19 control me and drive me insane!
My choices are bitter few but I know now what I need to do!
...
Time has ravaged me with this
Miss Grace Covid-19.
Just an Alien Savage in me.
She is constantly and annoying Me!
And, she won't even give me a chance!
Yes, even to sleep!
I tried my best to count them but even my sheep can't sleep?
...
Dear Lord God will you give me a clue?
I'm completely lost and no longer know what to do?
The help I am getting doesn't seem to mean a thing.
The medications are now long gone and it's still the same thing!
...
Breathe in and listen to the song of my wheezing!
Breathe out and listen to the noise of my sneezing!
My eyes are so blurry I can hardly even write!
My memory is fading to the point I can't even remember what I did last night!
...
But I still have Faith in God above.
Yes, and I know in my Struggling Heart that He still loves me.
Yes, as I love Him so.
....
The most horrible thing each time I add another chapter.
I wonder if it's the last and final Ever after?
They say in Fairytales there has to be a conclusion.
But with all my writings it's blurred and confusion.
My mind is weary.
And, it's spinning.
God, perhaps I'm soon to be going insane?
"The End Game"
Approximate Word Count:553
| Author Notes |
Special thanks goes out first, as well, to Heavenly Father and His Only Son Jesus Christ.
Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist, 'seshadri_screenivasan' And, Seshadri's Amazing as well as Incredible Picture Entitled, "Revenge of Mother Nature" |
By Ricky1024
"Into the Sin"
Written on January 7th, 2023
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright ©� Fanstory
'All Rights Reserved'
"Into the Sin"
How do I begin?
Dear Lord God above.
Wence shalleth and experience Your Love?
Yes for this writing Priest?
(To say the least)
...
According to be a released note by the "World Health Organization" (WHO)
'The country office in China has informed on December 31st, 2019.
'That several cases of pneumonia of unknown etiology.' (causes)
'The symptoms including shortness of breath and fever occurring in Wuhan, China.'
...
God, I'm constantly coughing and wheezing.
Sneezing, trying to clear the phlegm from my two lungs!
...
Note: Worldwide all time cases and Deaths.
Total cases: is 663 mil.
Total deaths: 6.71 mil.
...
Lord God is this temporary?
And now my job to cure me?
Do as I do?
Will this do?
As I do will this do with medical therapy?
Am I walking on borrowed time?
...
Note: In my State of New Jersey.
"The Center of Health Statistics"
Human mortality.
(according to mortality data for all causes of death)
The source of the data is Death Certificates.
COVID-19 was New Jersey's second leading cause of death overall in 2020. ...
Note: In my State of New Jersey.
An average of 3,156 cases per day.
Were reported in this recent and past week.
And, cases have increased by 11% from the average 2 weeks previously.
And, also the death rate decreased 21%.
...
Hospitalizations as of January 4th, 2023.
(Beginning of year)
In the State of New Jersey was 1,772 Critical of 172.
On ventilator 62.
...
Total confirmed and recorded Deaths since December 31st 2019.
In my state of New Jersey was 32,460.
++++
"A Rampage Through the Human Body"
Written on January 7th, 2024
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Lord God, my lungs are approaching "Ground Zero"
Yes, but GRACE COVID-19 Veriant
And yes!
Since she lives within me.
I call and names her Grace COVID-19.
And, she wants to be my hero?
Yes, as she tears through Organ systems.
From brain to blood vessels
...
Note: Recently, the rounds in the 20 bed intensive Care unit.
On one recent day as physician Denson assessed two patients with seizures. And, many others with respiratory failures.
Whose kidneys were in a dangerous downhill slide.
Now, days earlier.
His rounds had been interrupted as his team tried but failed to resuscitate a young woman.
Yes, whose heart had suddenly stopped.
All showing one thing.
Says Denson.
A Pulmonary and Critical Care Physician at this Tulane University School of medicine.
That they all tested positive for the Covid-19 virus
...
Note: As the numbers of confirmed cases of Covid-19.
Surges past 2.2 million.
Globally Deaths surged and surpassed 150,000 globally.
Yes, in a short period of time.
Clinicians and pathologists are still struggling.
And, investigating the damage brought on by the coronavirus.
Yes, as it tears and continues to tear through the Human Body Systems.
Approximate Word Count:580.
| Author Notes |
Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Only Son Jesus Christ.
Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist, 'MoonWillow' And, her Incredible Picture Entitled, "Too Close for Comfort" |
By Ricky1024
"Infectionously Yours!"
Written on January 9th, 2024
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright ©� Fanstory
'All Rights Reserved'
It's been A Hard Day's Night and I been treated like a dog!
Miss Grace Covid-19 Variant-2.
Well how do you do?
(if you know what I mean?)
I think I'm just her whipping boy now.
Why God because there seems to be these mysterious red marks appearing!
...
It's been a Hard Day's Night now wondering why?
Why God, when will stop treating me like a dog?
And when she gets home to me the things that you'll see God will I've been be all right?
When she's gone everything seems to be all right?
Yea but when she's here.
God never do I see a peaceful night!
...
It's been a Hard Day's Night why won't she leave me alone?
It's been A Hard Day's Night I should be sleeping all alone?
But when she gets close to me those things that you will see!
Then again she lies and everything's no longer all right!
...
And then all of a sudden?
She comes in with her phlegmy lips to give men.
"A Great Big Covid-19 Kiss!"
Then, COVID Grace gets in my face!
Yes, and she starts holding me tight!
Tight!
So, damn tight!
Squeezing my lungs with all her might!
...
It's been A Hard Day's Night and I can hear somebody knocking at my bedroom door!
Please pray for me Fanstory that it's not that whore again coming back through
my door?
| Author Notes |
Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Only Son Jesus Christ.
Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist, 'supergold' And, their Incredible Picture Entitled, "chicken pox(varicella)" |
By Ricky1024
"Infection!"
Written on January 30th, 2024
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright © Fanstory
'All Rights Reserved''
Warning!
Graphic!
It's Highly Contagious!
And quite literally?
If it attaches to Thee?
Outrageous!
...
Yes, as slowly and surely.
Surely and slowly.
Gets F****** Under Your Skin!
And, be careful before the scratching begins!
Now and before you know it?
Yes, you lose and it wins!
...
Cousin to Grace Covid-19 Variant-2.
This Eerie Sickness?
And, named.
Miss Dee Dee.
(aka Dawn Deborah Reel)
Yes, is Deadly Real!
As it gets into view.
It becomes no good for either me or you!
...
Warning!
Graphic!
With its dangerously, dangling, Swaggling, Breasts!
Yes, it will do its very, very, deadly best!
Armed for Endless Harm!
Don't be sucked in by it's Charm!
...
Mysteriously but aimed properly in your view.
Yes, it will do.
Its very best to harm you!
With its dangerous as littered Spittled Game!
Dawn Reel.
On appeal.
Keep it real!
...
And, It's really real as it will beg, borrow and steal!
Stand back!
Heart-Attack!
And, I want my money back!
..
Warning!
Graphic!
It can appear in many, many, various forms.
Yes, such as "Daddy's, Good Little Catholic Girl"
To.
"I Used to Look Like Farrah Fawcett" But surely once it starts.
To dig it's dirty claws in?
You'll never stop as your now drowning in its Polluted Waters!
...
Yes, from this spigots Faucet!
And, be sure if it's in view of you?
It will notice and attach itself to you!
Yes, and as it begins to spin. Its dirty tale of deception and lies.
Yes, in its newest form of *Disguise!
| Author Notes |
*Disguise: verb
/dis. guise/ 1. give (someone or oneself) a different appearance in order to conceal once identity. "Johnny thought he was a doctor and dressed the part" ... Disguise: noun. ,/dis.guise/ 1 a means of ordering one's appearance or to ceiling one's identity. "the bizarre disguise, drew stares from shoppers" ... Note: They say the devil appears in many disguises. From a beautiful woman to any appearance at which it decides to use. ... Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Only Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist and Amazing Writer, 'cleo85' Cleo's Incredible Picture Entitled, "Te De Monte" |
By Ricky1024
"Cutting Deeper into the Infection"
(A True Story)
Written February 8th, 2023
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright �© Fanstory
'All Rights Reserved'
Cutting Deeper, ever so more Deeper.
And ever so into the Infection.
The infection that unfortunately now flows within the vessels.
The vessels that now flows within the capillaries.
The capillaries that now flow directly into the aorta of the heart.
Yes, but God, exactly when did all this start?
...
Way back in 1914 when I was just but of child.
And yes it would take me, God.
Never would it but just forsake me God?
Take me for the ride of my life!
...
Nobody knows or had as much as a single clue.
A single clue exactly what was now unfortunately happening.
Happening to me and what to do?
Happening way back then.
Now would you??
...
Note: Leukemia also known or called "blood disease"
A blood-forming disease in the tissues, attacking the ability of the human body to fight the infection.
This deadly disease will eventually and also attack the bone marrow.
...
Note: There are fewer than 200,000 US cases every year.
Way back around 1914 after my aunt Emily Smrkovsky was born.
They could see something was wrong on a slide of a microscope but they did not know how to treat it.
...
Emily Ann Smrkovsky
April 19th, 1910
December 5th, 1915
...
Approximate Word Count: 321
| Author Notes |
Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Only Son Jesus Christ.
Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist, 'PeglegDeb' Deb's Incredible Picture Entitled, "The DEVIL'S tongue" |
By Ricky1024
Warning: The author has noted that this contains the highest level of violence.
"Infectionous Cuspid" (A)
Written on March 1st, 2023
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright �©ï¸? Fanstory
' All Rights Reserved'
I arrived at Del Marco dentist office in Tuckerton, New Jersey around 12:30.
Early for my 1:40 appointment.
...
Doctor. Brown is the patient ready for treatment?
Yes I believe so Michelle.
Are you ready Doctor Ricky?
Let her rip!
Pain is immense!
Ready for you to dispense!
No more pretense!
...
Novacaine, Oxycaine, Xylacaine at 1,000 CC.
Yes, should work well Michelle Because the teeth...
Ricky's teeth!
No relief!
Addicted too many candy canes!
Yes, that Doctor Ricky loves his sweets!
30 minutes later...
...
How are you feeling patient.
Are you patiently waiting patient?
Yes, Doctor Brown let the suffering begin?
You know that damn cuspid has mind of its own!
I swear to god it feels just like a dead bone from a cadaver!
Doctor is that what's the matter?
...
Well to tell you the truth, we usually put that in after the extraction.
Now you have your choice today patient.
For using either the serial killer Jeffrey Dahmer or Ted Bundy.
What's your choice?
Well Doctor Brown, I never really liked "Married with Children"
So I guess I'll go with Jeffrey?
We know this is absolutely necessary to keep the hole open so that we can at one point replace!
Thank you Doctor.
"Waste not Want not!"
...
I can feel the numbness now running through my upper lip to the roof of my mouth!
Yes, and slowly invading my tonsils!
I guess this is a good thing cuz it will be two teeth pulled not just one!
I guess Miss Cuspid had a boyfriend!
33 minutes later...
"The Extraction of Cuspid and Friend"
Written on March 1st, 2023
By Numbed Doctor Ricky 1024
...
Warning!
Painful!!!
He was doing a lot of rocking and grinding and cracking.
Then had to do some drilling unfortunately.
After a lot of bleeding and a lot of pain, a crater remains!
****
"Bolts and Rods? (B)
Written on February 14th, 2023
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright �© Fanstory
'All Rights Reserved'
I'm virtually put together with bolts and rods.
And, for some unknown reason?
God I must still have a job?
Inspector gadget gives me yearly checkups.
So I can take a licking and keep on ticking!
As I fall down, pick myself up and continue on my way?
...
Just the other day I slipped and fell down!
My left arm fell off and so did my head come tumbling down!
It was kind of hard down to here on the ground.
Yes, to see but exactly what happened to me !
But somehow I managed, managed to correct me?
...
When I was hurt last year on my seven speed bicycle.
Eeeks!
I thought that I would never again be all right!
Everything went flying all over the place but thank God?
Mr. Gadget was called and appeared and by God's good grace?
Yes, I'm still here!
| Author Notes |
Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Only Son Jesus Christ.
Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist and Amazing Writer, 'Doctor Ricky 1024' His Incredible Picture Entitled, "Cuspid and Leyroy" |
By Ricky1024
Warning: The author has noted that this contains the highest level of violence.
"Start the Fire"
Written on March 22nd, 2024
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright �©Fanstory
'All Rights Reserved'
It's 5:00.
They say somewhere is in Margaritaville.
But as for me, well, let's just take a "Chill Pill."
Yes because we'll need it!
...
Firstly.
What is somebody whom you hardly knew takes over the show?
Yes, and then afterwards?
Your suddenly out on the street!
Everything you left behind has now mysteriously disappeared!
Yes, mysteriously and seriously disappeared!
And, in a Blink of a Sow's Eye.
...
Now, why are you now in a situation where you become Homeless?
Cold, Wet, Homeless?
Cold, Wet, Homeless and confused?
Confused as if abused?
...
Now, what if after all of this Bullshit!
Yes, when you've done nothing!
Yes, when you've done nothing but be so kind!
And, now you feel nothing but anger and Dead inside!
...
Two and a half months of feelings have collided and now you Hate.
It's a wonderful feeling and isn't it great?
Oh yes, you now hate so F****** indeed!
You're only need is to try your best?
Try your best to quench?
Try your very best to quench this raging forest fire!
Yes of desire of revenge!
...
God, there will be not a single. Amen!
God, there will be absolutely Pain and suffering you see?
Even in the Bible you say...
"An Eye for an Eye and a Tooth for a Tooth!
I say now instead.
...
Ashes to Ashes and Dust to Dust!"
God, it's my Mission to counter
Counter all the Lies and bring forth the Truth!
Yes, as I must!
Yes, Sticks and Stones may Break my Bones and Words may never hurt me?
Bu,t my Lord God above.
I forgot how to forgive and Love!
But there's more to me than you my care?
Care to *See?
| Author Notes |
*See: (a verb used with object)
/see/ saw, seen, see-ing 1. To perceive with the eyes, Look at. ... Note: There is much abuse in this world today and in these Latter days. Evil walks the street and the darkness as well. Yes, today in Many, Many, disguises. ... Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Only Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist, as well as Amazing Writer, 'Doctor Ricky 1024' And his Incredible Picture Entitled, "Book and Match" |
By Ricky1024
"Deceptional Ability"
Written on March 24th, 2023
By Doctor Ricky1024
Copyright © Fanstory.
All Rights Reserved'
Yes, she has "Deceptional Ability."
Exceptional her show.
And, when she sinks in her Evil Hook.
It's Hook and Crook?
Yes, all the way to your Bank!
...
With just one well placed Lie.
She can Yank out your already Broken Heart.
And then toss it away.
As if nothing but a "Scarlett Red Letter Rash."
Starting first with the Red Letter T.
...
And yes, she's a Very, Clever Thief.
(To say the least)
And knows how you play.
"The Good Little Catholic Girl"
Claiming to be protected by Child Sevices.
And with a supposed diagnosed Fourth Grade Level.
Can I get a great big Amen?
...
Her game is Total Annilation as she Shift Shapes and tells her Grandiose Stories.
Praying to gain the upper hand!
Yes, and when she does?
Your just putty in her greedy hand!
...
Understand?
She's the Puppet Master and now your just her wooden Marionette.
A Pinocchio who will lie to help his Master gain the "Upper Hand."
...
Once you open her door and let it in?
That's when her Evil Sin begins!
That's when she will Shape Shift to next unfortunate sucker!
Yes, and with Her.
"Deceptional Ability."
All that shall remain?.
Total Grief, Misery, and *Pain.
Let
...
With just one well placed Lie.
why.
she has the ability to yank out your heart andToss it away.
| Author Notes |
*Pain: noun.
/pain/ 1.a (1) a localized generalized unpleasant bodily sensation or complex of sensations that causes mild to severe physical discomfort and emotional distress and typically results from bodily disorder.(such as injury or disease) 2. (a) a basic bodily sensation that is induced by a noxious stimulus, that is received with naked nerve endings, is associated with actual or potential tissue damage, is characterized by physical discomfort such as (pricking, throbbing or aching) and typically leads to advasive action. ... Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and Hos Only Son Jesus Christ Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review and this Amazing writer and Talented Artist, 'Doctor Ricky1024' And, his Incredible Picture Entitled, "Fuchs Der Tod und das Madchen (1967) |
By Ricky1024
"Hernia Mesh"
(No More Meshing Around?)
Written on May 18th, 2023
By Doctor Rick E Infected
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Infection flowing steadily within my Being.
All Merciless all Seeing.
Creeping and crawling around.
My Insidious Deity of me.
Will this kill me in the my mournings?
Or in the night?
Perhaps I will never awake?
...
"Miss Infectionist."
"Can I have your attention please?"
"Been living now at least 4 years with you my loving disease!"
"I'm begging you down on my knees please!"
...
"Miss Infectionist?'
"Won't you please again go away?"
"I've been dealing with you now each and every day."
"And, there's not much more now that I can say."
...
"I know you and you do know me."
"We've been living together."
"Two Lovers under Blood-stained and Puss-strained colored sheets."
...
"Yes, there's not much more than I can say now to you."
"You're my lover and my mistress but also my "Nemesis of Blemishness!"
"With each and every disgust."
"I miss you even more."
"Yes, as if an Adhesion."
"Always there and ever Diseasing!"
I've accepted you now do as you must!"
"Ashes to Ashe's and Dust to Dust."
...
"Miss Infectionist?"
"Yes, you're a perfectionist taking over me!"
"Won't you?"
"Can't you?"
"Won't you can't you!"
"Please just take a little break?"
"Perhaps a cup of coffee, a bagel, or donut to take?"
"Leave my body alone!"
"For Damn Goodness sake?"
"I'll tell you what?"
"I'll call you tomorrow on the
*Death phone."
| Author Notes |
*Death Phone: noun
/death.phone/ 1. Communication device in order to schedule your eventual demise in Hell! ... Note: 4/22/2017. Smrkovsky, Richard Clinical History: Small bowel perforation. Post-operative diagnosis: Exploratory laparoscopy exploration (general) ... Specimens Received: A. Omentum, Necrotic. B. Small Bowel Segment. C. Necrotic Subcutaneous Tissue. ... Final Pathological Diagnosis: A. Omentum, resection: .Fragments of omentum showing extensive necrosis, granulation tissue, with acute and chronic inflammation. B. Small bowel, resection: .Segment of small bowel showing perforation surrounded by extensive necrosis, fibrosis, granulation tissue, adhesions, acute and chronic inflammation. .Viable surgical margins. .Negative for malignancy. C. Subcutaneous, tissue excision:. Soft tissue showing extensive necrosis, granulation tissue with acute and chronic inflammation. ... Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Only Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist, 'MoonWillow' Moon Willows Incredible Picture Entitled, "Silver Mesh" |
By Ricky1024
"Flying Death!"
Written on July 11th, 2023
By Doctor Ricky 1024
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It comes mostly at night and weighs less than two and a half grains of salt.
Yes, but don't get me wrong!
This is no lightweight and it packs a powerful punch!
...
Now it mostly comes out at night when there is no more light.
Yes, and of course there shall be a sacrifice?
Yes, a sacrifice but where is it source?
Are you getting sick of reading this and are ready for a divorce?
...
And yes, it has a main course of meal.
And now let's keep this real?
Believe it or not?
Perhaps you too will be offered only one last shot?
Shot of life?
...
Now back to the source that's quite available.
Do you see?
And according to disease control.
It's the World's most deadliest animal!
Yes, and with as little as just a simple puncture?
And yes, very little pain.
And, perhaps your life will no longer remain?
...
Now for Goodness Sake.
Wiithin the Perimeters of Man.
And, with all that's praised.
And, all that preys
Preys both on you and me too!
As we pray here too.
...
Each and every single Day.
Not by the Light of Day?
But as the Sun rises.
Yes, again and again.
To protect us as it projects to us.
A most Beautiful warming light.
But is there Life after Death?
And, with each and every bite.
...
Perhaps that's just a test?
Yes, and with each and every breath we take.
And, with just one simple puncture.
Now reviewer have you not been able to guess or have you not been able to know?
"The Mosquito!"
| Author Notes |
Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly and His Only Son Jesus Christ.
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By Ricky1024
"Stinging Hornet from Hell!"
Written on July 21st, 2023
By Doctor Ricky 1024
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When Nature calls?
How will you respond?
Only a few hours ago on this day.
If I do may?
I made contact with Asian hornet nest.
Now don't get me wrong.
These are fantastic and beautiful creatures but they are of course vicious when disturbed.
...
Of all places to come across something like this.
A cheap motel.
And, attached on the corner wall right next to a fire extinguisher!
...
Note: Like all small insects that are social.
They work very well together in and out some flying off together.
Others staying with the nest to do their particular jobs.
...
When I first approached it to learn more and without fear, I place my hand gently at the exit area.
I also did a quick 30 second video with a cell phone.
It's when I came back the second time and got a little more curious.
A worker hornet was on the outside shell of the hornets nest attending business.
Perhaps repairing something?
...
When I made an attempt to touch it and make friends that's when it attacked me!
Warning!
When you're playing with nature, realize that you could be a target!
Warning!
I am by no means allergic to any insect bites stinging or non-stinging.
Final Warning!!
I had a minor sting and yes it swelled tremendously and it did and was irritable and painful.
| Author Notes |
Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Only Son Jesus Christ.
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By Ricky1024
"Germaphobic"
Written on November 22nd, 2023
By Doctor Ricky 1024
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She clogs up the toilets before the FLUSH!
She then rushes away when mad in a HUFF!
She knows what she wants and exactly how to get IT!
And, never wastes as much as a BIT!
...
Yes!
That's my BABY!
Loves her taters with a lot of GRAVY!
Drives me F****** CRAZY!
In her special HAZY!
WAYS.
...
Oh Yes!
She has her Good and Bad DAYS!
And, yes she sometimes makes me CRY!
(For no good reason why?)
Yes, when sad after being BAD!
And, yes she's got my DISEASE.
"Germaphobic"
| Author Notes |
Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Only Son Jesus Christ.
Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist, â??Rebate-Bertodiâ?? And, his Incredible picture Entitled, â??My Doctors at Leipzigâ?? |
By Ricky1024
"Accidentally Malinged"
Written on March 18th, 2024
By Doctor Ricky 1024
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Things that Go bump in the night! Fell down and I can't get up!
Oopsie Daisy?
Now You see Me and now you don't.
I fell down and I have a bump on my knee!
Dear Lord God what's wrong with me?
...
Some people are just accident prone.
Perhaps they spend too, too much time with the ear attached to the cell phone?
This time there was no ET call home.
Yes, it was all on me!
Unfortunately.
...
But we think she'll be okay.
It's just a little abrasion of the knee.
(Patella)
And, quite possible fractures of the thumb.
Kind of have to wait as we linger.
She was a very, very, lucky fella?
| Author Notes |
Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Incredible Son Jesus Christ.
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By Ricky1024
Warning: The author has noted that this contains the highest level of violence.
"Travel Nightmares!'
Written on April 5th,2024
By Doctor Ricky 1024
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From moment to moment.
Bus to Bus.
Train to Train.
From disturbing and perturbing
DISRUPTION.
Corruption to Corruption to Earth's *Quake.
For Goodness sake.
(Give me a break?)
...
From second to second.
Blessings to Blessings.
Destressing to Destressing.
From a bridge to **STRIKE.
To the constant serious thoughts of delay to Philadelphia Wrestle ***Mania.
What more can this writer say?
| Author Notes |
*Quake: noun
/quake// 1. Earth's shifting on its axis. Note: We did have a 4.1 mild quake in Philly. Also due to Spring Break the Airfare was atrocious! ... **Strike: noun //strike// 2. Disruption in the work force. Note: Due to a Union bridge strike we were delayed in our travels. ... ***Mania: noun //mania// 2. Crisis event. Note: Due to s major event in Philadelphia (Wrestle Mania) The motels were booked. ... Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Only Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist and Incredible Writer, 'Doctor Ricky 1024' His Incredible Picture Entitled, Amtrak Dining Car" |
By Ricky1024
"Cancerous Cravings"
Written on April 20th, 2024
By Doctor Ricky 1024
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Feelings no more than feelings.
No more than feelings.
No more but continuous Pains.
...
Feelings no more than immense feelings.
No good reason left here for me?
...
Slowly ever so slowly.
Slowly dying.
Nobodys crying
Why Dear Lord God, what's wrong with me?
...
Feelings no more than immense feelings.
I ain't lying for this is real.
Deeply inside all my organs are now electrified and there's not Hope.
Hope left for me.
..
Feelings no more than feelings.
God, can't You see?
The *cancers in me?
| Author Notes |
*cancers: noun
//cancers// 1. Human disease that most always results in death. " There's so many cancers in me." Note: There is an estimated 611,000 Human Brings (US.) Whom will come down with the Disease of cancer. (1,600 day) Note: In the year of out Lord God 2022 9.7 million Human beings (World) will come down with cancer. Note: My sister Carol Cooper (who is fourteen years older) Passed away about ten years ago from multiple brain cancerered tumors Hi myself had a severe neck tumor in 1999. Thank God non-cancerous. ... Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Only Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist, 'suep' Suep's Incredible Picture Entitled, "I've Walked this Path" |
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