"Heated and Bursting Lungs!"
Written on July 12th, 2021
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright © Fanstory
'All Rights Reserved'

"Blusterous, Blustery, Boastful, Bombastic, Braggart Braggy, Cocky, and Swaggering"
And, let's add...
"Stuck Up, Mouthy, Mister-Know-It-All, Full of Shit, and lastly *Pride"
...
Latter-Day Saint Church of Jesus Christ believes the problem today?
...
*Pride: noun. /prid/
1) a feeling of deep pleasure or satisfaction derived from one's own achievements, achievements of those with whom one is closely associated, or from qualities for possessions that are widely admired.
"the team was bursting with pride after receiving a sensational victory"
2) consciousness of one's dignity.
"he swallowed his pride and asked for help"
...
verb
1) be especially proud of (a particular quality or skill)
"she'd always try to herself on her ability to deal with a crisis"

"The Re-Awakening of Mary Scone"
(Based on true Events)
Written on July 13th, 2021
By Doctor Ricky 1024

Mary Stone was one of ten children born December 6th, 1952.
There was two families.
The first family were the Dillion's.
And, the second where the Richmonds.
(Mommy Mildred had been married twice)
...
All ten lived together in a house in Pennsauken, New Jersey.
But Kenneth also owned a Summer house in Ship bottom on Long Beach Island; also in New Jersey.
Kenneth built the house with his own bare hands in 1952.
...
He decided to go up one block higher in the foundation.
(which paid off during the
Great Northeastern of 1960)
On Long Beach Island.
Many houses were lifted from their foundations and found floating either in the bay or the ocean.
And, it's a known fact that on 14th Street?
Kenny's house was high and dry!
(which was used as a refuge during the rebuilding period of the great disaster)
...
Note: Kenneth recorded it with an 8 mm camera and I have the results still on a VHS tape today.
...
And, as this Incredible story progresses?
We will learn that out of the ten children?
Mary was the favorite.
Yes, Kenneth's favorite!
But out of the ten children?
Mary Ann was Mildred's; let's just say, "adversary"
...
Mary was the one always selected; (even at a very young age) to do the dishes after the dinner.
Since there was not a lot of money coming in back then; they were lucky to get one full plate of food!
And, any extra went to Kenneth of course.
And, poor Mary was made to stand at the sink.
Yes, with the running water.
Until all the dishes were cleaned!
Yes, even if she had to wet herself; she was not allowed to leave until her work was done!
Stated, "Miserable Mildred!"
...
Kenneth was known to relax playing the organ.
He played this instrument so well that he had many, many, times...
Played with the famous Larry Ferrari!
...
*Christmas of 1960"
With ten children to provide for, you are known to get something that Mildred would create?
Yes, basically clothing she would sew herself.
Note: She even cut everybody's hair and Mildred was known to give Mary what was called back then as,
"A Bowl Cut"
...
But that Christmas something special had happened?
Poor Mary Ann Richmond had received an "emenee organ!"
Of course back then the toy cost about $20 which was way too much in Mildred's eyes!
...
When young Mary opened her present?
Yes!
You should have seen Miserable Mildred's reaction!
Because that was more money spent on that one toy that day.
Which was much more than half the children's gifts!
...
And, yes Mary would play that organ.
As, dad would show her how!
And yes!
She would become very prideful of her ability!
But not as if a boisterous braggart!
...
Note: I had that toy Organ.
(still with its original support legs and Carolyn's bench of music)
Up to about five years ago when it finally died.
And, after I repaired it.
And, when you would plug it in.
And, switch it on?
You would hear it!
Sorta like a breathing dragon awaking!
Yes, until it would kick in and the Beautiful music will play!
...
According to the Latter-Day Saint Church of Jesus Christ today?
The problem with the world today is "Pride"
...
Well, I would like to think that that my Wife Carolyn Ann Richmond Harbach Smrkovsky.
(Along with that emenee toy organ)
Are up in Heaven!
Yes, along with Carolyn's Father Kenneth.
Father and Daughter!
Together forever!
Playing in the Celestial band together!
And, that is something to be prideful of!
The End.

Author Notes

Carolyn Ann Richmond Harbach Smrkovsky December 6th, 1952~ November 23rd, 2003. ... Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist, 'Lauryl' And, her Incredible Picture Entitled, "Circulation Magnates"

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"Trust in Me?"
Written on July 25th, 2021
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright © Fanstory 2021
'All Rights Reserved'

Follow Me and learn now all that I See?
Commeth Within and allow Me to dismiss all Thy Sins?
As Ye shalleth Walk with Me?
And, now talk of Me?
...
For I suffered for Thee...
And, grasp for My words let me Teach but not Preach.
My word is God and God Tis Me!
And, yes I was crucified on a Rosewood Cross at Calvary.
...
And, all whom See...
And, all whom Believe?
Believe and Love Of Me?
As I shall always Love of You.
And when together we Do?
Learning that there is more to See?
"Trust in Me?"

Author Notes

Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist, 'Linda Bickston' And, her Incredible Picture Entitled, "The Crucified"

Chapter 35
Restorative Appearance

By Ricky1024

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"Restorative Appearance"
(A Shot in the dark?)
Written on July 29th, 2021
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright �© Fanstory 2021
'All Rights Reserved'

"Sometimes things go bump in the night"
(Theology 55:54)
...
To Be or Not to Be?
Is that the question?
Am I Alive or Dead?
Am I heading in to correct direction?
...
Now You See Me Now you don'
Am I just an optical illusion?
Yes, of your now Reviewers confusion?
...
Perhaps I am more than a Mirage?
After all?
Aren't I communicating to Thee?
I was born during the era of MTV.
Cute as a button you see?
Now get ready to wipe the tears from your eyes?
For your now in for a big surprise?
...
What you say it's not your birthday today?
You're correct and that is okay?
Because now that you're here?
Let's suppose toast the fact that Life...
Tis now making this Perfectly....
*Clear?

Author Notes

*Clear: adj. /.klir/ 1 A):bright luminous B):cloudless C): free from mist, glaze, or dust D):untroubled, serene 2 A):clean, pure such as B):free from blemishes C):easily seen through: Transparent ///Clear glass //Clear plastic bags D):free from abnormal sounds 3 A):easily heard: Easily viable B):free from obscurity or ambiguity: easily understood : Unmistakable //A clear explanation 4 A):capable sharp disturbance B):free from doubt 5 A)Free from guile or guilt //Innocence 6 A):unhampered by restriction or limitation such as: B):free from depths or charges //a clear estate C):unqualified, absolute D):free from obstruction E):emptied of contents or cargo F):free from entanglement or contact G):bare, deluded //clear ground ... To learn more about, 'Organ-Tissue Donations?' Simply contact my dearest friend Lara S. Moretti the L.S.W. with "The Gift of Life" Philadelphia Pennsylvania at 1-800-DONORS-1 ... Jason Richard Smrkovsky November 5th, 1984~ March 31st, 2003 Organ's graciously offered and donated on April 1st, 2003 (April Fool's Day) ... You may Wonder since this is post is a horror story why it's so horrible? The loss of a child no matter the age or the racer sex is a parent's worst nightmare. My son made a decision to get in a Ford Mustang. (purposely wants race professionally at Atco Raceway. (Atco, New Jersey) But now driven by Brian Cole a Seventeen, year-old. Who wasn't very capable of his thought processes. Yes, as he crashed it. (According to a friend that I talk to from causeway Ford) Hence, the car was purposely Driven into a telephone pole at close to 100 mph. Note: At the scene of the accident. A paramedic noticed that the car was locked in third gear. And, also the speed control. Yes, had been removed and tampered with when Brian was installing a radio system. ... Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist, and Amazing Writer, 'Doctor Ricky 1024' His Incredible Picture Entitled, "He Must Have Been a Beautiful Baby?"

Chapter 36
Transferance of Light (A)

By Ricky1024

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"Transferance of Light"(A)
Written on August 7th, 2021
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright �© Fanstory 2021
'All Rights Reserved'

Light alters Darkness; and Darkness beckons to light.
Light shines brightly and the Darkness thirsts for each day of light.
While Darkness is supposed to exist for rest.
But He has other plans or another quest?
...
But then?
The Lightness shall wash that all away.
Yes, for the Sun is a beacon of Light!
While the Moon's glow?
Assimilates that so right during the night.
But, assuming that still Darkness persists?
And She'll never give up!
...
So, Light shall battle the Darkness with all of Her Power and Might!
And, Light has her Mighty weapons!
Such as Lightning!
And, she shall strike!
Such as Her Blaring Sunlight!
Yes, that shall reflect off the many, many, surfaces?
And, She'll spread her Noble Word!
...
'Warning to you Darkness!'
Declares Light.
'If you continue to persist to try and cloak this Earth?'
'The place of all Humankind's Birth?'
'I shall instead Cloak you in My Illumination!'
'Where you will remain until you're necessary time.'
...
And, on each and every morning we awake?
And, each and every night we sleep?
Well, that's the way it is in Life to this very day!
And, tonight?
Yes, don't forget to turn out the light?


"Transferance of Light"(B)
(Let the Battle Begin?)
Written on August 7th, 2021
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright © Fanstory 2021
'All Rights Reserved'

'Father?'
'I so much deserve to rule over this planet you're creating entitled Earth!'
'The place of all those nasty Humankind's Birth!'
'Father you know they are worthless without me!'
...
I have decided my son Satan.'
'because you do not have your heart in the proper light.'
'That your twin brother Jesus; will rule over this new planet of Earth!'
'Yes, the place of all "Human-Kinds Birth!"
'And, as for you?'
'You will be condemned below to rule over the Night!'
...
'Within Six days.
Heavenly Father had created this new planet called Earth.
Yes!
And, on the Seventh Day?
He rested!
...
He would name this day Sabbath Sunday.
Saturday would be named for all religious holidays.
And, He would name the day of work Monday.
He would name Tuesday as a day of celebration and Wednesday as a day for gatherings.
Yes, and a day for everybody to enjoy a fine meal.
Thursday?
Yes!
He would name after his son Jesus a day for family marriages.
But as for Friday?
Yes, He would give that to his Cruel son Satan.
And twice a year?
Satan would haunt this Earth on Friday the 13th!
And that is where our Story begins!
...
The date is August 13th 2021 and of course it's a Friday!
This day started like any normal day but it definitely was not normal!
There would be an event magnifying beyond imagination!
And, it is this day that all Human-Kinds.
Yes, would come to a close?
...
Yesterday started as any normal day it was sunny but very hot.
On this day many people would seek relief by the coolness of the lake the oceans and the Seas.
On this day many people would Count their blessings.
And on this day unfortunately?
End of Chapter Number One
To be Continued.
24.

Author Notes

Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist, 'simonka' And, their Incredible Picture Entitled, "Electron Beam"

Chapter 37
Awaking with Jesus Christ

By Ricky1024

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"Awaking with Jesus Christ"
Written on August 8th, 2021
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright �© Fanstory 2021
'All Rights Reserved'

Jesus Christ was crucified and hung of a Rosewood Cross at Calvary.
Cross my Heart and Hope to Die?
Sometimes we all must face Horrible moments that make us cry?
...
First?
Lost the Only Son.
Second?
Lost the Only Wife.
Third?
Tried and failed miserably at a serious attempt to take my Lousy Life!
But Why?
Why you may ask?
Jesus Christ was Crucified!
So, why not me too?
...
Each and Every morning I awake?
I Cursed Jesus Christ for this Lousy Life!
(He wouldn't take?)
For the good part of Thirty Months?
Yes, after these Tragedies?
I awaken with clearly; nothing left inside of me!
...
But one Day?
I finally found a way to escape my Crippling Capsule of Depression!
Yes!
Something amazing finally happened to me?
And, as this Hand reached down deep inside the of me?
I no longer wished to die!
...
I felt Love!
Yes, Love long lost!
And, now there was no longer any need to Cry!
But who wiped the Tears away from my
"Raw-Red Eyes?"
But whom finally decided to reach down deep inside?
...
Jesus Christ was Crucified and then hung up high on a Rosewood Cross at Calvary.
And, in some small way for me?
I relived that day in *2003.

Author Notes

*2003: On March 31st, 2003? After a Horrid accident. We lost our Dear Jason. And, Seventeen hours later? On April 1st, 2003? We gave our Only Son away. You see? ... To learn more about, 'Organ-Tissue Donations?' Simply contact my dearest friend Lara S. Moretti the L.S.W. with "The Gift of Life" Phildelphia, Pennsylvania at 1-800 -DONORS-1. ... Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist, 'lynnkah' Her Incredible Picture Entitled, "He was wounded for our sins"

Chapter 38
Pink Blossom's Beck

By Ricky1024

"Pink Blossom's Beck"
Written on July 23rd, 2006
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright © Fanstory 2006
'All Rights Reserved'

Note: This was written in the Riviera Hotel and Casino.
Las Vegas's, Nevada.
July 23rd, 2006.
While competing with the
International Society of Poetry.
1:56 p.m. in the afternoon.
...
"April Spring Blooms of intense;
Sun migrates forward as showers demonstrate.
Milkweed plant in search for Monarch butterfly landings; yes as streams ravage from "Wintern's Discontent!"
...
"Now this is the Time of Year for the Awakening.
As God's Palette fills with taste of hue.
There will be no more forsakening!
If only the Pink Blossom's knew?
...
And, as Spring enters Summers spoke?
Spring's Pink Blossom's Beck."
Along that Old Man's beaten Trek.
...
Note: For most they enjoy their favorite Holiday-Season period of Spring.
Yes, which announces a rebirth.
While, Others enjoy the tremendous and Beautiful first pounding of Winter snow.
As is it coats and covers everything so Beautifully that we know.
But as for me?
I enjoy the Fall or Autumn Season here in New Jersey.
Yes,with the Sheer Beauty of the Garden State Parkway.
And, the many, many colors of Ambers, Reds, Greens, and Yellows.
As the trees capture it perfectly.
But when the cold-cool evening weather setting after the hot torrid Summer?
This allows us to sleep restfully again.

Author Notes

Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist, 'seshadri_sreenvasan' And, their Incredible Picture Entitled, "Assertive Creation"

Chapter 39
The Dance

By Ricky1024

"The Dance"
Written on August 11th, 2021
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright © Fanstory 2021
'All Rights Reserved'

Yes!
We were all that was meant to be.
To Be or Not?
To Be?
(Doesn't matter much to me?)
...
Jennifer was her name and an Army RN Nurse.
(Was her Fame?)
She came to me on a Hope and a Prayer.
This Tattooed Lass with no compare!
Yes tattooed up!
(If you know what I mean?)
...
Pretty, "Short-Page girl hair"
Yes, with "Striking-Diamond Blue Eyes"
(That seemed to just stare?)
Asks a lot of questions?
(But I don't really care!)
For she's the One and Only!
"My Golden Maiden Fair!"
...

Author Notes

Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist, 'jesuel' And, har Incredible Picture Entitled, "Ballerina slippers 2"

Chapter 40
Can't You See?

By Ricky1024

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"Can't You See?"
Written on August 20th, 2021
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright �© Fanstory 2021
'All Rights Reserved'

Can't You See?
Baby, What you do to me?
Blonde-haired little Lass?
"Broken Heart"
"Shattered Glass"
...
"CAN'T YOU SEE?"
Amy, What You're Doing to Me?
"Endless Nights"
"Filled with Frights?"
No more De-Lights?
...
"Can't You See?"
Amy, what you do to me?
"Tears of Endless Years"
Crying each and every night.
Lost my will to fight.
"Can't You See?"
*Amy?

Author Notes

*Amy: noun /Aimee/ Note: The loss of a child is a Parent's Worst Nightmare. Followed only eight months later with the loss of your spouse? Carolyn Ann Richmond Harbach Smrkovsky December 6th, 1952~ November 23rd, 2003. ... Jason Richard Smrkovsky November 5th, 1984~ March 31st, 2003. Organ's Graciously donated on April 1st, 2003. (April Fool's Day) Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist, 'avmurry' And, her Incredible Picture Entitled, "Rays"

Chapter 41
Bleeding Rose

By Ricky1024

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"Bleeding Rose"
Written on August 24th, 2021
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright © Fanstory 2021
'All Rights Reserved'

She awaits...
As she comes...
And, as she goes...
With the "Wintern and Snows"
Yes, this "Bleeding Rose"
Along the Cold, Cold, Bluen Banks.
She waits...
Her Destiny; her date with Fate.
...
No longer in "Full Bloom"
No longer anymore Room?
As she exists now only...
Yes, only in her "Impending Doom?"
...
But as the Sun so Shine...
But as the Moon must somehow now Glow?
And above?
Who now melts all the "Winter Snows?"
Knows?
...
That in the Midst of the Early Spring.
When the Nightingale again shall sing!
And, in the "Sparkling Mists"
Yes, of the "Spring's Early Dew"
"Only One Single Red Rose"
Will *Renew.

Author Notes

*Renew: verb /re' n (y) oo/ 1) (an action) after an interruption "she tried to renew her marriage" 2) extend for a further period the validity of (a licensed subscription or contract) "he went to the DMV to renew his license" ... On November 23rd 2003. A little more than eight months after the death of our only 18 year old son Jason. My spouse at the time. (Carolyn Ann Richmond Harbach Smrkovsky) Had made a decision three months earlier. To discontinue her necessary medications. And, as a result causing her death from a "D.V.T" "Deep, Venecular Thrombosis" Blood clot from the leg to the heart. ... If you know somebody contemplating suicide? Please reach out for help and call 9-11. ... Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist and Amazing Writer, 'Dt.Ricky 1024' And, his Incredible Picture Entitled, "My Loves"

Chapter 42
Allow Me to Operate?

By Ricky1024

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"Allow Me to Operate?"
Written on August 25th, 2021
By Good Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright © Fanstory 2021
'All Rights Reserved'

'Yes Patricia I do believe we have a problem here?'
'Exactly when was your last checkup?'
'Well Doctor Ricky.'
'Yes, it's been several years and I'm sorry about that.'
Replies Patricia.
'To tell you the truth doctor.'
'I'm scared to death of hospitals!'
'No worry Patricia; we're going to take very good care of you.'
The next day...
...
'It seems Doctor Ricky that from the MRI'S.'
'That this woman has something growing inside?'
'Yes, inside of her that's not normal.'
'Yes I agree Doctor Williams.'
'Do you think it's human or a tumor?'
Wonders Doctor Williams.
...
'Well, Doctor Williams.'
'We're going to need to do several more tests.'
States Doctor Ricky.
'And, then Doctor Williams.'
'An operation Doctor Ricky?'
'Yes!'
He Replies.
Two weeks later...
...
'Patricia, I come to agree from your MRI's and several other tests with
Doctor Williams.'
'That obviously there's something growing inside.'
'Inside of your lower abdomen.'
'We're not exactly sure at this point of time but we don't like this Patricia.'
States Doctor Ricky.


****


"The Operation!"
'Nurse Ratchet?'
'Yes Doctor Ricky?'
'Have you laid out all the necessary operating utensils that we shall need for this procedure?'
'Yes, Doctor Ricky.'
'I have the Number 8 and the Number 12 scalpels.'
'I have the Number 6 and the Number 15 extenders.'
'And, I also have a Toro chainsaw gassed up for emergency purposes!'
Nurse Ratchet replies.
...
'Nurse was it checked and tested?'
'The last time we ran into this problem?'
'There was not even any fuel loaded into the chainsaw!'
...
'I assure you Good Doctor Ricky.'
'Yes, that the instrument has been fully checked and tested!'
'Fueled it myself!'
Nurse Ratchet replies.
'Okay Doctor Williams are you ready to assist?'
'Yes Doctor Ricky.'
'And, let's let her rip!'
'One hour into the procedure...
...
'Doctor Ricky?'
'Why is the patient losing so much blood?'
Asks Nurse Ratchet.
'Yes we've given her already 15 pints of blood!'
He Replies.
...
'Oh f*** Doctor Ricky!'
'I don't think she can last much longer at the rate of blood loss!'
Complains Nurse Ratchet.
'I tend to agree with this call Doctor.'
Adds Doctor Williams.
...
'Oh, my God it's a gusher!'
Complains Nurse Ratchet!
'We're losing her!'
States Doctor Ricky.
'Hurry we're going to need the chainsaw Nurse Ratchet!'
Twenty minutes later...
.
'Well Frank congratulations!'
'Patricia has bore you a beautiful son!'
States Doctor Ricky.
'And, I will tell you it was a difficult one!'
'Thank God the chainsaw started right away!'
'Yes, because I had to do an episiotomy on your wife Frank.'
'Don't worry she's in recovery resting and as for your new son?'
'Frank Jr?'
...
'Well, let's say at 18 lb 3 oz.'
'The fact that he was born with
12-inch fangs.'
'Yes, and very long, sharp, nails?'
Adds Nurse Ratchet.
...
'Well, we have him caged, shackled, and bound, with titanium Handcuffs!'
'Don't worry Frank he's quite contained and nursing!'
'And, you know what?'
'Yes, It's amazing what these prenatal vitamins will do today!'
States Doctor Ricky.
The End?

Approximate Word Count: 629.

Author Notes

Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist, 'seshadri-sreenivasan' And, his Incredible Picture Entitled, "Anyone for Alteration?:):)

Chapter 43
Rest in Pieces

By Ricky1024

"Rest in Pieces"
Written on August 26th, 2021
By Jason and Richard Smrkovsky
Copyright © Fanstory 2021
'All Rights Reserved'

'It's all over now and I'm welcoming this "Change of Events."
This is my "Last Curtain Call"
'No much More?'
'I guess God?'
'End of my job?'
'God?'
'Are you there and do you still care?'
'Don't remember much.'
'As Such.'
...
'My Son!'
'My Son!'
'Your job Within?'
'Yes, hath just Begun!'
'Hold on Tight!'
'Everything will soon be all Right!'
'You're going on an Amazing Journey!'
'But you see?'
'This is not the first and last time for Thee!'
...
'But Lord.'
'I don't understand?'
'Can't hear.'
'Let alone think?'
'It's as if something came "Unplugged" 'And, I no longer Think?'
'Am I the Missing Link?'
...
'My Son!'
'My Son!'
'My now lost and Only Son?'
'You realize that even Above?'
'Your work is now basically.'
"Pure Love!"
...
'And, it has now just Begun!'
'You're now part of a Long Legacy.'
'There have been many Angels before such as Michael and Gabriel.'
'Yes, and there will be many, many, more afterwards!'
'Such as you!'
...
'Yes!'
'You're now part of a Long Legacy.'
(To say the least)
'For forever you shall now...
"Rest in *Peace"

Author Notes

*Peace: /pes/ noun 1) freedom from disturbance; tranquility. you can while away an hour or two in peace and seclusion" Similar: tranquility, calm, calmness 2) a state or period in which there is no war or a war has ended. "the Straits were to be open to worship some time of peace" ... Exclamation: 1) INFORMAL.US used a friendly greeting 2) ARCHAIC used an order to remain silent. "peace be still" ... verb: INFORMAL.US leave "I woke up at seven, thanked my host, and peaced out" ... Note: pieces a stress-free state of Tranquility. A state of calmness and security that comes when there's no fighting or War. Everything coexisting in perfect Harmony and freedom... After a war, two countries may sign a piece treaty agreeing to not fight anymore. ... Note: On March 31st, 2003. 17 hours after accident involving my son Jason. In which he was diagnosed brain dead with no oxygen left. My family and I signed a peace agreement with a representative from The Gift of Life out of Philadelphia Pennsylvania. Basically, I was signing off on my son's organs. Yes, by checking off the exact ones to be donated on a human chart. This wasn't incredibly hard decision to make back over 18 years ago for an 18 year old child who had never done a thing wrong in his life but now was doing everything they could ever be done right! ... To learn more about, 'Organ-Tissue Donations?' Simply contact my dearest friend Lara S Moretti the L.S. W. with "The Gift of Life" Philadelphia Pennsylvania at 1-800-DONORS-1. ... "I Mourn'd yet shall mourn with ever-returning spring..." Walt Whitman ... "I Mourn'd and shall continue to Mourn... "FOR-E-VER and Ever... "With each and every... "Returning-Spring..." Richard Edward Smrkovsky .. Jason Richard Smrkovsky November 5th, 1984~ March 31st, 2003. Organ's Graciously donated on April 1st 2003. (April Fool's Day) ... "Buddy Friend" (A Dedication from above from father to son and son to father) Written on April 14th, 2003 By Richard Edward and Jason Richard Smrkovsky. Note: This one me a Silver Bowl trophy while competing in Washington DC with the International Society of Poetry in the year of Our Lord 2005. My first poem written. .... I'm not here right now... But I'm not far... I'm in a place... Close by but not far... As a Star. ... You'll feel this place... Take a moment... You'll see. ... And then you will know... Just where... I'll Be? Jason Richard Smrkovsky

Chapter 44
Twenty-Six Minutes?

By Ricky1024

"Twenty-Six Minutes?"
Written on August 26th, 2021
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright �© Fanstory 2021
'All Rights Reserved'

Your Human Heart beats 2,080 times in
"Twenty-Six Minutes"
As your Human Lungs.
Will take in 520 breaths of oxygen every
"Twenty-Six Minutes"
...
The Human Eye shall blink.
15 times in a minute or 390 blinks in
"Twenty-Six Minutes"
The Human Heart pumps 2,014 gallons.
Yes, of a Humans precious blood every "Twenty-Six Minutes"
...
While, I can speak over 3,380 words in "Twenty-Six Minutes"
The Earth travels only 960 km every
"Twenty-Six Minutes"
...
But, How many times?
Yes, can a woman's Broken Heart Beat?
And, how many Blinks of an Crying Eye?
Yes, will she emote as she Cries?
As she Sheds a Single Tear?
But why?
...
How many times will her baby Cry?
In a single Year?
Within a Single Tear?
Before she dies?
But Lord God Why?
Yes, and as that mother shall now continuously *Cry?

Author Notes

*Cry: verb kri cried; crying Transitive verb: 1) to utter loudly; SHOUT 2) archaic: BEG, BESEECH 3) to proclaim publicly "John announced that the baby was stillborn" ... Intransitive verb: 1) to call loudly; SHOUT //She cried out for help 2) to shed tears of pain noisily: WEEP, SOB //The child began to cry after she dropped her ice cream cone. 3) to order a characteristic sound or call //Heard the seagulls crying. 4) to secure or suggest strongly a remedy or disposition (See DISPOSITION sense 2b. //There are a hundred things which cry out for planning... -Roger Burlingame. Cry havoc: to sound an alarm to cry over spilled milk to cry wolf: to sound an alarm on necessarily. ... *Cry: noun plural: cries 1) an instance of crying: such as a) in an articulate utterance of distress, rage, or pain b) obsolete: OUTCRY, CLAMOR 2) a) obsolete: PROCLAMATION b) cries/plural, Scottish: BANNS 3) : ENTREATY, APPEAL //A cry for help. 4) : a wild shout 5) : WATCHWORD, SLOGAN 6) : a)common report b)a general opinion 7) : the public voice raised in protest or approval 8) : a fit of weeping 9) : the charismatic sound or call of an animal 10) a: a pack of hounds b: (1) PURSUIT: used in the phrase; full cry //"hounds in full cry" ... Note: The idea for the title, "Twenty-Six Minutes" Came from the fact; I had a wait time of 26 minutes for my bus to come to take me to church. A parent's Worst Nightmare is the death and loss of a child. In my situation of course it was my son Jason.

Chapter 45
TransmissionablySubliminallyYour

By Ricky1024

"Transmissionably Subliminally Yours"
Written on August 28th, 2021
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright �© Fanstory 2021
'All Rights Reserved'
Connecting now with the "Unconnected."
Reaching out now with the "Unreachable."
Preaching now to the
"Unpreachable."
...
Yes, I now notice that I have a few followers.
(Here in my Twilight Zone!)
Excuse me what's your name?
There was no reply?
Trying again.
Hey you over there you want to chat?
No reply again?
Hmmm...
...
Maybe they just can't hear me from where I'm at?
Perhaps if I speak a little louder or maybe they could even read lips if they can see?
Oh!
There's a woman this time.
Miss would you like to talk a little bit about yourself?
Perhaps go for a cup of coffee and a chat?
(As I tip my hat)
She just walked away in the other direction?
I can't understand that Fanstorians?
Why, I'm having so much problem with the connection?
Maybe it's because I didn't pay my Boost Mobile bill last month?
Hmmm...
...
Can anybody hear me now that I am screaming?
Does anybody understand me?
Can anybody communicate?
Hey I'm kind of sexy you want to date?
I'll never be late!
I promise.
Yes, Cross My Heart and Hope to Die!
Hmmm...
...
Maybe if I brighten myself up a little bit?
I'll try my "Eternity" by Calvin Klein.
It's a pretty powerful scent!
That smell will drive them wild!
Even zombies will love me and not for my brains!
Three minutes later...
...
'Hey Big Boy?'
'Why don't you come up sometime?'
Shhh...
I think I have one?
The bait worked!
Thank you Calvin!
...
'Ah, Miss what's your name?'
'My name is Doctor Ricky.'
'You can call me Mae.'
She replied.
'Well to tell you the truth.'
'Yes, I wouldn't mind calling you April June and July also!'
'How long you been hanging around here Mae?'
'If I may ask?'
'Well big boy?'
'Decades!'
...
'Eee, Wow!'
'I like her hair it's kind of curly and she's wearing some kind of a strange net over it?'
'You know Mae?'
'I thought you were dressed a little bit different for these times?'
'Don't you know that flapper look went out with the twenties?'
'She just gives me this odd look?'
'Yes, and puts that long and slim cigarette back in her mouth!'
...
'Well big boy are you going to come up for a while?'
She asks.
'You know what Ricky?'
'When I'm good, I'm very very good but when I'm bad I'm better!'
'Whoa hold them horses!'
'Jackpot!'
'And, I'm not even playing the slots in Atlantic City!'
...
'Mae?'
'I don't think anybody on Earth would answer that reply with a negatory response.'
'I could be Transmissionably Subliminally Yours for an Eternity!'
'By the way before we get started?'
'Do you have a last name?'
'Yes, Big Boy.'
'It's West, Mae West.'
The End?
Note: Should I write a second one of these?
And, continue this or do a different one?
24.

Author Notes

Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist, 'avmurry' And, her Incredible Picture Entitled, "Memento Mori"

Chapter 46
Unbound Glory

By Ricky1024

"UnBound Glory"
Written on August 29th, 2021
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright © Fanstory 2021
'All Rights Reserved'

He comes and He goes ..
(Everybody knows)
Just get down on your two knees.
Please?
And, just ask Him to be there!
For He always shall care!
Now, just take a moment and you'll soon see?
How much He Loves both you and me!
...
Don't you know that He really has but one name?
But His Fame?
Glorified!
Not just because He died for you and me?
Just realize now that He is here and He is Real!
Just try to feel?
...
With all your efforts and True of share!
Only then can you Truly care!
And, then He'll show you?
How much and be there!

Author Notes

Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist, 'seshadri-sreenivasan' And, his Incredible Picture Entitled, "The Golden Temple"

Chapter 47
Jesus the Christ 2003

By Ricky1024

"Jesus the Christ 2003"
September 26th, 2021
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright �© Fanstory
'All Rights Reserved'

I Raise a Hallelujah!
In the middle of the storm.
When the Blackened Clouds cast over Me.
And everything in my life has gone terribly wrong!
...
When I start to share God's word today.
Yes, with everything inside.
Inside of me.
With lots of prayers.
During my Darkest of Fears!
I Raise a Hallelujah!
Because I know that you are near!
...
Come Back from the Ashes.
When Death was my enemy!
You came to fight for me!
Louder and louder!
To sing a little louder.
Your love for me?
Thank you so much sword that Slayed!
Demon sent my way!
...
I Raise a Hallelujah!
In the middle of the storm!
When nothing in my life?
Seems anything but Norm!
I embrace the Love!
My Lord and Savior!
From *Above!

Author Notes

*Above: preposition /above/ 1)in extended space over and over not touching. "a display of fireworks above the towns" 2) at a higher level or layer. "place a quantity of mud in a jar with water above" ... Dedicated to all those whom have died from addictions and all the many families whom suffer still today. ... ... Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist, 'Brady Nielsen' And, his Incredible Picture Entitled, "Children of God"

Chapter 48
The Miracle of My Autumn

By Ricky1024

"The Miracle of My Autumn"
Written on September 26th, 2021
By Doctor Ricky 1024 and inspired by
Robert Nash
Copyright �© Fanstory 2021
'All Rights Reserved'

Can a Blessing be Cast?
Can Tragedy Everlast?
Can Pain and Miseries?
Be taken Away?
Yes, when your Life seems so terribly Horrible that Day?
...
With God's Autumn Leaves cast above in His breeze...
Cast to the Grounds Below?
The Crimson Reds and Amber's Glow?
Don't you know?
...
When only Blackened Clouds are cast my Way?
When things seem Immensely Wrong?
And, Nothing Seems to Make?
Make sense but Belongs?
Or God, can You take them all Away?
I Pray...
...
Yes!
I Pray to You Lord God above!
To take it All Away?
To Heal My Crying Baby Autumn this Day?
...
And, with All Your Mind!
And, with All Your Body!
And, with All Your Strength!
And, with All Your Heart!
Part the Waters of Death!
And, take this Immense Misery Away!
And, again make my My Miserable Life.
Make sense some Way?
And, Save my Baby, Autumn...
This *Day?

Author Notes

*Day: noun /day/ 1) period of time measured in hours. "he decided to pray and make it go away" ... Note: Can a Miracle come true? Come True to you if you pray? Pray with all of Your Mind? Pray with all of your Soul? Pray with all of you now? Broken Heart? Yes, just ask Pasteur Bob! ... Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist, 'seshadri-sreenivasan' And, his Incredible Picture Entitled, "Autumn Evenings"

Chapter 49
Walking the Line

By Ricky1024

"Walking the Line"
Written on September 27th, 2021
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright © Fanstory
'All Rights Reserved'

I'm Walking the Line; doing my time.
One step at a Time.
Without as much as a Chance?
Again no expectance of the Big Dance?
"Perchance of Chance"
...
I Walk the Line all the Shitty Time!
Continuous dance grasping perchance?
No more past Romance.
And, wondering when it's going to have to start?
All over again?
Amen.
...
My movements now are subjected...
Yes, subjected to the Stark reality.
As now for me?
There's little time left.
You see?
...
I'm Walking the line of Destiny.
Can't quite make it out?
Perhaps I'm in a trance?
No second chance?
And, with a little bit of luck this Time?
I continue yes.
"Walking the *Line"

Author Notes

*Line: noun (often attributive) lin 1 a: a length of cord in cord-like material such as: (1): a comparatively strong slender cord. (2): CLOTHESLINE (3):A rope used in shipboard. 1b: (1): a device for catching fish consisting of a Ford with hooks and often fishing gear. (2): a scope for activity/: ROPE 1c: a length of material used in measuring and leveling //used a line to level the foundation. (1): piping for conveying a fluid (such as steam) (2): a wire or pair of wires connecting the telegraph or telephone station with another or a whole system of (such as lines) also: any circuitry or electronic commutative system. Ex: (Such as a letter) :NOTE //dropped him a line confirming the date. Note: There are many people; at this moment in time. Trying desperately to Walk the Line. A lot of these people have serious addictive problems. But could have be anything as minor as gambling and pornography. Or major such as heroin or alcoholism. ... Others such as myself. Have suffered from severe forms of depression for various reasons. Such as losing a career job, driver's license, family member, your house, your spouse, your child like me. ... Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist, 'greentop' And, their Incredible Picture Entitled, "Cobwebs"

Chapter 50
One A.M.?

By Ricky1024

Warning: The author has noted that this contains the highest level of violence.

"One A.M.?"
Written on September 28th, 2021
(At 1:00 A.M.)
By Doctor Ricky 1924
Copyright © Fanstory
'All Rights Reserved'

Yes folks?
It's 1:00 a.m. again and I'm up again?
Dear Lord God why?
The last thing I remembered?
Yes when I went to sleep?
Was just to cry and want to die!
...
Of course folks.
It's 1:00 a.m. again, again?
But why?
All I do is curse the Lord because I woke up and didn't die!
I just want to know Lord God the reason why?
Why on this day there is no *Jay?
...
Again folks?
Yes you got it it's of course 1:00 a.m.!
Just like each and every,
"Adorning Morning"
So I just grab an old ranking pen.
Amen.
...
But you know what's today?
It's an okay, "One A.M."
Yes, for me!
Because, I finally stopped hating myself!
Over and over again.
And, I finally decided to be?
**Me?"

Author Notes

*Jay:noun /Jay/ male nickname for Jason. **Me: pronoun /me/ Me is used in many constructions when strict Grammarians preside. 1.The usage is not so much on grammar call as addictive of the shrinking range of the nominative form. Grammarians began to replace "me" sometimes around 16th century largely because of the provocative use of the word. It's order is now chiefly used as a subject of and immediately following a verb. "Me" occurs in every other position; Absolutely //who me? Emphatically // me too? And, after prepositions, conjunctions, and verbs. //Come with me? // you're as big as me /// it's me? Almost all usage books recognize the legitimacy of "Me" in these positions; especially in speech: Some recommend in formal and especially written contexts. After "be," and after "as." And then when the first term of the comparison is the subject of a verb. ... Note: After the March 31st, 2003 death of my son Jason. And, then only Eight months later. The November 23rd, 2003 suicide death of my spouse Carolyn. I decided that I did not want to be... "To be or not to be?" Yes, that was the question and the answer to me? Was not be me anymore! ... This went on for over 2 and 1/2 years! Yes, of tremendous grief, guilt, hate that it was not me. The furthest point away from my house was the front deck. And, the stars at night were my family. ... Depression comes in several forms from severe chronic psychotic depression to mild. The greater form is severely dangerous and can ultimately lead to Suicidal thoughts. ... A few years later on December 1st 2006. 5 days before my dead wife Carolyn's 54th birthday. I decided that suicide was the way to go. After practically destroying myself with a serrated steak Knife into my chest twice and to the side of my neck three times and swallowing a bottle of pills I'm really fortunate to be alive today. ... If you know anybody that feels this way do as I did and call 9-11 immediately. Thanks. Ricky

Chapter 51
Up-Side Down World

By Ricky1024

Warning: The author has noted that this contains the highest level of violence.
Warning: The author has noted that this contains the highest level of language.

"Up-Side Down World"
(For Carolyn Ann Richmond Harbach Smrkovsky on her 69th)
Written on December 6th, 2021
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright © Fanstory
'All Rights Reserved'

And, this Godly Created and Newly renovated by some idiot here?
(Satan?)
And, we are so, do, Fuc***!
Because it's an Up-Side Down World!
And, there's not too much more to say?
Everybody on Earth seems to want it their way?
...
The icicles are melting as the ice cream cones screams!
Nightmares are no longer any dreams!
Tree tops are falling...
Babies no longer bawling?
Skittle tree of black and white?
Baby Jesus never born because Mary had an abortion that night!
All the leaves are brown and the skies are gray I went out for a walk?
And there's not much more I can say?
...
Yes!
The manger's still burning and it's called 9-11!
The Twin towers ran away!
We're all having so much fun because God forgot that day to pray?
...
A total drag!
My spaghetti with no meatballs?
Nobody wants to make love tonight?
Satan's beating his chest while King Kong's crying?
Honest to God I'm not lying!
...
On March 31st, 2003 something incredible but horrible would happen to me?
It was the end of the party for my oldest you see?
But there was somebody there who didn't no longer wanted to be?
At the age of only 17 Brian Cole was on a heavy depression medication called Effexor.
He was not noticed as a family or appreciated member all the love was given to the younger brother.
So in a sense you really never had a father nor a mother!
...
Pray before you go so they left the party and the Ford Mustang you see?
Once driven professionally!
And this says now fast and furious!
But it's not on TV!
...
So, into the pole on that Horrible day!
At over 100 mph!
Believe me it's not because I didn't pray!
I love you my Jay and I still must now say.
Too many flowers...
Bitter and no longer matters.
...
Too many Lives Broken...
And, rearranged...
So worn!
And, to this very day?
I must definitely now say.
Between you and me?
Sometimes?
I wish that I was never born!
And, it's an "Up-Side Down World"
Down here.
All tattered and all *Torn.

Author Notes

*Torn: past participle of tear. 1) to rip, shred. "Johnny's memories are now torn" Note: today marks not only 18 years of being a widower but my wife's 69th birthday. To take your own life by stopping your medications? Now is that considered medical suicide? Happy birthday baby! And, we all miss you. ... Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist, 'supergold' And, their Incredible Picture Entitled, "upside down"

Chapter 52
Warmth

By Ricky1024

"Warmth"
Written on December 7th, 2021
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright �© Fanstory
'All Rights Reserved'

The snow is gently lifting, as icicles are no longer persisting...
The Sun's appeal, peels back my Colden Soul.
Approaching...
...
Darkness is dissipating as Mother Nature is calculating.
And, no longer shall I be cold?
If I can be so bold?
Temperate beings are now guiding me.
Appearing inside of me.
The Sun's appeal, peels back my Colden Soul.
Arriving...
...
Simplicity of spirit.
No more wandering and lost below.
As the snow was gently lifting?
Only God *knows.

Author Notes

*knows: verb /no/ 1) be aware of through observation, inquiry or observation. "Jason was aware of the fact that he died and his soul was lifting above" Note: on March 31st that's exactly what would happen 17 hours later on the following day. Organ after Organ would be rising and leaving my son's body to enter four others. ... To learn more about, 'Organ-Tissue Donations?' Simply contact my dearest friend Lara S. Moretti the L.S.W. with "The Gift of Life!" Philadelphia, Pennsylvania at 1-800-DONORS-1 ... Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist and Amazing Writer, 'Dr.Ricky 1024' And, his Incredible Picture Entitled, "Midnight Dusk"

Chapter 53
Analyzing Fear

By Ricky1024

"Analyzing Fear"
Written on September 18th, 2021
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright ©� Fanstory
'All Rights Reserved'

Very sick but he's sick and good evening ideal with the subject of death!
Each and every day.
Let's explore this amazing but horrible subject?
Together?
...
Firstly?
I guess since you are now one of my loyal subjects?
You want to know your teacher's name?
Just call me doctor.
Some people call me Dr Ricky.
But as for now?
Just call me Dr Ricky Death!'
...
And yes!
Together we shall explore this amazing subject and our first Quest?
Firstly I've been dying to get to know you.
Personally speaking are you afraid to die?
...
Or maybe I should reward?
Are you afraid to pass over to the other side?
Yes now as your new friend and teacher?
I live in the darkness and it suits me.
I have light bulbs if you need one
...
Dr Ricky death why is it so dark here?'
'Couldn't it be a little more flashy?'
'So now let's get down to business?'
Shall we?'
'Now who's afraid to die?'

Chapter 53
Analyzing Fear 2021

By Ricky1024

Warning: The author has noted that this contains the highest level of violence.

"Analyzing Fear 2021"
Written on September 18th, 2021
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright ©� Fanstory
'All Rights Reserved'

'Yes and he's very, very, sick.'
'And, good evening!'
'And, ideal!'
'And, yes we will Tom.'
'Deal with the subject of Death!'
'Each and every day.'
...
Note: That was the administrator here
Tom Enis.'
...
'So, now let's explore this amazing but horrible subject?'
'Together?'
'Firstly?
'I guess since you are now one of my loyal subjects?
'You want to know your teacher's name?''
'Yes.'
Replied Fanstory Reviewer Number Two
....
'And, to can just call me Doctor.'
'Some people call me Doctor Ricky.'
'But as for now?'
'Just call me Doctor Ricky Death!'
...
'And yes!
'Together we shall explore this amazing subject and our first Quest?'
'Firstly I've been dying to get to know you.'
'Personally speaking are you afraid to die?
...
'Or maybe I should reward?'
'Are you afraid to pass over to the other side?'
Fanstory Reviewer Number One?'
Asks Doctor Ricky Death
...
'Doctor Ricky Death?'
'Yes now my new friend?'
'Can I help you?'
'And, as your new friend and teacher?'
'I live in the darkness and it suits me.'
'I have light bulbs if you need one?'
'Yes, Good Doctor.'
Replies Fanstory Reviewer Number One.
...
'Doctor Ricky Death?'
'So, why is it so dark here?'
'Couldn't it be a little more flashy?'
'So now let's get down to business?'
'Have'nt you ever been to Hell?'
'Shall we?'
'Now who's afraid to die?'

Author Notes

Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist, 'lynnkah' Their Incredible Picture Entitled, "PTSD. THE unspoken fear"

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