By Ricky1024
"The Prologue for No Time for Me!"
"As I write this book, I concentrated on my particular thoughts, my personal experiences, and my vast pain."
"From tragic loss to eventually suicidal intentions."
...
"I shall cover all vectorsfrom thoughts of fellow sufferers, who like me, list family members, and list themselves through addictions."
..
"I will bring the reader into my world from Conception to eventual Extinction."
"Yes, I truly believe that you will know exactly when your time is over and due."
"I've seen it once but it is still a shock."
...
"The Human Geo is a complicated Computer Playground."
"Yes, from Conception it is a Mass Chamber of stolen facts."
"From Life Stories to Captured Sympathy."
"No Time for Me!"
"Truly Human Beings are One-Of- A-Kind."
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| Author Notes |
Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ.
Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Amazing Artist, 'jgrace.' And, her Incredible Picture Entitled, "Abandoned Reminder" |
By Ricky1024
"The Clock with the Misery Hands"
Written on January 13th, 2015
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright �© Fanstory 2015
'All Rights Reserved'
Note:
This was written while incarcerated in the Ocean County Correctional Facilityvin Tom's River, New Jersey
Cell # 10
M.H.One
"There once was a Watch that could tell the Time."
"A long, long, TIME ago."
"And, everyone who passed by would check to realize."
"Yes, to realize if they were late for an important function."
"Or perhaps, to realize if they should sleep a little longer."
"Or awake."
...
"And, those whom watched that Watch...
"Would come to realize exactly weather their lives would be normal again or in the World of much Pain and Grief?"
(To say the least)
"Change and rearrange?"
...
"Yes, all but One whom was Happy as could be!'
"And, that was me!"
...
"Yes, my life was normal as normal as should be."
"And, I watched the Clock and got along with all basically.'
"I would have awake and check the Time."
"For no reason, nor Rhyme...
"And, the Hands would never lie?"
(One Tick at aTime)
****
"Yes, as far as I could tell until 2003."
"I went to work as usual and always I checked the clock."
"It was quarter past Eight."
"So, I got the kids up naturally and off to School!"
"I then drove my car again back to the homestead to get ready for work."
...
"Yes, my life was a Moment of Bliss."
"I left the house each and every day with a kiss!'
'Now, don't be late honey dinner can't wait!'
'She would say.'
(Which was my Fallacy!)
"As happy, as happy, as could be!"
Until...
****
"My oldest stepdaughter Nichole or "Nikki."
"Was having a birthday at her Natural Father's place and her three sisters...
(Kyle Etin, Corrine Alexis, and Dana Alyse)
"Along with her brother Jason Richard would attend."
...
"Attend the WWE Wrestling Pay for View."
Note:
(Nikki loved to watch those fools dual!)
...
"The party went fine...
"One hour at a time, as I arrived home and asked my wife where everybody was?"
"She said Nikki's party.'
"So, we had the house to ourselves?"
"And, as Carolyn slept."
"I played a little game on Chestnet."
"But soon...
"I heard a God Offencive sound?'
"As if something large hit the ground?"
...
"And, then again even louder!"
"It came and it went?"
"Someone is not having a good evening!"
I thought to myself.
...
"The second noise awakened my wife and then the cell phone rang?"
"With the Happy Holiday news!"
"It was the other stepdaughter Kyle Erin and she said...
'You had better get over here quick!'
"Jason our Only Son was in a terrible accident!"
...
"Good God what have I done?"
I thought.
"It was 8:15 PM.EST."
"Yes, horrible news as if I was to be punished somehow for an act I couldn't admit?"
"And, as always I would lose it."
"And, I knew in my Heart of Hearts that this was going to be bad!"
...
"Lord God, has my Good Fortune and Luck gone away?"
"Was I to leave second Forever my Sunny Days?'
"Yes, and soon my Blessed Time woyld to turn to Misery and Bad."
"Unhappy and Sad."
****
"When we arrived at the scene, the car Jason was in was crushed!"
"The driver Brian Cole was lying prone with the wheel forced to his chest while Jason lay against him as if an Angel in sleep?"
...
"An officer from the County Violent Crimes Force arrived."
"To investigate and was marking the curb marks.'
"As we watch this and was confounded...
"Why wasn't he doing something for the children?"
"Which were trapped like two birds in a cage!"
..
"But a nurse was there...
(Kim Degraw)
"Because, the Event happened on her property!"
"A Southern Ocean County Hackensack Meridian Hospital Nurse."
"When she saw us."
"She said nothing and walked away back into her house?"
...
"After what seemed like decades, Time seemed to fade Away.'
"And, a helicopter airlift would be taking one home?"
"While the others live would change forever."
...
"You see, the loss of a child is more than just a Tramadic and Tragic occurrence.'
"But a mortal Sin that will haunt you for the rest of your Life!'
...
"Eight months later?"
"It took my wife's life and then tried to get me Two and a half years later!"
...
"I'm still here though and I teach and reach for this story...
"When told...
"Never gets old...
"And, as for my Life?"
"My, "Moment of Bliss?"
"My Morning goodbye Kiss?"
"Each and every day?"
'Don't be late honey dinner can't wait!'
"Yes, the whole thing now is just my Fallacy."
"My Happy, as Happy, as could be?"
...
"Jason Richard Smrkovsky died on March 31st, 2003."
(State Death)
"On April 1st, 2003 or April Fool's Day."
(Death in Heaven)
...
"We gave away the best of Jay."
"You see, all of His vital Organs were taken and donated far away."
"In order to give Four others a chance to have a happy life."
...
"Ad for my wife's life?"
"Carolyn Ann Richmond Harbach Smrkovsky stopped her necessary medications for about three months and died after the Second Heart-Attack due to what is called D.V.T."
(Deep Vinicular Thrombosis)
"The blood clot from the leg to the Brain or the Heart."
...
"Jason died after they shut off the machine and took His last necessary Organ."
(The Heart)
"Unfortunately, He had Severe Brain Damage."
...
"If you know anybody suffering like my wife Carolyn please call...
9-11 immediately.'
...
"And, to learn more about...
'Organ -Tissue Donations?'
Contact my dear friend Lara S. Moretti the L.S.W. with...
"The Gift of Life"
Philadelphia, Pennsylvania at
1-800- DONORS-1
...
"And, thanks from the Bottom of My Broken and my Son Jason's Donated Heart."
Approximate Word Count: 1000.
| Author Notes |
Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ.
Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Amazing Artist and Writer, 'cleo 85.: And, her incredible Picture Entitled, "Circles of Time" |
By Ricky1024
"When Life was Young"
Written on October 20th, 2019
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright �© Fanstory 2019
'All Rights Reserved'
"When Life was young, the Earth did spin and Angels did sing."
"Then when time came by...
"The Earth spun not an the Angels cried."
"The Sun kissed the Moon goodbye, as the Light and Glow dissipated as we well know."
...
"Planes ran into Towers of Twin and with the second coming of Sodom and Gomorrah?"
"No more Evil and Sin could ever win?"
...
"Flowers died, Babies cried and addicts tried."
"Yes, Earth was in distress and Evil came to play!"
"Spinning in reverse, Earth's distress?"
"Non-rehearsed."
"As Alcohol-filled the Seven Seas and needles became prevalent, as if overnight?"
(Our Plight?)
...
"Will Sin and Evil win or do we have still a chance?"
"Will Earth's woes dissapate and disperse or will the Sun and Moon Shed more Gloom?"
....
"There is never room for these things of Grief and unless we quickly realize this before it is too too late?"
"Planet Earth as we know it will be ruled completely by Evil and Vile Hate!"
Approximate Word Count: 193.
| Author Notes |
Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ.
Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist, 'GaliaG.' And, their Incredible Picture Entitled, Sun & Earth" |
By Ricky1024
"Long, Long, Time"
Written on October 20th,
2019
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright �?�© Fanstory 2019
'All Rights Reserved'
"A long, long, time Ago...
"When I was younger and foolish...
"Severe Grief...
"Severe Depression...
"Encompassed me...
"Surrounded me...
"And, I felt there was no place left turn...
"No place left to hide...
"As the Grim Reaper had crawled up deep inside...
...
| Author Notes |
Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ.
Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Amazing Artist, ' |
By Ricky1024
"Dust to Dust"
(As it Must)
Written on December 29th, 2019
Copyright © Fanstory 2019
'All Rights Reserved'
Sediment eventually settles as my Heart continues to call out your name.
Nothing now is ever the same.
Only echoes of the past remain.
...
Lord God?
Perhaps I am better off dead?
Noose tiied firmly around my head?
After all, visions of suicidal thoughts still dance and enhance?
In my silenced Heart of rust...
"Dust to Dust"
...
The Darkness still creeps me as the Grim Reaper wants to still greets me.
Lord, take me away?
As I should, when it would, if only I could?
Die!
...
Yes, the warm embrace of acidic taste flows below.
acidic waste...
Ever remaining Grace!
The knife held firmly in my grasp...
Ready again and again...
To Thrust!
"Dust to Dust"
...
"Be silent My child...
"Oh but my Aching Heart!"
"The shallowness of my present life?
First lost the Only Son and only months later?"
"The Only Wife!"
...
Yes Lord God, my worthless life is almost past!
My embraceable tomb still has room and beckons...
And, calls my name.
Life is insane.
I await my calling as I must.
"Dust to *Dust"
Approximate Word Count:
208.
| Author Notes |
*Dust : n.
settlement, dirt, specks of matter. ... A parents worst nightmare is to lose a child. A husband's worst nightmare is to lose a wife. I lost both... ... Jason Richard Smrkovsky November 5th, 1984~ March 31st, 2003 Organs graciously donated on April 1st, 2003 (April Fool's Day) Carolyn Ann Richmond Harbach Smrkovsky December 6th, 1952~ November 23rd, 2003 ... Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented and Amazing Artist, 'iphone7' And their Incredible Picture Entitled, "Birth or our Galaxy" |
By Ricky1024
"Hell on Earth, Damn it to Shame?"
(Is this Satan's From Game?)
Written on January 3rd, 2020
By Doctor Ricky 1024 and Satan
Copyright �© Fanstory 2020
'All Rights Reserved'
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Hell on Earth!
Damn it to Shame!
Is this Satan's Grim game?
Wonders Ricky?
'Mass destruction of the ecosystem, pollution is now in the air, do you petty humans really care?"
States Satan.
Future sources are now unsure?
'God, are you there we need you for sure!'
'God?'
'You speak of God?'
'Well, He exists not!'
'I now control this Earth!'
'And, your Lost Souls are what I got!'
Wars, devastation!'
Unrest in this Horrid of Nation!
Nuclear threats!
The Twin Towers are burning!
9-11 and the smell of stench is in the air!
'Lord God Almighty!'
'Do You no longer care?'
'You petty and foolish humans!' 'You still pretend there's somebody above and up there?'
'I'll tell you what's up there now nothing and Heaven is just a myth!'
Brags Satan.
'Surely, you must now give up and Surely, you must not resist?'
'It's much too late now!'
'Don't ponder but sit a spell!'
'Because you know you petty and foolish Humans...
'Are all coming down here to my Hell!'
'Ha, Ha, Ha, Ha!'
Suddenly, the Earth Cracked and a huge and powerful image appears?
The glow is so bright, so much noise I now hear!'
And, then this voice?
First as if a Lamb?
But soon, I Understand!
'My father above, sent Me back down again to see and sit a spell.'
'He told me something frightening was going on below and just follow the Obnoxious smell!'
'So, you're the one they call Satan whom thinks he rules all with the pain and they hating?'
'Yes, I'm Lord Satan!'
'The Lord of the Darkness and who the Hell are you?'
'Some have called me Emmanuelle...
'And, others have called me Carpenter...
'And still others have called me the Shepherd and Lamb.'
'I too am a Lord...
'Lord and Savior!'
'Most know ,Me by my given name of Jesus Christ.'
'And, what I see now below is not very nice!'
'Do you think I am afraid of some petty image that glows?'
'And, do you think I'm afraid of somebody who thinks above...
'That He now below knows?'
...
'You know nothing and you know not!'
'For many, many, years I ruled and have taken!'
'And now deserve all that I've got!'
Suddenly, the Earth cracks open again and another even brighter image appears?'
'Oh now let's get the party the Fuck started here in Hell and now who the Hell do you think you are Mr. Bright guy?'
No response as the second and brighter image carefully observes?
'Yes, you have had your Evil way and placed my Children under some spell!'
'But no more Demon for I now... DAMN YOU TO THE DEPTHS OF HELL!
'Forever to the depths of this Hell!' 'You will no longer ever rule above on this Earth!'
'And, you will no longer ever be able to cause Pain, Mass Destruction, War, Disease, Rape, Murder, and Grief!'
...
Suddenly, the Earth cracks open a third time and this supposed ruler and Lord of Darkness Satan?
Is sucked down below forever and ever!
The End?
...
Note:
The thought of this piece was basically a task I had many years ago in Washington, D.C.
I was competing at the Hilton on Connecticut Avenue with the International Society of Poetry against many hundreds of poets from all over the world!
(It was on HBO and I won my first trophy a Silver Bowl)
With my first entitled, "Buddy Friend"
A dedication for my son Jason whom had passed three years earlier and we donated His organs.
....
I had never done anything like this and I didn't know that we were supposed to produce a peace poem?
(It would be eventually sent to the White House!)
...
After buying a book of poetry from two young men from New York, I asked to borrow their three colored markers...
On White parchment paper which covered the many tables...
I went right to work at the center and designed a picture of the Twin Towers.
(Two feet by three)
...
I went through all the past wars including the one at the time which was with I believe Iran.
Anything that was evil I utilized the red and black markers.
The blue marker was used 2 add additional but positive words to the writings.
...
This was the start of me using pictograms for words.
Such as I would draw a picture of a Time clock for the word 'Time' or picture of the Earth for the word 'Earth.'
...
When completed I took a picture with my Canon AE-1 camera and entitled it...
"Hell on Earth, Damn it to Shame is this Satan's Grim Game?"
...
Afterwards, the two young poets went over to take a look at what I was so hard at work drawing.
The one young man came over and told me....
'Keep doing what you're doing!'
****
Sometime past and I then joined Fanstory and realized that, that "Peace Poem," went to the White House and was probably lost forever?
Then I remembered that I had taken a picture of it with my camera and luckily it was not destroyed as it went through the X-ray at the airport.
The original poem, I was able to read with a magnifying glass from the picture and it is here on Fanstory.
| Author Notes |
Approximate Word Count: 948.
Special thanks goes out first, ad always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Amazing and Talented Artist, 'simonka' And, their Incredible picture Entitled, "When Hell Freezes Over" |
By Ricky1024
"After the Tears"
(I'll Be Here)
Written on January 4th, 2020
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright © Fanstory 2020
'All Rights Reserved'
"When the Moon above forgets to Glow...
"And, all that is left...
"And, all that lies Below...
"After the Sun so high forgets to warm my tender Tears...
"And, the Stars so, so, high make me more than cry."
"I'll Be Here...
...
"When the Rivers that flow forget what they Know....
"When the Sands no longer wash up upon the many Shores...
"And Lord, all that is left ars the seas Below...
"This You should Know...
"I'll Be Here...
..
"When the Galaxies and the Universe no longer want to Rehearse...
"When the many Mirrored Images are but portraits of Smear...
"And, all is no longer Clear...
"I'll Be Here...
...
"FInally, when the Deserts of Pain cry out Your Sweet, Sweet, Name...
"And, no longer do I wished to play the Fool's Game...
"My Son so many times I wished to be there for You...
"But throughout all the Lost and long, long, Years ..
"The too many Heartbreaks and the too, too, many Fears...
"I'll Be Here...
"After the *Tears."
| Author Notes |
Approximate Word Count:200.
*Tears: n. fluids, liquid from the eyes. "When I think back on that horrible March 31st, 2003 day and all those many tears... "And, all the many times I went into that hospital room and couldn't stay... "But was forced back as if had then appeared?" ... "For the nightmares my poor wife Carolyn could no longer control... "When I looked down at what was left and what that horrible mentally ill child had done to my baby Jay... "That left it's hortid Mark of such a terrible Toll... ... "Brain Damaged and no longer here... "And, when in Tears, I went into that room to say goodbye for the very last time... "I said... ... 'I know that You know and that now Your Fate is sealed... 'You must now go and save those who too now are suffering so... "And Jay, save those people's lives... ..... "And, to learn more about Organ-Tissue Donations.' "Simply call my dear friend Lara S. Moretti the L.S.W. with "The Gift of Life" Philadelphia, Pennsylvania at 1 800-DONORS-1. "Thanks from the Bottom of my Broken and my Son Jason's donated Heart." Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Amazing and Talented Artist, 'Galia G.' And, their Incredible Picture Entitled, "Tears" |
By Ricky1024
"The Night She Went Away"
Written on January 4th, 2020
By Doctor Ricky 1024 and 'Jay'
Copyright © Fanstory 2010
'All Rights Reserved'
"So very, very, cold that November as far as I can remember."
"And, the Breath of Death was in the air."
"Yes, as I slept and not as much as a sound permeated the room."
...
"November 23rd, 2003."
(Early morning)
"I awoke and realized that my wife Carolyn Ann was acting odd again?"
"Odd as if she was not stable or knew something that I didn't?"
"She had, had an earlier episode the previous evening and her eyes had rolled in her head!"
"As she spoke in a child's voice she said....
'Who are you and why are you in my father's basement in Pennsauken?'
(Which was towns and miles away)
"She then said...
'If you do not leave, my father Kenneth Richmond would beat me up!'
...
"Because of this incidentand her now odd behavior, I decided that I would get her checked out but first?"
"Her blood pressure!"
"Yes, there was a machine at the local Pathmart."
"And, upon reading the information from her test?"
"I realized her results were not inspiring."
"Her bp was 65 / 45."
...
"The Reaper sleeks silently in the night!"
"Eager for its next victim!"
...
"We then talked about that and the other incident earlier."
"When I said something about going to the hospital, she refused."
(That was after I noticed her temperature had spiked)
...
"Being that she had some medical training in college, she asked me to cool her down with cold washcloths."
"I followed her instructions and again begged her to go to S.O.C.H. around the corner and she refused."
...
'Come hither my dear for I am here to take you to a jammy party!'
'And, do not fear for I am here!'
'And, you'll never be sorry!'
...
"As the day progressed, neither of us had anything much to eat or drink."
"As we sat together on the living room sofa practically in silence."
...
'Do not worry dearie it's not very much longer now!'
'Just listen to the ticks of your Heart clock!'
...
"The evening progressed and I eventually got undressed and ready to retire."
"Saturday Night Life" had just ended."
...
'Carolyn I am tired and I'm going to bed it's been a long day for both of us.'
'D o you need help going to the bathroom?'
I asked.
'No.'
Was her reply.
Note: Her high temperature now was normal.
...
"I tested her mental abilities...
'Honey how many fingers am I holding up?'
'Two.'
She answered.
'Correct.'
...
"Three hours passed and it was approximately 4 a.m. when I heard the first of two noises?"
"Yes, it was Carolyn Ann making an attempt to go to the bed from the bathroom."
"And, as she was collapsing, she took in a "Death Breath!"
...
'That's it dearie.'
'Breathe deeply now for me.'
'For its all as it must be my new friend and your time is soon to arrive!'
...
"I did not touch Carolyn and immediately called 9-11 "
"When I attended to her, somehow she revived?"
(I believe in my breaking Heart, that she had a Heart Attack!'
...
"A Stafford police officer came first, followed about five minutes later by two paramedics."
"They had left the front door open and ready to possibly admit her to S.O.C.H."
...
"An eerie fog permeated the room as if something from the movie "The Exorcist!"
...
'Hee, Her, Her!'
'Are you ready for me dearie?'
'Thats it follow me now...
...
"As if the "Calm Before the A."
"The paramedics checked her blood pressure, respiration, and temperature."
"And, they were now all quite normal?"
...
"Again when asked, she refused to go to the local hospital but after listening to the police officer and the paramedics...
"And, insisting...
"She finally agreed."
...
"Daybreak approached as the big dog now had taken its gritty bone from its mouth!"
...
'Hee, Her, Her!'
Dearie are you ready!'
'My dearie for me?'
...
"I called the closest one of my daughters Kyle Erin whom lived on Midship only minutes away from me...
...
'You had better get over to the hospital immediately!'
'Your mother just had an experience!'
'The paramedics and the police just left with her!'
...
"Time passes and Fate makes a date with your Destiny."
"Yes, a Pre-ordained Dance soon to be your last Romance?"
...
"Upon arrival there and only minutes after I had called Kyle...
"I gathered Carolyn some warmer clothes for they had taken her away in this Sheer thing."
"Kyle was standing right outside emergency room door crying and she said...
'It's Mommy!'
'She's dead!'
...
'Look dearie, we are almost there now!'
'You just continue sleeping and soon...
'Yes oh so, so, soon...
...
Carolyn Ann Richmond Harbach Smrkovsky passed away that sad day and it was only Eight months after the death of our only son Jason."
...
"The autopsy showed she had a massive blood clot that went to the Heart."
D.V.T.
(Deep Vehicular Thrombosis)
"She had already planned her final arrangements when we had seen Bobby Riggs from Bugzybe and Riggs Funeral Home."
"She was on Fifty four."
....
'Cry not for me for I am not alone.'
'And, it is quiet and peaceful now.' 'I am no longer in pain.'
"All the planets align perfectly and cried that terrible day but not tears of pain."
"Carolyn Ann was finally home with her son where she belonged."
...
Jason Richard Smrkovsky
November 5th, 1984~
March 31st, 2003
Organs graciously donated on April 1st, 2003
(April Fool's Day)
Carolyn Ann Richmond Harbach Smrkovsky
December 6th, 1952~
November 23rd, 2003
| Author Notes |
Approximate Word Count:969
Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Amazing, as well as, Talented Artist and Writer, 'cleo85' And, her Incredible Picture Entitled, "The Flower of Passion" |
By Ricky1024
"Crying in My Dreams"
Written on December 23rd, 2014
Copyright © Fanstory 2014
"All Rights Reserved'
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As I drift off to sleep, my body and Soul rises above.
I am now 93 years old and had my share of 'Enough!'
It's now over 40 years since the accident and I'm still haunted by its fright!
Yes, perhaps it's better this way to sleeping finally drift Away?
And, perhaps I'll go where I belong?
God it's much better all alone above...
Or perhaps, I'll join someone I so long ago loved?
...
Barely would be enough and better that better is enough?
But perhaps there will be no mourning of my passing and a reunion?
Probably more confusion.
...
Yes, I'm done here below and completed my task.
Filled my flask.
So, now I'll fill my Broken Heart with anticipation.
And, maybe God will remind me after years of compilation?
...
The Angels release Me and I gently come to rest.
Yes, end of Quest and it's about time!
Tired of counting all those horrible numbers!
...
There is my family and I hardly realized that so many had passed away?
There are my three daughters that so out lived and my only son Jay.
As for my four grandchildren?
Well they still live on this day!
...
This year 2043 and it's got to be family New Year and Thanksgiving time!
As the stuffing is in place but those Turkeys?
Why are they still running all over the place?
...
Yes, I'm going to settle down here
And rekindle my heavenly family about and yes it's kind of different but still about love raptor still will be fighting to a degree?
But wait what is that angels are flying by playing their harps and they turned let me go past and look at me damn smile on her face I guess I've been ordained I didn't know having to be so insane so let it be it's got to be no harm I suppose?
...
I hear they're playing a special Bruce Lee movie at 11?
What?
For crying out loud!
Its that old favorite, "It's a Wonderful Life!"
How appropriate and look there's the star right there signing movie brochures!
Jimmy Stewart!
...
I hear tomorrow at Eight, God is appearing and He will speak about the eventual swallowing of the Earth?
I better listen closely and pay attention!
Got realities still below!
Maybe it is, "Hell on Earth?"
...
'What Gabe?'
'God wants to speak to you!'
'Me?'
'What did I do?'
'I only peeked under that Angel's Gown twice!'
I respond.
'Ricky?
'Yes, Gabriel?'
'Its Heaven don't be naughty be nice!'
| Author Notes |
Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ.
Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Amazing and Talented Artist, 'avmurry' And, their Incredible picture Entitled, "I want my Teddy" |
By Ricky1024
"Why?" (A)
Written on September 10th, 2019
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright �?�© Fanstory 2019
'All Rights Reserved'
"When Darkness delivers Misery,
Let Misery be your Guide." (Theology 48.08)
...
'Sample my waist RIcky!'
'But why Grimm why?'
'Because I am Him!'
'And now?'
'I ruled thee!'
...
"When Darkness delivers Pain, Reach out and hide before He knows your name?"
(Theology 48.09)
...
"Darkened Clouds gather as if to investigate the matters?"
"Continuous destruction, death, is attained...
'Lord, why not instead me?'
...
"A Depth of Darkness never Seen,
A Large fist reaches out and Grasps!"
"Has Satan's plan now Hatched?"
...
"No answer as I ponder my yonder and realize that my time...
'I'm trying Lord, but I think I'm in some F****** mess?
"When" (B)
Written on September 10th, 2019
By Doctor Ricky 1024
"When Darkness comes calling...
"Beware of Her Fate?"
(Theology 48.10)
...
"You know the day destroys the night and the night divides the day."
"You know the Darkness separates the Light and the Light Divides the Day."
(Jim Morrison)
'But when will my darkness God go away?'
...
*We are born and come from the Darkness of the Womb."
"And, are thrust into the Light!"
"Blind as if Eternally to be?"
"For we had just left and been reborn...
"And, died from the Womb into a Tomb?"
...
'When do You Lord...
'Why do You Lord...
'Smite the Light and again doth not shine?'
...
"We are born and come from the Darkness of the Wind."
"Continuously we must now Sin!'
"And then to the Light?"
...
'Why do yYou Lord God above...
'Tutn off my light again?'
'It does not shine as Darkened Spirits around me?'
'They now surround me...
'Congound mr...
'As if wrapped in a Shround!'
...
'I cannot be heard!'
'I cannot be found!'
'But just the few!'
'Again, why?'
'Is it because again, the Darkness is here and so I must Die?'
...
"Death comes in many forms and many torturous ways!"
"From crippling diseases to an eventual suicidal tendency."
(Theology 48.11)
...
'When Dear Lord, can I again, go home?'
'Yes, again and back into the Light?'
'Where everything is again alright?'
'Because if I do, perhaps the Darkness will not come to me?'
'Greet and meet again?'
'And finally?'
'I won't be living in a Nightmare of Hellish Extremes?'
'And, I will no longer be...
Jason Richard Smrkovsky
November 5th, 1984~
March 31st, 2003.
Organs graciously offered on April 1st, 2003.
(April Fool's*Day)
| Author Notes |
Approximate Word Count: 427.
*Day: n. Time if the week. ... "Yes, on March 31st, 2003." "My only Son Jason was taken away from me." "Why?" "Because you see after Seventeen, long, hours... "It was necessary for there were four who awaited Jay's Fate." ... And, to learn more about 'Organ-Tissue Donations?' Simply contact my dear friend Lara S. Moretti the L.S.W. with "The Gift of Life." Philadelphia, Pennsylvania at 1-800-DONORS-1. ... Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Amazing, as well as Talented Artist and Writer, 'cleo85' And, her Incredible Picture Entitled, "Invitation" |
By Ricky1024
"Within the Limits of Human Consumption"
Written on January 3rd, 2018
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright �© Fanstory 2018
"All Rights Reserved'
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"Within the workings of "God's Great Creation"or "One Hand Washes the Other."
"Life is seemingly progressing with or without another?"
"Lingering...
...
"You may wonder what Anarchy I mean by that?"
"In a Capitalistic Society here in my New Jersey?"
"It's as if still we are ruled by a King?"
...
'Old, King, Cole?'
'King Creole?'
'Elvis the 'King of Rock?'
Or maybe Michael Jackson the King of Pop?'
...
'King Kong?
'King Midas?'
Nope!
'King Donatello the Ninja Turtle Warrior!'
...
"So, we must accept our Fate!"
"For we are relished with Gold, Music, Bananas, Shrimp Creole!"
****
"There are over 450 separate communities in the state of New Jersey."
"And, there are over 300 of those communities that we must pay to function."
...
"In Stafford Township, there are many Municipal Employees.
(Water and Sewer workers, inspectors for the planning boards, trash collectors, Police, "Fire, and Judges;"
Etc, Etc, Etc.
'Hold on!'
"Got a call?'
...
'General Washington!'
'Its General and Doctor Ricky Ulysses Smrkovsky Grant!'
'Now listen you fucking, Apple, Tree, Disaster!'
'My taxes pay you well to collect my fucking garbage and what did 'I see this morning?'
'My trash cans still filled and smelling!'
'Ahh, ahh, ahh...
...
'You stuttering, wooden toothed, idiot'
'You might have been the First President to rule the Land, crossed the Delaware, and are on the $1 US Note.'
'But I conquered them lousy Confederates and I'm on $50.00 US Fifty Dollar Bill!'
Click!
...
Note: "Better minds have been more possessed than my fictional character!"
"And, they say the best thing to pray you find a good Exorcist!"
"And continue on your way but what and whom should we pray for or about?"
...
"Christ?"
"And, why?"
"Why do we still put up with their fucking crap?"
"We expect to live healthy with a pureness from Above."
"And, drink the flowing waters from the Heavenly fountain of friendship?"
...
"Expeditive lyrics?"
"And them damned trash collections?"
"Water and Sewer?"
"Our Police, wonderful lawyers, doctors, power administrative wives or spouse?"
...
"Yes, we still live in a Capital Society..
"Within the Limit of Human Consumption!"
| Author Notes |
Approximate Word Count: 383.
Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Amazing and Talented Artist, "trahan' And, their Incredible picture Entitled... "Conspicuous Consumption" |
By Ricky1024
"Pictures BLU" (A)
Written on December 18th, 2018
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright © Fanstory 2018
'All Rights Reserved'
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'It's Forever Raining down...
'Down upon me?'
'My Dear Lord in Heaven Above?'
'Can't you no longer see?'
'Hath I been dejected or rejected from Thy Love?'
...
'God it hurts so, so, Bad!'
'Have I been had?'
'Can't seem to Hold On...
'Raining endless Tears...
'Down upon me Lord!'
'What's going On?'
'And, why oh Lord can this Be?'
'To Be Cast Away and Used?'
'Unloved and Unamused?"
...
'Lost yes, My Son but your Job below is not test done.'
'You have to hold steady.'
''Be able and ready!'
'To Hold on to the *Iron Rod!'
...
'Thunder and Lightnings storming down upon me!'
'This day Lord God, can't you see!'
'What's going on and is wrong with me?'
...
'With each and every every Miserable Day?'
'I cried the BLU and try to make them go away?'
'But Rivers of Tears...
'Fields of Lost Dreams...
'Nightmarish Humor's cocooning down on Me!'
...
'Lost in a Vacuum of Sucking Notions...
'Drowning and Draining Within?'
'This a Stankness of Infectious Waste?'
"Ocean So BLU"
*********************************
"Playing With Fate!" (B)
Written on December 16th, 2018
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright © Fanstory 2018
'All Rights Reserved'
Once Upon of Time Before My Life took a turn...
A turn into the Fast Lane...
'I was happy...
'Happily Ever After...
...
'But Fate stepped in and met Destiny!'
And, suddenly it was me?
'First lost the Only Son, followed shortly with the Only Wife?'
...
'So, why God?'
'Can't You take My Life?'
'And, make Me Die?'
'All I do is cry?'
...
'Cry away the Year's of Tears...
'Cry away the Hashing and Lashings...
'Cry away with no more Passion...
...
'Thr Miseries and Depressions?'
'The Pains that Remain!'
'With each and every Lousy Day?'
'I so Live?'
'Its a Quiet Riot in here!'
'Way the Misery away?'
...
'Hand out that Pain to another so deserved?'
'Just call Me...
'Mister Pain!'
'Teardrop upon this writer's sick brain!'
'Hsnd me a Sharp Pen and say a few lousy Amends!"
...
'Yes, now you know my name!'
'Yes, I write it and write it!'
'Over and over, and over, and over, and over!'
'Can't You see?'
'Lord, what has happened to me?'
'All I can do is forever wait...
"Playing With Fate!"
...
| Author Notes |
Approximate Word Count:410
*Iron Rod: n. Word of God. Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented and Amazing Artist, 'jgrace' And, her Incredible Picture Entitled, "Beesting Spiral" |
By Ricky1024
"Pictured the BLU" (A)
Written on December 18th, 2018
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright © Fanstory 2018
'All Rights Reserved'
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'It's Forever Raining down...
'Down upon me?'
'My Dear Lord in Heaven Above?'
'Can't you no longer see?'
'Hath I been dejected or rejected from Thy Love?'
...
'God it hurts so, so, Bad!'
'Have I been had?'
'Can't seem to Hold On...
'Raining endless Tears...
'Down upon me Lord!'
'What's going On?'
'And, why oh Lord can this Be?'
'To Be Cast Away and Used?'
'Unloved and Unamused?"
...
'Lost yes, My Son but your Job below is not test done.'
'You have to hold steady.'
''Be able and ready!'
'To Hold on to the *Iron Rod!'
...
'Thunder and Lightnings storming down upon me!'
'This day Lord God, can't you see!'
'What's going on and is wrong with me?'
...
'With each and every every Miserable Day?'
'I cried the BLU and try to make them go away?'
'But Rivers of Tears...
'Fields of Lost Dreams...
'Nightmarish Humor's cocooning down on Me!'
...
'Lost in a Vacuum of Sucking Notions...
'Drowning and Draining Within?'
'This a Stankness of Infectious Waste?'
"Ocean So BLU"
*********************************
"Playing With Fate!" (B)
Written on December 16th, 2018
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright © Fanstory 2018
'All Rights Reserved'
Once Upon of Time Before My Life took a turn...
A turn into the Fast Lane...
'I was happy...
'Happily Ever After...
...
'But Fate stepped in and met Destiny!'
And, suddenly it was me?
'First lost the Only Son, followed shortly with the Only Wife?'
...
'So, why God?'
'Can't You take My Life?'
'And, make Me Die?'
'All I do is cry?'
...
'Cry away the Year's of Tears...
'Cry away the Hashing and Lashings...
'Cry away with no more Passion...
...
'Thr Miseries and Depressions?'
'The Pains that Remain!'
'With each and every Lousy Day?'
'I so Live?'
'Its a Quiet Riot in here!'
'Way the Misery away?'
...
'Hand out that Pain to another so deserved?'
'Just call Me...
'Mister Pain!'
'Teardrop upon this writer's sick brain!'
'Hsnd me a Sharp Pen and say a few lousy Amends!"
...
'Yes, now you know my name!'
'Yes, I write it and write it!'
'Over and over, and over, and over, and over!'
'Can't You see?'
'Lord, what has happened to me?'
'All I can do is forever wait...
"Playing With Fate!"
...
| Author Notes |
Approximate Word Count:411
*Iron Rod: n. Word of God. Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented and Amazing Artist, 'jgrace' And, her Incredible Picture Entitled, "Beesting Spiral" |
By Ricky1024
"My Dungeon of Fears!"
Written on January 22nd, 2020
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright © Fanstory 2020
'All Rights Reserved'
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It is my time now and I accept my last date with Fate.
And, it is so cold Below in the Dungeon.
I tremble in fear for I know what is here?
...
I feel the pain to eventually come and it isn't pleasant and it isn't dumb.
The game here is to survive and leave this place of horror alive!
...
Time reflects the pain as your blood is boiling in fear!
Why?
Because it is here?
...
It hides in all the dark places in wait
And, knows when there's a 'Newbie' here?
And, had that date with Fate!
...
See?
You can tell when you get close?
How and Why?
By the glow of green in its eyes!
Unfortunately by then?
It's too late for it's had its way with the *Surprise!
| Author Notes |
Approximate Word Count:159.
*Surprise: n. unexpected, incident, confusion. This poem represents, yes a surprise? And, it's not any Birthday or Anniversary! ... I feel it represents when somebody goes through Extreme and Psychotic Depression. Nervous Breakdowns, failed Suicide Attempts, Psychotic Episode that shuts you down. Severe lack of sleep or too much. Sudden and unexpected weight loss. All and more I have experienced many, many years ago. ... Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Amazing Artist, 'booklotto.' And, their incredible picture Entitled, 'Dragon Breath |
By Ricky1024
"Heart Fulfilled" (A)
Written on January 26th, 2020
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright �© Fanstory 2020
'All Rights Reserved'
"Hearts are sometimes Broken... "Taken away as if a mere Token"
"See?"
"Never again to be...
"This is from my Broken Heart to Thee."
...
"Time withdrawals Pain and Pain paints a picture of distain."
"But sometimes if we reach out...
"And, call out His Name?"
"Miracles and Wonders can be dermed...
"As if in a Dream?"
...
"They say the Little Lord Jesus lay down his Sweet Head?"
But on this sad, sad of day?"
"The Avenue to Heaven is marked with many, many, detours along the way."
(Theology 47.20)
...
'Away we must now go Doctor Luan.'
'Yes, I know.'
'And, this poor soul is now prepared, Nurse Summers.'
'For the Journey of His Lifetime.'
'And, yes Nurse, it's a clear day.'
...
"Slowly, with purpose, the team of Gifted Surgeons remove...
"First the Liver, followed shortly with the two Kidneys."
"Already iced and prepared for a Journey to last Three...
"A Lifetime."
"And, now to the 'Bigger Picture.'
"For my Only Son Jason Heart?'
"Must now go to one, Lucky fellow!"
...
"On April 1st, 2003.'
(April Fool's Day)
"The time had finally come for an Extremely, sickened man named 'Chaz.'
...
"And, as if under some 'Satanic Spell of Doom!'
"He couldn't even walk One Hundred yards...
"On oxygen...
"Without Collapsing!"
"But today?"
****
"The Heart of a Man" (B)
(God Shall Guide You Along the Way!)
Written on January 26th, 2020
By Doctor Ricky 1024
"The First letter from Chaz came only a few short weeks after our son Jason's accident."
"And, with virtually a new pump and engine?"
"He wrote to me about my pain!"
...
"As that New Pump was pumping Blood to his body as that New Engine was powering his new body...
"And, he was grateful."
"And, that was Letter Number One!"
...
"Letter Number Two."
"The next communication came a few years later."
"Yes, to announce his Only Son had entered Engineering School."
"And, was halfway taking a short break."
...
"While his daughter had just started Medical College, seeking a degree as an RN."
"He was okay and asked again, if I was!"
...
"The Final and last letter Number Three, came again...
"A few years later...
"His son had completed Engineering School and was now a successful Engineer!'
...
"As for his beloved daughter?"
"She too was successful working in the Emergency room as an RN in a hospital in Philadelphia."
..
"And, as for Chaz?'
"He too was successful as he reclaimed his management position in the local Walmart!"
...
"Even in the Darkest of Times...
"Even when all Hopes and Dreams seemed a Lifetime away?"
"And, even for me when on that Horrid of day?"
"Somehow, God will make it all right and...
"God Shall Guide You Along the Way!"
Amen.
...
...
| Author Notes |
Appropriate Word Count:496.
Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Amazing and Talented Artist... 'David Ruhl' And, his Incredible Picture Entitled, "Out of the Clouds" |
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