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"The Gift of Life Book # Two (2019)"


Prologue
My Buddy of Friend (A)

By Ricky1024

"My Buddy of Friend" (A)
(A Dedication)
Written on January 5th, 2014
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright Fanstory C. 2014
"All Rights Reserved"
"You weren't just a guy I smiled at...
"Nor a friend I said hi to...
"You are a brother I loved and never wanted to say bye to?"
...
"You were always there when I tried to...
"And, you are someone I could talk to...
"When my world was upside down."
Shauna
...
"J.J. you made me laugh and smile when I cried with a frown."
"And, you told me you were always going to be there but in my Heart...
"Is where the three of us will always and forever Be."
...
"Over Eleven years may have passed but we will never...
"We will never be apart."
"J.J. it will never be the same without you."
R.I.P.
J.J. we love you so much you will always have a special place in our Hearts...
"In Our Memories, Hopes, Dreams, and Prayers."
"Love always...
Your little sisters...
Erica, Lisa, and Shauna.
Jason Richard Smrkovsky
11-05-1984~
3-31-2003.

"J.J. Today 2014" (B)
(Forever Splender)
Written on January 5th, 2014
(A Sister Poem)
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright Fanstory C. 2014
"All Rights Reserved"

"You died yes, that's sad but Sacred tis that Day.'
"Because you gave it all away."
...
"Jay, you gave away our companionships...
"Your gift that made me smile.'
"Jay, I wished upon a Star...
"And, prayed to wash away my many miseries and pains."
...
"Jay, You gave away your Heart to another and yes...
"He found New *Life "
"And, each and every day Jay...
"You gave Your Smile Away...
"To any Girl in need...
"And finally...
"You found a girl!"
"Blonde of Curly hair graced her Angelic Face."
"But You left her ...
"Your Angel behind too?"
...
"And, as your Powerful Image filled and taught our Souls...
"On how to be more than just a Sister, Brother, Father, or Mother...
...
"I can still remember your little ways and I know deep inside...
"So, somehow, someway, above...
"That Your okay...
"A Son, I'm always going to be here for you but I pushed you **away?"
...
"Just, the tears and the fears...
"The Miseries, and the Endless Pains?"
"Still exist and no matter how hard I try...
"The Tears get trapped within my sad Eyes."
...
"And, This is all I got to say...
"And, I miss your presence and I miss your smile...
"Each and every day...
"Your eyes...
"So, so, tender...
"And your Soul...
"Forever Splender...

Author Notes "Special thanks Goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ."
"FanStory and Tom the Administrator."
"Fan Art Review, this Amazing Artist and Writer, 'Doctor Ricky 1024."
"And, his Amazing and Incredible picture...
"Just Jay"


Chapter 1
The One-Winged Angel Jay

By Ricky1024

"A One Winged Angel Jay"
(His very, first, flight)
Written on September 25th, 2011
(Elder Teaching Session)
7:45 PM. EST.
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright Fanstory C. 2011
"All Righs Reservd
"On the day that You were born...
"God Above decided to create a Heavenly Great One for me!"
"And, with 'Godly-Like Features.'
"He said to Thee...
...
"You're now one of my Heavenly Creatures...
"And, the Angels gave to Thee a Halo of Gold that was many, many, Years old."
"And, they gave to You His Wisdom and insights that makes you most perfect and completely....
"Most right!"
...
"Now, after exhausting...
(With His very last breath)
"The Angels let you go before both of your wings could grow?"
....
"The first was perfectly normal snowy White."
"But the other?"
"One was stubbed, snowy white too."
"That tickled when rubbed in that place so right!"
"Not wrapped as tight?"
...
"And, when wrapped around You it gave a sense of well-being."
"That You found comforting, a Sensational Feeling!"
"And, in addition they gave to You?"
"A Warm Security on this Heavenly and Gentle Touch."
"That meant to You my Son...
"So, So, Very, Very, much!"
...
"Could this be possibly a mistake of armor by God?"
"Or could it be?"
"Please?"
"A small Glitch?"
"Like someone, somewhere had left on the light switch?"
"And, within the Darkness of the Recess's of the night...
"That light, a switch was it possibly turned downward with just one click?"
"One click of that switch?"
...
"And yes, that Stub of a Wing was so small?"
"In accordance to God's...
'Angel Wing Design...
"A Rarity or a 'One-of-a-Kind?'
....
"It's just a Beginning of a Wing that was supposed to be as perfect as most everything?"
"But does it Always have to just be?"
"Just be so very perfect?"
"Just be so very, very, right?"
"And, is it supposed to be in accordance with God's Heavenly Wishes that night?"
...
"And, all the Planets Above applauded, as the Stars soared through that night!"
"And, all of God's Holy Guardian Angels looked and figured it was okay."
"A little bit different?"
"In a Little bit way.'
"And, with that thought in mind, my Son the One Winged Angel."
"Named Jay..
"Took His very, first *Flight!"

Author Notes *Flight;
"On March 31st 2003 and only Seventeen, short, hours, later...
"On April 1st, 2003...
"A New Angel was born.'
....
"And to learn more about, 'Organ-Tissue Donation?:
"Simply contact my dear, friend, Lara S. Moretti the L.S.W. with...
"The Gift of Life!"
Philadelphia, Pennsylvania at 1-800-DONORS-1.
....
"And, thanks from the bottom of my Broken and my Son Jason's Donated HEART...
...
"Special Thanks goes out first to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus the Christ."
"Follower by Fanstory and Tom the Administrator.'
"Fan Art Review, this Amazing...
"As well as, Talented Artist and Writer....
"Doctor Ricky 1024.'
"And, his Incredible Picture... 'Angel Jay'


Chapter 1
The One-Winged Angel Named Jay

By Ricky1024

"The One Winged Angel Named Jay"
(His very, first, flight)
Written on September 25th, 2011
(Elder Teaching Session)
7:45 PM. EST.
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright Fanstory C. 2011
"All Righs Reservd
"On the day that You were born...
"God Above decided to create a Heavenly Great One for me!"
"And, with 'Godly-Like Features.'
"He said to Thee...
...
"You're now one of my Heavenly Creatures...
"And, the Angels gave to Thee a Halo of Gold that was many, many, Years old."
"And, they gave to You His Wisdom and insights that makes you most perfect and completely....
"Most right!"
...
"Now, after exhausting...
(With His very last breath)
"The Angels let you go before both of your wings could grow?"
....
"The first was perfectly normal snowy White."
"But the other?"
"One was stubbed, snowy white too."
"That tickled when rubbed in that place so right!"
"Not wrapped as tight?"
...
"And, when wrapped around You it gave a sense of well-being."
"That You found comforting, a Sensational Feeling!"
"And, in addition they gave to You?"
"A Warm Security on this Heavenly and Gentle Touch."
"That meant to You my Son...
"So, so, Very, Very, much!"
...
"Could this mistake of armor by God be possibly a small glitch?"
"Like someone, somewhere had left on the light switch?"
"And, within the darkness of the night...
'That light, a switch was it possibly turned downward with just one click of that switch?"
...
"And yes, thst stub of a Wing was so small?"
"In accordance to God's...
'Angel Wing Design...
"A Rarity or a 'One-of-a-Kind?'
....
"It's just a Beginning of a Wing that was supposed to be as perfect as most everything?"
"But does it Always have to just be?"
"Just be so very perfect?"
"Just be so very, very, right?"
"And, is it supposed to be in accordance with God's Heavenly Wishes that night?"
...
"And, all the Planets Above applauded, as the Stars soared through that night!"
"And, all of God's Holy Guardian Angels looked and figured it was okay."
"A little bit different?"
"In a Little bit way.'
"And, with that thought in mind, my Son the One Winged Angel."
"Named Jay..
"Took His very, first *Flight!"

Author Notes *Flight;
"On March 31st 2003 and only Seventeen, short, hours, later...
"On April 1st, 2003...
"A New Angel was born.'
....
"And to learn more about, 'Organ-Tissue Donation?:
"Simply contact my dear, friend, Lara S. Moretti the L.S.W. with...
"The Gift of Life!"
Philadelphia, Pennsylvania at 1-800-DONORS-1.
....
"And, thanks from the bottom of my Broken and my Son Jason's Donated HEART...
...
"Special Thanks goes out first to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus the Christ."
"Follower by Fanstory and Tom the Administrator.'
"Fan Art Review, this Amazing...
"As well as, Talented Artist and Writer....
"Doctor Ricky 1024.'
"And, his Incredible Picture... 'Angel Jay'


Chapter 2
If I Was With U?

By Ricky1024

"If I Was With U?"
(A Dedication)
Written on December 9th, 2017
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright Fanstory C. 2017
'All Rights Reserved'
"As this year's Snow's...
"Slowly coat the ground below...
"I so wish things could be...
"Not so."
...
"I so wish to Thee...
"That you Jay could be here...
"This Christmas with me...
"I so wish you could see...
"All the changes that have happened since...
*Thee...
...
"As this year's Snow's...
"Slowly, coat the grounds below...
"I so wish things could be...
"Not so...
...
"If I was with You...
"I'd build you a beautiful Snowman...
"Like I used to do...
...
"If I was with you Jay...
"I'd take you sledding...
"Each and every snow day...
"If I was with you My Son...
"I would let you skip school again...
"Buddy Friend."
"And, have a lot of fun...
...
"But you see...
"Things aren't always as we want them to be?"
"And, as the years snow slowly coats the ground below...
"I still wish things could be...
"Not...
**So?"

Author Notes *Thee:
"On March 31st, 2003.'
"The subject of this poem was involved in an accident."
"An accident with a car driven by a mentally ill young man."
"Whom no longer wanted to live."
**So:
"As a result of this?"
"And, to learn more about 'Organ-Tissue Donations?'
"Simply contact my dear, friend, Lara S.Moretti the L.S.W. with...
"The Gift of Life!"
Philadelphia, Pennsylvania at 1-800-DONORS-1.
...
"And, thanks for the bottom of my Broken and my son Jason's...
"Donated...
"Heart...
...
"Special thanks again goes out to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ.'
"FanStory and Tom the Administrator.'
"Fan Art Review, this Amazing Artist and Writer...
'Doctor Ricky 1024.'
"And, his incredible picture...
"Just Jay"


Chapter 3
As I Drift off to Sleep

By Ricky1024

"As I Drift off to Sleep'
Written on February 9th, 2019
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright Fanstory C.2019
"All Rights Reserved"

Chorus Number One:
"As I Drift off to Sleep...
"Thoughs long lost...
"I try to Keep...
"Not the pains...
"Nor what Haunts Thy Name...
"Give not a Moment of Shame...
"Call out For I Am Coming...
"Reach out and Blow out My Flame...

Melody (Repeated in Variations)
"Time fills me...
"Wills me...
"Back to Thee!"
"Time Refills me...
"Releasing the Chills in me...
"Forever I call out Your...
"Name...

Chorus Number Two:
"Daddy I do need Thee...
"Won't you Relight My **Flame?"
"Daddy Never again leave Me...
"For, without You?"
"I'm never the same...

Melody (Repeats in Variations)
"Time Connects me...
"Resurrects in me...
What was so lost...
"As I go Insane...
...
"As it wills me...
"Relinquishing those Chills in Me...
"Lord I know that it can never be the same...

Chorus Number Three:
"The music plays but those sad, sad, ever do, sad days?"
"No more...
"God no more!"
"It's never gonna be the Same?"

Melody (Repeats in Variations)
"Time wills in me...
"Instills I'm me..
"This power as I write...
"But some day...
"But someway...
"I know...
"It will be...
*Alright....
Approximate Word Count:252.








Author Notes *Alright:
"Dedicated to all Donor Families who have suffered so."
"And, to learn more about... 'Organ-Tissue Donations?'
"Simply contact my dear friend...
Lara S. Morreti the L.S.W. with...
"The Gift of Life!"
Philadelphia, Pennsylvania...
At 1-800-DONORS-1
*Flame:
"The Fire inside a person."
"And, in my case?"
"My ability to write and share God's Word...
...
"Special Thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ."
"FanStory and Tom the Administrator.'
"Fan Art Review, this amazing, as well as incredible Artist and Writer, 'Dr.Ricky 1024
"And, my picture...
"Just Me"


Chapter 4
The Wonderment of Thee?

By Ricky1024

Warning: The author has noted that this contains the highest level of violence.

"The Wonderment of Thee?"
Written February 10th, 2019 By Doctor Ricky1024
"When I so wish upon a Star...
"I so 'Linger Longer.'
"Wherearh Thou Are?"
"Wherearh thou my dear Son?"
"The Water's Purity but still I am so dead inside?"
"Without You...
...
"There is no more, no more Heaven this day."
"Since You've been taken away."
"I know it but Lord I am so lost and don't know it?"
"No longer show i?"
"Lord show me the way to Redemption?"
"Blinded with Condensation...
"Immaculation, retention the fire is warm in here but still I am so dead inside...
"Dead inside without You dear."
...
"I so need to begin...
"Begin living again."
"No matter how hard I try...
"I lost my only Buddy friend and Died inside."
...
"I just feel like there's something...
"Something missing inside?"
"Missing you...
"Missing me...
...
"I lost and I hide...
"The Wind's Breeze comforts me but there's really something wrong?"
"With me...
"Ever so deep...
"Inside...
...
"When Lord can I again...
"Lord, begin to live...
"Live without this horrible feeling?"
"You went away and You will not be able to decipher this...
"Perhaps with time, You will understand this and with a hope and TenderneĆ??s...
"You will begin...

****

"The year was 1954 and I can remember my worst...
"I was born in Newport, Rhode Island."
"My mother said what a big baby dear but that was then and now I'm here?"
"We shall not cease from exploration and the end of all our exploring will be to grieve...
"Unendlessly."
"For where we once started...
And know the place for the first time...
"And as I live and breathe...
"I shall return to once was...
(Theology 24.04)
...
"There is a river...
"And endleĆ??s river of return...
"Where one submerged...
"You get no second turn...
...
"Just immerse yourself within...
"Buy a ticket...
"And then...
"Drift away all past and mortal sins...
...
"I died for your sins...
"I cried for Eternity's Blood...
"Blood In...
"And Blood Out...
"Crucification that was what Christ was all about but when I lost my only son?"
The sin was already done...
...
"So, so, a sad...
"Sad night as April entered and came into view?"
"And we had to make a choice...
"Of decision...
...
"No Circumcision...
"Was due!"
"How was I to do"
"Nothing but take my only Life?"
...
"My oĆ??ly Son, Jay?"
"So, So, needed...
"Needed to be...
"Realeasf from a 'Vegetative State of being...
"Released...
"So that His Organ after Organ...
"Life-giving Organs!"
...
"GOD it's so hard to do but what would You do?"
"Just leave your child like tha?"
"Is it just Destiny?"
"As time eradicates and takes its hoĆ??id of toll?"
"Or at least?"
...
"If You're only Son?"
"My son...
"Jason...
"You stole him away?"

Author Notes "Special thanks goes first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ "
"Fanstory and Tom the Adminstrator."
"Fan Art Review and this amazing Artist...
'wolfdancer13.'
"And, thier picture...
"Peacefull Bliss"


Chapter 5
Won't You Please be My Valenine?

By Ricky1024

"Won't You Please be My Valentine?"
(Shot through the Heart)
Written February 14th, 2019
By Grandpop.
Copyright C. FanStory 2019
"All Rights Reserved"

"Won't you please be my Valentine for I will be all alone this day?"
"And won't you please be my Valentine forever...
"What more can grandpop say?"
...
"Oh, won't you please, pretty of please...
"Be my Valentine my dear?"
"I'm as lonely as can be and nobody's home here?"
"Home here to be...
"With me?"
...
"Oh, won't you, if you, can you...
"Prettiest of please?"
"Be my Valentine this day?"
"Before my Heart...
"Shallest of Seize?"
"Red Hearts, Cup Cakes, Chocolate Candies....
"All kinda nice?"
"They say?"
"But for me?"
"Cupid's Arrow...
"Shot from a bow through a Gripping Vise!"
"Ain't that nice?"
"For True Love runs deep, deeper than an Arrow through your Heart."
...
"So, this Valentine's Day don't be like me and let that Love part?"
"Instead, realize that True Love does exist."
"And, it always will as far within the Soul...
"Never ever to part...
"Like Cupids Arrow shot through the *Heart....
Approximate Word Count:185.

Author Notes *Heart:
"On March 31st, 2003."
"My son Jason was involved as a passenger in a car."
"A Ford Mustang Convertible that had been raced previously at Atco Raceway in Atco, New Jersey."
...
"And, that 'Death Car' was now being driven by 17 year old...
"Mentally depressed... "Maniac, dead set on killing himself...
"By slamming that car...
"At over a hundred miles an hour...
"Into a telephone pole."
...
"And, only 17 hours later?"
"Comatose, Brain Damaged, no oxygen within...
"We were donating all the major organs from my Brain dead Son's body...
(Including the Heart)
...
"And, to learn more about...
'Organ-tissue Donations?'
"Simply contact my dear friend Lara S. Moretti the L.S.W. with....
"The Gift of Life!" Philadelphia...
Pennsylvania at...
1-800-DONORS-1.
...
"And, thanks from the bottom of MY ..
"Shot through by Cupid's Arrow broken of Heart and my Son."
"My only Son Jason's donated Heart...
...
"Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus the Christ."
"Followed by Fanstory and Tom...
(The Administrator)
"Again followed by Fan Art Review, this Amazing Artist and Writer...
'Dr. Ricky 1024' and his incredible picture...
"Alexander the Great Choo-Choo Commander"


Chapter 6
My Son Jay 2003

By Ricky1024

"My Son Jay 2003"
Written on August 28th, 2006
By Doctor Ricky 1024
(A Dedication)
Copyright C. Fan Story 2006
"All Rights Reserved"

"Once Upon a Time in place in my Heart...
"A Dreamers cast..
"Into...
'The Sea of Me.'
...
"There comes a Time...
"When you just wake up and realize...
"Realize the purpose...
"For your Existence. "
...
"It is a Time...
"To give back...
"To relinquish...
"The Key...
"Because you have opened that Chest...
"At the very Bottom..
"Of Thee...
...
"Way deep in that Box?"
"Where the Soul lies in wait...
"And, surfaces ashore?"
"Where there's this thing called Your Fate."
...
"Existence is never a sure thing or Bet...
"You first start up that ship and set a course that God directs!"
...
"To create a New and Better Life is a Gift...
"Offered to All to enjoy."
"Now, there's only two choices...
"One's a girl...
"The other's a boy...
...
"To rear or to raise is both a 'Two-Sided Coin.'
"And, as it spins...
"And, as it flips...
"You see both sides at once."
...
"The Happy and the Sad...
"The Good and the Bad...
"The Hands turn so fast As yesterday...
"Becomes a long, ago, past...
"As if a Mystery...
...
"So, exactly what do you mean...
"To me?"
"Just a reassuring quick smile?"
"As I Ponder Your Life. "
"I so sensed Your Uncertainy...
"Your Fears...
"Your Uneasiness...
"Through now...
"All my many Tears....
"For, so, so, many Times...
"That You insist, and now?"
"You no longer exist?"
...
"Exist, as mere Bones...
"Exist, as mere Flesh...
"For, on Your New and better Path You now Go?"
"Again, You will Exist!"
...
"Because, You know exist in so many Others!"
"All, Your New Sisters and Brothers!"
...
"Your Gift I'd now Your Powerful New, Legacy!"
"Your Destiny!"
"Which shall never Go...
"Never go Wasted...
"For you finally raged away those past Pains and Miseries...
"For as *Eternity!"
Approximate Word Count:370.










Author Notes *Eternity: n. lifetime, forever, long lasting.
"This is a dedication to a very, special, Son...
...
"And, to learn more about...
'Organ-Tissue Donations?'
"Simply contact with my dear, friend Lara. S. Moretti the L. S. W. with...
'The Gift of Life.'
Philadelphia, Pennsylvania.
1-800-DONORS-1.
...
"Special thanks goes out first, as always to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ. "
"Fan Story and Tom the Administrator."
"Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist Doctor Ricky 1024."
"And, Incredible Writer Doctor Ricky 1024.
"And, His Amazing picture ...
"Ocean I Do Love You"


Chapter 7
Comfort Me Please?

By Ricky1024

Warning: The author has noted that this contains the highest level of violence.

"Comfort Me Please?"
Written on April 8th, 2019
By Jason Richard Smrkovsky
Copyright C. Fan Story 2019
"All Rights Reserved"

"Won't you comfort Me?"
"It hurts so bad I can no longer see?"
My minds unclear and there's nothing but darkness here?"
"Can't you see?"
"Comfort Me?"
...
"Won't you help Me?"
"Ice seemed to have lost...
"Have lost the only Me?"
"Try so hard but there's just unending pain and Misery?"
"Won't You comfort Me?"
...
"Oh, yes...
"There goes the light?"
"They're coming now?"
"Coming now for me!"
"But why God?"
"Comfort Me?"
...
"Why?"
"Did I not try to please?"
"Why?"
"Did I catch a disease?"
...
"The Coffins Lid is now Closed!"
"Darkened Clouds gather over head...
"Check My Pulse please?"
"I think I may be Dead?"
...
"Why God?"
"Why?"
"Did...
"I...
*Die?"


Author Notes *Die-
v. pass away, expire, dissipate, disappear, vanish."
...
"On March 31st, 2003 my only Son, Jason Richard Smrkovsky."
"Made a simple mistake. "And, Jay?"
"That's all it takes?"
..
"Special thanks goes out first, as alway, to Heavenly Father and His only Son Jesus the Crust.
"Fan Story, Tom the Administrator."
"Fan Art Review, and this talented writer...
"avmurry."
"And, their Incredible picture...
"Not Comfortable"
.


Chapter 8
Writing Within My Heart

By Ricky1024

"Writing Within My Heart"
Written January 29th, 2014
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright C. Fan Story 2014
"All Rights Reserved"

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Author Notes Dhhffjvx


Chapter 9
Fade to Black

By Ricky1024

Warning: The author has noted that this contains the highest level of violence.

"Fade to Black"
Written November 26th, 2014
By Doctor Ricky1024
Copyright C. Fan Story 2014
"All Rights Reserved"
"The Time now hath come and it's all the same...
"The damage is *Done."
...
"The Rivers flow but still call out my Name?"
"The Pasts the past..
"And, it will always Last...
"Fading within God's Panes of Glass."
...
"Just past memories...
"Of Eight by Ten's...
"Just simple symbols..
"Distant...
'Let's pretends...
"The Rivers flow but call our my Name...
"It never will seize...
"Am I going insane?"
...
"The Clouds do gather over my future bed...
"The Hole's still there awaiting the Dead."
"Yes, I still and always WI feel this Endless Pain...
"The River calls Out...
"And, always will....
"Knows my Pain...
...
"Yes, there is something happening...
"And, I surely know I'm not insane."
"But she never doth stop.
"Calling out my name?"
...
"Holidays may cone and Birthdays may go...
"The River is Now Quiet perhaps my time to go?"
.."No Birthday Wishes...
"Or, Christmas of Bows...
"Nor, velvet red stocking assembled in a row...
...
"God?"
"You know how much I do miss my Son...
"Then there went the Wife..
"So much wanted to end this Life...
...
"Lord, how much more can I take?"
"For just a moment...
"A second.
"Can You just give me a Break?"
...
"Yes, it's all just...
'Ashes to Ashes and Dust to Dust..
"And, I know how much I failed..
"And, I now know so very much...
"But, the Rivers still calling...
"Endless Torture and Torment as her waters go bye...
"But, I'm no longer here...
"And, on that very moment?"
"I too died...
.
"And Lord God, You know that I ain't coming back...
"Fade to Black"
Approximate Word Count: 339.





Author Notes *Done:
v. over, complete, finished.

"On March 31st, 2003 "
"After a car accident involving the driver. .
"Brian Cole and my only Son Jason Richard..
...
"And, after I realized that there was something seriously
wrong...
"seventeen, long, hours, later.
"I too died that day."

And, to learn more about this amazing gift of life...
'Organ-Tissue Donations.'
Simply contact my dear
friend at..
'The Gift of Life.'
Philadelphia, Pennsylvania.
1-800-DONORS-1.
"And, thanks from the very...
"Faded Black"...
"Bottom...
Of my Broken and my Son Jason's...
"Donated Heart."
. ..
"Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ."
"Fan Story and Tom the Administrator."
"Fan Art Review, this talented and Amazing Writer, 'Bob oneold reb.'
"And, his Incredible picture, "All NY Colors"


Chapter 10
Gifting His Life Away?(A)

By Ricky1024

Warning: The author has noted that this contains the highest level of violence.

"Gifting His Life Away?" (A)
Written con April 20, 2018.
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright C. FanStory 2018
'All Rights Reserved'

"As darkness separates the light...
"The light will divide the day." (Jim Morrison of the Doors)
....
"April 1st, 2003."
'April Fool's Day.'
"The hardest decision a parent can make...
"Would take place."
...
"As if flown away forever?"
"Firerie Spaceship...
"Into Outer Space?"
....
"On that day of April 1st, 2003...
"A parent's worst nightmare Would be appear."
"To me and my entire family."
.. .
"The procedure would begin at midnight."
"As a team of gifted surgeons were assembled...
"But going to reassemble and disassemble my only Son...
Jason Richard Smrkovsky
..
"Atlantic City Trauma Hospital."
"Atlantic City, New Jersey."
"Would paint this Beautiful Mural and achieve a Miracle."
...
"Yes, for four people."
Wanting...
"Praying...
"Begging...
"Again...
"To...
"Live...
"AS SOMETHING MUST GIVE!"
...
"And yes, they anxiously await that Dream Come True."
"A Changing Phrase...
"A Step out of the Darkness and into God's Gaze!"

****

Note:
Warning!
Graphic!
...
Yes, a Dream come True."
"A Dream come true!"
"As Jason...
"Already in a Deep Coma...
"Irreversibly Brain Damaged...
"With no oxygen left?"
"My Only Son?"
"A Vegetable...
"A Cabbage."
...
"So, the procedure basically would be...
"Practically...
"Slicing and dicing...
"Yes, Cutting Him up as if a Piece of meat...
"To await Dinner...
(As if so nice?)
"At God's Table of Life!"
...
"And, distributing parts of Human Being across the United States...
"To strangers that He may never see?"
....
"A matter of distance by land or then by the skies above!"
"These so, so, precious Gifts of Love!"
...
"First?"
"The Human Heart and a Little!"
"Then the liver and left kidney."
"As for the right kidney?"
It would be blown out West."
"And, all the rest?"
"And yes, the rest to be transported by land."
...
"Not: Being, 'Raccooned '
"As if beaten in a ring."
"Also in a coma and officially brain-dead?"
"The decision to give life needed to be made immediately."
....
"For they await..
"The Lucky Four...
"As, The Grim Reaper to this very day?"
"Curses the dirt...
"My feet cross every day."
....
"Yes cursed!"
"As verse after verse...
"Flow like His blood below...
"And, as Fate met Destiny that sad, sad, day."
"As for me and my family?"
"The Grim Reaper...
"The Spectre in the Night"
"He's still awaiting...
"But as for me and my family?"
"Sixteen, long, years, later?"
...
"Later this up and coming Christmas?"
"Christmas of 2018?"
"Three, lucky, and extremely grateful individuals again join me and my family...
"As God Oh Mighty...
"Witness's another?"
To be continued...
"With My Angel Jay"
Approximate Word Count: 467.


Author Notes "Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His lost Son Jesus Christ '
"FanStory and Tom the Administrator."
"Fan Art Review, this Amazing Artist and talented Writer, 'cleo85.'
"And her Beautiful picture
"Entitled....
"Flower of Passion"


Chapter 11
Giftng His Only Life Away(A)

By Ricky1024

Warning: The author has noted that this contains the highest level of violence.

"Gifting His Only Life Away?"
Written on May 4th, 2019
By Doctor Ricky 1024
(A Dedication)
Copyright C. Fanstory 2019
'All Rights Reserved'

"As Darkness Separates the Light...
"The Light Divides the Day"
(Jim Morrison tha Doors)
...
"When's April Fool's Day comes to play?"
"Yes!"
"You had better hide and run away."
(Theology 40.01)
..
"In the Year Our Lord...
"2003...
"In the Month of April...
"The Day of the First...
"Midnight of my regrets?
"And, after the hardest decision a parent can make."
"On that very day of Doom and Gloom...
"In an Operating Room.'
...
"As the Midnight Hour of my Deepest Regrets...
"As the Clock in God's Cathedral of Life...
"Strikes down my Broken, Confused, and Abused...
"Never again to be so Used...
"This Heart of Me...
"Eyes Eide Open but Closed...
"But Lord, how I still can see...
"This Horror and Beauty?"
...
"As a Team of Surgeons were assembled at the Cathedral...
"Through the approval of God and My Saddened family...
"In Atlantic City, New Jersey."
"Trauma Hospital."
...
"One in a coma awaiting a Human Kidney."
(Unknown female from South Jersey)
"One so desperately in need of a Heart and Lungs."
(Chaz from Philly)
"Another also awaiting a precious *Kidney.'
(Bill out West)
"And, lastly awaiting a liver from someone thank God who would become 'The Giver.'
(Unknown African American who lives Eight Years)
...
Note:
Warning!
Graphic!
"The procedure literally involves basically and sadly enough to say...
"The Dissection, Slicing, and Dicing...
"And, distributing...
"Precious, Human, Body Parts of my only son Jason...
"In Styrofoam or Plastic Coolers...
"Across this here United of States...
"As the Fourtunate Four...
(Awaited desperately)
"Would wait no more...

****

"The Gift of Life!"
(Fact or Fiction?)
Copyright C. Fanstory 2003
"All Rights Reserved"

Written so, so, very long ago in my Heart to Yours
By Richard Edward and Jason Richard Smrkovsky

"Dad!"
"Help me!"
Brian Cole!"
"Crashed the Ford Mustang!'
"In to see telephone Pole!'
"Pourposely!"
Jay.
...

"It is no longer April Fools Day 2003 but Christmas Eve...
"As a light snow begins to go and bring forth a sled ftom above?"
"And, with just one...
"One person ftom Above carrying...
"A Gift of Love."
...
"And, it so lands...
"Understand?"
"Upon the roof Southern Ocean County Meridian/Hackensack Hospital."
"In a town called Manahawkin...
"In a state called New Jersey...
...
"And he enters slowly from above...
"Into a Chimney with Love...
"But below?'
"The Grim Reaper of Death awaits!"
"And, as he is holding her hand?"
"Understand?"
"That he's got a date with Destiny and Fate!'
...
"But, as 'He.'
"Now sees?'
"This?'
"He says...
"Oh no!"
"Not she!"
"And, now?'
"Go away!"
"Go away and leave 'Me', and She!"
...
"So, up the chimney he goes...
"Gone in s Wink of an Eye...
"No more tears...
"For her family...
"To cry...
"Yes, Out with You, got I now have s precious job to do...
...
"Her skinned is jaundice...
"And, sd do you her....
"No longer eyes of Blue...
"As He ever do Gently brushes away...
"The locks of blonde...
"Away from above her eyes...
"And, says to she...
....
"I got a big surprise for you?'
"And, no ordinary Christmas Present will do!"
"And, as 'He' puts the 'Gift of Life.'
(No ordinary Christmas present)
"At and on the foot of her bed?"
"And, then would one push of the button...
"Instead...
"Of Death?'
...
"Now, His job is done and soon she will be stolen from the Grim Reaper of the Dead!"
"And, presses the call button...
"No longer there but now instead?"
...
"As the nurse appears in?'
"She knows exactly what to do!"
"And, within an hour?"
"A Team of Surgeon are assembled."
"Three hours later?"
"In the recovery room?"
Note:
"According to the Lara S. Moretti the L.S.W. with...
"The Gift of Life in Philadelphia, Pennsylvania."
"The little girl?"
"Opened her eyes...
"And, a Miracle and Blessing...
"In Disguise...
...
Not only was her eyes now Crystal Blue...
"Her Buttered Skin of yellow?"
"No longer jaundiced too...
...
"And, to learn more about this amazing procedure of 'Organ-Tissue Donations?"
"Simply contact my dear friend Lara S. Moretti."
"The L.S.W.
"With the Gift of Life!"
Philadelphia, Pennsylvania.
"At 1-800-DONORS-1.
"And feel free to give her a call."
...
"From my broken and my only Son Jason's donated Heart to yours...
Approximate Word Count: 749.

Author Notes *Kidney:
n. organ.
"In the 'Tri-state Area.'
"In the year of Our Lord 2014.'
"In Delaware, Pennsylvania, and in South Jersey."
"Over 2,300 unfortunate people awaited the "Gift of Life.'
"In the form of a Human Kidney."
"And, 98% got to go home..
"In Body bags.'
"In 2003...
58,000 awaited 'The Gift of Life.'
"In 2013...
68,000...
"Today?'
It is approaching 100,000."
...
"Special goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His only Son Jesus Christ."
"Fanstory and Tom the Administrator."
"Fan Art Review, this Amazing Artist, as well as Incredible Writer..
'Doctor Ricky 1024.'
"And,vhis incredible picture."
'Just Jay'


Chapter 12
As Far As the Eye Can See?

By Ricky1024

"As Far As the Eye Can See?"
Written on May 12th, 2019
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright C. Fanstory 2019
'All Rights Reserved,

"As far as the eye can See?"
"There's only He!"
"As far as you can ever Dream?"
"He exists still and is Seen!"
...
"As long as your Heart shall beat...
"In and out and out then in...
"He saves Thee from our Sins!"
"And, as Long as Thee can Believe?"
...
"Can believe as far and as Wide as this Earth can ever Be...
"Christ is further and wider and greater than We!"
...
"As far as the Oceans waves across this Land...
"Jesus Christ is far greater and this we need to understand!"
...
"And, as long as you can Perceive...
"And, as long as you can Believe...
"He's ever Closer...
"As Far As the Eye Can See!"
Approximate Word Count: 148.

Author Notes "Special Thanks goes up first, as always, to Heavenly Father and then His Son Jesus the Christ."
"Followed by Fanstory and Tom the Administrator."
"Fan Art Review, this amazing writer....
"As well as artist...
'Doctor Ricky 1024,' and his picture...
"The Last Supper"


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