By Ricky1024
The Prologue for "Puncturing Reality"
"Prevalent as it may seem, "Puncturing Reality" is not for the meek of Humanity."
"This thing that they call "Reality," is a hunger as well as a much-needed part of our existence."
...
"The 'Road to a Greater Existence."
"Puncturing Reality." (With a good sense of diligent life)
"Can be attained with little effort?"
"But, for us 'Non-Believers' Reality exists on a 'Cup of Hemlock Addictions.'
"Bubbling with Humanities... Superstitions."
...
"Unfortunately, for most, we're not the most grateful beings on this planet."
"And, we are more likely to stay 'Stolen and Swollen Beings."
...
"But, how do you 'Puncture Reality?'
"How do you find the Golden Ring, The Blessed Choice Chalice of Life?"
"The Hope of Divinity, the Pearl at the bottom of the Ocean, or 'Diamond in the Rough?"
"Premonition of Prevention from a psychic seer?"
...
"Well, you can rest assured that you have to first work through your problems on your way to that Bliss!"
"The Path to the Lesser Resistance is Faith."
"And, this book...
(Meant to be a form of information or a guide)
"Can help you with my many examples residing inside"
"From my Grief to my recent Losses."
...
"Puncturing Reality," is more than just a mere book...
"It's an Extension of My Soul."
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"Ghosts Invade My Phone?"(A)
Written on March 19th, 2014 at 8:30 PM.
By Doctor Ricky 1024
"And, They are calling me?"
"But why Ricky?"
"Why?"
"Do they need to feed?"
"As if Hungry or Lost?"
"Tossed as is a Salad without a Bowl?"
...
"No dummy, they need to feed on your Heart first, then your Soul!"
I Reply.
"They need to feed on your Heart and Soul."
(You see)
"Since they lost their Reality!"
"But, it's okay"
"I know."
"I talked to them and they talk too much!"
"But, you see Lucy, I don't see...
'Dead People.'
"Silly."
...
"Yes Lucy?"
"But Ricky, you must be respectful of the phone"
"All Poets and Writers... "You know, they are there...
"Six, including Mom here as well as Dad, brothers and sisters."
Whom passed away a year ago"
"But, only God knows and you have to give this a chance!"
"For all He wants from us silly, is to test....
...
"So, they await
You and Me and are leaving no..
'Tell-Tale Signs." "Unfortunately...
"Ring, Ring, Ring."
"Is that you again Lucy?'
I ask and wonder.
"No Ricky, this is another person named Rita"
"Do you know any Rita's?"
Questions Lucy
"No sis, I don't and go back to sleep dummy!"
...
"Well bro, this Rita says she has died and was in a terrible accident in 2003?"
"And, is dying to get to know you!"
...
"Well sis, that's quite interesting tell her from me to the leave me the Fuck alone and to call...
1-800 Heaven or Hell!"
"But, not here silly!"
...
"Ring, Ring, Ring!!!
"Hello?"
"Yes, this is Lucy"
"Can I help you?"
...
"Yes, this is Principal Matthews here."
"And yes!"
"Why are you calling me Principle Mathews?"
"To repress me for my recent and tardy work?"
...
"It's cool Lucy but not exactly true?"
"No, I'm actually calling to welcome you here!"
"For you see Lucy...
"Everybody here has passed away and your no exception to the rule."
"And, unfortunately for thee...
"That accident in 2003?"
"With your sister Rita and your brother *Jason?"
"You too were in the backseat of that car and you died."
"You see?"
"Ghosts Invade My Phone."
"The Wooden Box"(B)
Written on March 17th, 2019
By Doctor Ricky 1024
"There are over Two Thousand Exorcisms a year on this Blessed of Earth."
"Written Within a Blink of an Eye..
"The Wooden Box" is a true story of one of these Possessions...
"Happened during a Twenty-Nine, day, period...
...
"In the beginning, the Wooden Box lies and rests on a Mantle Piece in Dorothy Mark's house on Walker Street."
"Dorothy had, had more than enough!"
...
"The year was April 1st, 1952.
(April Fool's Day)
"And, she approaches with her weopan of choice?"
"A Ball-Pined Hammer!"
...
"After numerous attempts, she closes in on her target...
"The Dybbuk Wooden Box!"
As she cocks the hammer back...
"Suddenly, Dorothy is no longer on Kansas but Hell!"
...
"As she attempts to strike with her right...
"The Hammer is violently ripped from get hand and falls to the floor striking her left Foot!"
...
"Shrieking in pain, she collapse to the floor...
"Get right eyes starts yo bleed and her body convulses...
"Get skin starts to Blacken and her other eye bleeds Crimson Red."
...
"Suddenly again, get body is lifted, shaken, and her body is inverted, breaking her back...
"And, again thrown to the floor, as the local Mailman hears it all."
...
"He breaks in the door and calls 9-11."
"A crowd gathers outside as the take the Mangled body of Dorothy Marks away...
...
"It is now December 3rd, 1992 and over forty, years, has passed since the death of Jamie's grandmother."
(A long forgotten incident)
...
"It is Jamie Marks birthday and she is Eight, years, old...
"And, her Father Ed, had bought her a very, special, and wonderful Gift?"
...
A a beautiful, old, wooded box!"
"A Dybbuk!"
"He figured that he got a great deal at the Thrift Store for a mere pittance!"
(55.00)
...
"As Ed took it to his car, he thought he heard an eerie sound?"
...
"As Ed took it out, Jamie snatched it under her arm and took the Box to her bedroom."
...
"The father had previously, attempted to open this box but was unable."
"He noticed an Inscription but could not decipher it?"
"But maybe Jamie?"
End of Part Number One.
"The Wooden Box"
(The Jamie Mark's Story)
Part Number Two
"Entrance to Hell!"
Later Today...
24.
Approximate Word Count
| Author Notes |
*Jason:
"My Son." (Jason Richard Smrkovsky) "Unfortunatly Passed away on March 31st, 2003." "He was a passenger in the car driven by a 'Mentally-ill Maniac,' by the name of Brian Cole." "A Seventeen, year old, who was Hell-Bent on destroying not only himself but unfortunately my only Son Jason." ... "And, to learn more about... 'Organ-Tissue Donations.' "Simply call my de ar friend Lara S. Moretti the L.SW with... "The Gift of Life." Philadelphia, Pennsylvania. "At 1-800-DONORS-1." ... "And, I wish to thank you for my and the bottom of my Heart." "As well as my Son Jason's... "Donated Heart and Lungs which exists... (Fourteen years later) "Within the chest of a man called Chaz." "Special thanks goes out first to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus the Christ, FanStory and Tom the Administrator, Fan Art Review, this amazing and talented artist, 'cleo85,' and her amazing as well as incredible picture... "Dream" |
By Ricky1024
"Tony and Sherry"
(Broken Beauty)
Written on December 29th, 2017
By Doctor Ricky 1024
?C.FanStory 2017 Ã???
"Tony and Sherry
were Lovers."
"Lovers by the Light of the Silvery Moon."
Note: The story you are about to review is based on true events.
"And, we shall soon see?"
...
"Tony was born in Newport, Rhode Island in a Naval Hospital in 1954."
"While, Sherry was born in New London, Connecticut."
"At, 'Saint Marys Memorial Hospital' in 1955."
"And yes, both grew up in different places but there Journeys would soon become more than just traces on a piece of paper."
"Traces of 'M.T.V.S."
...
October 12th, 1965...
"Sherry?"
Yes Linda?
"Are you going to the 'Senior Dance,' tonight?"
"There's a cute boy there...
"I met him the other day!"
"And, his name is Tony?"
"I think you and him would get along good"
(States Linda with her New York accent).
...
"I don't know Linda?"
"You know how I feel about dances and all those things ever since I broke up with Ricky."
"He didn't treat me very well all he ever wants to do is write those stupid poems."
"You know?"
"He never treated me as a lady?"
"I suppose?"
Replies Linda.
"Yes...
"I know, I know Sherry but come on...
"You need a 'Pick-Er-Upper!'
'It'll make you feel better."
States Linda.
...
"So, Sherry went and put on her dress...
"Or favorite and best party dress."
"The one with the sequins of pink-blue and black!"
...
"She put her hair up special...
"Put on makeup...
"Did her nails in pink...
(But, she very rarely does that!)
"And, she sure looks good!"
"And, she was a catch!"
...
"At 7:30 PM.
"Linda came and picked Sherry up."
"Off they went together in Linda's 1965 Red Corvette!"
"To the school dance and yes there was lots of boys there but there was no Tony?"
...
"Linda?"
Yes Sherry?
"I thought you said...
"A few minutes later...
...
"Terry...
(Linda's friend)
"Shows up with Tony arm and arm?"
"As if on a date!"
...
"Look over there Sherry!"
"He just came in with Terry!"
"Ain't he a 'Doll Face?"
Asks Linda.
"Okay, well you didn't tell me that he had a girlfriend, Linda!"
"Nah...
"She's not his girlfriend...
"She's probably just as date"
"Just go out there Sherry and do something about it!"
...
"So, Sherry walks out on to the dance floor and starts dancing alone...
(As if in a trance)
"And, Terry also comes out...
"Of course, hand in hand with Tony!"
"And, within a couple seconds...
"Tony accidentally bumps into Sherry?"
...
"And, as he turns around, he sees a beautiful Angel!"
"Yes!"
"And, he notices an interesting as well as beautiful creature?"
...
"He sees her beautiful, party, dress...
"Her hair all done up just right...
"Her makeup and her pink nails...
"And, feels...
"That he has to meet this beautiful...
"Beautiful creature?"
...
"After the dance nd song ends...
"He says to Terry...
"I'm going to go over there."
"I just want to talk to my friend Linda?"
"Okay Tony, make sure you come back."
"Remember?"
"You're my date tonight!"
...
"Well, that night back in 1965, was a turning point in both Tony and Sherry's lives."
...
"As they both attended separate colleges, they also both kept in touch."
"Tony graduated first with all honors in 1969."
"And, was going into a career in business, while Sherry chose the field of Nursing."
"And, in time, they would meet again."
"And, time would tell?"
...
"And yes!"
"They started a relationship and within a year...
"They were married and not only married but expecting?"
...
End of Part Number One.
Part Number Two...
"The Soaring Life of Tony and Sherry Hickman?"
(Part Number Two)
"Yes life was a beautiful thing for Tony and Sherry and as the years progressed, they added to the family."
"And, they now had three daughters and one son"
...
The year is 1979.
"And, the children are teenagers now"
"Tony became extremely successful and owns his own accounting firm."
"While Sherry, works as an RN in the ER at downtown Newport General...
...
"And yes, time has blessed this family
as, everything seemingly was going perfectly fine until..
"One, fine, day...
(After Tony had left for work)
"And, kissed his wife Sherry goodbye...
...
"As she finished up the breakfest dishes, the children were already on the school bus heading to school."
"She didn't have to work that day, so she decided to go back to bed and finish the book."
"Puncturing Reality by Ricky1024."
...
"So, she lit up a Newport cigarette and fell asleep...
"And, She started dreaming...
...
"She dreamed of the first time that she met Tony...
"And, the look on his face...
"When he turned around and saw her...
"Done up for the very, first, time...
"In her finest."
...
"She dreamed of their storybook romance...
"And, she dreamed of their eventual marriage."
"She dreamed of their beautiful house they live in to this very day."
"But suddenly...
"Sherry woke up and started screaming!"
"You see, when she fell asleep; her cigarette fell out of her hand and onto the sheet of the bed!"
"The bedroom started burning her up alive!"
"So, she jumped out of bed and ran out the front door into the street screaming!"
"Her clothes...
(All a flame)
"And, that's where they found her body...
(They say)
"That day...
...
"They took her to the hospital and...
(Although alive)
"Sherry was in critical condition with second and third degree burns...
"Over 80 percent of her body."
...
"But you see?"
"She's still somewheres still inside?"
"And, that's where we end this!"
"Part Number Three."
"Can Dreams Come True and Happen to You?"
A little later on today?Ricky 1024....
Approximate Word Count: 978.
| Author Notes |
"Special thanks goes out first to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus the Christ, FanStory and Tom the Administrator, Fan Art Review, this amazing and talented artist...
'Joelgrapthuchin,' and his incredible picture... "broken beauty" |
By Ricky1024
"The Monster?"
Written on December 29th, 2017
By Doctor Ricky 1024.
<*> C.FanStory 2017<*>
"Once Upon a Time there was a little girl named Beth...
"Beth Ann, and she would take long walks by...
"Sunset Lake"
"And, while she was there, she would rest on the old log and dream of many...
"Wonderful and beautiful things."
...
"Things like Rocking Horses, Princes, and Diamond Rings!"
...
"And, then there was the monster?"
"That nobody wanted?"
"Nobody?"
"Who would sit next to the blue waters...
"All alone and read...
...
"Read a story about a Prince named Benjamin."
"And, he wanted to tell about these hopes and dreams but...
"There never was anybody there?"
...
"Yes, as I well remember, it was a warm Spring day in early May in the year of 1992."
"And yes, my name is Beth and I'm even older now."
"And, though I'm grown now...
"As a little girl of only ten...
"I would, pretend...
...
"On that Spring day in May, the Monster visited the lake and sat on the old log to pray...
"Pray for that day when......
...
"And, he thought...
"I never used to look like this?"
Stated the Monster.
"I was a handsome, and young, man."
"Until a Nasty Witch put a Nasty Spell and Curse upon me?"
"And why?"
"Why did she change me into this Hideous Monster I see in the reflection?"
...
"The one FanStory reviewers...
"That you can picture and...
"Now see...
"Right before your very eyes?"
...
"So, on that day in May."
"And, each and every day...
"And day...
...
"By chance He met Beth!"
"And, they talked about things."
"Not just Princes and Diamond Rings but many, many, different beautiful and wonderful things!"
...
"Their hopes and their dreams...
"Just, a little, ten, year, old, girl...
"And, a monster whom came to be?"
"And, they sat...
"And. they talked...
"And, they talked and they sat...
"And, this went on and on and on?"
...
"And, then one day, after many, many, years...
"And, many, many, tears...
"They both were now grown?"
"The monster with his Wish to be and the grown woman who needed to be?"
...
"And, if he had a wish...
"Just the one...
"He would want it to be...
"A Kiss."
"No simple, nor ordinary kiss?"
"But, A Kiss from a beautiful Princess?"
"So he could be...
"Whom he had prayed to be!"
"Handsome Benjamin!"
...
"So, as Beth looked into his clouded over but crystal, blue, eyes...
"Suddenly, everything went quiet?"
"As she kissed him...
"And, as if...
'Frozen in Time?'
"And, yes!"
"Suddenly, a miracle happened?"
"This hideous and greenish monster started to change?"
"Change back to what he used to be!"
"And yes!"
"He was now again Benjamin!"
...
"And to this very day... "Benjamin and Beth...
"Benjamin and Beth Ann Parker...
"Were married and lived...
"Happily Ever After."
The End.
Approximate Word Count:488.
| Author Notes |
"Special thanks goes out first to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus the Christ, FanStory and Tom the Administrator,
Fan Art Review, this amazing and talented artist... 'cleo85', and her incredible picture... |
By Ricky1024
"Hope"(A)
Written on December 30th, 2017
By Doctor Ricky 1024.
<*> C.FanStory2017<*>
"My Life as it used to be...
"As it was before thee...
"My Horrid and Disturbed Life of Me...
"Is now more or less...
"Lord, can't You see?"
...
"My Dreams are all just catalogued Mutilated Nighmares out of Order?"
"Distressed selections of...
"Baby, Do You Have a Clue?"
...
"No more shall I be Fully Able and Capable to do...
"What I now must do which is Die?"
...
"Punctured Reality is Crystal Clarity of Deppression mixed with *Pain!"
"You simply suck on a Vein and ...
"Heroin it all the Fuck Away!"
"A Bad Acid Trip?" (B)
Written on December 30th, 2017.
By Tim Squindo
"My head fell off like a heavy Boulder, even to my collar bones and shoulders"
"My Blood filled up in my body. like a cyst."
"She wanted to suck it like a fake kiss"
...
"Then my nose cracked like a lightning Bolt!"
"I felt the electricity go from my mouth to my throat, my ribs cracked open, MY chest caved in, you can see my Heart pounding like a beast from within!"
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"My veins started to bulge, my nerves started to shake, I tried to take a breath, I!couldn't even take"
"My lungs collasped."
"You Didn't see?"
"They went from my chest, to my stomach, to my knees!"
"My shins snapped, my bones became bristle and brittled."
"I'll let you decide;
"What happened to the girl whom was called...
"Stencil."
Approximate Word Count: 264.
| Author Notes |
*Pain:
"Depression... "Severe and Chronic Depression... "Depression with Severe and Chronic Psychotic Syndrome." "Special thanks goes out first to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus the Christ, FanStory and Tom the Administrator, Fan Art Review, and this amazing and talented artist... 'Raoul'DHarmental' and his incredible picture... "Narcissus and Echo" |
By Ricky1024
"Contagion!"
Written on January 9th, 2018
By Doctor Ricky 1024.
[??]C.FanStory 2018[??]
"The year was 1418 and my name is Pierre...
"Pierre Francisco and I am dead"
"And, it all started with a ship...
"A ship from England."
...
"Yes, the year was 1418 and this became known as...
"The Renaissance Period."
"France was in a war with England and the King was defeated."
"And, as a result, France lost the war."
"Shortly after, strange things started happening?"
...
"First it started with animals...
"Farms animals?"
"Then it progessed to other animals."
"Suddenly, those that appeared sick...
"Strangely...
"Started passing away?"
"Creatures such as raccoons and cats?"
"And, as a result, there was a sudden and severe increase in pestilence?"
"As well as disease!"
...
"Yes, horrible things happened but the worst was people started dying!"
...
"Firstly, it was babies and small children...
"Followed by senior adults and then adults?"
...
"From the hundreds to eventually the millions?"
"France was Under Siege by some...
"Unknown Force?"
"All because of a ship from *England?"
Approximate Word Count: 182.
| Author Notes |
*England:
"The Bubonic Plague." "Also known as... "The Black Death!" "Is a rare but serious bacterial infection that's transferred by fleas." "Extremely rare!!!" ... "There are three types of plague caused by the bacterium... 'y e t s o p i- p e a t i s.' "Symptoms include... "High fever, headaches, vomiting, and swollen lymph nodes." ... "There are over 650 cases a rare in the United States." (Most treatable) Note: The Bubonic Plague resulted in the death of twenty five percent of Europe's Population." "As a result, wages increased as it effected mainly the working class." "Starts out as a cold and flue." Then it progresses to the heart and lungs causing pneumonia or... "The Walking Death." Source: Wikipedia. ... "Special thanks goes out first to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus the Christ, FanStory and Tom the Administrator, Fan Art Review, this amazing as well as talented artist... 'eileen0204,' and her incredible picture... "Clean Vulture" |
By Ricky1024
"Vampyre!"
Written on March 2nd, 2018
By Count Ricky 1024
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Cast:
Elvira {Princess of Darkness}
Vulcav {Prince of Darkness}
Vladimir {Son}
Vampira {Daughter}
Satan.
Time Period :{Renaissance}
Pre-1400's
Place Bavaria, Romania
{The Dark Forest
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"Time precluded that I write this."
"I will no longer need to Flourish...
"I will no longer nee to Embellish nor Feed...
"Thy Thirst Tis Dry and Arid...
"It is Now My Time...
"To Perish...
...
"My story is not more special than a 'Human Beings.'
"I have already achieved a Birth Period...
"Of 148 PPL.
{266 in Human Years}
"I AM NOT AMONG THE WALKING DEAD!"
"But, I Flourish with Assistance...
"The Assistance of Human Blood!"
"Yes, I am 'VaMpYrE!"
...
"Yes!"
"Time has now progressed for me as I have a Date with 'Fate.'
"Guilty?"
"To the Most Infinate of NEED!"
"Tried and Trued...
"Proven NOT!"
"But, Guilty by Association and Assasination!"
"Yes!"
"My family has taken the Blunt...
"For my purpose is clear...
"But, I have had a change of Heart."
...
"No longer do I or my brother Valdimar ingest 'Human Blood!'
"We hath filtered off opur...
"Wayward Gains."
"But, still remain...
"VAmPYrE!!!"
...
"We now hunt...
{For Our Bloody Purposes}
"Animal!"
"From Human to Animal it is all Bloody Clear and Red!"
"We thrive to survive so, we don't end up...
"FUCKING DEAD!"
...
"Our crimes?"
"Sacrificing a Goat or Sheep?"
"We can not live as 'Human.'
"Nor, survive by the 'Light of Day.'
"We need, indeed, 'The Night of Darkness."
...
"My name is 'Vampira Drakula.'
"And, My brother here is 'Valdimar Drakula.'
"My name is Vulcav Drakula!"
"And this is my 'Bloody assistance.'
"Elvira Drakula the 'Princess of Darkness!'
"No longer doth my children {Valdimar and Vampira}
"Partake in 'Human-Blood Sacrifices!"
...
"My name is Elvira Dracula The Princess of Darkness!"
"And' no longer doth my children {Valdimar and Vampira}
"partake in 'Human-Blood.'
'Blood-Letting Experiences!"
...
'The Dark Forrest' was particularly Haunted that Night?"
"Two Humans...
{Chuck and Nancy}
"Would soon run out of Luck?"
"They were passing through to visit family in the Balvarian Village called...
'Vartimar.'
"Suddenly, they were attacked mericlessly?"
"And, a 'Blood Trail' was cast as far as a mile!"
"The townsfolk blamed it on 'VaMpYrE!"
"We are innocent!"
"Not were they alone on that dreaded of night!"
"And, a horrid sight indeed!"
"Throats torn out and gutted!"
"But, please do not blame 'VaMpYrE!"
"But Wolverines!"
...
"The Dark Woods were known for 'WereWolves!'
"The wounds noted were most definitely associated by Wolverines!"
"Werewolf incidents invaded even our Clan and I have the Scars to prove it!"
"The Bavarian-Romanian Tribunal found 'The Drakula Family' guilty of ALL UNATURAL PURPOSE!"
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"End of Part Number One!"
"Part Number Two...
"Sacrifice of Human Blood!"
Later today.
24.
To be continues at...
"The Borgata Hotel and Casino In Atlantic City, New Jersey."
| Author Notes |
"Special thanks goes out first to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus the Christ, FanStory and Tom the Administrator, Fan Art Review, this amazing as well as talented artist...
'Mk Flood,' and his incredible picture... "Do i?" |
By Ricky1024
Warning: The author has noted that this contains the highest level of violence.
"Nightmare in My Mind!"
Part Number One
"Drift Off with Me?"
Written on March 6th, 2018
By Doctor Ricky 1024
(*) C. FanStory 2018 (*)
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"It was late and I was so very tired, so I decided to get some sleep."
(For the second time)
...
Note: "The Nightmare was real and terrifying but completly fictional."
WARNING GRAPHIC!!!
...
"It's funny how the Unconscious Mind treats and reads the Human Brain!"
"Firstly, you could have had the most beautiful dream and secondly, the most Horrid Nighmarish Experience!"
"Hope you enjoy the Meal!"
Tee, Hee, HEE!!!
...
"Like I said before, I was tired...
(Especially my feet!)
(I had been successfully gambling in Atlantic City, New Jersey)
"And, I slip off quickly...
...
"When I awoke, I was in Orlando, Florida and my Step Daughter *Kyle Erin Harbach Drum, her husband Fred, and one of three children, Albry, had just returned from 'Walt Disney World."
...
"Yes!"
'The Disney Experience' is both Amazing and now Expensive!"
"And, it had been decades, since I last visited!"
Note: "Fred and Kyle go at least twice a year."
...
"So, they asked me and I agreed?"
"And, soon I would realize that this would be a...
'Grave Mistake!"
End of Part Number One!"
Part Number Two...
"Dream a Little Dream With Me?"
Written on March 7th, 2018
"Do you have a good time Kyle?"
I Inquired.
"Yes, but Aubrey wants to go back and see if the replaced Ride."
(It's A Small World)
"Had opened yet?"
Kyle Added.
"Dad, would you like to go?"
She Asked.
"Well, It's been decades but okay, I guess.
...
"After three more days in the three Parks...
(Disney World, Epoxy, and MGM)
I was ready to go back home."
"That,s when everything started to go wrong?"
...
"The first thing that happened was Aubrey and Kyle, both started to get sick!"
"It go so bad that me and Fred took them both to the hospital in Volusia County."
...
"Dr. Markston ordered a series of tests."
"Upper Gi."
"The results came but negative."
'"Stymyied and stumped, Dr. Markston ordered blood and urine PUR tests to determine if it was "Anti- Systemic."
(Idiopathetic or unknown."
"The results came back that Sugar Levels were Extra-unordernairily Unapologetic!"
...
"The Doctor ordered Saline Drip of Antibiotics and canceled the Sugar Drips but it was too late!"
...
"He first noticed in Patient Number One."
(Aubrey)
"A darkening of the tissues to the Upper and Lower Extremities!"
"Followed closely with Patient Number Two!"
(Kyle the mother)
"Extremely worried and confused, he ordered a meeting on the Sixth."
****
"The Meeting!"
August Sixth 2018
"Mr. Smrkovsky and Drum."
"After an extensive investigation with many tests...
"We are no longer closer to a solution?"
Stated Dr. Markston.
"Further more, due to the rapid deteriorations of the extremities of both patients, I have no choice but to operate today."
WARNING EXTREMELY GRAPHIC!!!
...
"After a Three hour operation on both patients they were taken to recovery."
"Dr.Markston stated that he had saved the lives of both patients but...
...
"In the morning of the Seventh, we were allowed a brief visit."
"Both Kyle and Aubrey were kept together due to the age of the child."
...
"When I first came in I immediately noticed a peculiar and rancid oder?"
"The Nurse said that it would dissipate in a few days."
"The next thing that I noticed that on both Kyle and Aubrey there Upper and Lower Extremities were removed?"
(Fred passed out!)
...
"They were wrapped oddly with black stiches and BLOODY CLOTHES!"
"Enough to make you gag!"
"Kyle was coherent but Aubrey was having problems with seizures!"
'After Fred came to he said that, That was the last trip to Disney World!"
"He blamed it on the food!"
The End.
"Hope you appetites were fullfilled?"
24.
Approximate Word Count:672.
Estimated and Approximate Word Count 1000.
| Author Notes |
*Kyle:
The picture of 'Kyle's is to the far left. "Special thanks goes out first to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus the Christ, FanStory and Tom the Administrator, Fan Art Review, this amazing as well as talented artist and writer, 'Ricky1024.' "And my Daughter Corrine Alexis Smrkovsky's incredible caricature... "Family" |
By Ricky1024
"A Bad Acid Trip!"
(Paula's Story)
Written on January 1st, 2000
By Doctor Ricky 1024
�¿£ C. FanStory 2000 ¥¿¥
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"My name is Paula and this is My Fuck*** and Worthless, Story."
...
"As I shot it...
"Up...
"I Suddenly felt like I was gonna Throw Up?"
"And, My head fell off like a heavy boulder."
"Even to my Collar Bones and Shoulders!"
...
"My Blood filled up in my Body...
"Lord knows I tried to resist but it filled up like Some Sick, Infected Cyst!"
"He* wanted to Suck it Up...
"Like a Bad date and an Infected Kiss."
...
"Then my Nose Cracked like Lightning Bolt?"
"I then Felt the Electricity go from my Mouth and Throat...
"Lord, what was I Thinking?"
"Perhaps My life but be...
"Got the Best of Me?"
...
"Now what?"
"I felt as if my Ribs were cracking and my Heart was Napping...
"This Cracked open and my Whole Word Caved In!"
"Perhaps that's all You get when You Sin?"
"I lose...
"And, He Wins!"
...
"Lord, You can see My Heart now...
"It now Beats...
"Nevermore?"
"Pounding now like a Beast!"
"From Within!"
To say the Least!"
"As the Syringe Hits the Skin!"
"Is this all You get?"
"Is this how He Wins?"
...
"My Veins!!!
"They are starting to Buldge?"
"My Nerves are Starting to Shake?"
"ALL HE'LL BREAKS LOOSE!"
"IS THIS HOW IT TAKES?"
...
"Lord?"
"I'm trying yo take a Breath?"
"Is this my Up and Coming Death?"
...
"My Lungs are Collapsing now...
"You didn't See?"
"It suddenly started when the Drug Infected me?"
...
"My Stomach...
"My Knees...
"Satan's Psychotic Disease!"
"My Shins Snapped!"
"My Swollen of Heart...
"Attacked!"
"I took in a 'Death Breath.'
"As my Bones became Britteled as Gristle?"
...
"The Grim Reaper of Death is telling Me...
"You'll soon be a Wisper!"
"I'll let you Decide...
"What Happened to a Girl whom Became a Pencil?"
"Just A splot of Dot of A Stencil?"
...
"Yes, you decide...
"If I Lived...
"Or if I **Died?"
Approximate Word Count: 349.
| Author Notes |
*He:
"Satan." **Died: "Paula Ann Richmond." "April 12th, 1982" "January 1st, 2000" "Special thanks goes out first to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus the Christ, FanStory and Tom the Administrator, Fan Art Review and this amazing and talented artist... 'Photowhisper,' and their incredible picture... "Her so Called Happy Life" |
By Ricky1024
"No Relief 2003?" (A)
Written on October 29th, 2017
By Doctor Ricky 1024
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(A Dedication to Jay)
"When we meet again, Life For Me will finally be...
"Whole Again."
(Theology 27.27)
"And, as I Dream, Hope, and Pray...
"Perhaps there will come a day...
"A day when I can again be whole...
"A day when my Pain will finally dissipate...
"Dissipate like the waters after a gentle Rain...
...
"And, as I again dream about that Time...
"A time of Redemption...
"A time of Hope...
"A time of Resurrection...
"A time when I can be..
"More than me...
...
"And, as this Light finally appears and rises in my Soul...
"And, as I feel my Sorrowed Spirit lift...
"And, as I feel my Spirit and Soul reunite through all this Pain and Grief...
"I now finally...
"For this Latter Day Saint Priest...
"Relief."
Note: "Death is just the beginning of a New and much Better Life."
"Just as those lucky few that are currently occupying their bodies again...
"Because of my Son Jason's many Organs...
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"Consuming Flame." (B)
Written on October 29th, 2017
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Note: "Both of these fine poems together, were written in less than five minutes."
"And, as that Light approaches...
"And, as My body becomes...
"Never More...
"I now know My Purpose...
"I now know My Worth...
"I know now Why...
"Why I Had To *Die...
...
"I died for Thee...
"I died so Thee would be...
"I died so Thee would suffer no more...
...
"Yes, I died for Thee...
"And, gave all that You now See...
...
"For now you see...
"You see the Light...
"You see the Sky of Blue...
"The way it was supposed to be...
"For you...
...
"Yes, you were Blind...
"Yes, you were Diseased...
"Distressed and in Need...
"You were suffering so...
"As you then Bleed...
"And, you could not Breathe...
"Walk, Hear, nor See?"
This Tradgedy...
...
"But, then there was Me...
"And, Fate finally met with Destiny...
...
"You see..
"I Died for Thee...
"So you could again...
"Be."
Jason Richard Smrkovsky
November 5th, 1984~
March 31st, 2003.
Organs Donated on April 1st, 2003.
(April Fool's Day)
Approximate Word Count :
380.
| Author Notes |
*Die: "To learn more about 'Organ-tissue Donations.'
"Simply call my dear friend Lara S. Moretti the L.S.W. with... 'The Gift of Life.' "Philadelphia, Pennsylvania at... "1-800-DONORS-1." "And, thanks from the bottom of my Heart and my son Jay's Donated Heart." "Special thanks goes out first to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus the Christ, FanStory and Tom the Administrator, Fan Art Review view this amazing and talented artist as well as writer, 'Dr. Ricky 1024.' "And his incredible picture... "Jason and Sasha" |
By Ricky1024
Warning: The author has noted that this contains the highest level of violence.
"April Fool's Day!" (A)
(March 2003)
(Is the Joke on Me?)
Written on April 1st, 2018
By Doctor Ricky 1024
(A Three Minute Slammed Poem Dedication)
"That Horrid March 31st night!"
"It shook My World and sent Me...
"Jason Richard Smrkovsky."
"Into a Tailspin of 'No Deposit, and No Return!"
...
"So yes!"
"Here I lie in this...
'Used to be Me!"
"Trapped in a Deep Coma and irreversibly Brain Damaged!"
...
"Am I Dreaming this Nightmare where I am starring in this movie called...
'Knock Knock is Anybody There?'
...
"But suddenly, I feel as if there's an Angel with me?"
"An Angel now watching over Me?"
"It's something strange can you understand?"
"Can you see what is now happening to Me?"
****
"I see first that there is the Light?"
"First and not rehearsed!"
"Then I Rise!"
"Slowly at first...
"Yes, I Rise!"
"I rise High and as I look down, this is what I have now found!"
...
"That Used to Be Me?"
"Is now on a steel table with many people gathered around and uniforms?"
"Yes and, there are doctors, nurses, and other technicians preparing me!"
"And, many machines along with surgical Instruments!"
...
"And, at the foot of my Slab?"
"There's the 'Grim Reaper of Death!'
"But you know what?"
"The jokes not on me but him!"
"As they now carefully remove Organ after Precious Organ!"
...
"Why you ask?"
"Why you may wonder reviewer?"
"Just ask the three out of four lucky people still *Alive!"
"And, then you will see...
"Is the Joke on Me?"
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"I Give to Thee, All of Me" (B)
Written on March 31st, 2018
By Jason Richard Smrkovsky
"Darkness is all around Me?"
"Now Father?"
"Woe Tis Me?"
"Why Father Why?"
...
"Darkness is all around Me, Father?"
"Oh Woe Tis Me?"
"Why Father, Why?"
"With now forsaken Me?"
"Awaken Me?"
"Make Me again as before?"
"Make Me again as My Dad's *Buddy Friend?"
****
"Son, Oh My Forsaken Son!"
"You see there is a reason now for Thee!"
"You have left behind...
"Left behind Your Thee!"
...
"You now belong with Me in Heaven above."
"And, You will leave behind...
"Leave behind so many You Loved."
...
"But what are they now doing to Me Father?"
"They take from Me?"
"They break of Me?"
"And, they remove of Me?"
...
"Son of Son, listen and listen now Closely and Carefully to Me."
"Once Upon a Time below there was Thee."
"And, Thee had a wonderful Family!"
"They cared and nourished Thee!"
"They watch Thee grow and educated Thee so!"
"But Son, Fate and Destiny chose for You to now Give...
"So that many others suffering below...
"Could now **Live."
Approximate Word Count: 468.
| Author Notes |
*Buddy Friend:
"Buddy Friend Written on April 14th, 2003 By Richard Edward Smrkovsky (A Dedication to Kay's friends) "I'm not here right now but I'm not Far... "I'm in a Place... "Not far as a Star... ... "You'll Feel this Place... "Just take a Moment... "You'll See... "And, then you will Know... "Just where I will Be... **Live: "And, to learn more about 'Organ-Tissue Donations.' "Simplycall my dear friend Lara S. Moretti the L.S.W. with... "The Gift of Life." Philadelphia, Pennsylvania at... "1-800-DONORS-1." ... "And, thanks from the bottom of my broken Heart and my son Jason's donated Heart." "Special thanks goes out first to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus the Christ, FanStory and Tom the Administrator, Fan Art Review, this amazing as well as talented artist and writer, 'Dr. Ricky 1024,' and his incredible picture... "Jason and Sasha" |
By Ricky1024
"I Lost My Way?"
Written on March 31st, 2003
By Jason Richard Smrkovsky
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"I lost My way and now I'm gone..
(This day)
"To a better place above"
"And, all I can say, is when I'm gone away...
"You will always miss and remember your only Missforgotten Son."
...
"Yes, it's been over 15 years and you May be at I'm wondering why?"
"Why I went away to a better place"
(They say)
"So yes, I lost my way but this I want you to now know."
...
"Remember Me not in tears for all My Lost Years but remember Me for what I left behind...
"Until the Very End of all *Time."
Approximate Word Count: 123.
| Author Notes |
*Time:
'Measurement, calculated distance in space." "My only Son Jason, passed away March 31st, 2003 from a horrible accident" "He was irreversible brain damaged, so we decided to donate his organs on April 1st, 2003." (April Fool's Day "And, to this very day, three out of four are still alive." "Special thanks goes out first to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus the Christ, FanStory and Tom the Administrator, Fan Art Review, this amazing as well as talented artist and writer, 'Dr. Ricky1024,' and his incredible picture... "Jason and Sasha" |
By Ricky1024
"Celebration of Death!" (A)
Written on April 8th, 2018
By Doctor Ricky 1024
*****************************
"To Be or Not To Be?"
"That is the question!"
"To Live yes, or to die?"
"Live fast and leave a Good Looking Corpse?"
"Or to live long and die old as well as Decrepit?"
...
"These questions and more will be explored."
"Just take my hand and let Me guide to to the...
'Un-promised Land?'
"Then and only then Katrina, will you understand...
<><><>*<><><>*<><><>*<><>
"Testing Me?" (B)
Written on April 8th, 2018
'Testing Me?'
"Is it all now that I can see?"
"As I ponder my you Need and!dread the thought!"
"Well, read along and let's see if time...
(For me)
"Hath been bought?"
'Testing Me?'
...
Example Number One:
"Upon A Time when I was much younger and a little...
"Out of My FUCKING MIND."
"I went for a ride on my 'Yamaha Midnight Special 1,000 C.C.S Motorcycle!'
(You see?)
"And yes, at best, I would crash but no fail the Test?"
"Oh yes, I would crash, but by no purpose of mine!"
"Perhaps I would be protected and Devine?"
"That crazy, old, lady hit me and ricocheted off of me?"
"And then finally...
"Hit and was stopped by that last tree!"
...
Yes!"
"I went for a ride but eventually came home!"
"But, what about she?"
"The old, crazy, lady that hit the tree?"
"She spent more than a week in the hospital watching 'Me TV!'
"Testing Me?"
Example Number Two:
"Many, Many, more years later...
(When I Was much older and bolder)
"I took another hike but on a different form of bike!"
"Yes!"
"This time my Quest was on the tune of a Steed?"
"A Ten-Speed!"
...
"And Yes!"
"I was hit again!"
(No fault of mine)
"But ran over this time!"
"By a car at excess of 60MPH!"
"OUCH!"
"He or she wasn't watching out for me?"
"And Yes!"
"My Heart stopped that day to the rune of 22 Units to revive me!"
"AndYes!"
"They revived me along the way but...
"I bounced off that car and rolled aeay?"
(Don't remember I was unconscious for over Five Hours!)
...
"And eventually, I came home...
"After wearing a 'Falter Monitor and suffering minor 'Brain Damage!'
'Testing Me Again!"
...
Example Number Three:
"Not long later I decided to get four wheels!"
(Much Safer?)
"It was a Beautiful, Black, Lincoln 2004 MKX!"
($40,000!)
...
"O was on my three trip riding in it on the way to the 'D.M.V.'
(Division of Motor Vehicles)
"To register my...
'Brand New Baby-Blue.' 'Kawasaki 2003 2,000C.C.' S Vulcan Cruiser!'
...
"But again unfortunately for me, I fell asleep at the wheel!"
OUCH DOUBLE FUCK OUCH?"
...
"And, as I awoken in my token grave...
"I saw the FUCKING TELEPHONE PILE ONLY A FEW FEET AEAY!"
"So, I said to myself...
"Let's just do this shit and get it over with!"
...
"As I braced the two, front, head lights went dancing down Bay Avenue...
(All over the place!)
"The pole was cracked in half blocking the road right in front of Municipal Hall!"
...
"Long Story made short?"
"My daughter's drove me to the hospital with minor injuries but...
"The Lincoln MKX had it's engine shoved back Seven inches and was totaled!"
'Testing Me Again and Again!'
...
Example Number Four:
"Again but on a different bike...
(A Seven Speed Swinn)
"I thought that I was on the way to my Church until I hit a Snafu?"
...
"I stopped for the first time at a church called...
"The Impact Church."
"Afterwards, I continued on to 'The Latter Day Saint Church of Jesus Christ?"
...
Note: "The date was October 15th, 2014."
"And, there was a 'Toys for Tots Motorcycle Run.'
"At Southern Regional High School in Manahawkin, New Jersey."
..
"There were Township Police from local towns...
"There were Motorcycle Clubs from New Jersey and Pennsylvania...
"There was the New Jersey State Police...
"There was TV and Radio...
"And, Thank God, there was Chris Elliot a Paramedic and friend."
...
"This event garners hundreds of people and I noticed that while traveling on my New Seven, Speed, Swinn."
(Recently Purchased from Walmart)
"And, there was him!"
...
"He stated that he tried to avoid me but had to swerve around a car turning...
(Without a signal)
"Into the event and...
"That was when all FUCKING HELL BROKE LOOSE!"
...
"I never saw it coming!"
"He first hit the pole...
"Then the pole cracked in half...
"And, hit me and my brand new...
"Used to be...
"New, Seven Speed Swinn!"
...
"I was conscious."
(Surprising the spectators!)
"And, in Serious Pain and a Whole lot of Trouble!"
"My lower, right, leg filled with blood and it was at least three times the girth!"
(For what it was worth!)
...
"Chris Elliot saw it and said to me...
"Rich it's Chris!"
"I'm on it!"
"And, It took three hours to stabilize the leg as well as another five hour operation!"
"My girl friend Nancy at the time said...
"You've Done it this time!"
...
"To make a Long Story short, I needed three weeks in a Rehab Hospital."
(Mystic Meadows in Tuckerton, New Jersey)
"The Tibia was broken in half and the Fibia on five places!"
"It was considered a 'Second Degree Setious Brake meaning it was subject to infection and or possible amputation!"
...
"Today over four years later?"
"I have and Eighteen inch Titanium Rod inserted through the knee and attached with multiple pins."
...
"Lesson learned?"
"Always ride facing traffic even though it is not legal in Jersey, so you can see it coming!"
"Do I still ride today?"
"Bike yes but not motorcycles!"
"Those things in Southern
Jersey will get you killed!"
Approximate Word Count: 986.
Approximate and estimated Word Count:1,000.
| Author Notes | "Special thanks goes out first to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus the Christ, FanStory and Tom the Administrator, Fan Artr Review, this amazing as well as talented artist, 'cleo85,' and her incredible picture, "Katrina" |
By Ricky1024
"Monster of 2003!"
Written on April 10th, 2018
By Doctor Ricky 1024
<><><><>*<><><><>*<><><>*
Characters:
Dr.Ricky (Me)
Son (My Son Jason)
The Grim Reaper of Death
The Monster (My Depression and the Driver Brian Cole)
<><><><><><><><><><><>
"It came for me, it really did!"
"Took me to the edge, flipped my Lid!"
"Yes the monster...
"Yes, that monster that came for me that night...
...
"Stalking, balking, hawking me?"
"How dare it?"
"Hard to share it!"
"Me...
"Just me
...
"It was a cool night rhat March 31st, 2003."
"I was trying to relax, playing chess on my computer, when the monster...
"Started?"
...
"Started with a Bang!"
"Followed with another much greater...
"BANG!!!
"The monster is coming!"
He said.
"And, it needs another...
"Another to sneak up on you!"
"And eat you!"
"Coming from under your bed?"
...
"That's the spell and I know it well!"
"First the noise...
"A warning?"
"Perhaps, perhaps not?"
"Then an image?"
"First a thought that slowly grows deep inside as all your worst fears...
"Suddenly comes Alive and is here"
...
"So, you take the initial initiative?"
"Get in your car to chase it down?"
"But, the *Damage was already done?"
"Brian Cole was on a mission of Fucking Suicide!"
...
"At first, it's just a frown but then it changes, rearranges?"
"It then speaks!"
(As if alive?)
"And then says...
...
"Welcome to your worst Nightmare!"
"Here, come and pull up a chair!"
"See the projector over there?"
"We are showing this flick that will make you sick?"
"Hmmm...
"The Night You Lose Your Only Fucking Son!"
"Starring Your Worst Fear?"
"Deppression!"
"And, The Death of the most important thing in your Life!"
...
"What?"
"Had enough?"
"Throwing up?"
"Lost your cookies?"
"Good boy!"
States the Grim Reaper of Death.
"Here, take My Cold and Bony hand and then and only then...
"Will you sucker, finally understand!"
...
"You see Dr.Ricky."
"You can journal and write all the crap you want but your never getting Him back!"
"You see?"
"The monster took Him from thee!"
"I sent him that night and now hold on tight!"
"Once Upon A Time when your Pretty, Little World was just fine...
"It suddenly, started to unwind?"
"Why, you may ask?"
"Talk to your Mom?"
"Your Dad?"
"Oops!"
"Already dead!"
States the Grim Reaper.
...
'Well then, why don't you talk to your stupid God?"
"See what good that will do!"
"He cares less cause He's too busy correcting all my crapand mess!"
"Yes, I set the traps and I bait them with the perfect thing?"
"Misery and Destiny!"
...
"First you bitch and then you
twitch?"
"And, then soon...
(Real soon)
"Your digging your ditch!"
"And, you can't wait to get it over but it will always haunt and taunt you!"
"Can't You see?"
"It's the monster in thee!"
Approximate Word Count:485.
| Author Notes |
*Damage:
Destruction, some thing that can not be repaired." "On that March night, My Son Jason was thrown into this nightmare and the monster took Him away, forever but... "And, to learn more about 'Organ-Tissue Donations.' "Simply call my dear friend Lara S. Moretti the L.S.W. with... "The Gift of Life." Philadelphia, Pennsylvania at 1-800-DONORS-1." "And thanks from the bottom of my broken Heart and my Son Jason's donated Heart." Jason Richard Smrkovsky. November 5th, 1984~ March 31st, 2003. "Organs Donated on April 1st, 20003." (April Fool's Day) "Special thanks goes out first to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus the Christ, FanStory and Tom the Administrator, Fan Art Review, and this amazing as well talented artist... 'helvi2," and their incredible picture... "The Evil Eye's Halloween Ball" |
By Ricky1024
"Time and Time, Again 2003!"
Written on April 11th, 2018
By Doctor Ricky 1024.
?<*><*><*><*><*><*><*><*>?
"Time and Time Again...
"As I write these amazing and incredible Words...
'With this Silver Cross Pen...
"It could be something 'Smooth and Sweet as Ice Cream or a Nightmarish of Dream!"
"That will make you 'FUCKING SCREAM!"
...
"Oops?"
"Knock, Knock, Knock!"
"Who's there?"
"Oh it's just you the FanStory Reviewer!"
"You still here?"
'FOOL!"
"Oh, you want a Poem?"
"And, a Poem about 'Time?'
"Short but Smooth as can be?"
"Okay, here goes!"
****
"Once Upon A Time"
Written Within the Emptiness of My Mind!
"Once but Only Once Upon A Time when the World was only kind, I was using a pen to write checks...
"Not Poems of *Me."
"I was Happy as could be until that horrid March of **2003!"
"The day you Lord, took away My Only Son Jay ...
...
"I understand that there may be a shortage of Angels in Heaven above but You took something so very Special...
"So very Special that I Loved?"
Signed 'Distress.'
...
"Dear 'Distressed,
"I understand that you are in some kind of mess."
"And, I figured after over Fifteen years you have finally guessed?"
"At best, I can only say...
"Your Only Son Jay's...
"Work Below...
"That fateful Day...
"That day you did nothing but cry...
"Was completed the day that he Died...
Approximate Word Count: 242.
| Author Notes |
*Me:
"See my 'Me Book.' **2003 : "On March 31st, 2003 my Son Jason was taken on a Joy Ride to Hell by a Mentally-ill teen named Brian Cole." "He was on a 'Suicide Mission." "And, to learn more about 'Organ-Tissue Donations.' "Simply call my dear friend Lara S. Moretti the L.S.W. with 'The Gift of Life." Philadelphia, Pennsylvania at 1-800-DONORS-1." "And, thanks from the bottom of my broken Heart and my Son Jason's donated Heart... "Special thanks goes out first to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus the Christ, FanStory and Tom the Administrator, Fan Art Review, this amazing and talented artist, 'SCHATZING, and his amazing picture... "Does Anyone Know the True Time?" |
By Ricky1024
"Jason's Ladder 2003"
Written on April 14th, 2018
By Dr Ricky 1024
�°�C.FanStory 2018â??�°A
"The Elevator Cable snapped?"
"And, then suddenly, I was losing my Crap?"
"Down, Down, Down the Elevator Shaft!"
...
"Note: "This is not supposed to happen to me!"
...
"So, oh well, here I go again to Hell!"
"Hope they turned the air conditioning system on this time!"
"As, I continue to write in rhyme...
...
"Well, welcome back writer and 'Latter Day Saint Priest of the...
"Eeek!"
"LatterDay Saint Church of Jesus Christ."
Gloats Satan with ambition.
...
"Yes, we missed you down here Dr.Ricky1024 but what brings you back down my Elevator Shaft?"
"Lost your Crap?"
"And, got Zapped?"
"Nervous break down?"
"Suicide attempt?"
"Or, just missed me so?"
"With Lament?"
Wonders Satan.
...
"Firstly, I didn't fall off my 'Choo-Choo!'
"Nor, try to take my life!"
"Another nervous break Down, I suppose?"
"It's my Son...
"My only Down, Jason...
...
"It's My Son...
'My only Son, Jason, I suppose....
I mumble.
...
"HEARD THAT FUCKING, CRAP-BARRELED, SHIT!"
"DOWN HERE BEFORE!"
Boasts Satan.
"He's probably suffering in that 'Heavenly Place.'
"You said that He had to go away?"
"Well, if He followed...
'The Dark Side' with drugs, booze, and all of my other traps I set, He would be here with You Fool and Idiot!"
..
"So, the Fire and Brimstone's erupted and I was suddenly back in my Body again?"
"A Nurse came over to me and said...
...
"Do you remember?"
She asked.
"Remember what Nurse?"
I Replied.
"That you were run over by a car on your bike, Sir?"
She asked.
"You were thrown off to the side of the road."
"Somebody's watching over you."
She added.
...
"My head hurts Nurse."
I complained.
"That's because you were 'Brain-damaged,' and also, had a Heart Attack."
"Took twenty units to restart your Heart."
"Good thing you were in an Ambulance, Sir."
She Stated.
...
"So reviewers, that was some kind of 'Psychotic and Nightmarish of Dream!'
"Ad she adjusted my 'Halter Monitor to make sure my Heart is okay."
...
"Lesson learned?"
"Don't ride Ten Speeds on Highways?"
"When you visit Hell, bring your own Air Conditioning system?"
"Take more pills and use a sharper steak knife?"
"All of the Above!"
Approximate Word Count: 402.
| Author Notes |
"Special thanks goes out first to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus the Christ, FanStory and Tom the Administrator, Fan Art Review, this amazing Artist, 'booklotto,'and their incredible picture...
"Jacobs Ladder" |
By Ricky1024
"My Shame
Written on April 15th, 2018
By Doctor Ricky 1024
?�?�° C.FanStory 2018�A??
"I am Woman...
"A Woman of No Name...
"A Woman of Shame...
...
"I reach out to You Lord, and call out Your name...
"I am the Un-wanted...
"And, Un-needed...
"I am the Lost and never Found...
"The Poor, the Un-pure...
"The Misfit, Mis-placed, and Nevermore..
"They call me...
"Whore...
...
"I reach out now to You Lord, and call out Your Name...
"I am Mismanaged and Maligned with no Hope or Gain."
"I am Your problem and Your Pain...
"Help me Lord as I offer my Distain...
****
"I am an Addict...
"Addicted and Sustained...
"A Misfit, deformity, Never more to be...
"For there is no Life, no life left in me."
...
"I am Broken...
"A Token...
"Lost link on a Chain of Pain?"
"As I reach out and call out...
"Your name?"
...
"Daughter?"
"Lost daughter in Pain!"
"I come to you now as you reach out and call My Name!"
...
"But Lord, I am a woman...
"A Woman with no name?"
"Help me please as I reach out and call Your name...
...
"Now...
"Now I have found You and abound in You!"
"Now I am found!"
"No more shall they call me 'Whore."
"For now I am pure...
"And, have a new *Name!"
"But, I shall never, never forget...
"My Shame."
Approximate Word Count: 241.
| Author Notes |
*Name:
"This was written at 'Main Street Alliance Church' iutilizedn Manahawkin, New Jersey." "And, the purpose?" "As 'The Bride of Christ.' "Or in other words the unwanted whom no not a church." "Special thanks goes out first to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus the Christ, FanStory and Tom the Administrator, Fan Art Review, this amazing and talented artist as well as writer, 'cleo85,' and her incredible picture... "Arachne" |
By Ricky1024
Warning: The author has noted that this contains the highest level of violence.
"GoRe!"
Written on April 16th, 2018
By Dr. Ricky 1024.
Ã????Ã????xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
"Within the Depths of Reality exists the Human Mind."
(Theology. 45.78)
"As eye venture into this let me warn You...
"It won't be pretty!"
"WARNING!"
"THIS WILL BE BLOODY!"
"WARNING!"
"I WILL BE SEVERELY INJURED!"
"WARNING!!!
"AND, THERE WILL BE WILD ANIMALS INVOLVED!"
Cast of Characters:
Nikki
Kyle Erin
Corrine Alexis
Dana Alyse
Jason Richard
Ricky 1024
Zythopolists
God
And, SATAN!
"Once Upon A Time when the World was only a little child, there was a litter Five, Feral Kittens."
"Named Nikki, Kyle Erin, Corrine Alexis, Dana Alyse, and Jason Richard. Smrkovsky."
"They were all born in the 'Torrance Jungle!"
"Being that they were born in the jungle, they were feral!"
...
"The first born was Nikki and she was the most caring."
"The second born was Kyle Erin and she was a scary cat!"
"The third one born was Corrine Alexis and she was the smartest!"
"The fourth one born was Dana Alyse and she was the most brave!"
"And, the last born was Jason Richard, who was caring, smart, and very, very, brave!"
...
"Now, the "Torrance Jungle" was a very, very, Dangerous of place!"
"And, there were others?"
"Others that were scary!"
"Others that were not "Scary Cats!"
"And others, that were very, very, hungry!"
"And, they were called Zythopolists!"
(Which means Horrid and Hungry!)
...
"So, one fine day when the clouds went away, the Zythopolists came out to play, they got hungry!"
...
"Zythopolists Number Three."
"Yes, States Zythopolists Number One?"
"What part of the "Torrance Jungle" will we be hunting in today?"
Asks Zythopolists Number Three.
"Far, Far, to the West!"
"Eye hear there's good eating there!"
Answers Zythopolists Number One.
"And, there's a new family...
"A fresh litter of ferals...
"Ferals born named the Smrkovsky's!"
To Be Continued later today?
Dr Ricky 1024.
Later today.
Approximate and Estimated Word Count 1,000.
| Author Notes | "Special thanks goes out first to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus the Christ, FanStory and Tom the Administrator, Fan Art Review, this amazing as wellnd talented artist as well as |
By Ricky1024
"System Setback?"
Written on April 19th, 2018
By Doctor Ricky 1024 and Satan
�°â??â?ª C.FanStory 2018â?ªâ??�°
"Shallow tis The Life of a Stranger...
"But Horrid tis the Life of he Subjected."
(Theology 45.78)
...
"Wander carefully into My *Hemisphere and Gather...
"To the Reaping!"
(All Ye children)
"For, Time here tis now...
(More or Less)
"A Nightmarish of Dream?"
...
"Gather all Ye...
(Merry Gentleman)
"And, tread carefully with care!"
"And, step not to the Right...
"For its a Long, Long, Long way down...
"Into the Pit!"
...
"Bring Ye...
(Merry Gentleman and Suspected)
"Ye Wits!"
"For now You...
"Are in My Place...
"Of Fucking, Unholy GRACE!"
"HA, HA, HA!"
****
"Taste My Lust and Feed My Glory all Ye...
"Rapers, Molesters, Killers, and Thiefs!"
"Yes!"
"Feed My Glory!"
(All Bloodified and Gory!)
...
"See All Ye Suspected and Listen Well for this is now...
"THE FUCKING PLACE YEAH ALL FOREVER AND EVER DWELL!"
...
"Listen to My Many Pains and share Thy Many Shames!"
"Listen closely to Thy Horrors...
"And, listen well and Learn...
...
"All Ye Merry Gentleman, He are here for Thy hath been cast Out!"
"And, Ye sinned...
"OH HOW THEE HATH FUCKENED SINNED!"
(Lightning and Thunder)
"Thee Letchers and Catchers of All!"
...
"He hath tasted the Glory now Taste the Gory!"
"Taste My Rath for your Sorried Lives...
"Are all Past!"
...
"Follow My footsteps!"
"For soon He shall realize and See...
"Exactly why I now Rule **Thee!"
Approximate Word Count: 260.
| Author Notes |
*Hemisphere:
"Hell!" **Thee: "All Sinners whom seriously break "The Ten Commandments." "Special thanks goes out first to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus the Christ, FanStory and Tom the Administrator, Fan Art Review view this amazing and talented artist as well as talented artist, 'MKFLOOD, and Michael's amazing picture... "Purgatory" (Sharpie Style) |
By Ricky1024
"Within the Mortal Mind's Boundaries And Soul" (A)
Written on December 31st, 2013
By Doctor Ricky 1024
<><><><>*<><><><>*<><><>
"There exists within us something more precious then jewels or gold?"
"You can not find this within the Heart for it's purity can not be mined."
"However, if you are smart, yo may keep It for sometime...
...
"You may ask how if I constantly fall in Love and give this thing away!"
"But you see, the best of thee, is that it's always well tucked away!"
"And, if you must go to mine, mine the Mind, not the Soul."
<><><><><>*<><><>*<><><>
"The Soul" (B)
Written on May 5th, 2018
"Now listen very, very, closely!"
"Now, the Soul is way up in there floating, floating, and floating....
"And, the Soul is on constant need of protection!"
"So, listen closely and I will tell you Secret!"
..
"First, it is perfectly alright to fall in Love BUT never trust that Heart!"
"For, if you do, it may become tangled?"
(As well as mangled!)
...
"And, if you do you will also damage your Soul!"
"It will Take a Toll!"
"Just prayest to He!"
"But, protect in Thee!"
"For, the Soul....
"Is the Main Device!"
...
"Perhaps you can give it away when you finally die?"
"But, that would be, for Thee, a Mortal Sin!"
...
"So, if you project It, protect it!"
"And, don't gamble it away for a Soul...
"Is a terrible thing to waste!"
Approximate Word Count :
253.
| Author Notes |
"Special thanks goes out first to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus the Christ, FanStory and Tom the Administrator, Fan Art Review, this amazing and talented artist, 'GaliaG.'
"And, their incredible picture... "The Tear" |
By Ricky1024
"Invisible Christ?"
Written on May 15th, 2018
By Doctor Ricky 1024
~*~*~*~*~*~C. Fan Story 2018~*~*~*~*~*~*~
"Crucified...
"Tortured...
"Whipped...
"Spat Upon...
"Hair and Beard Pulled...
"Nailed to a Cross at The Garden of Gesemini...
"Jesus the Christ."
...
"Carpenter...
"Shepard...
"Teacher and...
"Preacher...
"Jesus the Christ."
...
"Son of God...
"Son of Mary...
"Prophet...
"Priest...
{To say the least}
"Jesus the Christ."
...
"Crucified and hung on a Cross till He Died...
"Crown of Thorns adorned His Head...
"Thrust in the Side and bled the ground below, Crimson Red...
"Did the 'Little Lord Jesus' lay down His Sweet Head?"
...
"His body was hidden and then He did Rise?"
"Resurrected...
"Protected...
"Died for the "Sins of You and Me!"
"Invisible Christ?"
"Invincible Christ!"
Approximate Word Count:126.
| Author Notes |
"Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus the Christ, Fan Story and Tom the Administrator, Fan Art Review, this talented and amazing Writer and Artist, 'Linda Bickston' and her incredible picture...
"Pierced" |
By Ricky1024
"Surrealism"
(Timely Thoughts)
Written on May 27th, 2018 at 3:52 AM.
By Doctor Ricky 1024
<><><><><>1400's<><><><>
"London Bride is falling down as Humpty Dumpty off His Crown!"
"And, all the King's Horses and all the King's Men couldn't put either back together again!"
...
"And, welcome to your 'Surreal World' of 'Madness and Calamity!"
"My name is Nostrodomus and I have a few things ro say to you!"
"To you 'Future Beings' of all sexes and religions!"
...
"Won't you join me now for dinner?"
"I'm surving...
'Heaping Helping' of 'Stark Reality!"
"Join me now for some pidgeon!"
"A goblet of fine wine is good as there is a lot I and the good Doctor Ricky 1024...
"Have to tell And share with You!"
...
"Why are the future...
(Your children)
"Suffering so in your schools?"
"Why are they no longer saluting your 'American Flag or reading the 'Holy Bible' at home?"
(Like I do?)
"And, what the #%^? is going on with the many...
"Mass killings by student's...
"Right in their very houses of Education?"
****
"Could it possibly be a disease, sickness, plague, or flu?"
"The Bubonic Plague went out on my time and the 'Swine Flu' went out in '72!"
...
"During my time, we delved in 'Opium and Absence."
"In your parent time, you delve in Heroin, Tobbaco, Pills, Marijuana, Cocaine, and other various substances of choice!"
...
"Blame it on the rain or lack of 'Values and Education?'
"Maybe so but this we... "BOTH WANT YOU TO KNOW!"
...
"It's A 'Careless and Thoughtless World' today where 'Beings' want it All!"
"They...
'WANT, WANT, WANT, AND...
'TAKE, TAKE, TAKE!'
"And, they Pollute the Atmosphere, Land, And many Waters, too!"
...
"Just when will it STOP?"
"And, will you continue to let...
"Satan win?"
"It's all such a shame...
"And, it's all such a Sin!"
Approximate Word Count: 321.
"Such A Sin!" (B)
And
"Flowering Hopes?" (C)
Estimated Word Counts: 1000.
Later today.
24...
| Author Notes |
"Special thanks goes out first to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus the Christ, FanStory and Tom the Administrator, Fan Art Review, this amazing as well as talented artist,
'avmurry,' and her incredible picture... "Surrealism" |
By Ricky1024
"Til Death Do Us Part?"
Written on June 2nd, 2018
By Doctor Ricky 1024
"New Life begins firstly...
"In the 'Spirit World' as Spirit Children of God."
"And, it is His Ultimate Decision and his Ultimate Job?"
...
"If we are given another chance...
"At this 'Amazing Dance."
"Called 'Life"
"And, we are then cast below...
{This I now want you to know}
...
"Through the amazing...
'Gift of Life.'
"If we do as we should and get it just right...
"Through this amazing 'Gift.'
"From Heavenly Father."
"We are given a body after passing through...
'The Veil of Forgetfulness.'
...
"Through this 'Gift' of Ever Endearing Love...
"We are expected to do right and hopefully...
"Live a Long and Prosper Life."
"A Decent Life...
"As we continue to learn to give back...
"A brand new start...
"Til Death Do Us *Part?'
Approximate Word Count:148.
| Author Notes |
*Part:
"Tis Life the End and Death the Beginning?" Read mt three 'Tripltic Poems." "Starting with "Trinket." 24. "Special thanks goes out first to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus the Christ, Fan Story and Tom the Administrator, Fan Art Review, this amazing... {As well as talented Artist and Writer} ... "Dr.Ricky 1024 and his incredible picture... "Grave Yard Church" |
By Ricky1024
"The Killing Fields Revisited"
Written on July 21st, 2018
By Doctor Ricky 1024
**<><><>***<><>C. Fan Story 2018<><>***<><><>**
"They stand in wait, Tall and Majestic, Proud, and waiting?"
"Like, 'Wooden Soldiers.'
"Wrapped and Bound."
"Awaiting another 'Poor Soul' to be found?"
"Waiting yes, waiting patiently for another to join the *Many?"
...
"When, 'Time's Minutes' expire,
Broken Hands fall...
"Fall Away to never work again?"
"And, there is no more room left in 'The Hall.'
{Theology 40.02}
...
"Stung Wire...
"Strung as if in wait."
"Wire to Wire...
"A Communication Funeral Parlor?"
"Communication bound?"
"Will another Helpless victim, soon be found?"
...
"The date is March 31st, 2003 and to me?"
"Should have been...
"Could have been...
"If only it Would have been...
"Just Another Day?"
"But, 'The Wooden Sentinels...
"Ever so Patient...
"Ever so In Wait...
"For Destiny to finally meet with Fate."
****
"Honey, I'm home!"
"What's for dinner dear?"
I Wonder.
"The usual slop in the oven, Ricky Dear!"
"Mama Mia Pizza?"
I Ask.
"Gotcha!"
States Carolyn my Wife.
"Gaaaaa Great!"
"It has been a long day."
"A long day at the office!"
"Where's the kids?"
I Wonder.
"Nikki's Birthday party at Archie's."
She replies.
"You know, on Liberty at Archie's house."
Note: "Nikki is one of Two Step-Daughters."
...
"Time for a quick game of Chess, then."
I State.
"Eagarly my next victim doth wait!"
"I'm just gonna snooze."
States Carolyn.
"No victims for me."
"Just, perhaps, a sheep or two?"
"Been a long day for me too."
"Less than two minutes later...
...
"BOOM!!!!
"A Loud Noise like a car hitting a tree?"
I Thought.
"Poor Fool."
Then, a second?"
"BOOM!"
"BOOM!"
"Much louder?"
I Thought.
"Perhaps a Second car?"
Note: "The Car {A Ford Mustang Convertible}
"First hit the curb, then the Telephone Pole, and finally rested on the street below!"
...
"This woke up my wife about the same Time...
"Ring, Ring, Ring!"
"MOM?"
"MOM?"
"MOM!!!
"It's me Kyle your daughter!"
"Jason has been in a Terrible Accident!"
"Two blocks away...
"Nautilus...
"Click!"
"It's funny how 'The Human Mind' reacts in situations, such as this."
...
"As we approached the scene, a light and eerie Rain had just started, coating the road with 'Grim Dew' of this New?"
"As if welcoming us to a new and exciting Flick...
'The Night the Fucking Lights Went Out in Georgia!'
...
"Yes, only a few, blocks, away and as we approached the scene?"
"A Nurse?"
{Judy Kish}
" A S.O.C.H Meridian nurse was attending to the victims."
"As we approached, she fled back inside her house?"
"Yes, the accident was on her front lawn area where one of my Son Jason's best friends lived!"
{Rocko}
...
"As we approached the scene, an Ocean County Violent Crimes Office was marking the Curbing."
"Yes, marking the tire marks?"
"Perhaps to put together a Police report."
I Wondered.
"It's funny how 'The Human Mind' reacts during these difficult of times."
"Something such as this!"
...
"As we approached the car, the driver..
{Brian Cole}
"Was trapping in a lying prone position with the Steering Wheel firmly against his Chest!"
{He needed The Jaws of Life}
"As for Jason?'
"Jason, was lying against the driver, unconscious as if watching this on "Heaven TV?"
...
"Yes, my Son the Angel...
'My Son the now unlucky Passenger...
"My Son the Musician...
"My Son the Mechanic?"
"What kind of mess did you get yourself into Jay?"
"As He was leaning against the driver in perhaps a 'Dream State of Way?'
"Soon, we would learn otherwise?"
...
"Break Out the buttered popcorn Fan Story and get ready...
"Ready for the 'FUCKING RIDE OF YOUR LIFE!'
End of Part Number One.
Part Number Two.
"The Waiting Game"
Written on July 24th, 2018
By Doctor Ricky 1024
***<><><>*** Copy Write Fan Story 2018 <><><>***
"Time marches on some say."
"But, Forever lasts a Lifetime.'
{Theology 40.03}
"It's funny how 'The Human Mind' reacts to Tragedy."
"And, it is also strange how it can accept it?"
...
"The two boys were 'Air-Lifted' by Medi-Pac Helicopter to Atlantic City Trauma Hospital in Atlantic City New Jersey."
"Along the way, our Only Son Jason, had a Heart-Attack."
"Luckily, they were able to revive Him."
"But, The Sentries from 'The Killing Field' would be patient."
"Very, very, patient."
...
"Carolyn, myself, and Angel {Jay's girlfriend}
"Arrived shortly after."
"We were asked for Insurance upon entering but my employer, 'C. and A. Enterprises Inc. of Ocean County' cancelled it just months before!"
"Then, another Nurse, took us to a room with many Black and White Pictures?"
"To Rehearse?"
"The night the lights Went Out In Georgia?"
...
"Yes, there were images of Jason's Brain!!"
"Yes, this images were Apparently, caused by His injuries!"
"And yes, all were all to the Brain because of one, sick, kid named Brian Cole."
...
"She said that it was not good."
"And, the was the worst that she had ever seen!"
"Wow!"
"What more?"
"Death?"
"Yes, 'The Wooden Soldiered Sentries' had done their job well."
{It Seemed}
...
"It's funny how 'The Human Mind' reacts to Extreme Horror!"
"And, how it reacts when...
"The Lights Go Out in Georgia!"
...
"The two boys were only rooms apart."
"After about ten trips of...
'In's and Out's,' and a down pouring of tears, they posted a Security person?"
"I guess they thought I was going out of my mind?"
"I FUCKING WAS!"
...
"Since Brian had a little blood in his urine, he would be released the next day."
"As for our Son Jason?"
"And, the next day?"
"After Seventeen Hours?"
"In a Deep Coma?"
"Severely Brain Damaged?"
**Raccooned?"
"His Skull Tapped?'
"And, thousands of Dollars of medication to stop the swelling?"
...
"April First, 2003, Jason Richard Smrkovsky."
{Our Only Son}
"Would be Literally 'Sliced, Diced, Dissected, and Distributed' to Four, Extremely, Grateful, Human Beings."
"Yes, Four, Lucky, Souls...
"And Yes, it's Funny how 'The Human Mind' reacts to Pain, Suffering, and Tragedy."
End of Part Number Two.
Part Number Three.
"Pain, Suffering, and Tragedy"
Later Today.
24.
Estimated and Approximate Word Count: 1200.
"Pain, Suffering, and Tragedy"
Written on July 24th, 2018
By Doctor Ricky 1024
***<><><><>***<><><><>March 31st, 2003***<><><><>***<><><><>***
"Shortly after the procedure with 'The Tapping' my thoughts on all this was quite the ZAPPING!"
'and then?"
"Brian's Father comes into the room and says...
"He will be all right."
"I then answered...
"I don't think so."
"His Blood-Oxygen Levels' to his Brian?"
"Are almost Non-Existent."
"Too, Much, Too, Much...
"Resistance."
...
"And, at this point in my "Pain and Suffering Carrier?"
"Don't ask."
"The tears that I drained would fill...
'A Thousand Oceans.'
...
"A woman came into our room and ushered us into another."
"She said that her name was Lara, Lara S. Moretti the L.S.W. with...
"The Gift of Life."
"In Philadelphia, Pennsylvania."
"We talked and then we had a decision to make?"
"To Give or to live?"
"But, live like that?"
"More or less a 'Head of Cabbage?'
End of Part Number Three.
Part Number Four and the Conclusion.
"To Live or Let Die?"
Tomorrow.
24.
"To Live or Let Die?"
Written on July 25th,2018
By Jason's Father
"A chart with specific listings of all the Many Organs of the Human Body."
"So, we decided on Major Organs but agreed on not to donate Jason's Corneas."
"Because our daughter Corrine Alexis was upset about that."
"She stated...
"No Daddy not Jason's eyes!"
...
"We were told the procedure would be the next day on April 1st around midnight."
"Lara said she would be holding Jason's hand walking Him through the procedure."
"The procedure...
"The removal of specific organ."
"And, organs of specific order."
"With the Heart and Lungs being last"
"And then the machine..
"Bringing Life...
"Turned off lastly...
...
"Today over 15 years later?"
"I have no regrets."
"I've had Communications from two out of four receivers of the Many Organs received though...
'The Gift of Life.'
"And, my only Son Jay...
Jason Richard Smrkovsky
November 5th, 1984~
March 31st, 2003
Organs Donated on April 1st, 2003
(April Fool's Day)
Approximate Word Count: 1368
| Author Notes |
*Victims
** "Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ, Fan Story, and Tom the Administrator, Fan Art Review, this amazing, as well as, Talented Artist... 'Browncat' and their incredible and amazing picture... "Telephone Pole at Twilight." |
By Ricky1024
"I'm Just A Dead Man Walking!"
Written on July 26th, 2018
By Jason and Richard Smrkovsky
<><>***<><><>C. Fan Story 2018***<><><>***<><>
"When Life goes Bad...
"Bad goes Life."
"Ask my Dad he first lost Me, then My Mom his wife."
"And, when Life goes Good...
"Good Goes Life."
{Theology 40.05}
****
{Theology 40.04}
"As My thoughts transverse in Verse back in Time...
"I wonder if it will ever go away?"
"It seems to haunt me each and every....
"Night as well as day?"
"So, I write and Journal...
"Journal and I write...
"What more can I do?"
"Should I try to escape this Mess?"
"As my wife Carolyn Ann did in 2003?"
"Committed Suicide only Eight, Short, Months...
"After the Death of our only Son, Jason?"
"But, that didn't work!"
"Just caused a Bloodified Mess!"
"As for the following?"
"I'll let my Only My Son Jason, have His do."
...
"I'm A Dead Man Walking!"
Written on July 26th, 2018
By Jason Richard Smrkovsky
"As I entered Brian's Ford Mustang Convertible."
{On the Passenger Side}
"I thought I was being transported home?"
"Boy, was I wrong because?"
"I would soon be in for...
"THE RIDE OF MY LIFE!"
...
"It's Funny How 'The Human Mind' works during a period of Stress, Depression, and an Inability to operate a Car!"
"Perhaps, I would have been better off as I are?"
"Comfortable at My Sister Nikki's Birthday Party."
...
"Yes, I moved into the passenger seat and Brian said to me...
"BUCKLE UP FOOL!"
"BECAUSE I"M ON A MISSION FROM GOD!"
"NO SAFETY HANDLES IN MY HOG!"
"AND, I"LL TAKE YOU AWAY!"
"TO COMMIT TO COMMITT SUICIDE!"
"HA,HA,HA!"
"What more can a poor kid say?"
...
"That was about Eight and, you see for Me?"
"It was now?"
"My Birthday and My Fate!"
"And, I didn't want to be late for?"
"Yes!"
"I don't want to be Tardy!"
"FOR MY GOING AWAY PARTY!"
...
"We left Liberty Avenue, Entered Nautilus Drive, and passed Clearwater."
{Where Brian Cole lives]
"As we got about Two blocks from My Street."
{Riptide Avenue}
"I would soon realize what was to eventually?"
"Eventually happen to Me but I knew."
"That was why, when Brian told my little, Sister Dana Alyse, to get in the car."
"And, I responded...
"No!"
"You drive Fast and not Slow!"
"You ride with your Sister Kyle Erin!"
End of Part Number One!
Part Number Two:
"Death Ride to An Early Grave!"
Written on July 26th, 2018
By Jason
"Got to get My Wings Trimmed in Heaven!"
"I figured as the car was about to hit the Power Pole!"
...
"The first impact was us hitting the curbing, followed by us hitting the power pole, followed by us dropping to the street below!"
"Don't you know?'
"After the second impact, I went into a deep Coma as my head hit the Convertable's Top!"
...
"Yes, a sorta 'Dream State' where the movie playing was...
"FAST AND FUCKING FURIOUS!!"
"This Made Judy Kish.'
{The Owner of the House}
"Come out for a little game of...
"Peek a Boo!"
"THE JOKES ON YOU!"
"This was before My Sister Kyle called our Mom and dad.'
...
"Ring- A-Ring a Ding Dong!"
"It's Kyle!"
"Mom?'
"Dad?"
"Jason has been in a Terrible and Horrible and Nasty Accident!"
"Your Kid's about to die and is just holding ON!"
"It's funny how 'The Human Mind' reacts in a situation beyond Human Control?"
...
"My Dad reacted first and told my Mother to get in the car Stat!"
"It started raining lightly, leaving an eerie glow below."
"Yes, Below for My Soul, exited this shit, in an 'Oreo Moment!"
"And, yes!"
'We have them here in Heaven!"
'Estimated Word Count:1,000.'
End of Part Number Two!
Part Number three:
"Dead Man's Walk to An Early Grave!"
Later...
24.
| Author Notes |
"Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus the Christ, Fan Story and Tom the Administrator, Fan Art Review, this Talented as well as, Amazing Artist, 'Mhilton84' and their incredible Picture...
"Dead man, Dead Man, Come Alive" |
By Ricky1024
"The End of the World 3018"
(Chapter Number One)
Written on July 28th, 2018
By Doctor Ricky 1024
"The Year Was Long to Come and I sit Silently awaiting my Fate."
"It has been a good run...
"First, lost the Wife...
"And, then the Son...
...
"The Polor Ice Caps have long been inciminated."
"And, the average temperature is now well over One Thousand."
"Only those who prepared well...
(Like Me)
"Are still alive."
"But that will soon change...
...
"Time is now, more or less, measured in Corpses."
"The flooding in parts is tremendous"
"All land creatures have drowned.
"Volcanic Activity is horrid as most Land Masses located in these areas are long cindered."
...
"The Moon went first, as if sucked into a 'Worm Hole!'
"The Atlantic and Pacific Oceans are boiling with all Sea Life Perishing."
"The Deserts are all just 'A Sheet of Crystillized Glass!"
...
"The East Coast exists no more and the West Coast was destroyed first by horrible Earth Quakes as 'The Teutonic Plates,' 5555555555Å?shifted terribly."
...
"I am deep in a shelter underground with NASA Scientists trying to put together a 'Game Plan?"
End of Part Number One!
Part Number Two:
"Will Earth Survive?"
Written on July 28th, 3018
"One Thousand Years have past since...
'The Good and Greater Days.'
"Then food and water were abundant...
"Things that are long past."
...
"The Cyclonic SunBurst of 3011 triggered the eventual fall of Mankind as we once knew it."
"The estimated Human Earth Population has dwindled to less than Two- Hungred of One Percent "
"And, we are losing more each day."
...
"Since my last post my in July, temperatures have Sky Rocketed to over Seven Thousand Degrees.
"Soon the Earth above me will burst from the pressure of the tremendous heat."
"But, the he is one chance...
"So slim...
"To offset the direction of the Earth into the Sun."
...
"The plan is so simple."
"Create a Distraction "
"The plan is as follows...
...
"The Astros 'Zuez 1478' is set to come within 1,000,090,078 Kilometers within the Earth's Gravitational Pull "
"In other words...
"We somehow need to 'Slingshot' Suez into the direction of the Sun, releasing this Tremendous 'Unearthly Drag' upon our Planet!"
"It's a 'Long Shot but what choice do we have?"
End of Part Number Two!
Part Number Three:
"Long Shor!"
Written on July 29th, 2018.
"Hello Ä· Estimated Word Count: 1,000
| Author Notes |
"Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ, Fan Story and Tom the Administrator, Fan Art Review, this Amazing as well as Talented Artist...
'Anne', and her Incredible Picture... "Praying Hands" |
By Ricky1024
"Bad Gurl!"
Written on July 30th, 2018
By Doctor Ricky 1024 {The Abused}
**<><>*<><>**<>C. Fan Story 2018<>*<><>**<><>**
"She's all She wants to be?"
"She's all She wants from me?"
"She steals from me and takes all that she can see!"
"Takes and gives NEVER!"
"She's 'Bad Gurl,' quite the Clever!"
...
"She awakens me with her Horrid Breath!"
"And, Scares Me...
"Scares Me, 'Half To Death!'
"And Lord, as she confuses me?"
"She is carefully planning...
"ON ABUSING ME!"
"But Why?"
"Why Dear Lord does she make me Cry?"
"And, Why Dear Lord does she make me want to *Die?"
"What did I do to deserve a 'Bad Gurl,' PEHEW!!!"
...
"Bad Gurl?"
"Won't you please go away?"
"Stop interfering with...
'My Sunny of Day!'
"Won't You Haunt somebody else"
"Today?"
"As I now Pray...
...
"Dear Lord, You know it's all up tp You!"
"Make 'Bad Gurl,' leave me?"
"Make Her stop confusing and Deceiving me!"
"I can't take much more!"
"Before you know it, I'll be out the door!"
...
"But Ricky, She's the one that's meant to be."
"She cooks and cleans for Thee...
"She shares your bed as you lay down your weary Head."
"She loves you in 'Her own Special Way.'
"So, when You **Die, You will get back your 'Sunny of Day.'
Approximate Word Count: 223.
| Author Notes |
"Die:
"To Perish, Not exist, Pass away." "Based on my past relationships 'Bad Gurl' is actually many abusing women in my life.' From 'Nasty Nancy' to my own mother Florence." {Good Bless her Confused Soul} **Die: "After a nasty breakup with Nancy in December of '06,' I try and failed to take my Life." "Special thanks goes out to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus the Christ, Fan Story and Tom the Administrator, Fan Art Review, this Amazing, as well as, talented Artist, 'Galia G,' and her incredible Picture... "I an Bad" |
By Ricky1024
"Lizzie Borden Versus Scary Mary!"
{Part Number Two}
Written on August 2nd, 2018
By Doctor Ricky Frankenstein 1024
Once Upon a Time...
Nah!
'Lizzie Borden had an Axe!'
Nah!
...
'Scary Mary' had a Knife!
And ran around taking many lives!
And, When she saw what She had done...
She called her Doctor 'Frankenstein to get a prescription to get it done!
...
Okay Mary, let me see?
You like to kill?
Yes...
Well, go to Hell!
I don't write prescriptions to Female Killers!
You also like and get great satisfaction from killing?
Yes!
And lastly, after each and every kill you devour it?
YES, YES, YES Mother Fucker!
And Doctor Ricky Frankenstein...
You want to know who my next victim is?
YOU!
SLASH!
HACK!
STAB!
...
Okay, sorry Fan Story Reviewers but Ricky 1024 has left the Story and now, I shall finish it!
Oh, me?
Just say my name Rhymes with...
'Waiting?'
...
Okay now where was that idiot?
Yes!
At Best!
This...
Mary, Mary, quite the Scary is now searching for her...
Very, Fucking, last, VICTIM!
And?
She chooses?
The most Nortourious, Female that kills of all time!'
'Lizzie the Borden!'
Now kids, remember her song?
Lizzie Borden took an axe!
And, gave here Mother...
Forty Wacks!
And, when she saw what she had done?
She gave her Daddy..
Forty One!
And, she too, is looking for someone...
'Brand New!!'
End of Part Number One!
Part Number Two:
'The Confrontation!'
Written in The Ocean Club in Atlantic City, New Jersey
***<><><><><>****><><><><****<><><><><>***
"Now let me see?
Hmmm?
"What would that dirty Priest with...
'The Latter Day Saint Church' of Jesus Christ write?"
Wonders Satan.
Got it do it here!!!
...
Hey Dahmer?
I here the tickets for this one in 'the Grand Hell Arena' are selling like 'Hot Cakes' at Ten Grand a piece1
States Ted Bundy.
Yea, that idiot Bin Laden said he has sold about a Quarter Million.
'Hell TV 666' even picked it up on...
"Suffer For View"!
****
"The Confrontation!"
"As the many viewers...
{Murders, Rapists, Killers for Hire, Thieves, Serial Killers, Mass Murders, and Cannibles}
Waited...
The announcer and referee for "The Confrontation"
entered the ring!
And, our Special announcer today is Adolph Hitler!
{The Holicast Killer!}
...
"Attention DEMONSAND KILLERS!
My name is Adolph!
"Adolph HIT Man HITLER!"
Shut the Fuck up!
Today's Match is 'Lizzie Borden Versus Scary Mary!"
End of Part Number Two!
Part Number Three:
"Lizzie Borden took an Axe!"
To be Continued.
Approximate and Estimated Word Count :1,000.
24.
| Author Notes |
Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and his Son Jesus the Christ, Fan Story and Tom the Administrator, Fan Art Review, this amazing, as well as, talented Artist, 'bd shutterspeed, and his or her cool cat pic...
"LIZ the Tile Cat!" |
By Ricky1024
"Ain't Nothing but A Heart-Ache"
Written on July 11th, 2018
By Doctor Ricky 1024
The accident happened for reasons beyond the Control of Man.
Understand...
...
We all walk this planet of Earth the place of all...
'Human Kinds Birth.'
As, 'Pathmates.'
We all continually searching...
Searching for a reason...
A Reason for Our Existence...
Searching for our place...
And, sent down from above...
Searching for Love.
...
The 'Lucky Fool' will find this Gift but for me?
'Love Gets Erased'
Out of placed, wasted, and...
...
'Love Comes Decorated.'
Decorated in many 'Multi-Hues.'
Multi-Hues of Me's and of You's.
We blend but try to understand...
As we reach out and hold your hand...
More then 'Words.'
Have Come's and Go'es.
...
And, along this journey...
'Journey of Happiness and Grief.'
For people like Me's?
We realize to late our Worth.
...
"Love Needs Corrections and Connections."
It's not 'Fifty Fifty.'
But One Hundred and Fifty?
...
'Love Needs Commitments.'
For some?
They don't understand?
They marry but don't commit?
They have a family but shun it?
It's such a Managery.
The You's and the Me's.
...
"Love Tries?"
Love tries but mostly Dies.
My Love just Cries.
And, cries as it is missing that...
'One Puzzle Piece?'
...
"Love Lasts?"
Love Lasts for a Life Time.
A Life Time for the Path Mate.
As, for the Soul mate?
Unfortunately, these few...
They just continue to search...
In Vain until they turn Blue?
Nothing but Pain and Shame.
As they play 'The Souless Game.'
...
'Love Tries?'
Love tries but mostly just dies.'
Nothing but countless Miseries...
And, Countless Lies.
...
'Love Hurts?'
Love Hurts and is nothing but...
'A Countless Heart-Ache' for me.
Why?
Without my *Jay.
I might as well just Die...
Die today.
Approximate Word Count: 303.
| Author Notes |
*Jay:
"Jason Richard Smrkovsky passed away from injuries on March 31st, 2003." "He was a passenger in a car driven by a Maniac. "And, to learn more about... 'Organ-Tissue Donations.' "Simply contact my dear friend Lara S. moretti the L.S. W. with... "The Gift of Life!" "Philadelphia, Pennsylvania at... "1-800-DONORS-1." ... 'My Broken Heart.' "And, thanks from the bottom of My Broken Heart... "And, my Son Jason's Donated Heart.' "Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ, Fan Story and Tom the Administrator, Fan Art Review, this amazing as well as, talented Artist and Writer, 'cleo 85'. "And, her incredible Picture... "The Flower of Passion" |
By Ricky1024
Warning: The author has noted that this contains the highest level of violence.
"Venomousmy Yours?" (A)
(Attack of the Lime/Green Killer!)
Written on August 11th, 2018
By Dr.Ricky Victim #1024
It all started retarded and innocent enough.
I was writing the conclusion to my piece...
(I just presented)
"Flower"
When I Was Venomously Attacked?
...
It fell from the azure sky as if from a Space Ship from FUCKING HELL and OUTER SPACE!
Sent on a mission of total annailation of me?
Dr. Ricky!
Note: This is no joke and real!
...
It's funny how life treats,You?
I order a...
'Bologna Sandwich' and I get a 'Bunch of Baloney!'
And, the worst thing is...
It's spreading!!!
Note: Going to the S.O.C.H
(Southern Ocean County Hospital)
Meridian Hackensack Trauma Hospital.
To Be Continued?
(If able?)
Ricky....
"Vemonously Yours?"
Written on August 11th, 2018
At my 'McDonalds Brealfest Club,' Manahawkin, New Jersey
6:24 AM. EST~
7:10 AM.EST.
Okay, yall want to know what assaulted me and put me in the hospital for hours yesterday?
Firstly, while I was searching...
'Fast and FUCKING Furiosly.'
"I Googled 'Caterpillars' and found my new friend!
Note: Moths and Butterflies are members of and classified as 'Lepidoptera.'
"And there are thousands!
The Butterflies are mostly to enjoy and take pictures of but ...
WARNING DEADLY STUFF HERE!!!
...
There are Ten Kinds of Caterpillars that will inflict a 'Protective Chemical' into the Host that is attacking."
...
Firstly, the 'Friendlys!'
The 'Spinx Moth', 'Morning Cloak Butterfly', 'Tomato Horn Worm', and the 'Wooly Bear' (Tiger Moth Family)
Are my favorites!
The Spinx is by far the most beautiful with Beautiful, Blue, Wings!
While, 'The Tomato Hornworm' is the most interesting since it can literally devour and savour an entire tomato plant in less then a week!
(Piggy!)
But, there is relief gardeners?
'The Aracnid Wasp' Is constantly searching for these Big, Green, Monsters and when located?
They pucture the Hornworm's Hide.(numerous times)
Laying one egg with each prick to incubate?
Literally devouring the new host from the inside!
...
I also love and used to collect butterflies as a kid.
(My Insect Collection won praise when out Biology Teacher Ted Weeks assigned it.
My favorite butterfly is 'The Monarch Butterfly.
They actually migrate over sea to the United States by the hundreds of thousands!
The devour and enjoy the 'Milkweed Plant' when in the Larvae Stage where the then form a 'Crystilis!"
Beautiful green with yellow and black pearls around the edge.
(I got the pleasure to watch the 'Metamorphosis Stage.'
And,I was only eight!
And, after putting the caterpillar in a jar in the Laundry Room where it was warm.
A Beautiful and Incredible Blessing and Miracle to watch this creature hatch and it's small wings expand and come to life!
And yes, I released it.
Later when I get into Macro Photography at about age twenty four, I learned to snatch them up and put theme in the freezer for about a minute in order to pose it for a picture.
"Now from the 'Good,' to the 'Good, And, and the Ugly!'
...
"The Good, The Bad and The Ugly!" (B)
Written on August 11th, 2018
By Doctor Ricky 1024
At the 'Breakfest Club.'
7:13~
7:
"When little boy's play with Danger...
"Danger plays,with Little Boys!"
(Theology 40.07)
...
The Gypsy Moth is by far the most dangerous to trees!
It,creates these 'Cob Web' like nests from there silk and hatch hindreds of eager and vey hingry larvae whoch devestates the Wild Life!
Note: Most caterpillars comouflage thrmselves and you seldom see these ones.
...
The American Dagger Moth
(Acronicta americana)
Love to eat the leaves of many trees including Oaks!
And FUCKING ME!
(Pardon my potty mouth but it still itches!!!)
Yes!
That was the Outer Space Ailien that dropped from it's Space Ship onto a branch and finally...
Onto my head!
...
Well the rest is history!
I am on a Steroid and had a shot yesterday and Benydril.
Note:
Everyone reacts differently to situations like this.
Apparently I was having a bad reaction because I was allergic!
Approximate Word Count: 694
| Author Notes |
"Special thanks goes out first to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus the Christ, FanStory and Tom the Administrator, Fan Art Review, this amazing as well talented artist and writer, 'Dr. Ricky 1024' and his incredible picture...
"The Deadly Disease!" |
By Ricky1024
"Explore Your Desires"
Written on August 12th, 2018
By Doctor Ricky 1024
<>*<>*<>*<>Copy Write Fan Story 2018 <>*<>*<>*<>
"When Life Goes Astray...
"Astray, Goes Life."
{Theology 40.09}
...
Sometimes when you feel as if your Life hath gone astray...
Sometimes when you feel as if your 'Whole Life' has been nothing but...
'A Big Pile of Shit.'
And, Satan just won't quit...
...
Sometimes when you feel as if your Life hath gone astray, you feel like...
'A Big Pile of Shit?'
And Satan just won't quit and Hell's nothing but...
'Burning Fires?'
Then...
Explore Your Desires!
...
Say your like me and got dealt...
'The Ace of Spades Death Card of Pain' times three?
Lost your only Son, then your only Wife, then tried to take your only Life...
Take that Pain out of your Heart!
Extinguish it from your Soul!
For it will haunt you for the rest of your Life!
And, take a Horrible Toll!
****
How you ask?
What, 'Monumental Task?'
What, 'Avenue, Path, Trail, Road, or Direction?'
Is there anything you can do for protection?
From Satan?
Who's always awaiting?
...
Doctor Ricky's got the Cure to take Dem, Der, Blues away!
Just do like I do and marry your Pen!
Amen!
...
What?
Yes!
Journal it!
Extinguish it with ink and not blood like I did in 2006!
Rip off your...
'Skin of Pain' and pump no new blood into your...
"Weathered of Vain!'
Take your 'Sorry Corpse' and go get...
A FUCKING DIVORCE!
{Of Course!}
...
I do it all the time and look how far I hath come?
I no longer wet my bed nor suck my Thumb!
Take this Prescription from Doctor Ricky 1024 and give it a fill!
Free up all the Grief and Depressions with just, one, pill!
...
Yes!
Free up all the Grief and Depressions!
That's it!
Swallow it down, let it rest on the 'Bottom of Your *Crest!
And call me in the mourning!
When that is gone too!
And, I guarantee relief!
Take this advice from someone who has been there and done that!
Kill the Beast!
Like me!
A 'Latter Day Saint Priest!'
Approximate Word Count: 459.
| Author Notes |
*Crest: The Soul.
"Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ, Fan Story and Tom the Administrator, Fan Art Review, this amazing, as well as, talented Artist and Writer, 'cleo85' and her incredible Picture, " |
By Ricky1024
"Within A Moment of Madness!"
Written on August 14th, 2018
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Note:"This would be my fifth and last child."
...
"When God gives you Heartache, with Heartache...
"Sometimes comes Redemption."
(Theology 40.09)
The birth year was 1985 .
The month was September. .
And, the day the 30th.
Now, according to our clock of Chronicle and Logical order of children being born.
(Through my Carolyn Richmond's Family Tree.
It is girl, girl, girl, boy, and finally...
Girl?
...
Now, the first two born where stepdaughters.
(Nicole Megan first and then Kyle Erin)
The third was my first child, Corrine Alexis Smrkovsky.
And then, our first and only Son Jason Richard
Followed only Ten Months later...
And the last...
Would be Dana Alyse?
...
As far as I could remember, the weather was clear that day in the morning.
(When my wife Carolyn's water broke)
It was about Nine AM. 9 in the morning.
And, there would be no breakfast or work.
...
I said...
"We're off on the Garden State."
"It sure would be great!"
"We don't want to be late!"
...
"So we arrived at Community Memorial Hospital in Tom's River New Jersey around Ten AM.
Note: "I'm already an old hat at this."
"And, this would be the third verse."
(Iwould Witness)
To Be Continued later today.
Dr Ricky 1024.
...
| Author Notes |
"Special thanks goes out first to Heavenly Father and his son Jesus the Christ, FanStory and Tom the Administrator, Fan Art Review, this amazing as well as talented artist and writer, 'Dr.Ricky 1024, and his incredible picture...
'Family" |
By Ricky1024
"Terrifying Disturbances" {A}
Written on August 28th, 2018
By Doctor Ricky 1024
**<>**<>**<>Copyrite Fan Story 2018<>**<>**<>**
Once, and Only Once...
Upon a Time...
Upon a Moment of My Conception...
Life for Me...
Was Headed in a Different Kind of *Direction?
...
Will there be 'Angelic Protection?'
Will there be, for me, a possible, 'Resurrection?'
Will there be a moment, lost in Time when I can finally see and sense...
My Reflection?
A Time of, 'Collection?'
Of My Soul?
...
Yes, Life hath taken a New Direction!
Taken a Fair amount of my and added to my Pain...
My Shame..
Transference of Thoughts from my Brain!
And, left behind an empty, as well as, circular Emptiness.
For, someone like me?
First lost the Only Son in '03 and then...
The Only Wife in '03 and then...
Then, it almost took...
Me?
Keep Reading...
...
"More Terrifying and Disturbing Disturbances!" {B}
"Where, 'Angels' go...
"Trouble Follows?"
"Where, 'Angels' go...
"Bump in the Night...
"The Night Bumps Back!"
{Theology 41.04}
...
Lord God, won't You lay me down to Sleep?
I pray to You, my Soul to keep?
And, If I shall die, Die Before I Awake!
...
My only Son Jason, has taken a **Lullabye?
Why Lord god did You take Him?
You Lied!!!
And, no more shall He See?
See, the 'Light of Day!'
My Dear Lord...
What now on Earth, Am I to do?
Without my Buddy ***Friend?"
Jay?
...
And Lord God, what about my Wife, Carolyn Ann Richmond
Harbach Smrkovsky?
After She too, was taken away...
That horrid of Horrible and fucking Day?
No more Carolyn and no more Jay?
...
Dear Ricky,
Listen and Listen close to these words...
"With all of Your Soul and Heart!"
"She went too!"
"To be with Her Jay!"
"She had to Depart!"
"Depart to be!"
"To Be or Not to Be?"
"That is Your Question?"
"As you are now headed in a New but Better Direction!"
"Okay?"
"With Your and Her, Jay...
...
Confused, I drop the pen?
What now?
Can I write with?
What now, can't write anymore?
{Using now the 'Blood of My Soul!'}
...
But Lord God?
Why Her, too?
"Are You Brain damaged like your Son, Jay?"
"She's no longer here!"
"She went into the Sun!"
"To be with Her only Son!"
"She is now a 'Sun Goddess!'
"Her Hair's Ablaze!"
"Her Eyes are as Red as FIRE!"
"And, She can spit FLAMES!"
"With each and every Name She CALLS!"
"Look over There!"
"She's no longer alive because She lost herself."
Yes?
I ask.
...
"Well you can bet that She scared them all away."
"A Sure Bet!"
"Nothing more now Ricky, that I can say but just Pray...
...
Creepy?
I Ponder.
'Sun Goddess?'
Sounds like, a FUCKING 'Sun Demon!"
{To be Continued}
Approximate Word Count :545.
| Author Notes |
"Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ, Fan Story and Tom the Administrator, Fan Art Review, this talented Artist and Writer, 'cleo 85, ' and her picture...
"The creepy Touch" |
By Ricky1024
"Gasteracantha!"
(Capturing Reality)
Written on September 6th, 2018
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Pins and needles...
Needles and syringes?
Take one out?
Then?
Stick one in!
Such a silly Sin!
"Gasteracantha!"
...
99 Bottles of Arsenic on a Wall?
99 Bottles of Arsenic....
Let's drink um all!
Open one up?
Down one in!
All such a silly Sin?
"Gasteracantha!"
...
I've had enough of drugging and boozing!
Tired of always losing!
Maybe, Suicide is the way?
Never tried that...
No way!
Note: "In the United States the 'A Rate' is the highest in teenage women."
"If you or you know someone contemplating Suicide...
(Been there done that there times)
"Please get help by call 9-11 or the Suicide Prevention Hot Line."
There's one in every major city.
Thanks!
24.
| Author Notes | Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ, Fan Story and Tom the Administrator, Fan Art Review, this amazing as well as talented artist and writer, 'cleo 85' and her creepy picture, "Gasteracantha!" |
By Ricky1024
Warning: The author has noted that this contains the highest level of violence.
"Wence There Was He?"
Written on September 12th, 2018 At the Hard Rock Hotel and Casino in Atlantic City, New Jersey.
By Doctor Ricky 1024
(A Dedicated Poem)
Wence There Was He?
No more shall I ever see?
No more shall I touch?
My Lord God, I miss Jay do Much.
...
Wence There Was He?
Lord, are there any benefits left inside of me?
Am I alive or am I dead?
Visions of...
FUCKING SUGARLESS NIGHTMARES....
Now dance in my *Head!
...
Please Lord, won't You please?
Send back my Jay and eradicate this Horrid Disease?
Take away the notions of that **March and not May?
May I, can I, before I cry?
Have just a moment of silence and Peace before I die?
| Author Notes |
*Head:
"When you lose your only son or any child, you eventually lose your mind." **March: "On March 31st, 2003 my only son Jason was involved, as a passenger, in a car accident." The Ford Mustang raced at Atco Raceway in Atco, New Jersey was driven by a mentally ill and suicidal demon named Brian Cole ." Brian who was on a drug for serious Depression called 'Effexor' was dead set on death!" "As a member of the local 'High School Suicide Club,' took my son for the ride of his life." "And' to learn more about 'Organ-Tissue Donations' simply contact my dear friend." "Lara S. Moretti the L. S. W. with... "The Gift of Life." Philadelphia, Pennsylvania at 1-800- DONORS-1" "And, thanks from the bottom of my broken Heart and my son Jason's donated Heart." |
By Ricky1024
Warning: The author has noted that this contains the highest level of violence.
"Despicable Me!" (A)
Written on September 17th, 2018
By Doctor Ricky 1024
"Despicable Me!"
Lost my only family!
First?
The only Son!
And, then?
The only wife!
Lord oh, Lord God!
Won't you please?
Please just take my Lousy Life?
Won't you please?
Lord just send some deadly disease?
"Despicable Me!"
...
Coffins lid CLOSED!
And, Darkened Clouds of Gray en Spirits laugh!
Laugh at me?
"Despicable Me!"
...
But suddenly?
Coffin's Lid OPENS?
Only Sunny Skies of Blue and a beautiful Rainbow comes into view?
...
What?
No more Gray en or Graven Spirits laugh?
Laugh with Glee at me?
For Dear Lord God?
I'm back!
Can't you see?
Oh, no more...
"Despicable Me!"
"Sunny Skies of Blue and Beautiful Rainbows Too!" (B)
Written on September 17th, 2018
No more Grieving and Gray en Spirits!'
Nor Darkening clouds for me!
Because finally the Lord has set me free!
And, no more do I wish to die!
Or curse the Lord!
Or continue to cry!
...
No more shall I allow myself to be or not to be...
Depressed with Depressing and Painful thoughts!
No more shall I allow 'Cursed Thoughts' to course this poet veins!
Now, there will be and Always be, only beautiful words that I can now pen!
Beautiful words like God and Amen!
...
Yes, 'Sunny and Blue Skies.'
And Colorful Rainbows of all Hues...
Now follow me...
...
Coffin's Lid OPENS!
And, Why?
Because God finally set me free!
Free to again be me!
Free to finally appreciate why...
Why the Lord wouldn't allow me to *Die...
Approximate Word Count: 266.
| Author Notes |
*Die:
"To perish, desist, pass away." "On December 1st, 2006 over Eight, Years, Ago... "This Depressed Writer decided to take His very Life." "With a Seven, Inch, Serrated, Steak, Knife to the Heart... "Twice and then?" "Thrice to the 'Right An tier Side' of his neck." "Failing to hit the 'Jugular' but piercing the Heart Valve." "Then consuming an entire bottle of 'De pa coat." "If you or your other, are continplating.. 'Suicide." {Like I did} ... "Simply reach out... "Like I did... "And, call 9-11." "Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus the Christ, Fan Story and Tom the Administrator, Fan Art Review, this amazing... {As well as talented Artist and Writer} 'Doctor Ricky 1024,' and his incredible Picture... "Despicable Me!" |
By Ricky1024
"The Night My Fright Came Out to Dine?"
Written on September 17th, 2018
Part Number One
"The Beginning of the End"
{A Dedication}
By Doctor Ricky 1024.
****** Copy Write Fan Story 2018 ******
"Doctor?"
"Yes, Nurse?"
Note: The Operation was a Complete Success.
...
"The Operation Doctor Williams, was a complete success!"
"Yes, I know Nurse Miller.
"I had a great team."
"We harvested enough to save *Four Lives."
"Luckily, the Victim Mister Jason Richard Smrkovsky."
"Was extremely healthy but so, so, young?"
"Yes, I know Doctor."
"Such as Pity...
"And, such a shame...
Three, Days, Earlier...
...
March 30th, 2003.
"Honey?"
"Yes, Ricky my Love?"
"Jason skipped work again at DeFiglio's Markets again today?"
"I didn't wait for Him at the Bus Stop because it wasn't raining."
"But Dear, again no Show?"
"Ricky, He's probably just 'Sowing His Oates."
"You know how teenagers are these days."
"He's only Eighteen...
End of Part Number One!
Part Number Two.
"He's Only Eighteen?"
Later Today...
24.
| Author Notes |
"Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ, Fan Story and Tom the Administrator, Fan Art Review, this Amazing and talented Artist-Writer..
'cleo85,' and her incredible Picture... "The Tortured Face of Nature" |
By Ricky1024
"The Welcoming"
Written on October 25th, 2018
By Doctor Ricky 1024
*** Copywrite C. Fan Story 2018***
The house rested deep within a Glen as if purposely?
No one lived there...
{As Thought}
And, no one lived within miles of this Dark and Gloomy Place!
Townsfolk said...
"Never Go There and Beware!"
{No matter What!}
...
Rumor had it that 'An Evil Person' lived there possibly a Witch?
There but later, Never?
...
Note: "During a period of 'Twenty-Two Years.'
"From 1638 to 1660."
"Children from age Four to Ten...
"Were never seen again!"
Never Again...
To be...
"Seen?"
...
People suspected "Foul Play'' but the Townsfolk in charge dissagreed?
Dissagreed that something in the Far and Deep Western Section of the Forrest...
Where there lies a Glen...
"Hidden and Nestled deep in the Pines...
Where there is no 'Blue Sky.'
Was taking them?
And, this is where the Story Begins...
****
"It's a Sunny Enough of Day...
Smack in the Middle of the Month of November...
(As Much As I dare or share to Remember!)
Sunny enough but Bitter, Bitter, Cold?
And then?
As I continue with ..
'This Silver Cross Pen.'
Hope and Cross My Heart...
And Hope not to Die?
...
Molly Pritchard whom was only, six, years, old...
Was walking home all alone?
...
Note:"Way back then there was no School House."
This was suppossed to be an Ordinary and Normal Day but...
The Next Day...
...
"The Day that the Child Named Molly Went Away!"
{Chapter Number One}
That was November 5th,
1638.
The Beginning...
The Beginning of the End?
Molly resisted but Fate persisted!
And, like all the previous and following little Children?
The would all soon be?
Exactly like Molly?
...
She came, as always, along that old trail...
Deemed safe?
Sometimes the same but this time a little different...
Trail?
...
The Old Woman would walk that trail...
(What seemed for hours)
Once she saw what she needed?
She would strike like a Cat!
And her victim?
No more or less than a Rat in Her Trap!
Yes, (A Child) she would Stalk and Trap!
SNAP!
...
The Unwary Victim would be carefully subdued and placed in Her Wicker Basket on her back!
(FUC**** Give Me A Heart Attack!)
Yes!
And, the Prize?
Would unconsciously hang off her back, trapped in Her Wicker Basket...
For the Long Journey back...
On that Old Witch's Crooked Back!
"A Tisket a Tasket, Got Me a Snack of Fresh Meat in Me Basket!"
...
Once there at The Old Shack in the Glen...
She would begin...
Begin her Evil Ritual...
Begin her Evil Deed...
Yes Indeed...
"Bubble and Brew, Boil that Stew!"
(Chapter Number Two)
Yes Molly was the first child.
And, the townsfolk in charge denied it as if the child was taken by some wild beast?
(To say the least)
That was1638 as two years would pass slowly...
Everything seemed almost all right but on September 30th, 1640 another unwary child would disappear?
...
'The Woodsman' hunted for meat to sell to the villagers.
To sell the Beast of Boar, the Beast of Bear and sometimes deer.
(Whatever was plentiful)
...
WhIle this was happening, Dana would watch and learn.
Victor realised a future 'Huntsman?'
But Dana (Whom was also only six years old)
Has also decided to follow the similar trail that Molly had previously.
Another trail back to the house where 'Evil 666' existed.
...
Where they would talk....
Talk about the seven other children.
Dana also turned up lost.
...
Note: "Dana was the only child and a Carbon Copy of the father Victor."
...
Frustrated, The Huntsman's wife Hazel stated...
"Do not come back to this house without our son!"
...
So, he sworeand vowed not to return without their child. Victor decided to take the Journey and the task alone.
For, the Townsfolk again in charge denied any wrong doings?
...
Victor spat at the foot of them and decided to try to piece the puzzle together himself.
Three long weeks had passed until...
A Clue!
Victor found the first clue!
It was one of Dana's shoes!
It had apparently fell out of the old woman's wicker basket.
...
"A Tisket...
"A Tasket...
Or A Biscuit?
...
Time paralyzed and for Victor?
It was not in his favor.
So, he increased his Trek deeper....
Ever so deeper into the forest when suddenly?
...
"The Cabin in the Glen" (Chapter Number Three)
Nestled and hidden by Pine the Old Cabin in the Glen slowly emerged as if in a Dream or Nightmare?
And, as he approaches?
He sensed an Evil...
"An Evil Presence?"
When suddenly!
SNAP!!!
"Damn it!"
"A trap!"
"A Bear Trap!"
And, it encompassed his left ankle!
...
"Careless!"
He thought as he struggled.
But the bear trap was too strong and Victor passed out?
...
Now time passed...
(Which seemed an Eternity)
And when he awoke?
He was bound by the Trap still and now in a strange and darkened room?
(As if His Tomb!)
And, as he thought?
"Could this be my tomb and the End of me?
The Trap was still bearing down and his ankle was most definitely broken!
Broken and bloodied!
...
He gnashed his teeth together and gathered new Strength but again was defeated?
"What the FUC*!"
And, that was when he heard the first of the noise?
First, a whimper and then another?
...
"Daddy?"
"Daddy help me?"
"Daddy!"
Yes, it was Dana and he knew exactly what he had now to do!
So, again he grabbed hold but this time with each end of the old, rusted, trap!
And, as he held his breath?
There was a 'Mighty Crack!'
The trap was now Unsprung along with his broken ankle!
...
Tired and weak, he crawled to the door.
And, this is when he noticed a slight light underneath.
Tired, he crawled closer to the crack in the door where there was light.
His only son was still sobbing.
So he burst through the feeble, Oak, door and fell to the floor!
Seeing this the Old Witch grabbed the Iron Poker and thrust it twice into The Huntsman's Gullet!
Out spewed the previous day's meal!
Frusrtrated, he Back-Handed her with his right fist!
"Do not resist!"
He warned.
But again she came?
So, he grabbed a piece of firewood from the fireplace and dispersed the Wicked Witch across her feeble back!
CRACK!
But this time it was the Evil Witch's Back!
...
A low mutter and murrmer came forth.
The Wicked Witch went down and when she tried to move he hit her again with all his might!
And, as he picked up his son Dana, he walkedout and as he looked back...
Back at the Cabin in the Woods of the Glen?
He swore that he never would return again?
The End?
Now, as the Beaten And Evil Witch's Corpse lay rotting on the Cabin's floor...
Beaten to A Pulp...
Death grinned and was satisfied?
But while and unknownst to The Huntsman?
An 'Unknown Presence' took it all in!
as if under a spell?
To be continued in the second book...
"The Welcoming ll"
(Chapter Number One)
"As if Under a Spell!"
Written on October 27, 2018
Many, many, more years hath passed since the 'Witch Incident.'
The Huntsman's Son, 'Dana' had grown into a fine, young, man.
Victor had passed away in 1652.
Dana was the new 'Huntsman' supplying the small village with the Beast of Boar and Bear.
Which he would trap and snare.
...
The year was 1660 and Twenty- Two years hath passed without as much as. Wimper.
Many more children walked that path in the woods to the teacher's house.
Without an incident.
Yes, the town prospered and grew...
Grew to be known as...
'Willow Glen Grove.'
Meanwhile back at The Old House in the Glen...
...
She was Willing...
She was Capable and ready...
Ready to continue...
Continue her 'New Legacy?'
Note:
"The little girl back in 1640 was now Tweny Six.
After, 'The Woodsman Incident,' all alone with no place to go...
She stayed in that Old House, nestled deep in the woods...
In the far Western End of the Forrest and Glen...
She stayed for days, just staring at the Rotted Corpse of the Old Evil and now Dead Witch.
(Decripid and Wasting)
And, she ate...
Ate of it!
For there was nothing else for a little girl of only age Six, to do?
And, as she ate and ate her fill...
Something odd was happening inside?
The 'Soul' of this Evil Entity attached itself?
And, as it did?
A Daughter was born!
Rebirth in the 'Evilest Way!'
And, her name was Elveria!
...
"The Welcoming II"
(Chapter Number Two)
"To Glorify Thee?"
Later...
24.
| Author Notes | "Special thanks goes out first to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ, Fan Story and Tom the Administrator, Fan Art Review, this Amazing and talented Artist,'photopeb,' and their incredible picture,"HideAway" |
By Ricky1024
Warning: The author has noted that this contains the highest level of violence.
"Touching Reality?"
Written October 29th, 2018
By Doctor Ricky1024
Copyright FanStory C. 2018
"The Department of Labor estimates indicate that 3.3 to 9.4% of the over Fifteen population."
(On an average day)
"Work at an Organization for no pay."
"And unfortunately, Females, People over the age of 65, and those with more Formal Educations...
"Are most likely to Volunteer."
(Psychology Today)
...
"What would you do if you saw somebody suffering to the extreme?"
"And.not in a nightmare or dream?"
"But in reality?"
...
"The recent 'Horrific Pennsylvania Synagogue' shootings...
(Which killed at least 11 people and injured another half a dozen)
"Is more than a prime example of what's wrong with the World this day."
...
'the Associated Press' stated Eleven Faltalies and Six injuries."
"And, Four of the Six injured were police officers."
"Three of whom were shot."
...
"According to the Pittsburgh Public Safety Department and according to the U.S. Today newspaper."
"On October 28th 2018, Robert Bowers 46 who had been identified as a subject, this past Saturday, at the Pittsburgh 'Tree of Life Synagogue,' was most likely extremely sick."
"President Trump quoted that this is a 'Prime Example' of why we need to reinstate, 'The Death Penalty.'
...
"Yes, The subject Robert Powers age 46 have been identified as a suspect in Saturday's horrific mass shooting at the Pittsburgh Synagogue."
(According to a Law Enforcement Official."
"Police." estimate Powers burst into ' The Tree of Life Congregation Synagogue' and screamed...
'All Jews must Die!'
...
"After taking him into custody...
"And after his Rampage had been fulfilled...
"After he had killed at least Eleven...
"And injuring. Six...
"Three of which were shot and included police officers...
Wwithin what's called the Tree of Life Congregation Synagogue in Squirrel Hill...
"Pittsburgh, Pennsylvania."
"Which is known for a predominantly Jewish area...
"After yelling...
"All Jews must Die and other anti-Semitic epithets...
"Where there was over One Hundred Jewish People...
(One killed was a 98 year old woman)
And, during a naming of a child....
...
"My question is this."
"Is this not the beginning or an continuous Facade?"
"An Everlasting Curse?"
"And, if this is not the Beginning nor the End?"
...
"From the 'Beginning of Time.'
"Mankind hath always been aggressive and when it came to resolving issues?"
"Force is usually the answer!"
"But my next question is...
"But why can't there be another answer?"
"And, is Education the Key?"
"And, is it the Key needed in the early development of a child?"
"To prevent situation such as this 'Bowers Situation?'
"Or, such as '9-11 Twin Towers?'
...
"In closing, I will leave you with this...
"9-11" Twin Towers."
"God, no more pain for too many flowers?"
Approximate Word Count: 456.
| Author Notes |
"Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ, FanStory and Tom The Administrator, Fan Art Review, this Amazing, as well as Talented, Artist and Writer, 'Doctor Ricky 1024' and his Incredible picture...
"Horrific' Pa. Synagogue Shorting Kills at Least 11" |
By Ricky1024
'9-11! God Help Me?"
Written November 12th, 2018 At The Hotel and Casino Tropicana Atlantic City,
New Jersey
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright FanStory C. 2018
"All Rights Reserved"
"Once, 'Within the Human Sub-Processors of the Human Mind.'
"Something may go wrong."
(Theology 41.21)
"It all started out innocently enough, with the decision to again go back to Atlantic City, New Jersey."
"And, of course, I would need a night or two stay."
"So, I picked my...
'Used to Be?'
Tropicana Hotel and Casino
"To call my New home?"
"But, little did I know I would no longer soon be alone?"
"He's Lurking Ricky!"
"Shut up Demon!"
...
"So, after a pleasant evening.,
"I decided to hit the boards and take care of a little business with my friend Samuel Nathan."
(He and Twin Brother Eli)
"Both own 'Multi- Million Dollar Antiques Stores"
"On the Atlantic City.....
New Jersey Boardwalk."
...
"Now since Samuel was on the way to Florida, I decided to call him and wish Samuel a safe trip."
"I talked to his twin brother Eli and we did a business deal."
...
"Which worked out quite."
"I bought some jewelry as 'Stocking Stuffers."
"Just some Christmas stuffers in the amount of about $900.00."
(For my daughter Dana)
"The usual earrings, necklace, a ring, and a bracelet."
(All in yellow tone)
...
"Satisfied, I decided it was time to get back?"
"I needed to check out of my first room and recheck into a new room in my Daughter Dana's name."
(No tub)
...
"Now, before I could make my second night Dream?"
"Come true?"
(Which is today)
"And, that was when the Shi*."
"Hit the fan!"
(Pardon my potty mouth!)
...
"Yes, it all first started with the transfer from the Nineth floor to Floor Number Fourteen."
"Which worked out quite fine except I forgot to get my belongings out of Room 1909!"
...
"Now, since I've been through that before...
"I called security."
"They tell me to go up to 19th Floor with my proper identification."
"So, I'm waiting for about Fifteen minutes?"
(Nobody shows up?)
"So, I again go back downstairs to call Security again?"
"And, they said you're not checked into room 1909 anymore."
"And you have to get that cleared from the manager at the lobby."
...
"That's when I meet?"
'Mr. FUC**** Tubb of Lard!'
(Excuse my potty language!)
"He again tells me that, that Room that I had checked out of and everything in there."
"Is not consider mine now but 'Lost and Found?'
"So, in other words, I would have to wait till somebody else checks into the room where all my lost things...
"Now would be lost by me brcome found by them!"
"And, they could put them in their pocket books, wallats, and their luggage!"
...
"Whatever, I only have a $180.00 Vietnamese-Pink, beautiful, dancing jacket that I had just purchased at Kohls."
"And, other nice clothes and things!"
"A few things in the fridge...
"Doesn't matter that much to him...
"So, I said...
...
"What will happen now is you have 15 minutes to get me up to my room!"
(So I can get my items)
"Or, I'm calling the Atlantic City Police Department!"
"And, I will make sure I get them!"
"What?"
"Yes, the police!"
"And, they would make sure I have my items but?"
"It seems like Security and the manager are on the wrong page!"
...
"And, Security and the Desk Manager are two-sided idiots!"
"In the tune that when I said I wanted to talk to security and now all of a sudden it wasn't a problem but Mr.Tubby made it!!!
...
"So, after working that out, me and Security go up to the room?"
"But his card Key won't work?"
"The nice, security, man that told me the Door Lock System's batter was going!"
"Going, I Replied.
"Yes, I complied by showings my ID but the battery in the Locking System is dead!"
...
"So, instead of when he put his Security card in and it turned Green?"
My eyes were turning Bright Red!!!"
Stay tuned!
24.
| Author Notes |
"Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ, FanStory and Tom the Administrator, Fan Art Review, this Amazing as well as Talented Artist and Writer...
'Doctor Ricky1024, and His Incredible Picture... "Tropicana Hotel and Casino" |
By Ricky1024
Warning: The author has noted that this contains the highest level of sexual content.
"Miss Hemlock Tea!"
(Warning Poisonous!)
Written November 12th, 2018
By Doctor Ricky1024
Copyright FanStory C. 2018
"All Rights Reserved"
"She's from 'Planet Janet' where she used to tend...
"BAR!"
"And, All her customers loved her so...
"Far!"
"Very, very, much?"
"That they came and came...
"So very, very, far!"
"Captain Kirk, Sulu, Doctor Spock!"
"They all came to drink so much?"
"Their Ship the 'Enterprise.' they had to Hock!"
...
"But now she's back where she belongs with me...
"Tending and sending my Broken Heart into a Tilly...
"This flower from far, far, above...
"Any alcoholic would love!"
...
"Oops!"
"There she goes again back to Planet Janet to get all the babes Drunk?!
"As a Skunk!"
"Why do you think Spock goes there?"
"Because on 'Planet Vulcan' the women suck there!"
Note: 'This poem is 'Spoctologically, and Spoctological, Logically Logical!"
"Which is?"
"Quite?"
'Enterprising!'
Approximate Word Count: 150.
| Author Notes |
"Special thanks for out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ, FanStory and Tom the Administrator, Ocean Club Hotel and Casino, Fan Art Review, this Amazing, as well as, Incredible Artist and Writer....
'Doctor Ricky1024,' and his Incredible picture... "Just Angela tending Her Bar" "And, Angela the Angel tending bar " |
By Ricky1024
"Spheres of Past Lives"
Written November 13th, 2018
By Doctor Ricky1024
"All Rights Reserved"
"Life is cast and just passed existence to come."
(Theology 41.24)
...
"Lurking within the 'Immortal Heart' lies Life!"
"While existing within the 'Unknown and InHumane Heart?'
"Lies Death!'
"So reviewer, Come now with Me!"
"On My Personal Quest!"
...
"And, great Patience Ye Shalmeth need?"
"For you must pass through?' 'The Veil of Forgetfulness!'
"Now Damn it!"
"Stop complaining and take this test!"
"Sorry, Ricky."
...
"Okay, have you ever felt like you lived?"
"Like once before?"
"Or have you decided that after somebody had possibly almost took you away and you...
Mmm"You have a 'Life Threatening experience?"
"And, as a result?"
"You temporarily left your Mortal body?"
"Yes!"
...
"And, have you almost died and was living in wait for an opportunity for a Human Donation such as a Heart and lung?"
"Yes."
...
"Well then?"
"Now come with me and take my hand?"
"So that I can offer to you FanStory arevi
"And, take You to my very, very, Special place!"
...
"Now follow the light!"
"The Amazing Light!"
"And, now reviewer?""
...
"You should look the.first, to the left and then to the right!"
"Got it?!'
" Okay, now what do you see?"
"Blackness everywhere?"
"Correct!"
...
"Now up ahead?"
I asked.
"I see light but not yellow but ah...
"Red instead?"
"Yes and it's touching me!"
...
"Ricky?"
"Yes?"
"Now what?"
"Keep going to the Green and then Yellow and finally to...
...
"Reviewer?"
"Do you see?"
"See the color Blue?"
"Yes Ricky Brilliant Blue!"
"But why Ricky do you ask?"
"Because that means that you're dead."
"But why Ricky?"
"Why did I die?"
"Well that's another story or subject to come."
...
"Let's just say sometimes 'Shit hits the Fan.'
'Fanstorian."
"And, it happens to the best of us...
"Most of the rest of us...
"This you need now to understand."
...
"So now smile!'
"Because your on my Son Jason's turf."
"And, Heaven is calling!"
...
"Wow Ricky!"
"Am I now a Celebrity?"
"Well believe it or not?"
"I used to hear that all the time and the answer is yes!"
...
"And know reviewer?"
"Are You okay?"
"Yes Ricky."
"Then now take a ticket from that guy. they call...
'Saint Peter.'
"And, that's what they call...
'The Pearly Gates!'
...
"And now?"
"My name is Ricky and yes yours is Bill.'
"l need your name?"
"Reviewers."
"And lastly?"
"When I was on Earth?"
"The place of all 'Human Kinds birth..
"I too had to follow and touch the color of Blue."
"Gotcha Ricky."
..
"Am I still...
"Recovering from an illness Ricky?"
"Yep but that's okay."
"Just give me a call in the morning reviewer or after you come down with your new Life?"
"But in the meantime?"
"You may think I'm out of my head but sorry to saythis to you but you and me?"
"Well...
"We now are still *Dead?"
| Author Notes |
*Dead:
"To pass away, perish, die." "On March 31st, 2003 and unfortunately for me." "My son Jason Richard was in an accident." "A Car Accident and as a passenger?" "Diven by a young man named Brian Cole?" "In a Ford Mustang that was raced at Atco, New Jersey?" "And Yes, A boy who was mentally ill and out of his mind." "And yes, on the medication called Effexor." "And, as a result?" "They had to extract Brian with?" 'The Jaws of LIFE." "While a Fireman was smashing the window to pull my son out." (Jason was Comatosed) ... "They were both put on gurneys and loaded in a helicopter." Brian was conscious and alert and in the helicopter on the way to the hospital?" "In Atlantic City, New Jersey?" "My son had a Heart Attack and of course they brought him back." ... "And to learn more about 'Organ-Tissue Donations.' "Simply contact my dear friend Lara S. Moretti the L.S.W. with... 'The Gift of Life.' "Philadelphia, Pennsylvania." "At 1-800 DONORS-1." "and thanks from the bottom of my Broken Heart and my son Jason's Donated Heart... ... "Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ, FanStory and Tom the Administrator, Fan Art Review, this Amazing Artist 'avmurry,' and her Incredible Picture... "Diving into Another World" |
By Ricky1024
"InCuRsIoN!"
Written November 2nd, 2018
By Doctor Ricky1024
Copyright FanStory C.2018
"All Rights Reserved"
"Though bruised 'Pole of Point's Empty.'
"And, with...
'Dreamed and Divine Memories.'
"Which are stretched wide."
"As, 'Blackened Clouds Sunburst Red.'
"And yes now as lonely 'Coffin Lids Clap?'
(Lke never before!)
"Caught in the Grasp of "Unreality...
"Thunder and Lightning clasps torrent activity!"
...
"For this is the way it is supposed to be!"
"Like Silent Hill's beckoning.. "Ever so ill...
"Purposely, rinses off the Chill...
"But Fate handily adjusts?"
"Ashes to Ashes and Dust to Dust!"
...
"Tis Fate but Everlasting Destiny?"
"Or Shalmeth She?"
"Foreth, I have Dinner?"
...
"As it laughs and celebrates...
"Perhaps, once agonies are collected again?"
****
"For Fears respond willingly!"
"Sleep Deprivation well...
"Oh well, I got to go time...
Time...
...
"Well, got nothing better than that..
"Seems like somebody went to Hell?"
"Toxic Tonic?"
"No!"
"Hell?"
"For, the Lord below, Satan handles Grace and its upon your face?"
...
"Yes, for you are more fortunate than me!"
"A continued Testing Structure?"
"Llving in Agony!"
"Living in Doom and Gloom!,
"Constant Rebellion from Hell?"
"For, can you not see?"
"See the swollen and stolen?"
"Stolen and confused!"
"Comatosed and abused!"
...
"I miss you so badly!"
"Time will correct it please?"
"For, never forget me?"
"I have loved you...
*So...
| Author Notes |
*So:
"This is dedicated to those whom suffered from a loss of a child like me... "And, to Learn More about 'Organ-Tissue Donations.' "Simply contact my dear friend Lara S. Moretti the L.S.W. with ' The Gift of Life.' Philadelphia, Pennsylvania at... "1-800- DONORS-1." ... "And, thanks from the Bottom of my Broken Heart and My Son Jason's Donated Heart... "Special thanks goes out first, as Always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ, FanStory and Tom the Administrator, Fan Art Review, this Amazing, as well as Talented Artist and Writer, 'Sick Lee Shia' and his Incredible picture... "Hurt & Bleeding" Jason Richard Smrkovsky November 5th, 1984~ March 31st, 2003 Organs Donated on April 1st, 2003 (April Fools Day) Carolyn Ann Richmond Harbach Smrkovsky December 6th, 1952~ November 23rd, 2003. |
By Ricky1024
"Time, Reflected In Modern Images" (A)
Written December 25th 2018
By Doctor Ricky1024
Copyright FanStory C. 2018
(All Rights Reserved)
"Within the Wisdoms of Modern Man's Minds...
"Semblance of Innocence Persists."
(Theology 45.77)
~~~~~~~2018~~~~~~~~
"Before man was even a Thought...
"A Flickering Flame of Semblance...
"He was created an image of the Father...
...
"And, as the Father reflected...
"Reflected and flexed his Powers...
"And, within an instant...
"The Heavens and Atmosphere...
"The Land and the Seas...
"Were cast!"
"And?"
"Many, many, things happened?"
"After a Breath of Fresh Air...
"A Single Tear...
"And, the Willingness to Create a new Planet...
"The Planet Earth...
"The place of all Human Beings Birth."
...
"And, Earth was crafted not from Blood, nor Sweat, nor bone...
"But Honed from an Innate Ability to want."
...
"Today, this day...
"We have survived many, many, things from...
"The Fall of the Dinosaurs and the Ice Age...
"To many, many, more."
...
"This hath hath taken many, many, Eons and man is still learning but forever yearning."
"Learning and yearning for all?"
"Time, Reflected in So Many Fears?" (B)
"Since the Dawn of Mankind...
"After the Creation of all things...
"From Animal, Fish, Fowl, Insect, Reptile, and Human Beings...
"Man hath Ruled this planet of Earth...
"The place of all Humankind's...
"Birth."
...
"He has fought his way through and been able to Survive...
"Survive the Many Tears and the Many Fears?"
"Fears that persists from the hunting of the Beast to being hunted by the Beast."
...
"The Fear is ever eminent and near."
"We stay Armed...
"We wear Protection..
"We Stalk and are Persistant but...
...
"We War...
"We Rape...
"We Thieve and Murder...
"But the Beast is always in the back of Man's MIND."
...
"For one day and one day soon...
"Sooner than Imagined...
"There may not be any more...
"Humankind?"
"Time is Running Out?"
| Author Notes |
"Special thanks goes out first, as Always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ, FanStory and Tom the Administrator, Fan Art Review, this Talented and Amazing Artist, 'cleo85,' and her Incredible picture...
"Time is Running Out" |
By Ricky1024
Warning: The author has noted that this contains the highest level of language.
"Pearl E. Gates"
Written November 22, 2218
"Could life so possibly be?"
"As simple as simple could be"
"To be or Knot but a Bunch of FUC****Snot...
"To be...
"Now that is the Question 'Fanstorian Reviewers?"
...
"Now Eli and Samuel Nathan are Identical Twins.
"About 55 years old?"
"But since they compete on a Boardwalk in Atlantic City, New Jersey....
"Only yards Away...
"With multi Million Dollar Merchandise!!!
...
Eli calls his brother Samuel,
"Either your brother or my cousin!"
"Number one, In a 'Czech,'
and number two In not of the 'Jewish Faith.'
"Number three?"
"I'm neither Jewish, a Twin, or am worthily Rich in what I call...
"Worthless and Immaterial Objects!"
...
"As a 'Latter Day Saint Priest.'
"With...
'The Latter Day Saint Church of Jesus Christ.'
"I neither deal with 'eum nor want them for 'Profit or Gain!"
"My name isn't 'Rabbi, Rebbi, Eli, or Samuel!
"Yesterday it was 'Sucker,' but today?"
"It's 'Show Me My FUC**** $$$Money!!!'
'Money Talks and Bullshit Walks!'
*****
"The Proposal"
(Goods Stolen)
Written November 23, 2018
(My Goods)
1-(A) Three Hard Rock Pinned Ties. $100.00
1-(B) One Hard Rock Tie (Black with dots)
$ 20.00 and five pins. $80.00
Total $100.00.
StoLen!
2-Two 'MMA Fighter Tees.'
(Gifts to the Twins)
Other Non-Pinned Ties
3-One Black Box Cologne
Stolen!
4-Three Swarkowski Crystal Writting Implements
Two Stolen!
(Value $120.00)
5-(A) Flashing Red Light
$15.00
(B) Tripod Head Held Set
$100.00
5-Cell Phone Charger
$15.00
Stolen!.
5- Hess Collectable Truck
$25.00
5- Thomas Trains (Magnetic)
$40.00
....
"Jewlery"
1-One 'Roxy Cat Bank."
(Import France)
And, various Jewlery.
(Value $300.00)
2-Two 'Fancy Bracelets from, 'Borgota Gift Store' and various other Jewlery
(Watch's, Pins, Rings, Crosses, Key Chains)
(Value $450-500.00).
...
Other Pins Anchors, Sunglasses, Mexican Cross Skull, Gold Belt Buckle, And My Crucifix?
(Stolen!)
(Value $300.00)
Pair of Stacey Leather Dress Shoes
(Value $79.00)
1-'Hublot Swiss Chronograph Rare Gold and Black Watch.
Stolen!!!
(Value $51,000.00)
Grand Total
$52,629.00
| Author Notes |
"Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ, FanStory and Tom the Administrator, Fan Art Review, this Amazing and Talented Artist and Writer...
'Doctor Ricky1024, and his Incredible Picture... "Jade Lion" |
By Ricky1024
"Traveling at the Speed of Fright!"
Written on October 11th, 2018
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright Fan Story C. 2018
"All Rights Reserved"
"I'm traveling at the Speed of Light now!"
"But, Dorothy, there's, 'No Place Like Home!'
"Home, Home, on the Range!"
"Where the Pain and Depression Shall Play!"
"Where, seldom is heard...
"Nothing but, 'A Cursed of Word.'
"And, My Broken Heart is still Breaking?"
"All Day!"
...
"Ah, I'm finally arriving at, 'My Destination!'
"Absolutely, 'No Hesitation!'
"Ah, well just take, 'Take A Chill Pill.'
"Been here done that CRAP two times
"Hold On Tight!"
"Three, minutes, later...
...
"I'm on, 'The River Sythe' as 'The Grim Reaper of Death!'
"Awaits my Very, Last, Breath!"
"YES!"
"WE ARE DEFINATELY NOT HEADING IN A HEAVENLY DIRECTION!"
...
"He hath placed, 'Two Gold Coins' upon my eyes?"
"And, I can see still as I sneak a Peek!"
"You Will need those later, Meer Human!"
"To Enter The Gates of Hell!"
{Thunder Cracks!}
...
"Wow!"
"Look over there?"
"
| Author Notes |
"Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ, Fan Story and Tom the Administrator, Fan Art Review, this amazing and Talented Artist, 'CammyCards.'
"And, her Increible Picture, "Nightmare" |
By Ricky1024
"The Death of Me Way Bach in in 2003?"
Written November 28th, 2018
By Jason Richard Smrkovsky
Copyright C. FanStory 2018
"All Rights Reserved in Heaven Above"
(A Dedication)
"As I write to Thee...
"And, convey My words to Thee...
"How Shalleth can I Ever Explain?"
"Explain the Death of Me?"
...
"Yes, I maybe now gone...
"Gone With the Wind."
"Gone as I now must...
...
"Ashes to Ashes and Dust to Dust...
"And yes, I so Loved Thee...
"And to all whom now read My words...
...
"Grieve not or Shed a Single Tear...
"For yes I so Loved Thee...
"Loved Thee so...
"And, I'm so, so, sorry but I must depart and go...
....
"But with Destiny and Fate."
"I so now Shaeth wait...
"Wait for Thee...
"For an *Eternity...
| Author Notes |
*Eternity:
"November 5th 1984~ March 31st 2003~ Organs Donated on April 1st, 2003. (April Fools Day) ... "And to Learn more about 'Organ-Tissue Donations.' "Simply call my dear friend Lara S.Moretti The L.S.W. with... 'The Gift of Life." Philadelphia, Pennsylvania at 1-800-DONORS-1 ... "AND, thanks from the Bottom of My Broken Heart and My Son Jason's Donated Heart. ... "Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ, FanStory and Tom the Administrator, Fan Art Review, this Amazing and Talented Artist... 'photopeb' and her Incredible Picture. "Children and Pets" |
By Ricky1024
"Pestilence!"
{The Five Fingers of Death!}
Written on November 29th, 2018
By Doctor Ricky 1024
"They're coming to get you Barbara!"
"A quote from, 'Night of the Living Dead!'
(A 1960's movie by George Romero)
"And Yes!"
"They are coming to get you Barbara and Meia Sawyers!"
"And, also they're coming to get you Fanstorian Reviewers!"
...
"So review this bleeding and cracked featured piece!"
(To say the least!)
"And yes!"
"They creep, they cling, they swim, and even fly in the sky!"
"And?"
"They wait patiently for their next MEAL!,
"And, it doesn't matter if it's a dog, cat, or even you!"
"Because?"
"From fleas to ants to ticks to mosquitos, to the leeches and bees!"
"They are everywhere in the trenches and they're going to be a teaches you a lesson!"
"A lession in lesios!"
(Pic complements of 'cleo85')
...
"No Meia, before you take off on vacation to the Mountains?"
"Pact, 'Tick Repellant!' "Why?"
"Because they can and will
giveto you a 'Little Going Away Present!'
"You ask?
'Rocky Mountain Fever!'
"If you even dare!,
"If you even care?"
...
"And, after realizing this Barbara or Meia?"
"That they care coming to get you bboth!"
"For they are the Predator and you are the HOST!"
Ha, ha, HA!!!
****
"Yes, they are coming to get you Barbara and Meia and you, too!"
"What to do you ask?"
Shut down you Laptop!"
"NOW!"
"Because it can be something of a mess!"
"A Bloody Mess!"
(At best?)
...
"As measly as an ant...
(Red or Black)
"To a Nightmare?"
"They're everywhere!"
"To a Nightmare of Dream?"
"To Be or not to Be a victim?"
"And, the ones I hate the most?"
"The ones that visit and make you?"
'The Host!'
...
"And Yes!"
"I hate the most fleas and mosquitoes the most!"
"And, if get a bite?"
"Well you better go and scratch it!
"And, afterwards?"
"Catch it before they hatch it!"
"In YOU!"
****
"Now, my first 'Finger of Death?'
"Is actually my favorite and quite a lucky fellow?"
"And, why?"
(You ask?)
...
"Well...
"When they come a little close to you?"
"They may want to suck you up!
"And, take and take or give to you?"
(Like a vacuum cleaner!)
"And, without a minute of or 'Mynute Reflection?'
"An infection!"
...
"And, yes!"
(If you have or not guess it yet?"
"He or she?"
"And, when in a Lake or river?"
"It's Mr. And Mrs. Leach!"
"And, all your precious Blood?'
...
"They'll suck it away and turn your infection from yellow and black to your normal skin color of pink!"
(I think?)
"So' yes Leeches are used in the medical field!,
...
"Now, My Second Finger is actually my most hated because I just might invite...
"Invite all throughout the night...
"With all my might...
"For you to scratch!,
"And, if you get just one, lousy, one on you?"
...
"If you so dare?"
"If you still care?"
"It's the Measly Flea!"
(Scratch, Scratch!)
...
"My Third Finger?"
"It likes to linger?"
"Linger at the Blood Bank!"
"And, if you are planning a vacation to the Mountains, Meia?"
"Well, you had better pack some 'Tick Repellant!'
...
"For just one bite?"
"Chick?"
"It can cause death my dears!"
"Yes for fever...
'Rocky Mountain Fever.'
"Can be...
"The Death of Thee!"
"So, be careful. Mia Sayers!"
...
"My, 'Fourth Finger?'
"It can also cause death from a single prick!"
"To Whom the Bell Tolls?"
"And, Yes!"
"Again a Tick!"
...
"Once Bitten?"
'Lyme's Disease' can within. a period of just a few years?"
"Can cause a great lack of Luster to your Shoe's Shine!"
...
"And, now let's go to the last episode!
"And as you soak all in?"
"The last is truly a Sin."
...
"Now, the last don't swim nor even Creep?"
"Or even for all this last of my...
'Five Fingers of Death!'
....
"Starts out...
"Lets just guess?"
"It starts out first in a mud puddle from the rain?"
"And then?"
"As they are laid and hatch?"
"And, from there they start producing in masses!"
"As if water is boiling?"
"In a 'Sexual Sensation of Lust!'
"Soon, very soon perhaps it would Or could Be?"
'ashes to Ashes and Dust to Dust!'
...
"But anywho it can happen to me or to you?"
"For, once bitten in the night?"
"Such a Fright!"
"For as they take flight?"
"And then bite?"
"They can ingest but who is this pest at best on a 'Killing Quest?'
"You still wonder and guess?"
...
"Well yes!"
"Oh yes!,
"This flying acrobatic creature?"
"Well go to Hell and ring a Bell!"
"I's called the mosquito!,
"And, I hate them like fleas!"
"Because they...
(Like ticks)
"Puncture, release and from their gut?"
"Their previous stored meal!"
"And then you suffer!"
...
"And, I'm allergic to flea bites but mosquitoes!"
"But they do hold the 'Key to Death!'
"What is it called?"
'Incephalitis or 'Sleeping Sickness.'
...
"So, there you got it from me!"
"And, rest assured my...
'Fanstorian friends and reviewers!'
"And, I hope you got a kick or bit or bite...
"Out of it!"
24.
Approximate Word Count: 872.
| Author Notes |
"Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ, Fan Story and Tom the Administrator, Fan Art Review, this Amazing and Talented Artist and Writer, 'cleo85,' and her Incredible Picture...
"Dining Alone' |
By Ricky1024
"Tender Touch"
Written on October 25th, 2012
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright Fan Story C. 2018
"All Rights Reserved"
"The Mesa was hotter than, 'HELL!'
As an Apache Tribe tried to survive?"
'Yes, The Summer of 1834 was less than pure."
'Yes, the HEAT was demure and bane."
'Such a Pity and such a Shame."
...
'Blame it on the Plain."
"Cruel as Cruel could ever be...
"Be for the Proud and Fearsome, Apache...
...
Tribes were here and Tribes were there but fried Eggs on a rock?"
"Lets just say...
"This was definitely, a 'Want Not Place!'
"No Food, Nor Buffalo?"
"For The Buffalo's Day hath come and was overdue."
****
"Yes, no Hide of Beast for Warmth and Food for this tribe."
'Not even a Shin nor Hide!"
"So very few, The Indian and Buffalo had their Due."
"No, 'Peace of Pipe.'
"Nor, 'Peyote for the Cherokee?"
"Doesn't seem fair except to 'The United States of America."
'Bound and Blamed' at the almost immanent demise."
"No Surprise."
...
"No Compare...
"Almost not an Indian over there?"
"If you care?"
"Now, all Baby Papoose need to Drink while all Indians now?"
"Need to Think!"
"Beaver Tail, Tiny Snail, Keeping Warm, little Worm."
"Snow and Ice?"
{Not Very Nice!}
...
"But that Terrible of Heat?"
"Was now cold on Sandaled Feet."
"No Eskimo Pie nor Fur or Modern Man?"
"Heated Underwear nor 'Mercedes Benz."
...
"Just unending Pain and Miseries...
"Miseries Around the Bend....
"For this once Proud...
"Our Ancestors...
"The American *Indian."
*Indian:
"The next time you see an 'American Indian?'
"Realize that they are more than 'Red Skin' and a 'Bottle of Whiskey.'
Or a 'Cup of English Tea.'
| Author Notes |
"Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ."
"Fan Story and Tom the Administrator, Fan Art Review, this amazing Artist and Writer... 'Mk Flood' and Michael's incredible Drawling, "Indian Princess" |
By Ricky1024
Warning: The author has noted that this contains the highest level of violence.
'My Triple-Suicide Dance of 2006'
Written December 1st, 2018
By Doctor Ricky1024
(A True Event Story)
Copyright FanStory C.2018
"All Rights Reserved"
Note: The last time that I recited this rather...
'Embarrassing Episode' of My Virtual Existence, It Saved the Life of A Woman with Breast Cancer."
"Sometimes Life Gives a Second Chance if Worthy."
(Theology 40.77)
"How Lord God can I suffer through this again?,
"Again as I write it first down with a silver cross pen?"
...
"Four Score and over Twenty years ago...
"And, not a Manger or town of Bethlehem...
"Twas not the Night before Christmas but a week before Halloween...
"And, in a Naval Hospital...
(Newport, Rhode Island)
"The birth of this poet of Laureate...
"Happened to...
've or not to Be?'
"That read the Question for my mommy Florence...
"After costing...
"Costing her Two pints of A Positive, Crimson Red...
"Which bled in order for me...
"To now see...
'The Light of Day.'
****
"Yes!"
"Four Score and over Twenty years and exactly Twenty Four days ago...
"To almost the minute...
"There came me!"
(You see?)
...
"Sometimes God handed you an opportunity to recreate Your Lousy Existence."
(Theology 40.78)
"Yes!,
'The Light of Day that night and not a early day...
"Nor THREE Wise of Men for me...
"Wise Men of three...
"Whom were led by a Star...
'Star Bright Star Not So Right...
"Why me?"
...
"Yes!"
"For me to Be...
"To Be or Not To Be?"
"That was and will soon be the Question?"
...
"And, if you can see...
"Then perhaps no meteor that streaked across the Night Sky or a Lightning of Bolt...
"Persisted on my existed of day?"
...
"Nor not Christmas nor Halloween...
"Nor candy of Cane ...
"Nor candy of Corn...
"To celebrate the Birth of Ricky...
...
"In a Stocking or Candy of Dish...
"For on the 24th day of October 1954...
"No Wise Men of Three for me...
(Too early)
"But three Ugly Witches and Warlocks with Locks of Greasy Hair...
"To create that Hemlock Brew of Tea...
"That now the Six instead of The Three...
"To Be Yes and Then Not to Be?"
...
"For, they should have forced it down Me...
"So Me didn't have to Attempt...
"Attempt to Take my Fucking Lousy Of Life!"
...
"Hello Fanstorian Reviers!"
"Lovely night?"
...
"Four Score and 24 days and 24 years...
"Not in some Dumb of Bethlehem manger...
"Witha Wonderful mother of Mary...
"To now Love and cradle me...
"But this mother whom simply had no want...
"Of Me but my Money...
...
"So here I lie now Broken of Hearted to be...
"This day of December 1st, and 2006...
(Much as I Wish That I Could Not Remember)
"And, later before that horrid event in *2003."
"When God decided to take the most important Thing to ever be...
"For me...
"Away...
...
"Yes!"
"Exactly a dozen days of 'Non Christmas.'
"But a dozen years of going to FUCKING HELL!"
"For now I would finally...
"Finally would be set free...
"Free at least I thought of Me?"
...
"So of me but perhaps of Not...
"I took with the shaft...
"An Attempt with...
"A. Seven, inch...
"Serrated-Steak knife...
...
"Which as I released it in my mentally ill and Left Hand....
"A hand to end and puncture...
"Not once but twice...
"With that Knife...
"First missing the Heart...
"But then again...
'My Fanstorian Friend.'
...
"Not hitting a vein or artery but valve!,
"Yea!"
"Good by Ricky?"
"As I write it first down with a Silver Cross pen...
"Four Score and over Twenty. Four Years ago...
"And, not a not a manger or town of Bethlehem...
"Nor Star of Northto guide Three, Wise, Men...
...
"Twas not the night before Christmas or Halloween...
"In a Naval Hospital...
"In Newport, Rhode Island...
"The birth of this poet happened to Be...
"As a result?"
"Costing my, 'Mommy Dearest.'
"Two pints of Crimson Red...
"Which bled from her Womb and not...
'A Crown of Thorns Upon Jesus the Christ's Head...
"A + Positive Blood '
"In order for me...
"For me to be and to see...
'The Lght of Day.'
...
"Four Score and over Twenty YEARS and exactly TWENTY Four Days...
"With Mighty Thrust and Effort from me...
"Which was overdue...
"But will...
'The Grapes of Wrath.'
"Come true to be?"
"To Be or Not To Be?"
"Continued later today?"
Doctor Ricky 1024.
Approximate Word Count now 750 and Approximate Word Count total 1,000.
| Author Notes |
"Special Thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son and Our Savior...
'Jesus Christ.' "Followed by FanStory and Tom the Administrator... "Fan Art Review, this Incredibly talented... (But sometimes stupid Writer and gifted Artist) 'Doctor Ricky 1024... "And, his Sad but Incredible Picture... 'The Pennsylvania Synagogue Slaughter" |
By Ricky1024
"Killing Time?"
Written December 10th, 2018
By Doctor Ricky1024
As Light penetrates the Darkness...
And, as Darkness separates the night...
As great as it is to find...
The new day...
...
And, then it begins?
Now more or less another day...
As Coffin Lid cough and laugh at the past...
And, as all the claps grasp...
It's just a matter of Time... Yes, before Darkness awakens...
Awakens the Night...
...
And, Night wanders away...
And, Welcomes the Light.
Yes, for this is my life and another FUC*** abd Shity Day.
...
And.you see?
The Moon moans as Luna walks...
Along the shores of the sea of Tranquility.
But the Stars shine and she wanders and wonders why?
...
Why?
Why?
Why Below on an Earth...
An Earth she'll never know nor see?
As light penetrates and there's another day...
Slowly Sun rises and you are awakened?
As Coffin Lids open and all the clasps are suddenly broken?
...
Broken as my Heart tries but knows?
You see?
For me?
'Life,' is never, more?
...
And, you see?
As...
I walk but not of Earth?
The place of Human Birth...
And, not of any Angels."
For Now?
They are Messengers...
Sent below from Heaven above...
To teach, reach...
Absorbing all of our Woes and all of our Pains.
ut for me?
You see?
...
Life for me?
Is and always will be more or less then Divine?
Because as I write this...
You now know that I'm just...
'Killing Time?'
Approximate Word Count:257.
| Author Notes |
Special thanks goes oouout first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son...
'Jesus the Christ!' FanStory and Tom the Administrator, Fan Art Review, this Amazing as well as, Talented Artist... 'jgrace' and her Incredible Picture... "I've Been Watching You" |
By Ricky1024
"Traveling Within the Perimeters of Hell?"
Written on October 12th, 2018
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright Fan Story C. 2018
"All Rights Reserved"
Note: Count the Rhymes!
"I'm traveling within the perimeters of Hell!"
"But God,
"Why is all Well?"
"Well, what the Hell, is this Smell?"
"Don't just ring a Bell!"
"We'll all be going to HELL!"
"Could the Smell...
"Possibly be...
"Somebodies Hair Jell?"
"Or, Jello?"
...
"Hello?"
"Is anybody listening to me?"
"Are you as Stupid as Stupid can Be?"
"To Be or not to Bee?"
"Are you then as sweet...
"As sweet as Honey is to a Bee?"
"Bee Leave It or Knot?"
"My Grammar sucks a lot?"
"Back to HELL?"
"Oh, Well?"
...
"Still smells down here a lot?"
"Is it just me or that Person named Mi?"
"Ah...
"Sayers?"
"She's Okay Just Reviewed Her the Other Day!"
"Her Poetry is Kinda Creepy Though...
"Maybe it's just me, Oh?'
"What?"
"There's Snow?"
"Below?'
"In Hell?"
'What the Fuck?"
...
"Now what?'
"Are you Just stuck in the Middle?"
'You know Heaven or Hell?'
"Still listening to me or are you now just being Mello?"
"Are you or are me...
"A Pair of Lucky Fellows?"
"Or, is this some kind of Paraphrase in the book entitled, 'Othello?"
"Wouldn't you rather share with me a plate of Van-Nil-Los?"
"No, cause It's starting to stink so bad and it's a stench the color of YELLOW!"
****
"YUCK!"
"Go FUCK a DUCK!"
"No, cause it was hit by a MACK TRUCK?"
"Just my DAMNED LUCK!"
"Call me FRIER TUCK!"
"WHAT?"
"Wouldn't you like to just like to Pluck!"
"That DUCK?"
"What?"
"Better instead, DUCK IT?"
...
"What?"
"Can't Duck it cause your stuck in the MUCK?"
"Better then PLUCK IT?"
"What the FUCK IS PLUCK?"
"Go RUCK?"
"What's the FUCK is RUCK?"
"Does it mean the same as Truck?"
"Duck?"
"Stuck?"
"MUCK?"
"Pluck?"
"Luck?'
"Fuck?"
...
"Oh Well, guess it's no longer just you and Me going to HELL?"
"What?"
"My New friends?"
"Oh, his name is William Tell!"
"What?"
"What about Teller?"
"Who's Teller?"
"I'm talking about Tell!"
"You sure you want to go to HELL?"
...
"What?"
"He belongs in Hell?"
"Whom"
"What?'
"He's probably instead in a Cellar?"
"That Don't rhyme Well with tell!"
"Maybe Teller?"
"With, 'Old Yeller?'
"This is getting pretty Witty and complicated!"
"As if That...
"FUCK"N DUCK LAID IT!"
...
"Now again friend, what about Tell?"
"William found Teller in the Cellar?"
"I thought he jumped in a Well?"
"No Ricky, he went to HELL!"
"Oh well, Teller did find Tell and not ion a Well....
"But what about Teller?'
"Still in the in the Cellar.'
...
"Oh, He's sitting with Teller now in the bottom of the Cellar under a Spell or?"
"Why?"
"Why did he die?"
"No, just under a Spell in a Cell!"
"Now he's in Jail?"
"Yes, Playing with the Duck's Tail!"
"Then, he can't be with me...
"Ricky, in Hell!"
"Yes?"
"Why though Ricky?'
"Because Teller Broke Tells spell?'
...
"Okay lets take this from the FUCKING START!?"
"I want to go to Hell after trying to rescue a Duck...
"That was hit by a Mack Truck and then was Flucked!"
"What?'
"That Damned Duck!"
"At ME?"
"Okay then, what's then does the Honey and the Bee mean to me?"
"Oh, nothing but I'm as sweet?"
"As that Honey...
"Collected from a Tree...
"By a bee for Me!"
"Thanks but that's another Rhyme!"
"And, Ricky?"
"Only One at a Time?"
...
"So after that Spell in the well...
"Tell and Teller and Me...
"Neither?"
"Old Yeller?"
"Damn!"
"Didn't now know that you got me a dog?"
"Rather eat bacon from a Hog!"
"Nah, just take 'Old Yeller."
"You lucky Feller!"
| Author Notes |
"Special thanks goes out first, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ."
"Fan Story and Tom the Administrator." "Fan Art review, this amazing and Talented Writer, 'helvi2' and their Incredible Picture, "Night of the Reaper" |
By Ricky1024
"Pearl Harbor"
Written on December 7th, 2018
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright FanStory C. 2018
"All Rights Reserved"
"This Day...
"December 7th, 1941...
"Will be A Day that will last forever in Infamy!"
{Theodore Roosevelt}
...
"The Attack on 'Pearl Harbor' in Hawaii was a cowardly
Infusion...
"A Wake up Call to Arms...
"The United State Forces were under attack by The Japanese!"
"Thousands upon Thousands of 'Our Blessed Militia.'
"Were savagely struck down and still buried.....
"Buried under the Sea!"
"A Living memorial to Keep us Awake!"
...
"Yes, we were sleeping that day but struck back with a 'Mighty Blow!'
"We had Nuclear Technology but no way to Transport it thousands
of miles over the Sea?"
"A Retired Air force Corlnoal came up with the Idea of an Aircraft Carrier!"
"Thus, Hiroshima and Nakisakiwere literally Eliminated off the Face of this Earth."
"...
"Yes, from the Face of the Earth!"
"Lesson learned?"
"Don't Mess With the U.S cause 'Uncle Sam' wants You!"
| Author Notes |
"Special thanks goes out first, as always,
to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ." "FanStory and Tom the Administrator." "Fan Art Review this Amazing and talented Artist... 'meg119m,' and her incredible picture... "USNS Mercy" |
By Ricky1024
"Monsters Inside Us!" (Part #1)
Written December 30th, 2018
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright FanStory C. 2018
"All Rights Reserved"
Within the Specter of the Night, Uncertain Creatures lurk in Delight!
(Theology 46.01)
"From a tiny Seed."
'Barbara there coming Barbara!'
(Night of the Living Dead
'It's Alive!'
'It's Alive!'
(Frankenstein)
...
"Under no uncertainy, leave your house Tonight."
"The Martians are Coming!"
"The Martains are Coming!"
(Orson Welles New Jersey Broadcast)
"The War of the World's!"
...
"Throughout Modern History, human beings love to be SCARED!"
"And, scared out of their WITS!"
"A good Horror Movie along with plenty of popcorn and butter equals a Great Date with Barbara!"
"Like for a Horror Buff who likes his or her GORE?"
"A recent cut and the new wound wielding, 'Crimson Red BLOOD!'
"The point is the more scared the more Adredilin!"
...
"But, are there really Monsters Reeking and Peeking in the CLOSET?"
"Rodger didn't believe it in the movie, "The Night of the Living Dead!"
"And, he didn't prepare properly for the OUTCOME!"
"He never smoked bit confused...
"He couldn't stop COFFIN!"
"Tee, he, hee!"
...
His mother, Thersa was warned by...
'The Surgeon General,' not to smoke?"
"And, at the age of almost Seven Five?"
"He thought mom was coming down with a case of?"
'Walking Phemonia?"
"Or perhaps?"
"A Case of?"
"The Walking DEAD?"
"Instead?"
...
"So, Rodger drove mummy or Mommy to Chicago General and to meet Doctor Williams."
"They both agreed to a series of tests."
"Upon the results?"
"The first test going and identified a mystery mass so tiny, and thank God...
"No CANCER!"
...
"The second time?"
"The same but...
"But the third kids?"
"Let's just say she needed a fourth more Extensive and Expensive test."
"And, Rodger would have to be awake while Doctor Williams would insert a Device?"
"To take...
"And not save but a Picture."
"And, after only one hour?"
"A One Hour Procedure?"
"Doctor Williams got the Answer that he was so, desparately searching for!"
To be continued!
24.
"Monsters Inside Us?" (Part#2)
"They say the fourth time is the charm but in this situation with Teresa...
"Teresa Wagner, at the tender age of almost SEVENTY FIVE."
"She was in the early stages of Walking pneumonia!"
...
"So, Doctor Williams talked to both Rodger and Teresa.'
"The result?"
"They both agreed to the series of more Intensive testing."
...
"After a more Definitive testing...
"The end result was another picture."
"This time it showed an abnormality within Teresa's left lung?"
"Monsters Inside Us?"
...
"Curious, Rodger was soon to be in for and given...
"The Shock of his Life!"
"What is it?"
Rodger Inquired.
"To be or?"
"Believe it or Not"
...
"The foreign matter was a small seed?"
Stated Doctor Williams.
"Yes, indeed!"
"You see, when we ingest food and swallow...
"The food goes down the esophagus and into our throats then?"
"There's a little flap and when we ingest food, the flap is supposed to protect our lungs but not in this case with Teresa."
States Doctor Williams.
...
"Note Reviewers:
"Unbeknownst to Rodger and Teresa, this was no simple seed that she had ingested and it lodged inside her lung."
...
"Think of it as a garden now Rodger."
States Doctor Williams.
"And all the seed needs to survive and thrive is moisture, warmth, and air."
"Of which there's plenty of it in Human Lungs."
...
"Teresa would not need dirt in her lungs to cultivate the problem."
"The seed is a common Pea."
"After it found it's way inside the lung, it was quite happy and content."
...
"And, with a little moisture and warmth, and air?"
"The new Pea Plant was quite happy."
States Doctor Williams.
...
"And, as it was growing quite well because the antibodies have attacked it and cover it."
"And, this just made it more proficient."
"Monsters Inside Us!"
End of Part Number Two.
To be continued?
| Author Notes |
"Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ."
"FanStory and Tom the Administrator." "Fan Art Review, this Amazing as well as talented artist, 'bruceorio.' "And, his Incredible picture, "Readings by Frank N. Stein" |
By Ricky1024
"Blood Red Tis this Love, Devine"(A)
Written on January 8th, 2018
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright Fanstory C. 2019
"All Rights Reserved"
"Once Upon a Time...
"When life for me was more or less Divine?"
"Yes, my friend...
"That was when I fell in Love...
"With love...
...
"But time passes and the future never lasts...
"Like a Bowl of Sticky Molasses cast...
"But, Somehow my Love got lost and tossed Away?"
"No more was there for me...
'A Sunny of Day.'
...
"And, as I now grasp this Pain...
"And, share these words with thee..
"And, try my best to live not in Misery...
...
"Once Upon a Time when Love Was more or less Divine?"
"I lost all that ever meant a thing to me."
...
"First the only *Son...
"And, then the only **Wife."
"Followed shortly afterwards...
"With an attempt to eradicate my own, stupid, life."
****
"But you see for me...
"Only Time shatters pain and pain can be healed."
"And, no more shall I...
'Shed a Tear' when misery is near."
"For I must now learn not to Fuck Up and Burn...
"But now try to be Strong...
"Live my Life, Long...
...
"Ago and Once Upon...
"When Life was less...
"But now more Devine...
"For there was you...
"And, then there was me...
...
"And, as I now realize life can be nothing...
"More or Less...
"Then Forgotten and torn pages cast in Pass Lashes...
"Of, Ashes to Ashes...
"And, Dust to Dust...
"I shall Right the Wrong and Conquer this Horrid of Past...
"As long as this Life for me shall Last...
...
"And, as I Write right to Thee with and cast this pain way...
"Away From this Broken of My Heart...
"And, as I try the best...
"The best that I Can...
...
"For if I shall slip and fall apart...
"I'll pick up the pieces of my Shattered Heart and reconstruct them again for...
"Each and Every Time...
"Blood Red Tis this Love Devine."
"Opps I Did it Again!" (B)
Written on January 12th, 2019
By Doctor Ricky 1024
"Accidents Can try Happen to o you!"
"Within Blink of An Eye, youf Whole World Goes to Shit!"
...
"After a long day working at my storage facility it was quarter to 5 and I was told they must now leave that was when I shattered the picture of my grandson and I knew my day was not going to end miraculously or unpainfully
they talk to us in the phone my left hand I am left-handed is severely maleng the baby finger is broken into place is the wrist is shattered completely am awaiting surgeon on Monday in the meantime I pop Etc ins for severe migraines they did a cat-scan and even though I plunged headfirst after hitting a curb in about 15 miles an hour into the cement I don't mind under the I might believe it or not my fingernail on the right hand he's not heavy Glover on shattered the worst thing is the left hand of course with the rest my cat scan showed that my mind work so I guess I can write so I'm talkin this into a cell phone there will be complete grammar errors and running sentences sorry about that until I can edit it I have to learn to type with the right fingers dr. Ricky 10: 24 cell phone cast run in sentences and grammar she's please do not take away
| Author Notes |
*Son:
"On March 31st, 2003... "And, after a long and lengthy battle... "Our only Son Jason was pronounced... "For His injuries were so severe... "And, He had no more oxygen left in His brain... ... "To learn more about... 'Organ-Tissue Donations.' "Simply contact my dear friend Lara S. Moretti the L.S.W. with... 'The Gift of Life. "Philadelphia, Pennsylvania at 1-800-DONORS-1.' ... **Wife: "Followed shortly after the death of our Only Son Jason, my wife Carolyn stopped all her necessary medications... "And, on November 23rd, 2003... "Less than eight months later... "She joined Jason far above... ... "And, to learn more about the prevention of suicide simply contact 9-11 or you local crisis center." ... "Special thanks goes out first as always to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ." "FanStory and Tom the Administrator." "Fan Art Review, this Amazing and Talented Artist... 'cmeyers.' "And, their incredible picture, " Blood Red"2 |
By Ricky1024
"Changes?"
Written on the right-hand on
January 14th, 2019
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright Fanstory C. 2019
"All Rights Reserved"
Stagnant is the on changes ignored can you not see open the door want more yes there is much much more you see nothing stinks to sing Destiny greets misery misery greets change change meets Fate on cancel Bowl date with Destiny and fate change is come in different severities in stages of 3 it could be a lost such as a pet or even a life it should be change no longer can you drive loss of license no longer can you work loss of career the third part is the change makes an undeniable difference in your life and Away you live for me it All Began back in 2003 with first the loss of my own Nissan Jason filed 8 months later with the second loss of my only wife Carolyn followed with my loss of career I could not go back to work it was to advertise in the local area after three times of course going back my changes went to a second level I found out that I was over a hundred thousand in debt because of my late wife there will be a new change almost lost his house that change I faced head-on along with the hundred thousand and I actually made fate beg the difference in Destiny worked out but this is a testing. We all must go through this it makes us stronger and makes us longer makes us be longer and as you realize and rearrange you will undeniably experienced a change and he noticed I wrote in the beginning that this was created with my right hand I'm left-handed I had to change his actual as early as 7 yesterday my right my left wrist is shattered it will probably need a pin on Monday which is tomorrow my baby finger is crushed and broken in two places this is being talked into my Moto's Metro cell phone there will be running sentences of course and possible grammar issues please Garner disintegrated properly thank you
| Author Notes | special Thanks goes out first to heavenly father and his wonderful son Jesus to Christ followed by fanstory and Tommy ministrator fanartreview and the future picture for this piece which I will edit probably sometime tomorrow very slowly with my right hand dr. Ricci 1024 |
By Ricky1024
"Head Planted!"
Written on January 15th, 2019
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright Fanstory C. 2019
"All Rights Reserved"
"It all started innocently enough, working at my storage locker in a town called Manahawkin in New Jersey.'
...
"After the completion of that, which I will admit;
"I was rushed to put my belongings in."
"For it was almost 5:00PM."
(The Wretching Hour!)
"And, I had no car to exit with and activate the gate?"
...
"So?"
"Instead?"
"I was offered Fifteen minutes."
...
"No car but a bicycle to keep to exit?"
Note: "In order to exit, you need to punch in a code."
"Now since I was three months behind...
"My code was no longer effective and the owner knew it."
...
"Now being rushed, the owner waited."
"That was when my first experience happened?"
"I quickly threw an oval glass picture of my grandson Alexander (Beautiful Crystal)
"Into a satchel that would close but not seal!"
...
"Hurried, I was pushing my bike to try to get out cuz it was late whrn the unexpected happened?"
"The Satchel clipped the spokes of the bike and the Beautifull, Crystal, Glad, Picture...
"With Baby Alex...
"Shattered on the cement below collecting inyo s series of 'Puzzeled Pieces?'
...
"Cursing myself...
"You Stipid Bastard!"
"I gathered up the busted glass pieces being sure not to cut myself."
"I left this facility and started on my Cannondale bike...
(A good Seven miles to Long Beach Island,)
...
Note: "I was staying in the town...
"Temporarily...
"In Motel...
(The Sea Horse)
"In Brant Beach, New Jersey."can
...
"As I continued forward?"
"A two-way traffic light changed...
"And, as I stopped a little suddenly?"
"And, in a hurry not to run the light...
"That was when the glass piece fell out a second time and broke into even more pieces!"
"Dumb Fucking Ass!"
I thought.
"And now it would take me almost an hour to take care of that problem and get home."
****
"The road from Route 9, at that point, was about a mile long with no lights."
"So I had to keep an eye on the right...
"As to not cross into on coming traffic and God Forbid?"
"Get fucking injured while riding a bike a Fourth time?"
...
Note:"With each and every car thay went by, I was Blinded!'
...
"At this point it would take an estimated fifteenth minutes to get back to West Bay Avenue."
...
"Now, back on the main road with light...
"And leading to the entrance of Long Beach Island...
"And the bridge that was still under construction
...
Note: "There are bicycle Lanes created but closed to the public!" "And, they are dangerous to ride on in the dark!"
"As there are construction equipment.'
(Such as cones and everything fucking dangerous!)
...
"So, I would ride out and not into the traffic lane but into the road work area of construction."
"Now, being there was no workers at that time of night...
"I would not be yelled at!"
"As that would not be the problem?'
...
"After another estimated fifteen minutes later?"
"I entered Long Beach Boulevard!'
"And, a short ten minute ride to the 'Seahorse Motel' and the safety of my beautiful room?'
...
"As I passed the what used to be Union Church and now the Holy Grace Church of God."
"I wanted to see when they would be open on Sunday?'
"As it was predicted to snow at least three inches in Southern New Jersey.'
...
"The sign said 9:30 AM.
and the curb directly ahead...
"Which I didn't see...
"Said...
"You are going to FUCKING SUFFER!!!
End of Part Number One.
Part Number Two.
"The Suffering!"
To come in many pieces but not glass!
Later today?
24.
| Author Notes |
"Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ."
"FanStory and Tom the Administrator." "Fan Art Review, this amazing artist, 'soiphotography.' "And, thier Incredible picture... "Waiting" |
By Ricky1024
"Hell On Earth Damn It to Shame is this Satan's Grim Game?"
(A Continuation from July 23rd, 2006)
'International Society of Poets'
(Washington DC. Peace Poem Presented to the White House)
(Trophy Winner Crystal Statuette)
Copyright I.S.P. 2006
"All Rights Reserved"
"Throughout history, Earth's inhabitants have been beaten, raped, tortured, and murdered?'
"But Why?"
"Why do we need to die?'
...
"Why as Human Beings created under the Image of Our Heavenly Father...
"Why must we kill?'
"Why must we Battle for silly things like Nuclear Energy, Earth's Lands, Oil, Gold, Diamonds, and other Precious Rich's?"
"On the Earth and...
Under the Seas?'
"Is this our...
'Cursed Disease?'
"And, why does it continue today?"
...
"India, Egypt, Syria, Iran, Iraq, Isreal, Syria, and other countries?"
"From Hitler, Ghangis Kahn, Stalin, Lenin, Saddam Hussein, Bin Laden, Bundy, and Dahmer?"
"All classic examples, as we must first...
"And we must examine...
"The Three Laws."
"The Law of the Lands!"
"The Laws of all Humanity!"
"And, The Laws of Survival!"
...
"Today during these modern but 'Latter Days.'
"We will fight for Territorial Rights or Sovereignty!"
"We will fight for Food Sources!"
"Such as Fresh Waters, Fresh Air, and, Lands!"
"We will fight for Glory when attacked!'
(Laws of Survival)
"We will fight to protect land from all pollutants festering us!"
"Such as in Kuwait during Desert Storm!"
"The Law of the Lands!"
"And, we will fight to protect our families!"
"The Law of Humanity!"
...
"These Three Laws of migrating factors are and have been in Force since...
'The Dawn of Man!'
"A Classic example?"
"The 2000 Year Holy War!"
"This war over desert lands...
(Which will be virtually worthless)
"Because of...
'The Richness of The Core Blood of Mother Earth.'
"We are dangerously Depleting!"
"And, we will continue...
"Forever and Ever?"
****
"Forever, even after we realize and grasp that there is no more need for gas!"
"Forever after the Ultimate Destiny and Destruction of Earth!"
"The Air, the Land, the Seas."
"And, it will continue..
"For an Eternity...
...
"Forever After there are no more vehicles that would be needed to be powered by oil sources for transportation.'
...
"In closing, as we fight and kill for territorial rights, elsewhere and in the Middle East."
"Will we continue?"
"Before it is too late?"
...
"Will there be War between Pakistan and India?"
"Isreal and Egypt?"
"And will there be War between these military Forces such as China, Russia, Europe, Syria, North Korea, and...
"The United States of America?'
...
"Will it be...
"The United States of America and our Ally's today Versus Middle Eastern Countries?'
"And will there possibly be...
"World War Three?'
...
"Only God and Time will tell if it will Eventually...
"End in Pain or is this...
"Hell on Earth Damn it to Shame?'
'Satan's Grim Game?'
| Author Notes |
"Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ.'
"FanStory and Tom the Administrator.' "Fan Art Review, this Amazing Artist, 'deanna71.: "And, her Incredible picture... "Struggle of Consumption" |
By Ricky1024
"Capturing UnReality?'
Written on January 15th, 2019
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright Fanstory C. 2019"All Rights Reserved"
"As I try to very best that I ever can...
"To write these words with a broken wrist on my left of hand...
"Try to Understand?"
...
"Won't you join me in my Journey of Eternal Misery?'
"The thoughts appear but the injury is so painfully...
"Painfully Sureal...
...
"Yes, I can divide and conquer and I can most certainly Push...
"This pen...
"But Dear Lord God...
"This pain?"
"But as I try to do what You want me to do?'
"And, try tovmove it ever forward?"
"The Eternal Misery painfully Remains?"
"Susstains...
"And, Contains...
...
"Yes, perhaps it's better this way?"
"Maybe the rest of my worthless Life is meant to be?"
"To Be or not to Be?"
"But Ashes to Ashes...
"Did that Eye Must?"
"Living over and over Again?"
"in my Misery!"
"For Lord, this You should now Know...
...
"There is no more Moon of Glow...
"There is no more Sun Above...
"There is no more Stars tat Night that Shine...
"Because for me...
?...?...?...?...?...?...?...?...?...?...?
"Disturbance of All Fears!"(N)
Written on January 21, 2019
"As Time evaporates slowly... "Yes, ever so slowly...
"Evaporates Time."
(Theology 45.17)
...
"My life is now closing for me."
"Been alone for almost fifteen years."
"One relationship which was as total failure, as my almost Twenty, year, past, marriage."
...
"So what?"
'Ricky?'
'Yes God?
'Re-evaluate!'
'Okay God.'
'Hmm...
'Let me see?'
...
'I'm single but still alone?'
'Intelligent but a Sucker for Love?'
'Religious but attracts only Evil people?'
'Retired but overworked?' 'Ready and willing but taken advantage of easily?'
...
'Okay God!'
'That's me in capsulated in an Oyster Shell field without pearls.'
'And, floating in a Sea of Utter Tranquility!'
'Which was lost at sea!'
...
'I'm like a Black Cloud whom forgot how to Rain?'
'Unending Pain with no Misery?'
'Like a liner with no Silver left in it?'
'A Rainbow with no color?'
'Romeo with no Lover?'
'A Sailboat with no wind?' 'A Book of Bible but filled with Sin?'
'A Scratched Lottery Ticket that can never Win?'
...
'Okay then Ricky.'
'What you need to do?'
'Is reinvent yourself!'
'Your knowledge is immense but dispensed!'
...
'Hmm...
'Searching...
'Ricky?'
'Yes, God?'
'My advice?'
'Dust yourself off...
'Pick yourself up...
'And, today?'
'Stop trying and searching so hard!'
'I told you Ricky, that I would send you an Angel, way back in 2003.'
'Yes God?'
'But even up there Ricky, Angels serm so hard to come by?'
"Why don't you send me one from below this you should know'
'I'm sending for you Ricky... 'Yes God?'
'I know but you sent her too far below!'..
'Only demons seem to be there for me!'
'Like sticky and gooey...
'Soured Honey!'
'All they ever want?'
'Is not my body but my money!'
To be continued...
February 1st.
24.
| Author Notes |
"Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ."
"FanStory and Tom the Administrator." "Fan Art Review, this Amazing as well as Talented Artist and Writer, 'cleo86.' "And, her Incredible picture... "Dream" |
By Ricky1024
'Disturbance of All Fears!'
Written on January 21st, 2019
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright Fanstory C. 2019
"All Rights Reserved"
"As TIme Evaporates slowly...
"Slowly Evaporates Time." (Theology 45.17)
...
"LIfe is now closing for me.'
"Been alone for almost fifteen years...
"One relationship which was as total a failure."
"The second of almost Ten years?"
"A Twenty year wasted marriage."
...
'So what Ricky?'
'ReEvaluate.'
'Okay God.'
'Hmmm...
'Single and Alone...
'Intelligent but a Sucker for Love...
'Religious but attracted to Evil People?'
'Retired yet, overworked.'
'Ready and willing but not able.'
'Not Stupid but Easily persauded and taken Advantage.'
...
'Too, too, many times God?'
'Okay God.'
'That's me Encapsulated in an Outer Shell with no Pearls.'
'Lost in my Sea of Misery?'
...
'Like a Liner with no Silver...
'A Rainbow with no Colors...
'A Sail Boat with no Wind...
'A Book of Bible but filled with Sin?'
...
'Okay then Ricky...
'Let's reevaluate yourself.'
'Your knowledge is immense but looks completely dispensed?'
'Searching...
'Searching...
'There seems to Me...
'To Be...
'As if there is no more or not sny Time left for Ricky?'
'So my advice to you...
'Don't hang yourself.'
...
'Today?'
'Stop being so hard on yourself!'
'I'll send you that Angel I promised way back in 2003.'
'But even up Here Angels are hard to drag down Below.'
'This you should know.:
...
'So Ricky...
'I'm sending for you an Angel in 2019.'
...
'An Angel?:
'Yes God I know but You seem to send them yo far Be.'
'There's only Demons Searching got me?'
'And, they serm to be attracted to me like Sticky Honey to A Bee?'
To Be Continued?
25.
| Author Notes |
"Special Thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ."
"Fanstory and Tom the Administrator.' "Fan Art Review, this amazing, as well as, Artist and Writer, 'cleo 85.' "And, her incredible picture... 'An Itsy Bitsy Spider' |
By Ricky1024
"Justice Served?" (A)
Written on November 28th, 2018
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright Fanstory C. 2018
"All Rights Reserved"
"Within the Boundaries of the Human Mind."
"Can Justice be so kind?"
(Theology 41.41)
...
"Specters in the dark Lurk around each and every Avenue...
"Can Justice Be Served?"
...
"Spector's in the dark look around the corner of each and every place that I find."
"Can Justice be so kind?"
"Spectors dance in the Dark upon My Grave...
"Coffin's Lid closed!"
"Can Justice be so Served?"
"Kind, Served, and Rendered?"
"Remembered...
...
"Unfortunately in Today's Society Humankind has suffered as we are all just Servants?"
<><><><><><><><><><><><><><>
"Magic!" (B)
Written on November 30th, 2018
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright Fanstory C.2018
"All Rights Reserved"
"Do you truly believe?"
"Believe that wishes can come true?"
"And, that if you so wish upon a Star...
"No matter how Far...
"Your wish is and will happen...
"Do you?"
...
"Do you truly believe?"
"Believe that there is a Genie whom lives in a bottle?"
"And, if you so dare?"
"Three wishes to you She shall share?"
...
"Yes!"
"Will 'I Dream of Jeanie.'
"Perhaps if you do?"
"So believe?"
"Then you believe in magic?"
...
"Hocus Pocus!"
"Rabbit out of a hHat!"
"The Disappearing Act!"
...
"But please?"
"If you believe like me?"
"This up and coming Christmas...
"Believe not in just Magical and Silly Santa like things...
"For, this Up-and-coming Holiday?"
"And, as it approaches...
...
"There truly will be Magic rendered and all your wishes and dreams and needs can eventually come true?"
"Forget this Christmas?"
"This list of naughty and nice!"
"For, this Christmas Holiday...
"It's all about the Birth of Jesus the Christ!"
| Author Notes |
"Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ."
"FanStory and Tom the Administrator." "Fan Art Review, this amazing Artist, 'luckys time 13.' "And, their Incredible picture... 'Jungle King" |
By Ricky1024
"Razor Blades!"
Written February 25th, 2019
By Doctor Ricky1024
Copyright C.2019 FanStory
"All Rights Reserved"
'When LIFE gives you lemons...
"Present LIFE back with Ice Cream and Carrot Cake?"
(Theology 46.07(
...
"Move over piggy, you're hogging up the entire bed!"
I Said.
"My bed!"
Stated Terry.
"I laughed."
...
"Terry Yost."
"Yes, that's Terry my wife of only two years and she's becoming?"
"A Pain in my Arse!"
"And, she's a 'Duncan Donut'
girl!"
(While she finishes her what she calls)
'Rutgers Career.'
"And, she serves me coffee with a jelly donut each and every morning before I go to work!"
"And yes, I work in a Supermarket as a grocery Manager "
PS...
"And, I think they are leftovers from the night before!"
"Ha,ha,ha!"
...
"Anywho, we're pretty happy...
(At least I thought we were until I got deeper into her)
"Into her LIFE."
...
"Terry is only nineteen while I'm 2just turned twenty four."
"She's going for a diploma and Masters from Rutgers University while she's temporarily in Douglas."
(Douglas is the young lady's College when they first start)
...
"I got my diploma from... 'The School of Hard Knocks!'
"And, of course, life is as good as it should?"
"If only it could?"
****
"The year was '86 and the up-and-coming holidays were approaching quickly."
"Quicker than Travolta's Song...
'Greased Lightning!'
...
"I just met Terry and fell for her like...
'A Ton of FUC**** Bricks!'
"And, yes she was built like...
'A Brick House!'
...
"Yea, we first met at a Frat Party.'
(She thought I went to MIT.)
"And, I pretty much told her that I was a genius."
( I was becoming a great writer)
"But that's another story."
...
"Terry told me that there was something strange and kind of deranged going on at Douglas."
(Again the girls college of Rutgers for first-yearers)
"She stated that it was a supposed 'Turban Legend.'
"I said...
"Don't you mean 'Urban Legend?'
"Which goes way way back to the very beginning of Rutgers."
(Late 1800's)
"Oh by the way, the sport of Football came from Rutgers."
(1899)
...
"It appears there was a cult called, 'The Razors?'
"Or, 'Razor Cutters?'
"And yes, it was a razor club."
"And, it appears it was for girls who had past issues such as...
Women whom had been raped, did drugs, addicted to booze, had bad boy experiences...
"Excetera, excetera, etcetera."
"And, that's when Terry first met Katie."
...
"Katie Blick from Ridgefield, New Jersey and yes...
"She's a cutter big time and also had started a supposed 'Suicide Club,' at Rutgers called...
"Girls Just Want to Have Fun!"
"Yes, she also was a Cyndi Lauper freak!,
...
"Anywho, that's it for now."
To be continued...
24.
| Author Notes |
"Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ."
"FanStory and Tom the Administrator." "Fan Art Review, this Amazing and Talented Artist, 'cleo85.' "And her Beautiful picture... "Love is Like a River" |
By Ricky1024
"Adrift in My Darkness"
Written February 26th, 2019
By Doctor Ricky1024
Copyright C.2019 FanStory
"All Rights Reserved"
"It beckons and belittles me... "Misbehaves but beguile's me?"
"It burdens but amuses me...
"Bewilders and binds me!,
...
"Oh My Lord God?"
"It's beyond my Greatest of Fears and my most Noblest of Intentions...
"She is as was...
"A Beautiful Mistress and no more shall I resist."
..
"Resist her Most Sacred of Kiss...
"And, no more shall I succumb or deny...
"Her wishes."
...
"Yes, Darkened Clouds cast over me as the trees Bend within its Almighty Will...
"As the light whimpers in my impending...
"Impending Doom."
...
"The Coffin Lid is still open but the Casters squeal as the Reaper persists?"
"Woe is me God!"
"Is this the end of me?"
...
"But, Time is the Master now and it's beginning...
"She bekins me and slowly... "Ever so slowly...
"I can feel the Numbing Cold!"
"The Fierce guise of Reality!"
...
"No more will I be a pawn to its Ultimate deceit!"
"I seek denial but it is denied?"
"For it is not a privilege as I remained weak and broken."
...
"Yes, I'm in pain and there's just a slight, sliver, and glint of Hope."
"As slowly the Rope tightens...
"The Vise provides no reverence as if laughing?"
"Hyenas await my Fate and Linger longer for the Feast!"
"And, there is no more thoughts of Humanity!"
...
"Is this My Insanity?"
"Yes!"
"The coffins Lid is now closing...
"As the Darkened Clouds passed by...
"As I am forever...
"Hark oh Angel of Death!"
"As I now accept and Imbark...
"Adrift in My *Darkness?"
| Author Notes |
*Darkness:
adj. absence of light. "On March 31st, 2003... "And, only seventeen, short, hours, later... "In a deep Coma... "Irreversibly forever Brain-Damaged beyond Hope... ... "The Angel of DEATH... "Awaits gently and on April 1st, 2003... (April Fool's Day) "She takes the hand... "Of my only Son Jason... "And, after the very, last... "Last and Precious Organ... "Is removed... "The switch to Life... "Is turned OFF... ... "And, to learn more about 'Organ-tissue Donations?' "Simply contact my dear friend Lara S. Moretti the L.S.W. with... "The Gift of Life!" Philadelphia,Pennsylvania At 1-800-DONORS-1. ... "And, thanks from the bottom of my Broken Heart and my only Son Jason's... "Donated Heart.... Jason Richard Smrkovsky November 5th, 1984~ March 31st, 2003 Organs Donated on April 1st, 2003 (April Fools Day) "Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father And His Son Jesus Christ." "Fanstory and Tom the Administrator." "Fan Art Review, this Amazing and Talented Artist, 'David Ruhl.' "And, his Incredible picture... "Adrift in Darkness" |
By Ricky1024
"Welcome to My Darkness!"
Written February 26th, 2019
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright C. FanStory 2019
"All Rights Reserved"
"It beckons me and belittles me...
"Ain't Misbehaving?"
"As it a beguiles me...
"As it I burdens me...
"Over and over again...
"As it is watching me...
...
"Am I just a 'Dead Man Walking?'
"Puppeteer?"
"As if her strings do the talking?"
...
"Hell On Earth?"
"Nee this birth!"
"As it boggles me...
"Amuses me...
"This contortionist that confuses me!"
...
"And, I am bewildered as it builds Evermore?"
"No quote The Raven here!"
"Downing My Misery in some kinda 'Hemlock Beer!"
...
"Ghostly faces of my past appear!"
"Missed and missing family members...
"As I Ghasp!"
"Gulp in...
"No longer can swim?"
"And, I am intimidated as if drowning in my by past?"
...
"But no more God shall I resist...
"Resist it's Sweet and Sacred Kiss of Bliss!"
"And, no more shall I succumb to it's wishes!"
****
"The Darkened Bloodied Up and coming...
"Blackened Clouds...
Coast overhead as the trees bend Mercifully shaking sores of Leaves coating my Ground with Past memories...
...
"Within its will?"
"Bitter Pill?"
"Lights Out and some horrid Breeze?"
"Whimpers in her grip and impending Doom!"
"Ad my Coffins Lid...
(Now partially open)
"Belittles me in?"
...
"Welcome to my Sin!"
"And, it is finally time to meet '"My Maker!"
"Yes!,
"The Angel of Death awaits my very, last, BREATH!"
...
"As it all now begins...
"Slowly...
"Ever so slowly...
"I can now feel the numbing coldness!"
"The Binding and Fierce Grip of Reality?"
...
"No more will I be a Pain...
"Tortured Soul to it's Ultimate and Evil Deeds!"
"As I remain weakened and broken...
...
"Am I now just a Slive?"
"A token?"
"Puppeteer Broken?"
"A Lost Glance?"
"Missing tooth, Dentaless Floss, Drilled away in some cruel Dentist Slay?"
...
"Solent...
"Silenced ..
"One last chance?"
"No more the Puppeteer watch my strings as I Dance?"
...
"Or am I just a Dim?"
"A Glimmer of lost Hope?"
"At the end of my Virtua *Rope?"
...
"And slowly...
"Ever so slowly...
"Moving...
"Human Not...
"As the Coffins Lid is closing now...
"Just look what I've got?"
"And, welcome...
"Welcome to My Darkness!"
Approximate Word Count: 383.
| Author Notes |
*Rope:
"On December 1st, 2006 and just five days before my past wife Carolyn's 54th birthday... "I decided I no longer had a need... "And, I was at the end of my rope... .... "Yes indeed... "But instead?" "I utilized a Seven, inch serrated, Steak, knife twice to the chest... "Oh Yes, but missing the Heart and hitting the valve... "Bleeding profusely internally.... "God where were You?" "For Crying Out Loud?" "Do me not or do my Proud?" ... "So, I retreated... "Retreating to my misery... "Only again to try three times... "To hit or not to hit... "That damned jugular?" "Missing of course!, (Wrong side of the neck!) "What the Neck?" "Only to try a third time... "Downing a bottle of pills!" "To try and curve this mental will?" ... "This is dedicated to all past and surviving suicide victims., "Those whom have addictions to drugs and alcohol." "Those whom have been abused mentally by their spouses or significant others... .... "Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus the Christ." "Fan Story and Tom the Administrator." "Fan Art Review, this Amazing and Talented Artist, 'Photopeb.' "And, their Incredible picture... "Will You Be Left Behind" Carolyn Ann Richmond Harbach Smrkovsky December 6th, 1952~ November 23rd, 2003. |
By Ricky1024
Warning: The author has noted that this contains the highest level of violence.
"Into My Storm!" (2003) (A)
Written on March 3rd, 2019
By Doctor Ricky1024.
Copyright C.2019 FanStory
"All Rights Reserved"
Note:
"During this month of March there will be one of these dedicated pieces each and every day."
"And, up to the very end of the 31st to honor my son Jason."
"Whom actually did not pass away on the 31st of March as stated by...
"The State of New Jersey in the Death Certificate."
...
"I feel in my Broken Heart and Jason's Donated Heart
instead it should be...
'April 1st, 2003.'
...
"Because on April 1st, 2003."
(Or April Fool's Day)
"And, after His very, last, organ was taken away...
"In order to be donated to save a total of Four lives...
"Almost Sixteen, years, ago...
"Into My Storm!" 2003 (A)
"Come now slowly...
"Ever, so slowly now...
"Into the Morn...
"As we both enter...
Now...
"Into My Storm!"
...
"Oh, won't you please or do I have to beg?"
"Just take a moment and 'BeG-Gin?'
...
"In '54 I was forced here and you know what?"
"Why?"
"When now all I ever want to do is Die?"
...
"No good reason why?"
"When you lose your only Son?"
"A parents worst nightmare?"
"Do you even care?"
...
"Lord God?"
"Testing, ever testing...
"Over and over and over again?"
"And, now you have been warned as you enter...
"Into My Storm!"
"The Test!" (B)
Written on September 21st, 2018.
"The Testing Process has a long road to haul...
"All the way...
"I got to say...
"To Hell!"
"But how do I know I had been tested numerous times?"
...
"I have been stabbed, slashed, Titanium Leg Ram Roded!"
"Broken, Bruised, Confused, and Confused?"
"Heart Attacked, Brain Damaged as if a Head of F****** Cabbage!"
"Lord, no more of this Excess Damage?"
...
"And, I have been cast into the Firely Lake, been burnt by fire and flames, inhaled obnoxious gases...
"Disturbed by Unholy Dames!"
"Where does one begin?"
"Oh Lord God, what a Sin!"
...
"And, I have been run over while riding my bikes...
"By Evil cars of Sub-Human Beings...
"Not once or even twice!"
"And, I have been tested the best with the loss of lives!"
"Are you seeing?"
...
"But why?"
"Why Lord God do I have to now enter...
"Into the Storm?"
"With all of these sufferings that make me forlorn?"
"Because all I do is cry and eventually want to just *Die?"
| Author Notes |
*Die:
pass away, diminish, dissipate, erase, disappear. "On March 31st, 2003." "Our only Son Jason was... (As a passenger) "Involved in an incredibly, horrible, car, accident." "And yes, the car was estimated to. have hit the telephone at over 100 miles an hour." ... "The reason the driver... (Brian Cole) "Did this to me and my family?" "He no longer wanted to live." "And to prove to his friends or friends who had nothing or wanted nothing to do with him.... "That he was not a coward." ... "And, to learn more about... 'Organ-Tissue Donations?' "Simply contact my dear friend Lara S. Moretti the L.S.W. with... "The Gift of Life!" Philadelphia, Pennsylvania at .. 1-800-DONORS-1. ... "On December 1st, 2006 and only five, short, days before my wife Carolyn's 54th birthday... "I too was tested to the extreme but survived." "I asked. God each and every waking morn to just let me die and be with my family." "Death is a horrible road to hoe." "I want you to know." ... "And, Idid try to eliminate, disappear, or dissipate, with a Seven, inch, serrated, steak knife, and yes.... "I did hit the Heart valve the second time before slashing my neck thrice and downing a bottle of Depoke." "But thank God I woke up long enough to call 911." ... "And' if you know somebody feeling in a similar way?" "Please contact 911." 24. ... "Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ." "FanStory and Tom the Administrator." "Fan Art Review, this Amazing, as well as, Talented Artist and Writer... 'Doctor Ricky1024." "And, his Incredible picture, "Into My Storm!" |
By Ricky1024
Warning: The author has noted that this contains the highest level of violence.
"Paradise Lost"
Written on March 7th, 2019
By Doctor Ricky1024
Copyright C. fanstory 2019.
"All Rights Reserved"
Note:
Warning: Graphic Violence!
"This is the Seventh Day of Dedicational Pieces for my Son Jason"
....
"In the Nick of the Thick!"
"When Ghosts approach thee, try to accept that sometimes, things were just meant to be?"
(Theology 47.78)
"Yes Time, a 'Mellow Fellow,' is now...
...
"The date is April 1st, 2003 and this is no video on MTV!"
"And, as my wife Carolyn, as my four Daughters...
"Sat in a Hospital Room of Gloom?"
"Had just been given an ultimatum?"
"And, as painful as this Fuc****Shit may seem...
"It was meant to be."
...
"At only Eighteen, a rugged but gentle, young, man...
"Jason had known, started a band, and you now need to try...
"Try and understand...
...
"Yes this...
"Oh Dear Lord...
"Not this time and this way!"
"As they smashed His side window of that Death Car and whisked my Jay...
"AWAY!"
...
"One day at a time...
"One tear at a time...
"One holiday at a time...
"And today?"
"It's been too, too, long and too, too, many to count."
"And, you can count on this...
'Silent comes in the form of the Death Kiss.'
"And, it will Haunt you for the rest of your lousy Life."
"Only eight months later?"
"Wife took her lousy life."
...
"Miserable yes, forever dismal and want to Die?"
"Gets better believe me as I journey back to my...
'Horrid of Destiny!'
****
"But honey?"
Yes Carolyn.
"He's just unconscious as if asleep?"
"Yes, counting sheep!"
I supposed
"But unconsciously speaking?"
"Jason was in a deep, deep, Coma approaching...
"Brain Death!"
"And, within...
'The Depth of a Missing Limb?'
"This continuous of Sin?"
"Soon, ever so soon...
"This Silent Kiss of Death will win."
"All seeming at the toss of a pair of Dice...
"And, at all Costs...
"Paradise *Lost?"
Approximate Word Count: 352.
| Author Notes |
*Lost:
missing, forever gone, astray. "And, to learn more about... 'Organ-Tissue Donations?' "Simply contact my dear friend Lara.S. Moretti the L.S.W. with... "The Gift of Life!" "Philadelphia, Pennsylvania at... 1-800-DONORS-1. ... "And, thanks from the bottom of my Broken and my Son Jason's donated Heart... ... "Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ." "FanStory and Tom the Administrator." "Fan Art Review, this Talented and Amazing Artist, 'Doctor Ricky 1024.' "And, his Incredible Picture, "Paradise Lost" Carolyn Ann Harbach Smrkovsky December 6th, 1952- November 26th, 2003 Jason Richard Smrkovsky November 5th, 1984- March 31st, 2003 Organs Donated on April 1st, 2003 (April Fool's Day) |
By Ricky1024
Warning: The author has noted that this contains the highest level of violence.
"There's Something About?"
(A Place in Hell)
Written on December 8th, 2018
By Doctor Ricky1024
Copyright C.FanStory 2018
"All Rights Reserved"
"There's something quite not right in here tonight?" "Lights way down low, can't seem to remember when?"
"Why, what, or how?"
"Just a voice that said...
"Follow the Glow."
"No more shall I pray, after this day, and take a vow."
...
"I couldn't, shouldn't, or wouldn't but...
"And, no longer shall I pretend."
"As the Unending Silence replaces my Amen."
...
"Fate and Destiny are now my new family as She now comes for Me?"
"Comes for me and she's my date."
"Because there's not much of anything left for me...
"Brian's car took care of my future Destiny."
...
"Yes, I now live?"
"In Misery town, all alone...
"As if it never...
"Was or to be found?"
"More or less than...
"More or less than you can imagine."
"Friend."
...
"For my house is no longer...
"My home...
"Forever trapped...
"And, forever alone."
"Like a Record that's scratched...
"An egg that will never hatch...
"Like a clock with no hands?"
"Do you understand?"
...
"But there's no sense in crying myself into a pout...
"Because?"
"There's Something *About"
| Author Notes |
*About:
"On April 1st, 2003 my son Jason... After a horrid accident... A passenger in a Ford Mustang... Drive by a maniac manic on a Panic... ... "And to learn more about 'Organ-Tissue Donations? ' "Simply contact my dear friend Lara S. Moretti the L. S. W. with... "The Gift of Life!" Philadelphia, Pennsylvania at 1-800-DONORS-1. ... "Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ. " "FanStory and Tom the Administrator. " "Fan Art Review, this amazing Artist and talented writer... 'Dr. Ricky 1024.' "And his incredible picture, "A Place in Hell" |
By Ricky1024
Warning: The author has noted that this contains the highest level of violence.
"Let it Go!" (A)
Written on March 11th, 2019
By Doctor Ricky1024
Copyright C. FanStory 2019
"All Rights Reserved"
"When the pains remain and get so, so, very bad?"
when it makes you feel so "Knife in your chest that continues to stab?"
"And, it gets so very, very, sad?"
"When it builds and it turns into Hate and now your controlled by something you don't understand like Fate?"
"And, your family and friends say they know?"
"Let it Go."
...
"When your Shitty World turns Upside Down?"
"When life suddenly feels like it's smashed into the ground?"
"See no Evil...
"Speak no Evil...
"But all you ever feel is Evil all around?"
"Your family and friends say it isn't so?"
"Let it Go. "
...
"When you're so, so, lost you'll never again be found?"
"When you no longer can eat or sleep at night?"
"And, you exist by the thought that soon everything will be alright?"
"But your suddenly losing so much weight?"
"And, daily routine now seems more like a nightmare than a dream?"
"Your death is posted in LIFE Magazine?"
"Tired of the wish washy in your Washing Machine?"
"Do you know what I mean?"
"You try to believe that your family and friends say it isn't so?"
"Let it Go. "
...
"When you can no longer navigate and your sail lost it's wind?"
"When your World comes crashing down and it gets so, so, bad you start hitting yourself and fooling around?"
"Contemplating Suicide?"
"And, it now becomes your only thoughts of relief?"
"You can no longer even button your shirt from the mounting Grief? "
"You get out of bed because of the pounding Misery in your head?"
"Wake up each morning but pray to the Lord and wish you were dead!"
"When all these things and more are now coming in your front door?"
"Eight by Ten pictured memories of the past?"
"That eerie and scary voice that always laughs?"
"And, finally?"
"You've had enough?"
"Nobody really understands?"
"God does, don't you know?"
"And, it's finally time to just...
"Let it Go?"
"Just Dream" (B)
Written on March 11th, 2019
"When your saddened Life gets you down?"
"When the thoughts abound in your sick head?"
"Spinning round and around?"
"When your World Turns Upside Down?"
"And, things no longer seem?"
"Just Dream!"
...
"When it seems as if even God has turned His back on ye?"
"The dog just ate your only plate of spaghetti?"
"Girlfriend keeps fooling around?"
"Your business partners just scheme?"
"Just Dream!"
...
"When suddenly you lost the most precious thing?"
"When even the Hope Diamond is just now a carbon copy...
"On a finger as Elizabeth Taylor's ring?"
"The Angels above forgot how to sing?"
"Even your very, own, mother steals your, very, last...
"Red Cent?"
"And, you're now Hell-bent on ending it all?"
"No more sugar for your coffee and cream?"
"Just Dream?"
...
"When even your Four, very, own, daughter's no longer come over to be?"
"And, you want Not To Be?"
"Nothing on now but boring videos on MTV?"
"You're at the end of your rope and The Noose is tightening fast?"
"Heads racing as your car no longer runs and ran out of gas?"
"Lost the Son, Lost the Wife?"
"Suns light no longer lasts?"
"Surrounded by Darkness of Past?"
"All these things and more as hard as it all may seem?"
"There's Hope if you can...
"Just Dream?"
"When You Just Dream?" (C)
Written on March 11th, 2019
"When You Just Dream?"
"It seems all your nightmares go away?"
"No more rainy but now Sunny of day?"
"Rainbows appear, Winters gone and Spring is close but not yet here?"
"Well then when you just Dream It's Friday and Monday is just a past blur!"
"That cat you almost lost again begins to Purr?"
"Broken watch begins to tick?"
"That pot of molasses ain't now quite so thick?"
"When you just dream Demons of your past can no longer grasp!"
"Happiness now will always and forever Last...
"Sweet cream replaces this Soured Past...
"Connective Ability, Yo-Yo Strings, Rubber bands stretch to the Extreme?"
"No so when you just Dream!"
...
"Turnovers caught in your frying pan?"
"Just lost your best friend named Dan?"
"Damn!"
"Mommy tries and tries but can't seem and just cries?"
"Cause dad gave up and drank himself to death?"
"Took away your last breath?"
"And, you feel it's now your time?"
"No more God to pray?"
"Yes, all is lost it all now seems?"
"But it all can go away...
"When You Just *Dream?"
Approximate Word Count: 783.
| Author Notes |
*Dream:
n. unconscious thoughts, peaceful sleep, at rest. "These three pieces are based on Lost and then Found Hope and Faith. " "In order to understand this pain on loss you need to experience... Journal and post as you eliminate." Carolyn Ann Richmond Harbach Smrkovsky December 6th, 1952- November 26th, 2003 Jason Richard Smrkovsky November 5th, 1984- March 31st, 2003 Organs Donated on April 1st, 2003 (April Fool's Day) . "To learn more about... 'Organ-Tissue Donations?' "Simply contact my dear, friend Lara. S. Moretti the L.S.W. with... 'The Gift of Life!' Philadelphia, Pennsylvania at... 1-800-DONORS. ... "And, thanks from the very bottom of my and my Son Jason's donated Heart... "Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ." "Followed by Fanstory and Tom the Administrator." "Fan Art Review, this Amazing as well as Talented Artist and Gifted Writer, Doctor. Ricky 1024." ""And, his Incredible picture, "Paradise Lost" |
By Ricky1024
Warning: The author has noted that this contains the highest level of violence.
"Within the Boundaries of Imagination" (A)
Written on March 12th, 2019
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright C. FanStory 2019
"All Rights Reserved"
"It's March 31st, 2003 and it is now for me?"
"Hell on Earth!"
"And, I finally realized my worth?"
...
"No more...
"No more, 'Snow-topped Mountain Majesty of Cupcake Sugar on Top of Cone,' for me now."
"Now you're just simply all alone as you quickly are slipping into...
"My F*******Twilight Zone!"
"And, no more will you ever be the same...
"As Insanity now reaches out and calls your lousy name!"
...
"Expect nothing in return...
"Yes, nothing in return but Misery and Unjustifiable Pain!"
"Speak not of Bibles of a Amen's or Gods...
"And, speak not of Angels above and Unending Love for down here?"
"It's all just pretend and they are all strangers."
"Yes, strangers down and never again mentioned His Holy of name."
...
"Slowly open the Book of Death for only you now have the only key."
"And, it's been given to thee because of your Endless and Continuous Suffering!"
...
"And Misery?"
"Misery, as Depression appears here?"
"Just sip it's cup of Tea?"
"No Grief?"
"Well in Hell it's served between Two and Eight."
"What?"
"Well look around it's in each and every room!"
"Doom and Gloom and yes this is Hell!"
"Sit a spell you have plenty of time on your hands."
...
"And, you better get used to it for there is no relief and time is bound."
"But whom is and why?"
"Oh, the Creator here?"
"Whom you may ask?"
"God?"
"Oh no not here!"
"Were below not above!"
...
"Perhaps you're mistaken?"
"Well down here, he's known as 'The Maker of Disasters!'
'The Lord of Darkness!'
"And, he comes in many disguises perhaps you're now beginning to feel they hating?"
"Because his name is Lord Satan!"
"And, he's got a plan cuz you were stupid and danced with the Devil!"
"The Devil in Red!"
"Yellowed teeth protrude from his head!"
"And, he'll tell you Tales because you're now dead!"
...
"Cracking, crackling laugh as he walks past on hooves...
"Blackened cloak Adorn... "Satin Sheer and you will know when he is near!"
...
"And, near he shall be as happy as can be for another victim."
"You are, you see?"
"And, you shouldn't have reviewed me!"
...
"And, I also hear that your friend Ricky had lost previously his only Son...
"And then shortly followed with his only wife?"
...
"Such a shame and I too called out his Lousy name!"
"And, as for she?"
"She had taken her life but not like you Ricky with a knife!"
"To your Heart!"
...
"How feeble and Noble for you Ricky because they had part."
"But now Reviewers...
"Well welcome here with me."
"And, my name?"
"My name is, 'The Grim Reaper of Death!"
...
"What, not me you ask?"
"Your not dead yet?"
"But this is only Part Number One!"
"Well, perhaps you just passed through and time is Now quickly escaping?"
"And, now yes you have become part of My Creation!"
"Within the Boundaries of Imagination."
"Completely All Alone?
Written on March 12th, 2019 (B)
"As we've already pointed out earlier...
"Yes, this is "My Twilight Zone!"
"And, you are now all alone!"
"The Blackened Clouds eerily drift silently over the graves...
"Of Hillman Bay Cemetery on Green Street this sad of day...
"And yes, this is Ricky now as my plot lies empty?"
"No headstone, all alone except?"
"The other two nearby."
...
"One for my lost Son and the other for my wife."
"And, both Coffin Lids are closed."
...
"While mine awaits my Fate?"
"But, no I have a date with Destiny?"
"Read on and you be the Judge?"
...
"WARNING!"
"What you are about to review is not only True and Due but GRAPHIC!"
...
"They say my grave still lies empty this day?"
"It's now December 1st, 2006."
"Soon to be almost...
"Unlucky Thirteen, years ago."
"And, I just turned the age of recently 52."
...
"Yes the Coffins Lids open and it's cold and cramped inside."
"And, perhaps a little cozy?"
"Jump in girl if your a little nosy?"
"As it awaits my Fate?"
****
"It is now 8 A.M.and sharp as a Knife?"
"Lightly raining as those Blackened Clouds slowly drift my...
"Ominously, I awake."
"I release my Pomeranian "Purred" and tell him to find a better place to be. "
"For soon, it will be...
"To Be or Not to Be?"
...
"Of course, I'm depressed and out of my head!"
"Wouldn't you too if your dealing with nothing but Dead?"
"Yes, out of my mind this time for I have a date and it awaits?"
...
"In the kitchen and they say he's sharp and shiny like his big sister?"
"Whom I've been sleeping with each and every F******night!"
...
"Gently as she's coaxing me on...
"Goading me and the goal is clear...
"Crystal Clear you'll see and The Time Is Here!"
...
"So, so, near as I tried so, so, very hard with sister."
"But, Butchered Blade Tip is Dull and not sharp!"
"But, her little brother is...
"Seven, inch, serrated... "Kitchen knife is sharp as can be!"
"With a tip that won't quit!"
"Or give a Shit!"
"Begging, daring, and egging me and I swear it's message I'm hearing!"
"As it slips in nicely to the left...
"Left side of my nipple and I feel not?"
"As it misses my broken of Heart!"
...
Damned F*** this!"
"And, without hesitation...
"As I am Extracting...
"Re-plunging it in to the nipple side right...
"Yes, to the other side and Deeper than before and Eureka!"
"I finally found...
'The Emerald City' and The Wizard won't be needing to give me a Heart!"
"I struck gold!"
...
"Damned Oz as the River of Crimson Red soaks my Guinea Tee!"
...
"Satisfied, I retract it and then Retreat to my bed!"
"No visions of Sugarplums dance in my Mentally-Illed Head!"
"But a trail of Bloody tears instead!"
"And yes, I did hit the valve and was bleeding internally but externally?"
"I was a Sprite as a sick little monkey seeking bananas hanging on the vines!"
"And, in search of that 'Sea of Tranquility' that I could never find!"
"One knife blade at a time...
...
"No this is 'A Sea of Desperation!'
"And, it's funny how when it's your time and your time is here?"
"And, near but you see not for me for it's hard to trick the maker!"
"But, would I perhaps be offered another offering?"
"After all the Coffins Lid is still open!"
...
"Blackened Clouds
slowly drift over the Graves at Hillman Bay Cemetery on Green Street."
...
"Rapunzel, Rapunzel, let down your Golden Hair so I may climb this sickening stair!"
...
"Note:
EXTREMELY GRAPHIC!""Yes, again The Grim Reaper of Death will try yo take away Ricky 1024's last breath!"
...
"As it's ugly head appears and again as I slice deeply thrice!"
"To the right side of my silly neck!"
...
"Rapunzel, Rapunzel again won't you let down your hair so I may climb the golden stair but you see I learned later the jugular is on the other side of my neck!"
"What the heck!"
"Suddenly, The Angel of Death appears and says to me...
....
"Ricky can't you get it right?"
"The left side not the right!"
"Too late now, instead silly head?"
"Down these pills!"
"After all they were prescribed for your ills!"
"But not this time as I learned many lessons that day!"
"And, even a bottle of Depakote won't take my Blues Away!"
...
"So, my ex Nancy calls me and said she did not like the tone of my voice the night before when we were breaking up."
...
"Of Shit!"
"If she sees what a mess I've done?"
"With her Heart condition I had no choice but to call 911."
...
"And they say to this very day the Coffins Lid at Hillman Bay Cemetery on Green Street by the Bay is a waiting for another day?"
"Another day the Angel of Death to appear?"
| Author Notes |
"Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ. "
"FanStory and Tom the Administrator." "Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist and Amazing Writer, 'Doctor Ricky 1024.' "And, his Incredible picture... "Welcome to My Twilight Zone!" |
By Ricky1024
"A Crying Pain!" (A)
Written on June 12th, 2014
By Doctor Ricky1024
Copyright C.FanStory 2014
"All Rights Reserved"
"It's Crying Time again, nobody wants me?"
"I got no Woman to darn my socks or mend my shoes?"
"Ricky's now singing...
"The Bid Boy Blues!"
...
"Perhaps again, I should try and make The Channel Six News?"
"For, it's Crying Time again, nobody wants old news!"
...
"My Anticipation is at all times High?"
"Just like a piece of dust caught in my eye."
"So, I'll write my words and make it Crystal Clear."
"That it's Crying Time again, and I've been so used...
****
"Satan's Grasp is about here at last and I ain't got no regrets!"
"Place all your bets on me and if you do?"
"You'll have nothing left like...
"Me!"
...
"I've had more than a few but who's the blame?"
"Lost my wife after my only Son Jay but that's just the way...
"And, another part of Satan's Grim Game!"
...
"Ain't no longer got me a dog!"
"Just gave him away the other day I decided to take my *Life!"
"Yup, lost my reason to Live like my **Wife!"
"And, after that day?"
"I had do a lot of thinking because?"
"It's Crying Time again, and it's nobody's blame!"
"But me."
...
"Might as well put my aching corpse back in its coffin and close the lid real tight!"
"There will always be another Saturday night?"
"Can't ever seem to get it right!"
"Cause, it's Crying Time again, and nobody cares!"
"Nobody left at home to mends my underwear!"
...
"Perhaps I've worn out my welcome but the insects don't seem...
"Seem especially to care."
"Right now they are flying around and soon they'll be a boring bore holes right through that wood."
"Good, and get the job done as they should!"
...
"It's Crying Time again, as Blackened Clouds of my Misery are now above...
"Drifting by me so slow no kind words of Love?"
"Just Acid Rain now pouring down?"
"Cascading upon the ground...
"Where I rest deeply, safe and sound."
"For, it's Crying Time again, and no one wants me?"
"Wants me around?"
"Am I supposed to cry along with the song?"
"As Satan haunts and goats me on?"
"Perhaps, gotta stay strong?"
"As Satan watches and He's the only one that seems to give a S***!"
...
"As I write below as if some forever Yax?"
"I love it so!"
...
"So, the next time you feel like this in your World and seems so Wrong?"
"Take the time to read this silly song."
"It's written in the key of Misery!"
"Because it's Crying Time again, just for you and me!"
"The Purest of Pain Shot Directly Like Poison into My Brain!" (B)
Written on June 12th, 2014
"Taste the Waste!"
"And, does it remind you of toothpaste?"
"Sweet as can be but it's now it tastes to me, just like Tears and Miseries. "
"Miseries of Past Memories that Collide."
"All mixed up inside. "
"All the Pain and all the lost years...
"Trapped inside and always here?"
...
"Why my Lord did You take my Soul away?"
"Lost my reason to go on and that just took my last breath away!"
"It Ricochets throughout my brain!"
"Perhaps, I'm losing my mind going insane?"
...
"Seems like I just lost my life?"
"Is that nearly enough before you took my only Son and wife?"
"For You Lord, just want me to be stronger."
"And find my tough!"
"Did you see this coming and cry enough?"
...
"Apart, lost a piece of my Heart...
"One beat at a time."
"Fractured Spirits, unkind?"
"I'm almost empty inside."
"Lord, can You please find?"
"Me a pack of 'Good & Plenty's?'
"Or, Maybe a big bowl of ice cream will do?"
""As you reach down and pull out a trick or two?"
...
"Reach down and just grab and grip?"
"Or rip, out another piece of my swollen Heart?"
"Which is aching, swollen and breaking."
"Ultimate Forsaking!"
...
"Perhaps that knife I used was my last undertaking?"
"Lord, will You want me then?"
"Broken to never mend?"
"Already lost my Last Amen!"
...
"And, there's nothing left to hide?"
"All of My Me is colliding and collapsing...
"Can't You see?"
"Thoughts of Suicidal Intentions mixed up inside my too much to Mentions!"
...
"I'm all alone in my Gloom."
"You just can't even seem to understand why?"
"Why, I need so much yo die?"
"It's like your Life fuels...
"Spews...
"All over...
"No place left to hide so my lousy Life is over!"
...
"Reviewers?"
"Take my advice to all who read this!"
"You must try and realize that pain, anguish, torture, misery...
"And, when they all Collide?"
"Suicide!"
"It becomes definitely an undertaking."
""And it's not the way to go!"
"Rethink your thoughts and realize that sometimes all things happened in a row?"
Approximate Word Count: 839.
| Author Notes |
*Life:"My suicide attempts in 2006."
**Wife: "My wife's suicide in 2003." "Special thanks goes out first to Heavenly Father and then His Son Jesus Christ." "Fanstory and Tom the Administrator." "Fan Art Review, this talented artist, 'Anne' and her Incredible picture... "Playing" |
By Ricky1024
"Step Carefully?"
(An Example of Hate)
"In the Purest of Form!"
(A True Story see Editors Notes)
Written on March 15th, 2019
By Doctor Ricky1024
Copyright C. FanStory 2019
WARNING!
"Step carefully, my love cause there are things that go Bump in the night!"
"Step carefully, my love and beware!"
"And, please stay on the path for they are everywhere!"
"This night!"
"Step carefully, my love and never look back."
"Keep your head moving forward because if you don't?"
"Then you'll never come back!"
...
"Please step carefully, my love they're so close can you not see they are almost there?"
"Please step carefully, my love or they'll get and eat you...
"I swear!"
...
"Please step carefully, my love can't you hear them now straight ahead?"
"Can't you hear them Howl?"
"Please step carefully, my love because they're getting closer somehow?"
...
"My love, aren't you listening the snow is now no longer just white?"
"Its glistening...
"F****** Crimson Red with the fresh Kill straight Ahead!"
"You see, my love, you did not listen to me!"
"And, I warned you to step carefully!"
...
"Step carefully, My Love but you see?"
"It's now way too late?"
"Step Carefully...
"My Love...
"But the Moon If So Full...
"So Full with *Hate?"
| Author Notes |
*Hate:
(hat)vt.hat'ed, hat'ing, (OE,hatian) 1-to have strong dislike or ill will for 2-to wish to avoid to hate fights/-vi.feel hatred-n 1-a strong feeling of dislike or ill will 2-a person or thing hated-hat'er n. Note- "Today I had court in Stafford Township." (A Town in Manahawkin, New Jersey) "The reason was a former renter of mine, Timothy Squindo, age 26." "Whom I once rented a room to... "And, is addicted to Alcohol and Heroin." "Who also wrote beautiful poems... ... "One strange and deranged night... "He went into my bedroom twice... ... "The first time he located a small, green, box with several, hundred, dollar, bills in It." "I thought I had possibly gambled the money away in Atlantic City?" ... "But then... "He went in a second time and found the second stash of hundreds." "This was when I knew I had a problem." ... "And, within the next few days, after sleeping on my couch, at night?" "I awoke and went to my church." "Afterwards, on the New Jersey Transit bus #559 to Atlantic City, I called and told my daughter Dana the good news?" "That I had won $600 the night before in Atlantic City and offered her an opportunity to gamble with me... "But when I looked into my wallet what did I now see?" "I only had $5 left." ... "Lesson learned." "My lawsuit is for $1,400 and this was my fifth trip." "And, this was my second time for mediation and again he never showed up." "When it was time for my case to be heard and right before they called my name?" ... "An officer whom knew me, asked me what I was there for." "I explained this and told the officer that putting him in jail... "And then releasing him again... "Will obviously do no good." "As he's already attempted suicide more than once and overdosed!" "The last time his friend saved his life." "He said he would consult with the towns attorney." ... "To make a sick and sad story short?" "I told the judge that I cared more of this young man's Health and Well-being than I do for the money." "The judge.... (The Honorable Damian J. Murry) "First wished me a Happy Saint Patty's Day and Said there's nothing he can do until he is apprehended." "So, he put out a $600 warrant." "And, told me then after he was appended, he'd have to agree to go on probation." "And, then be monitored in some kind of facility for drugs." (Which I too suggested for at least a year) ... Note: "This is an example of hate... "That a person should have... "For another... "In the Purest of Form." "Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ." "FanStory and Tom the Administrator." "Fan Art Review, this Amazing, as well as Talented Artist, 'avmurry,' and her Incredible Picture... "Looking into Eternity" |
By Ricky1024
"A Childs Letter"
Written on March18th, 2019
By Doctor Ricky1024
Copyright C.FanStory 2019
"All Rights Reserved"
(Based on Actual Events)
Note:
Warning!
Graphic Event!
...
"A letter written by an 8 year old girl who died in a March 3rd tornado was found in the debris in Lee County."
"Mykhayla Waldon was with her mother and three siblings when their house blew apart in the tornado."
"The mother, Mrs.Hart stated...
"We all just ran and by the time we made it to the middle?"
"My World was destroyed."
"The house just went up in pieces."
Stated Tyesha Hart.
"Mykhayla was the only one to die in the tornado."
...
"Her two siblings survived with injuries and are being treated at a hospital."
"The three year, old, sibling received a minor skull fracture and a broken leg."
"While her five-year-old sibling came away with a Brain fracture and bruised lungs."
Stated Hart.
...
"My two youngest...
"I knew that as long as they were responding to me they were going to be okay."
"But my oldest daughter, I knew that she was suffering the most."
"And, then she talked about the heartbreaking moment...
...
"I tried Lord, Oh how I tried... "And tried...
"And tried?"
"I kept resuscitating her...
"I kept resuscitating her and I knew she was in so much pain."
"I took that time and I held her...
"And I told her...
"That it was so proud of her and that I loved her...
"And I just held her and she was at so much peace."
...
"Mykhayla had written a letter to her mother only months before...
"Once the letter was found in the debris, her mother felt it now had a deeper significance upon seeing it again."
...
"After the child's death, when I was contacted, saying the letter was found that day...
"It was returned to me."
Stated Hart.
"And, that day I was so down and depressed."
"And, I so needed it that day...
"Mrs.Hart told me...
The representative from the WSFA stated.
...
"Mrs.Hart believes it is a sign."
"Something her daughter is trying to communicate to her."
"I know she's in a better place and I know she's watching over me."
"And, I know it and I feel it."
"I cry because I miss her but I know she's in a better place...
"Mrs.Hart read the letter to the WSFA."
"The letter to my mom from Mykhayla...
"The Letter"
Written Date Unknown
"I love you a lot and you mean a lot to me."
"Also, I love you with all of my Heart and I want you to know."
"That everywhere you take me?"
"I'm glad to go."
...
"Mrs. Hart stated that she questions whether or not she was a good mom?"
"And, that whether or not she should have done better?"
"I was second-guessing everything."
"I felt so much regret...
"Regret so, that's why and when I had to read this letter again."
...
"She cherishes this letter but the tornado experience will forever haunt her."
"Some days I feel like I'm in a nightmare because this isn't my life."
"I never would have thought I would have had to bury one of my children."
"Nobody knows how it feels to lose a child like that."
"It's so horrible!"
A Lee County official said.
...
"The Death toll from the tornado stands at 23."
"The Lee County tornado was part of the 34 tornadoes that struck the Southeast U.S." "Alabama, which was hit also, had 11 tornadoes...
"14 struck Georgia...
"And, one tornado hit Florida."
"Four hit South Carolina."
...
"All as part of a 'Weekend Tornadic Outbreak.'
"The most powerful was the one that struck Lee County according to the Associated Press."
Approximate Word Count: 626.
| Author Notes |
"Special thanks goes out first to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ."
"FanStory and Tom the Administrator." "Fan Art Review, this talented Artist... 'Bob one oldreb.' "And, his Incredible picture, "Killer Tornado" |
By Ricky1024
Warning: The author has noted that this contains the highest level of violence.
"The Joker is Wild?"
Written on March 19th, 2019
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright C. Fan Story 2019
"All Rights Reserved"
WARNING!
GRAPHIC!!!
Note:
There will be one of this Dedicational Posts each day until April 1st, 2019
(April Fool's Day)
"Batman the Joker is Wild!"
"I know Robin the Bat Signal told me so!"
Later at Commissioner Gordan's Office....
...
"Batman he is Out Of Control!"
"And, juster robbed The Gotham Savings and Loan!"
Meanwhile at the bank....
....
"Yes, Batman he took a hostage some Kid named 'Jay!'
"They took off that way!"
Note:
'Jay,' is my son and the moment in time?"
"March 31st, 2003 at 8:00 PM."
...
"Suddenly, the Joker loses control of 'The Joker Mobile!'
"Later at the scene...
The Scene...
"The Joker Mobile is destroyed!"
"Although conscious, he remember naught!"
"Trapped in a lying prone position with the wheel firmly against his chest...
"They have no choice but to extract with.
"The Jaws of Life!"
...
"Holy Ravioli Batman!"
"Looks like the Joker won't be robbing any banks in the future!"
States Robin.
"Batman Holy Anchovies!"
"What about that kid?"
Asks Robin.
...
"They are trying Robin...
"They are smashing his window...
(A Fireman)
"But it looks Grim...
"The kids bleeding from the ears!"
Batman says a prayer...
...
"Dear Lord Above,
Grant this child Eternal Love."
"And, give Him a second chance."
"Later at Gotham General Trauma Hospital on Walker Street...
...
"Holy Flypaper!"
States Robin.
"Batman, is the kid gonna make it?"
"He's in a Sticky Mess!"
States Robin.
"It's in God's *Hands now Robin."
| Author Notes |
*Gods Hands:
n. heaven, vallhala, final resting place. "Yes, on March 31st, 2003... "As I was playing chess net.com on my computer... "I heard the first noise which was not the Joker mobile... "But a Ford Mustang... "And, not driven by The Joker... "But by Brian Cole as he smashed it purposely into a telephone pole." "After hitting a curb and then the second noise?" "Was when it fell down to the street below." ... "A representative from Ford... "After, an EMT told a friend he told my wife who in turn told me... "The car was F****** locked in third gear!" ... "And yes, it got back to me through my wife... "And, a representative from Ford said they could have been doing over a hundred miles an hour!" "When it hit the pole." ... "Jason the main character or 'Jay' in this fictional but true piece I created here... "The Joker's Wild" "Was in a deep coma, Brain Damaged and yes there was blood and eventually umbilical fluid coming out of his ears." ... "And, as sad and horrid as this me seem... "It gets worst... "Even the nurses could no longer go inside." "So, my oldest stepdaughter Nikki took over that job." ... "Soon, we were asked to leave... "So the Surgeon on duty could tap Jason's skull to try to relieve the pressure and save him." ... "But it was hopeless and His organs exist today in three living beings... .... "To learn more about 'Organ-Tissue Donations?' "Simply contact my dear friend Lara S. Moretti the L.S.W..with... "The Gift of Life!" Philadelphia, Pennsylvania at... 1-800-DONORS-1 ... "And, thanks for the bottom of my Broken and my Son Jason's donated Heart... "Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ." "FanStory and Tom the Administrator." "Fan Story Review, this Amazing and Talented Artist and Writer... 'Doctor Ricky1024.' "And, his Incredible Picture from a you's Episode of the TV Show "Batman!' "The Joker's Wild!" Jason Richard Smrkovsky November 5th, 1984- March 31st, 2003. Organs Donated on April 1st, 2003 (April Fool's Day) |
By Ricky1024
"Traveling at the Speed of Fright!" (A)
Written on October 11th, 2018
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright C. Fan Story 2018
"All Rights Reserved"
"I'm now traveling at the speed of Fright! "
"But, there's no place like Home!"
"Home on the Range where the Pain, Misery, and Depression shall play!"
"Where seldom is Heard nothing but a Cursed of Word...
"And, my Sullen Heart...
"Too just Breaking...
"Forever aching...
"All day...
...
"Ah, I'm arriving now at my Destination and it will be my...
"Third Time...
"Hold on a second...
"And, Tight!"
"Three moments later...
...
"I'm on the 'River Scythe,' as 'The Grim Reaper of Death!'
"Places two, gold, coins...
"One at a time...
"Over my eyes...
"Let's check it out?"
...
"One at a time...
"As they fall upon the boats floor...
"Look what I have in store?"
...
"Wow!"
"Look over there?"
"It's Bin Laden being beaten and tortured by another Muslim?"
"What a Sin?"
"Maybe a relative or two?"
"Relatively Speaking?"
"Another poor Saul?"
"Oh, looky over there to the West?"
"It's old Atilla the Hun?"
"Hun...
"And, he's beating and Hitting Adolph Hitler!"
"With a Cat of Nine Tales!"
"Guess that's his last Life!"Bloody Fuc**** Mess!"
"Perhaps Atilla will Hang on a Post...
"His head but this is my post!"
"One sexing later...
...
"Okay, here we are at...
"The Gates of Hell!"
"And, there's that Old Man again!"
"Okay Ricky, Two Coins please?"
"Thank you and "The Master"
Is waiting!"
"Thanks for nothing."
I thought.
...
"Ricky, take a drink of "Hemlock Tea?"
"It's good as should be?"
I reply...
"I'll pass."
"I got enough Foul thongs shoved up my ASS!"
"Upon entering the Streets of Hell!"
...
"Satan!"
"My Old Buddy?"
"Oh, you again Priest!"
"To be Continued...
"Traveling Within The Perimeters of Hell!"(B)
Written on October 12th, 2018
"I'm now traveling within the Perimeters of Hell!"
"But God, why is all well?"
"Well, what the Hell is that Smell?"
"Don't ring a Bell?"
"From the color, could it possibly be someone's Gel?"
"Jello from Hello?"
...
"Hello, is anybody listening to me?"
"Are you just stupid and Mellow?"
"Am I a Lucky Fellow?"
"Or, is this something from...
"Othello?"
"Rather have a plate of ice creme and Nabisco's Vanillas?"
"But God, it's starting to stink so bad ..
"And, it's the color of Yellow!"
...
"Yuck!"
"Out of Luck!"
"Friar Tuck it!"
"What the FUC*It?"
"Go instead, and Kill a Duck it!"
"It smells so bad must of been hit by a Mack Truck it?"
"Just my Damned Luck it!"
"Call me, 'Friar Tuck it!"
"What?"
"Better Duck it?"
"It's that Mack Truck it?"
"Would you just Pluck IT?"
"Better Duck it!"
"What again?"
"Can't Duck, stuck now in the Muck?"
"Better Ruck it?"
"What the FUC* is Ruck?"
"Maybe you have been hit b6 another Mack Truck it?"
"Can't answer cause your stuck in the Muck?""Guess then you ran out of Luck Mack?"
...
"Oh Well, guess another soon going to Hell?"
"Guess it's no longer just me?"
"Oh, tour new here, and what's your name?"
"William Tell!"
"What about Ben and Teller?"
"Heard he wasn't much of a Lucky Feller?"
"He's performing in a Cellar?"
"With, Old Teller?"
"This is even getting to much for me and I Luke to Rhyme!"
"But, I still got to rhyme it!"
...
"Teller tell me?"
"Well Ricky, I found William Tell in that Well!"
"And, he went straight to Hell!"
"You see Ricky, he fell!"
"Fell Tell?"
"Yes Ricky, Straight Down that Well!"
..
"Oh well, that as well explains him here in Hell!"
"Guess he will be sitting down here for a Spell...
"What Tell?"
"He won't be sitting a Spell?"
"Still down the Well?"
"Because he forgot 5o Spell!"
"Spell what Tell, HELL?"
"No, he was put under a Spell?"
"Hell!"
"What?"
"He'll put you under a Spell?"
"Me or you, Tell?"
...
"Tell, Me, You, Teller, William, or Speller?"
"Old Yeller?"
"No Spelling!"
"Tori?"
"Yes!"
...
"Damned!"
"Thought I got me a dog named Old Teller!"
"To take to Hell Here?"
"Hmm...
"Tori Spelling or Speller?"
"Hmm...
"Anyway you put it?"
"It looks like I'm soon to be a...
"Lucky Feller?"
Approximate Word or Rhyme Count: 750.
| Author Notes |
"Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ."
"Fan Story and Tom the Administrator." "Fan Art Review, this Amazing and Talented Artist, 'jgrace,' and their Picture, "Incoming" |
By Ricky1024
Warning: The author has noted that this contains the highest level of violence.
"Ever the Same?"
Written on March 21st, 2019
By Doctor Ricky1024
Copyright C.FanStory 2019
"All Rights Reserved"
Warning!
Graphic!
"The Sun no longer shines... "The Moon no longer glows...
"Everywhere there's Darkness...
"If only I had known?"
...
"I can no longer follow...
"And, I know the birds no longer sing...
"There is not a single drop of Dew...
"Life lost no renew...
...
"As I write down these words of pain...
"I only wish that I had knew...
"Had known the Pain?"
"Had known the Shame?"
"Had known the Lost?"
"To never again gain...
...
"For me?"
"The Eye of the Moon now cries?"
"For She knows the reason why...
"And, all the planets Stood Still...
"The day you died...
...
"And now?"
"All I ever knew...
"As I weep and search for the Dew...
"Is Your pain...
"For the loss of a Son?'
"Life will never ever again Be...
"Ever the *Same?"
| Author Notes |
*Same:
adj. Simular, alike, identical. "On March 31st, 2003... "And, almost 16 years later... "My Son Jason Richard was involved in a horrible accident." "And, as a passenger, as a result of His injuries, He wound up Brain-Damaged, in a Deep coma, and only Seventeen, hours, later?" "He was pronounced... "So, we had no choice but to donate His organs to save four lives... ... "And, to learn more about 'Organ-Tissue Donations?' "Simply contact my dear friend Lara S. Moretti the L.S.W. with... "The Gift of LIFE!" Philadelphia,Pennsylvania at 1-800-DONORS-1. ... "And, thanks from the bottom of my Broken and my Son Jason's donated Heart... ... Jason Richard Smrkovsky. November 5th, 1984~ March 31st, 2003. Organs removed and donated on April 1st, 2003. (April Fool's Day) "Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ." "FanStory and Tom the Administrator." "Fan Art Review, this Amazing and Talented Artist and Writer... 'Doctor Ricky1024.' "And, his Incredible picture... "Eye of the Moon" |
By Ricky1024
"Times Release"
(To Carry the Big Stick)
Written on March 26th, 2528.
By Bill Donald Nixon Kennedy Trump the Tenth.
Copyright C.FanStory 2528.
"All Rights Reserved"
"My fellow Americans...
"This Is A Time Release statement."
"From the National Justice Division and System of the Office of President."
...
"Good morning my fellow Americans."
"Today is only three days since you last were forced to the Callous and Engraved leftovers of the Democratic Administration!"
...
"And with these thoughts in mind and mind you this...
"This here President...
"Of this here...
"United States of America."
"And yes, your President...
Bill Donald Nixon Kenny Clinton Trump the Tenth...
...
"My Dear and Fellowed Americans...
"With Humbled of Heart...
"Mind, Body, and Soul...
"You have a lot to be thanks for as my past Ancestors...
From the Kenndys to this Here Trumps...
"Will not be Humped and Dumped as our former 'Obama Comama Fuchatrama...
'Humpty Dumpty.'
"We will not have our shells cracked Open as we tumble...
"Off My Great Wall!"
...
"And, I am to Walk Tall and Carry My Big Stick!"
"We here are too fanned proud and I proudly protest...
"The past Administration's statements!"
...
"And, I am here to assure you...
"My Fellow Compatriots...
"And bring to Thee All...
"Peace of Mind....
"Presence of Thought...
"And finally...
"Presence of Presents!"
...
"Gifts, Blessed Gifts that I am about to Present!"
"My Fellow American Patriots of Mind and Equality."
"Ye all fellow Americans."
"Whom have not flex our Nobel Borders and Great Nation."
****
"These are Horrid of Times...
"Not the Best if Times...
"But, the Worst of Times!"
"Drug Addiction is at an...
"All Time High!"
"Hallahulah!"
(Sorry spelled that wrond)
...
"Yes, Yellow Ameracans...
"Hold on a second...
(The President does a line of Coke)
"Okay, Blokes!"
"That's better!"
"And where was I now that my Febble Mind hath cleared and I almost choked?"
...
"Yes!"
"We are now at the 'Crossroads of this Great Nation!"
"A Nation that hath Suffered so...
"In which hath never, ever, seen...
"Or heard such horrible statements!"
"I'm about to release!"
...
"I wish"to offer My and My Administrations...
"Most Humbled apologies...
"About these...
(Which were done do Callously(
"And, previously were offered...
"By the Last Administration."
...
"And, as my past Relations...
"Our Great Fore Fathers from the Washingtons to the Jefferson's...
(Loved that show that was my Great, ever so Great Grandpappies favorite!)
...
"And, Our Great Fore Fathers...
"From the Jefferson's to the Lincolns...
"The Lincolns to the Kennedys...
"The Kennedys to the Nixons...
"To the Clintons, Bush, and finally ..
"Back to the Trumps...
...
"Disregard those Past Bullshit Statements that we need to be FUC*** United!"
"Unfortunately, that is not to be found true."
"And, although after submitting these necessary thoughts and statements...
"Prior to this year...
"As President of the United States of America...
"I humbly and Hump on Ye...
"Mother Humpers...
"Land Jumpers...
...
"And because of the last so called...
"Fine and Nobel Obama Ali A Haumah Momma...
'Administration.'
"Which Bumbled the job...
"I now must carry these thoughts!"
"And carry a Big Dick!"
"Ahhh...
"Excuse me again for a sec...
(The President now smokes a blunt and toke laced with Crack and Crocodile)
...
"That's better, now where were we?"
"Stick and Puncture Reality with it...
"My Fellow Bitches...
"Ahh...
"Compatriots...
...
"And, all those past Ironclad Democratic Bitches...
"Mother ******* since the last Weakened Administration...
"And that post this year by that other President of United States and this Great Nation...
...
"Our foreskins...
"Ahhh..
"Hold on...
(The President now crushes two Rhitalyns)
(And Snorts)
"Our Past Forefathers...
"That Nobrly and Graciously...
"So sacrificed so created and served...
"With servitude and Lament...
"Unfortunately...
"We must preserver and I will now block Illegal Entrance...
(As always)
"With my Great Wall...
"Entrance to Our Broken Borders!"
...
"Yes!"
"No more will I personally allow those Blackened Nigg*** into this here...
"Great Nation!"
"I will continue to increase this budget, bringing it back into the black from the red!"
"Instead silly heads!"
"And, as further noted by this here President of this here United of States!"
...
"Of this here President of the United States of Arab Republics...
"Ahhh...
(Need a Quick One)
"Thanks Monica Lewinsky the Twelfth!"
...
"I have now hath legalized all Illigal Drugs!"
"Clap, Clap, Clap!"
"I know hath legalized with this pen in my hand...
"All Prostitutes and Prostitution!"
"Clap, Clap, Clap!"
(Get it?)
...
"And now Addicts...
"I grant Thee...
"Yes...
"All addictions into this Great Here Nation...
"WITH the continued of Illegal Productions, Products, and Poisonings...
"Of these here dangerous addictions...
"That now are not being regulated by the Federal Government...
"Of this Great Nation...
"Lets all Get High!"
"Clap, Clap, CLAP!!!
..
"And, with parting words of sorrow...
"Regulation...
"Now Death-Regulation...
"Which before there were no profit...
"And now, I Humbly submit to Thee..
"We will be Lucky and Rich Bitches!"
...
"That there is...
"And, will be again...
"And Never Again Friends...
"Be crime and there is and never again will be no diseases?"
"If You paleaze...
...
"And, I will continue the blockage of illegals and illegal Imports from China, India, and Other Embordered Nations!"
"Clap, Clap!"
"Oh What's this Crap?"
...
"Patriots...
"United we Stand and we will together, preserve."
"This here Great Nation of now Prostitutes and Drunkened Addicts!"
...
"I will block any bills coming forth from the Democrats!"
(As always)
"That is critical and all past Democratic Administrations that have been found to not only damage...
"But discreet and cheat our Great Nation!"
"Which was practically destroyed...
"With their hideous judgments...
"Causing World War Five!"
"Clap, Clap, CLAP!"
"AGAIN?"
...
"And, we must now all stand together and not alone!"
"Scrub our dirty toilets and answer our Dirty friend cell phone call!"
"We all noe got Big Balls and Sticks!"
"And, we are Walking Tall Maniacs!"
"Addicted to Crack!"
"What the Hack!"
...
"We must prove and show to Congress that we are United In Pot!"
"Cough, Cough!"
"Open the Coffin's Lids!"
"And, jump into the Sin",
"We will win!"
...
"And that together...
"As a Republican Nation...
"We can make the necessary changes and adjustments to keep this here...
"Great Nation moving forward and continue to make it again...
"The Number One Power on this Earth!"
Clap, Clap, on Crack!"
...
"We may need to move forward with issues of the environment...
"Our future children's Education...
"Healthcare...
"National debt...
"But now my Fellow Addicts...
"That's no Important now as we Crush those Democrats and their siily beliefs again Addiction, Prostitution, and Alcoholism!"
"Say "FUC* to the Elderly and Disabled!"
"The Mentally Ill!"
"Drunk as A Skunk Drivers that Mainge and Kill!"
"Clap, Clap, Is this Shit and Crap done yet?"
"Heard That Ricky!"
...
"So, in closing...
"My Fellow Americans...
"Whitney Huston....
"Ahh...
"Not Again?"
"Hillary?"
"Yes Donald?"
"Yes, I married that Bitch!"
"Cocaine, Oxycaine, and Mellow Mints paleaze?"
"Here now Hubby, let me wipe the Dribble from your face."
Thanks Lovey.
(She's Number Thirteen!)
...
"Yes, where was I?"
"We need to strike!"
"Blend our Forces!"
"Continue Divorces!"
"Clap, Clap!,
(Running out of Claps!)
...
"Yes!"
"We need to defeat the more serious Opponents like more Irans, more Iraqs, Syrias...
"That are now still emerging over My Great Walls!"
"At this very moment as I am speaking!"
"They are crawling up and over My Great Walls and seeking!"
"Creeping!"
"Illegal immigration!"
...
"And, I will continue to meet the demands of all these issues that I am now Posting!"
...
"I will not allow This Great Nation to suffer from the Slings and Bows of Arrows!!"
"As they try to Disembowl!"
"And, shove it up our Ass!"
...
"Together we can become a Communist and Totalitarian State of Terrorism!"
"And, all these issues and more...
"WE will prevail!"
"As we will all face the deadly force of Nonprejudition and Religious Zealots!"
"And, Go Boldly Where No Other Hath Hone Before!"
"Wait Pres, ain't that a little to 'Trexy?"
"Shut up Ricky, this is my Address!"
"Oh Hold. On God?"
"I say to you Illegals...
"Get a FUC**** JOB!,"
"No more Welfare!"
"I say...
"More Destruction and Warfare!"
...
"Fore With our Great Knowledge of Weaponry we will Free this Great Nation and together...
"My Fellow Pot Headed Addicts...
"Stay strong and continue to walk proud and Carry Our Big Dicks...
Ahh...
"Monica our Hillary?"
Ahhh...
"What a Rush Limbaugh or Berg?"
"And, I say these things in the name of Jesus the Christmas."
Amen!
"How did I do Mommy?"
"You Fuc*** it up Son!"
Note:
"No Trump supporters were either Killed or Injured in the making of this speech!"
(I Think?)
Approximate Word Count: 1472.
Sorry!
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| Author Notes |
"Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father an2 Hi2 So n Jesus Christ."
"FanStory and Tom the Administrator." "Fan Art Review, this Talented as well as, Gifted Artist, ' Kevin Williams , "And, his picture... "President Obama" |
By Ricky1024
Warning: The author has noted that this contains the highest level of violence.
"Ashes to Ashes and Dust to Dust! 2003"
(Fueling the Fire!)
Written on March 27th, 2019
By Doctor Ricky1024
Copyright C. FanStory 2019
"All Rights Reserved"
"For Whom Suffered So"
...
"As Man reflects on past mistakes...
"As Man corrects His long, past, sins...
"In the very end?"
"Nobody but the Reaper wins?"
(Theology 47.02)
...
"Take me now Lord as I beg of YOU!"
"To do what must be done!"
"To do what You should Now do!"
"For Lord, I am but an 'Empty Shell."
"Crustacean, rotting below on Vacation!"
...
"Yes, I'm as good as in Hell!"
"An empty and rotting Shell!"
"With nothing left?"
...
"You see, I died before I was born?"
"Before my very, last, of breath!"
"And Lord?"
"There's no good reason why...
"Why now not to die?"
****
"Lord?"
"I am nothing!"
"Lord?"
"I was nothing!"
"And Lord?"
"I will always and forever be...
"As nothing as a spect of dust...
...
"Forever."
"And Lord ever...
"I shall be less...
"Less than...
"A Figment of a Past and Ruined Relationship."
"A Bottle that's forever emptied as it is tipped...
...
"As lost as...
"Nothing...
"Lord, can You not see?"
"The mistakes I've made...
"The Sins of me?"
...
"For Lord God, now I lay me down to sleep...
"And pray to the Grim Reaper...
"My lousy Soul to Reap and Take!"
"Forever but forsake!"
"And again...
"If I shall not die before I shall awake again?"
"Cut out this useless Heart and dispose of me...
"For my Coffin so but waits?"
...
"Yes Lord, if I shall not or do die before I awake?"
"Bury me and there is to be no Wake."
"For death becometh me!"
"And, I am but a wasted Soul."
"Lost for an Eternity...
"And, let the worst now take its Toll."
...
"As I drift...
"As the Wind...
"Yes, a Wisp in the Wind of my Sin...
"Trapped forever in my Sins...
"For Lord, no one wants of or expects of me but...
...
"As it hath been willed...
"As it hath now been said...
"As it now and Forever must...
"Ashes to Ashes and Dust to Dust."
*Dust...
Approximate Word Count: 369.
| Author Notes |
*Dust:
n.fragment, particle, speck of nothingness. ... "On November 26th, 2003 (Shortly after the death of our Son Jason Richard) "My wife Carolyn Ann Richmond Harbach Smrkovsky." "A few months before Thanksgiving." "She decided to not partake in her necessary medications." "And, as a result?" "Died from a second Heart attack caused by 'D.V.T.' (Deep Venicular Thrombosis) "Or, a Blood Clot to The Heart." ... Note: "This is dedicated to people like Carolyn., "People whom suffer endlessly... "People who don't know where to turn... "What to do... "People who are suicidal and feel that death is the only way out?" ... "And, if you know anybody going through this... (As I certainly had and certainly did) "Simply call 9-11." Thanks, 24. ... "Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus the Christ." "Fanstory and Tom the Administrator." "Fan Art Review." "And, this Amazing as well as a Talented Artist and Writer... 'Doctor Ricky1024' "And, his Incredible Picture, "Just Jay" |
By Ricky1024
Warning: The author has noted that this contains the highest level of violence.
"Concealed, Concealed?"
Written on March 29th, 2019
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright C. Fan Story 2019
"All Rights Reserved"
"According to the Second Amendment of the Constitution."
"You Have the Right to Bear Arms."
'To Bear Arms.'
"Only three, little, words but with those words?"
"Death and Endless Destruction!"
...
"Now don't get me wrong."
"My cast ancestors."
(Grandpop Bill Lickfeld and my dad Edward Smrkovsky)
"Protected this Great Nation."
"The United States of America."
"Pop was in World War One, while Dad was in the Korean War."
(Cold War)
"And, World War Two with Japan."
...
"Yes, first and second World Wars are long passed but are we capable of a 'World War Three?'
"And, if you agree, then do we need...
'The Second Amentment.'
Of the Constitution."
"And, the Right to Bear Arms?"
...
"I have recently noticed a lot of posts on Mark Zuckerman's Internet Communicai."
"And yes, you and we have the Right to Bear...
"And, in doing so...
'The Right to Protect.'
"But as I reflect...
"Maybe with a little bit more control?"
...
"The past Stats posted 2016 by The CDC."
"Death and Mortality Table:
"Total US.Deaths."
"Or as I put it 'Sacrifices.'
Per 100,000 Population."
"Life expectancy 78.6 years."
"Or 78.6%."
(Mortality in the United States)
"The Infant mortality in the United States is much less at 5.87%."
...
"So, what does that exactly mean exactly?"
"Basically it means out of a population oh Human Beings on this Earth over 2.7 million Individuals...
'849.3%.'
"Deaths per a Pipulatuion of 100,000."
...
"Here's a chart as taken from Wikipedia."
'The Leading Causes of Death 2017.'
Source: Health United States 2017.
Table 19.(PDF-11.2 MB.)
(Data is for 2016)
****
Heart Disease: 635,200.
Cancer: 598,038.
Accidents
(Unintentional of course)
161,374.
Chronic and respiratory stroke)
154,596
Cerebrovacular diseases:
142,142.
Alzheimer's disease: 116,194.
Diabetes: 80,058.
Influenza and Pneumonia: 51,537.
Nephritis, Nephrotic Syndrome and Hephrosis:
50,046.
Intentional Self-harm (Suicide)
44,965.
...
"So, as far as I can understand?"
"These figures are for over three ago!"
"And, there are no Firearms or Murders listed!"
"It's all Health-related Deaths!"
...
"The State Chart posts in my state of New Jersey 2016."
'New Jersey Mortality Rate 2016.'
...
"Now, this chart has the first listing as Firearms not Heart Disease."
"Does that mean at a rate of 486 deaths per Hundred Thousand."
(Or a rate of 5.5%)
"Mean that we are more careful with our protective means or less?"
"Homacide or Murder and then Overdose deaths are listed 2,056."
(Or a rate of 23.2%)
"Per hundred thousand."
...
"Now we wonder that between overdoses and suicides...
"Are they turning their self worth's against themselves...
"With a pistol or a needle or both ..
"And, ending it all?"
...
"Now where I live on Long Beach Island in New Jersey."
(A small town of Ship Bottom)
"The data collected is considered City not State."
...
"The median resident is 560 males."(48.8%)
"The median resident is 588 females."(51.2%).
"And yes!"
"In the Human's race?"
"We, as men, are losing of course!"
...
"Overall Median Residential income?"
"And, this is of course a retirement and vacation community."
"In 2000 it was $42,098.00 and 16 years later in 2016?" "When I Google this it was up to $65,457.00!"
(Which is and increase of $23,000 00 plus!"
...
"Now lets check our, 'Abodes!'
"The average house or condo value."
(Including Land in 2016)
"Was $620,000.00."
"And Yes, that's for property as in house and land."
"It was up from $242,300.00 in 2000."
...
Now lets check the Pie Chart for Race or Creed?"
"Indeed I see here on this Barrier Island."
(Which means one way on and one way off for we utilize a bridge and causeway because...
"Hmmm....
"The Decision is in!'
"And yes, it is a primarily White populated or a Caucasian area at 89.35%."
"That means in Ship Bottom, Brant Beach, Beach Haven, Holgate."
(The Southern end)
"To Shipbottom, Surf City, North Beach, Harvey Cedars, Loveladiez, to Barnetgat Light."
(The Northern End)
'Those petty 'Wall Climbers?'
"According all to I it Great President Donald Trump?"
"The Wall Violators make up only 3.3% living here!"
(As compared to the state of New Jersey at over 21.9%!)
...
"Does that mean it's safer here as compared there?"
"Hmmm...
"Let's see?"
...
"City Data states murders at only one?"
"Only one, single, murder in a 14-year posted period per 100,000!"
"Now as for Human Beings being raped?"
(Male and female)
"There was only four during a Twelve year period."
"Two in 2000 + Two in 2002."
"Robberies. during the same period?"
"Only one in 2014 but as for assaults?"
"34 per 100,000."
"Theft?"
186 per 100,000."
...
"So that means that living on Long Beach Island...
"With its 18 miles of Cristine...
"And, Beautiful Sandy white beaches?"
"A Tourist and residential Island...
"Is not only an extremely safe place to live but also you need to be extremely Rich!"
...
"Overall, I don't know yet how well the fish ing is yet but with only one murder in 2012 per 100,000 most white people living here?"
"Do we need...
"The Right to Bear and Conceal arms?"
"And, if you agree?,
"Then the 'bear part?'
Must mean 'Boo-Boo and Yogi?'
24.
Approximate Word Count: 890.
| Author Notes |
"Special thanks holdout first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ."
"Fan Story and Tom the Administrator." "Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist and Gifted Writer, 'Doctor Ricky 1024' "And, his Incredible picture... "Concealed Weapons" |
By Ricky1024
"The Purest of Pure Pain Shot Directly Like A Bullet of Poison to My Brain!" (A)
(An Artist's Nighmare)
Written on June 12th, 2014
By Doctor Ricky1024
Copyright C. FanStory 2014
'All Rights Reserved"
"Taste the waste as my Pain's Sweat collects!"
"The tears of wasted years appear as past memories Collide."
"All that Pain and lost of years?"
"Past memories gone and disappeared?"
...
"Why, Oh My Lord God did you take my only Son Jay away?"
"Now I lost all my ability to continue and must now go!"
"Tried so very hard to continue on!"
"Since that March Day...
"You took my Son Jay...
"Away?"
...
"The Unending Pain ricochets throughout my broken brain."
"Perhaps I'm now losing my mind?"
"Lost first the only Son and Eight, Months, later?"
"The only Wife!"
"As a result?"
"Almost took my *LIFE."
...
"When is enough...
"Enough?"
"For Lord you test us all...
"To make us stronger...
"To make us tough?"
...
"Lord, though don't you now see?"
"See exactly what's now happening to me?"
"What's now running through...
"What little is now left?"
"Scared to Death!"
...
"Ricky, I know but follow the Light and the Glow."
"Where Lord, can't You see what's now running through...
"The lower half of me?"
"The Heart Lord, the Heart!"
"Tis so empty!"
"Spent!"
"Yanked out and bent!"
...
"So, can you please find me a box of Good and Plenty?"
"To dump it in?"
"What?"
"Ricky, That's a Sin?"
"Then Lord, maybe buy me an Ice Cream Cone with Chocolate Sprinkles on top?"
"Perhaps then all this Fucking Shit will stop?"
"Potty Mouth, now Ricky?"
...
"Yes, that will do!"
"And, that's now the least that You can do!"
"Reward me and make it all go away?"
"Lost the Stars...
"Lost the Moonand its Glow..
"Lost The Sunny Day...
...
"Yes Lord reward me now with Death?"
"As You reach deep inside and take away my last Breath?"
"Take another grip and yank or rip of my Broken Heart."
"For its Everlasting Aching!"
"Swollen and forsaking!"
...
"The Vessels...
"The Ventricles...
"Aorta connecting...
"Spattering Matter...
"Now Shattered and Breaking!"
...
"No more Connection...
"Just loss of Direction... "Perhaps that's the way it's now supposed to be?"
"Lord when you lose a major part of your family?"
...
"Oh well, I can hear now his voice is calling me?"
"Church Bells ringing...
"Begging me...
"Pleading, Bleeding, Collapsing thoughts...
"Suicidal. intentions Lord?"
"Too much to mention."
"Lord....
...
"Descriptive Measures...
"Adjective and Objective... "Constant Commotion... "Adrift on my Ocean...
"Descibing and Transcribing...
"All the Miseries...
"All now, all seemingly miscue?"
...
"Since I butchered myself in my 2006."
"Can't You...
"Rescue me?"
"And, with that thought in mind?"
"My time was overdue and now as I'm cleansed."
"Washed in Blood's Bath of You!"
...
"Can't You Lord...
"Just understand when?"
"You've become but a broken as token man?"
"Why you've been suddenly and seemingly over-indulged with it?"
...
"Perhaps while Your up there and I'm going down below in Day and Shit?"
"You will realize that all I do is constantly cry?"
"And, want to Die!"
...
"So Lord, my advice to You and all who read this pile of Shit?"
"When your facing Misery, Destruction, and Pain?"
"Reach out and call Satan's Name!"
"Cause Lord You?"
"Want nothing to do?"
...
"With that thought in mind?" "You must realize that Pain and Torture and Misery and Agony and Suicide all Collide!"
"And, Suicide is a directive to end all the mental pain inside!"
...
"But one thing we need to know?"
"Is to gather our thoughts together...
"All wrapped in a pretty, pink, bow!"
"All in a nice little row!"
"Cuz someday we all must part...
"And, someday we all must go and gather ..
"Our lost Hearts...
"A Contribution of Pain Poems Dipped in Misery Washed Down with Agony and Just A Touch of Depression" (B)
Written on June 12th, 2014
At 11:06 PM.in Cell # 9.
By Doctor Ricky1024
Poem Number One:
"Misery!"
"Little Miss Misery is now my new friend as she follows me to no end!"
"There's no pretend as she takes no prisoners and only digs me a grave!"
"All the Rave!"
...
"Perhaps as I turn this page, she now realizes that I'm nothing more or less?"
"Lost forever in my Distress?"
...
"Am just her slave?"
"As, I now dig a hole into the ground ...
"Damned good Hemlock Tea that I drank down!"
"And yes, she watches with a big smile and no frown!"
...
"Lord God can't You now see?"
"That, that's the way it's got to be?"
"You don't before to open Number A?"
"Maybe in B?"
"For, Poem Number One?"
"Was about my just my Pain and Misery!"
...
"Poem Number Two:
"Agony!"
"Master Agony is a little bit of this and that!"
"More concerned with all my Crap!"
"Yes, a little more caring...
"A little bit more endearing...
"Like a cup of Sherry...
"He helps me place my coffin in the Hollowed ground!"
"Going down!"
...
"Yes, at best, into the ground and smiles?"
"As I Lay My rotting body down!"
...
"He Secures the lid and make sure it fits just right!"
"So, theirs no glimmer of Hope...
"Not a Slimmer of the Light...
"No rain to wash in...
"And wash my constant Agony away...
"Just an entrance of Torture as I now pray?"
"Poem Number Three:
"Meet Mrs.Pain!"
"Master Agony and Little Miss Misery?"
"Now they work together like 'Two Birds of a Feather!"
...
"Just taking turns...
"As they shove...
"And, shovel in all the dirt over me!"
...
"As my body of misery starts to burn and rot away...
"And Lord, when the hole was completely filled?"
"They hold hands and feel no ill will as they pray!"
"Cause that's the way!"
...
"I hope You agree with Me Mrs.Pain?"
"What's now supposed to be?"
"To Be or NOT to Be?"
"Ashes and Ashes and Dust to Dust?"
"I'm going above and not?"
"Below!"
...
"Lord, I was just wondering if you know learned enough?"
"Enough about what's going on?"
"No handshakes, frowns, flowers from Master Agony and Little Miss Misery!"
"As together?"
"They just walk away and say a little prayer...
"As if I was once there...
"As my lid so secure...
"At Rest and Pure."
...
"Poem Number Four:
"Cousin Depression!"
"Ricky, are you feeling a Little Under the Weather?"
"Are you in that Out?"
"Feeling a little blue and don't know exactly what to do?"
"Are you depressed Ricky?"
"And, if your answers are yes?"
"I got to tell you a little secret that only Master
Agony and Little Miss Misery knows?"
"That they always work well together and complete the job!"
...
"But Cousin Depression?"
"I don't know what to do or what direction?"
"Their only daughter now rests deep inside with me?"
(Unending Misery)
"Now being not...
"Not above but below in my coffin of pain and misery!"
...
"Yes, she constantly wakes me and tells me unpleasant things!"
"Like dying relatives, friends, and past family members!"
"And she says...
Ricky, that's the way it's meant to be!"
States Cousin Depression.
...
"Depression, is that Perhaps because I'm trapped BELOW?"
"Within my Coffin of Sin?"
...
Poem Number Five:
"What's the Fuck is this now in here with me?"
"Allow me to introduce myself Ricky?"
"I'm Brother Insanity!"
"Yes, you long, lost, brother to visit here in your Grave!"
"Ain't that a Rave?"
"Now behave!"
...
"After all, it's been long enough to have another another friend?"
"Rotting below to no end!"
"Yes, deep inside you asked of me...
"Come visit me!"
...
"What?"
"Go away your smell terribly!"
"Well Bro, you should know, that even Right Guard and Ban?"
"Ain't kicking in!"
...
"So, he tells me that they'll dig me up and shovel in her!"
"Know who is, 'Her?'
"Why, Little Miss Misery and all of her family!"
"Look Bro this you should know!"
"There ain't enough room in the Inn!"
"The Coffin is built for only one Sinner!"
"And, you ain't no Chopped Liver!"
...
"But brother Ricky?"
"I was instructed by Satan to come for the ride!"
"But Brother Insanity?"
Ah...
...
"Ricky, 'Little Miss Misery?'
"She says she's there is just room for a few more!"
"What the FUCK?"
"Satan shut the Coffins door!"
"Ain't no room for any more!"
...
Note Ricky:
"For just a limited time until our Brother Insanity joined in?"
"We have him a complimentary...
"Galaxy Ten +!"
"And, Lifetime minutes to connect with his family members!"
Satan.
...
"Cell phones, phone numbers?"
"I must be behind the Eight ball!"
I Figure.
...
"What's this Lord?"
"The Family is coming inside?"
What?"
"Satan said that its not working too well here with you a alone."
...
"So, he's working with Me to make you feel better."
"Better?"
"Ricky, its your mind."
"Its NOT Working!"
"Quivering and Jerking thoughts!"
"After all, your writing this!"
...
"As if your Lost in a Spell!"
"Even Tori Spelling can't help you now...
"So, I think we will need more than just a little time."
...
"So, I must now drift away...
"Leaving your brain in a stroke of Dismay?"
"And Ricky, this may or may not be what you expected writing this?"
"But, I must insist."
"And, i've got a nice present for you!"
"What you asked for...
"What you need...
"What you now needed more?"
...
"Shut the Door God!"
"I've gone through so much!"
"No more Death of me?"
"Ashes to Ashes?"
"Dust to Dust?"
...
"You know very well that because you Sinned and tried Suicide?"
"You going way down and not up for the ride!"
...
"But God?"
"You promised?"
"I would be in Heaven with My family?"
"Ricky, you now know very well that Satan had you under his Spell!"
"He took the serated, kitchen, knife...
"And, put it in your hand!"
"And, the was the very moment...
"All this Fucking Shit began!"
...
"God you got a Potty Mouth!"
"Well Ricky, your getting on My Last Nerve!"
"You never stop!"
"Over and over again?"
"Your dead Son...
"Your dead wife...
"What's next another Life?"
...
"So?"
"Your New and Entire family of Misery, Agony, Depression, Insanity, and Pain!"
"Will now fill up your rotting brain!"
"And before long?"
"You'll be on your way!"
"For Satan's patient and always...
"Waiting...
"To Be Paid!"
...
"Here Satan, there's the Dollar I promised you for that suffering jerk Ricky 1024."
"Thanks God, your the best!"
The End?"
Approximate Word Count:1780.
| Author Notes |
*Life:
Note: Warning! Graphic! "What I am about to share is true." "On December 1st, 2006 after leaving my bedroom around 8:30 in the morning." "Out of my mind and determined and bound to be with my only son Jason." "I went in to the kitchen... "Took a 7 inch, serrated, steak, Knife... "And with no hesitation... "Shoved it into my chest not once but twice... "Hitting the Heart valve." "I then retreated to my bedroom to die." ... "That didn't work but I believe that I was bleeding internally." "So, again I picked up the knife.... "And, not once... "Not twice... "But thrice I slashed deep into the right side of my neck." "Yes, three times going for the jugular... "Didn't bleed to death... "The jugular was on the other side of the neck!" ... "So, under Satan's Spell... "I finally I took a bottle of Depakote... "Nancy called... "So, I called 9-11." ... "And Yes... "Because my ex was coming over and she would have had a HEART Attack!" "If you know anybody feeling this way please do the same call 9-11." "Special Thanks goes out first to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus the Christ." "Fan Story and Tom the Administrator." "Fan Art Review and this Talented artist... 'MK Flood.' "And, his Incredible picture... "An Artist Nighmare" |
By Ricky1024
Warning: The author has noted that this contains the highest level of violence.
"The Silent Meadow"
(A Dedication)
Written on April 30, 2017.
By Doctor Ricky1024
Copyright C. FanStory 2017
"All Rights Reserved"
"Reeds line the edges...
"The edges of the cold, cold, Blue Lake."
"As dragonflies flitter and flutter from flower to grave?"
"Ripple's mark the waters below...
"Don't you know?"
"In the Silent Meadow."
...
"Yes, no sound will you now here just a 'Wisp in the Wind.'
"Awaiting patiently again...
"For life to begin?"
...
"A Beautiful Swallowtail takes flight in search up a possible meal of delight?"
"As Blue Bells silently mix in the Wind...
...
"God announces that a new day soon shall begin."
Far, far, below...
"In the Silent Meadow."
...
"Sun marks a streak on the Blue, Blue Lake as a largemouth bass seeks its possible FATE?"
"And, you can almost hear the music appear?"
"So Silent, so unclear?"
"As a thirsty visitor comes near?"
...
"The Silent Meadow has many secrets yet to share?"
"From an Awakening morning bullfrog to that big and largemouth bass....
"That by the way...
"Is still there."
...
"Crickets make motion but not a sound or chirp shall appear?"
"And, yes just that occasional Beautiful Swallowtail's wings...
"As she brushes the Bluebelles over here."
...
"But you see, this is the way God wants it to be!"
"Way, way, down below....
"And in a very, very, special place...
"I know."
...
"Yes!"
"So, so, special my dear."
"And, finally when the Sun sets and the Moon's Glow appears?"
"The Silent Meadows secrets?"
*Disappear...
Approximate Word Count: 262.
| Author Notes |
*Disappear:
adj. dissipate, dissolve, vanish, missing. "On this date of March 31st, 2019." "And, exactly Sixteen years and almost three hours since my son." "My only Son Jason was involved in a horrible car accident." ... "As an unfortunate passenger, Jason was but a fast Dummy in the car.... "Driven by a 17 year old young man named Brian Cole." . "Who was quite mentally ill and Hell-bent on destruction and suicide." ... "As a result?" "Seventeen, long, hours and many tears later?" "The state of New Jersey pronounced my son." "Jason Richard Smrkovsky... "As he was Brain dead in a deep coma... "Racooned with no oxygen left." ... "So, on the very next day... "On April Fool's Day... "April 1st, 2003... "A serious decision and a parent's worst nightmare had to be made... ... "And, to learn more about... 'Organ-tissue Donations?' "Simply contact my dear friend Lara S.Moretti the L.S.W. with... "The Gift of Life." "Philadelphia, Pennsylvania." "At 1-800-DONORS-1." ... "And, thanks for the bottom of my Broken and my Son Jason's donated Heart.... "Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ." "FanStory and Tom the Administrator." "Fan Art Review, this Amazing Artist, and Talented Writer... 'Doctor Ricky1024.' "And, his Incredible picture, "Just Jay" |
By Ricky1024
Warning: The author has noted that this contains the highest level of violence.
"Even though I May Now Be Dead?"
Written on April 5th, 2019
By Jason from Heavrn
Copyright C.FanStory 2019
"All Rights Reserved"
...
"Within the Portal of Man. "Lies an Unending Need to Succeed."
(Theology 45.99)
...
"And, Welcome now to this place below but above for Me?"
"It's cold but quote the Raven by Poe...
"Nevermore."
...
"Comfy you ask?"
"Yes, a little cold and dark below though...
"Oxygen ran away a long time ago...
...
"What?"
"The reason I invited you all there?"
"Is too learn a little bit more about first...
"Life...
"Then Death...
"Please, Don't be scared by what happens Next."
GRAPHIC!
WARNING!
...
"Once Upon A Time when...
"Even Though I Now Must Walk Through The Valley of Death!"
"I fear not a FUC**** Damned Thing!"
****
"Surly, The Grace of God Shalleth Now And Forever...
"Comfort Me?"
...
"And, Even though I may or may not be remembered...
"This you all will!"
...
"Time hath elapsed as I was Grasped and thrown...
"Like a piece of Used Garbage into this Stacked and Damned Shit Hole you see in my dad Richard's picture!"
...
"Yes, cast away to live on but another of Day?"
"As for comfort?"
"Howie the FUC* Mandal
do you think it feels?"
"Come on after more than...
"Sixteen, FUC***** YEARS!"
"Rotting away?"
"Why?"
"Well you answer a Stupid Question with another stupid Question!"
...
"I lost the Stars...
"I lost the Moon...
"I lost the Sun and Fun...
"And, Yes."
"I came undone?"
...
"It first started with an accident...
"A series of unfortunate events...
"A Crazy Driver whom had depression and was intent...
"To commit Suicide!"
...
"And, yes I was stupid and went along for the Ride!"
"But, then again, wouldn't it hath happened to you?"
"At only Eighteen and needed and had nothing or something better to Do?"
...
"So, if I may be now boring and snoring you?"
"I'll make it now short and neat as you can just smell my smelly pair of rotting feet!"
...
"I was suddenly wished away but not on a Magic Carpet or Santa's Reindeer or Sleigh?"
"And, yes it was as if leading...
'A Lamb to a Slaughter!'
"What?"
...
"No need to Beg, Borrow, or Steal?"
"Come on reviewers your getting off the track and maybe after all this FUC****
Crap?"
"I can get My Organs *Back?"
Approximate Word Count: 426.
| Author Notes |
*Back:
adj. rear, end, behind. "Yes, Me again here in Dads Editors Notes." "The kids name is Brian Cole and I knew him from a long, time ago." ""And, yes he was a little crazy and I tried... (God knows I did try) "But, I was in over My head." ... "And, to learn more about... 'Organ-Tissue Donations.' "You know, like from Me the Lamb?" "Then simply contact My Dad Richard's dear friend Lara S. Moretti the L. S. W. with... "The Gift of Life!" Philadelphia, PA. at... 1-800-DONORS -1. (My favorite Number!) "Got her in my Heavenly Facebook!" ... "And, thanks for putting up with Me a second time in one day!" Jay.... " again, as always to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ " "Fan Story and Tom the Administrator." "Fan Art Review, the Talented Artist and Amazing Writer... 'Doctor Ricky 1024' "And, his Incredible but Eerie picture... "Graveyard Church" |
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