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Prologue
Ego's Inferno

By Cogitator

This is a reprint from the Internet. It is the driving factor for this book along with John Lennon's vision.

Even if greenhouse emissions stopped overnight the concentrations already in the atmosphere would still mean a global rise of between 0.5 and 1C. A shift of a single degree is barely perceptible to human skin, but it's not human skin we're talking about. It's the planet, and an average increase of one degree across its entire surface means huge changes in climatic extremes.

Six thousand years ago, when the world was one degree warmer than it is now, the American agricultural heartland around Nebraska was desert. It suffered a short reprise during the dust- bowl years of the 1930s when the topsoil blew away and hundreds of thousands of refugees trailed through the dust to an uncertain welcome further west. The effect of one-degree warming, therefore, requires no great feat of imagination.

"The western United States once again could suffer perennial droughts, far worse than the 1930s. Deserts will reappear particularly in Nebraska, but also in eastern Montana, Wyoming, and Arizona, northern Texas, and Oklahoma. As dust and sandstorms turn day into night across thousands of miles of former prairie, farmsteads, roads and even entire towns will be engulfed by sand."

What's bad for America will be worse for poorer countries closer to the equator. It has been calculated that a one-degree increase would eliminate freshwater from a third of the world's land surface by 2100. Again we have seen what this means. There was an incident in the summer of 2005: One tributary fell so low that miles of exposed riverbank dried out into sand dunes, with winds whipping up thick sandstorms. As desperate villagers looked out onto baking mud instead of flowing water, the army was drafted in to ferry precious drinking water up the river - by helicopter, since most of the river was too low to be navigable by boat. The river in question was not some small, insignificant trickle in Sussex. It was the Amazon.

While tropical lands teeter on the brink, the Arctic already may have passed the point of no return. Warming near the pole is much faster than the global average, with the result that Arctic icecaps and glaciers have lost 400 cubic kilometers of ice in 40 years. Permafrost - ground that has lain frozen for thousands of years - is dissolving into mud and lakes, destabilizing whole areas as the ground collapses beneath buildings, roads, and pipelines. As polar bears and Inuits are being pushed off the top of the planet, previous predictions are starting to look optimistic. Earlier snowmelt means more summer heat goes into the air and ground rather than into melting snow, raising temperatures in a positive feedback effect. More dark shrubs and forest on formerly bleak tundra means still more heat is absorbed by vegetation.

Out at sea, the pace is even faster. Whilst snow-covered ice reflects more than 80% of the sun's heat, the darker ocean absorbs up to 95% of solar radiation. Once sea ice begins to melt, in other words, the process becomes self-reinforcing. More ocean surface is revealed, absorbing solar heat, raising temperatures, and making it unlikelier that ice will re-form next winter. The disappearance of 720,000 square kilometers of supposedly permanent ice in a single year testifies to the rapidity of planetary change. If you have ever wondered what it will feel like when the Earth crosses a tipping point, savor the moment.

Mountains, too, are starting to come apart. In the Alps, most ground above 3,000 meters is stabilized by permafrost. In the summer of 2003, however, the melt zone climbed right up to 4,600 meters, higher than the summit of the Matterhorn and nearly as high as Mont Blanc. With the glue of millennia melting away, rocks showered down and 50 climbers died. As temperatures go on edging upwards, it won't just be mountaineers who flee. Whole towns and villages will be at risk. Some towns, like Pontresina in eastern Switzerland, have already begun building bulwarks against landslides.

At the opposite end of the scale, low-lying atoll countries such as the Maldives will be preparing for extinction as sea levels rise, and mainland coasts - in particular the eastern US and Gulf of Mexico, the Caribbean and Pacific islands, and the Bay of Bengal - will be hit by stronger and stronger hurricanes as the water warms. Hurricane Katrina, which in 2005 hit New Orleans with the combined impacts of earthquake and flood, was a nightmare precursor of what the future holds.

 
Most striking of all was seeing how people behaved once the veneer of civilization had been torn away. Most victims were poor and black, left to fend for themselves as the police either joined in the looting or deserted the area. Four days into the crisis, survivors were packed into the city's Superdome, living next to overflowing toilets and rotting bodies as gangs of young men with guns seized the only food and water available. Perhaps the most memorable scene was a single military helicopter landing for just a few minutes, its crew flinging food parcels and water bottles out onto the ground before hurriedly taking off again as if from a war zone. In scenes more like a Third World refugee camp than an American urban center, young men fought for the water as pregnant women and the elderly looked on with nothing. Don't blame them for behaving like this, I thought. It's what happens when people are desperate.

Chance of avoiding one degree of global warming: zero.

BETWEEN ONE AND TWO DEGREES OF WARMING

At this level, expected within 40 years, the hot European summer of 2003 will be the annual norm. Anything that could be called a heatwave thereafter will be of Saharan intensity. Even in average years, people will die of heat stress.

The first symptoms may be minor. A person will feel slightly nauseous, dizzy, and irritable. It needn't be an emergency: an hour or so lying down in a cooler area, sipping water, will cure it. But in Paris, August 2003, there were no cooler areas, especially for elderly people.

Once body temperature reaches 41C (104F) its thermoregulatory system begins to break down. Sweating ceases and breathing becomes shallow and rapid. The pulse quickens, and the victim may lapse into a coma. Unless drastic measures are taken to reduce the body's core temperature, the brain is starved of oxygen and vital organs begin to fail. Death will be only minutes away unless the emergency services can quickly get the victim into intensive care.

These emergency services failed to save more than 10,000 French in the summer of 2003. Mortuaries ran out of space as hundreds of dead bodies were brought in each night. Across Europe as a whole, the heatwave is believed to have cost between 22,000 and 35,000 lives. Agriculture, too, was devastated. Farmers lost $12 billion worth of crops, and Portugal alone suffered $12 billion of forest-fire damage. The flows of the River Po in Italy, the Rhine in Germany, and the Loire in France all shrank to historic lows. Barges ran aground, and there was not enough water for irrigation and hydroelectricity. Melt rates in the Alps, where some glaciers lost 10% of their mass, were not just a record - they doubled the previous record of 1998. According to the Hadley center, more than half the European summers by 2040 will be hotter than this. Extreme summers will take a much heavier toll on human life, with body counts likely to reach hundreds of thousands. Crops will bake in the fields, and forests will die off and burn. Even so, the short-term effects may not be the worst:

From the beech forests of northern Europe to the evergreen oaks of the Mediterranean, plant growth across the whole landmass in 2003 slowed and then stopped. Instead of absorbing carbon dioxide, the stressed plants began to emit it. Around half a billion tonnes of carbon was added to the atmosphere from European plants, equivalent to a twelfth of global emissions from fossil fuels. This is a positive feedback of critical importance, because it suggests that, as temperatures rise, carbon emissions from forests and soils will also rise. If these land-based emissions are sustained over long periods, global warming could spiral out of control.

In the two-degree world, nobody will think of taking Mediterranean holidays. The movement of people from northern Europe to the Mediterranean is likely to reverse, switching eventually into a mass scramble as Saharan heatwaves sweep across the Med. People everywhere will think twice about moving to the coast. When temperatures were last between 1 and 2C higher than they are now, 125,000 years ago, sea levels were five or six metres higher too. All this "lost" water is in the polar ice that is now melting. Forecasters predict that the "tipping point" for Greenland won't arrive until average temperatures have risen by 2.7C. The snag is that Greenland is warming much faster than the rest of the world - 2.2 times the global average. "Divide one figure by the other," says Lynas, "and the result should ring alarm bells across the world. Greenland will tip into irreversible melt once global temperatures rise past a mere 1.2C. The ensuing sea-level rise will be far more than the half-meter that the IPCC has predicted for the end of the century. Scientists point out that sea levels at the end of the last ice age shot up by a meter every 20 years for four centuries, and that Greenland's ice, in the words of one glaciologist, is now thinning like mad and flowing much faster than it ought to. Its biggest outflow glacier, Jakobshavn Isbrae, has thinned by 15 meters every year since 1997, and its speed of flow has doubled. At this rate, the whole Greenland ice sheet would vanish within 140 years. Miami would disappear, as would most of Manhattan. Central London would be flooded. Bangkok, Bombay, and Shanghai would lose most of their area. In all, half of humanity would have to move to higher ground.

Not only coastal communities will suffer. As mountains lose their glaciers, so people will lose their water supplies. The entire Indian subcontinent will be fighting for survival. As the glaciers disappear from all but the highest peaks, their runoff will cease to power the massive rivers that deliver vital freshwater to hundreds of millions. Water shortages and famine will be the result, destabilising the entire region. And this time the epicentre of the disaster won't be India, Nepal or Bangladesh, but nuclear-armed Pakistan.

Everywhere, ecosystems will unravel as species either migrate or fall out of synch with each other. By the time global temperatures reach two degrees of warming in 2050, more than a third of all living species will face extinction.

Chance of avoiding two degrees of global warming: 93%, but only if emissions of greenhouse gases are reduced by 60% over the next 10 years.

BETWEEN TWO AND THREE DEGREES OF WARMING

Up to this point, assuming that governments have planned carefully and farmers have converted to more appropriate crops, not too many people outside subtropical Africa need have starved. Beyond two degrees, however, preventing mass starvation will be as easy as halting the cycles of the moon. First millions, then billions, of people will face an increasingly tough battle to survive.

To find anything comparable we have to go back to the Pliocene - the last epoch of the Tertiary period, 3m years ago. There were no continental glaciers in the northern hemisphere (trees grew in the Arctic), and sea levels were 25 meters higher than today. In this kind of heat, the death of the Amazon is as inevitable as the melting of Greenland. The paper spelling it out is the very one whose apocalyptic message so shocked in 2000. Scientists at the Hadley center feared that earlier climate models, which showed global warming as a straightforward linear progression, were too simplistic in their assumption that land and the oceans would remain inert as their temperatures rose. Correctly as it would turn out, they predicted positive feedback.

Warmer seas absorb less carbon dioxide, leaving more to accumulate in the atmosphere and intensify global warming. On land, matters would be even worse. Huge amounts of carbon are stored in the soil, the half-rotted remains of dead vegetation. The generally accepted estimate is that the soil carbon reservoir contains some 1600 gigatonnes, more than double the entire carbon content of the atmosphere. As the soil warms, bacteria accelerate the breakdown of this stored carbon, releasing it into the atmosphere.

The end of the world is nigh. A three-degree increase in global temperature - possible as early as 2050 - would throw the carbon cycle into reverse. Instead of absorbing carbon dioxide, vegetation and soils start to release it. So much carbon pours into the atmosphere that it pumps up atmospheric concentrations by 250 parts per million by 2100, boosting global warming by another 1.5C. In other words, the Hadley team had discovered that carbon-cycle feedbacks could tip the planet into runaway global warming by the middle of this century - much earlier than anyone had expected.

Confirmation came from the land itself. Climate models are routinely tested against historical data. In this case, scientists checked 25 years' worth of soil samples from 6,000 sites across the UK. The result was another black joke. As temperatures gradually rose the scientists found that huge amounts of carbon had been released naturally from the soils. They totted it all up and discovered - irony of ironies - that the 13m tonnes of carbon British soils were emitting annually was enough to wipe out all the country's efforts to comply with the Kyoto Protocol." All soils will be affected by the rising heat, but none as badly as the Amazon's. "Catastrophe" is almost too small a word for the loss of the rainforest. Its 7m square kilometers produce 10% of the world's entire photosynthetic output from plants. Drought and heat will cripple it; the fire will finish it off. In human terms, the effect on the planet will be like cutting off oxygen during an asthma attack.

In the US and Australia, people will curse the climate-denying governments of Bush and Howard. No matter what later administrations may do, it will not be enough to keep the mercury down. With new "super-hurricanes" growing from the warming sea, Houston could be destroyed by 2045, and Australia will be a death trap. "Farming and food production will tip into irreversible decline. Saltwater will creep up the stricken rivers, poisoning groundwater. Higher temperatures mean greater evaporation, further drying out vegetation and soils, and causing huge losses from reservoirs. In state capitals, heat every year is likely to kill between 8,000 and 15,000 mainly elderly people.

It is all too easy to visualize what will happen in Africa. In Central America, too, tens of millions will have little to put on their tables. Even a moderate drought there in 2001 meant hundreds of thousands had to rely on food aid. This won't be an option when world supplies are stretched to breaking point (grain yields decline by 10% for every degree of heat above 30C, and at 40C they are zero). Nobody need look to the US, which will have problems of its own. As the mountains lose their snow, so cities and farms in the west will lose their water and dried-out forests and grasslands will perish at the first spark.

The Indian subcontinent meanwhile will be choking on dust. All of human history shows that, given the choice between starving in situ and moving, people move. In the latter part of the century, tens of millions of Pakistani citizens may be facing this choice. Pakistan may find itself joining the growing list of failed states, as civil administration collapses and armed gangs seize what little food is left.

As the land burns, so the sea will go on rising. Even by the most optimistic calculation, 80% of Arctic sea ice by now will be gone, and the rest will soon follow. New York will flood; the catastrophe that struck eastern England in 1953 will become an unremarkable regular event; and the map of the Netherlands will be torn up by the North Sea. Everywhere, starving people will be on the move - from Central America into Mexico and the US, and from Africa into Europe, where resurgent fascist parties will win votes by promising to keep them out.

Chance of avoiding three degrees of global warming: poor if the rise reaches two degrees and triggers carbon-cycle feedbacks from soils and plants.

BETWEEN THREE AND FOUR DEGREES OF WARMING

The stream of refugees will now include those fleeing from coasts to safer interiors - millions at a time when storms hit. Where they persist, coastal cities will become fortified islands. The world economy, too, will be threadbare. As direct losses, social instability and insurance payouts cascade through the system, the funds to support displaced people will be increasingly scarce. Sea levels will be rampaging upwards - in this temperature range, both poles are certain to melt, causing an eventual rise of 50 meters. "I am not suggesting it would be instantaneous. In fact, it would take centuries, and probably millennia, to melt all of the Antarctic's ice. But it could yield sea-level rises of a meter or so every 20 years - far beyond our capacity to adapt. Oxford would sit on one of many coastlines in the UK reduced to an archipelago of tiny islands.

More immediately, China is on a collision course with the planet. By 2030, if its people are consuming at the same rate as Americans, they will eat two-thirds of the entire global harvest and burn 100m barrels of oil a day, or 125% of current world output. That prospect alone contains all the ingredients of catastrophe. But it's worse than that: "By the latter third of the 21st century, if global temperatures are more than three degrees higher than now, China's agricultural production will crash. It will face the task of feeding 1.5bn much richer people - 200m more than now - on two thirds of current supplies." For people throughout much of the world, starvation will be a regular threat; but it will not be the only one.

The summer will get longer still, as soaring temperatures reduce forests to tinder wood and cities to boiling morgues. Temperatures in the Home Counties could reach 45C - the sort of climate experienced today in Marrakech. Droughts will put the southeast of England on the global list of water-stressed areas, with farmers competing against cities for dwindling supplies from rivers and reservoirs.

Air-conditioning will be mandatory for anyone wanting to stay cool. This in turn will put ever more stress on energy systems, which could pour more greenhouse gases into the air if coal and gas-fired power stations ramp up their output, hydroelectric sources dwindle and renewables fail to take up the slack. The abandonment of the Mediterranean will send even more people north to "overcrowded refuges in the Baltic, Scandinavia and the British Isles.

Britain will have problems of its own. As flood plains are more regularly inundated, a general retreat out of high-risk areas is likely. Millions of people will lose their lifetime investments in houses that become uninsurable and therefore unsaleable? The Lancashire/Humber corridor is expected to be among the worst affected regions, as are the Thames Valley, eastern Devon, and towns around the already flood-prone Severn estuary like Monmouth and Bristol. The entire English coast from the Isle of Wight to Middlesbrough is classified as at 'very high' or 'extreme' risk, as is the whole of Cardigan Bay in Wales.

One of the most dangerous of all feedbacks will now be kicking in - the runaway thaw of permafrost. Scientists believe at least 500 billion tonnes of carbon are waiting to be released from the Arctic ice, though none yet has put a figure on what it will add to global warming. One degree? Two? Three? The pointers are ominous.

As with Amazon collapse and the carbon-cycle feedback in the three-degree world stabilizing global temperatures at four degrees above current levels may not be possible. If we reach three degrees, therefore, that leads inexorably to four degrees, which leads inexorably to five?

Chance of avoiding four degrees of global warming: poor if the rise reaches three degrees and triggers a runaway thaw of permafrost.

BETWEEN FOUR AND FIVE DEGREES OF WARMING

We are looking now at an entirely different planet. Ice sheets have vanished from both poles; rainforests have burnt up and turned to desert; the dry and lifeless Alps resemble the High Atlas; rising seas are scouring deep into continental interiors. One temptation may be to shift populations from dry areas to the newly thawed regions of the far north, in Canada and Siberia. Even here, though, summers may be too hot for crops to be grown away from the coasts; and there is no guarantee that northern governments will admit southern refugees. Lynas recalls James Lovelock's suspicion that Siberia and Canada would be invaded by China and the US, each hammering another nail into humanity's coffin. Any armed conflict, particularly involving nuclear weapons, would of course further increase the planetary surface area uninhabitable for humans.

When temperatures were at a similar level 55m years ago, following a very sudden burst of global warming in the early Eocene, alligators and other subtropical species were living high in the Arctic. What had caused the climate to flip? Suspicion rests on methane hydrate - "an ice-like combination of methane and water that forms under the intense cold and pressure of the deep sea", and which escapes with explosive force when tapped. Evidence of a submarine landslide off Florida, and of huge volcanic eruptions under the North Atlantic, raises the possibility of trapped methane - a greenhouse gas 20 times more potent than carbon dioxide - being released in a giant belch that pushed global temperatures through the roof.

Summer heatwaves scorched the vegetation out of continental Spain, leaving a desert terrain that was heavily eroded by winter rainstorms. Palm mangroves grew as far north as England and Belgium, and the Arctic Ocean was so warm that Mediterranean algae thrived. In short, it was a world much like the one we are heading into this century. Although the total amount of carbon in the atmosphere during the Paleocene-Eocene thermal maximum, or PETM, as scientists call it, was more than today's, the rate of increase in the 21st century maybe 30 times faster. It may well be the fastest increase the world has ever seen - faster even than the episodes that caused catastrophic mass extinctions.

Globalism in the five-degree world will break down into something more like parochialism. Customers will have nothing to buy because producers will have nothing to sell. With no possibility of international aid, migrants will have to force their way into the few remaining habitable enclaves and fight for survival.

Where no refuge is available, civil war and a collapse into racial or communal conflict seem the likely outcome. Isolated survivalism, however, may be as impracticable as dialing for room service. How many of us could really trap or kill enough game to feed a family? Even if large numbers of people did successfully manage to fan out into the countryside, wildlife populations would quickly dwindle under the pressure. Supporting a hunter-gatherer lifestyle takes 10 to 100 times the land per person that a settled agricultural community needs. A large-scale resort to survivalism would turn into a further disaster for biodiversity as hungry humans killed and ate anything that moved. Including, perhaps, each other. Invaders do not take kindly to residents denying them food. History suggests that if a stockpile is discovered, the householder and his family may be tortured and killed. Look for comparison to the experience of present-day Somalia, Sudan or Burundi, where conflicts over scarce land and food are at the root of lingering tribal wars and state collapse.

Chance of avoiding five degrees of global warming: negligible if the rise reaches four degrees and releases trapped methane from the sea bed.

BETWEEN FIVE AND SIX DEGREES OF WARMING

Although warming on this scale lies within the IPCC's officially endorsed range of 21st-century possibilities, climate models have little to say about what Lynas, echoing Dante, describes as "the Sixth Circle of Hell". To see the most recent climatic lookalike, we have to turn the geological clock back between 144m and 65m years, to the Cretaceous, which ended with the extinction of the dinosaurs. There was an even closer fit at the end of the Permian, 251m years ago, when global temperatures rose by - yes - six degrees, and 95% of species were wiped out.

That episode was the worst ever endured by life on Earth, the closest the planet has come to end up a dead and desolate rock in space." On land, the only winners were fungi that flourished on dying trees and shrubs. At sea, there were only losers. Warm water is a killer. Less oxygen can dissolve, so conditions become stagnant and anoxic. Oxygen-breathing water-dwellers - all the higher forms of life from plankton to sharks - face suffocation. Warm water also expands, and sea levels rose by 20 meters." The resulting "super-hurricanes" hitting the coasts would have triggered flash floods that no living thing could have survived.

There are aspects of the so-called "end-Permian extinction" that are unlikely to recur - most importantly, the vast volcanic eruption in Siberia that spread magma hundreds of meters thick over an area bigger than western Europe and shot billions of tonnes of CO2 into the atmosphere. That is small comfort, however, for beneath the oceans, another monster stirred - the same that would bring a devastating end to the Palaeocene nearly 200m years later, and that still lies in wait today. Methane hydrate.

What happens when warming water releases pent-up gas from the sea bed: First, a small disturbance drives a gas-saturated parcel of water upwards. As it rises, bubbles begin to appear, as dissolved gas fizzles out with reducing pressure - just as a bottle of lemonade overflows if the top is taken off too quickly. These bubbles make the parcel of water still more buoyant, accelerating its rise through the water. As it surges upwards, reaching explosive force, it drags surrounding water up with it. At the surface, water is shot hundreds of meters into the air as the released gas blasts into the atmosphere. Shockwaves propagate outwards in all directions, triggering more eruptions nearby.

The eruption is more than just another positive feedback in the quickening process of global warming. Unlike CO2, methane is flammable. Even in air-methane concentrations as low as 5%, the mixture could ignite from lightning or some other spark and send fireballs tearing across the sky. The effect would be much like that of the fuel-air explosives used by the US and Russian armies - so-called "vacuum bombs" that ignite fuel droplets above a target. According to the CIA, those near the ignition point are obliterated. Those at the fringes are likely to suffer many internal injuries, including burst eardrums, severe concussion, ruptured lungs, and internal organs, and possibly blindness." Such tactical weapons, however, are squibs when set against methane-air clouds from oceanic eruptions. Scientists calculate that they could "destroy terrestrial life almost entirely (251m years ago, only one large land animal, the pig-like lystrosaurus, survived). It has been estimated that a large eruption in the future could release energy equivalent to 108 megatonnes of TNT - 100,000 times more than the world's entire stockpile of nuclear weapons. Not even Lynas, for all his scientific propriety, can avoid the Hollywood ending. "It is not too difficult to imagine the ultimate nightmare, with oceanic methane eruptions near large population centers wiping out billions of people - perhaps in days. Imagine a 'fuel-air explosive' fireball racing towards a city - London, say, or Tokyo - the blast wave spreading out from the explosive center with the speed and force of an atomic bomb. Buildings are flattened, people are incinerated where they stand, or left blind and deaf by the force of the explosion. Mix Hiroshima with post-Katrina New Orleans to get some idea of what such a catastrophe might look like: burnt survivors battling over food, wandering far and wide from empty cities.

Then would come hydrogen sulfide from the stagnant oceans. "It would be a silent killer: imagine the scene at Bhopal following the Union Carbide gas release in 1984, replayed first at coastal settlements, then continental interiors across the world. At the same time, as the ozone layer came under assault, we would feel the sun's rays burning into our skin, and the first cell mutations would be triggering outbreaks of cancer among anyone who survived. Dante's hell was a place of judgment, where humanity was forever punished for its sins. With all the remaining forests burning, and the corpses of people, livestock, and wildlife piling up in every continent, the six-degree world would be a harsh penalty indeed for the mundane crime of burning fossil energy.

It's time to wake up

Author Notes The Powers That Be must transform to the Power Of WE.
When the love of power is removed to make room for the Power of Love, we will achieve peace.

Regardless of the bleakness of this prediction, it is not yet reality. Many will choose to simply criticize numbers and ratios, rather than admitting we crap in our own bed. It doesn't matter whether people believe the facts or not.

If we do not stop despoiling and polluting the source of our body, we are the greatest fools of all.


Chapter 1
Please read author notes first

By Cogitator

Next-generation
 
The breakneck speed of technological development is becoming ridiculous. Not only is Artificial Intelligence cascading like an avalanche into daily human life, but Quantum computers are coming around the corner. That means that machines will not only be more capable than humans for doing repetitious tasks, but they can decide what to do a thousand times faster than human animals can think. What could the Powers That Be have in mind for the hoi polloi?
 
People do not cause global warming and other woes. Outdated production and delivery methods for the maintenance of the population are what do most of the damage. Additionally, a massive amount of resources are misused to produce many useless products. The world population has more than tripled in about sixty years. Continuing that direction means we will have over twenty-five billion humans on the planet after another sixty years. “Soylent Green” is a scenario that provides insight as to one potential result of inaction. For those who missed the message, humanity processes corpses for food.
 
Humans are the only animals that take more from our dear mother than what they need for a joyful life. They also make billions of tons of waste and pollution. It is the Powers That Be and outdated systems that bear the responsibility. The plutocrats program innocent minds to create consumer economies – which is what they do. They consume our Mama for power, control, and competition for world dominance.
 
Bill Gates, among others, has established himself as a champion of depopulation. Fewer people would reduce the destruction and pollution of our dear Mother Earth. Not a radical idea, right? Or, is it?
 
Removing people as the primary cause of Mother Earth’s illness is the first agreement we must adopt. The leadership needs discipline that includes the hoi polloi to avoid significant bloodshed. With proper limits in place, the Powers That Be would not have to resort to insidious, cruel,  and inhuman tactics to cull the hoi polloi herd.
 
It is ridiculous to blame others for what we perceive. To make an effective and permanent change in societal thinking is to convert the Powers that Be into the Power of WE. It is the support of the hoi polloi that keeps the existing power structure in place. Quantum Computing will be causing a significant rehaul in human thought processes, one being the demand for equality.
 
Logic can overcome any faulty programming that may exist in our brains. Truth and reason working in concert can clear the path to any worthwhile goal we choose. Our actions convey the truth—always. If our efforts do not deliver the anticipated results, we have a program bug. Creating the Power Of WE by group thinking entails making agreements of what our new environment will resemble. Will it be like “Escape from New York” or Shangri-La? Somewhere in between?
 
Previously mentioned was Cogitator, an inference engine designed to mimic the human thought process. Cognitor, Inc. was founded in 1995 by myself and Paul Tedesco, and this software architecture works in mainframe systems, including the Medicare System. If Quantum Computation uses the concepts proven in Cogitator, our world will transform and return to sanity. Perhaps within weeks.
 
Returning to sanity means accepting the truth—there is only one. Those holding on to illusions for fear their ego would bruise are to be ignored. The only way they can retard progress is to retain society’s excess baggage. It is spiritual and mental leadership that needs to be activated. The hoi polloi will always remain, but they can achieve a higher maturity if motivated enough. If the contemplator finds a higher truth within themselves, there is no going back.  Once expanded by a freshly discovered fact, the human mind can never revert to its former self.
 
Depopulation goals vary from 500,00 to perhaps 10 million. That obviously would include the global elite and their families, but who else would qualify for residency on earth? The next question is When?
 
In 2008, scientists reported that we had twelve years to re-engineer our methods to eco-friendly methods at the current consumption rate before irreversible damage would occur. The last administration wasted four years in the environmental protection department and removed needed sanctions to prevent corporate greed from destroying the planet further. If true, we have about eight years to start a new direction. Let’s start thinking as a chess player would. Enough with checkers.
 
The winning chess player is usually the one who can project potential moves further than his or her opponent. If we look at the chessboard from the global elite side, what actions can we anticipate? What tools did they bring to the table to remain in control?
 
The primary weapon of the global elite is fear. The only thing that causes fear is ignorance. Current circumstances indicate the media circus is yet involved with manipulating mini-minds. We need a truth channel. Dramatization suits only the underdeveloped. The Powers that Be use emotion to rattle the cages of the uninformed.
 
What may be in store for our future?
 
Elimination of cash
 
Millions of Chinese businesses do not accept cash today
Sweden is proceeding the same way
Cash will inevitably disappear IN THE NOT-DISTANT DAYS AHEAD
 
Three-dimensional software
 
Quantum Computing will overcome every existing system. A single, three-dimensional qbit can contain more info than most humans’ memory banks

                Most people think in two dimensions – They will have their minds blown open
                Robotics will enable  humanity to eliminate labor
                Proves that all life is connected
 
End of Nationalism

                The world must move forward with the same vision, or humanity will die
 
Anyone feeling angst right now can rest easy. The truth is what brings peace. Those willing to remove lies in their decision-making process will thrive if they join the Power of WE. That will happen when we become conscious of our programming.
 
Heuristic Education

(of a method of teaching) allowing students to learn by discovering things themselves and learning from their own experiences rather than by telling them things (self-programming)
 
Fuzzy Logic

Provides potential answers for unknown stimuli by changing to inductive reasoning from deductive (chess player skill)
 
These two capabilities are at the base of Artificial Intelligence. First, inference engines look to their knowledge bases heuristically to process information. If not found, they generate potential solutions for a human to consider. When the expert provides the answer, AI will absorb and assimilate the knowledge to execute the next iteration without human intervention. There is no end to growing truth in a machine, save for storage. It destroys lies effectively. It is the Power of WE.
 
If we all had access to unadulterated truth, who wants to know it?

The First Ten Years

My first memory is watching my family's pig being slaughtered. I watched in fascination as the butcher's heavy mallet came down squarely on top of the tethered animal's head. Once confirmed dead, I helped spread straw on top and around the dead beast and lit the straw on fire. The pungent smell of hair and flesh burning filled the air. Once the flames expired, the butcher's skillful knife began separating the skin from the carcass, gutting the abdominal cavity and carving the rest in large sections, saving a quarter for himself. For the following two days, our family was busy dissecting, packing and making sausage from the carcass. The intestines made effective casings. The meat would easily last through the winter. It was 1948. I was 3.

We lived less than a kilometer from Lury-sur-Arnon, a town of about 600 in the Loire Valley farm country. Our small home sat on a hilltop overlooking the town and could be described generously as having three rooms of living space for the five of us. We did have a cellar where wine and canned preserves were stored and another barn-like storage area. A coal-burning stove dominated the living /kitchen area and I cannot possibly imagine it without my mother occupied at it, preparing meals. A room off the kitchen area held the beds where the family slept. We had no running water, electricity, TV, radio, telephone, or car. My parents did have bicycles. In other words, we had everything we needed.

I am the youngest of three boys, born the day after Christmas 1944. The German army was still occupying the area. From what my mother told me, I was one difficult child to keep alive. It was a severe winter and I was on the verge of death for the first eleven months of my life. Especially difficult was trying to get medical attention during the occupation. Trudging through knee-deep snow for hours while evading detection by the Germans was not easy for my mom. The underground resistance (Maquis) was active in our town and many villagers were shot in retaliation for their actions.

My parents met in France, but were born in Poland. My dad's parents emigrated to Chicago just prior to the First World War. They left him behind with his grandparents because they did not have enough money to take him at the time. The plan was to get established in the United States, save some money, and bring him along later. "The best-laid plans of mice and men..."

Dad began soldiering in his early teens. The Bolshevik Revolution began, then WWI and, by the end of that war, the family had enough money for his transport. However, he was also just old enough to be drafted by the Polish army. So, instead of using the money saved for transport, it was used to buy him out of the army. He decided to acquire a work visa to go to France as a coal miner to get out of Poland and its changing political environment. He would spend two years in the mines on a work permit.

When he finished his contract, he was either convinced or connived into signing up for the French Foreign Legion. My father was not a very talkative person and never expanded on the facts, but the family in Chicago believed he was shanghaied. Regardless of the reason, his next five years would be spent in Morocco.

The French Foreign Legion is known to be very, very tough. No French citizen can join it - that's why it's called what it's called. It is the last resort for a lot of different characters, many of which do not discuss their past. Legendary discipline methods are used to remove individual character flaws and build cohesive units. All members must learn to communicate in French and those that survive become French citizens after their tenure in the Legion. My dad became a member of a brotherhood that rivals any Special Forces unit now existing. He became a sergeant in his stint, which is unusual. Many of his stories about forays into the desert, hand-to-hand battles, Legionnaires getting their throats cut and the like left me wide-eyed. His relating how his pet monkey would not leave his shoulder when he returned from the desert delighted me to the core.

After he fulfilled his obligation, he returned to France and settled in the small town I was born. That is where he eventually met my mother and where my brothers and I were born.

My mother was attractive. She was born in Poland, like my dad. She had a very demanding mother who wanted her to marry a wealthy doctor to advance the family fortunes. However, Mom was already in love with someone else and got pregnant. This was a very shameful state of affairs in that day. She had the baby and her mother forced her to give it up for adoption. Whether she was expelled from the house or left on her own is another mystery, but she wound up in the same town where my father settled. I never saw a marriage certificate, but I suppose they married.

My dad's communication with his Chicago family started again after my folks met, but there seemed to be no hurry. Mom's daughter was taken from the adoptive family by her brother and he brought the baby to our town. My dad welcomed the baby, adopted her, and started his own family. My oldest brother, Rich, was born just prior to the Second World War.

My father went to war again but was captured and sent to a German prisoner of war camp. He escaped after a couple of months of internment and spent the remainder of the war with the underground resistance. Mike, my older brother, was born in 1942 after a couple of miscarriages by my mom, and I came along on December 26, 1944.

After the war, my mother had firmly made up her mind to bring her boys to the States. Communication with my dad's family restarted in earnest. My father traveled to Chicago in 1951 to see his family and, when he returned, started the process of emigration.

My youthful years were totally blissful. I didn't know why rules were made, but I certainly didn't see them applying to me. I did what I wanted when I wanted and was what is normally referred to as a pain-in-the-ass. I participated in some group activities, but would much rather explore the river, woods, and surrounding area by myself. I started school at three years old and was soon reading. My Christmas presents consisted of one or two new books and a sweater my mom had knitted. Socks were a bonus.

The town had a one-room schoolhouse with six rows of desks. When I moved from what would be considered "day care" into the schoolhouse, my brothers were already there. I was excited to be there with them. They were not. Whatever I was born with did not include restraint. I became accustomed to our teacher squeezing my cheeks and ears, the small hairs on my temples being twisted, and was even slapped occasionally. The teacher was an imposing figure of a man who brooked no shenanigans. I had to serve many early winter mornings starting the coal-fired potbelly stove that heated the room prior to the start of class. All the punishment had little, if any, effect on my jubilant way of living.

Mom tried to settle me down by giving me chores as soon as I was old enough. By age five, when I woke up in the morning, she would send me to the well to get water for coffee and breakfast. At first, winding the rope to bring the pail back up wasn't easy, but I got better at it. After delivering the bucket, I would then check the chicken coops for eggs and bring them to the kitchen. Then, the rabbit hutches would be checked for availability of food. After coffee and bread, I would take 25 francs for the evening bread and head off to school.

When I left school, I headed for the bakery. Many times, after I had experienced the aroma of the bakery and headed home with the loaf, I couldn't help but dig out the warm dough and would wind up at home with an empty crust. After my beating, I would be sent back to get a new loaf.

Beatings were administered by my mother with a cat-o-nine-tails. They were painful. One of these episodes was particularly memorable.

One winter was severe enough to freeze the surface of the river at the base of the hill. I was fascinated by the ice spanning from bank to bank because I had never seen that before. I ventured onto the ice gingerly and it held solid near the bank. Gathering courage, I eased forward with the intent of reaching the opposing bank. Near the middle, cracking sounds made me stop. Looking down, I saw leaves passing under the surface of the ice. I decided to ease back to my starting point. What I hadn't noticed was the parish priest looking down at me from the hilltop. When my mother got home from work, she administered the absolute best pain I ever felt. So, I did the only thing I could do - I tossed the cat-o-nine-tails into the outhouse. She had to resort to my father's belt for future beatings.

Aside from the beatings, life was a joy. Today, I think Mom must have loved me very much to exert so much power in trying to save my life. I guess what I put her through my first eleven months made her even more determined to save me later. There's no question I sometimes feel as though I'm on borrowed time.

One of the chores I did not really care for was fetching my father from the town bar to bring him home for dinner. He took a train daily to his job in a porcelain factory in Vierzon. Other men from our town also worked there and ride the train together. They would gather at the Hotel du Boeuf after work for some wine. Some time prior to dinner being ready, my mom would dispatch me to bring him home. If he had too many snorts, I readied myself to play peacekeeper when we returned.

He had visited his Chicago family in 1951 and considered the move for the family. I think he really enjoyed his life where he was. Until he left in August 1954 to get a job and apartment for us, there were many arguments. He even tossed the emigration papers in the stove fire during one of them. My mom had to reach into the flames to retrieve them. She persisted in her efforts to give her kids a better life.

I loved and respected my dad. My mom too. The townspeople also thought highly of my dad. His Legion training had been demonstrated not long after he had met my mom. Although he was not very tall, he was very strong and sinewy. A fireplug of a frame. Prior to our birth, Mom had waited for him at the bar and was being harassed by four locals. When my dad arrived and saw the goings-on, he went ballistic and, in short order, sent all four crashing outside the bar. Legionnaire training is brutal. No one ever challenged him again.

My joy came from the wonderful environment of country living. Spring was fantastic - blossoms all over the place, farmers plowing their fields while trailing their Percheron horses, our cherry trees in bloom, planting our garden, etc. My curiosity took me everywhere. Because we had no toys or money, we had to be creative to amuse ourselves. Spring and summer were all about creative joy.

Summertime was best. We would go fishing in the river, participate in endless cop-and-robber games with the town kids, play soccer, etc. The fruit trees around our house were constantly under siege for their prized product. Cherries, pears, apples, plums and garden produce went directly from Mother Earth to our bellies. I never saw any food in a box or can until we reached Chicago. I spent many nights reclined on the hillside, looking at a sky filled with stars. One memorable starry night in 1950 made me wonder: "It's the middle of the century; I wonder where I'll be at the end of it?" I was five years old.

Harvest time was also joyful. The entire town would participate with the farmers in bringing the crops in. We had two small vineyards my dad harvested to make wine for the year. Neighbors would help him and we would help neighbors until all the work was done. Three days of festivities would end the Fall harvest.

I loved school and was good enough to catch up to my older brother. I was still prideful then, so it made me happy. The six rows in the schoolhouse each had a blackboard directly in front of the desks, where the assignments would be written. I soon realized that, if I finished my row's work, I could start working on the next row's assignment. By the time I was ten, I was in the same row as Mike and we were ready to join our oldest brother Rich the following year. It wasn't to be. The emigration papers were ready. It was 1955. I was 10. Next stop - Chicago.

The Good Old Days

Country living, friendly neighbors
At harvest time-sharing labors
Splendid springtime, waves of flowers
Colors galore after showers

No drugs around to dull senses
No need for locks, even fences
Community is what I miss
Mutual love of common bliss

A simple life, no room for greed
Sharing nature the only need
Treat Mother Earth with due respect
Her bounty we could expect

These youthful days were naught but joy
Filling my time without a toy
Experiencing without a fear
Thinking of this brings me a tear

Author Notes The house in the picture is the house I came to life. December 26, 1944. I fell out of my mom in the kitchen.

I am reviving this post as a lead-in to my upcoming description of a futuristic society. All future children can have those joyous days of youth if we get our act together. The difference between my own experience and what will be is that technology will support communities. There is no reverting to pioneer days.

All of us should be ready for a tsunami of giant proportions when Truth is exposed.


Chapter 2
The next Ten Years (or so)

By Cogitator

Culture Shock occurred on March 29, 1955

On March 21, 1955, Mom and sons left our small town (and my dog) behind. I can still see him running next to the car taking the four of us to the train station, barking his despair. We took the train to Paris, visited the Eiffel Tower, and went on to Calais to board the Liberte.

The trip across the Atlantic was hell for me. I was seasick all six days of the crossing. Nothing could describe my feelings when I finally saw the Statue of Liberty looming ahead. It was March 28, 1955. Ellis Island was my first step onto American soil. After the immigration process, we still had to get to Chicago by train, but none of us spoke English. A Good Samaritan saw us and obviously had been through the process of helping others before. He looked at the papers and placed us in a cab to get to Grand Central Station. We somehow found the correct train and began the overnight trip to Union Station in Chicago.

There was not much sleeping. We all were very hungry. Sandwiches were being sold in the car, but the family finances consisted of two one-hundred dollar bills. The purveyor had no change. A hundred dollars in 1955 was a kingly sum. Another kind soul came to our rescue and bought food for us. The first two strangers we met in this country set the tone for all future strangers in my mind - "A stranger is simply a friend I hadn't met."

The morning of March 29, we entered the waiting room at Union Station in Chicago, looking for my dad. He wasn't there. Being what I am, I couldn't sit still in this new world, so I ventured outside to look around. After some time, I returned to find my dad and his brother Stanley in the midst of hugs and kisses. I ran to join the group with tears in my eyes. Uncle Stanley was a jovial sort and, even though I couldn't understand a word of what was being said, I liked him immediately. He took us to the apartment my dad had rented and, after unloading the car, stayed with us until dark. The landlord and his wife were Polish and joined us to made my mother feel comfortable and at home. Finally, I would get a good night's sleep.

I was excited about our new life. Having a curious nature and loving to explore new things made me anxious about finding out what Chicago was all about. All kinds of new things had to be done. We had to enroll in school, locate shopping, get accustomed the environment and get settled. All kinds of new experiences were to be had.

I reported to the school the following Monday. One problem - I didn't know a word of English. I was placed in a first grade class to learn -- one of the biggest humiliations I ever suffered. It was very hard for me report to class every day. I decided to do something about it. I found out about crossword puzzles and bought an English/French dictionary and a Merriam-Webster Collegiate dictionary. I began solving crosswords by looking at the clues and finding the translation. When I understood, I would read the definition in the Merriam-Webster and look up the words I did not know in the translating dictionary. It took a long time initially to solve even the easiest of puzzles. Nine months later, I came in second in the school spelling bee. I surprised the school staff.

I still do crosswords today and every day. I know there is a huge difference between learning a new language from conversation and learning it from a dictionary. The other element that gave me an edge for future work is that, having to visualize something in two languages, it gives a broader vision. A foreigner's joke:

What do you call someone who speaks two languages? -- Bilingual.

What do you call someone who speaks three languages? -- Trilingual.

What do you call someone who speaks only one language? -- American.

I became the family translator. I was soon placed in a third grade class and, when we moved to a new address two years later, I was placed in the appropriate age group. It was still difficult for me to adjust, though, because the classwork assigned was so simple and I had done it years before in France. It wasn't until four or five years after we arrived in the U.S. that I finally got work I hadn't done before.

School in Chicago was pretty much a waste of time, from my point of view. I got into many fights to defend the family honor, but I think it was done mostly because of anger about not being able to communicate or "fit in." I was strong and sinewy, like my dad. Soon, nobody wanted to fight me anymore. I got a paper route to be independent and not be a burden to my folks. We were poor financially, but not in spirit. In fact, just a month after we bought a house with family help and replaced the old furnace, both my parents were laid off. We made it, though. Mom and Dad were tough and determined. I never asked them for money.

I attended Carl Schurz High School and was placed in an honors class. I never took a book home for the four years I attended. I was too busy working. I walked a couple of miles to school every morning, walked back home to grab a bite to eat and walked about a mile and a half to work and back every day. I did not even go to the proms. I did all my homework and class studies in study hall.

Although I didn't bring schoolbooks home, I read a lot. I always carried pocket books and devoured them continually. I got hooked on science fiction and read all Heinlein, Pohl and the rest of the famous sci-fi authors of the day.

The problem with doing whatever I wanted to do is that I had no idea of how I could develop my life in this country. Certainly, my folks couldn't help. My dad worked third shift and my mom was a seamstress. I simply took things as they came. When I graduated from high school, I had no idea of what my next step would be.

I worked at a convenience store as a general helper the last two years of high school. Although I enjoyed the work and the independence, there was not much future in it for me. One of the customers worked for a stained glass manufacturer and suggested I apply as an apprentice. After a short stint with Michaudel Studios as an apprentice, my mother was upset at my climbing church roofs and working as slave labor. She insisted that I get an interview where my older brother was working - Northern Trust Bank. Because immediate family members were not allowed to work in the same bank at that time, the personnel director sent me down the street to LaSalle National Bank. They hired me as a trainee that would begin as a mailroom messenger. Three hundred dollars a month and a downtown job - SWEET!

I loved this new experience. Distributing memos and meeting new people was fun. Within my first month, I distributed a memo to all employees and returned to the mail room. Al Brandt was my supervisor and asked me if I had read the memo. It had to do with registering for a test to become a programmer for the bank's new IBM 1401. Not only did I have no idea of what a programmer was, but I didn't know much about banks, either.

Al: "Did you register for the test?"

Me: "Naw! I have no idea what a computer is, much less a programmer."

Al: "If you don't register, you're fired."

I registered.

Twenty-five people reported to Personnel for a screening test lasting an hour. At eighteen years old, I was the youngest by far. Two days later, six of us were notified that we were to take another test lasting two hours. I really did not take this process very seriously. I was happy in the mail room and did not know what I was getting into. I finished the test in just over an hour and went back to my messenger duties. No one else finished the test.

The following week, I was summoned to Personnel again and met with Bill Ryan, Manager of Data Processing. I was a bit apprehensive. After some pleasantries, he asked:

Bill: "How old are you, John?"

Me: 18

Bill: "What is your draft status?"

Me: 1A

"You know Vietnam is going hot and heavy, right?" he continued.

"I know," I replied.

Bill: "I'm not sure how long it may be before you get drafted, but it's impossible to ignore how you did on the test. We've never seen such a score. We want you to go to IBM programming school next month. After school, your pay will go from 300 to 525 dollars a month. Do you want the job?"

"You bet!"

I graduated programming school on the day John Kennedy was assassinated - November 22, 1963. A group of us had just returned from a celebratory graduation lunch and given the news. My first response was: "What's the punch line?" More than fifty years later, I recall the details of this event. Three years later, to the day, I reported for active duty in Norfolk, Virginia.

Those three years at LaSalle were nothing short of wondrous. Every experience was new and exciting. There were five of us in the programming department and we were all regarded highly by the rest of the employees. I still had pride then, so I probably became a pain-in-the-ass to some of my fellow programmers.

This was the bank's first computer and we were assigned to convert manual systems to the current technology. The CPU had 8K of memory, a card reader and punch, a printer, four tape drives and a typewriter console. The equipment filled a glass-enclosed space of about four hundred square feet. Some technology! What fun!

All work was to be done post-haste. This meant sixty to eighty hours weekly, including overnights. That made for some delicious paychecks with time and a half for hours over forty.

The programming group was tight. We would lunch together, go to bars to play pool and drink beer after work, play golf and poker together. I was the youngest of the group by seven years and learned maturity quite fast. All of them were married with children. I was just playful.

The data center manager, Jack Wolf, and computer operator, Jack Olday, did not like us. They had both taken the aptitude tests with me and were quite resentful of the programmers, especially of me. It was not unusual for one of us programmers to be running a test on a program and have Jack Wolf barge in and terminate the effort. This was very galling if we were testing a long procedure. (The longest tape sort I did was at the IBM facility because we couldn't schedule it in-house. It took thirty-six hours.)

Jack Olday loved to show off for the ladies in the Unit Record department. IBM had provided us with a birthday program that would show the calendar page of someone's birth month, tell what day of the week it was, along with some cutesy information about zodiac signs, etc. Each birthday entered took about ten minutes to process. Jack would be showing off during daily production time and preventing us from testing programs. We would be relegated to night or weekend testing because of this. On a lonesome Saturday, while running a long sort, I decided to do something about it.

The so-called "IBM" cards used Hollerith code to communicate with the machine. Eighty columns of twelve punches per column could represent alpha and numeric information. All addresses relating to the CPU memory were contained in three characters. I became quite proficient at interpreting these addresses and I could translate them quickly.

Ed: "John, what is Z3Z?"

Me: "5939!"

I also got proficient at writing machine code. The source code for programs was Autocoder and we punched our own programs to compile them into machine coded cards. When debugging, it was not uncommon to hit a "Process Error." That meant an address was incorrect, something was out of sequence, or a record contained faulty information. We could make "patch cards" and reload the program. It was faster for me to take a "core dump" and make "patches" directly from the console, rather than recompile the program. After reaching the end of the program test, I would make the changes to the source code.

One particular Saturday, I was alone in the computer room, soon to be running a lengthy sort. I retrieved the birthday program and loaded it into the computer to get a core dump. This would show me all the data and addresses that memory would hold to run the program. I found the addresses needed to doctor up the program. The last statement of the program when it reached completion was "Please enter another birthday to continue." Finding the instructions that sent the program back to the starting point, I changed the statement and added a couple more. They read: "I was so happy to do this one, I'll let you do another!" The next time around, it would type: "Not bad for only $75 an hour!" The last one was: "Say, Jack, is daily production on schedule?" It would take over a half hour to produce that statement. I created the patch cards, marked them with pencil in case I had to remove them quickly, and returned the doctored-up cards to their storage place.

This prank was meant for Jack Olday the operator, but it took a twist. I did not hear the story until much later than the event took place, as told by John Caminitti, a fellow programmer.

Jack Wolf, the Data Center manager, was showing off the birthday program to a couple of mucky-mucks from the bank. John Caminitti was directly in front of him, behind the glass partition. As John related, Jack had both hands on the sides of the console, looking down at the typed words with the executives at his side. The hands suddenly grasped the table with obvious force and Jack's face got beet red. John thought Jack was about to rip the console from the table. He stood erect and stormed out of the computer room. A few weeks, later, he found another job and moved on. Karma, I suppose.

Since all new systems were designed from scratch, discussions with executives and area managers were essential before any coding began. This was my introduction to conservative thinking. Most of my interviews were with executives much older than I. I would ask them how they used information and why it was important. If I were to suggest a new way of doing something, I was quickly told: "We've always done it this way!" I heard that countless times. Some had a real issue with dealing with a teenager who asked them very direct questions. I loved creating systems that did more than what was asked for. What I loved most was the fact that the industry was too new to have standards. Using my creativity was pure joy.

I married Janet in 1965. She was sweet. We were engaged on March 10, 1965. That summer, Kennedy's edict that the first draftees to Vietnam be single was expiring. Janet and I talked about delaying our planned wedding in November, but decided to go ahead and do it. Naively, I went to my draft board in August to let them know of our plans and received my "Greetings" letter a week later. By now, a lot of commitments had been made. Wanting to go through with it, I joined the Naval Reserve to get my first year of duty at home. A week later, I received a letter from Army Intelligence to report for an interview for a Top Secret position. A week after that, I received notification that I was drafted into the French Army and was to report to Bordeaux for dispatching to Algeria. Decisions, decisions.

Janet and I married on November 6, 1965 and drove to New Orleans for the honeymoon. We would have a year together before I would enter active duty. On November 22, 1966, I left Chicago for Norfolk, Virginia to await orders.

Author Notes Still laying the foundation


Chapter 3
Vietnam

By Cogitator

Military life

I reported to Norfolk to await orders. I was kept busy doing office work and standing watches at stations on the base until, about two weeks after I arrived, my orders came in. I was to be assigned to the USS Bache (DD 470) which would be deployed to the Mediterranean. Fantastic! I could visit my birthplace in France. I would have to check my status, though. I was classified as a deserter because I had not obeyed the French draft board to report to Bordeaux. I could be shot.

It turned out that it didn't matter. Three days later, I received a new set of orders sending me to the Philippines in WESTPAC (Western Pacific). Ouch! I left with ten days leave and stopped briefly in Chicago to say goodbye to family and friends.

It was ten degrees below zero when I left in January 1967. One flight to the Air Force base in Oakland took around four hours, military transport to Philippines to Clark Air Force Base via Guam in seventeen hours and BAM! I'm in 87 degree weather. A two-hour bus ride to Subic Bay and I checked into the base. Because I left Chicago in ten below zero, I was not appropriately dressed.

My ship, USS Ingersoll (DD652), was still in the Gulf of Tonkin, so I was assigned to KP duty, unloading cargo at Cubi Point, and the like. Cubi Point has a very short airstrip and is located high on the side of a mountain. I learned one reason the Flying Tigers are named that. Talk about white knuckle flying. The heavily loaded planes would first make a pass over the short runway and then loop around for the final approach. Their wheels would touch just at the beginning of the tarmac and the pilots would apply their brakes and reverse thrust as soon as the wheels hit. It was as though they were avoiding an accident whenever they landed. The screeching of desperate braking was deafening. After a twenty-four hour break to sleep and recover from the Pacific crossing, most of the newcomers would spend the next twenty-four hours at Cubi Point--unloading planes. Very relaxing...

I had never experienced poverty up close and personal before. Next to the base was Olongapo City, a virtual cesspool of humanity. Existing primarily to serve as a large whorehouse for the base, my heart ached at what the population did for survival. The first time I ventured to investigate the town was eye-opening. As we were crossing the river, dozens of canoes jockeyed for position beneath the bridge, imploring the passersby to throw some coins for them to fetch. The water was murky brown and obviously not sanitary, but these young men would dive in after any change that was tossed their way. The streets we walked were filthy and dusty, with refuse scattered everywhere. Wildly decorated jitneys would be crisscrossing the area to pick up fares as fast as they could. Each could hold up to eight passengers and, for a dollar, they would take anyone to the first bar nearby.

We were briefed on arrival about how to conduct ourselves in town. There had just been an incident where a sailor was returning to base with his arm out the window of a jitney. He had what appeared to be a valuable watch on his wrist and both were taken by a machete blow just before reaching the bridge. I can take a hint. I had my beers on base.

When the Ingersoll arrived, I reported to the Ship's Office. The first class yeoman who greeted me looked much like my father and, upon looking through my service record, asked me if I wanted to work in the office - in French! He was a Quebecois and, I responded in French that I would. Of course, I accepted the offer. That would be better duty than chipping paint and swabbing decks. Leonel Banville and I would get along very well.

I missed my family and my old life, but everything was a new experience. My explorer spirit was happy, even though I left family behind. Not knowing if I would ever see them again, I had to face my assignment. It was impossible to pout.

Shipboard life was like a small community, similar to my little town in France. Everyone had assigned tasks and fully realized that the whole crew depended on each other for those tasks being done.

Our senior officer, Captain Strohm, stopped to introduce himself soon after we sailed from Subic Bay. He asked Banville who I was and started talking to me. He asked me if I had any books. I told him I received many books from home regularly. He asked if he could borrow them and that he would return them after a couple of days. I hadn't been in the military before, but I did not find any reason to say no to a commanding officer.

After a few weeks of sharing some communication with the captain, he asked me to be his phone talker. The captain's phone talker stands next to him on the bridge during maneuvers and relays his orders to the crew. He said he liked my enunciation and lack of accent.

I became the captain's phone talker and saw all the action from the bridge. The ship's communication system is vital. Talkers are issued voice-activated phones that plug into a special outlet and strap behind the neck with earphones attached. The mouthpiece has a button that, when depressed, allows the voice vibrations to generate enough current to broadcast messages to all other phones plugged into the system. All of them are active at all stations during combat and refueling. For all docking, departures, refueling and battle conditions, I relayed orders from the bridge to all stations in the ship.

My first combat experience on the bridge with the captain was memorable.

General Quarters sounded and I reported to the bridge with my phone and plugged in. We were steaming toward shore with two other ships, the USS Stoddard, another destroyer and the USS Canberra, a cruiser. Destroyers have four cannon mounts - 51, 52, (forward) 53, and 54 (aft) from prow to stern. The gun barrels are five inches across and the bullet can go five miles. That's why the number five precedes their position. Cruisers can fire eight miles. The Stoddard and we were to soften up an area near the beach to enable Marine helicopters to swoop in and drop their men. The Canberra would be firing deeper up the hills to destroy gun emplacements. We reached our positions and opened fire. Explosions of quick succession on the beach were on their mark by both ships.

As I watched the action, I became a live reporter for the rest of the ship, something that had not been done before. I would be thanked by the other talkers many times for this. It is not easy to be in the belly of a ship in combat without any knowledge of the goings-on topside, so I was just a roving reporter for the other talkers. They truly appreciated the relief from not knowing.

Suddenly, I saw flashes on the beach and reacted:

"Captain, shore batteries, shore batteries!" I roared.

The captain turned to the helmsman. In a loud voice:

"Quartermaster, what's our attitude?"

"275 North, sir!" came the reply.

"Come to starboard 10 degrees. All engines full!" the captain bellows.

The explosions were all around, both from cannons and rockets. Several were close, but we had already begun evasive maneuvers. (Artillerymen use "patterns" to target an objective in order to zero in on the exact range and adjust their guns accordingly.) A moving target three miles away is not so easy to pattern. That's the reason for fast evasive reaction.

Ten seconds later:

"Come to port ten degrees, full speed ahead!" We weaved back and forth every few seconds until we weaved our way out of range. The Stoddard was hit and lost a couple of men. The Canberra was winged, but not seriously.

When General Quarters was called off, I returned to the office and pondered the captain's words. I had never heard the word "attitude" used in the context of the captain's orders. It then dawned on me that, if we don't like what we see in our future, we can always change our attitude. That life lesson instilled itself in me permanently that day.

One duty tour took forty-five days. Talk about cabin fever! There is no way a ship like ours can do that long of a stint without replenishing fuel and food. Every seven to ten days, we would accost a carrier serving in the area. We would cast "monkey fists" from our ship to their side and they would gather them in. We would tie larger lines to our end and let them pull the stronger lines across the divide until they could secure multiple access ropes spanning the two ships. This was great fun in heavy weather. If we were transferring personnel to our ship and the waves were rolling, the guys in the safety chair would be bouncing up and down, as well as sideways, for twenty minutes or so before we could secure them on our deck. Our guys would be cheering them on, telling them to throw up in the ocean before they came onboard.

Most of the time, I spent my day as though I was dreaming. Because all the experiences were new and different from anything else I had ever done, I observed the environment with keen eyes and tried to drink in as much meaning as possible. Regardless of the conditions, I was never fearful because, after all, it was a dream. A glorious one, at that.

Other than being on battle station, we had some interesting ports of call. I enjoyed five days in Hong Kong, arguably the busiest and most cosmopolitan of cities. The huge harbor was bustling with hundreds of merchant ships from all over the world; sampans, junks, and water taxis, as well as military vessels. Skyscrapers on the sides of the mountains that formed a bowl around the harbor, world-class hotels, restaurants, shopping and a true melting pot of humanity.

After 45 days in the Gulf, we headed for R&R in Osaka and Yokosuka via Okinawa. Unfortunately, we were in the midst of a typhoon, which is the Asian version of a hurricane. For three solid days, no one was allowed topside for fear of being washed overboard. We were constantly battered by the waves for those days. That is what cured me of seasickness, I believe. There was no way of keeping anything on tables. At one point, we tipped over so much that everyone must have been squished onto the port side and the ship just hung. If we hit 47 degrees tilt, we swamp the ship. Wait - wait - wait? We must have been at 46 before the ship gave a huge shudder (twice) and righted herself for the next wave. A collective "Phew!" from 290 crew members filled the ship.

Osaka was interesting for many of the same reasons Hong Kong had been. No mountains with buildings on the side, but it has an underground city beneath the city. The cars stay above and people walk below. Innumerable businesses, shops and restaurants go on for miles and miles beneath the rolling wheels above.

One night will stand out as a Top Ten. As we retreated from the shore after one of our sorties, night was falling. I had a midnight watch coming in a few hours, so I decided to stay topside and ruminate on the day's events. Slowly, I came to realize that I had no idea why I was here. The event that just passed was as though I had been watching a newsreel. The gulf was totally calm; its surface looked like smooth, flat, molten tar in the dark. All running lights were off for stealth reasons and no moon above. The only light came from the side of the ship in the wake's phosphorus trail and from the stars above. As I looked up, the whole sky began lighting up for me. I recalled a day in France when I was five years old, reclining on the side of the hill behind our house, experiencing the very same thing.

As I continued staring up, more and more stars came into view. I struggled to keep from blinking. After a half hour or so, it seemed as though there were more stars than darkness in the sky. I could even see the ship's deck by their glow. Those were the days of relatively clean air. I was only five years old at the first instance and this one magnified the awe-inspiring beauty of where we exist. I felt very much at peace, regardless of the happenings of the day.

After a few months, we were headed back to San Diego. Another significant event happened when we stopped in Guam for refueling. We were to spend the day there and split the crew into two groups to go ashore for a break. I went in the morning to do some sightseeing and gawk at the goony birds. They are one funny avian to behold. No fear, slow motion waddle, hilarious. Returning to the ship's office for some reading, I hear the General Quarters alarm and grab my phone to head for the bridge. I got there just before the captain and noticed his florid face. Not good.

A Russian trawler was offshore a few miles from our ship. Their only purpose at the time was surveillance and intelligence gathering. The captain issued orders to head for it. When we got there, he ordered all garbage to be taken to the fantail and made the helmsman circle the trawler at what appeared to be a too close distance. We dumped garbage all around the trawler to attempt to foul up their surveillance readings. After the garbage was depleted, he seemed to get angrier and barked:

"Stachura, tell the crew to prepare to ram!"

I did no such thing. I faced him and said:

"Captain, we only have half the crew on board. If something goes wrong, there may be some repercussions."

His face went from red to white. He gave orders to return to shore.

After a stop in Hawaii for a pleasant three days, we finally docked in our home port - San Diego. Not long after, a change of command took place for our next deployment. This is a very ceremonial event where the entire crew forms a phalanx on board for the exiting captain and to welcome the new captain. There usually is strict adherence to protocol in the process. However, a slight change occurred as Captain Strohm was passing by; he stopped and looked at me and said:

"Thanks, Stachura."

While in California, I applied to three colleges. I wanted to get and early out for the September 1968 semester. The first response came from Illinois State University in Normal, Illinois. I took a bus from Subic Bay to Clark Air Force Base on September 4, 1968 to fly to Treasure Island in San Francisco and start another new life.

Author Notes Some more experiences


Chapter 5
Back to Civilian Life

By Cogitator

Back to Civilian Life

I was anxious to get through college as fast as possible. It had been over five years since the last time in school, so I wasn't sure how well I would do. My confidence returned after I received my ACT grade - 34. Four of the five categories were in the 99th percentile. I took nineteen hours the first semester and got a job as a night janitor at a local bank.

I changed jobs before the fourth semester. Eureka-Williams headquarters was in Bloomington next door and needed a programmer. Great! The pay was good and they would give me a flexible schedule to accommodate my schooling.

They were using Honeywell equipment and EasyCoder was the programming language - Autocoder in disguise. The computer was octal-based, so it took a slight adjustment on my part to become proficient. Not long after I started there, they sent me to programming school in Chicago to learn COBOL (COmmon Business-Oriented Language.) That became my fourth language. I visited my old haunts at LaSalle to renew the relationship and bring everyone up to date. After numerous attempts to bring me back on board, they gave me an offer I couldn't refuse. They would also pay any tuition for any school for as long as I was employed there. I began another life on August 2, 1971. I had started working there on August 1, 1963.

I liked COBOL. The program listings were easy to read and the minutia required in Autocoder was no longer necessary. I created a few programs and received a new assignment. I was a Senior Programmer at the time and my new title would be Systems Analyst. Tada! My function would be to travel to some top banks in the country and learn how their systems were designed. I would come back to the bank to present my findings to top management who would then make decisions about the future course of the bank's technology. Boy, did I ever enjoy that work! Then, in 1973, my father died of cancer.

This first major loss of my life was traumatic. I did not handle it very well. After a few weeks of self-serving pity, I decided to change jobs. Reuben H. Donnelley in Oak Brook hired me as a Group Leader in charge of custom airline guides. Five programmers were assigned to me to produce hard-copy guides specifically designed for the sales agents to maximize ridership on their own planes. I liked this because I learned IMS (Information Management System) which would serve me well later. After about a year and a half later, I felt I needed another change.

Staying in the digital side of our brain for too long can be taxing. If we don't develop the analog side as well, we feel out of balance - at least I did. I certainly knew how to communicate with a machine, but needed some work on people skills. What's the answer? Sales!

Mutual of New York had an entry program of eighteen months duration for their new insurance agents. Salary plus commission and volumes of training material. I was Rookie of the Year for the region and made Top Club the following year. The problem was I hated insurance. When I found out how much money is made from people's fear and how overpriced the products were, I had to get out.

The big benefit I got from the experience was being introduced to self-improvement. Of course, Napoleon Hill's "Think and Grow Rich" was one of the first books I read. "The Greatest Salesman in the World," "Zen and the Art of Motorcycle Maintenance," "The Master Key to Riches," etc. It had been some time since I had satisfied my reading appetite. Since my time was pretty much my own, I always carried a book with me. I felt much more comfortable in my own skin now. It led me to the best job I had in my life.

University Computing Company (UCC) was headquartered in Dallas. They were hiring a sales executive in Chicago to cover Indiana and half of Chicago. The first interview was at 90 S Riverside Plaza with Gus, the regional manager. He was impressed with my background, but not with my taste in clothing. He gave me a copy of "Dress for Success" before we parted. I took the hint and carefully chose a new suit for my Dallas interview. It went well. The VP of Sales drove me back to the airport and I asked him:

"Do you have any suggestions for me to do well?"

"Be Yourself."

Best advice I could have received.

I loved the work, loved my colleagues, and made excellent money. In four years, I was never beneath 115% of quota. Truly, this was the best sales force imaginable. There were thirty-six of us and we would get together once a year for a three-day meeting at some resort in Texas. This is where I was introduced to the "Attitude Check."

Professional Sales can be stressful, at times. When we got to the meeting site, it was after a year of presentations, disappointments and successes. We swapped stories from the field and generally had a great time. If someone said anything negative, all those who heard would yell "Attitude Check." After the first day, we didn't hear negativity. It brought to mind my combat experience with the captain.

These meetings were to refresh the crew, educate us on the next year's plan and pass out awards. A couple of hours each day was enough to qualify the event as a tax deduction. We would golf in the afternoon, play poker at night and carouse until late. The third year I was there, I was given an additional duty.

We sold what was called the "UCC Numbered Products: UCC One, Two, Three, Six, Seven, Ten and Fifteen. They were all very, very good. Our techies had the right stuff. All were intended to improve Data Center Operations. UCC Ten was the IMS Data Dictionary. Because of my technical background and having used IMS at Donnelley, I was named the National Sales Executive for the product. I would now be making presentations all over the country. We were in direct competition with IBM and outselling them two to one before I left. When UCC Seven rolled out, I licked my chops.

Seven was a Data Center Scheduling system with huge implications. Jobs in a data center were scheduled by the operators and took a lot of time to organize. Daily, weekly, monthly, quarterly and annual reports had to be run in sequence without errors. In a large organization with thousands of jobs being run, this was no easy task. I understood the potential immediately. The first year of rollout was great for my finances and for the data centers who bought it. I couldn't understand why everyone would not buy it immediately, but many did. All the large companies in Indianapolis jumped on board. There was one company in Chicago that gained my special interest.

Prior to going into a company, I did my homework. I would get their Annual Report and compare the various department expenses, specifically in Data Processing. Any aberration in the cost compared to other companies would send me on the trail. I would find out the kind of equipment they were using to ensure my presence there would help and call to make an appointment. After introducing myself and UCC, I would say that I needed to walk the information flow to make sure the ROI for doing business with us was logical. I set my sights on Combined Insurance at 5050 N. Broadway in Chicago.

The insurance company was founded and owned by W. Clement Stone, the Positive Mental Attitude guru of his time. He, Napoleon Hill, Og Mandino, Zig Ziglar and others were cohorts to some degree. The halls in the building were filled with frames depicting PMA. Most of them I remembered from their books. Before I ever saw the inside though, I had to get an appointment, so I set about going my normal approach.

"Mr. Director, my name is John. I'm with UCC. Are you familiar with us?"

"Yes I am. What can I do for you?"

"From the information I've gathered, I believe we have reason to get together. I would like to come by and walk through the information flow and then present some solutions with a Return on Investment proposal."

"Naw. We don't need any help. Thank you."

"Allright. Do you mind if I check back with you in a month or so?"

"Sure, go ahead."

I call the following month and get blown off again. Same the following month and several more months after that. I take action.

I write a letter to Mr. Stone, thanking him for his books and how they helped my career, state the research I had done on his company, give him the names of two other insurance companies using my products, and relate the calls I had made to the Director of Data Processing. Two days later, I get a call:

"Mr. Stachura, this is the Director at Combined Insurance. Can you come by for a presentation next week?"

"Tuesday at one would be great. Would that work with you?"

"Sure."

I got there at twelve to walk through the information flow and went to set up my presentation equipment in the meeting room. When one o'clock came, there were about forty attendees in the room, glowering at me. They were loaded for bear. I was very prepared.

Three hours later, I had described how each product would benefit their organization, what needed to be done in what sequence to achieve the results and gave them a reasonably close estimate of the ROI. There were no questions.

A week later, I opened my mail to find the largest purchase order of my UCC career. A month after that, I went with my techies to see the installation progress being made. I found out the Director no longer worked there. I felt no remorse.

UCC was purchased by a Swiss industrialist during my fourth year. Drastic changes, both in policy and personnel took place. No more joy in Mudville. Gus was replaced by a new manager that continually carried his bible with him. On October 5, 1981, my mom died. Whatever I had felt when my dad died was multiplied when my mother passed. I went through another horrendous emotional adjustment. My new manager came to the wake and tried to comfort me by saying:

"Maybe you don't pray enough."

I left soon after.

I landed at Informatics, Inc. out of California, near Los Angeles. They had great respect for UCC, so the job was quickly offered. I was flown to LA and quartered in temporary housing with another new hire. We were to be there for a month of orientation, indoctrination and training. The first week changed my life forever.

Counselor Selling is a five-day course in professional sales. Larry Wilson, founder of Wilson Learning, created the class. It is, in my mind, the best sales course for pros. The element that changed my life was the description of the Sales Cycle. It has four steps: Establish Trust, Establish Need, Establish Fit, and Establish Hurry. I didn't like the word hurry, so I refer to that step as Establish Timing.

After the course ended, I began thinking about this cycle and applying it to all the decisions I had made in the past. It was a monumental purge of my historical mistakes. I extended the thoughts to other elements of my life and suddenly realized how this thing called "life" is totally interconnected. That weekend was spent driving up and down the California coast in tears. Ecstasy!

This experience was my turning point. It is best described in the introduction to "Transforming the Mind," available for free on the Internet:

"You may, at some time, have had a 'peak' experience, an ecstatic moment or a moment of greater understanding, when your consciousness expanded - and you knew it. When this occurs, the integration between left brain (logical thinking) and right brain (intuitive feelings and emotions) is manifested in increased energy-flow between the two sides. This is thinking and feeling in an holistic and balanced way. It is a foretaste of an evolutionary jump for humanity - and in essence, what the so-called New Age is all about - a new level of maturity in mental development, an awakening.

By learning how to arouse the whole brain, selectively and at will, the mode of consciousness may be freely altered, appropriate to the task or situation - whether a crisis, making music, relaxing, mental arithmetic, brainstorming, or contemplating nature. In this new wide-awake consciousness, the world seems to be full of possibilities - it possesses a strong sense of rediscovered meaning. This is nothing mystical. It is essentially ordinary consciousness, operating for once at its proper efficiency."

This is also what Dr. Jill-Bolte Taylor writes about in her "Stroke of Insight."

There was no going back. I effectively wiped out all false belief, propaganda, indoctrination and useless value systems. But, what to do with this experience? How can I communicate to others what truth I have found? After some meager attempts at writing about this, I found it impossible to describe it. I could no longer concentrate on what I had known. I accepted a two-year contract in Saudi Arabia.

Next up - Jeddah and Riyadh.



Author Notes It gets deep from now on.


Chapter 6
Saudi Arabia

By Cogitator

I left the States in May 1983. Just two months prior, my brother Mike had died at age forty. He had been over sedated when in a clinic to get stitches and, in effect, drowned in his own phlegm. He had chronic bronchitis and was too much out of it to expectorate. He left five young kids behind. We just buried his oldest son this last December. Mikey was 39.

I took the opportunity to stop in France on the way to Jeddah. It had been twenty-eight years since our emigration. I had never met my half sister, Janine nor her daughter Cerise. Janine and my mom had a falling out during World War Two and she wound up in Paris and gotten pregnant. Cerise did not know her father. Rich, my oldest brother, was communicating with them and supplied me with Cerise's address in Paris. I did not announce myself.

I landed at DeGaulle International in the morning, rented a car, checked into my hotel and headed for the address. It was an apartment building, so I located the name on the doorbell and pushed. A voice on the intercom:

"Qui est la?" (Who's there?")

"Jean-Pierre Stachura" I reply.

Silence. More silence. I press the bell again. This time the door is being buzzed open. I walk in and find the apartment number and knock. The door is opened by a woman, but it isn't Cerise. I had seen pictures. So I ask,

"Ou est Cerise?" (Where is Cerise?")

The woman's gaze turns left and I see Cerise coming out of hiding. She has an astonished look on her face. The first thing she wants is to see my passport. I comply. When she verifies that it is indeed me, she takes me in a bear hug and won't let go. She had been troubled many years for not having family and was even considering hiring a private investigator to find her father. I was first contact. She got bleary-eyed.

This day was her husband's birthday and she had to make preparations for a large dinner party in his honor. She needed to get fresh produce and victuals from one of the open air markets. She absolutely insisted for me to accompany her and would not stop asking questions. She seemed elated. When we reached the market, she wasn't in too much of a hurry. She grabbed my biceps with both her hands and held on as though to prevent my running away. We spent the afternoon establishing our friendship and promising to never stay apart for long.

The party was great and I enjoyed renewing my French. Having not slept on the flight, I left early to get some rest with the understanding we would visit her mom the next day.

It turns out that my sister had settled about four miles from my birthplace. Cerise would drive the hundred and fifty miles from Paris to Lury and never once stopped talking. I loved it. The drive itself was wondrous. It was mid-May and the countryside was gorgeously swathed in early blossoms. When we neared my village, the road had shrunk to one car's width. We passed underneath the north town gate and entered. Memories flooded my mind as we passed through town - maybe a mile wide, and exited through the south gate. Another half mile and I stood in front of the house where I was born. The current owner remembered our family and gladly let us in so that I could stand in the spot my mother dropped me thirty-eight years before.

My childhood came rushing back as I wandered the grounds, went to the well where I had so often fetched water, checked out the gooseberry bush behind the outhouse, the cherry trees in bloom, the river, etc. What a joyous day! Cerise was with me and I would tell her the stories of how we grew up here. She was listening now. After a couple of hours, we drove the last few miles to Janine's house.

We hadn't told Janine of our coming to see her, either. She was even more taken aback than Cerise had been. We spent the entire day listening to her story about how my mom had forced her to leave the house during the war and how she had to live on her own in Paris. She seemed relieved to have dumped on us. I was too. We returned to Paris and I headed for my hotel to get ready for the morning flight to Jeddah.

Jeddah presented another culture shock. I had read "The Arab Mind" and the Koran when I got the news of my contract, but any assumptions about being prepared for what I saw when I entered the airport quickly dissipated. It was prayer call and a sea of white thobes (floor-length shirts for the men) on one side and a lake of black abayas (mandatory ladies' wear) on the other were occupied in group prayer. I froze, not knowing if I should move while this was going on. There was going to be plenty more new experiences in this country.

I was a software manager for a Saudi company, so I was not as restricted as most expats. I had a translator, a car and a nice two bedroom apartment. I had an international staff of Filipinos, Pakistanis, Indians and a couple of Brits. My job was to keep them busy working on projects that I had solicited from Saudi companies. Also, I was to create projects that I could then sell to individual organizations. We also partnered up with other companies for large projects. I designed a system for Saudi Agricultural Bank from start to finish at a price tag of twenty-six million dollars, for example.

My translator and I went all over the Kingdom. Based in Riyadh, we worked in Jeddah, Taif, Dahran and a couple of other cities. We would go to meet with some mucky-muck in his office and join those already there. Normally, all meetings were group meetings. We would take a seat and wait to be addressed before we said anything. Sometimes, there were as many as forty people in the large office. A tea boy would make his rounds, refilling any empty glass while the conversation was going on. When recognized, we would state our business and, if appropriate, we would start the process of concluding a commitment.

Fully one-third of US expats never finished the honeymoon period of three months in their contract. Coming into a country that has no movie houses, no bars, five prayer calls a day and a very strict code of conduct was too much for some. I loved it. I took advantage of everything available. We had group convoys into the desert on weekends, visited the souks, ate at some great restaurants in some great hotels and kept ourselves happily occupied. I even joined the Riyadh Golf Club for some desert links experience. It brings to mind a memorable day.

In Saudi Arabia, as in most Islamic countries, Thursday and Friday comprise the weekend, Friday being the day the population goes to the mosque. On this particular Friday, my day started with golf at the Riyadh Country Club. I joined my foursome at 6:00 A.M. to begin our round. We wanted to finish before 10:00 A.M. because the temperature would pass 100 degrees about that time.

Golfing at Riyadh Country Club is quite different than golfing in the United States. Number one, there is no grass. The fairways are scraped by a road grader into a semblance of flatness and the greens are actually "browns" created by sand which has been oiled to prevent its blowing away. Some of us carry plastic bottle caps to place the ball for elevation from the rocky soil while others carry a piece of Astroturf to prevent club damage. Particularly fun is watching a drive bouncing down the fairway like a pinball and going past 300 yards easily.

From the fairway, shots are aimed at the brown. When the ball hits the oily sand, of course, it gets buried. Near each brown is a pipe attached to a long handle so that players may smooth a path to the hole and putt. You can imagine how footprints from prior players pockmark the surface.

On this day, a peculiar event occurred. The seventh hole is a "water hole" where we have to imagine a dust dry depression as containing water. Of course, my drive reached it. When I arrived there and stooped to retrieve my ball, a yellow and red snake appeared from a scruffy bush a few feet from me and looked me in the eye. It was about six feet in length and seemed to contemplate where its next slither would take it. I felt no fear, only respect. I believe in omens and thought about what meaning this carried.

Friday is also the day the Bedouins come to the city from the desert to sell crafts in the "Bedou Souk." We had arranged for a group to go there after the round of golf. I had no time to spare because of the arrangements, so I didn't even have a chance to properly refresh myself. In the summer, it is considered wise to always carry water, no matter what the activity. The air is so dry that there is no feeling of sweat because it evaporates immediately. Too much exposure can cause problems. Although this Friday wasn't the hottest I suffered, it was hot! (Hottest day while there was 141 degrees.)

The souk is located near Clocktower Square in downtown Riyadh. The main mosque is there, faced by the Hall of Justice. The clock tower is at the north end of the parking area, Hall of Justice to the east and the mosque opposing it on the west. The south end leads to the souk.

After a short time at the souk, I began thirsting. I separated myself from the group with the intent of finding some refreshment nearby. I exited the souk and headed for Clocktower Square to find a store and get some water. I entered the parking area to be surprised by the lack of cars. It was prayer time and it normally would be filled. As I started to cross the empty lot, a Saudi soldier ran down the steps of the Hall of Justice to intercept me. He was dressed in uniform and carried a grease gun over his shoulder. He said nothing, but motioned with his head to have me walk towards the west side of the lot. Thinking of the oddity of the situation, I obeyed and went for where most of the cars were parked.

As I was proceeding, I noticed two men standing on concrete dividers overlooking the empty lot. I approached them and asked them what was going on. They said that there would be a "topping" after prayer call. That explained it!

A "topping" is British vernacular for someone having his head chopped off. I had been in Saudi Arabia for over a year and had heard stories from expats about such events, but none of them had ever seen one. All stories were hearsay of what someone else had told them. As thirsty as I was, I made the decision to join the two on top of the divider and questioned them about their experiences. One was French and, since I speak French, we talked about his witnessing a topping in Taif a few months prior. He pointed to a brown van across the lot as where the prisoner was kept.

As we spoke, the cacophony of prayer call was blasting from loudspeakers just above us. After a few minutes, the Hall of Justice doors opened and a stream of young Saudis in uniform, (probably early teenagers,) filed down the stairs and started to make a cordon of bodies framing the empty lot in an approximate square. Shortly thereafter, an older group of Saudis with grease guns shouldered formed an inner cordon behind the youngsters. All faced outward from the center. By this time, a crowd had gathered and was kept at bay by the cordons. The Saudia 747 passing overhead on its way to Riyadh airport made me realize how surreal this scenario was.

Suddenly, the loudspeakers ceased their obnoxious noise and Saudis began exiting the mosque. Many of them gathered near the southwest corner of the lot and waited for the event. Only a minute or so passed before another loudspeaker sounded. This one was in the hands of a policeman in the middle of the square. As he explained to the crowd what the offense had been, a man was taken from the brown van and being led by four policemen towards the center.

He was blindfolded from the crown of his head down to his chin. He moved with difficulty due to his leg irons. His arms were bound at the biceps tightly behind his back. I was hypnotized. As he reached the center of the square, he was forced to kneel and one of the policemen forced his head forward to make his torso parallel to the ground, ripped the collar of his thobe backwards to expose his neck and stepped back.

I never even noticed the executioner until this moment. He had been trailing the group to the center to do his duty. He was dressed in ceremonial attire of red and gold and carried a golden sword perpendicular to the ground immediately behind the group. As soon as the policemen made room, he stepped forward, made a practice swipe, and brought the sword down, cleanly severing the head from the body. The Saudi entourage politely clapped for the executioner's prowess.

When the weight of the head fell, the body jerked back and the carotid artery spewed a red fountain of blood into the air. As the body leaned to the left and keeled over, the arc of blood continued to pulsate outward. My knees buckled and I almost fell off the divider. The pavement was now covered with a huge pool of blood.

Within moments, another man was being led from the van. No! This one was much bigger and bulkier than the first, but the same procedure was occurring. When the executioner brought his sword down this time, there was nothing but a sickening sound of metal meeting bone. Disgusted, the executioner turned one step and came back to the victim (whose head was now touching the ground) and tried once more but only the same sound happened. He tried one more time with the same result and stepped away. A few minutes went by before a doctor came forward to look at the bleeding victim as the blood was gushing from the wounds onto the pavement. He pronounced him dead a few minutes later.

I went to get some water.

Each two-year Saudi contract contains six weeks of paid leave. I knew exactly what I wanted to do with those weeks. From the time of being a small boy in France, I wished to cross the Equator and International Date Line. The Date Line was handled during Vietnam duty, so the Equator would now be conquered. I also craved to go to Australia and New Zealand. I arranged an around-the-world trip for myself and had the time of my life. (I should have capitalized those words.) I stopped in Chicago briefly and left there at 9:00 A.M. on a Monday. By the time I landed in Sydney, I had absolutely no idea what day it was.

The four-hour flight to San Francisco was the first leg. I went to Embarcadero Square, Fisherman's Wharf and Chinatown to pass the eight hours for my next flight. Two hours to Los Angeles International and a two hour wait for the flight to Sydney. (Taking off in a fully-loaded 747 with every seat taken for a sixteen and a quarter hour flight is quite an experience in itself. It took an agonizingly long time for takeoff.) All the passengers cheered when the wheels finally left the ground. It was morning when we landed in Sydney. I had no sleep because of a young lady next to me. She wanted to sleep and requested me to raise the arm that divided us and placed her pretty head on my lap. Chantal Contouri was her name and she was returning to Australia after visiting her best friend, Olivia Newton-John. How could I say no?

I wanted to get going on my adventure immediately. I rented a car and was asked if I was going to leave the city because, if I did, they would have to notify the constabulary to keep track of me. I said no. I went to get into my Peugeot 505 and got in the wrong door. The steering wheel was on the right! I forgot! Correcting myself, I got into the driver's seat to find a manual transmission which I would have to operate left-handed. Oh well, such is life. As I was pulling out of the parking spot, I was narrowly missed by a delivery van. Wow! Practice time.

I waited for a car to pass me by and began following it. I wanted to get accustomed to the opposite way of driving. After ten minutes or so, the driver had obviously noticed his being followed and began speeding up and making unwarranted turns, so I peeled off. I had enough practice, anyway. We still used maps then, so I stopped and consulted one to plan my path. Before starting off, I stopped at a store and picked up five pounds of apples and ten gallons of water. I then proceeded across the bay bridge and headed up the Eastern coast. Twelve hours later, I stopped at a motel near Brisbane and slept for about fourteen hours. I had to pick up a newspaper in the morning to know the date.

What a country! From Brisbane, I would drive to Toowoomba, Bourke, Lightning Ridge and on to Adelaide. Stay a couple of days to visit and take a tour, then twelve hours across the Barossa Valley, through the Blue Mountains, back to Sidney. The sights were glorious. Wildlife was abundant. Kangaroos would hop next to my car at more than thirty miles per hour, emus would cross my path unconcerned, and beautiful birds abounded all along the way. This is what I had dreamed of. Of course, the unexpected happened.

Once in the Outback, forget pavement. At no more than a mile from any town, it's unusual to even see gravel. Ruts, my friend - ruts with grass growing in the center. When I was scoping out my leg from Bourke to Lightning Ridge, I had two choices: the hypotenuse road or the right triangle legs. The map showed a red line for the hypotenuse, so I decided to go that way. Within a mile from Bourke, grass was tickling the underbelly of my Peugeot. The distance of the Hypotenuse was 333 miles and the going was not turnpike speed. I steeled myself to expect a long day.

After about one-third of the way to Lightning Ridge, a small sign loomed ahead: "Bridge Out." It was right. I stopped and surveyed the situation. Now I realized why the Hertz counter girl asked if I was going out of town. I ate an apple while staring at water about fifteen feet wide flowing by. There were tire marks on both banks (from Land Rovers , probably,) and I weighed my options. I could go back and lose a whole day, but I wasn't sure now if the other road had similar issues. I finished my apple, got back into the car, backed up about fifty yards and put her in gear, got to third gear before hitting the water and skimmed across. Longest ten seconds of my life until the front-wheel drive Peugeot gripped the opposite bank and pulled me up.

Another hundred miles further, same sign. The water here was wider, but appeared shallower. No hesitation this time. Revved 'er up and shot across the same way. I hoped I had seen the last of these challenges. I had. Another eighty miles further, I saw another vehicle heading in my direction. What a welcome sight after almost ten hours of driving in wilderness! Not long after, I was on a well-paved road and never stopped to hunt for opals in Lightning Ridge as planned. I went straight to Adelaide and settled into my Hilton Hotel crib. Nothing noteworthy in Adelaide, but fun to visit.

Barossa Valley is one of the largest agricultural areas in Australia. Twelve hours drive from Adelaide to Sydney and all of it is modern pavement - Yeah! The valley reminded me much of my Belle France as a countryside. The Blue Mountains are not far from Sydney and since I had made up time, I roamed up and down the paths and stood under waterfalls for hours. When I checked into my hotel in Sydney, I paid the bellboy to return the Peugeot. I had put 3300 miles on it in six days.

I still had a whole day to explore Sydney after I returned the rental car. Not knowing the city, the first thing I did was take a guided bus tour. Sydney is quite beautiful and cosmopolitan. The harbor is busy with ferries taking people to and from work, merchant ships abound and the environment is very clean. The opera house was stunning and the main park was awash with blooms of all varieties. I had lunch at one of highest vantage points that overlooked the entire city. Very nice day.

I landed in Auckland the next day. I did not know what to expect in New Zealand. What I found was a very relaxed lifestyle. I did not find a shop that was open after 3 in the afternoon. Hardly any were open on the weekends. At the time, the population was around three and a half million and people were pretty much subsidized by seventy million sheep. The drive in the country was highlighted by looking at the sheep like puffs of cotton on the lush green hills.

My highlight was over, however. I continued on to Hawaii for a day's rest, on to Tokyo for tour and sightseeing; bullet train to Kyoto for more tours; stopped briefly in Hong Kong and Singapore and back to Riyadh. Singapore is worth a trip of much more than the day I spent there.

Now, back to work.

After what I had just gone through, I had plenty of food for thought. I had been trying to write about my epiphany, but couldn't seem to get anywhere. Another problem was that I began to resent Muslim society to some degree. I felt restless. I wanted out.

One thing I did not like was the lack of books. Censorship is very tight. Someone once told me that, to be a good writer, you have to be an avid reader. There was no Internet then and the choice of reading material was sparse and not what I wanted to study anyway. I finished my commitment and returned to Chicago.

Author Notes This chapter will continue


Chapter 7
Back in the USA

By Cogitator

Back in the USA

I found a job and began researching. I was now 40 years old and very anxious to return to my obsession. I began reading everything from Aristotle to Zen. I watched as many PBS shows that resembled anything that could apply to what I needed to convey - "Cosmos" with Carl Sagan; Joseph Campbell interviews with Bill Moyers and many others. I studied George Boole's "Calculus of Logic" to understand how the human brain thinks and kept up with current computer technology. I studied Einstein, Newton, and many great thinkers. There was still no internet.

I subscribed to OMNI magazine and found an ad from the Rosicrucians that offered a course called "Mastery of Life" and sent the coupon to start the process. For three years, I received monographs to lead me to discovery. This course was a scientific explanation of how we negotiate human life. In a nutshell, it describes how the five physical senses gather information from the environment and submit the results to our sixth sense - the Corpus Callosum. It turns out that nothing we process as human beings is outside of our own mind. We are aware of our being and we continually broadcast it and receive the echo of our thought. We are living in our own dream, in effect.

We are all born with the knowledge of being what we are. At conception, the sperm and ovum unite and combine their genetic material to begin the process of creating our physical form. The knowledge necessary for our body to create its form, its internal organs, and its ability to communicate with its environment is encoded in the DNA molecule. A great book to understand this process is Michel Foucault's "Archaeology of Knowledge.

So it is with all organic life. An acorn contains the knowledge of becoming an oak tree, a fertilized eagle egg "knows" how to fly before it cracks its shell, etc. The knowledge in each being is perfect and contains the truth, the whole truth and nothing but the truth. All babies are born this way. We all were. Self-education is simply discovering what we truly are.

We can compare the knowledge we are born with as an Operating System. Every computer has to have one as well. What the operating system does is give its container the ability to communicate. In a computer, we must define what it will communicate with. Regardless of the complexity of any computerized system, it all boils down to Input, Process, and Output. Computers have peripherals like readers, keyboards, screens, printers and the like to do the communicating. What to do with the input to create a desirable output is a process, program, or application - an application of knowledge.

In a computer, the Central Processing Unit (CPU) is where knowledge processing takes place. In us, it is done between the hemispheres of our brain. In both, it is the ability to identify, evaluate, compare and decide that produces an Action. Whereas the rest of the animal kingdom has little time or ability to create applications other than the basic needs of survival, human beings are quite adept at creating applications to serve other purposes.

At first, a baby needs to be nurtured and cared for. A happy time for parent(s) and child, usually. The baby begins to create a base of experience during this needful state. If hungry or soiled, crying brings attention and relief, as well as some cuddling. The Pavlov dog response, except that it is the dog that controls the behavior.

How does the baby know when hungry or soiled? Of course it is because of its Operating System. There are two aspects of reality hard-coded in it - Balance and Sequence. The operating system monitors bodily functions and needs and regulates homeostasis (State of Being) by executing a sequence to maintain it. Our hearts pump about 72 times per minute; our body temperature is maintained between about 97 and 104 degrees Fahrenheit; we exchange carbon dioxide for oxygen, etc. We did not have to attend school to do this. The innate memories passed down from our ancestors supply us with all the knowledge we need. Indeed, all life forms are given this knowledge to exist in their environment and maintain balance. If we do not address our well-being, we give our body dis-comfort, dis-ease, and death.

The primary driver for any life form is Survival. Regardless of what we are occupied doing, if our life is threatened, we will put everything aside and attempt to survive. Likewise, all animals know when they need to run or stand and fight in the face of danger. Even plants strive to survive. Blades of grass can destroy a cement parking lot in very little time.

Our next concern is usually Security. Knowing we have food, shelter and clothing gives us a certain level of peace and allows us to live our day doing things other than attending to those basic concerns. Maslow came up with a hierarchy of how we address human life. These first two, Survival and Security, are the foundation from which we choose our goals. There is much more to human life, though. Many on this planet still struggle to get beyond these needs, but many of us need more.

We are social animals and we become aware of our environment. Mom and Dad provide love, play and guidance as we grow. We belong to a Family. We feel love. When we venture outside the family, we begin comparing the feelings we get from others with those we get when we are home. We make friends. We learn from interacting within our environment. We learn by experience. Each experience becomes a memory stored within us. The first few formative years are joyous, carefree and arguably - the best time of our lives - just like my first ten years. Every curious exploration is a new adventure. Fear is unknown. We have to be taught to fear.

We develop within our environment until we hit obstacles. Whatever culture exists around us, whatever our parents, teachers and peers think they know provide those obstacles. One of the first words we will learn is "NO!" As we near the Age of Reason, sometime around the seventh year of human life, we have heard the word countless times. We have become "old enough to know better." Unfortunately, what we are supposed to know has nothing to do with self-education.

Society wants us to absorb "apps" that it has deemed important. These apps execute behaviors that others expect from us. We get propagandized, indoctrinated, fooled, domesticated and downright lied to in an effort by society to have us "fit in." False beliefs and false values abound in our formative years. This creates false knowledge upon which we will base decisions in the future. Self-education must identify these elements and put them to a truth test in order for our true self to emerge. Complicating the issue are gender roles. We are all born with Yin and Yang tendencies that seek to align with incoming communication. We have both male and female capabilities in our human form, defined by the left and right hemispheres, but what do we do with that ability?

What is this "self" we have built through interaction? We call it identity, personality, or Ego. It causes all the world's ills. We have at least two minds. Personality comes from the word "persona," which means "mask." The ego protects itself with this mask. It wants to live. Unfortunately for it, it has to die for the real "us" to manifest itself. That is the struggle going on today. "To be or not to be, whether tis nobler..." gnaws at this ego all the time. The underlying truth of what we truly are is what makes this entity suffer.

The ongoing education of Ego is called "schooling." From our birth, the truth was there. It will be overwhelmed by thoughts that are not true. Well-meaning parents, teachers, peers, and others will "teach" us how to behave. Ha!!! How can they teach what they do not know? We have mandatory "education," which is a way to install apps in our children. Create wage slaves is what this does. When does the time come to know truth?

When a laboratory scientist wants to examine how an organism grows, he or she places agar into a Petri dish, adds the seed of that organism into the dish, covers it and watches its development. It creates a Culture. So it is with cultures among human beings. Agar is replaced by groups of people, the seed is a thought or idea, and the result is a School of Thought, or Ism. These schools of thought create the Cultural Ego.

Traditions, religions, institutions, political blocs and the like are examples of Cultural Egos. If an individual rebels against an ism, all kinds of punishments can be meted out by the group. Laws are written and established to maintain adherence to these artificial schools of thought and appropriate punishment is defined when violated. Moses, Confucius, Mohammed and others attempted to give guidance to the members of their society. Ten commandments, Shariah, etc. Cultural egos are very difficult to change. That is because the individuals within them have little idea of what they could do by thinking "outside the box."

Society trains and domesticates its members. It is done by agreement. It is done by propagating belief and tradition that once served to unify groups. These beliefs and traditions impede the growth of thought in the individual. We have the unique ability to stop a thought and think about it. To behold a thought and evaluate its meaning is the most powerful capability of human beings. To pass thought through the Corpus Callosum to the emotional hemisphere and gather meaning is a virtual miracle. In this age of constant belaboring by the cacophony of meaningless input, it is difficult to focus on what is truly important. We have to use this ability to stop and think in order to change the path we have created. We have to prioritize our life by accepting what is important to each of us. We have to stop clicking on cultural icons to activate the apps that have been programmed into us.

What is our common goal(s?). Is it the knowledge of our existence? Is it the fact that we repulse hurting others? Is it that we wish to experience life with love and respect? Is it to find the source of our consciousness? Is it eternal life? We all want to know those answers. What is preventing us from thinking about these goals and placing them first in our list of things to do? Daily life, usually.

If we are not willing to admit we all want the same goal, it is hopeless to discuss anything. If we do not take personal responsibility to change this world for the better, we may as well be dead already. It begins with changing our own attitude. "I'm mad as hell and I'm not going to take this anymore" is the attitude we should all adopt. Take a stand. Be willing to sacrifice everything for that stand. It is not society that creates us - it is we that create society. Be responsible, seek others who have awakened, and be a driving force for change.

We are social animals. It is important for us to belong to a group. Interaction, communication, and sharing life with others are a great part of being human. There is no need for leadership in a close community. Everyone lives to contribute. Everyone feels better after doing a good deed for someone else. There is no reason why this concept cannot go global. Society is created by all of us. What we choose to do with this creation is up to each of us. If we do not come together to further our species in a common sense manner, we cannot change the current situation.

The current situation includes the doubling of the human population in the last fifty years or so. It includes the pollution of most, if not all, fresh water. It includes the pollution of the air we breathe to the point that chronic asthma and bronchitis flourish. It includes global warming, proliferation of weapons, drugs, crime, power and greed. How long we remain spectators instead of participants is yet to be known. We must be insane. We are like Nero fiddling while Rome burns.

Either we are insane or there is a conspiracy foisted upon us by those in power. If we are not insane, then we must wrest the power away from the few and return to sanity. After all, power is provided by the many to the leadership few. We must demand truth for their actions. We cannot have the ignorant and/or selfish define the future for the community. Self-education is absolutely necessary for this to occur. We can only know others as well as we know our own self. We are all in the same boat. It is time to grab an oar and row.

What to do - when to do?

Author Notes Breaking some concrete


Chapter 8
Cogitator

By Cogitator

What Now?

If anything, all these studies served to make me realize how little I knew about myself prior to this research.

I was still working as a software sales executive and staying on top of current technology. By now, there was no business system I could not understand. While in this function, a new way of developing systems was emerging - rule-based systems. Eureka! In addition, most large-scale companies had their employees connected to their mainframes with dumb terminals. This meant all employees could have access to the workload. If the rules could be written in a standardized fashion, any employee theoretically could perform any function. We could create a huge "job jar" that could be accessed by anyone who wanted to do more work. This could also serve as a fantastic training tool.

I had written a letter to Larry Wilson, the Counselor Selling maven. I stated in the letter that the course was a great help to me and that I had some ideas for improvement. While we talked on the phone I discovered he was trying to develop a "Corporate Brain" for the companies he was working with. I gave him some idea of how the job jar concept would work, so he invited me as his guest to his ranch in New Mexico. He had built the Pecos River Learning Center about a half hour north of Santa Fe to operate what was called "The Ropes Course," a three-day exercise to overcome stress and fear. Most attendees were corporate executives and professionals.

The ten thousand acre ranch in the mountains is nothing less than breathtaking. The mornings were clear and crisp. It was easy to see why so many artists come to New Mexico to paint. The light is sharp and distinct. Another beautiful starlit night occurred here like the one in France and the Gulf of Tonkin. It is a truly fantastic location and backdrop.

I participated in all the exercises and had a great time for the first two days. The third day was reserved for a kind of debriefing for the entire group and to discuss the experience from a personal point of view. Larry seldom ran the show, but this was one of those occasions. He is one entertaining individual. After the meeting, he came to me and wanted to find out more about what we had discussed on the phone, specifically how to improve his course. I explained my thoughts and he interrupted me soon after he understood and bolted upright. He called for his staff and gathered them into the room for me to explain to them what I had just said. Later in the book, we will develop the details.

Not long after this experience came another epiphany. While contemplating how we schedule our lives and prioritize our goals, a flash of insight caused me to realize that time is an invention of the ego. There is no such thing as yesterday or tomorrow. We project all ideas of past and future from NOW. We definitely gather experience to make decisions NOW about what our next action should be, but we are simply a Product of Our Past. We are not our past. Likewise, we create the future from NOW by using our imagination to consider thoughts and actions that would manifest into what we want to see THEN. But we only activate ourselves in the eternal NOW as we step into those thoughts and actions. We are creators and directors of our own dream sequence. It is as though each frame of a movie reel is stop action of our thoughts. NOW is the definition of Eternity.

My California epiphany was spatial in understanding all things are connected. We project our environment from the eternal HERE and we call it Infinity. My temporal side was now happy. My Corpus Callosum was finally in balance.

After this event, reading included people like Dr. Wayne Dyer and others like him. I was definitely on a Road Less Traveled. It turns out the road is called the Tao. After a couple of years of struggling with these ideas, the World Wide Web magically appeared. Like Al Gore, I'll take credit for creating it with my thoughts. Just kidding. Or, maybe not.

At this point, my work consisted primarily of consulting. I would contact companies to do an initial survey of their operations and, if they like what they saw and heard, I would gather other consultants to do the work proposed. One of these was Paul Tedesco.

Paul had begun programming a year after I had. He has a master's degree in Mathematics and is one of the best technicians I know. I had been studying Artificial Intelligence, as had he, and we hit it off right away. At the time, Roger Schank had come to Chicago from Princeton with a retinue of a couple of dozen minions to create learning systems for Ameritech. Roger had written "The Cognitive Computer" which I read and found to be lacking. What he described in the book dealt with the semantics of human language more than actually how to make a computer "think." I met him at a seminar and attempted to engage him in conversation about his book, but he pooh-poohed me away. So be it.

One day, Paul asked me to accompany him on a presentation he would make at Purdue University. He would present himself for the purpose of consulting and wanted to know what I thought. By this time, I had almost twenty years of software sales and presentations and he wanted a critique. Sure!

Paul's presentation was not very polished but very technical in nature. He was introducing his own "Slice and Dice" software and trying to describe how he would perform his consultation. I doubt anyone in the room understood what he said. But I did.

When we started the return trip, I realized that Paul had found a way to reverse the coding process so that the "Slice and Dice" module would work the same way as the human brain.

"Paul, what you have is an artificial mind!" I said.

"What do you mean?" he replied.

"What you said your product does is exactly what George Boole was trying to explain in his 'Calculus of Logic!' You have captured innate intelligence with zeroes and ones," I continued.

"I never thought of it that way," Paul retorts.

We discussed all the points required to make sure I wasn't mistaken and decided to rename the product Cogitator. Shortly after, we incorporated Cognitor, Inc. for the purpose of marketing this new idea. I even sent a letter to both Bill Clinton and Al Gore to get support. For the next two years, we struggled to get the company going. We hired a CEO and a CFO and found someone who actually understood the product. He had many connections that provided funding for us to build a staff of about twenty people. We were getting work, but not like anything I had imagined. Cogitator is raw intelligence and can be used in any environment, but only a small portion of its power was being put to use.

Emphasis shifted to building knowledge bases. Knowledge Management has just come into vogue and few people understood that concept. I divorced myself from the group in frustration after being left out of future planning.

The best use so far has been with the CTA Police in Chicago and The Medicare system. Paul replaced IBM in both organizations. We plan to stop between 25 and 50 billion dollars of fraud in the Medicare system.

Meanwhile, back at the ranch...

Cogitator is the human ego in digital form. It uses binary zero to represent Space and one to represent time, just like we do. It is the Corpus Callosum of the computer. If used properly with knowledge bases, (which would represent our experiental memory and societal systems) there is no function it could not perform. We are already familiar with robots, smart phones, voice recognition, and the like. This is simply a smarter way of running society. The remainder of this book will describe how this intelligence can benefit everyone on the planet. This approach can work. The Internet is the key.

For people to get behind this or any other project, they must understand the purpose for this new system. They also must understand WHY they do what they do and how to get control over the ego. I will be referring back to the previous chapters often to make this more understandable and credible. It may not be palatable for some egos, but they eventually will comply. Stress comes from fighting truth and not many people enjoy being stressed. It will be a liberating exercise, I promise.

The whole idea for this book is to bring simplicity to complexity.

Author Notes I realize this may be deeper than some can handle. I need the practice.


Chapter 9
Peeling the Ego Onion

By Cogitator

Peeling the EGO Onion

The best way I know how to reach our inner self is by removing the layers of lies, false beliefs, incorrect values, propaganda, domestication and indoctrination from the ego's realm. It will always make incorrect decisions with faulty assumptions and judgment. The ego does not have will power. It only has WON'T power. The true self is the true will. It always feeds the right decision to the ego when one has to be made. That's when all human error kicks in. Ego thinks it's smart and overrules the truth.

If we do not agree that this artificial mind is the only faulty part of nature, we will not get far. The only way to tame it and make it an ally to our true self is to understand it. It is meant to be a tool, not the driver of our lives.

Ego craves for humanity
The true me wants divinity
It's bad enough to work and slave
Ego worries about the grave

It doesn't get Infinity
Has no clue of Eternity
Tries to create Identity
Please go to sleep Nonentity

If Truth be known, we are endless
Only Past dies, that's a promise
The future comes as we decide
So, come Ego, enjoy the ride

Copyright John Stachura - 2004

Underneath Ego's veneer, we are all perfect, just like the rest of natural life. Ego is very stubborn and very hard-coded with all the apps it has digested. The first thing that usually comes from ego's mouth is self-defense. On December 26. 1984, my fortieth birthday, the Arab News published the following letter.

"Sir,

When I was young, my mother told me that people who are defensive for no apparent reason or aggressive by nature usually are trying to tell others that they are fearful. She was no psychologist, but that advice certainly has been proven time and again in my encounters.

She said the best method to handle these characters was to ask them, "What are you afraid of?" That turned out to be a good way to get discussions back on even keel and many simply faded into the woodwork with embarrassment.

Defensive or aggressive behavior is caused by fear which, in turn, is caused by ignorance. We do not fear what we know, only what we do not know. We only fear death because we do not know death. If we didn't fear death, what could we possibly fear? Regardless of the answer, it can only relate to the frailty of human beings and their imperfections. Because of these flaws and the fear of doing something wrong, societal laws have been instituted to guide the population into set ways of behavior. Guidelines for civilization. The pontification of these laws by one segment of society to another serves mainly to break silence rather than convert someone to another way of thinking.

If someone has peace of mind, no fear can enter into his or her heart from what someone else says or does. It is not for people to criticize the life of others, but only to offer to communicate with a sincere heart. No one can choose my goals for me, but I welcome communication to give me choices of which I was ignorant. To learn from each other does not mean to accept all the lifestyles available, but it does mean knowledge. To remove ignorance with new understanding is to remove fear.

The most disturbing piece of knowledge is that which necessitates the removal of accepted beliefs. We all have a sense of self-worth which the sum total of all our belief and value systems. When that self-worth is threatened is when the defenses come up and aggressive behavior begins.

It is not for society to enforce, but to guide. Civilization simply means the mutual love and respect of its constituents. People who do not respect others' right to freedom, expression and the pursuit of happiness are branding themselves as insecure in their own lives. Nothing more, nothing less."

John P. Stachura
Riyadh

I wrote the letter because of the paranoia Muslim society can create for its members and us infidels.

It applies everywhere else in the world, of course. There is only one devil and its name is ignorance. Only Ego is ignorant. It is the only devil. Because the only reason it's ignorant is because it hides the truth, it can be enlightened by having it accept truth. The first reaction any ego reading this will have is: "What do you know about truth?" Quote from Edgar D. Mitchell, Apollo 14 astronaut:

"The simple secret of the Universe if that you create your own reality."

When we take responsibility for that reality, we can start changing it.

The best example I can think of to illustrate Cogitator in a human environment is the movie Groundhog Day. The previous chapters are intended to establish some credibility for the existence of the ego and the need for change. Groundhog Day is a gem to show how we can peel the Ego onion.

The main character, played by Bill Murray, is a weatherman assigned to cover Punxsutawney Phil on Groundhog Day. Every year on February 2, the groundhog predicts whether or not there will be another six weeks of winter - or so the legend goes. Bill is not happy because he feels this assignment is far beneath his station in life. He is nasty and crusty by nature and starts the movie obviously peeved.

He is sent there with a cameraman and a beautiful producer played by Andie McDowell. They check into their hotel the night before and go to sleep. In the morning, Bill is awakened by the radio next to the bed with: "Good morning! It's Groundhog Day! The weather for today is...." He irritably smacks the radio to end the noise and prepares for the day. He does his morning routine, gets dressed and heads for the lobby. The bellman greets him and Bill brushes him off. Along the way, he has several other chance encounters with townspeople and displays the same grumpy attitude.

When he gets to the site of the ceremony, he disgustingly watches the goings-on and gives a lackluster report on the event. Afterwards, he approaches Andie and makes a somewhat crude pass. She rebuffs him and walks away shaking her head. They pass the evening and retire to get ready for the next morning's flight home.

The next morning, Bill is awakened by the radio next to the bed with: "Good morning! It's Groundhog Day! The weather for today is...." At first, he has to collect his thoughts to see if he is dreaming and although he finds it odd, packs his suitcase and goes downstairs for breakfast. As he passes the bellman, he gets the exact same greeting as the day before. He asks what day it is and the bellman tells him its Groundhog Day. His associates are nowhere to be seen, so he ventures outside to see if they are around. No such luck, so he heads for the site of the shoot and again encounters the same people as before, saying the exact same things. His behavior the rest of the day changes ever so slightly and, puzzled, goes back to the hotel. The following morning, it's Groundhog Day again. He has no idea what is going on.

He decides to try something different. Since he knows the people he will meet from previous encounters as well as what they will say, he begins changing his behavior to see what results that will bring in comparison. Because he has been repeatedly rebuffed by Andie, he tries to be nicer and brings doughnuts and coffee to her and the cameraman one day. They are stunned and thank him for his nice gesture. He is not used to being appreciated and thanked and rather likes it. After the shoot, he again tries an awkward pass with Andie and she disappointedly refuses his advance.

The scenes depict countless Groundhog days that drive Bill bananas. He tries to break out of the day by committing suicide - jumping off buildings, stepping in front of a speeding train, etc. and still wakes up to Groundhog Day. He finally says to himself, "if I'm going to be stuck in this day forever, I may as well make it as pleasant as possible." His attitude changes. Since it appears that Andie likes him when he is nice, he will do whatever he can to get her to bed. That would be a good day.

Now, each day he rises, he pays close attention to what he says and does. He starts with the doughnuts, does a very nice report and lingers after the shoot to ask Andie if she would like to have lunch with him. She is quite surprised but accepts. They have a pleasant time until his old irascible behavior returns and she leaves him behind.

The next day, he remembers where he left off with her and adjusts his manner to get through lunch successfully and they go for a walk. Again, he screws up and she angrily goes back to the hotel. Every day he gets further and further through the day until his selfish interest interferes. The movie ends when he finally is a perfect gentleman all day and they fall in love. The next morning is no longer Groundhog Day. Moral: Love is the answer.

What this film shows is how to debug a human being. To get the mistakes and false values out of the ego mind, we have to give it an "attitude check." We only get one day of life, today and forever. It is up to us to make it as pleasant and productive as we possibly can. Ego needs to wake up.

All computer programs and systems are comprised of routines. So are we. We call them habits, too. If we are not awake when these habits activate, we cannot change them. It's just the same as clicking on an icon on your screen. Once the app starts, it's hard to stop.

It's all about prioritization. We must take inventory of what we do and why we do it and prioritize our goals in terms of importance. If all we want in life is some creature comforts and live without participating in the big picture, we may as well not live at all. The Seven Deadly Sins are the realm of ego and it keeps them uppermost on its goal list. That is the wrong sequence if we want to gain control.

Every goal we have is either something we want and don't have or something we have and don't want. If we accept a goal, it automatically throws us out of balance. We must activate a sequence of events with our imagination and act upon that sequence to achieve it. For example, let's say we want to take a shower in the morning. We imagine ourselves getting clean underwear, wending out way to the bathroom, turning on the water, stepping into the shower, soaping and rinsing, turning the water off, stepping out and drying ourselves and so on. Later, we imagine going to work by imagining getting dressed, grabbing our car keys and materials, getting into the car, negotiating traffic and landing at our place of employment. Every single goal is achieved in the same manner.

Society sets a lot of goals for us to muddle our mind. Those goals usually have little to do with anything else but serving the goals of others. More on this later.

Author Notes This is going into self control now


Chapter 10
The Johari Window

By Cogitator

Know Thyself

One of the segments in Counselor Selling is the discussion of the Johari Window. For the class, it was depicted as a quadrant and supposedly defined human characteristics when communicating with one another. This was the real reason for my contacting Larry Wilson when I returned from Saudi Arabia and resulted in his invitation to Pecos River Learning Center. It also was the cause of my epiphany in 1982.

The quadrant was shown as four separate chambers in rectangular shape. The sections were marked as Analytical and Driver from top left to top right and Amiable and Expressive from bottom left to bottom right. Additionally, each section was subdivided in the same way so that the result would be sixteen potential character traits to communicate with. The top left quadrant would then contain A-A, Analytical-Analytical; A-D, Analytical-Driver; A-A, Analytical-Amiable and A-E, Analytical-Expressive. To the right, it would be D-A, Driver-Analytical and so on through all the quadrants. The entire scope from Analytical-Analytical through Expressive-Expressive would encompass all personality traits.

Through conversation, observation and behavior, we would be able to find the best kind of relationship to establish with the prospect - not to be devious, but to maximize meaningful communication. Each quadrant was expanded upon during the class with video examples of meetings conducted with these thoughts in mind. I found it very interesting. At the end of this session, we were asked to list the names of the other attendees and place them in the block we were communicating in as related to our personal relationship. No one placed me where I thought I was. That was a huge wakeup call for me. Perception of me has absolutely nothing to do with how others see me.

It is important to understand that this is not about judgment. It is about awareness. First of all, it is situational in nature and the topic of the communication is all important. Our window will express different traits to communicate with about sports, recipes, babies, goals and such, so that we all navigate this window differently based upon our interest and attention level for the topic. If we are enjoying the banter back and forth, we learn from each other so that we both build a greater understanding of the topic at hand. I drew the Johari window on a white board and asked Larry,

"Larry, can we agree that the uppermost left corner of the Analytical block could constitute our day of birth? We are totally anal at birth, right?"

"Agreed," he says.

"If so, as we learn our environment our mind would move to the right towards the Driver block until our intellect and knowledge is ample enough to make our own decisions. Can we agree on that?"

"Absolutely."

"Great. From that same starting point, if we move downwards towards the Amiable block, we develop our emotional capability. This is probably the first development block we reach if we have loving parents. Agreed?"

"That makes a lot of sense," he replies.

"If both blocks are available to us because we have developed both directions, we wind up in the Expressive block, right?"

"Correct," he retorts.

"This is where I saw something different," I say.

"If we look at this window as a two-dimensional view, we lose further understanding. We live in a three-dimensional universe and we could use the same categories depicted in the window on a sphere. Our mind is like any other orb in the sky; it orbits, rotates and when it meets another mind, the communication that follows is based upon its attitude. When minds meet, they try to establish a Common Ground in order to explore any topic. They need an "attitude check" for meaningful conversation to enhance both. The deeper the minds share their view, the more the common ground strengthens. Does that make sense?" I ask.

"Wow!" he replies.

"The horizontal line is digital/frequency in nature and the vertical is analog/amplitude. How well our left hemisphere processes communication can be measured by IQ (Intelligence Quotient) tests and right hemisphere can be measured by EQ (Emotional Quotient) tests, so that we can know where we are. Horizontal/frequency also provides the sense of sequence and Vertical /Amplitude provides our sense of balance. The last thing I realized is that the magnitude of the sphere is limited by the understanding of both intelligence and emotion. There are huge minds and little minds, right?"

That's when he bolted upright and went to gather his staff for me to present the same ideas to them. I hadn't finished, but he did not need to hear more. I had much more explaining to do with his staff. Larry is a very intelligent man.

There are other ways of looking at this concept. Another course I attended defined the Johari categories as Unconscious Incompetent (Analytical), Conscious Incompetent (Driver), Unconscious Competent (Amiable) and Conscious Competent (Expressive).

One ancient Asian proverb also conveys this idea:

"He who knows not and knows not that he knows not (Analytical) is a fool; shun him.

He who knows not and knows he knows not (Driver) is a student; teach him.

He who knows and knows not that he knows (Amiable) is asleep; wake him.

He who knows and knows that he knows (Expressive) is wise; follow him."

Again, keep in mind that this is not judgment - it is for any topic we communicate about. There are "idiots savants" who can perform functions far beyond the average person, but lack knowledge in many other areas. Prodigies can sometimes fall into the same comparison. When Bobby Fischer was chess champion of the world, it came as a surprise how ignorant he was about most of what occupies our daily life. "Judge not lest ye be judged," is the motto of wisdom.

Analyticals who do not want to learn their way out of their self-made prison have no idea how to control their lives, or even their thoughts. They are ignorant and apathetic. What's the difference between Ignorance and Apathy? Don't know, don't care! When Jesus said not to cast pearls before swine, this is the attitude he meant. It's not that they cannot be helped; it is that they will not help themselves. They live in a constant state of denial. Virtually all evil, misery, crime and aberrant behavior come from this group. They need to care to know.

Drivers gravitate into leadership positions (normally corporate business leaders and politicians in this country) and form organizations to maintain control and power. They interact with each other to keep the underlings out of balance. These people are the ones responsible for destroying Mother Earth with their greed. They are the Yang of Society and have huge egos. We could compare them to the existing Republican Party. They need to know to care.

Amiables live by emotion first. Their feelings are easily manipulated and they do much social and charitable work. They are family oriented and the Yin of Society. We could compare this group to the Democratic Party of today. They need to know they care.

Expressives are entrepreneurs and independent. They want to know more and they care about what they know. They want to care more and they know what to care about. They have a balanced approach to life and are normally the first to have a group gather around them when at a party or a meeting. They are the ones that the book "Good to Great" refers to. This group is where our leaders should be coming from.

If we were to consider the dividing lines in the Johari window as 100, signifying the average in the population, we would find a disproportionately low number that satisfies the Expressive requirement of both hemispheres functioning above average. There are not enough true leaders. How can we improve this?

"There is only one good - knowledge; and one evil - ignorance." Socrates.

The first step to improvement is admitting our ignorance. The next is to remove it with knowledge. If apathy prevents us from taking this first step and working forward, we will stay prisoners of our own making. However, we are already born with perfect knowledge in our subconscious mind (Operating System) so the only thing we need is know what is NOT true knowledge. When I was managing, I had a plaque hanging behind my desk. It read "I can handle the worse truth much more easily than the best lie." We have to stop lying to ourselves to improve ourselves and society. We have to put ego in its proper place. We have to agree on everyone's common goals, set the priorities for all, develop the methods for attaining those goals and get to work on cleaning up the planet for our children and their children. If apathy creeps in, please step out of line and let the next person take your place. You can lead or follow - just don't stand in the way.

"Honesty is the first chapter of Wisdom." - Thomas Jefferson

"The great enemy of the truth is very often not the lie - deliberate, contrived, and dishonest - but the myth - persistent, persuasive, and unrealistic." - John F. Kennedy.

"Personal transformation can and does have global effects. As we go, so goes the world, for the world is us. The revolution that will save the world is ultimately a personal one." - Marianne Williamson

Next chapter starts to transformation process.

Author Notes When this book is complete, it will contain graphics, pictures and other visual aids. The PDF will have links to the research sites as the are mentioned and some videos will also be linked. If a hard copy is produced, the bibliography will contain the references.


Chapter 11
The System

By Cogitator

All systems work exactly the same way is the first agreement we must make to create a new system. That is, all systems need input to process and create the desired output. Our language reflects this with every sentence as subject(s), verb and object(s). The output is our objective. Verbs are action words. If we take no action, we have no output.

All systems are interconnected is the second agreement. We have unlimited access to everything that exists in one way or another. Finding the input to create a system objective is similar to getting the ingredients for a recipe to make a meal.

In making a meal, once we have our ingredients and our objective in mind, we apply a methodology to those ingredients. Those are like the recipe instructions in the order of execution necessary for the meal to turn out successfully. This is a program, routine or app. There are many recipes to create a specific meal. Depending upon the skill, expertise, tools and attentiveness of the chef, the same recipe will yield different results. No meal will ever be duplicated exactly. Individual preferences will enter into the mix, temperatures may vary, etc.

In a computer however, we only deal with ones and zeroes in cyberspace. The apps we give it are streams of human thought converted to binary so that the machine can perform tasks that can be automated. Witness the loss of jobs since the advent of computers. We get much more accurate and effective results from computers than from people with personal preferences.

We have recipes for everything we do in daily activities. Whether taking a shower, driving to work, making love, golfing, ad infinitum, no person does anything exactly the same way as anyone else. We are like snowflakes.

The constant question in everyone's ego is: "What am I going to do next?" This is when value systems enter the scene. We have priorities. Everyone and everything that exists is always occupied with Number One Priority at this time, in this place and under these circumstances. There are no exceptions. Since we always live in the Here and Now, only circumstances differ, and the value of those circumstances depends upon the sensory perception of our environment. As stated previously, survival will rise to number one priority in virtually all life whenever threatened. The destruction of this planet obviously should be taken seriously because we depend on it to live. I posted a poem about this:

Mother Earth

Our common mom is Mother Earth
She provides us our daily bread
From her bosom, she gave us birth
Nurtures us all until we're dead

This blessed being has huge powers
And surely wants our attention
She doesn't like ivory towers
And how humans cause destruction

Her thinking comes in many forms
To let us know she has a wrath
If she's ignored, she brings us storms
Levels houses along some path

Shrug our shoulders and so will she
Hers are larger and cause chaos
They sweep thousands into the sea
When will we see the cause is us

Our attitude is the answer
We must take care of our mother
If all we are is skin cancer
She'll end Man's life, find another

Buckminster (Bucky) Fuller was a proponent of the Gaea Theory that Mother Earth is an organism, just as we are. She is. Her system is called the ecosystem.

How can we ignore the fact that the population of this planet has doubled in fifty or so years? How can we ignore the fact that this planet can only support us up to a point of no return? When will we be forced to cannibalism for survival? Society has raped Mother Earth for the benefit of the few in power. To what end? We have to change and join the ecosystem, not fight it.

We must define the objective and agree to adopt it as our most important priority. I can think of no better objective for all of us than stated by John Lennon in "Imagine,"

John Lennon's vision in this song is what prompted me to write "From Now On" and produce some television segments to explain how we can bring it to life.

Imagine there's no heaven
It's easy if you try
No hell below us
Above us only sky

If we all stand on the equator for twenty four hours and continually look from horizon to horizon, we will have a better idea of "heaven." We're in it. Hell has no place in heaven. If we look upward and call it heaven, Australians doing the same are looking the other direction. There are life forms other than us sharing this great universe. They may be looking towards us and calling it heaven. The only thing that creates the idea of Hell is Ego's ignorance of the truth.

"The only evil is Ignorance." Socrates.

Imagine all the people
Living for today...

There is no such thing as past and future, except for what our minds project. Each night, Ego dies and is resurrected when we awaken. During our sleep, the "Mind that never sleeps" keeps our hearts beating and lungs pumping, etc. In truth, we always live today, only today, now and forever, just like in the movie Groundhog Day. Eckhart Tolle makes a great case in "The Power of Now" for this thought.

Imagine there's no countries
It isn't hard to do

Political borders are like corrals for the various herds the oligarchy maintains. Artificial lines that cannot be seen from space and exist only in the uneducated mind keep people from uniting. Mavericks who try for freedom are seen as rebels that won't follow the dictates of the despots put in place to watch the herds. Violent force, propaganda, imperialism, patriotism and indoctrination are the tools used to try and maintain "peace" within each corral. Too many politicians see their job as staying in office, rather than improving society.

Nothing to kill or die for
And no religion too

Karl Marx said it best: "Religion is the opiate of the masses." Truly, addiction to a system of belief is much like heroin or cocaine addiction. Whether the addiction is to a book or a set of behaviors that others can mimic, it is addiction nonetheless. All beliefs are assumptions, not truth. When someone says "I believe," it translates to, "I'm ignorant of the truth."

Einstein has a view on Buddhism:

"Buddhism has the characteristics of what would be expected in a cosmic religion for the future: It transcends a personal God, avoids dogmas and theology; it covers both the natural and spiritual; and it is based on a religious sense aspiring from the experience of all things, natural and spiritual, as a meaningful unity. " Albert Einstein

"Those who would believe absurdities can be made to commit atrocities." - Voltaire.

Imagine all the people
Living life in peace...

The time for World Peace is now.

You may say I'm a dreamer
But I'm not the only one
I hope someday you'll join us
And the world will be as one

There are dozens, if not hundreds of websites leading to world unity. The current Occupy movements around the world are the beginning of a transformation. We must find a way to open the corrals without causing stampedes. That is the purpose of my book and television show. "Imagine" is the goal and technology and the internet are the method to reach that goal.

Imagine no possessions
I wonder if you can

Anyone who thinks he or she "owns" something is foolish. We may get license from our local overlord to use something for a while, but that's it. People who are obsessed with gathering material or money for some future purpose are only fooling themselves.

No need for greed or hunger
A brotherhood of man

The planet can provide food for everyone, even in this overpopulated condition. However, greedy commercial interests who provide without considering keeping the planet in balance are causing long-term pains for our children and grandchildren.

Imagine all the people
Sharing all the world...

The corrals are temporary. Just because the oligarchy posts some goons with guns at the borders doesn't mean they will stay. Prejudice, jealousy, greed and ignorance will eventually die, not people.

You may say I'm a dreamer
But I'm not the only one
I hope someday you'll join us
And the world will live as one

Standardizing thoughts to be based on truth alone is difficult. Mass media feeds little minds with pap and propaganda and are rigidly censored to present candy-coated crap for easy digestion. Rupert Murdoch, Clear Channel, Disney, Time-Warner, etc, want to make sure the truth stays as hidden as possible. The natives get restless unless they are repeatedly told they are in good hands.

"Living as one" means "of the same mind," not necessarily living exactly the same way. There are preferences in each of us that can be addressed individually. The Golden Rule is the one that can create the same mindset. We can be addicted to that thought. Groups can create their own individual corrals and be with like-minded communities, as long as they do not negatively impact neighbors.

Our first responsibility is to help each other, but not at the expense of destroying the planet in the process. Commercial interests are so hungry for money that the methods used to provide for two billion people are still being used to provide for seven billion people. The one-eyed hypnotist we call television makes people buy useless junk they cannot afford nor have any need for. Cutting down rain forests, raping the ocean wildlife, polluting our air and water for the purpose of providing unneeded goods and services is insane.

The time is here. The time is now. That is the state of being we will forever be. What we activate today is the Process of Becoming - coming to be some other state of being. If we do not adjust our priorities to ensure that what is important comes first, it will take longer to achieve. It will happen. We have the tools. Let's teach our youth how to use them so that they can create a future based on truth.

"The truth shall make you free." Jesus of Nazareth

We will define the components of these words as we go, but the point is, we can make this objective happen. It only depends upon getting enough expressives to standardize their thoughts in that direction. The rest will follow, no matter how much resistance they offer. We already have the technology to create this Utopia for everyone to enjoy.

Change is a curious thing. Why do most people resist it? Once a "comfort zone" is established, it becomes the cuddly nest that beckons when the unknown appears. Rather than welcoming something new as an opportunity to learn, many will turn away to keep from being affected. Resistance to new understanding is the obstacle to realizing more truth. Truth cannot be resisted forever. Every belief is an assumption, not knowledge. All pain, wars, strife and human suffering is caused by false beliefs. When we adopt the attitude that truth is the only savior for society, we can start living life as it was intended.

The system described in the following pages depends upon communication with each other on the Internet. We have already witnessed how change can quickly be effected through a number of methods. Again, it is only important for leader personalities to accept the goal. The followers will be happy with the result. Conscious Competents of the world, Unite!

Computer systems to provide food, shelter and clothing to the masses are already in place. The problem is that the masses cannot access those provisions. We have created a society that endows the few with the power to make all the rules. With the Internet, we can create communication systems that can fulfill any need for anyone. Our only duties should be to take care of the planet and each other. After that, we can play. We can do that. All we need to do is imagine it as the song suggests.

"Therefore, I say unto you, what things soever you desire, when ye pray, believe that ye receive them, and ye shall have them." - Jesus of Nazareth.

"I no longer view the world in terms of unfortunate accidents or misfortunes. I know in my being that I influence it all, and now find myself considering why I created the situation, rather than saying, 'why me?'" - Dr. Wayne Dyer.

"The ideals which have always shone before me and filled me with the joy of living are goodness, beauty and truth. To make a goal of comfort or happiness has never appealed to me; a system of ethics built on this basis would be sufficient only for a herd of cattle." - Albert Einstein.

"Imagination is the beginning of creation. You imagine what you desire, you will what you imagine and at last you create what you will." - George Bernard Shaw.

Dr. Dyer also wrote "The Power of Intention." Rhonda Byrnes wrote "The Secret." Books like these can be traced back to Wallace Wattles in the mid-nineteenth century and the study of metaphysics. Virtually all self-help books are based on this concept. "Psychocybernetics" by Maxwell Maltz is another great book to aid in creating the future. One of the more influential books written in the 1800s was "Science and Health (with a key to the scriptures)" by Mary Baker Eddy. She says:

"Divine metaphysics, as revealed to spiritual understanding, shows clearly that all is Mind and that Mind is God, omnipotence, omnipresence and omniscience, that is, all power, all presence, all Science. Hence, all is in reality a manifestation of Mind."

All the ideas here have already been thought. There is nothing we can imagine than cannot be true. Our subconscious does not know how to lie. Lying is the realm of ego. It is up to each of us to tame our own Satan, just like Dr. Dyer and Mary Baker Eddy did.

Once we agree on the goal, we can address the method for achieving it. We will do that in the following chapters.

Author Notes The interesting parts are coming up. If you haven't read some of the previous chapters they may help to understand the next.


Chapter 12
The presentation

By Cogitator

The Presentation

As mentioned in a previous chapter, my method for preparing a sales presentation for the software I sold was to walk along the information flow to get an understanding of how things were currently being done. I would have already researched the Annual Report, but actually seeing the physical premises, the condition of the spaces, the cooperation of the employees gave me insight into the company Ego. All corporations have egos similar to individuals. I would modify my presentation vocabulary accordingly.

After seeing how the inputs entered the flow, what processes were being performed on them and analyzing the result, I would have a clear picture of the existing system. Any assumptions I may have made in my prepared presentation would be either verified or removed in my mind. We were issued slide presentations at that time, so I would head for the meeting room and prepare the space for the show.

When I first started professional sales, I had not done a formal presentation. I asked my manager,

"Gus, how do you do a presentation?"

"Tell 'em what you're going to tell 'em, tell 'em, and then tell 'em what you told 'em."

I've been fortunate to mingle with wisdom. I reminded this to myself before every effort.

When the attendees were ready, I would thank them for their time, introduce myself, my company and the reason for the meeting. I would normally start with a short anecdote like,

Dalai Lama goes to New York and is told about street vendor hot dogs and how great they are. He is taken to one and the vendor says:

"What's your pleasure, Mac?"

"One - with everything."

Depending on the laughter, I could gauge the mood of the group and get an idea of the tone and tempo I would need for the delivery of the presentation. I loved creating and delivering presentations. The fun part was getting the group to agree on the goal. To do that, I had to listen very intently to any questions being asked to clarify foggy issues. My point of view could never be the same as any other point of view. I had to keep in mind that the real view does not change; only the point's attitude toward the view changes. That was the purpose for "attitude checks" in our sales meetings.

Communication means, "the sending or receiving of a message that means the same to both sender and receiver." It's not easy to formulate a message that means the same to dozens of listeners. Words must be chosen carefully, examples must be used, etc. I use an analogy in my first book to convey how communication can enhance our lives.

Say we're on the North rim of the Grand Canyon and looking at the wonders of the spectacle. We stand there wordless and drink in the scenery until slaked. If we say nothing and walk away with our view and file it in our memory bank, we may consider it a great experience. However, if we start communicating about what we behold, we can embellish the experience with one another's view. We both come away with a grander view. If we gather a group to share their view with us, we get different Points of View that truly can be magical in enhancing it. That's the purpose of communication.

Counselor Selling provided a fantastic method for communicating a presentation. As I mentioned before, they are:

Establish Trust - Establish Need - Establish Fit - Establish Hurry (Timing)

If anything, I over-prepared for presentations. The group easily picked up on that after a few minutes. I could feel the Trust from the faces and any questions being asked.

No communication takes place without Trust and it is no accident that trust and truth have four letters in common. The first agreement in de Ruiz' "Four Agreements" is "Be Impeccable with Your Word," and that is the best way to establish Trust. Of course, trust in the company, trust in intent and many other trust factors enter into the picture, but the deliverer of the message has the primary responsibility for establishing and maintaining Trust. Again, nothing will happen without it. Ulterior motives are deal killers.

The need was always there. I had done my research to ensure that I would not waste time for myself or my attendees. It was a question of how much need - in comparison with all the other priorities they were occupied with. We always work on our number one priority and so do corporations. Their budget reflects those priorities. It is essential to maximize all contributing benefits in this step to make the change as valuable as possible and raise its priority.

Fit is where competition comes in. Whether it was from a competing company and/or from internal operations, everyone seeks "best fit." Many shoes are offered for sale, but if they don't fit your foot, you seek another pair. They also have to fit your taste which is where personality enters the picture. In a large group presentation, I could be sure that "concrete heads" would challenge me at some point to test me. A concrete head is someone whose mind is all mixed up and permanently set. The challenge was always from some Analytical or Driver. For this segment, I used de Ruiz' second agreement: "Never take anything personally." I asked one individual why the product didn't appeal to him and he responded: "I don't want you to get the commission." There is not enough time in my life to break concrete.

Hurry/Timing is the call for a decision. If not now, when? We are wasting time, money, energy on an outdated system. We agree that we have a solution to improve operations, so when do we get to work? Whatever they needed to start the process would then be discussed. I did well in this function.

One presentation I did deserves a mention. I learned the Quebec Government had sent in a request for information about a product we sold. Although Canada was not part of my territory, I went to the CEO and asked him if I could have the lead with the intent of giving the presentation in French - knowing full well that French is the official language of Quebec. He laughed and said, "Be my guest." In fact I was, because he wanted to go along to see what happened.

Quebec City is gorgeous. I made sure I had enough time to explore. It is like a mini-Paris, but set among hills with beautiful vistas. Definitely a place to visit, if not stay.

The presentation began as usual, but in French. As I was presenting the slides, however, I suddenly realized my technical vocabulary was not up to par for communicating with a high-level group. I stumbled a bit and the group could feel my discomfort. One individual piped in and gave me a proper translation for a term on the screen and I thanked him. By the end of the presentation, the group was giving the presentation to me. They bought.

As I was deplaning in Chicago, I passed through the first-class section and overheard an attendant say:

"Miss Bujold, may I get you something?"

Genevieve Bujold is as cute as a button. I had seen her starring in "Coma" and "Anne of a Thousand Days" and am definitely a fan. So I open conversation with her in French and tell her how much I love her work. I find out she is continuing the flight to Los Angeles and the plane is not leaving for almost an hour, so I invite her for a drink at the Admiral's Club in the concourse. She tells me she is pregnant and will not take alcohol, but she is more than willing to have company while she waits. We have a very pleasant conversation and I walk her back to the gate and she gives me a kiss - on the lips. I look at this experience as a reward for my day's efforts. Truly the icing on the cake. Karma must exist.

The presentation that follows is organized in the same way as described above. I have seen the need in the current society and its state of affairs, walked the information flow through my experiences and world travel, analyzed the systems currently being used, found the tools necessary to change into a new system and identified the goal to be reached. We need people to communicate their Points of View to create the View we desire. John Lennon's song is a start to that view, but we have to consider many factors. We need to imagine what a better society would be like.

Thomas More's Utopia was a description of a balanced society (supposedly), but even if serious, no longer applies. Conditions and circumstances of his day have drastically changed. For example, Utopians punish wrongdoers by making slaves out of them. (Maybe not a bad idea, after all - somebody has to pick up garbage.) Eden may be a good model, but would certainly be boring. In order to get closer to John Lennon's view, we have to look at societies that have at least come close to what he wrote. The first thought that comes to mind is Native American tribes, including Aleut and Inuit. The Farm in Tennessee may come close, as well as the kibbutzim, but I am not well-versed in their cultures.

The reason Native Americans come to mind is for their total respect for Mother Earth and her creatures. They are Adams and Eves doing the job they are supposed to do - stewards of the garden and its creatures. The incredible destruction and pollution created by our ignorant society is nothing less than shameful, criminal, and insane.

It is not the conditions within those examples that I want to stress. It is the attitude that we can accomplish more as a group than we can as individuals. There is no reason for us to give up all our pleasures and joys for the sake of asceticism. There is great reason to take care of each other and Mother Earth.

"Yes, our greatness as a nation has depended on individual initiative, on a belief in the free market. But it has also depended on our sense of mutual regard for each other, of mutual responsibility. The idea that everybody has a stake in the country, that we're all in it together and everybody's got a shot at opportunity. Americans know this. We know that government can't solve all our problems - and we don't want it to. But we also know that there are some things we can't do on our own. We know that there are some things we do better together." - Barack Obama

There may be a need for government, but there is no longer a need for politicians if we work as an integrated community. When our representatives had to travel overland for days, weeks, or even months to gather and create legislation, it made sense. Why do we need them today? I can log on to the Internet or use a smart device to communicate to virtually anyone in the world with a similar device. I want to vote for ways of living, not for people with special interests and living in ivory towers. I am not one for idol worship. My ideal world does not include politicians - only leaders in the community.

We have to consider the levels of stratification in the population. Different skills, different ambitions, different capabilities and different levels of development must all be served the same way in the new system. True freedom means freedom from fear, freedom from want and freedom to express oneself without retribution. The basic needs of food, shelter and clothing must be the primary concern of the leaders of the community to allow these freedoms to exist. In my ideal world, there is no poverty or starvation.

The continuing evolution of our species is necessary for eventual unity. In my ideal world, education is available to all for the asking. Practical training for any trade is also free. Give the population the freedom to express itself in work they were born to love.

In my ideal world, the ego has been tamed and becomes our servant rather than our Satanic master. Its job is to feel its environment and find a way to what our bodies truly need. It is no longer allowed to judge anyone or anything.

A global village cannot exist without the Internet. This village will be connected to each and every member of society, whether individually or through concentration of groups without the means to have immediate access. This is a statement from the Cyber Society Forum:

"The Internet is shaping up to be the greatest engine of social change since the military conquest of nations. What is now up for grabs, however, is not geographical territory but the area of the mind. In this battle for the "mindscape" the stakes are high, because more important than external, physical space as the booty, is the internal universe of the human mind and spirit. This is the new enticing prize of possession, with all its thinking, beliefs, and value systems that eventually shape the external world around us. This assault on the mind is coming rapidly, at the rate of nanoseconds, yet it is so subtle that most people are not even aware of the dynamics taking place. No blood is being let, no visible armies are storming the gates, no usual array of smart weapons are being fired. Yet, an invisible army of ideas is storming the "gates of the mind," while a most unusual array of "smart weapons" is being fired at our prefrontal lobes, our centers of judgment, reasoning, and decision-making. They are re-wiring the brain, re-focusing the thinking, and re-creating new pathways and directions for human conduct. The new warriors are memes"contagious ideas that self-replicate from mind to mind. They will so alter the landscape of human minds with such a domino effect, that it will make the old territorial battles for geography seem like child's play. Why fight from without, when you can conquer from within?"

No one will be able to resist truth for long. Drastic changes upcoming.....

Author Notes The final edited version of this book will first be in PDF format with links to all the research materials and names I have used in compiling this. If I publish a hard copy, the bibliography will have the same information. Both versions will have graphics, pictures and visual aids. The eBook will also contain links to videos that convey the message(s). If you want a free copy of the eBook, I need your request on my profile, but you must critique to get it. Thanks


Chapter 13
Motivation

By Cogitator

Motivation

The first thing I say when giving motivation talks is that I can't motivate anyone. I suppose I could if I carried a firearm, but that's neither my style nor my job. The old saying, "You can lead a horse to water, but you can't make him drink," tells me what attitude I should have when speaking - provide as much water as I can for those who thirst. A true motivator makes no judgment on how much others drink and how they should want to live in their reality. Communicating truth does the job, not my physical presence.

My motivation for conducting such events is simply to help others create a better future for themselves, regardless of their current State of Being. Change is the only constant in the Universe and, if participants can gather enough knowledge about the way they change, they may put it to use. I normally say that we all have a current State of Being in the Process of Becoming. What we become is what we can imagine to be. We must create the goal of what we want to be by committing to that image and never letting go until we are that image. That goal must have enough value to replace goals of lesser value in order to be prioritized in our minds. How important is it to understand more of what is true?

Knowledge by itself is not power - it only has power when used. Knowing how short-term memory works, the success of the event depends upon creating "AHA!" moments in the session. That is done by interactive conversation, not proselytizing.

I prepare by checking my list of Dos and Donts. I read de Ruiz'"The Four Agreements" in 1999 and found it very helpful for adjusting my conduct and communication. I have an autographed copy of "The Fifth Agreement" which I read several years ago and added to my life and I still get a daily inspirational email every day from his organization. Time well-spent.

1. "Be impeccable with your word" is the first agreement.

If I'm to say anything to anyone, I have to know the objective of the communication and try to use the best and most descriptive words I can muster to convey meaning from my knowledge to the listener or reader. If you read the first part of my book, you know that I learned the English language from the dictionary before conversation with others. I have many times found that conversational English does not necessarily convey the actual meaning of the words used. My meaning of what I say or write is from my own Point of View. What matters in these talks is what others get from looking at my view. That's why interaction is necessary to develop the view to a higher level. De Ruiz points out that whatever we say will eventually echo back to us in some form; or even multiple forms. If we speak truth, the result of that communication will manifest truly.

2. "Never take anything personally" is agreement number two.

Our persona, mask or ego gets offended by disagreement. Here, de Ruiz says we all have to deal with our own perspective. What others think about us is something they have to cope with, not something to automatically accept as valid. Agreement and argument have similar letter constructs. I do my best to prevent argument. Any disagreement can be resolved if honest communication is available.

3. "Never make assumptions."

Much of daily human activity is based upon assumptions. The word means "belief without proof." This is the area that can have the greatest impact to create an improved world and a healthy mind. If people are not willing to question their beliefs, they will not improve their view. Like Zig Ziglar says, they will be fleas in a jar of their own making.

It is difficult to let go of false belief that we have used, sometimes for decades, to guide our past decisions. The ego's self-worth is immediately threatened when that happens. The beauty is that the new-found truth brings untold reward to those who accept it. As Bucky Fuller tried to convey, it's always better with the truth. I had a sign behind my desk when I was managing: "I can handle the worst truth much more easily than the best lie." That is true for all of us.

My own epiphany destroyed all the castles in the air I had built. Accepting truth was an adjustment for me, not a tragedy. I could not be more joyful than I was after the experience. If I do not know something, I do not speak or write of it.

4. "Always do your best."

Every life form on this planet is always doing the best it can to stay in balance under the circumstances. There are no exceptions. The circumstance that causes all the strife, pain, grief and general insanity is ignorance of the truth. I may suggest to de Ruiz that "Do it better next time" could be a second phrase in this agreement.

This part usually brings out emotions in the participants. I have not held one session where someone has not questioned that we're all doing our best. Examples of murder, greed, deceit, etc, enter the discussion. If we knew (the truth) better, we would do better, is my answer. Violence is the tool of ignorance.

The fifth agreement is to listen with intent. The words conveyed carry a message that should mean the same to both listener and speaker (or reader and writer) or communication does not happen. When a question is asked, I place less value on the words used and more on why they were used in asking. The meaning is in the motive. Words are the symptom. The motive creates the words. This is the art of conversation in action. Any discussion can develop a greater understanding if we agree to communicate this way.

In an ideal world, we would all communicate openly and honestly. If we all used de Ruiz's agreements, we could certainly be on the path to that ideal, but some will not want to take the time to absorb truth or will simply refuse to change their view. The BFF for ignorance is apathy. If we don't care enough to do better, we will not seek to know better. Most people who attend motivational events are sincere about improving their lives, I have found.

It is important to know as much as possible about ourselves because we cannot know someone else any better. The more we know about ourselves, the more people we can relate to. There is no question that I have personally experienced my own failings and embarrassed my ego in the process. Big deal! I got over it and everyone else has the same ability. We have to stop judging ourselves and others and simply critique our results, looking for areas of improvement. Just like Bill Murray in Groundhog Day. A friend at UCC, Jim Fuller, had a plaque behind his desk - "To try and fail is at least to learn; to fail to try is never knowing what could have been." Experience is not the best teacher; it is the only teacher. If we base our decisions on the experience of others, we are making assumptions. Do it yourself project number one - do it yourself!

The aim of this book is to work together to create a society that resembles the words of John Lennon. Those who automatically offer resistance to such ideas and ideals are not those who will get it done, but they also have no choice but to follow. They will stay happy Unconscious Incompetents, trapped in their flea jars and do what they're told. (Remember - don't take anything personally. That zinger was on purpose to see if I have your attention.) I will not judge.

Those of you who stay up with Internet technology are well aware of the more than billion people on Facebook, Twitter, YouTube and whatever. Those communication media can turn this ship around and get it heading in the right direction faster than the time it took to develop the technology. One version of this book will be electronic. It will be filled with reference sites, videos and discussions to move us forward. The only difference between that and other sites trying to achieve the same is that Paul and I have Cogitator to monitor our results and communicate those results to all of us, not just the oligarchy. Politicians beware! Some people look at the situation and ask why; I look at the future and say, "Why not?"

Author Notes I'm getting close.


Chapter 14
Thinking and Being

By Cogitator

Thinking and Being

When DesCartes coined his famous "Cogito, ergo sum," it was supposedly to prove the existence of a god. It is impossible to disagree that there is something to this consciousness we call Life. All languages that I know have a verb that means "to be." In my native French, the term "raison d'etre" means "reason for being." Everything that manifests in our consciousness has a reason for being. DesCartes tried to explain this with logic and connect that logic with a Supreme Being.

Bucky Fuller said "God is supreme Being, the verb, not the noun." He understood that it is not what we name something that carries value for us, but what it does. Our Subconscious values manifestations for what they do, not what we call them as human beings. It knows their reason for being. If we ask ourselves what the reason for our being may be, we may find the peace of mind we all seek.

Our State of Being can be compared to other states. The United States, the State of the Union, the State of the World, etc. All states of being seek homeostasis, or balance, to remain a Being. A being out of balance cannot continue to be for long. Out of balance beings develop dis-ease, dis-comfort and, eventually die from resisting the change necessary to regain balance. Extinction of entire species happens when that species cannot or will not adapt to changing conditions and circumstances.

Dr. Wayne Dyer's presentation on PBS about "The Source" was fascinating. I compared it to DesCartes' effort in trying to explain the reason for being but without making reference to some supernatural power. I interpreted his model as the source of thought. In trying to find some analogy to describe what I understood, the water cycle made sense.

Water takes on the three states of being that exist - solid, liquid and gas. This cycle is ongoing at all times. We can visualize the source of thought in two ways - a water molecule or a raindrop. Either will make the connection to the whole cycle. If we use the raindrop, we can imagine it falling to earth and seeking to return to the ocean so that it can evaporate and continue cycling. If we use the molecule, we can imagine it rising to "heaven" and landing in another place on earth. That morning coffee we enjoyed may have had molecules in it that killed Socrates. The point of using this analogy is that the cycle is totally interconnected, just like all thoughts are interconnected.

When raindrops gather on soil, they seek the ocean and form streams and rivers. This is equivalent to the formation of streams of thought, or schools of thought in humans. Sometimes these rivers converge and create even larger trains of thought, like the Ohio and Missouri meeting to form the Mississippi. If we are to compare thoughts to water molecules, we have to consider also that we live in three dimensions and lines on a map are not enough to accurately envision thought cycles. Our thoughts expand in all directions. They eventually create the Universe we behold. Aligning human thoughts to converge and wend their way to the same ocean is the challenge we face.

Examples of mind control abound in our society. The National Geographic channel recently broadcast a three-part series called "Brain Games" to give us a better understanding of how our brains operate. Many scenes and exercises they depict give insight to how faulty we are as human beings. One of the more interesting segments to me was how we actually project color on our environment when, in fact, the environment has no color. I had to munch on that for a while. After watching this, it was easy for me to understand how people are manipulated into doing things that make no sense. Why are they being manipulated and who's doing the manipulating?

The sleight of hand and misdirection demonstrations shown on the program exemplify how those in power exercise mind control techniques to divide and conquer the population. Our media is used universally by the plutocratic oligarchy to communicate messages that serve to prevent protest, more than communicate truth. We need to coin a new word to refer to this group. Plutocracy is government by the rich. The word comes from Pluto, god of the underworld and riches, so it definitely applies to the oil barons and gold-hungry manipulators. Oligarchy is government by the few, and we can certainly agree on that as the State of Being of our political systems. For the sake of argument, I will refer to this group as the Illuminati.

The Illuminati rule by hiding truth from the population. They use communication media like television, radio, newspapers to distract, deflect and manipulate minds that cannot or will not think for themselves. Propaganda, indoctrination, false values and beliefs are disseminated through these channels and polls are taken to gauge their effect. They are in conflict with PBS, National Public Radio, Greenpeace, Sierra Club, Save the Earth foundation and other organizations attempting to present the facts. The chink in their armor happens to be social media on the Internet. Witness the events in Egypt, Libya, Syria and other protests against this ruling class.

When I lived in Saudi Arabia, I was invited to many Saudi homes for gatherings and meals. Virtually all communication was about politics and religion. In the United States, these two topics are normally avoided like the Bubonic Plague. How can we possibly make breakthroughs in understanding if we do not discuss the two elements upon which we base our daily life? Society is largely based upon these value and belief systems and, if we are to improve, we must create agreements that will lead to cooperation for the right reasons. We must converge our thoughts like the Missouri and Ohio and create a larger Mississippi. Together we stand, divided we fall.

Most people do not know that about thirteen centuries before Jesus, stories of virgin birth, sacrifice and resurrection circulated in the world. Under those circumstances, the bible would appear to be plagiarism. When Constantine compiled the bible that would guide the Holy Roman Empire, he conveniently omitted scriptures that did not fit into his image of what it should convey.

The Koran is a continuation of the bible with added instructions and stories, for the most part. Many are told that the bible and Koran are in conflict. The only difference I found when discussing this in Saudi Arabia was that the bible teaches personal gratification while the Koran teaches group gratification. Both books are excellent ways to create hypocrites or atheists. Dogma is a stream of thought that evaporates before it can reach any ocean.

What religion and politics do, for the most part, is assign our thoughts and actions to some external power when, in truth, there is no external power. They prevent people from taking responsibility for what they think and what they do. They are the cause of all wars, destruction, ignorance and whatever ails Mother Earth. It will continue until we get more people to stop denying the truth. It order to do that, we must agree to communicate truth. Let the Illuminati continue reinforcing lies through traditional media - truth seekers can gather on the Internet. This is already happening and it will continue to grow. If the Illuminati try to stop it, they will cause a revolution. Their only option to continue to rule would be to use force and intimidation overtly, rather than be devious about it with mind control techniques.

Human beings have the fantastic ability to hold a thought and contemplate it. They can link this thought to other thoughts to create the future. Today's streams of thought that society uses seems to be taking us into oblivion. We must change our collective mind. We must seek our "raison d'etre." It surely isn't to serve the needs of the Illuminati.

The game is afoot.

Author Notes I'm getting serious now.


Chapter 15
Some history

By Cogitator

Doing research is sometimes tedious, but must be done to gain better understanding of any topic. Finding the source of an original thought is always rewarding - to me, at least. I found that the middle of the nineteenth century was exceedingly rich in producing ideas that were world-changing in scope. Having read numerous books printed in the mid-twentieth century and after, I sought the source of these reads.

Virtually all self-help books I had read appeared to have been sourced from James Allen and Wallace Wattles. Even "Psychocybernetics" by Dr. Maxwell Maltz, arguably one of the best self-help books published, seemed to mirror James Allen. Og Mandino, Zig Ziglar, W. Clement Stone, Norman Vincent Peale, and many others followed the same thread first woven by Wattles and Allen.

Wallace Wattles 1860-1911 "The Science of Getting Rich" and James Allen 1864-1912 "As a Man Thinketh"

These works are available for free on the Internet.

Other significant contributors to today's society: George Boole 1815-1864 "The Calculus of Logic" and Charles Babbage 1791-1871 "Ninth Bridgewater Treatise" 1838

Ada Lovelace is thought by some to be the first programmer. Along with Boole and Babbage they pretty much founded computerization. Boolean logic and the binary system are responsible for creating the technological environment we have today.

Phineas Parkurst Quimby 1802-1866 Founder of the New Thought movement was a doctor who used mesmerism and suggestion to have patients heal themselves. One of his patients who healed quickly from his efforts was Mary Baker Eddy.

Mary Baker Eddy 1821-1910 Science and Health (with a key to the Scriptures)
What Eddy did with her experience with Quimby is create Christian Science. The difference between the two is that Quimby did not include theism in his writing whereas Miss Eddy explained it through the works of Jesus.

Robert Fulton 1765-1815 Created steamboat and submarine
Began the industrialization on America.

Thomas Edison 1847-1931 Inventor
Contributed dozens of patented products using the knowledge of the day.

Guglielmo Marconi 1874-1937 Radio Transmission Nobel prize for Physics
First Internet

Samuel F. B. Morse 1791-1872 Morse Code
First electronic communication

With all of this activity came the need for workers. The shift from agricultural to industrial had to be made. Those "in the know" started building factories and staffing them with former farmers, immigrants, and whoever thirsted for money. The country was ready to become a power in the world. If land was needed for the railroads and tracks happened to run through Native American territory, some treaty would be signed to move them to a reservation - or concentration camp, if you will. I don't know of any treaty with Native Americans that was ever honored by the U.S. Government.

The original settlers were kind, family-oriented and community-minded for the most part. They also used much more of their brain in negotiating life than city dwellers of today. The scope of tasks they had to perform to squeeze a living from the land and maintain their homestead necessitated multiple skills.

The newly emerging corporate world did not care much about the individuals creating their profit. It appears that is still the case. In my experience with the corporate world, I found exceptions, of course. Not many. They were the Conscious Competents. Most of the corporate world is operated by conservative Drivers - Conscious Imcompetents.

The conservative mind is incapable of innovation and creativity. It only knows how to use people and resources for its own goals. Creating wage slaves and mind control are the methods used. If conservatives at the turn of the nineteenth century had any vision, our airlines would be named Union Pacific, Santa Fe, Burlington Northern, etc. Conservatives couldn't even see the connection of transportation to any vehicle. They maintain control by keeping the truth from their workers and threatening dissenters.

When Mitt Romney said one of the first things he would do is stop funding PBS, I almost jumped off my chair. Truth hurts, but only hurts liars. He is a lying Conscious Incompetent. He may even be an Analytical Driver, in the Unconscious Incompetent category.

How can someone be taken in by a charlatan like Joseph Smith and propose to run the most powerful country in the world? The reason Smith was assassinated at age 38 was the radical and unreasonable views he tried to publish. They were based on his "visions." His delusions of the first magnitude were taken seriously by many. Like P. T. Barnum said, "There is no underestimating the intelligence of the American public." Joseph Smith was definitely making an effort to take advantage of that statement.

The following chapter is a long one, over 6,000 words. If you have knowledge of Maslow's hierarchy of needs, the chapter addresses the top tier - transcendence. It is one of the best definitions of transcendence I have found in all my research.

Peace...

Author Notes Not sure yet what I'm going to do with this transition


Chapter 16
Founding Fathers

By Cogitator

A Lecture read at the Masonic Temple, Boston,
January, 1842

The first thing we have to say respecting what are called new views here in New England, at the present time, is, that they are not new, but the very oldest of thoughts cast into the mould of these new times. The light is always identical in its composition, but it falls on a great variety of objects, and by so falling is first revealed to us, not in its own form, for it is formless, but in theirs; in like manner, thought only appears in the objects it classifies. What is popularly called Transcendentalism among us, is Idealism; Idealism as it appears in 1842. As thinkers, mankind have ever divided into two sects, Materialists and Idealists; the first class founding on experience, the second on consciousness; the first class beginning to think from the data of the senses, the second class perceive that the senses are not final, and say, the senses give us representations of things, but what are the things themselves, they cannot tell. The materialist insists on facts, on history, on the force of circumstances, and the animal wants of man; the idealist on the power of Thought and of Will, on inspiration, on miracle, on individual culture. These two modes of thinking are both natural, but the idealist contends that his way of thinking is in higher nature. He concedes all that the other affirms, admits the impressions of sense, admits their coherency, their use and beauty, and then asks the materialist for his grounds of assurance that things are as his senses represent them. But I, he says, affirm facts not affected by the illusions of sense, facts which are of the same nature as the faculty which reports them, and not liable to doubt; facts which in their first appearance to us assume a native superiority to material facts, degrading these into a language by which the first are to be spoken; facts which it only needs a retirement from the senses to discern. Every materialist will be an idealist; but an idealist can never go backward to be a materialist.

The idealist, in speaking of events, sees them as spirits. He does not deny the sensuous fact: by no means; but he will not see that alone. He does not deny the presence of this table, this chair, and the walls of this room, but he looks at these things as the reverse side of the tapestry, as the other end, each being a sequel or completion of a spiritual fact which nearly concerns him. This manner of looking at things, transfers every object in nature from an independent and anomalous position without there, into the consciousness. Even the materialist Condillac, perhaps the most logical expounder of materialism, was constrained to say, "Though we should soar into the heavens, though we should sink into the abyss, we never go out of ourselves; it is always our own thought that we perceive." What more could an idealist say?

The materialist, secure in the certainty of sensation, mocks at fine-spun theories, at star-gazers and dreamers, and believes that his life is solid, that he at least takes nothing for granted, but knows where he stands, and what he does. Yet how easy it is to show him, that he also is a phantom walking and working amid phantoms, and that he need only ask a question or two beyond his daily questions, to find his solid universe growing dim and impalpable before his sense. The sturdy capitalist, no matter how deep and square on blocks of Quincy granite he lays the foundations of his banking-house or Exchange, must set it, at last, not on a cube corresponding to the angles of his structure, but on a mass of unknown materials and solidity, red-hot or white-hot, perhaps at the core, which rounds off to an almost perfect sphericity, and lies floating in soft air, and goes spinning away, dragging bank and banker with it at a rate of thousands of miles the hour, he knows not whither, " a bit of bullet, now glimmering, now darkling through a small cubic space on the edge of an unimaginable pit of emptiness. And this wild balloon, in which his whole venture is embarked, is a just symbol of his whole state and faculty. One thing, at least, he says is certain, and does not give me the headache, that figures do not lie; the multiplication table has been hitherto found unimpeachable truth; and, moreover, if I put a gold eagle in my safe, I find it again to-morrow; " but for these thoughts, I know not whence they are. They change and pass away. But ask him why he believes that an uniform experience will continue uniform, or on what grounds he founds his faith in his figures, and he will perceive that his mental fabric is built up on just as strange and quaking foundations as his proud edifice of stone.

In the order of thought, the materialist takes his departure from the external world, and esteems a man as one product of that. The idealist takes his departure from his consciousness, and reckons the world an appearance. The materialist respects sensible masses, Society, Government, social art, and luxury, every establishment, every mass, whether majority of numbers, or extent of space, or amount of objects, every social action. The idealist has another measure, which is metaphysical, namely, the rank which things themselves take in his consciousness; not at all, the size or appearance. Mind is the only reality, of which men and all other natures are better or worse reflectors. Nature, literature, history, are only subjective phenomena. Although in his action overpowered by the laws of action, and so, warmly cooperating with men, even preferring them to himself, yet when he speaks scientifically, or after the order of thought, he is constrained to degrade persons into representatives of truths. He does not respect labor, or the products of labor, namely, property, otherwise than as a manifold symbol, illustrating with wonderful fidelity of details the laws of being; he does not respect government, except as far as it reiterates the law of his mind; nor the church; nor charities; nor arts, for themselves; but hears, as at a vast distance, what they say, as if his consciousness would speak to him through a pantomimic scene. His thought, " that is the Universe. His experience inclines him to behold the procession of facts you call the world, as flowing perpetually outward from an invisible, unsounded centre in himself, centre alike of him and of them, and necessitating him to regard all things as having a subjective or relative existence, relative to that aforesaid Unknown Centre of him.

From this transfer of the world into the consciousness, this beholding of all things in the mind, follow easily his whole ethics. It is simpler to be self-dependent. The height, the deity of man is, to be self-sustained, to need no gift, no foreign force. Society is good when it does not violate me; but best when it is likest to solitude. Everything real is self-existent. Everything divine shares the self-existence of Deity. All that you call the world is the shadow of that substance which you are, the perpetual creation of the powers of thought, of those that are dependent and of those that are independent of your will. Do not cumber yourself with fruitless pains to mend and remedy remote effects; let the soul be erect, and all things will go well. You think me the child of my circumstances: I make my circumstance. Let any thought or motive of mine be different from that they are, the difference will transform my condition and economy. I " this thought which is called I, " is the mould into which the world is poured like melted wax. The mould is invisible, but the world betrays the shape of the mould. You call it the power of circumstance, but it is the power of me. Am I in harmony with myself? my position will seem to you just and commanding. Am I vicious and insane? my fortunes will seem to you obscure and descending. As I am, so shall I associate, and, so shall I act; Caesar's history will paint out Caesar. Jesus acted so, because he thought so. I do not wish to overlook or to gainsay any reality; I say, I make my circumstance: but if you ask me, Whence am I? I feel like other men my relation to that Fact which cannot be spoken, or defined, nor even thought, but which exists, and will exist.
The Transcendentalist adopts the whole connection of spiritual doctrine. He believes in miracle, in the perpetual openness of the human mind to new influx of light and power; he believes in inspiration, and in ecstasy. He wishes that the spiritual principle should be suffered to demonstrate itself to the end, in all possible applications to the state of man, without the admission of anything unspiritual; that is, anything positive, dogmatic, personal. Thus, the spiritual measure of inspiration is the depth of the thought, and never, who said it? And so he resists all attempts to palm other rules and measures on the spirit than its own.

In action, he easily incurs the charge of antinomianism by his avowal that he, who has the Lawgiver, may with safety not only neglect, but even contravene every written commandment. In the play of Othello, the expiring Desdemona absolves her husband of the murder, to her attendant Emilia. Afterwards, when Emilia charges him with the crime, Othello exclaims,

"You heard her say herself it was not I."

Emilia replies,

"The more angel she, and thou the blacker devil."

Of this fine incident, Jacobi, the Transcendental moralist, makes use, with other parallel instances, in his reply to Fichte. Jacobi, refusing all measure of right and wrong except the determinations of the private spirit, remarks that there is no crime but has sometimes been a virtue. "I," he says, "am that atheist, that godless person who, in opposition to an imaginary doctrine of calculation, would lie as the dying Desdemona lied; would lie and deceive, as Pylades when he personated Orestes; would assassinate like Timoleon; would perjure myself like Epaminondas, and John de Witt; I would resolve on suicide like Cato; I would commit sacrilege with David; yea, and pluck ears of corn on the Sabbath, for no other reason than that I was fainting for lack of food. For, I have assurance in myself, that, in pardoning these faults according to the letter, man exerts the sovereign right which the majesty of his being confers on him; he sets the seal of his divine nature to the grace he accords."

In like manner, if there is anything grand and daring in human thought or virtue, any reliance on the vast, the unknown; any presentiment; any extravagance of faith, the spiritualist adopts it as most in nature. The oriental mind has always tended to this largeness. Buddhism is an expression of it. The Buddhist who thanks no man, who says, "do not flatter your benefactors," but who, in his conviction that every good deed can by no possibility escape its reward, will not deceive the benefactor by pretending that he has done more than he should, is a Transcendentalist.

You will see by this sketch that there is no such thing as a Transcendental party; that there is no pure Transcendentalist; that we know of none but prophets and heralds of such a philosophy; that all who by strong bias of nature have leaned to the spiritual side in doctrine, have stopped short of their goal. We have had many harbingers and forerunners; but of a purely spiritual life, history has afforded no example. I mean, we have yet no man who has leaned entirely on his character, and eaten angels' food; who, trusting to his sentiments, found life made of miracles; who, working for universal aims, found himself fed, he knew not how; clothed, sheltered, and weaponed, he knew not how, and yet it was done by his own hands. Only in the instinct of the lower animals, we find the suggestion of the methods of it, and something higher than our understanding. The squirrel hoards nuts, and the bee gathers honey, without knowing what they do, and they are thus provided for without selfishness or disgrace.

Shall we say, then, that Transcendentalism is the Saturnalia or excess of Faith; the presentiment of a faith proper to man in his integrity, excessive only when his imperfect obedience hinders the satisfaction of his wish. Nature is transcendental, exists primarily, necessarily, ever works and advances, yet takes no thought for the morrow. Man owns the dignity of the life which throbs around him in chemistry, and tree, and animal, and in the involuntary functions of his own body; yet he is balked when he tries to fling himself into this enchanted circle, where all is done without degradation. Yet genius and virtue predict in man the same absence of private ends, and of condescension to circumstances, united with every trait and talent of beauty and power.
This way of thinking, falling on Roman times, made Stoic philosophers; falling on despotic times, made patriot Catos and Brutuses; falling on superstitious times, made prophets and apostles; on popish times, made protestants and ascetic monks, preachers of Faith against the preachers of Works; on prelatical times, made Puritans and Quakers; and falling on Unitarian and commercial times, makes the peculiar shades of Idealism which we know.

It is well known to most of my audience, that the Idealism of the present day acquired the name of Transcendental, from the use of that term by Immanuel Kant, of Konigsberg, who replied to the skeptical philosophy of Locke, which insisted that there was nothing in the intellect which was not previously in the experience of the senses, by showing that there was a very important class of ideas, or imperative forms, which did not come by experience, but through which experience was acquired; that these were intuitions of the mind itself; and he denominated them Transcendental forms. The extraordinary profoundness and precision of that man's thinking have given vogue to his nomenclature, in Europe and America, to that extent, that whatever belongs to the class of intuitive thought, is popularly called at the present day Transcendental.

Although, as we have said, there is no pure Transcendentalist, yet the tendency to respect the intuitions, and to give them, at least in our creed, all authority over our experience, has deeply colored the conversation and poetry of the present day; and the history of genius and of religion in these times, though impure, and as yet not incarnated in any powerful individual, will be the history of this tendency.

It is a sign of our times, conspicuous to the coarsest observer, that many intelligent and religious persons withdraw themselves from the common labors and competitions of the market and the caucus, and betake themselves to a certain solitary and critical way of living, from which no solid fruit has yet appeared to justify their separation. They hold themselves aloof: they feel the disproportion between their faculties and the work offered them, and they prefer to ramble in the country and perish of ennui, to the degradation of such charities and such ambitions as the city can propose to them. They are striking work, and crying out for somewhat worthy to do! What they do, is done only because they are overpowered by the humanities that speak on all sides; and they consent to such labor as is open to them, though to their lofty dream the writing of Iliads or Hamlets, or the building of cities or empires seems drudgery.

Now every one must do after his kind, be he asp or angel, and these must. The question, which a wise man and a student of modern history will ask, is, what that kind is? And truly, as in ecclesiastical history we take so much pains to know what the Gnostics, what the Essenes, what the Manichees, and what the Reformers believed, it would not misbecome us to inquire nearer home, what these companions and contemporaries of ours think and do, at least so far as these thoughts and actions appear to be not accidental and personal, but common to many, and the inevitable flower of the Tree of Time. Our American literature and spiritual history are, we confess, in the optative mood; but whoso knows these seething brains, these admirable radicals, these unsocial worshippers, these talkers who talk the sun and moon away, will believe that this heresy cannot pass away without leaving its mark.

They are lonely; the spirit of their writing and conversation is lonely; they repel influences; they shun general society; they incline to shut themselves in their chamber in the house, to live in the country rather than in the town, and to find their tasks and amusements in solitude. Society, to be sure, does not like this very well; it saith, Whoso goes to walk alone, accuses the whole world; he declareth all to be unfit to be his companions; it is very uncivil, nay, insulting; Society will retaliate. Meantime, this retirement does not proceed from any whim on the part of these separators; but if any one will take pains to talk with them, he will find that this part is chosen both from temperament and from principle; with some unwillingness, too, and as a choice of the less of two evils; for these persons are not by nature melancholy, sour, and unsocial, " they are not stockish or brute, " but joyous; susceptible, affectionate; they have even more than others a great wish to be loved. Like the young Mozart, they are rather ready to cry ten times a day, "But are you sure you love me?" Nay, if they tell you their whole thought, they will own that love seems to them the last and highest gift of nature; that there are persons whom in their hearts they daily thank for existing, " persons whose faces are perhaps unknown to them, but whose fame and spirit have penetrated their solitude, " and for whose sake they wish to exist. To behold the beauty of another character, which inspires a new interest in our own; to behold the beauty lodged in a human being, with such vivacity of apprehension, that I am instantly forced home to inquire if I am not deformity itself: to behold in another the expression of a love so high that it assures itself, " assures itself also to me against every possible casualty except my unworthiness; " these are degrees on the scale of human happiness, to which they have ascended; and it is a fidelity to this sentiment which has made common association distasteful to them. They wish a just and even fellowship, or none. They cannot gossip with you, and they do not wish, as they are sincere and religious, to gratify any mere curiosity which you may entertain. Like fairies, they do not wish to be spoken of. Love me, they say, but do not ask who is my cousin and my uncle. If you do not need to hear my thought, because you can read it in my face and behavior, then I will tell it you from sunrise to sunset. If you cannot divine it, you would not understand what I say. I will not molest myself for you. I do not wish to be profaned.
And yet, it seems as if this loneliness, and not this love, would prevail in their circumstances, because of the extravagant demand they make on human nature. That, indeed, constitutes a new feature in their portrait, that they are the most exacting and extortionate critics. Their quarrel with every man they meet, is not with his kind, but with his degree. There is not enough of him, " that is the only fault. They prolong their privilege of childhood in this wise, of doing nothing, " but making immense demands on all the gladiators in the lists of action and fame. They make us feel the strange disappointment which overcasts every human youth. So many promising youths, and never a finished man! The profound nature will have a savage rudeness; the delicate one will be shallow, or the victim of sensibility; the richly accomplished will have some capital absurdity; and so every piece has a crack. 'T is strange, but this masterpiece is a result of such an extreme delicacy, that the most unobserved flaw in the boy will neutralize the most aspiring genius, and spoil the work. Talk with a seaman of the hazards to life in his profession, and he will ask you, "Where are the old sailors? do you not see that all are young men?" And we, on this sea of human thought, in like manner inquire, Where are the old idealists? where are they who represented to the last generation that extravagant hope, which a few happy aspirants suggest to ours? In looking at the class of counsel, and power, and wealth, and at the matronage of the land, amidst all the prudence and all the triviality, one asks, where are they who represented genius, virtue, the invisible and heavenly world, to these? Are they dead, " taken in early ripeness to the gods, " as ancient wisdom foretold their fate? Or did the high idea die out of them, and leave their unperfumed body as its tomb and tablet, announcing to all that the celestial inhabitant, who once gave them beauty, had departed? Will it be better with the new generation? We easily predict a fair future to each new candidate who enters the lists, but we are frivolous and volatile, and by low aims and ill example do what we can to defeat this hope. Then these youths bring us a rough but effectual aid. By their unconcealed dissatisfaction, they expose our poverty, and the insignificance of man to man. A man is a poor limitary benefactor. He ought to be a shower of benefits " a great influence, which should never let his brother go, but should refresh old merits continually with new ones; so that, though absent, he should never be out of my mind, his name never far from my lips; but if the earth should open at my side, or my last hour were come, his name should be the prayer I should utter to the Universe. But in our experience, man is cheap, and friendship wants its deep sense. We affect to dwell with our friends in their absence, but we do not; when deed, word, or letter comes not, they let us go. These exacting children advertise us of our wants. There is no compliment, no smooth speech with them; they pay you only this one compliment, of insatiable expectation; they aspire, they severely exact, and if they only stand fast in this watch-tower, and persist in demanding unto the end, and without end, then are they terrible friends, whereof poet and priest cannot choose but stand in awe; and what if they eat clouds, and drink wind, they have not been without service to the race of man.

With this passion for what is great and extraordinary, it cannot be wondered at, that they are repelled by vulgarity and frivolity in people. They say to themselves, It is better to be alone than in bad company. And it is really a wish to be met, " the wish to find society for their hope and religion, " which prompts them to shun what is called society. They feel that they are never so fit for friendship, as when they have quitted mankind, and taken themselves to friend. A picture, a book, a favorite spot in the hills or the woods, which they can people with the fair and worthy creation of the fancy, can give them often forms so vivid, that these for the time shall seem real, and society the illusion.

But their solitary and fastidious manners not only withdraw them from the conversation, but from the labors of the world; they are not good citizens, not good members of society; unwillingly they bear their part of the public and private burdens; they do not willingly share in the public charities, in the public religious rites, in the enterprises of education, of missions foreign or domestic, in the abolition of the slave-trade, or in the temperance society. They do not even like to vote. The philanthropists inquire whether Transcendentalism does not mean sloth: they had as lief hear that their friend is dead, as that he is a Transcendentalist; for then is he paralyzed, and can never do anything for humanity. What right, cries the good world, has the man of genius to retreat from work, and indulge himself? The popular literary creed seems to be, 'I am a sublime genius; I ought not therefore to labor.' But genius is the power to labor better and more availably. Deserve thy genius: exalt it. The good, the illuminated, sit apart from the rest, censuring their dulness and vices, as if they thought that, by sitting very grand in their chairs, the very brokers, attorneys, and congressmen would see the error of their ways, and flock to them. But the good and wise must learn to act, and carry salvation to the combatants and demagogues in the dusty arena below.

On the part of these children, it is replied, that life and their faculty seem to them gifts too rich to be squandered on such trifles as you propose to them. What you call your fundamental institutions, your great and holy causes, seem to them great abuses, and, when nearly seen, paltry matters. Each 'Cause,' as it is called, " say Abolition, Temperance, say Calvinism, or Unitarianism, " becomes speedily a little shop, where the article, let it have been at first never so subtle and ethereal, is now made up into portable and convenient cakes, and retailed in small quantities to suit purchasers. You make very free use of these words 'great' and 'holy,' but few things appear to them such. Few persons have any magnificence of nature to inspire enthusiasm, and the philanthropies and charities have a certain air of quackery. As to the general course of living, and the daily employments of men, they cannot see much virtue in these, since they are parts of this vicious circle; and, as no great ends are answered by the men, there is nothing noble in the arts by which they are maintained. Nay, they have made the experiment, and found that, from the liberal professions to the coarsest manual labor, and from the courtesies of the academy and the college to the conventions of the cotillion-room and the morning call, there is a spirit of cowardly compromise and seeming, which intimates a frightful skepticism, a life without love, and an activity without an aim.

Unless the action is necessary, unless it is adequate, I do not wish to perform it. I do not wish to do one thing but once. I do not love routine. Once possessed of the principle, it is equally easy to make four or forty thousand applications of it. A great man will be content to have indicated in any the slightest manner his perception of the reigning Idea of his time, and will leave to those who like it the multiplication of examples. When he has hit the white, the rest may shatter the target. Every thing admonishes us how needlessly long life is. Every moment of a hero so raises and cheers us, that a twelve-month is an age. All that the brave Xanthus brings home from his wars, is the recollection that, at the storming of Samos, "in the heat of the battle, Pericles smiled on me, and passed on to another detachment." It is the quality of the moment, not the number of days, of events, or of actors, that imports.
New, we confess, and by no means happy, is our condition: if you want the aid of our labor, we ourselves stand in greater want of the labor. We are miserable with inaction. We perish of rest and rust: but we do not like your work.

'Then,' says the world, 'show me your own.'

'We have none.'

'What will you do, then?' cries the world.

'We will wait.'

'How long?'

'Until the Universe rises up and calls us to work.'

'But whilst you wait, you grow old and useless.'

'Be it so: I can sit in a corner and perish, (as you call it,) but I will not move until I have the highest command. If no call should come for years, for centuries, then I know that the want of the Universe is the attestation of faith by my abstinence. Your virtuous projects, so called, do not cheer me. I know that which shall come will cheer me. If I cannot work, at least I need not lie. All that is clearly due to-day is not to lie. In other places, other men have encountered sharp trials, and have behaved themselves well. The martyrs were sawn asunder, or hung alive on meat-hooks. Cannot we screw our courage to patience and truth, and without complaint, or even with good-humor, await our turn of action in the Infinite Counsels?'

But, to come a little closer to the secret of these persons, we must say, that to them it seems a very easy matter to answer the objections of the man of the world, but not so easy to dispose of the doubts and objections that occur to themselves. They are exercised in their own spirit with queries, which acquaint them with all adversity, and with the trials of the bravest heroes. When I asked them concerning their private experience, they answered somewhat in this wise: It is not to be denied that there must be some wide difference between my faith and other faith; and mine is a certain brief experience, which surprised me in the highway or in the market, in some place, at some time, " whether in the body or out of the body, God knoweth, " and made me aware that I had played the fool with fools all this time, but that law existed for me and for all; that to me belonged trust, a child's trust and obedience, and the worship of ideas, and I should never be fool more. Well, in the space of an hour, probably, I was let down from this height; I was at my old tricks, the selfish member of a selfish society. My life is superficial, takes no root in the deep world; I ask, When shall I die, and be relieved of the responsibility of seeing an Universe which I do not use? I wish to exchange this flash-of-lightning faith for continuous daylight, this fever-glow for a benign climate.

These two states of thought diverge every moment, and stand in wild contrast. To him who looks at his life from these moments of illumination, it will seem that he skulks and plays a mean, shiftless, and subaltern part in the world. That is to be done which he has not skill to do, or to be said which others can say better, and he lies by, or occupies his hands with some plaything, until his hour comes again. Much of our reading, much of our labor, seems mere waiting: it was not that we were born for. Any other could do it as well, or better. So little skill enters into these works, so little do they mix with the divine life, that it really signifies little what we do, whether we turn a grindstone, or ride, or run, or make fortunes, or govern the state. The worst feature of this double consciousness is, that the two lives, of the understanding and of the soul, which we lead, really show very little relation to each other, never meet and measure each other: one prevails now, all buzz and din; and the other prevails then, all infinitude and paradise; and, with the progress of life, the two discover no greater disposition to reconcile themselves. Yet, what is my faith? What am I? What but a thought of serenity and independence, an abode in the deep blue sky? Presently the clouds shut down again; yet we retain the belief that this petty web we weave will at last be overshot and reticulated with veins of the blue, and that the moments will characterize the days. Patience, then, is for us, is it not? Patience, and still patience. When we pass, as presently we shall, into some new infinitude, out of this Iceland of negations, it will please us to reflect that, though we had few virtues or consolations, we bore with our indigence, nor once strove to repair it with hypocrisy or false heat of any kind.

But this class are not sufficiently characterized, if we omit to add that they are lovers and worshippers of Beauty. In the eternal trinity of Truth, Goodness, and Beauty, each in its perfection including the three, they prefer to make Beauty the sign and head. Something of the same taste is observable in all the moral movements of the time, in the religious and benevolent enterprises. They have a liberal, even an aesthetic spirit. A reference to Beauty in action sounds, to be sure, a little hollow and ridiculous in the ears of the old church. In politics, it has often sufficed, when they treated of justice, if they kept the bounds of selfish calculation. If they granted restitution, it was prudence which granted it. But the justice which is now claimed for the black, and the pauper, and the drunkard is for Beauty, " is for a necessity to the soul of the agent, not of the beneficiary. I say, this is the tendency, not yet the realization. Our virtue totters and trips, does not yet walk firmly. Its representatives are austere; they preach and denounce; their rectitude is not yet a grace. They are still liable to that slight taint of burlesque which, in our strange world, attaches to the zealot. A saint should be as dear as the apple of the eye. Yet we are tempted to smile, and we flee from the working to the speculative reformer, to escape that same slight ridicule. Alas for these days of derision and criticism! We call the Beautiful the highest, because it appears to us the golden mean, escaping the dowdiness of the good, and the heartlessness of the true. " They are lovers of nature also, and find an indemnity in the inviolable order of the world for the violated order and grace of man.

There is, no doubt, a great deal of well-founded objection to be spoken or felt against the sayings and doings of this class, some of whose traits we have selected; no doubt, they will lay themselves open to criticism and to lampoons, and as ridiculous stories will be to be told of them as of any. There will be cant and pretension; there will be subtilty and moonshine. These persons are of unequal strength, and do not all prosper. They complain that everything around them must be denied; and if feeble, it takes all their strength to deny, before they can begin to lead their own life. Grave seniors insist on their respect to this institution, and that usage; to an obsolete history; to some vocation, or college, or etiquette, or beneficiary, or charity, or morning or evening call, which they resist, as what does not concern them. But it costs such sleepless nights, alienations and misgivings, " they have so many moods about it; " these old guardians never change _their_ minds; they have but one mood on the subject, namely, that Antony is very perverse, " that it is quite as much as Antony can do, to assert his rights, abstain from what he thinks foolish, and keep his temper. He cannot help the reaction of this injustice in his own mind. He is braced-up and stilted; all freedom and flowing genius, all sallies of wit and frolic nature are quite out of the question; it is well if he can keep from lying, injustice, and suicide. This is no time for gaiety and grace. His strength and spirits are wasted in rejection. But the strong spirits overpower those around them without effort. Their thought and emotion comes in like a flood, quite withdraws them from all notice of these carping critics; they surrender themselves with glad heart to the heavenly guide, and only by implication reject the clamorous nonsense of the hour. Grave seniors talk to the deaf, " church and old book mumble and ritualize to an unheeding, preoccupied and advancing mind, and thus they by happiness of greater momentum lose no time, but take the right road at first.

But all these of whom I speak are not proficients; they are novices; they only show the road in which man should travel, when the soul has greater health and prowess. Yet let them feel the dignity of their charge, and deserve a larger power. Their heart is the ark in which the fire is concealed, which shall burn in a broader and universal flame. Let them obey the Genius then most when his impulse is wildest; then most when he seems to lead to uninhabitable desarts of thought and life; for the path which the hero travels alone is the highway of health and benefit to mankind. What is the privilege and nobility of our nature, but its persistency, through its power to attach itself to what is permanent?
Society also has its duties in reference to this class, and must behold them with what charity it can. Possibly some benefit may yet accrue from them to the state. In our Mechanics' Fair, there must be not only bridges, ploughs, carpenters' planes, and baking troughs, but also some few finer instruments, " rain gauges, thermometers, and telescopes; and in society, besides farmers, sailors, and weavers, there must be a few persons of purer fire kept specially as gauges and meters of character; persons of a fine, detecting instinct, who betray the smallest accumulations of wit and feeling in the bystander. Perhaps too there might be room for the exciters and monitors; collectors of the heavenly spark with power to convey the electricity to others. Or, as the storm-tossed vessel at sea speaks the frigate or 'line packet' to learn its longitude, so it may not be without its advantage that we should now and then encounter rare and gifted men, to compare the points of our spiritual compass, and verify our bearings from superior chronometers.

Amidst the downward tendency and proneness of things, when every voice is raised for a new road or another statute, or a subscription of stock, for an improvement in dress, or in dentistry, for a new house or a larger business, for a political party, or the division of an estate, " will you not tolerate one or two solitary voices in the land, speaking for thoughts and principles not marketable or perishable? Soon these improvements and mechanical inventions will be superseded; these modes of living lost out of memory; these cities rotted, ruined by war, by new inventions, by new seats of trade, or the geologic changes: " all gone, like the shells which sprinkle the seabeach with a white colony to-day, forever renewed to be forever destroyed. But the thoughts which these few hermits strove to proclaim by silence, as well as by speech, not only by what they did, but by what they forbore to do, shall abide in beauty and strength, to reorganize themselves in nature, to invest themselves anew in other, perhaps higher endowed and happier mixed clay than ours, in fuller union with the surrounding system.

Author Notes The article is a reprint from the Internet and defines transcendence. Maslow's hierarchy has this at the top of human needs. The Great Seal used depicts transcendence as the eye of Horus at the top of the pyramid. Jefferson, Franklin and other founding fathers lay the foundation for the United States to become what it is today. Many were freemasons. Their ideals and visions have pretty much been ravaged by greed, corruption and ignorance. Jefferson is purported to have had an IQ of around 200, and must have been a transcendentalist as described in this piece. It is one of the pieces of research that compels me to try to communicate what I know.

My efforts to write have been directed to exposing more of what is true. In the final version of this book, there will be more factual, irrefutable truth that cannot be denied. Whether someone chooses to accept a deeper understanding of life is of no concern to me. There will be some. Those who choose to remain in ignorance can continue to live in their self-created Hell.

The purpose of my writing is to bring peace to all through understanding that it is the only way to a joyous life. If we can communicate the fact that we all want to live our lives in peace and harmony - and work to make it happen together, we will have succeeded in saving the planet and ridding ourselves of illusion and delusion.


Chapter 17
Dropping chains of Illusion

By Cogitator

Non-religion

"Buddhism has the characteristics of what would be expected in a cosmic religion for the future: It transcends a personal god, avoids dogmas and theology; it covers both the natural and spiritual; and it is based on a religious sense aspiring from the experience of all things, natural and spiritual, as a meaningful unity." - Albert Einstein

I disagree with Einstein's quote a little bit. To me, religion makes use of belief systems, whereas Buddhism does not. If anything, I would call it a non-religion. It is a method of peeling the ego's layers of false beliefs and assumptions. Gauthama Siddartha, the first Buddha, described the ultimate goal for us to be attaining Nirvana which is reached through enlightenment. He spent forty-five years teaching others to help them reach the same realization. When he died, he passed through pari nirvana, which means completed nirvana. This happened about five hundred years before Jesus was born.

"Some people, when we talk about compassion and love, think it is a religious matter. Compassion is the universal religion." - Dalai Lama

Nirvana is the most misunderstood term in Buddhism. Some in the West recognize the term as meaning Heaven, or a Heaven on Earth, or perhaps a famous rock band.

Nirvana literally means extinguishing or unbinding. The implication is that it is freedom from what ever binds you, from the burning passion of desire, jealousy, and ignorance. Once these are totally overcome, a state of bliss is achieved, and there is no longer the need for the cycle of birth and death. All karmic debts are settled.

The Buddha refused to be drawn on what occurred then, but implied that it was beyond word and without boundaries. Certainly, he saw it in a much different state than our current existence, and not a simple parallel to the process of individual rebirth. In Buddhist philosophy, this is becoming an arhat, a person who has reached the highest level of enlightenment without yet becoming a Buddha.

An Arhat literally translates as worthy of offerings, without birth, and killer of thieves. An eminent monk or saint who has achieved a level of enlightenment, but is not yet a Buddha. An Arhat or Lohan is one who has overcome outward manifestation of afflicting emotions, but who has not completely eliminated their psychic imprint. Although free of the cycle of birth and death, an Arhat is not fully enlightened. These holy beings are also called Venerable Ones or foe-destroyers. This is the first stage of liberation or ending the cycle of birth and death and goal of the hinayana sects. The Arhat is said to be beyond both merit and demerit because, as he has abandoned all defilements, he can no longer perform evil actions; and as he has no more attachment, his virtuous actions no longer bear karmic fruit.

Progress on the path of an Arhat is measured by the person's ability to weaken or eliminate the ten fetters which bind him to the cycle of birth and death, and which keep him from attaining Nirvana. There are four recognizable stages which mark his progress along the path. These are explained in relation to the ten fetters below.

At the first stage is the Stream-winner or Stream-enterer (srotapanna), that is, one who has entered the "stream" that eventually leads to the "Ocean of Nirvana." When he is at this stage, his insight is powerful enough to remove the first three fetters, namely:

(1) the belief in the existence of permanent self;
(2) doubt in the ability of the Three Gems to lead him towards the goals; and
(3) the mistaken belief that moral rules and ascetic rites alone are sufficient to lead a person to Enlightenment.

On attaining this first stage, the would-be Arhat will no longer be reborn in any of the lower realms of existence. He will be reborn no more than seven times in the human or heavenly planes of existence before he attains Nirvana.

As he makes further progress and perfects his insight still more, he reaches the second stage of the Once-Returner (sakrdagamin). After this life, he will be reborn only once more as a human being. In that rebirth, he would attain Nirvana. At this stage, he has also succeeded in weakening the fourth and fifth fetters. These are critical for the arhat to continue progress toward Nirvana,

4) attachment to sensual desire, creature comforts and selfish interests; and
(5) ill will.

The third stage is that of the Non-Returner or no-more-rebirths (anagamin). At this stage, he completely removes the fourth and fifth fetters of attachment to sensual desire and ill will. The Non-Returner will no longer be reborn in the human realm; he will be reborn in one of the Pure Abodes in the heavens where he will attain Nirvana. At this stage, the first five fetters have been totally removed.

At the fourth stage, he makes the final advance towards becoming an arhat or Foe-destroyer who attains nirvana because he has broken all the ten fetters, the last five of which are:

(6) desire for existence in the worlds of Form; but rather in the true Spirit of Living
(7) desire for existence in the Formless Worlds of Consciousness, Eternity and Infinity;
(8) refuting forever the attraction of conceit, selfishness and Ego construction;
(9) restlessness;
(10) ignorance.

The career of the Arhat is like the career of a student in that development is measured by the highest stage or level he has achieved so far. When a secondary school student progress in stages from that of a Freshman to that of a Senior, his knowledge and mastery of skill increase with each higher level achieved. Eventually, he graduates from school when he passes his final year examinations. In the same way, the would-be Arhat overcomes more and more of the fetters at each higher stage of his development. When he successfully passes the fourth stage, he reaches the end of his career and is no longer subject to rebirth. However, he is not yet at the highest stage. He is not yet a Buddha.

One who is on any of the first three stages on this path is called a "sekha," or a Striver-on-the-Path.

"A Buddha is literally an awakened one: someone who has attained enlightenment and is thereby released from the cycle of reincarnation (samsara) or one who has attained complete liberation. Such a one has removed all obscurations veiling the mind and has developed all of the virtues (paramitas) to perfection. According to the Mahayana perspective, there are innumerable Buddhas, with Shakyamuni Buddha being a single example. In addition to Shakyamuni Buddha, the main Buddhas include Adharma Buddha, the primordial Buddha; Buddha Vajradhara (Dorje Chang); the five transcendent Buddhas who represent the various aspects of enlightened consciousness or wisdom"Akshobhya Buddha (mirror-like wisdom), Ratnasambhava Buddha (wisdom of equanimity), Amitabha Buddha (discriminating wisdom), Amoghasiddhi Buddha (all-accomplishing wisdom), and Mahavairocana Buddha (all-encompassing or universal wisdom of the dharmadhatu); the Medicine Buddha (Bhaisajya-guru); Amitayus Buddha, the Longlife Buddha and an emanation of Amitabha Buddha; and the various emanations of Tara, a female Buddha. Maitreya Bodhisattva will be the next Buddha to come to this world."

(From the website)

One of the books that got me interested in this line of thinking is "Time, Space, and Knowledge," by Tarthang Tulku. Commonly referred to as TSK, there are many websites available to gain more knowledge about this book. He further divides these terms into Ordinary TSK and Great TSK. The book contains about three dozen exercises for the seeker to perform to help break free of ego's grasp and proceed on the Tao. I interpret the Ordinary as the physical human life and the Great as the divine spiritual life.

Because Buddhism does not recognize sin and rebuffs the ego's demands, it clears the seeker's mind of guilt. We are all doing the best we can under the circumstances in our view of Time, Space, and Knowledge and, we follow the Tao to enlightenment; we improve along the way.

"Your enlightenment rests on your own shoulders." - Dalai Lama

Regardless of one's view of Buddhism, it is important to point out that kindness, compassion, joyfulness, affection, brotherhood, peace and similar words are continually used in describing the way to live. I don't know if Yoko Ono influenced John Lennon to write the words to "Imagine," but I would have no trouble believing it. The words resound with Buddhist attitudes.

"Change takes place through action. Not through prayer or meditation, but through action." - Dalai Lama

About ten years after familiarizing myself with Buddhism, I read "The Four Agreements" by de Ruiz. In it, he describes the Toltec Nagal as a Spiritual Warrior. Toltecs were scientific spiritualists with understanding of life similar to Buddhas. There is a huge movement underway to spread the word about this on the Internet. The four agreements follow the same kind of thoughts as Buddhist teachings.

The last non-religion I looked into is Metaphysics. To me, this is the Grand Unification Theory (GUT) that so many physicists are trying to prove with higher mathematics - from the microcosm through the macrocosm is one unified whole.

At the top of Maslow's Hierarchy of Needs is Transcendence. It is the underlying goal for all of us (according to Maslow) and is purely spiritual. It is attained by recognizing truth and nothing but the truth. We can call it Nirvana, as well. At the top of the pyramid on the Great Seal of the United States is the Eye of Horus, overlooking the world from its transcendent perch.

The Dalai Lama is in New York for the first time and is told about the delicious hot dogs sold by street vendors. He is taken to a nearby stand:

"What's your pleasure, Mac?" asks the vendor.

"One - with everything."

"It appears to me (whether rightly or wrongly) that direct arguments against christianity and theism produce hardly any effect on the public; and freedom of thought is best promoted by the gradual illumination of men's minds which follows from the advance of science." [Darwin]

"If we believe absurdities, we shall commit atrocities." [Voltaire]

"I cannot imagine a God who rewards and punishes the objects of his creation, whose purposes are modeled after our own -- a God, in short, who is but a reflection of human frailty. Neither can I believe that the individual survives the death of his body, although feeble souls harbor such thoughts through fear or ridiculous egotism." [Einstein]

"Faith means not wanting to know what is true." [Nietzsche]

"I cannot believe in the immortality of the soul.... No, all this talk of an existence for us, as individuals, beyond the grave is wrong. It is born of our tenacity of life - our desire to go on living ... our dread of coming to an end." [Edison]

"The Bible is not my book nor Christianity my profession. I could never give assent to the long, complicated statements of Christian dogma." [Lincoln]

"Religion is a byproduct of fear. For much of human history, it may have been a necessary evil, but why was it more evil than necessary? Isn't killing people in the name of God a pretty good definition of insanity?" [Arthur C. Clarke]

"Religions are all alike - founded upon fables and mythologies." [Thomas Jefferson]

"Say what you will about the sweet miracle of unquestioning faith, I consider a capacity for it terrifying and absolutely vile." [Kurt Vonnegut]

"Religion is based . . . mainly on fear . . . fear of the mysterious, fear of defeat, fear of death. Fear is the parent of cruelty, and therefore it is no wonder if cruelty and religion have gone hand in hand. . . . My own view on religion is that of Lucretius. I regard it as a disease born of fear and as a source of untold misery to the human race." [Bertrand Russell]

Author Notes I have begun restructuring the entire book.


Chapter 18
Deep, Deep thoughts

By Cogitator

E=mc2

Perhaps the most elegant equation of the twentieth century is from Einstein's Special Theory of Relativity. Such a simple-looking thing depicting mountains of thought. I spent much time thinking about this equation myself, but not from a mathematical viewpoint. The piles of paper created from trying to make the complex simple must have been huge. I have mountains of writing on my scrap pile also. Using words to communicate such an idea and keeping them as simple as possible was my goal.

My curiosity was aroused after three years of study of Rosicrucian monographs from 1986 through 1989. Those monographs explained how we communicate with our physical senses and how all "vibes" are actually cycles of differing frequency and amplitude traveling through space. What struck me in Einstein's equation is that E represents Amplitude and Frequency creates the other side. It is the same as Analog and Digital, the two sides of our own brain. The equal sign is the Corpus Callosum. I have no idea how many mathematical equations are used to end up with that result, but they must be many. I've undertaken trying to explain this in simple language and this is not an easy task.

First of all, I had to play the "What if?" game. Being familiar with COBOL from my programming days, I made use of the "IF ... THEN" statement in that language. I used to love the nested "IF ... THEN" statements to link multiple conditions within the same thought process. So, I began...

Isaac Newton proposed that there is no loss of energy in the Universe. IF that is true, THEN everything transforms within that Universe. All elements within it are in constant motion in the process of transforming. He also proposed that for every action, there is an equal and opposite reaction. What goes around, comes around. (Karma at work, perhaps.)

Einstein's equation implies that energy equals all the manifestations of that energy as the mc squared portion. The problem I encountered here is that Einstein proposed that the speed of light is constant at approximately 186,000 miles per second. IF that is so, THEN how can he square the speed of light?

Newton proposed in Optics that light is constant. Einstein says it is physical and travels. Hmmm.... How can these two views mesh? Einstein admits that Newton had the biggest influence on his work, so how can this be? The Rosicrucians helped me here.

The electromagnetic spectrum encompasses the entire Universe. In our human form, we are able to discern a very small slice of that spectrum in the middle of ultraviolet and infrared as visible light. That light strikes our retinas as vibrations which can be separated into the forms we see in our minds. IF Einstein's measure reflects the rate of vibrations against our human form and Newton's light is the light of consciousness, THEN we could resolve the views. This falls in line with Tulku's "Time, Space and Knowledge," relating Great TSK and Ordinary TSK.

Squaring the speed of light of Einstein still doesn't make sense if he holds to a finite speed. The "m" is mass, or matter. That little package is what created atomic weapons. (Einstein bemoaned the fact that the military/industrial complex chose to use his work to build destructive weapons before using it for peaceful use.) We'll get back to this quandary.

By this time, the wave/particle theory of Quantum Mechanics proved the existence of both with the same equation. IF that were true, THEN I could understand the equation better. I could imagine myself in the middle of the equal sign and behold the Wave of Energy on one side and the Particle of mc squared on the other side from that vantage point and see their equality. Analog and digital. Amplitude and frequency. Another analogy that made sense is: IF I am the surface of a mirror, THEN I can imagine either image as creating and beholding itself. (Einstein said' "Imagination is more important than knowledge.") The c squared in that scenario is simply the reflecting of our own thoughts. The m comprises the discernable forms we can recognize as human beings. There is no mass or matter unless we wish it to be.

The last step is a toughie. IF we fold both sides into the equal sign, THEN we discover we actually exist in our own self-made Universe. This follows the teachings of Buddhism as Nirvana. It also possibly explains what DesCartes meant with his "I think, therefore, I am." It also falls in step with Metaphysics. It also defines Transcendence.

When Paul and I designed Cogitator, I stressed the fact that the zero and one of binary could replicate any human idea. Wave is zero, Particle is one. Using this concept is how the artificial mind was born. These are not new ideas today and creating virtual reality can be exemplified by downloading any game. Using this knowledge to transform this insane world is a possibility today.

Along with Einstein's equation came the effort to define Time and Space. Again, the difference that arises is negotiated by Tarthang Tulku in "Time, Space and Knowledge." If we look at time as a dimension, we apply human perception to it. Same with space. From within your equal sign, the only time that exists is Now and the only space is Here. That is the transcendental view. From the here and now, we can project the then and there and create the future. That is what de Ruiz means when he says we can be the directors of our own life movie. That is what Eckhardt Tolle teaches to students seeking spiritual development.

So, now you know.

Author Notes Mind Bender


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