amber faustine: The happening"s within me The spirit of my soul was broken long ago,and since that day ive put on a show,keeping everything painful and traumatic locked deep within my core,never wanting to feel the crippling of those tragedies anymore,my heart has gone bitter and cold trying to stay numb,yet i know this behavior is dangerous and dumb,am i purposely trying to destroy the last of my sanity now, or simply protecting myself in every way i know how, who is this woman replacing me,I fear this is the life the future has in store for me. |
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amber faustine: One of a kind basket case. sometimes i question how you can handle me, especially when i feel like im losing my insanity. I am a one of a kind basket case most of the days, my life has been twisted in traumatic ways. i hope you know im grateful for all you do, its a task a lesser man wouldn't be able to do. Please know that i love you with my entire heart, and i pray nothing will ever tear us apart. |
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amber faustine: Teenagers {A mutated alien race} When your children reach there teenage years, life turns into the twilight zone with mounting fears. The life you once new has reached an end and is done, and what sanity one last nerve and patients left are soon to be gone. They begin mutating into an alien form utterly unknown to the human race, and whe you get them mad enough the structure and colors distort in there face. These teenage mutants grow stronger when they gather in groups together, they sometimes get crazy enough they forget they even have a mother. Thatis the time the to gather some protection around, Like a role of duct tape some heavy duty rope and a shouvel should be easily found. be prepared for a unique crazy and heartbreaking ride, if you are strong enough you can pull them out the other side. Frustrated exhausted and suffering from the breakdowns endured by both of you, If you make it count your lucky stars and be proud of all you had to do. Your children are always worth going to battle if it can keep them safe and sound, there is no other war as hard as this one for a mother is what i have found.. Inspired by all the teenage mutants in my life who give me the passion to carry on.. |
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amber faustine: TO THE WARRIOR OF MY WOUNDED HEART. Courageous is the man who tries to tame and love a wounded heart, Rebuilding with only broken pieces from the very start. Already feeling overwhelmed under the wight of another man's pain and anger, Hoping that she will soon see that he could never put her heart in danger. Struggling to further ahead constantly being pushed back and even further away, Endlessly trying to show her how much she is loved with every new day. At times he feels hopeless not knowing if there is anything left worth fighting for, And just then he sees a glimmer of light from behind her walls like hes seen in her before. Every day feels like a battle of wills as neither are sure of what will be, Like a brave warrior he continues tearing at her walls trying to set her heart free. Hoping for the day to come when she can see how deeply his love for her continues to flow, Yet if this warrior of a wounded heart knew that he is the only man to make the love in her heart want to grow. Inspired by my warrior thank you for loving me so.. |
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amber faustine: I will always be there for you when you are in need of a friend, with a shoulder to cry on a loving heart and a helping hand to lend. I promise to never judge you or think badly of you in any way, My friendship is unconditional and that is how it is going to stay. When you need me i will be there for anything doing whatever you need me to be, There will never be any strings attached my friendship is forever free. When you need me just a little or at times quit a lot, whatever the case may be I promise to give it all Ive got. |
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amber faustine: I am mighty and also weak, I am loving still angry,I cause hurt and get hurt, Because. I am a woman. I am saddened and the joyful, I can be utterly ugly and emerge even more beautiful. Because. I am a woman. I am often full of envy yet still vein to the core, Ive been broken to bits and was able to rise above, Ive felt crippling pain and empowering faith. Because. I am a woman. I have been a slave tethered down and still breath with the freedom of the wind, Ive known the very best and the worst of every emotion i could bare, I am old and tired and still spirited and young, Because. I am a woman, Ive done many things which fill me with pride and things of which i still feel ashamed. Because I am a woman, And because i am a woman i have had the strength and courage to be all of this and to continue onward. |
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