sheriph: I still remember vividly, yeah, the very day we met, the very minute. I never thought we will come this far and grow intimate like this, but you made it possible. All that we had is now history, a once upon a time story. Here I am now, feeling so lonely, feeling so bad, regretting for blowing up that only chance you gave me and hating myself for why I had to let you go. I miss you. I miss you big, and you know that and I sure hope you miss me too. You know what I miss about you? It is your lovely eyes. Those beautiful sharp eyes that always seemed to pierce through me whenever you looked at me, as if looking for an unknown answer. I feared your eyes, especially when you give me that look that always weakened me and that i had to dodge it every now and then. I never saw you as anything else other than just a good friend, but you had other wicked ideas. You treated more than how a good friend should be treated. My good friends saw this, but I never did. You used all kinds of methods and tricks to get to me and to have me, but all that bore no fruits. Though my colleagues insisted that you had a big crush on me, I never believed them. May be I was a fool, or may be I was too young to understand what love is, or maybeâ?¦love was not in my dictionary. I guess I cared less about love. My education is what came before love by then. Surprisingly, you had a bunch of guys coming after you coz you were a real beauty, and you left every guy mesmerized. You never gave them half a chance, let alone a full one. You never had the courage to approach me and tell me how you felt about me. You kept it to yourself for too long and it was killing you and driving you crazy. You had to let it go. to be continued.............. |
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