Excellent All of us has fought depression at one time or another. Falling In, Again by papa55mike

the day already seems hopeless there are so many ways to lose i'm sure to find one that fits it won't be long before i'll be falling in, again   will there ever be a time of hope a day full of peace in my life it's so hard to smile while my world is collapsing, again   each step is so painful now every breath continues to be torture the minutes creep slowly by while i'm walking up to the pit,  again    why do i constantly do this badgering myself into submission finding nothing but self-blame i'm now falling into oblivion, again   after slamming into the bottom there's a tiny flicker of light the top inch by inch, foot by foot i start the journey to the top, again              Author Notes Years ago, I fought the pit so many times it just became a part of who I was. I was either falling in or climbing out. It took me years to realize that I had the power not to fall into that pit anymore. I can choose to be happy and loved by God. With all that has happened this year, I never realized that I had fallen in again. It took a couple of months to figure out what happened, but my joy is slowly coming back. With God's help. Many thanks for reading! Have a great day and God bless. mike

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