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Written right after a panic attack All emotions are real
I Choose Rainbows
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Panic Attack
by sholessjo
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Terror blazes in my soul
It burns so deep
I am blinded by its glow
It chills so cold
I freeze in fear
I breathe heavy
Heavier
Help me
My heart pounds
Stop this lunacy
My heart pounds faster
I begin to pant
Gasping
I breathe again
Deeper
My shoulders shake
My senses numb
I can't stand the pain
I am confused
My emotions blaze with fear
Help me God
This is lunacy
I can't control what I do
I can't control what I don't
Yet I must control
God
I can't breathe
Am I dying
I must put logic into motion
Two plus two equal four
Four plus four equal eight
Help me
understand the pain
I must get home
My family
My friends
I Can't breathe
Why can't I breathe
Reality escapes
Why is logic so shallow
It rules our beast
But fails our soul
Emotions run awry
Insanity rules
Black is black
Sad is sad
Depression robs
Destroyer of life
Depression overwhelms
God is my salvation
I need his wisdom
Bless me
Lord
I have sinned
I have been vain
And I have been selfish
Desperation plagues
My every thought
My every action
My every need
God
I need help
Out of control
I cry
My emotions
My soul
Lost in eternity
God!
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