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Even though I have accepted my fate
and know peace, things keep changing
I have often found myself on what I thought
was my death bed in recent years
my friends in shock at my appearance
not expecting me to last long
even some professionals held that view
Then in a case of surprised revival
each episode rendering me weaker
never regaining my original strength
it has suddenly brought on mixed emotions
Our Father instilled in us a
strong survival mode-a will to live
I have never been very worldly
though loving its beauty
This strange process seems to have
awakened my desire to live
I find myself vacillating between both
Life and death
I call myself the Energizing Bunny
I don't feel qualified to question God
so I just keep going and going
in spite of my symptoms recently
the more I do-the more I can do
in a state of confusion and gratitude
I work to get my house in order
Signing off for now
The Energizing Bunny
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Author Notes
Thank you, seshadri_sreenivasans for loaning your art. Blessings. This dying process has been long, confusing and at times difficult. People who care for me are amazed as I am. I have a true transformation. It isn't unusual to get a spurt of energy. This has been a pretty long spurt and growing. I watch Utube videos of dying to learn what to expect. I'm not complaining, just updating my friends on here.
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