"The Son He Used to Be"
By Ricky1024
And Jason Richard Smrkovsky
(From Heaven)
Written on July 25th, 2016.
Part Number One
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"Once Not Upon A Time...
"When Life for me was sweeter than Wine...
....
"November 5th, 1984.:
"NEE"
"For me...
"A Son in order of Two plus Three...
"Girl, girl, girl, boy, and girl..
"Nice...
...
"Nichole Megan Harbach and Kyle Erin...
Corrine Alexis, Jason Richard, and Dana Alyse Smrkovsky."
"But...
...
"Springs turned into Summers...
"Summer back into Springs...
"My flowers boomed in every room...
...
"Back to School came and went...
"And Winter lost Fall..
"And, through it all..
"The mostly good but sometimes sad...
"Through the Wonder of it all...
"My family grew...
"If I only knew...
...
"Autumn turned into Winters...
"And, Winters back into Falls..
"And, all the leaves of me ..
"Silently, started to fall...
"Christmas Time as snow coated my so with delight...
"But, something didn't feel....
"Quite right...
...
"Yes, the first went off to college, so, so, eager for knowledge while Number Two didn't quite know...
'What to do?"

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"Number Two (Who didn't no what to do...
"Would give to me...
"A beautiful grandchild
"My, first of three...
...
"And, number three...
"Would (Like Number One)
go off to "Rutger's University."
"Now, the Last two knew what to do and had their sights set on Highschool."
"But...
...
"Jason (My Only Son) after all of those wonderful concerts and basketball games...
"After all His friends that shared their soul and pains...
"After all that He...
"Wanted to be...
"Something so Horrid, would soon come to me...
...
"A Percussionist with His very, own, *Band...
"The CD'S...
"Jason's Hot Shit!"
"Starting to,do His own thing and enjoyong it...
"Dreaming of graduating Highschool and becoming a mechanic at Brookdale...
"All that He had done and accomplished...
"All that He wanted to do...
...
"You see reviewers...
"Jason set His sights on
"The Brass Ring" but...
"There is this thing called Fate and Destiny...
...
"The Spring of 2003, came in like a Lamb and Left with Satan snatching it up and grasping it's hand...
...
"As The Ides of March would soon...
"Be marching over me...
"And, as I look back at what should be...
End of Part Number One.
Conclusion later on today...
RICKY1024. ,*****************************
Conclusion.
"And, as I look back,at what should be...
"I find myself questioning...
"Time?"
...
"Time for this to end!"
"Time for this to end and for me and You...
"Jay, to go home!"
"And, time for You to go on, with Your life but...
...
"DARKENED CLOUDS REAPPEAR AND THE FORCAST IS...
"TORRANCIAL RAINS... "THUNDER, LIGHTNING, TORNADOS, APPEAR FROM SOME KIND OF SATANIC CREASE!"
"AND DEATH!"
"I HELD ON FOR MY VERY, LAST, BREATH!"
...
"My, Dear, Lord, whyeth Thy raiseth Thy Sword?"
"HAVE I not obeyed?"
"HAVE I not obeyed and slayed The **Beast?"
"To say the least?"
...
"But...
"You I see....
"This life of,dispair...
"Was meant ťo be!"
...
"My Son, My Son thoueth have done nothing wrong!"
"Yes, ye slayed Thy Beast and yes, you tried but...
"Thou, Soneth Jay, is needed now in a VERY, VERY, VERY SPECIAL WAY!"
....
"TORRANCIAL RAIN BESETS, LIGHTNING AND THUNDER, DISAPATE...
Hurricane Winds cease and Tornados fall back in the SATANIC CREASE!"
....
"Angels appear and slowly lift Jay into the arms of Heavenly Father..
"No more need for pain My Son...
"Your Son's work,here is done!:
...
"And, for now and Forever...
"WRITE MY WRITTEN WORD FROM THY HEART AND ALWAYS REMEMBER..
"REMEMBER THY SON, NOT AS HE APPEARS...
"BUT REMEMBER THY SON AS AN ANGEL ABOVE!"
"AND THEN..
"FILL, THY BROKEN HEART WITH THESE WORDS...
"THESE WORDS OF LOVE...
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