"Jason's Ladder,2003(A)
By Ricky1024
(Written on April 28th, 2006 at 8:45 AM.)
Note: A Re-Write.
"Oh My Lord God Ricky, Kyle Erin just called...
"She said...
"It's, Jason...
"It's, Jason...
(in tears)
"He has been in a horrid and horrible accident!"
"She then said...
"Get over here right away!"
...
"Note: I first heard the first sound, as I was playing chess on my computer.
"It was a very, large, and emergable sound...
"And I could not believe....
"I thought...
"Oh My God, someone hit a telephone pole!"
"And then as I again...
"Write these sad but amazing words with my Cross chrome and black-striped pen...
"A second (but greater noise) was even worse!"
"And that was when, I later determined, it was the car dropping from the level of at least eight to ten feet!"
...
"Now, the car fell down, as my Son's head went up and dislodged the car's convertible top!"
"Of the Ford Mustang!"
"A Ford Mustang Convertible that could never be tamed...
"A Ford Mustang Convertible car driven by a maniac Hell bent on destruction!"
"And that 'Death Car' was raced at ATCO, New Jersey!"
...
"Now Fanstory Reviewers, you must realize the speed control was taken out and the only, single, airbag, was dislodged!"
"All because of an installation of a radio system by a severely, mentally-ill driver named Brian Cole!"
"And this 'Cole'was not. King or a Merry Man...
'
"Again you have to realize and understand that the police report protected him, for his mom was an administrator at the high school, running and supervising, the entire sport departmemt!"
...
"Understand, Brian had joined 'The Suicide Club' at the local high school!"
(name withheld) and was on his way to Hell!"
"And reviewers...
"There was only one thing that was wrong....
"My Son and only SON, JASON...
"Was in the passenger seat and after further determination...
(Since the car's shifter was locked in third gear).
"It quite possibly was traveling at an estimated 80 to 100 miles per hour...
...
"And at the Atlantic City Emergency Hospital...
"Only seventeen hours later...
"My only Son, Jason Richard Smrkovsky...
"Was pronounced....
"With severe and irreversible brain damage...
"The head nurse showed me and my wife Carolyn the x-rays and said...
"This was the worse brain injury that I had ever seen in my ten years here at the hospital...
"And yes, we donated His organs and now...
"The poem...
"Jason's Ladder?"

"After tragic loss of any child...
"No matter the circumstances...
"For CRYING OUT FU**** LOUD...
"No matter your life's experiences...
"No matter the sex...
"And no matter WHOM, YOU ARE...
"The elevator does not transverse to the top floor anymore...
...
"And after this occurrence struck...
"And FU**** UP ME...
"Like a ton of bricks...
"My elevator cable snapped and the elevator then smashed through the 'Earth's Crust!"
"Now plummitting me into a dank, dark, and unknown place!"
...
"A place where there is no light...
"A place where there is no love... "A place or no forgiving...
"A place where nothing will grow...
"Nothing is living...
"And yes, there is many a
special thing existing...
"Existing in my new and special club...
...
"And in this club which is 'idiopathic' which means it has no name...
"No fame...
"And which is quite filled with members of 'extreme and severe mental pain' as they are confused from...
"A loss of sleep and appetite, subjected to extreme, mental, cruelty, and lastly...
"With total love and devotion comes a total loss...
"A one of a kind...
"Total loss of your FU*****MIND!"
...
"And within your mind...
"You are drowning in a "Toxic-Waste Tank" yanked from all that you loved...
"And all that you so need...
"A dark, dank, and unknown place of waste...
...
"Now....
"A mind is a beautiful thing when the connections fire off at a rate of hundreds of thousands of times a second!"
"As mental depression slows this process to a point of extreme Sluggishness and Bloodlessness...
"Everything now takes hundreds of thousands of times longer to achieve...
"And with total-physical exhaustion, comes a lesser and better understanding...
"As the doom and gloom closes in...
"Icy Fingers" prick and pick you apart...
"Demons racing in your horrid mind!"
"As they RIP OUT YOUR FU***** HEART!"
"You are now that...
"One of a kind!"
...
"And in this new and very, very, special of displace...
"After being plunged to the bottom of seemingly HELL...
"You gotta climb as if under a cruel spell...
"Up to the top rung but you continue to slip on the tears....
"As that sad and horrid memory appears...
...
"And after what seems years...
"After all the slipping and all the tears...
"You here this sound...
"This 'Bell of Mercy' appears...
"And then there is this incredible flick now showing...
"JASON'S LADDER!"
"As magnificent as ever but the nightmare is still there?"
"As you now laugh, smile and sing!"
"You are hearing the most 'Beautiful and Heavenly Song' and this is no nighmare but a dream...
...
"But you are wide awake...
"Eyes no longer swollen shut!"
"Eyes not swollen, blackened, and shut like Jay's on that horrid of horrid of day...
...
"And he has been listening and He did not forsake!"
"And the voice here is so deep and meloncholy...
"Like a voice from your memory long past...
"Of something so meaningful and tender and dear..
...
"And now...
"That's the way it's supposed to be!"
"The children grow and become the parents and bury thee!"
"It's so crystal clear now...
...
"So, I give ye all Fanstory Reviewers this blessing and pray it will work in your times of this distressing...
"And Iastly...
...

"You now stop sliding from the ladder down and finally you reach up and finally grab that hand!"
"And that hand came reaching down for me!"
"And my reviewing friends...
...
"You realize that it is my Son, Jay and He is now here for me!"
"And this is a "Ladder of Love" and a Gift from God Above!"
...
"I climbed this ladder back in the year of our Lord 2004 and after coming out of severe, mental, deppression and that horrid pit...
"I named it after my son Jason...
"Jason's Ladder."