General Poetry posted October 4, 2009 Chapters:  ...22 23 -24- 25... 


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Depression

A chapter in the book The Flower You Once Held

Suicide Myself

by Laidy

You kill me with the words and hits,
and I bleed inside my mind.
I feel so worthless
I feel so down.
I want to take this life
and take it to the end,
so I can bleed to the beat of my pain.
Suicide myself,
these pains in my heart
make me act out of my
character.
Wanting another to give
me what you once did,
I feind for the love of another.
This pain you give me
with the physical blows,
and the words that make me stay,
have me confused
and I don't know what to do.
My mind is rushing,
I want that blade,
I choose to cut,
I want that bleed,
and the silver to deepen
and slice me to death.
Only then I can win.
This depression I fight,
I choose not to win.


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This is written like this purposely. "i" is uncapitalized because i feel i am unworthy and small.
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