Letters and Diary Poetry posted August 15, 2008


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My thoughts on being adopted

Ode To My Birth Mother

by ~Dovey


Written for my birth mother, Mary Ann Johnson. My thanks to channeled for the artwork.
You loved me enough to give me life, 
without the assurance of "man and wife."
Carrying to term while all alone,
knowing not where I would find a home.
This selfless act was a wish come true,
despite the loss it might bring to you.
Thank you Mom, for this gift you gave,
to give me away was bold and brave.
When you signed the papers to set me free,
you truly showed your love for me.
The ultimate act of sacrifice,
to give me a chance at a better life.
In my heart I've always known,
that I would never be alone.
From deep within your spirit calls,
and picks me up when I might fall.
This thought I've pondered at great length,
you are my source of inner strength.
You gave me up to a loving home,
to those who raised me as their own.
I suffered nothing, knew no pain,
you alone have bore the strain.
With the passage of the years,
I hope that time has dried your tears.
The choice you made was for the best,
lay any fears you have to rest.
One day in passing on the street,
perhaps we'll have the chance to meet.
Our paths entwined by twist of Fate,
a time for us to celebrate.
Until that time, I just want to say,
"Thank you for my life today."
And for every girl posed with this choice,
I urge you to listen to that inner voice.
Despite what you've done, as reckless and wild,
show your love for your unborn child.
Make the decision you know is best,
and God will take care of the rest.



Recognized


Several years ago I needed to request a copy of my birth certificate from the State of Oregon. It was then that I discovered that Oregon had recently unsealed their adoption records. In addition to my birth certificate (which lists my adoptive parents names, since I was adopted when I was only 3 days old) I was able to request a Pre-Adoption certificate. There was very little information on this certificate, but what there was is priceless. It listed the name of my birth mother, Mary Ann Johnson and that she was born in North Dakota. She was 27 when I was born on July 17, 1967 in Portland, Oregon. I presume she was not married as all the information about my birth father was left blank. This is all the information that I have about her and I was thrilled to receive at least that much. I have always known that I was adopted, and am very fortunate to have been adopted into a very loving family that always treated me as their own. In my 41 years I have not initiated a search for my birth mother and am content being who I am today. By way of irony, my birth mother and I share the same middle name. Perhaps one day Fate will bring us together.
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