"Hell No!" (A)
"Fact of Fiction?"
Chapter Number One
(Into the Sea of Destiny!)
Written on February 23rd, 2022
By Doctor Ricky 1024
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"A little that a righteous man hath is better than the riches of many wicked."
"For the arms of the wicked shall be broken but the LORD upholdeth the righteous."
Psalms 37:26-17.
...
"It will come a day where all of these "Earthly-Things"
"Will pass away."
"And, we will be faced with what matters the most-Our Eternity."
...
'As far as Hell knows?'
'Unfortunately it seems the answer to me?'
'Without a moment of regress?'
'Yes!'
'And, my name?'
'Well thanks for asking and it's "Number Eight"
...
'It's 247 degrees f.'
'And, I've been down here now for three, full, Fucking, days!'
'They say that if you commit suicide you will go to Hell?'
'Hell yes!'
'I left my Lousy Soul hanging at the end of a rope!'
...
'Yes!'
'And, it's dark and it's dank down here and it stinks down here!'
'There is no Sun shining nor glimmer of Hope!'
'I'm still as if dangling from that rope!'
...
'There are no birds singing, nor are there any flowers in bloom!'
'It's just all Doom and Gloom!'
'And, there's plenty of room.'
'Yes, at the "Inn of Satan!"
'And, yes be careful!'
'Because he's here waiting to welcome you!'
'Just like he welcomed me!'
...
'Oh?'
'I forgot to introduce myself!'
'Unfortunately, here in Hell?'
'We are all labeled with a number.'
'My number?'
#66614978.
'You can just call me.'
"Number Eight"
'Yes, for short.'
...
'And, I'll tell you one thing about this place?'
'It's almost as if there's a void here in Outer Space!'
'Fuck!'
'Something just bit me?'
'Oh, it's just him he wants my attention!'
...
'You of course have to come for the ride and you will meet him!'
Yes, Ricky.'
'You'll meet the Master!'
States, "The Boat Keeper"
(The Grim Reaper)
'And, he has the most pleasant smile!'
'How do you say Close-Up 'Toothpaste?'
'Or Ban deodorant?'
...
'But you will be giving a very nice and valuable gift?'
'Yes from the "Master of Darkness!"
'Two Solid Gold Coins!'
...
Note: 'On the one side there is a picture of a face in agony that is burning!'
'And, on the other side?'
'Another face that you'll get to learn about later!'
'Yes, and this "Another face?"
'That you'll get to learn about later?'
'Well he has many names.'
...
"Lord & Master!"
"The Master of Unholy Darkness!"
'I just call him Butch for short!'
(More on that later!)
...
'Well, he's trying to put the gold coins over each one of my eyes!'
'Probably because it's a secret?'
'Yes, the river ride down the River Sythe.'
'And, we're not supposed to know the actual destination.'
"Top Secret"
(As if we didn't know?)
...
End of Chapter Number One!
...
"Hell No!" (B)
(Chapter Number Two)
"Come Ride With Me Into the Sea of Your Destiny!"

'Now, this is your last chance Doctor Ricky.'
Complains the Grim Reaper.
'You have to hold still while I afix the two gold coins over your eyes!'
'But Reaper?'
'I keep telling you!'
'That they're not going to do me any good covering my eyes!'
'And yes!'
'Instead, I want them in my pocket!'
(As I bite down hard to guarantee that they are solid gold!)
'Geez Louise!'
...
'It seemed like an Eternity on that River but they say...
'Even though I could not see?'
"Curiosity killed the cat!"
'God knows I've cheated Death?:
'Yes, 13 times!'
'And, this 14th?'
'Yes, is kind of hard on me!'
'Wonder if my body is still swaying from that old oak tree?'
...
'So, I comply but just for a little second!'
'Yes, as I take a quick peek!'
'Now I know what the smell is and where it's coming from!'
'Damn!'
...
'Will you look at that!'
'Yes, there's dead bodies hanging from the trees!'
"No wonder it smells so bad!'
'And, Look it's Bin Laden that dirty Muslim!'
'Well damn it!'
'I'm a suicide victim and I hung myself God.'
'But is that where I'm going to wind up?'
I wonder.
'But then again I'm already here?'
...
'So, finally the river raft ride down the Sea of Un-Tranquility comes to a stop.'
'The Reaper tells me to get the Fuck out of his boat!'
'Yes, as he takes the coins off!'
'So, leave his boat and that he's says ..
'I got more work to do!'
'I just got a text message ex-president Bill Clinton's wife Hillary's on her way!'
'No problem Grim and it was so nice to meet you!'
'See you in the Fairytale book!'
I reply with a Snicker on my face.
...
Note: 'The Reaper told me to stay to the left trail only, until I get to the next destination?'
"The Gate Keeper"
(Which I have no idea?)
'But I do know this!'
'Yes, that the smell has dissipated a lot and I don't see any more hangings!'
...
'So, for the next 4 hours.'
'I take in the view and enjoy the ambiance of Hell!'
'I think to myself?'
'It's so wonderful down here.'
'I'm surprised they're not advertising it with brochures?'
"Holiday in Hell!"
Call 1-800-666-Fuck-U!'
...
'Finally at last?'
'Yes, I come to the gate.'
'And, great?'
'There yes is a Gate Keeper!'
'Who looks like the Crypt Keeper!'
'Suddenly I feel as if I'm in one of the tales from the Crypt episodes on TV!'
...
'Ricky get a hold of yourself!'
'Your losing it!'
'Who said that?'
I wonder.
'After all you did this to yourself!'
'Thinking that by killing yourself?'
'Yes, you wouldn't have to put up with the constant pain on Earth.'
'And, you could go to Heaven with your son.'
'And, boy was that a stupid decision!'
The voice said.
'I thought to myself.'
'I think I'm going nuts!'
...
'Now, Actually the Grim Keeper of the gate was very nice to me?'
'Asshole?'
'Do you still have the gold coins?'
He asks me.
'Yes sir deep in my left pocket.'
'And, that's where they're staying until I go back home!'
'Where I belong and leave this Nightmare behind!'
I reply.
...
'I need the one coin.'
He states.
'Yez, or else I cannot open the gate and allow you entrance into Hell to see the Master!'
'Master me this!'
'And, master me that!'
'Who's afraid of the big black bat!'
...
'Your Number Eight aren't you?'
He asks me.
'I was told that you would have been here by 6:00 p.m.'
'And, not 11:00 p.m.'
'They told me that some jerk off, who's a writer, is coming to challenge Satan in a game of chess!'
'Winner take ALL!'
...
'WelI you see Crypt Keeper?'
'Gate Keeper or whatever the Fuck you are?'
'I kind of got lost on my way to
"Band Camp!"
I reply.
...
End of Chapter Number Two!
To be continued tomorrow with Chapter Number Three Entitled,

"Entrance into Hell!"
Written on February 24th, 2022
By Doctor Ricky 1024
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'And, As I passed through.'
'Yes, I hear the old, creaky, and rusted Gates saying goodbye to me?'
'As, I continue along the left side of the trail!'
2 hours later?
...
'I swear it sounds like music?'
I wonder.
There's no person singing but there's a beating of a drum and also I can hear the noise of harmonica?'
'And, there's this guy sitting on an old tree stump?'
...
'Hey are you on the way to hell?'
'Here why don't you sit next to me for a spell?'
'I give this guy to look over and then I reply...
...
'Are you Willy Nelson?'
'He then grabs a violin that's right next to him and starts playing the song,
"The Devil went Down to Georgia!"
'By Charlie Daniels!'
'And, Now I know I am going nuts!'
...
'After Willie finishes I asked him if he has any Xanax or Valium?'
'He just starts laughing and says...
'Just keep on the trail to the right Number Eight!'
'And, not left!'
'And, then you won't see any more apparitions!'
...
'So, I do is I am told because this is my story!'
'Yes!'
'And, I know reviewers is getting kind of old but it definitely isn't getting kind of cold?'
'As I continue on my way, yes I can tell I'm getting closer to Hell!'
'Why?'
'Because the smell is coming back again!'
3 hours later...
...
'I come now, not to the Gate Keeper but to this old man?'
'He has a placard sign hanging from around his neck that states...
"Are you on the journey to Hell?"
'So, I nod my response and he nods back like a bobblehead?'
...
'He then tells me that in order to get to Hell.'
'You have to answer a riddle?'
'I'll bite.'
I reply.
...
'There's three men in a boat lost at sea.'
'The boat goes down in a storm but the three men survive and managed to get into a life raft!'
'Now the last man is able to grab something which is a partial pack of cigarettes!'
'Yes, before the boat goes down!'
'There are four cigarettes in the pack.'
'There is no lighter but there is a pack of matches.'
'But unfortunately they're wet!'
'How do they smoke?'
'So, I ask him is it going to cost me my other gold coin if I get it wrong?'
'He doesn't reply so then I think about it.'
...
'Seem to me that I remember this riddle from an old Batman episode.'
'Yes and from the '60s!'
'And, it was of course given to Batman and Robin by The Riddler!'
'Yes!'
'And, the part of the Riddler was an actor named Frank Gorshin!'
So I reply.
...
'Simple!'
'You take the extra cigarette from the pack...
(Or the fourth cigarette)
'Throw it overboard and then the boat becomes a cigarette lighter!'
'Correct!'
He States surprised.
'You know you're the first person to get that right that's why there's a whole wood pile of dead bodies over there still burning!'
'Now, I know where the smells coming from!'
I think to myself.
'So, with my gold coin still deep in my left pocket.'
'Yes, I continue on my journey to Hell!'

"Me and the Master of Darkness!"
Written on February 25th, 2022
By Doctor Ricky 1024

"Beware!"
"Continue this Way!"
'I guess now I'm supposed to follow directions as in warning signs?'
I figured.
'So, I focused on the signs, as I continued on my Merry way!'
'Now this is taking me all Day!'
'God, you would think from after all that I've been through.'
'That it will be a little bit closer and coming into view?'
...
'So, I did as instructed before and stayed on the path to the right.'
'Not the left.'
'I did this for about 4 hours and then I came across another sign.'
"You're Getting Closer!"
...
'Now, and at this rate?'
'I should be actually at the gates or door of Hell, no later than 3:00 in the afternoon.'
I figured.
'And, it's been about 18 hours since the Reaper dropped me off!'
...
'And that's when I noticed it?'
'This crazy red glow?'
'And, it looked like it was about a mile away!'
'Could this be Hell?'
I wondered.
...
'Jesus!'
'This was when I noticed it!'
'Yes, the trail felt like it was increasing in heat?'
'And, as I got closer?'
'It felt like the soles of my sneakers were about to melt!'
'Crazy!'
'I thought as I continued on my way.'
...
'And, then I saw what was causing the glow!'
'Yes, it was a big sign stating,
"Welcome to Hell!"
'You could fry eggs off of that!'
I thought.
...
'And yes!'
'This time it wasn't a gate but it was a really big large metal door!'
And, there was a small placard above the top that stated, "Satan's House"
'That's when I realized there was a slot?'
...
'So, I kept on banging on this door there was no doorbell or any knocker!'
'My knuckles were starting to get raw and nobody was answering!'
'And, then I had an epiphany!'
...
'Maybe the slot is there for a purpose?'
'So I reached down into my pocket and pulled out the gold coin.'
'I figured it was going to do me any good in Hell.'
'So, I placed it in and listened carefully.'
'Yes, as it kind of rolled around, at first.'
'As if it was searching for something?'
'And, then I heard this loud noise?'
'As the door unlocked and slowly creaked open on its own!'
...
'Now that was creepy I thought.'
'So I entered and went inside and saw some Many, Many, strange but amazing things!'
'I noticed the drawing that was on the one coin.'
'Yes, was also on the other side of the door when I was inside!'
'This horrible face of agony!'
...
'The carpet was a plush purple,
Blood-Red with symbols on it that looked very ancient.'
'I actually started to feel like comforting feeling being inside.'
'And, the temperature was actually quite normal!'
'Remember?'
'I was traveling in an atmosphere that was close to 247 degrees farienheit!'
...
'Suddenly this strange person approached me!'
'You can trust me!'
'Can you say weird?'
'So, I called him Igor and then he asked me my name?'
'So, I told him Doctor Ricky.'
'No your Fucking Number!'
He demanded.
'Number Eight?'
'I think?'
...
'He then said to me.'
Take eight steps to the Left.'
'Stop then take eight steps to the right.'
'Stop again and spin eight times.'
'And, then knock on the door that will be in front of you!'
...
'So, I did exactly as instructed and he was correct!'
'Suddenly a door appeared as if out of Nowheres!'
'The door opened on its own?'
'Yes, I didn't have to put a key in, knock or a coin?'
...
'The man that greeted me was very old and wrinkled!'
'He told me to follow him into the study room.'
''And, this was when I met Satan.'
(For the first time)
'He told me to sit across from him.'
'Yes, at this very rather large desk with more strange and deranged symbols on it!'
...
'This is when he reached into a drawer and pulled out the chess set.'
'I was told that this was going to happen.'
'And, the person that told me was exactly right!'
'I now realized that I would be in for the fight of my life?'


"Hell No!"(A)Final?
"Stop, Look, and Listen?"
Written on February 26th, 2022
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright �©Fanstory
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'It's funny when you're scared you can feel your heartbeat as if it's in your pulse!'
Note: 'The chess board was kind of strange it wasn't what you would typically think.'
'Each square had a strange symbol on it.'
'Plus there was no game pieces?'
...
'Are you ready Number Eight to begin?'
Asked Satan.
''And, you do know winner takes all!'
'I'm not sure what he meant by that but I was still game.'
'I've been playing this game since a child.'
'Yes, and by no means.'
'Would I qualify myself as an expert but I've also win most of the time.'
...
Note: 'There's certain strategies and rules in the game of chess.
'And yes!'
'It is a game of intellect and the person that can stay and predict many moves ahead?'
'Yes, usually will be the winner!'
...
'Satan states that since he is the Lord of Darkness.'
'He picks the Black pieces.'
'And, that he gets to move first?'
'However, in the real game of Chess.'
'The person who is the white goes first.'
...
'I said to Satan.'
'You forgot to put the pieces down on the playing board.'
'Shut up Asshole and just watch!'
'Suddenly, as if he can control the whole board and every piece?'
'Kings pawn move forward two squares!'
...
'The king came to life and kicked the pawn in the butt!'
'Yelling out ouch!'
'The pawn complied and moved the two squares forward!'
'Yes, which is a typical starting and beginning move in chess!'
...
'So, I counter-acted doing exactly the same and was quite amazed at how my pieces listen to me!'
'And, of course without a kick in the ass!'
...
'I'd already had my plan figured and it would defeat Satan if he went for my bait?'
'I learned a long time ago, to keep and pair up either your Knights or Bishop's.'
'And, don't separate them!'
'Work them as a pair!'
'In other words?'
'Keep the two together!'
'Don't lose one Knight and one Bishop!'
'Yes, and have one Knight and one Bishop left.'
'I said this to Satan and asked him if he knew that rule and strategy?'
...
'Of course I know stupid!'
'This is Hell and I've never lost one Soul yet!'
He replied.
'I knew now that he would take the bait!'
Yes!'
'Which would be a sacrifice of my Bishop!'
'And, being that I am a Latter-Day Saint Priest.'
(With the Church of Jesus Christ)
'I knew deep down in my Broken Heart.'
'Yes, that he would take it even More!'
'Since he hates religion and also God above!'
...
Note: 'It takes exactly six moves to clear the spaces in front of the Bishop and the Queen.'
'And align them up diagonally.'
...
'Well it looks like you're going to lose now idiot!'
'Because I'm taking another one of your worthless pieces!'
'Yes!'
'Your Bishop!'
'Stupid Priest!
Satan bragging!'
...
'Well, I'm so sorry to say Lord and Master of Hell!'
'My Queen is waiting and your King has now no place to go!'
'Checkmate!'
'If you could have seen the look on his face?'
'Yes, you would have pissed yourself!'
'And, as for Winner takes All?'
'I have no interest in ruling the Netherworld!'
I stated.
...
'And, now All I want to do?'
'Yes, is exactly as Dorothy did in the End of The Wizard of Oz!'
'Yes, when she said the Five magic words...
'There's No Place Like Home'
The End!
Note: 'And, yes this is a fictional story but if you know somebody that's truly suicidal?'
'And, talks about doing away with themself by hanging?'
'Then please call 9-11 or the National Suicide Hotline at
1-800-273-8255

Approximate Word Count: 3124.

Author Notes

Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist, 'Bill Bistak' His Incredible Picture Entitled, "after the storm of competition"

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"The Killing of Virtue"
Written on August 6th, 2012
By Doctor Ricky 1024
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We to a limited degree,
Must be to a degree,
Each and every one,
True unto me and unto you.
"The Killing of Virtue"
...
As God's children,
We each and every one,
Have a responsibility,
To Be or Not to Be?
To a degree,
True to me.
True to you.
"The Killing of Virtue"
...
Virtue is a lack of copulation,
Limited to the finest of light,
For each and every one of us,
Has the ability to live our lives through.
"The Killing of *Virtue"

Author Notes

*Vir.tue:noun /verCHoo/ 1. behavior showing high moral standards. "Paragons of virtue" Similar: goodness, virtuousness 1. (in traditional Christian anthology) the seventh highest order of the ninefold celestial hierarchy. ... Note: Currently in Ukraine, Mother Russia is causing diverse destruction and misery. Which seems never ending. ... Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist, 'bunkie' His Incredible Picture Entitled, "Organ Pipe Mountains"

Chapter 61
Tragedy in Blonde

By Ricky1024

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Warning: The author has noted that this contains the highest level of sexual content.

"Tragedy in Blonde"
Written on March 3rd, 2022
By Doctor Ricky 1024
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Throughout the Cruelty of Human History.
Perhaps no females have suffered more than Blondes?
They say, "Blondes Have More Fun!"
And, with that thought in mind?
Yes, let's explore?
...
Jean Harlow, "The Bleached Blonde"
(March 3rd, 1911~ June 7th, 1937) Harlow was known for her bad girl image.
Was the leading Sex-symbol of the 1930's.
She had a brief 9-year film career.
But unfortunately, Jean died tragically in 1937.
Due to kidney failure.
...
Jayne Mansfield.
(April 19th,1933~June 29th, 1967)
Jayne was an American Actress, Singer, Nightclub Entertainer, and Playboy playmate.
She also, was a sex symbol of 1950's.
Jayne won both a Theatre World's Award and also a Golden Globe.
Tragically, Miss Mansfield later died from sustain injuries due to an automobile accident.
She was decapitated.
...
Marilyn Monroe.
(AKA. Norma Jean Baker)
Was known.
(Yes, in my own words)
As the girl who started the Revolution of Ice with this thought, "Diamonds Are a Girl's Best Friend"
Model, Singer, and Another Blonde Bombshell.
...
Marilyn Monroe was born on
June 1st, 1926 in Los Angeles California.
She died August 4th, 1962.
Marilyn was very famous for being Hefner's first Playboy bunny.
Also, being involved with JFK.
Yes, she died tragically and unfortunately, we still don't know exactly why to this very day.
...
Dorothy Stratton was another Playboy Playmate Model, as well as, an Actress.
Dorothy Stratton was born on
February 28th, 1960 in Vancouver Canada.
Dorothy, unfortunately passed away August 14th, 1980.
She was shot in the face with a 12 gauge shotgun and raped by her husband Paul Snyder.
...
Sharon Tate died August 9th, 1969.
(Along with four others)
Who were murdered by the Mansion family cult.
She was eight and a half months pregnant.
...
Too, too, many Beautiful flowers.
And, too, too, early to lose their Blooms.
Let us not remember them for their Tragic and early Doom.

Author Notes

Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist, 'seshadri_sreenivasan' His Incredible Picture Entitled, "When Dreams Go Up in Flames"

Chapter 62
Assassination!

By Ricky1024

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"Assassination!"
Chapter Number One
(Dancing my Blue Suedes through the Valley of Death!)
Written on April 8th, 2022
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright © Fanstory
'All Rights Reserved'

Allow me to take you back to a period of time almost sixteen years ago?
Warning!
True Life Graphic story!
...
Way back then I consider myself more a family man than an up-and-coming writer.
After all, I'd already competed with the International Society of Poetry in Baltimore, Maryland twice in 2005 and 2006.
Yes, from Washington DC.
At the Connecticut Avenue Hilton to the Riviera Hotel in Las Vegas, Nevada.
I now NOTTA but still slipped!
Yes Big time!
...
'And, though I shall walk through the Valley of Death.'
'I shall feel no Evil'
(The Holy Bible)
...
Yes!
I slipped back deeper into that ever so Deepened Pit of Depression!
"I Pity the Fool!"
(Mister T)
...
Yes, I pity the fool when they do not realize.
Realize the seriousness of their situation.
And, this major turning point.
And, event in their lives!
...
That December 1st.
Mourning not morning of 2006?
When the sun was not shining...
As tears from above filtered through... And, into my Broken and Tired, Old, heart....
...
'Enough is Enough!'
Jennifer Lopez from the movie entitled "Enough!"
Yes I had had enough and I had been sleeping with a new girlfriend!
True I'd broken up with my old one Nancy Esposito.
(And that was a disaster)
But this new one made me feel more comfortable in bed?
"Visions of Sugar Plums Danced in my Head"
(Twas the Night Before Christmas Poem)
...
Yes!
And, I was not alone!
Her ten-inch steely blade pressed to my chest!
God knows I tried to plunge it in my very best but failed repeatedly!
...
Yes and light rain head begun around 8:00 in the morning.
I gathered up my Pomeranian who God sent to me that summer when it was so damn hot!
I told Puffer that it was time for him to go to a new place to live!
This is not a fit place for you anymore!
As, I open the door.
And, released him out into the light rain.
Yes, and never to see him again!
End of Chapter Number One!
To Be Continued after pulling the Butcher Knife from my chest!
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Author Notes

Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist, 'seshadri-sreenivasan' And, his Incredible Picture Entitled, "Faith, Hope, & Love"

Chapter 63
Take Me Away Stacy?

By Ricky1024

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"Take Me Away Stacy?
(True Story)
Written on May 9th, 2022
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright © Fanstory
'All Rights Reserved'

...
Sometimes people meet in mysterious ways.
A chance encounter?
As to silent shadows pass in the night?
One goes to the left the other goes to the right?
But in my case it was a head-on!
...
To be continued...
Having Breakfast.
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Author Notes

Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist and Amazing Writer, Doctor Ricky 1024' And, his Incredible Picture Entitled, "Kiss My Boo-Boo!"

Chapter 63
Take Me Away Miss Stacy?

By Ricky1024

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"Take Me Away Miss Stacy?
(True Story)
Written on May 9th, 2022
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright © Fanstory
'All Rights Reserved'

...
Sometimes people meet in mysterious ways.
A chance encounter?
As two ships pass silently, as if shadows in the night?
One goes to the left, while the other goes to the right?
Right but in my case?
Yes, it was a Head-on!
...
Same old same old song!
It's happened to me before!
Yes, so I must go on!
You simply surveyed a damage to your body?
Slowly gather your blood pressure and breathing.
Realize that you're still alive and not leaving!
To be continued...
Having Breakfast.
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Author Notes

Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist and Amazing Writer, Doctor Ricky 1024' And, his Incredible Picture Entitled, "Kiss My Boo-Boo!"

Chapter 64
Uvaide School Massacre!

By Ricky1024

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"Uvaide School Massacre!"
Written on May 28th, 2022
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright © Fanstory
'All Rights Reserved'

Uvaide is a city and the county seat of "Uvaide County, Texas"
The population was 15, 217.
(2020 census)
Now?
15,196 because 19 children and two School teachers met an untimely Death!
...
Welcome to the Great State of Texas!
Yes, where they supposedly think they do everything better than everybody else?
I wonder if the senselessness has even registered yet?
Yes, as it is touch many millions of human beings throughout this United States of America!
...
Even the father of the shooter reached out making a well needed statement of empathy.
Matthew McConaughey also reached out on Facebook posting a 15 minutes statement of awareness!
Yes, and how we need to stop this!
But how do you stop this or put a stop to "INSANITY?"
...
It seems as if a student had boiled over.
Yes, or former dropout and went to his old school to make a statement.
Even the local police admitted that they didn't handle it properly in time.
After 30 minutes of the local police waiting for instructions to Federal officers went in and shot and killed Salvador Ramos.
But the damage it already been done.
As they waited for instructions.
The children in two classrooms were texting...
"Please!"
Yes, and stating, as well worrying, about their very existence!
...
As time progresses we will find out what was in that young 18-year-old's mind.
We will learn about the pain that he was experienced that turned into insanity.
We will learn about the pain he wanted to share with the whole world and the statement that he made and all the reasons why?
Perhaps when we start to learn we can then prevent?

Author Notes

Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist, 'seshadri_screenivasan' His Incredible Picture Entitled, "The World in Upheaval"

Chapter 65
100 Years Old

By Ricky1024

"100 Years Old"
Written on June 4th, 2022
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright © Fanstory
'All Rights Reserved'

In 33 years when I'm,
"One-Hundred-Years-Old"
I pray this day to see that day!
And oh what a treat that will be!
...
I'll ride the "Escalator Highway" Anywhere it goes and even to the Moon to watch it Glow!
Yes!
When I turn 100 years old.
...
In 2055.
(Man alive!)
I'll have grown my beard way down to my knees!
My teeth?
(Long gone!)
But I hope my body's still strong?
And, I hope to continue still singing and writing my song?
"All Day Long!"
...
Yes!
And, when I'm a Centurion?
I'll be the wisest and Richest man on Earth!
All my thousands of books will be read Worldwide!
And, when I cross the street!
Everybody will know me and say hi!
...
Yes when I grow older.
And, get much more Bolder.
Yes, I'll have myself?
A Mansion in the Sky!
And, all my many children below will be proud of me!
Yes, but what if I live to 103?

Author Notes

Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist, 'memephotos' Their Incredible Picture Entitled, "remembering back then"

Chapter 66
Taste the Waste of My Reality?

By Ricky1024

Warning: The author has noted that this contains the highest level of violence.
Warning: The author has noted that this contains the highest level of language.

"Taste the Waste of My Reality?"
(Chapter Number One)
"My Creation!"
Written on June 22nd, 2022
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright ©� Fanstory
'All Rights Reserved'

Taste of waste of my reality?
Yes, and let me make it clear?
Yes, with my "Crystalality?"
Share in my wealth of myself?
Kiss the face of my death?
Get ready for this and hold your last breath!
...
Now breathe in and then breathe out!
Are you now feeling a little bit more what I'm all about?
If not then take my hand and let me bring you back over 67 years ago?
Yes when my worthless life was first created.
...
Newport Rhode Island naval hospital October 24th 1954.
'Look honey it's a boy and he's a big Whopper!'
'Yes Florence!'
Stated Edward as he watched the doctor repair the rip.
...
Note: Since I apparently didn't want to be inside anymore and I was over eighteen and 1/2 lbs.
(Only kidding!)
But apparently, I ripped my mother coming out before the doctor could do an episiotomy and she lost two pints of blood!
...
'Honey you're bleeding all over the place!'
Stated Edward.
'Yes, I can see that now go hold your son and get me some time alone!'
Complaint Florence.
...
Note: My mother told me I was a beautiful baby?
Yes!
And, so beautiful that all the Naval nurses gave me a little nickname.
Yes!
And, smothered me with red lipstick Maybelline kisses!
"Rosebud"
And, as I flowered.
I definitely would not be any sweet smell, anytime soon!
...
My mother said we had to fly to California where she would get pregnant with her third son.
Yes, my younger brother Wayne in Long Beach.
And, of course that was after the birth of me.
And, of course previously before with the birth of my oldest brother David in New London, Connecticut.
And yes!
A few years later would come my youngest brother Christopher in Philadelphia, Pennsylvania.
Four little naval brats waiting for Daddy to return home from war!
My mother said that she had us all dressed up with a little white Navy hats and we were taught how to salute daddy!
Yes, when he came off the ship!
(The last of four destroyers in his 26-year Naval career as a Chief Petty Officer)
"Officer and a Gentleman?"
Yes, and do it with a spin!
...
Note: Now back then as Mommy dearest and me were flying to California.
They had planes with big propellers.
Yes, and two for each engine.
Yes, and my mother said I didn't handle the trip too well.
Yes, and I threw up!
Yes, and this would be the beginning of my abuse!
...
The plan was to settle in at the Long Beach Naval base.
And, livevthere for a while?
Yes, but Dad would go back out of course, leaving us alone again with Mommy dearest!
...
She told me what that one, fine, day.
When we were there, she would put me in the sandbox.
Ane, of course leave me alone!
Yes, and unwatched of course for hours.
She wondered why one, fine, afternoon?
Why I was crying hysterically?
Apparently, I was being attacked by
F****** Red Ants!
Whom liked the sweet smell of me!
(If you know what I mean?)
...
After California we came back to New Jersey to live near my grandparents in Pennsauken.
Grandpa William was a World War I Vet and worked for RCA in Camden, New Jersey.
Grandpa was quite interesting and he was part of the original team creating the TV set!
I can still remember the Old Victrola of the dog listening to it which was the symbol!
Now, i was little bit of a handful when
I was l about two
I was apparently always jealous of David.
(Where he must have been getting all the attention)
And so, I decided to take his bicycle!
Of course they found me a couple blocks away but they never did find David's bike!
...
Years passed and around first grade age.
Again, one fine afternoon?
Me and my friend Ricky.
Ricky Wallace.
Yes, got into a fight with a 6th grade girl!
And, over who would have the rights to the monkey bars?
That was the first time I would become unconscious!
As she pelted me with a very finely aimed Rock!
When I regained consciousness, my friend Ricky Wallace.
Saw that I needed to get home right away!
So, he told me to ride his bike because it was faster!
Upon arriving home.
(24 Livingston Road Sewell, New Jersey)
Right away my mother had to take me into the back room's stone basin and wash my head off!
And, of course no stitches?
Yes, just a Band-Aid!
Yes, because that would have cost money!
...
Another incident happened about a year later.
Yes, when I was playing.
"King of the Hill"
Yes, with my best friend Ricky.
When he pushed me to knock me off?
Yes, down I went and into the side of an apparent sharp stick!
As my head was protruded and started to Bleed
Yes, by a very sharp stick that was apparently in the right place at the wrong time!
This had caused a ruptured eardrum and of course no doctor again until it got infected!
"Do you say Mommy dearest or Flossie dearest?
...
Note: This is the end of a series of a total of four periods in my life.
To be continued with the next entitled,
"Doctor Ricky Starts a Career"

Author Notes

Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist and Amazing Writer, 'Doctor. Ricky 1024' And, his Incredibly stupid picture Entitled, "Just Me!" Approximate Word Count:1039

Chapter 67
Welcome to My Hell!

By Ricky1024

Warning: The author has noted that this contains the highest level of violence.

"Welcome to My Hell!" (A)
Written on June 26th, 2022
By Doctor Ricky1024
Copyright ©� Fanstory
'All Rights Reserved'

Matted hair, could care on his way below.
(Don't you know?)
Full beard, circles under eyes.
(Don't you realize?)
Could care less, never rests, forget about the rest.
...
Dead inside, past memories,
COLLIDE!
Yes, could now care less on his QUEST.
Quest to his SELF DESTRUCTION!
...
Mind came Unwound.
(This we soon found)
Grandiose depressed.
(Lost at best)
Broken-Heart teardrop Cry.
Living in a
LIE!
...
Welcome to My Hell!
Sit a Spell?
And, enjoy the atmosphere.
And, by the way?
They're taking anybody.
Anybody these days!
I hear.
Down Here!

****

"Hell and Damnation!" (B)
Written on June 19th, 2022
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright ©� Fanstory
'All Rights Reserved'

"Thus saying the Lord"
"Stand Ther in Thy ways, and see, and Art to the old paths, where this the Good Way, And walk therein."
"And, Thee shalleth fing rest for Ye Souls."
But they said...
"We will not walk there in."
Jeremiah 6:16
...
Note: You can't tell some people anything.
As they are distant and contrary.
Bound and determine to do exactly the opposite.
Yes, the opposite of what they are told.
And, you will see their way in their own children.
Yes, who again will push the boundaries.
And, do not follow their parents commands.
Later as teens and adolescents?
They also are notorious for rebellion and revolting against their parents!
Yes, as they assume roles.
...
The good shall follow the good path while the others they?
The others, they unfortunately do not follow correctly.
Why?
Yes, the pressures!
But instead the opposite!
"Hell and Damnation!"

****

Joseph Rodriguez.
(AKA J-Rod)
Yes, was a Blessed child.
And, he was an Adored child.
Adored by his mother Tony.
Tony showered him with Endless Love.
Yes, Endless and Unconditional Love from above.
...
Joseph grew up handsome, as well as a very, very, strong man.
And, never a problem child.
Things never got out of hand.
As he was practically an Angel and a Saint.
Yes, but sometimes something goes wrong?
They say...
"Same old Same Old Song?"
And, sometimes things sometimes can sour.
Sour as if grapes on a vine.
Yes, each one falling off.
Falling off one-at-a-time.
...
Now, I actually first met this man shooting a game of pool.
We both had a few things in common.
Such as we both suffered from depression and other various maladies.
But I had no idea?
No idea that after bringing him to my house.
Yes, to meet my youngest daughter Dana Alyse.
(To say the least?)
That he was a full-blown heroin addict!
...
Now you have to think to yourself reviewers.
Do we create our own Hell?
Yes, or can we bring ourself into somebody else's?
Into our House?
Yes!
As now Joseph Rodriguez was shooting his blood infected heroin into my 17-year-old daughter's veins!
Yes!
And, unfortunately because she wanted to know what it felt like?
Yes!
And, when I go Way, Way, Back to that point in time two decades ago.
Yes!
As, I wonder?
What was going on?
Going on and into my youngest daughter's veins?
Yes!
Or perhaps into mine?
Yes, for as time would wear down?
Yes, and the two of them would hit in three states.
Yes, many towns in my Cadillac Deville.
As if then addicted at will?
Some Unholy pill!
Yes, as if by Satan!
Yes, on a one-way trip to Hell!
"Hell and Damnation?"
...
But thank God things don't always work out work out the WAY.
The way that you seem thst they were meant to be.
"To Be or Not to Be?"
Because after a couple years in jail?
Yes, my daughte
By youngest baby girl?
My Doser Wooser?
Fortunately, Finally, Found herself and things would be the way they should be!
...
But unfortunately, as for Joseph Rodriguez?
(AKA J-Rod?)
Unfortunately, after an Eight year incarceration in State prison?
He did not learn his lesson.
And, he went back.
Again fell through the cracks.
"Same Old Same Old Song."
...
And, as each of his last days progressed.
"The Sour Grapes of Wrath?"
And, of course he passed.
And, it's such a damn shame this once Angel and Saint.
As Fate and Destiny...
Oh well there's not much more to say.
To say about this past relation except...
"Hell and *Damnation!"

Author Notes

*Damnation: noun /damn.nation/ 1. To be condemned to Hell. "Joesph damnation was brought on by his stupidity" Note: If you suspect that this is happening you. You should immediately contact the police and hire a good lawyer. Being arrested and jailed saved my daughter Dana's life. Note: There also are many alternatives if caught in time. Many people and places willing to help. Joesph Rodriguez passed away only three months after his release from prison. He was almost Forty years old. And yes a forgave him and miss a potential great friend. His mother Tony Stacy and I are good friends. ... Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this talented Artist, 'MoonWillow' And, her Incredible Picture Entitled, "Helza Blaze"

Chapter 68
Earth's Insanity?

By Ricky1024

Warning: The author has noted that this contains the highest level of violence.

"Earth's Insanity?"
Written on July 6th, 2022
By Doctor Ricky1024
Copyright ©� Fanstory
'All Rights Reserved'

"Sticks and Stones may break my Bones but?"
August 5th, 2019
Dayton, Ohio.
On this Sad of Day nine people's lives were taking away?
Yes, and including the shooters very own sister!
While, another twenty-seven were injured running for their very lives!
Well, come to think of it..
Yes, just a few days earlier.
The call came in.
Gilroy, California.
Yes, and during a festival!
A gunman killed three people and injured seventeen others before killing himself!
...
"Eye for an Eye, Tooth for a Tooth?"
Dear Lord God above?
Tell me there's no Excuse?
June 3rd, 2022
Uvelde, Texas.
This time an Elementary school shooting?
Nineteen children and two teachers met another untimely Death!
This one takes away your last breath!
Why?
Nineteen officers were told to stand down and wait further instructions?
While these children were texting for their lives!
Fortunately a Federal immigration Officer took charge and unfortunately, had to shoot the young and mentally ill man.
Why?
His sister is a teacher in that school!
Teacher, Teacher, give me a Clue?
I got a bad taste for loving you!
...
"People who Live in Glass Houses shoul Not Throw Stones?"
From the very start of this senselessness.
And, many years ago in Virginia Tech College and then another high school in New Jersey.
Yes, just how long must we allow this to go on?
To go on before we finally put a stop to it?
...
Whilean average of 56 people are shot per week in Chicago, Illinois.
And, many innocent citizens in Brazil, Mexico and Venezuela?
Yes, have a far higher murder rate!
And, this doesn't even begin to touch the fact that or begin to equal?
Yes, all that murders of Christians in the Middle East as well as Africa!
Yes, by those determined to strike directly into the heart of all Christianity!
...
Matthew McConaughey the actor, posted a 15 minute plea on Facebook.
Yes, for all Americans to get together and try to come?
Yes, to come up with a solution?
But exactly what is that solution?
Tis it education for our children?
Religion, medication for our children?
Gun control for our children or is this all just a worthless try?
God?
Oh. Me, Oh My?
Yes!
This infirmity!
Because Satan's got his dirty hands wrapped around them firmly?

Author Notes

Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this talented Artist, 'Artistsushma' And, their Incredible Picture Entitled, "Mother Earth"

Chapter 69
Slave to Fear!

By Ricky1024

Warning: The author has noted that this contains the highest level of violence.

"Slave to Fear!"
Written on July 10th, 2022
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright ©� Fanstory
'All Rights Reserved'

Bound and shackled
Chained and restrained
Stained and shamed!
I reach out now and call His name.
...
Misery and pain abounds.
Nightmares, Endless Nightmares!
(I found)
Tortured and beaten.
Suicidal thoughts remain.
Tired of the same old...
Yes, same old game!
...
Shadow talons grasp and Tear!
Grasp And Tear!
Seeking, Seeking, Seeking...
God are you there?
...
Time is limited as I cry out for relief?
Dear Lord God above?
Did You abandon Your Love?
Yes, as fear is ever present.
Yes, and the moment is now clear.
For I am....
I am a....
"Slave to Fear!"

Author Notes

Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist, 'DmitryS' And, their Incredible Picture Entitled, "We are not slaves"

Chapter 70
Wasted Days,Wasted Nighta

By Ricky1024

"Wasted Days, Wasted Nights"
(The Britain Kramer Story)
Written on July 13th, 2022
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright © Fanstory
'All Rights Reserved'

If I may insist?
And try my best to resist?
The sadness that was she.
This New Jersey Miss, suddenly was suffering from a deadly disease.
...
Lifetime, Lacey township resident.
(Britaini Kramer)
Yes, so wanted and so, so, very, much.
So very much to be a nurse.
Now months later, people are still talking, stating...
....
'She was just amazing!'
'And, she never missed an assignment 'And, she never asked for a break.' Never had an excuse.'
Stated Georgian Court nursing professor John Harvey.
...
Later, she would text me.
Yes, and say.
'Doctor Harvey?'
'I have chemotherapy, so I won't be in class but I'll sign in from my phone.'
...
At Georgian Court's graduation, classmates left yellow roses at her seat.
Yes, set aside for Britaini Kramer.
And, because of the circumstances, she was awarded a
post humous-nursing degree.
...
Britaini Kramer died in April due to complications resulting from lung Cancer.
She was only 27.

Author Notes

Special thanks Goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist, 'Linda Bickston' And, Linda's Incredible Picture Entitled, "Emma"

Chapter 71
My Moon Crater

By Ricky1024

Warning: The author has noted that this contains the highest level of violence.
Warning: The author has noted that this contains the highest level of language.

"My Moon Crater 3222"
Written on July 19th, 3222
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright ©Fanstory
'All Rights Reserved'

I'm not exactly sure how long that I have been here but my name is Rick.
Captain Rick Ames (NSA) Nasa.
And, the year is 1962.
...
Note: There was a list of volunteers to make the first man moon launch.
And, unfortunately I was on that List.
Yes, and selected with a crew of only five.
...
Note: We were launched on
December 1st, 1962.
On the ship XL5.
Upon arriving into the moon's atmosphere, will immediately lost gravity and crashed!
Who would have thought?
I was the only survivor!
I've lost my crew!
(Yes, all of them)
And now?
Now I seem to be losing my mind!
As, I've been hooked up to this strange device.
...
It's funny what mankind knows or thinks that they know!
And, there are these strange and interesting creatures living here!
How do I know?
Well because I see them and hear them everyday!
'Take me to your leader!'
So I simply replied President Biden!
...
Their lips never move but they're still communicating strangely enough with me!
I'm not sure how I'm still alive but I believe it's through this fluid there pumping into my veins!
And, I'm still not sure exactly what my purpose is?
I will tell you this that I am scared to death and I don't believe I'm ever leaving.
I will tell you this that my ship is fully capable of launching off this planet!
Only if I can just get back to it?

****

"As Green As the Cheese Grows!"
Written on the Moon July 19th, 3022
By Doctor Ricky 1024

Today's July 19th and even though I've only been here a few weeks it feels like a few lifetimes!
They keep prodding and poking me and saying to me...
'Take me to your leader?'
They only give me one meal a Day.
And, this morning was green eggs, with green cheese, and green ham!
Yuck!
...
I'm getting a feeling though that they're starting to like me for now there's a couple females examining me.
How can I tell?
Their voices are different.
The smaller one keeps on touching me at my private area!!!
Very disturbing I'll tell you that and I can't wait until I have a chance to get away?
...
They had me hooked up to this monitor that's showing me old broadcasts from Earth.
It's actually quite interesting to go back a couple thousand years in history!
...
They seem very intelligent on one hand but the other end ignorant about life.
I think they're specifically interested in my reproductive means!
Help!
...
So for now I go with the flow and I keep smiling and they seem to like that since they don't have much of a face or a mouth!
It's like dealing with a plant that's alive and wanting to be better?
...
This morning I started working on my escape plan.
I know how they have me bound I can easily remove that with just a quick flip of my wrists.
But am I really meant to be bound or to be experimented on?
...
Well, I'm going to try and get some rest cuz tomorrow is going to be my big day!
Yes, my big day to get away?
Hopefully?
Help!
...
To be Continued a little bit later today with Part Number Three Entitled, "Escape Clause"
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Author Notes

Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist, 'MoonWillow' And, her Incredible Picture Entitled, "Reentry"

Chapter 72
Cup of Coffee?

By Ricky1024

Warning: The author has noted that this contains the highest level of violence.

"Cup of Coffee?"
Written on August 2nd, 2022
By Doctor Ricky1024
Copyright © Fanstory
'All Rights Reserved'

Sip with me?
And, enjoy the fragrance.
Now feel the warmth?
Yes, now drooling down your face!
As you experience the waste of me? My Unholy grace of me!
Yes, and tell me?
Tell me you still care?
As you share with me the ambience.
...
Yes, share with me the ambience as you now are in a temporary disuse and suspension.
Oh did I forget to mention?
Mention who I could be?
Yes sip with me and isn't it delightful?
In spiteful?
Oh, so sorry that it burns when going down.
And, yes it is laced.
Now enjoy its teeth of it's taste?
...
Now that's a good boy and let the Arsenic do it's job!
(As she's now searching his pockets)
...
Now...
Oh now.
Now that's all you've got?
And, that's all the lot?
Yes, for Mary Ann Cotton?
...
Note: Mary Ann Cotton.
A female thief.
Who with four husbands, a lover, and reportedly over twelve children!
She was accused and tried for murder of her stepson in 1878.
(In West Auckland, Durham County) Mary Ann Cotton was tried and found guilty.
Later hanged on March 24th,1873.
She is considered a heinous woman who had murdered over twenty!
Yes, and the very first female serial killer in England.

Author Notes

Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this talented Artist, 'Brendaartwork18' And, Brenda's Incredible Picture Entitled, "The Nightmare"

Chapter 73
Sullen and Sorrowful

By Ricky1024

"Sullen and Sorrowful"
Written on August 9th, 2022
By ???? (Go Figure?)
Copyright ©� Fanstory
'All Rights Reserved'

Silent tis the night now.
Yes, as Darkened Clouds...
(4 Crying out loud!)
Now gather overhead.
And, no longer do I see?
Yes, for I've been long dead!
And, instead I can communicate through a simple Bic pen.
And, as for me and you?
I expect no Amens.
...
Regrets?
Yeah I got a few.
Never was able to even finish.
Finish Damned High School!
But that's okay.
Cuz it's better now this way.
...
They say I died in 2003 but don't let that kid you.
And, soon you will see?
Kudos to the reviewers who now know exactly who's me?
And, what's going on?
Well, perhaps one Day?
I'll write it down in a song and then you can sing along?
...
Yes, Silent tis the night.
And, now?
If you figured out what's going on?
(Holy Cow!)
No reason to cry though or wonder Why?
Am I a spirit you see?
Well, just ask the state of New Jersey!
Yes, they claim that I died in 2003.
But Fanstory reviewer's as you can now see?
Yes, something's going on in Me?
...
To Be or to Knot?
Why don't you tie a rope around my neck and form a double knot?
What?
Well I'll tell you this, that hanging won't do a damn thing!
Yes, unless you got three ropes and three knots!
...
So, exactly have you yet realized what is going on here with me?
And, how can I still be breathing times three?
After all my lungs are no longer.
Yee,s no longer even belong now to me!
But as for my Heart?
Well though that even beats on!
But how can that be?
Well, just ask my dad
And, as far as my dad's concerned?
...
But last and not least my pair of Kidneys?
Divided in two and split down the Middle!
Cuz dudes that's what they say they do!
If what Happened to me would have happened to you?
What?
The reason for that well I'll never tell you!
But along the way I left you quite a few clues!
And, after All?
I'll just take this Bic pen
Do you Fanstory reviewers remember my words?
Yes, no *Amens!

Author Notes

*Amens: explanation (plural) /a.mens/ 1.used at the end of a hymn or song. Note: to lose your only son or any child at any age or race is a parent's worst nightmare is this a gift that continues to keep on giving and giving as long as you are living and living? Note: To learn more about, 'Organ-Tissue Donations?' Simply contact my dearest friend. Lara S. Moretti the L.S.W. with "The Gift of Life!" Philadelphia, Pennsylvania at 1-800-DONORS-1. ... Jason Richard Smrkovsky November 5th, 1984~ March 31st, 2003 Organs graciously offered to four on April 1st, 2003. (April Fool's Day) ... Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist and Amazing Writer, 'Dr. Ricky 1025' And, his Incredible Picture Entitled, "Vase of Fresh Cut Flowers" (And Jay!)

Chapter 74
The Labeling of Me!

By Ricky1024

Warning: The author has noted that this contains the highest level of violence.
Warning: The author has noted that this contains the highest level of language.

"The Labeling of Me!"
(Based on a Recent Nightmare)
Written on August 10th, 2022
By Doctor Ricky1024
Copyright © Fanstory
'All Rights Reserved'

Note: In Manahawkin, New Jersey
(Southern Ocean County)
Male children between the age of 12 and 14 are mysteriously disappearing?
And, in Incredible amounts of numbers!
While, nobody seems to know what's going on.
Yes, and even the local jurisdiction doesn't seem to believe it or do anything.
But this is happening because it happened to me!
...
I lived in Southern Ocean County almost my entire life.
Yes, even though I was born in Newport, Rhode Island.
And, I always dreamed of having my own family even as a young child.
(especially my own little boy)
And, finally that dream came true in 1984.
But let's skip back about 35 years to the year 1997.
Yes, when my son Jason was only 13 years old.
Note: Jason in the beginning was always a very calm and orderly child.
Yes, but when he hit the beginning of adolescence hood.
He seemed to change quickly!
And, suddenly he had to be told to do his homework and his grades were dropping?
We didn't understand it so, we took him to our local pediatrician.
(Doctor Buchan)
And, Doctor Buchan stated that it was most likely due to hormone changes.
Yes, which is kind of normal when a child goes into and starts
the beginning of being an adolescent.
Yes, at only the age of 13 years old.
And, this is my Nightmare!

****

"Mike how's your son Jonathan doing in school?"
I asked.
"Well Ricky, my son seems to be struggling for some reason since his birthday last November."
"I want to tell you the truth Michael." "The same thing is happening with Jason."
"And, I noticed he used to love going to school but when he comes home."
"He seems to be upset about things all the time?"
"As if he's in another World?"
"And, when I try to talk with him about it."
"He says that you will never understand and walks away from me?"
"Yeah me too Ricky and it's even happening to Rebecca's son!"
States Michael.
"She said that Tommy used to always love School but now he's struggling too?"
"I don't understand and it's almost like they're putting something in the water at the local grade school?"
Note: Three months pass and it the beginning of 1998.
...
The Beacon Times January 8th, 1998.
(Front Page)
"A young man has disappeared from our local town of Manahawkin in the Southern Ocean County area of New Jersey."
"And, this makes a total of six now"
"The local Authorities seem to be mystified."
"Yes, and are telling families to make sure they keep their doors locked at night and have their children in before dark."
"More on page three."
...
Ring!
Ring!
Ring!
"Hello who is this?"
"It's me Ricky!"
"Mike!"
(Desperate tone in his voice)
"They got Jason and I don't know what to do!"
"Carolyn is crying her eyes out and his four Sisters too!"
"I just put a phone call out to Stafford Township and they're putting Jason on the list with all the others!"
...
"This is a damn Nightmare Michael!"
"But I'm not going to let it end here!"
"Yes, like the other six children who have been missing now for over three months!"
OMG Ricky!"
"I'm so sorry!"
Replies Michael.
...
"Damn it Janet!"
"And, somebody's got to stop it!"
"And, they made a big f****** mistake!"
"Whoever's taking my child?"
"My Only Son Jason?"
"They are going to SUFFER!"
To br continued...
24.

Author Notes

Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this talented and Incredible Artist, 'avmurray' And, her Incredible Picture Entitled, "The Magic Stone"

Chapter 75
The Labeling of Me!

By Ricky1024

Warning: The author has noted that this contains the highest level of violence.
Warning: The author has noted that this contains the highest level of language.

"The Labeling of Me"
(Chapter Number One)
"The Beginning"
Written on August 10th,2022
By Doctor Ricky1024
Copyright © Fanstory
'All Rights Reserved'

Note: In Manahawkin, New Jersey.
(Southern Ocean County)
Male children between the age of twelve and fourteen are mysteriously disappearing.
Yes, and in Incredible amounts of numbers!
While nobody seems to know what's happening or what's going on.
Yes!
And, even the local Jurisdiction of Authority doesn't seem to believe it or do a damn thing?
Nothing or anything but this is now happening!
Why?
Because it happened to me!
...
I lived in Southern Ocean County almost my entire life.
Yes, even though I was born in Newport, Rhode Island.
And, I always dreamed of having my own family.
(Even as a young child)
Especially my very own little boy!
And, finally that dream came true in 1984.
Yes, but let's go back about thirty-five years to the Year 1987.
Yes when my only son Jason was about thirteen years old.
...
Note: Jason in the beginning was always a very calm and orderly child.
But when he hit the beginning of what I call "Adolescent Hood"
He seemed to change quickly?
And, suddenly had to be told to do his homework.
And, his grades were even dropping?
...
We didn't understand it so we took him to the local pediatrician.
(Doctor Buchan)
And, Doctor Buchan stated that it was most likely due to the hormone changes.
Yes, which is kind of normal when a child goes into and starts the beginning of becoming
an adolescent.
Yes!
At the age thirteen years old!
And, this is where my Nightmare begins!!

****

Mike how's your son Jonathan doing in school?
I asked.
Well Ricky my son seems to be struggling for some strange reason ever since his birthday last November.
Sorry Mike.
I replied.
I want to tell you the truth Michael the same thing is happening with Jason.
Yes, and I noticed he used to love going to school but when he comes home now?
He seems to be upset about things all the time!
Yes, as if he's in another World!
And, when I try to talk with him about it?
He said states that you will never ever understand and walks away?
Yeah me too Ricky.
And, it's even happening out here to Rebecca's son Tommy.
States Michael.
She said that Tommy used to always love school but now he's struggling too!
...
I don't understand and it's almost like they're putting something in the water at the local grade school! Note: Three months pass and it is now the beginning of 1998.
The Beacon Times.
January 8th 1998.
(front page)
"A young man has mysteriously disappeared from our local town of Manahawkin in Southern Ocean County."
"And, the Ocean Acres section in New Jersey."
"And, this now makes a total of six."
"The local Authority seems to be mystified."
"Yes and are telling families to make sure they keep their doors locked at night and have the children in before dark."
(More on page Three)
...
Ring!
Ring!
Ring!
Hello who is this?
It's me Ricky Mike!
(A desperate tone in his voice)
They got Johnathan!
And, I don't know what to do?
Carolyn is crying her eyes out and his four sisters now too!
I just put a phone call out to the Stafford Township Police and they're putting Johnathan on the list with all the other missings!
...
This is a damn Nightmare Michael.
And, I'm not going to let it end here!
Yes, like the other six children who have been missing now for over three months!
Including my son Jason too!
...
Oh my God Ricky!
I'm so sorry.
Replies Michael.
Damn it Janet and somebody's going to stop it!
And, they made a big f****** mistake!
Whoever's taking our children and my only son Jason?
They're going to suffer!
And suffer Sufferly!!

****

"The Labeling of Me!"
(Chapter Number Two)
"The Search Begins!"
Written on August 18th, 2022
To Be Continued!
24.

Author Notes

Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this talented Artist, 'supergold' Their Incredible Picture Entitled. "Parata Tower at Sunset"

Chapter 76
Mister Pressure!

By Ricky1024

Warning: The author has noted that this contains the highest level of violence.

"Mister Pressure!"
Written on September 14th, 2022
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright © Fanstory
'All Rights Reaerved'

1954: My birth Newport, Rhode Island Naval Hospital.
(Nee) Results: Birth canal widens with ripping effects.
Costing two quarts of human blood.
...
2004: Yes, over Fifty years later...
First accident on bicycle.
Involving car traveling at 60 plus miles an hour into the back of a bicycle. Results: Multiple bruising, one Heart Attack on the way to the hospital.
Minor Brain-Damage.
...
2010 : Six years later.
Yes, another bicycle incident this time while going to the Latter-Day Saint Church of Jesus Christ.
Results: Telephone pole meets leg!
Human tibia right leg fractured in half.
Human fibia fractured in five places. Insertation of 18-in titanium rod through the patella. (Knee Cap)
Yes, and screwed into the bone in three places.
Yuck!
...
Note: The next few years were minor bicycle incidents including a broken forearm twice in 2017.
Ouch!
Yes, which was completely and entirely my own stupidity!
...
Now going back Eleven long years to December 1st, 2006.
Note: Graphic!
Due to the fact of the loss of my only son Jason March 31st, 2003.
Yes, and unfortunately followed by the loss of my only wife Carolyn on November 23rd, 2003.
Finally, the Pain finally caught up to me in the wrong way!
Results: Three suicide attempts.
First with a 7-in serrated steak knife directly into my chest.
Not once but twice!
Hitting the heart valve and causing internal bleeding.
Secondly, three times with the same bloodied knife, striking the side of my neck attempting to hit the juggler.
(Never learned how to juggle very well!)
And lastly, third attempt?
One full bottle of Depakote!
Final results: Five day hospital stay.
Then released to two separate mental hospitals for over 5 weeks!
Lesson learned?
Damn it's hard to kill yourself!
...
Now and currently the past 5 years?
Only one bicycle incident with minor injuries including two bloodied knees.
Three hernia operations including one final with a mesh insertation between the abdominal muscles and the stomach wall.
Results: Loss of 30 lb of weight after the second one with three weeks starving in to hr hospital.
...
So, now which one would you think would be worse?
The busted leg incident, where the telephone pole meets leg?
Yes, or these last three hernia operations?
Now who is the ultimate winner?
Mister Pressure!

Author Notes

Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist, 'Renate-Bertodi' Renate's Incredible Picture Entitled, "heart pressure subconsciousness" ... Note: And, if you know anybody that is feeling severely depressed for a long period of time. Yes, please call the National Suicide hotline number at 988. 24.

Chapter 77
Let the Dead Rest?

By Ricky1024

Warning: The author has noted that this contains the highest level of violence.

"Let the Dead Rest?"
(In Peace)
Written on September 20th, 2022
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright �©ï¸? Fanstory
'All Rights Reserved'

It all started as a unconscious thought.
I guess you could call this a dream?
(Yes if you know what I mean?)
I remember the thought of Death!
Yes!
And it scared me so!
And, I remember family members present but with no faces?
Yes, and I also remember this car or vehicle?
But with no make?
And, finally going for a ride.
Yes, you see?
A Long ride, each and every night...
...
John did he wake up again?
Unfortunately, yes Mary.
When's this ever going to end John!
You know we have a life too!
Yes, I know honey but he wants to go for that "Long Ride'
Yes, and this seem to be an ongoing pattern Mary.
Like a Nightmare caught forever.
Forever in "The Scream!"
(If you know what I mean?)
...
The next night...
Wake up!
Complains Mary.
Note: Yes, even though it seems eerie perhaps, incomplete and strange?
A better word?
"Deranged!"
...
Yes, each and every night.
Until morning.
Yes, each and every early morning.
Before the sun breaks.
Yes, and this is when I get to go back to sleep?
Yes, finally back to sleep again?
...
Yes, I remember those rides...
Those long, long, rides.
Rides to some place.
Any place?
Yes, to finally...
...
John Darn it to Shame!
Is this "Satan's Grim Game?"
He's awake again!
Complains Mary.
Yes!
And, he wants to go for that stupid Ride!
John when will this finally end?
Three hours later...
...
Finally I got the courage to leave the welcoming warmth of the car.
And, I'm not so thirsty or even scared anymore!
But deep inside my guts?
Yes, a burning or feeling of release?
Yes like I got to rip something that's been stuck deep inside me out my throat!
...
That's when I first noticed that there were more like me!
Yes!
More "Incompletes"
And, seemingly searching but for what?
I remember and noticed this One.
I think it was a female?
And, it or she has left her vehicle and is struggling along the edge of this dark lake?
And, then around the corner?
Yes, the corner where there were are tall reeds and Weeds?
Yes, out of view and yes out of sight...
...
Look Terry!
Yes, and Here comes another one of them things!
Do we have room?
Yes Doctor Ricky.
Terry bring it or convince it to come over here closer to the ending.
Okay Doctor Ricky.
Yes, that's it Terry stack it tight on top with all those other poor Souls.
And, flatten it down just right.
Okay Doctor Ricky.
...
Yes, and I want you to stack the cardboards just like I'm doing.
Okay Ricky.
I know you're in charge.
Yes, unfortunately Terry.
Just like that with no light.
Yes, there must not be even a Glimpse.
You know we don't want the living to know what we've been doing here.
Yes that would frighten them and give them nightmares!
...
I've been helping do this now, Doctor Ricky for about three months.
Each and every night.
I wake up and I want to go for a ride?
Yes, I know Terry.
Me too strangely enough?
...
I know because I write
I write these things down.
Sorta like Journaling my Grief.
I guess Terry.
...
And, I hope.
And, pray.
Yes pray with all my Broken Heart.
Pray it's all going to be worth it in the End?
Trying to give these poor Souls that don't know they're Dead.
Yes, a final and lasting place of Peace.
States Doctor Ricky.
Because even a spirit deserves that and not a speck of light Terry.
Because we want them...
Yes, and we need them...
To be able to let them...
The Dead Rest...
(In Peace)
The End?

Author Notes

Note: We like to think that the Spiritual beings. "Rest in Peace" Yes but there's these things called hauntings. And, there's people who die. Die and are not able to rest? Rest because of the way they have died? Yes, and so viciously! (Just a Final thought!) Before dieing? ... Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist and Amazing Writer, 'Dr.Ricky 1024' And, his Incredible Picture Entitled, "Glittering Skull"

Chapter 78
Holly Berry

By Ricky1024

Warning: The author has noted that this contains the highest level of violence.

"Holly Berry"
(Another Day)
Written on October 29th, 2022
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright ©� Fanstory
'All Rights Reserved'
Once Upon when Christmas was more or less or lesser than a Pine Tree.
There was Holly.
Holly is a fifty-four and when it comes to she?
And, this True Story?
Yes, and there's lots more!
...
Once Upon a Time when Holy was only in Seventh grade
Beautiful Holy was all the RAGE!
And, as I now must turn the page...
...
Now, as Time progressed.
And, for some reason which can't be explained.
Miss Holly Berry regressed and seemed to fall off of her tree!
...
So Dee, Dee can you help me?
Asked Holly.
There's something wrong with me perhaps all my berries are now falling off of my tree?
Now DD is known Holly since 7th grade and of course there's much much more to this incredible story.
...
Note: Holly is Manic depressive with Psychotic syndrome.
She's also has Severe anger issues and can become violent at the drop of a pin!
So perhaps?
Perhaps I should also add Bipolar into the mix.
And, yes most of the time Holly acts like a mad and raged dog!
...
Destruction is just one characteristic!
And don't get too close, nor too far away!
Yes because if she is looking for you? You'll wish for, "Another Day!"

Author Notes

Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist, 'avmurray' And, her Incredible Picture Entitled, "Red Christmas Tulip and Holly"

Chapter 79
Into the Hallowed Pits

By Ricky1024

Warning: The author has noted that this contains the highest level of violence.

"Into the Hallowed Pits"
Written on November 8th, 2022
Bu Doctor Ricky1024
Copyright ©Fanstory
'All Rights Reserved'

Date: March 31st, 2003
It's deep, it's dark, and it's dank and there are no flowers blooming.
No birds of any colour singing.
Nor sun shining.
And, I can still smell the putrid odor and feel that Eerie presence in my bones to this very day!
...
November 23rd, 2003.
I've come a long was but unfortunately?
Yes, and on the day.
And, do the this UnEnding Stress.
Here I am back dressed in my "Sunday Best?"
God Above where is Thy Love?
...
Yes, and unfortunately, I've come back again back into this Nightmare!
God, that it taunts and teases me!
Yes, bearing its Evil head!
And, here I exist again with the Dead!
...
God, perhaps I did die?
Die and burn?
I so now yearn.
But God, how hard I want to leave but...
My Dear God as I burn.
I yearn!
What's wrong with me?
...
December 1st, 2006
(My Suicide Attempt)
It's been three and a half years since my last visit here God.
And yes, perhaps indeed.
I know on this very day.
Yes, I danced...
Yes, a "Triple Suicide Dance"
And yes, with the Devil and he laughed at me!
God, it's an External struggle, and
An Internal Beware!
Those scars i still bear!
And, yes!
It cut deep, deep with that knife!
External Stuggle loss of my Son and Wife.
...
God, tis there any hope down there for me?
Yes, way down below in Purgatory?
For nobody cares!
And, there are burning bodies everywhere!
I'm shriveling in pain!
And the misery sustains!
I'm still reaching out and calling Your Holy name!.
In the Pit of Hell.
There's no answer you see?
...
Ricky this is God.
And, I'm always listening and ready.
Somehow it just happens Ricky.
Yes God but as the running corpses surround me.
Tis it just part of my regrets and Misery?
God, when will this *End?

Author Notes

End: noun /end/ 1. A final part of something, especially a period of time, an activity, or a story. " Unfortunately when I saw the accident, I knew it was the end" Similar Words: FINAL, CONCLUSION, TERMINATION ... Note: Tis death truly the End? To learn more about the Incredible procedure of 'Organ-Tissue Donations?' Simply contact my dearest friend. Lara S. Moretti the L.S.W with "The Gift of Life!" Philadelphia, Pennsylvania at 1-800-DONORS-1. ... Note: On March 31st, 2003 My only son Jason died as a result of injuries he sustained in a horrible car accident. Note: On November 23rd, 2003. My only wife Carolyn Ann Richmond Harbach Smrkovsky. Also died due to a Suicide Attempt. ... Note: On December 1st, 2006. I attempted suicide Thee times. If you know somebody contemplating suicide? Then please call 9-11 or The National Suicide Hotline number at 988. Thanks, 24. ... Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this talented Artist and Incredible Writer, 'CJ's Way' And, CJ's Amazing Picture Entitled, "Long Way Home"

Chapter 80
Trembling Thoughts

By Ricky1024

"Trembling Thoughts"
(End of Game?)
Written on November 9th, 2022
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright © Fanstory
'All Rights Reserved'

The Sky of Blue is being pierced Now by Black Stars.
Each Six-sided tipped!
Yes, as they now Rip and Tear!
Is anybody there?
Leaving God's Blue Sky.
Now Red instead!
...
So now instead?
Yes, it's Black and Red!
As, Acidic Rain pounda below!
Did Eye say Pain?
Now unfortunately pours down in buckets of Shame!
Yes, shame upon the Helpless and Nieve below?
...
Insanity?
Mortal Humanity will not be the same!
Nor a single Soul spared?
Try now calling out His name!
Yes, as all past Evil Dead rise?
Rise!
Rise!
Rise!
And, poke through with their
Evil and Putrid Heads!
Bucket loads of Miseries and Pain.
Eagar to have You!
Join the Chain!
...
"The Evil Dead!"
As Zombie-like structures.
Vampiric Fangs adhere now!
Now eager to taste the following waste!
...
God, what's happening?
Silence now.
What awaits this Date with Evil and apparently Hate?
Which weighs heavily within the Broken Hearts of Mankind!
...
And, wheres God above?
Hath we lost His Endless Love?
Tis He now dead too?
And, what can IMMortal Humanity?
Yes, and Now do?
...
Unite in a chorus within the churches below?
Yes!
But unfortunately, each and every one now are now Burning Below!
Yes!
Why from the lack of Love?
Don't You know?
...
What's your thoughts as a Zombie-Likr structure is now nourishing itself on your Worthless Brains?
Insanity Gains?
End of Game?

Author Notes

Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist, 'seshadri-sreenivasan' And, his Incredible Picture Entitled, "Peaceful"

Chapter 81
Insuring Your Life

By Ricky1024

Warning: The author has noted that this contains the highest level of violence.
Warning: The author has noted that this contains the highest level of language.

"Insuring Your Life"
Written on November 9th, 2022
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright ©� Fanstory
'All Rights Reserved'

Life's Encapsulated in a sack.
Skin stretched Heart-Attack!
Born (nee)
Ain't no looking back Alice?
...
Wandering in "Wonder Land?"
Wondering who or where Eye Am?
Can no longer See?
...
There's no Looking Glass or
looking back, Alice!
No, "Never, Never Land"
Of Rabbit holes!
The Whole, Damn, Truth?
...
The Queen of Spades?
Is All the Rage!
And, now Alice your Engaged!
Yes, Don't Look Back, nor drink!
You will not SHRINK!
But into My Oblivion!
...
There's Many, Many, multiple reasons to instead?
"Think Pink!"
Yes!
And to not fall for that Fat!
Fat and Tasty Carrot hanging!
Fat, Tasty, Carrot...
Hanging and dangling from that
Queens Evil String!
Instead?
Let and allow Me to Bring?
Don't you know?
Below?
In order to let you in my Sin?
...
Are you still?
"Dangling on a String of Reality?"
Do Not Sally Forth Above!
There no longer any F****** Love!
Instead Alice?
Stay the course!
And, of course My Sweet Alice.
Yes, on My Mustang Horse!
And, so now My Alice?
Ride to the very End!
Yes!
Under now My and not the Queen of Spades Command!
...
Yes!
With that now Dangling and Most
Juicy Carrot in your Mouth!
Because Miss Alice?
Your no longer in Wonder Land!
But heading South!
...
Wondering and Wandering, still confused!
Let me now be the Only One!?
Hun!
To Amuse You?
Amuse you here below with Me?
Lord Satan?
The End?
...
Note: Should we Help our Alice?
Yes, Escape back to Reality?
Where she so Belongs?

Author Notes

"Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist and Incredible Writer 'cleo85' And, Cleo's Incredible Picture Entitled, "Creation of Life"

Chapter 82
The Price is Right?

By Ricky1024

Warning: The author has noted that this contains the highest level of language.

"The Price is Right?"
Written on November 11th, 2022
By Doctor Ricky1024
Copyright ©� Fanstory
'All Rights Reserved'

'Welcome and it's time!
'Yes, time to play!
"America's Favorite Game Show!"
"The Price is Right!"
Clap, Clap, Clap!
'NOW Coming from ABC Studios in Hollywood, California!'
'Yes, and welcome.'
'My Name is Drew Scarymore.'
(As if you only knew?)
Clap, Clap, Clap!
'And, right next to me is Lou Diamond!'
(Neil Diamonds little brother!)
Clap, Clap, Clap!
'And, Now let's see whom are first contestants are?
...
'NOW, Lets have a Big Welcome!'
"The Price is Right"
'Yes, welcome to from Money, Mississippi.'
'We have Jesse James Daulmer!'
And, Jessy from Mississippi your on "The Price is Right!"
Clap, Clap, Clap!
...
'Now, Jesse what brings you!'
'Yes, to Sunny California from Money, Mississippi?
'Well to tell you the truth Drew.'
'I'm related to Jessy James!'
Clap, Clap, Clap!
...
'Yes, and my Great, Great, Grandiose Grandpop loved robbing Trains and Banks for Money!'
'Well then Jesse James looks like you!"
'Yes, came from the right place to the right place?'
...
'So, in answer to your question Drew.
'Show me My Money mow too?'
Clap, Clap, Clap!
'Okay then what do we have behind that Curtain Lou?'
...
'Well it's a vacation to Juno, Alaska!'
'Jesse, your going on a Once in a Life Time.'
'Yes, Ten Day Cruise!'
'Yes, on Alaska's "Song of the Sea!"
Clap, Clap. Clap!
...
'We will wine you and we will dine you!'
'And, Jesse there will be entertainment that you could never believe'
'And, this Package is worth an amazing and incredible total of
$101, 450.00!'
Clap, Clap, Clap!
...
Note: For the next 55 minutes, many other lucky and not so lucky Contestants.
Will unfortunately.
(If they only knew?)
Try for the chance for
"The Big Deal of the Day!"
But only The Most Lucky can win!
...
'Okay, we're back here with Jesse James Dahmer.'
Clap, Clap, Clap!
'Yes, and he was the Only One.'
'Yes, with a chance for the
"Big Deal of the Day?"
...
'Now, Jesse you will have a choice of three different doors.'
'Door Number One, Two, or Door Number Three?'
'And, you must realize Jesse that one of these three doors.'
'Yes, could change your life Forever!'
'So, which one Jesse James Dahmer from Money Mississippi would you like?'
...
'Well Drew.'
'For me it's got to be.'
"Door Number Two!"
'Now and I'll tell you again Jesse.'
'Now this could change the rest of your life?'
'Okay let's see first what we've got under Door Number One which is "The Big Door of the Day?"
...
'Well Drew.'
States Lou.
'The Big Door of the Day is a
"One-Way Ticket Out of Hell!"
Boo, Boo, Boo!
Yells the Demons on the audience.
'And, as for you Jesse James Dahmer?'
'Yes, related to that nasty serial killer.'
'Jeffery Dahmer and not Jessy James!'
'And, here down in my Hell?'
'You get to play, "Drews Game!"
'And, you've won under Door Number Two?'
'Yes, a One-Way ticket to Hell!'
'Exactly where you're at and where you're going to stay!'
'Yes, for the rest of your miserable Life!'
'So enjoy it and Lou?'
'Yes, Drew?'
'Let the F****** torturing begin!
The End.

Author Notes

Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this talented Artist, 'pfemd' And, their Incredible Picture Entitled, "Fun and Games"

Chapter 83
The Dilemma Within Me

By Ricky1024

"The Dilemma Within Me"
Written on November 23rd, 2022
By Doctor Ricky1024
Copyright ©� Fanstory
'All Rights Reserved'

di.lem.ma: "a situation in which a difficult choice has to be made between two or more alternatives, especially equally undesirable ones"
...
Note: This day would start like the previous, extremely haunting in extreme ways.
...
She unfortunately, was not okay.
And, I sensed the changes.
After almost twenty years of marriage.
You can tell when the dishes are rearranging.
...
Not just in that horrid mask that she adorned.
Yes, now always worn as if darkness replaced wedded bliss.
Nor her manner that I had now forelorned.
...
The no longer smile or change of voice this "Last Kiss Goodbye"
Yes, in the morning hours I sensed and dispensed this thought...
'Honey let's go to Pathmart and check your pressure on the machine?'
...
The No longer smile?
Now my choice.
65 over 45.
Unfortunately, deadly and hardly alive?
This is insane!
I thought on the short drive back home.
...
'Honey, I think we need to go to the hospital?'
Now a reaction of most negativity.
As she was now starting to run a fever when checked.
Unchecked ?
Checkmate the King lost his Queen?
...
'No, I'll be alright.'
'Just cool me down with cool wash clothes.'...
'GOD!'
'WHY WAS I SO STUPID TO PARTICIPATE IN THIS DEADLY SCHEME?!'
...
The minutes turned into the hours and the hours melted the hands of time.
Yes, and it was now 1:00 a.m. in the morning.
Yes, we've been sitting on the couch for so long and finally?
Saturday Night Live was over.
...
'Honey I'm really tired I have to go to sleep.'
'And, I have work in the morning.'
'Would you like me to help you go to the bathroom?'
I questioned.
But she refused stating that she was fine.
So, I then held up my hand asking her how many fingers could she see?
And, three times she answered correctly.
So, it was off to "Dreamland?"
Three hours later...
...
4:00 in the morning.
She had made an attempt to go from the bathroom in the bedroom to the bed and collapsed.
Taking in a death breath!
(Which was something I had never experienced and never wished to ever again experienced the rest of my life!)
...
I did not touch my wife.
Instead I immediately called 9-11.
Yes for assistance and then I assisted her.
And, somehow revived her from the first heart attack.
...
I,still remember the Eerie presence of coldness throughout my house.
Yes, and even though I had two kerosene heaters burning.
Burning way back then as the police officer arrived and came into my nightmare.
And then the paramedics.
Eagerly attending to my now seemingly perfectly fine wife?
Yes, who still did not wish to go to the damn hospital!
...
And, it was now starting to become daylight when they took her away.
So, I decided to called my daughter Kyle and explain what happened.
(since she lived close to me and the hospital)
To go over there and wait.
...
The next twenty minutes.
I spent getting dressed and Gathering the clothes to take Carolyn home in but why God?
What's the use?
There would be no more?
No more excuse!
...
They would all be for naught because when I got to the emergency room.
Yes, my daughter Kyle Erin was standing there crying.
And, all she could say?
'It's Mommy!'
'It's Mommy!'
'It's Mommy she's dead.'
...
Carolyn Ann Richmond Harbach Smrkovsky died on November 23rd, 2003.
Unfortunately, less than Eight months after the death of our only son Jason.
...
Later it was determined to be a blood clot from the leg to the Heart. That caused the second Heart attack.
D.V.T.
(deep vernacular thrombosis)
Yes, due to the lack of medications that she had stopped.
Purposely stopped taking three months earlier.
...
And, if you know somebody who is feeling suicidal and extremely depressed?
Then please immediately call the National Suicide Hotline at 988 or dial 9-11 before it's too late.
...
"The Dilemma Within Me"
(A True Life Story and Dedication)
Carolyn Ann Richmond Harbach Smrkovsky.
December 6th, 1952~
November 23rd, 2022
...
I am home in Heaven, dear ones.
Oh, so happy and so bright!
There is perfect Joy and beauty in this Everlasting Light.
...
"All the pain and all the grief is over, Every restless tossing past.
I am now at peace forever,
Safely home in Heaven at last."

Rest now my Love.

Author Notes

Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented artist, 'TDtraditionalart' And, their Incredible Picture Entitled, "Lost and Broken"

Chapter 84
When Winter Comes

By Ricky1024

"When Winter Comes"
Written on November 28th, 2022
By Doctor Ricky1024
Copyright © Fanstory
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God, pray this day.
And, my coffin's lid is now open.
And, I await my date with Fate.
As Old Man Winter now shall come for me.
...
And, God let the Winters White cover me this night.
Cover me with it's Cold and embrace.
Let me taste the light coat?
On my sorrowed corpse.
And, cleanse me God.
...
I was just the pawn in this
"Great Scheme of Life"
First lost my only son and shortly later my only wife.
And God, I welcome death.
...
God let it's Embrace comfort me.
For I am no longer and no longer wish to ever be.
Be it or not or be it as it should?
I pray to thee to make this all good.
...
And yes God, coat me with Old Man Winters shining and shivering White.
Expel my grief on this cold, cold, Winter's Night.

My corpse awaits enriched with plight.
So that I can finally be...
Finally be free?

Author Notes

Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this talented Artist, 'avmurray' And, her Incredible Picture Entitled, "Flower's Paradise"

Chapter 85
The Silence

By Ricky1024

"The Silence"
Written on August 17th, 2022
By Doctor Ricky1024
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"Silence".
The Dreaded Silence.
How I feel so Dead.
Howling Winds of Sin dancing in my Head.
...
Tender Moments, Burnt Offerings, to the Grave!
Howling, Sreaming, Slave.
Sustained Heartaches reach out in Tears.
Wasted Moments of Wasted Years?
...
Musical Embroyoutic Cord Snapped and Soul Trapped!
Slathered and Slapped in
"Nothing Much Matters"
Coated in Thistle and Tasteless Tatters.
...
"Silence"
The Dreaded Silence.
How I wish that I was now Dead.
But, Life Goes On Instead?

Author Notes

Note: The loss of a child is a Parents Worst Nighmare. A Nighmare of Silence. Silence and Shame. Never stops calling your name. And, a Gift that continues to give. Continues to give as long as you live. ... Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this talented Artist, 'CorbyLinda' Her Incredible Picture Entitled, "Can Almost Hear the Silence!"

Chapter 86
Darkness Kills

By Ricky1024

Warning: The author has noted that this contains the highest level of violence.

"Darkness Kills"
Written on December 5th, 2022
By Doctor Ricky1024
Copyright ©� Fanstory
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Feelings lost moments trapped in Time.
Fractured Heart Beats pulsating pultations cracked.
No Good will.
"Darkness Kills"
...
Footprints-Backward wires tangled in Cobwebs.
Better off Death.
Slipknots, bundled tears.
Why isn't she here?
Too, too, many fears.
Poison Pill.
"Darkness Kills"
..
Lungs compacted and matted.
Breathlessly she awaits.
Awaits me.
Mucous Linings like Grinding bones.
"No place like home?"
Had my fill.
"Darkness Kills"
...
Choaked, fired, up coughed in Hacking.
No looking blacking...
Sickness and ill.
"Darkness Kills"

Author Notes

Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented artist, 'Kiberly' And, Kiberly's Incredible Picture Entitled, "My Zombie"

Chapter 87
Obnoxious My Hell

By Ricky1024

Warning: The author has noted that this contains the highest level of violence.

"Obnoxious My Hell!"
Written on December 11th, 2022
By Doctor Ricky1024
Copyright © Fanstory'
'All Rights Reserved'

Hades exists if you will it.
Purgatory may work for Thee?
Come a little closer darling and take a piece of my sweet candy?
"Obnoxious My Hell"
...
LET NO CHURCH BELLS YELL!
JUST LISTEN TO MY SELL!
ALL THAT GLITTERS?
YES, CAN BE ALL THAT GLITTERS FOR BOTH YOU AND ME!
HELL IF YOU WILL NOW JUST TRUST .
TRUST IN ONLY ME?
"In God We Trust?"
Bullshit!
"Obnoxious My Hell"
...
I've been around a Hell of a long time.
I was here before there was.
And, I'm Eternal and Ever.
Always quite Clever.
...
I'm a Prince and a Lord carrying my Black Heart on a Sharpened Sword.
I'm here and there and everywhere.
...
Now taste my Waste but not in haste!!
Favor not Savior for it's all a dirty bunch of Lies!
Yes, now come Take My Hand.and realize?
Realize that my way.
Yes, is not the Good way but the Only way!
Now do these things that I now say and tell you to do!
...
Hate and Cussing!
Curse and Steal!
Rape and Kill!
Sacrifice nothing deep inside!
Grab and grab some more!
And, break down any front door thay gets in your way!
And, do this as much as you can!
Each and every Night and Day!
...
And then you will finally have achieved.
And then you will have finally sacrified to achieve.
Believed?
My way?
Yes, the Concise and Perfect!
And, nothing gets in my way!
...
Because I Am as I Am!
More, much more than Mortal Man!
"The Prince of Darkness!"
"The Lord of the Realm Below!"
Now feel my Heat and when you do?
You will finally realize!
So that when we finally meet?
You'll be ready to stay and sit a spell!
Yes, for now you're in this and my place of Sin!
Yes, where you will now Forever Dwell!
"Obnoxious My *Hell!"

Author Notes

*Hell: noun /hell/ In religion and folklore Hell is a location in the afterlife in which evil souls are subjected to punitive suffering, most often Through Torture 1 a. (1) a netherworld where the dead continue to exist :Hades (2) the nether realm of the devil and the demons in which condemned people suffer ever lasting punishment >often used in curses. "go to hell" Or a generalized term of abuse "The hell with it" ... 2 a. (1) a state of misery, torture, torment, uselessness, and wickedness. "War is hell" ~W. T. Sherman b. A place or state of turmoil and destruction. "all hell broke loose" c. A severe scolding. Also: FLAK, GRIEF d.unrestrained fun or sport fullness. > often used in the phrase "for the hell of it" "the kids were full of hell e. an extremely unpleasant or enscapable situation. "rush hour-hell" ... Note: The phrase Entitled, "Hell on Earth" I believe that if we do not follow Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ. Well then we're making and living in our own. "Hell on Earth" There's only two more weeks left before Jesus Christ's birthday. Yes, which is Christmas! So, let's all be kind and let's all be nice and let's all give this year of ourselves to all. ... Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this talented Artist, 'avmurray' Her Incredible Picture Entitled, "Pink Delosperma"

Chapter 88
The Cold

By Ricky1024

"The Cold"
Written on December 25th, 2022
By Doctor Ricky1024
Copyright ©� Fanstory
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Subarctic
Minus zero
Plummeting temperatures
AS icy thoughts numb my extremities..
...
Coldness is now my new and best friend..
As my lungs gasp for warmth and grasp but alas?
Yes, there's little relief as the digits blackened in fear!
Almost here.
...
I search for Suns shine and warming rays.
God knows I've seen seen much better days.
And, as I start to pray.
And yes, it is Christmas Day.
...
Now as blood gathers in need.
Why God but yes indeed.
It's almost and finally here.
...
Slowly as unconsciousness enters.
I think of better times.
Better times when the Earth was still warmed by the Sun.
And yes, I can finally feel.
Feel it in my very last breath.
As it's now welcomed.
My final *Death.

Author Notes

*Death: noun /death/ 1. to expire and pass away. "Toms Death was eminent" Note: Each and every day another page is written. And, another chapter is presented. Presented in the "Book of Life" And, as we continue to pollute, destextinguish stinquish everything we touch. Could there finally be an End to the Beginning? Yes of what Heavenly Father started because of the ignorance of Mankind? ... Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this talented Artist, 'seshadri_screenivasan' And, Seshadri's Incredible Picture Entitled, "Frigid"

Chapter 89
The Death of Me

By Ricky1024

"The Death of Me"
Written on January 6th, 2022
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright © Fanstory
'All Rights Reserved'

This is the Death of Me.
There won't be very much left of me.
The breathing has slowed.
The mucus and phlegm are winning the battle to my very End.
Amen.
...
This is the Death of Me.
There won't be any more than before.
Before as I am dissolving.
And, it's written on the Stars.
So that's it.
Amen?
...
This is the Final Death of me.
Grace COVID-19 has taken over within and it's a damned Sin.
My loss and her win.
I've been Tried, Tested, Cocooned, Busted Up, and Bested.
...
My lungs are no longer functioning.
I'm getting weaker by the minute.
I can hardly hold my pen to write.
This Sin that's in it.
"My Finally Curtain Call"
Goodbye to All my Friends
I probably won't make it through tonight or another.
Amen.

Author Notes

Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Only Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist, By 'superhold: And, their Incredible Picture Entitled, "aneretacuum sesquipedalian" And, their Incredible Picture Entitled, "

Chapter 90
Within the Breath & Death of Me

By Ricky1024

"Within the Breath and the Death of Me"
Written on January 20th, 2023
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright ©� Fanstory
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Once upon a time when death came a calling and My Broken Heart started a bawling.
I almost died but never cried.
...
Spirits of Cloaking and Spoken Death were clinging for my life!
They already had gotten my only son Jason.
Followed shortly a few months later with my only wife!
...
To Be or Not?
God should I continue to dance the dance of romance with Death?
And One-Last-Shot is that all I got?

Author Notes

Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review. Tthis Talented Artist and Incredible Writer, 'Doctor Ricky 1024 And, his Incredible Picture Entitled, "Ricky in AC"

Chapter 91
University of Death!

By Ricky1024

Warning: The author has noted that this contains the highest level of violence.
Warning: The author has noted that this contains the highest level of language.

"University of Death!"
Written on March 9th, 2023
By Lord of Darkness
Copyright ©Fanstory
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Step forward My Newest fan and friend to the "Very End"
And, understand you are now at My F****** COMMAND!
Now demonstrate for me all your Power and Past Hate?
Release that Shame and now together we shall play my Hateful GAME!
...
Your being tested and now True!
Now prove to me that your time is due?
Yes, as your on a Quest to do My
F****** BEST!
...
Great that you can now understand with that weapon held firmly in your right hand!
Great that you now understand.
Understand and allow Me.
Your Lord of Darkness to NAVIGATE!
...
Now, you're doing fine young man.
So, prove to me your not a little P**** and a Real Man?
Yes!
Your so Damned Devine with that Magnum 48.
Ready, Cocked, and *UNKIND!

Author Notes

*UNKIND: adjective /UN.KIND/ 1. Inconsiderate and harsh to others. "you were terribly unkind to her" Similar: uncharitable unpleasant ... Note: On February 14th, 2023- Easy Lansing, Michigan -.Thr Michigan State University Department of Police and Public Safety (MSU DPPS) is saddened to share information regarding the Tragedy that occured on campus Monday evening. We cannot begin to fathom the unmeasurable amount of Pain that our campus community is feeling. We want to ensure our community that our department as well as our law enforcement partners will conduct a comprehensive and through investigation regarding the Tragic Insident. The deceased victims have been identified as the following... Arielle Anderson, (junior) Grosse Point. Brian Fraser (sophomore) Grosse Point Alexandria Verner (junior) Clawson ... Four students are injured in the ho Hospital. Their conditions as the following: Student is in fair condition. .Two students are in serious condition but stable. One student is in critical condition. ... Note 43 year old Anthony McRae (deceased) had no known association with Michigan State University... ... Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Only Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist, 'MKFlood' Micheal's Incredible and Amazing Picture Entitled, "M S U No 1 Fan"

Chapter 92
A Written Dark Place

By Ricky1024

Warning: The author has noted that this contains the highest level of violence.

"A Written Dark Place"
Written on March 19th, 2023
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright © Fanstory
'All Rights Reserved'

Subjectable but never rejectable suspended by wave after wave.
Always floating but never completely saved.
Layered in Unboundless shame.
In the Glory of God?
Yes when Eye call out His name?
...
Blinded and bonded, bonds of chained Pain.
Nothing but madness, melancholy sadness remains.
Tripping on Reality, as Charity found some other Game?
Haplessly and hopelessly, as my Insanity.
Brain chemicals over worked, boiled in vats of temptations.
No relation nor medication.
...
Comatose as Mummified shame captured Darkness as lights avoidance trapped in Glastein goblets.
Blood-Red Crimsom Brewof acidic wealth.
No more Godly Reality on my Self Shelf as my Mind wanders, misdirected by Pity.
Grasped and Entombed in some hideous Womb.
Painted picture never an Artists pretty?
...
Testimonials in Eight by Tens to as framed on that wall that laughs and pretends?
No more Amens in a moment of prayer.
But always surrounded by a lack of Grace.
Taste now my Endless Wastes in this what I call.
"A Written Dark *Place"

Author Notes

*Place: noun /plas/ 1. a particular position or point on space. "the monastery was a peaceful place" Similar: put down, put, set, set down, 2.find a home or employment for. "the children were placed with foster parents" ... Note: Almost every Human Being will experience their very own "A Dark Place" Yes, at some point in their lifetimes. Mine was a Loss of a Child. A Parent's Worst Nightmare. ... Requirements? To become my Newest member? "The Shittest Club on Earth" Firstly? Loss of a child and preferably an Only Son. Next? Lose everything that you accrued in the past and previous 36 years. Lastly? "Lose your mind and try your best to commit suicide and die. Now and try to live with this over your head for Twenty years? Welcome Fanstorians now to my Particular World! Note: And if you know somebody whos feeling severely depressed and contemplating Suicide? Then please do as I did on December 1st, 2006 and immediately call 9-11 or "The National Suicide Hotline at 988. ... Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Only Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist, 'avmurry' And, her Incredible Picture Entitled, "Prince of Darkness"

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